The Sky is What We Leave Behind - CapriStar (OneDer) - 文豪ストレイドッグス (2024)

Table of Contents
Chapter 1: The UA Entrance Exam Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 2: Day One Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 3: Attack on the USJ Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 4: An Interlude Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 5: Vigilante Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 6: The Sports Festival: Round One Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 7: The Sports Festival: Round Two Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 8: The Sports Festival: Intermission Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 9: The Sports Festival: Round Three (Part One) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 10: The Sports Festival: Round Three (Part Two) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 11: The Sports Festival: Round Three (Part Three) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 12: Bakugou Versus Chuuya Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 13: Introduction to Work Studies Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 14: A New Experience Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 15: The Archives Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 16: The UA Traitor Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 17: Stain the Hero Killer (Part One) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 18: Stain the Hero Killer (Part Two) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 19: Everybody is More Or Less Good Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 20: Becoming Known Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 21: Respite Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 22: The UA First Year Exams (Part One) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 23: The UA First Year Exams (Part Two) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 24: The Forest Training Camp (Part One) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 25: The Forest Training Camp (Part Two) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 26: The Forest Training Camp (Part Three) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 27: The Forest Training Camp (Part Four) Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 28: Ego Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 29: Liberation Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 30: Red Sky in the Morning Notes: Chapter Text Notes: Chapter 31: Written Easily Notes: Chapter Text Notes: References

Chapter 1: The UA Entrance Exam

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu and the UA Entrance Exam

D azai Osamu had taken down armies.

He had. Single handedly.

(Well, almost single handedly. But in this case, the other party in question was Chuuya, who was less like a helping hand and more like an appendix in that he was relatively useless and tended to explode at the most inconvenient moments).

But that wasn’t the point.

The point was that Dazai had taken down armies single handedly. He was a master. A powerhouse. The leader of the infamous Double Black, for goodness sake.

(After all, one of them had to be the leader, and it wasn’t going to be Chuuya. Again, he was less like the head and more like the appendix. The appendix while it was going through the first stages of rupturing, at that).

Dazai sighed. He really needed to stop thinking about Chuuya of all people during perilous situations.

From his position crouched behind the remains of a bench, he surveyed his surroundings. What once resembled a cityscape had transformed into mountains of ash and debris. They littered a ground of torn up concrete, rendering it completely invisible. Towering glass buildings and brick layered shop fronts were unrecognisable amongst a sea of wreckages. The scene spanned out before him like a panorama. Somewhat beautiful in its hopelessness, he mused.

Sounds of destruction- echoes of the chaos ahead- blared around him like alarms, but all of the fighting was blocked from his view. It served to make the experience seem slightly surreal. Dazai’s lips twitched upwards, minutely.

It was a stupid situation. He had taken down armies single handedly. He was a master. A powerhouse. The leader of Double Black. And yet here he was, taking a god damn high school entrance exam. Sure he was fifteen, and this was what normal fifteen year olds did, but for the reasons stated above, Osamu Dazai was not a normal fifteen year old.

At least, he supposed, the high school was not normal either. UA High School for heroics was a lot of things, but normal was decidedly not one of them.

Pulling at the sleeves of his black coat, Dazai stood up from his shelter, languidly. He had racked up a couple of points in the entrance exam so far, but not nearly enough to ensure a spot in class 1A. The test was, unfortunately, not well suited to his abilities. If you asked Dazai, it actually felt like a strange form of discrimination- or at least an oversight on the part of the UA exam coordinators.

The written test had gone according to plan (Dazai had littered a few inaccuracies amongst otherwise flawless paragraphs, penned an error or two into his formulas) and there was no doubt in his mind that he would be given a percentage in the low nineties.

The practical test was, in a sense, going to plan too. But it pissed him off that he’d even needed to concoct a plan to beat this ridiculous challenge.

Whoever had chosen massive robots as the targets deserved to be fired on the spot (in Dazai’s humble opinion). In what world did heroes have to fight giant, mechanical foes rather than real villains? Humans with hands to be forced, hearts to be manipulated (and notably, quirks to be nullified)?

There was no use dwelling on it now, Dazai knew, but that didn’t stop him from feeling somewhat disdainful.

He did, however, have a plan to rack up some points. A plan that, as the clock ticked down to show three remaining minutes and the head of a somehow even bigger robot broke up the skyline, could only now come into fruition.

Dazai dusted down his shoulders before starting a light jog towards his destination. He wondered, briefly, how Chuuya was doing, before forcing the thought from his mind. He had a job to do.

Nakahara Chuuya and the UA Entrance Exam

F uck yeah!”

Ask the Chuuya of last week what he’d be doing on Wednesday morning and he’d probably suggest a couple of answers. Maybe trying different teas with Kouyou (unfortunately not). Training his martial arts with the black lizards (thankfully not). Or even out on a mission with Dazai (closer to the truth than one might believe). In the most literal sense, though, he was beating up huge, killer robots in a high school, surrounded by amateur quirk users and in an arena about a kilometre away from his least favourite suicidal bastard. Honestly, he was having a pretty great time.

He leapt over the roof of another building, legs propelling him, gravity pushing him up. Crushed a robot beneath his palm, almost absentmindedly, as he swung through the city. A voice in the back of his mind was telling him not to overdo it, not to differentiate himself too much from the pack of frankly pathetic middle schoolers around him. But really, this was just too easy. Plus, the voice sounded an awful lot like Hirotsu’s, and that was reason enough to disobey in itself.

Chuuya couldn’t help but think back to why he was even here in the first place as he flew. Red locks tangled around him. The breeze caressing his face felt like falling in love.

“Dazai-kun, Chuuya-kun, thank you for coming to see me on such short notice.”

Mori Ougai’s office was quiet for once. Elise was nowhere to be seen. That was the first sign that whatever had prompted this meeting was serious. Chuuya shared a glance with Dazai, who had clearly come to the same conclusion.

The office hadn’t changed since the last time Chuuya had been in it, almost three months ago. All high ceilings and a long, mahogany table that appeared to be antique. Even though the room overlooked an expansive view of Yokohama, it still held a certain darkness to it that was yet to be chased out.

“No problem, boss,” Chuuya replied, hesitantly. Dazai had that look in his eyes, the one he got whenever he saw Mori, so it was probably best not to let him engage.

“What can we do for you?”

Mori tilted his head slightly as he gazed at Chuuya, lips contorted into a smirk and hands rested gently on the arms of his chair. He seemed almost impressed, Chuuya thought, as he took the initiative.

“I’ll admit that this is a bit of a strange one. Not difficult as such, but certainly out of the ordinary.”

Mori stood up, approaching the huge window beside him. The introduction seemed to have peaked Dazai’s interest, but Chuuya just felt cold tendrils of dread curl up inside him.

Abruptly, Mori turned to face them.

“Yokohama has seen a higher number of hero patrols since January than it did in the entirety of last year.”

The spring picture painted outside showed it to be April, and Chuuya felt an involuntary shudder pass through him. He had noticed some sort of influx in heroes lately, but to think it was so drastic…

“Needless to say, this is not ideal. For both the Port Mafia as an organisation, and in a wider sense, the citizens of Yokohama, who have thoroughly rejected a hero-led society since the drawing of the quirk era.”

His hands were clenching into fists. His teeth gritting tightly. The very word ‘hero’ bought about a gut reaction; it twisted his insides like wringing a wet towel. Before he could act out, Dazai finally stepped in. His voice was cool and calm in the way it always was when he addressed Mori.

“I don’t see how Chuuya and I come into this. Killing all the heroes who walk into the town wouldn’t exactly solve our problems.”

It was a little strange, Chuuya observed, to hear Dazai speak like that. He seemed guarded, somehow. Defensive in a way that hinted at protectiveness.

“You’re right. That would only sever the Yokohama Treaty, and thus the government and hero council’s leniency. What I have in mind for you two is,” he trailed off, tilting his head. “A little more specific.”

So yeah. For reasons that Chuuya still had yet to puzzle through, he and Dazai were being enrolled in the most prominent hero school in Tokyo, maybe even all of Japan.

‘To infiltrate the fundamental essence of hero society’, Mori had said. ‘To create a foothold in the next generation of heroes’.

Still, the logic didn’t quite add up. Chuuya was certain that there was another factor somewhere, another reason that Mori was keeping hidden. He supposed it wasn’t his job to question, but to act.

The other entrance candidates were an interesting bunch, he thought, absentmindedly. An honestly psychotic blonde guy was blowing everything up. A semi-Martian looking girl was secreting odd fluids from her hands (if a drop got on Chuuya’s hat he would freak the f*ck out). Not to mention the disembodied school uniform he had seen wondering around.

Her quirk wasn’t really suited to this exam, though, so Chuuya doubted he’d see her again.

It was the flashier ones that had the advantage- his own and explosion kid’s over there.

(He briefly spared a thought for how Dazai was doing, but let the idea wash over him. If anyone could power through this exam, basically quirkless, it was that bastard).

He crushed another robot as the timer ticked down to its final seconds. A gong sounded, the noise resonating around the partially destroyed city-scape, and all the robots came to a halt. A voice chimed over speakers that must have surrounded the arena:

“The UA practical exam is over. Candidates in Arenas A, B and D should advance to their nearest exit point where a pro hero will be waiting to escort them out. Candidates in Arenas C and E should remain in their position and wait for a pro hero to reach them due to large amounts debris in the arena making movement unsafe.”

Suppressing a laugh, Chuuya joined the stream of kids walking towards the exit gate. Dazai was in C. And in all likelihood, he was absolutely fuming.

As he walked, he noticed a figure ahead of him. Not because they stood out particularly among the throngs of mutants and weirdos, but because they were moving in an odd manner. Limping.

Pushing past a couple of chattering students, Chuuya reached the boy’s side.

He appeared relatively normal at first glance, tall and toned, with bright red hair styled in a strange, spiky manner. If one looked closer, however, they would find an ocean of crevices lining his skin, and a hard substance akin to stone sprinkled over the tips of his fingers. The fading remnants of some sort of transformation quirk, perhaps.

Honestly, he wasn’t entirely sure why he wanted to help the kid out. Maybe all these hero students were rubbing their germs off on him. Maybe he was simply an alright person. Maybe the mission-oriented part of him wanted to get closer to a could-be classmate, or maybe something about a bunch of fifteen come sixteen year olds training to carry the weight of the world just didn’t sit right.

“Hey, man,” the boy said, cheerily, teeth baring in a smile.

Chuuya glanced behind him quickly, but no one was replying. He realised, with a start, that he was the ‘man’ in question.

“Umm hi,” he said, as the other boy laughed good-naturedly. He clamped down on the blood that was rushing to his cheeks.

“My name is Kirishima. Kirishima Ejirou.”

Kirishima held his hand out to shake.

“I’m Nakahara Chuuya.”

Chuuya shook it.

“Are you alright there? You’re walking a bit…”

Kirishima grinned.

“Don’t worry about me, dude. My quirk is pretty defensive so I had a tough time with the exam. Don’t get me wrong, though, I’m hopeful!”

He beamed, punching Chuuya’s arm lightly as they approached the gate.

“Thanks for asking. That was pretty manly.”

They parted ways after that. But the conversation didn’t leave Chuuya’s mind. It was weird, interacting with another kid his age. One who wasn’t a complete head case like Dazai, or codependent like the sheep had been.

He stuffed his hands in his pockets as he walked away, grinning.

Lingering by the huge gateway to UA, Chuuya decided to make his way back to his and Dazai’s apartment (mafia perks) alone. Couldn’t have the asshole think Chuuya was worried about him or something.

Dazai Osamu and the UA Entrance Exam

T he plan had originally been born following a patented ‘Dazai plotting session’. He had been curled up on the lime green couch (the one that he’d spent all his savings on) with his laptop on the table in front of him. Chuuya had been digging through the fridge, occasionally calling out a dinner suggestion.

Stretching his fingers, he hunched over the laptop, taking to the search bar.

UA entrance exam

Naturally, he went straight to the AllOurMight hero blog. He scrolled throughthe topics until he found a list of previous entrance exam subjects, just begging to be analysed.

urmyhero • List of all the UA practical exams since 2160:

  • Quirk presentation to panel of pro heroes (2160-72)
  • Dummy hostage situation (2173, 77, 80)
  • Obstacle course (2174, 76)
  • Fighting robots (2175)
  • Laser tag style game (2178, 79)

What are our predictions for 2181?

Copying the list, Dazai transferred the information to a spreadsheet. A couple more clicks got him the GDP of Japan for each year, the economic growth of Tokyo, and that of UA itself. It was hard to make any connections, but a scatter graph showed correlation pretty quickly: the richer UA was, the higher chance of a shiny new entrance exam.

The statistic seemed relatively unsurprising in hindsight, and was decidedly vague. But given the situation, it was quite powerful. Recently, All Might had been somewhat absent in the world of heroics- many people assumed that he had something important brewing, but rumours about possible retirement had been circulating as well. The worth of Tokyo had dropped noticeably as a result, suggesting to Dazai that an exam would be recycled.

His next hint was an article that had been published six months prior.

UA Heroics School Clamps Down on Leaking Information

It may seem as though UA high school has an open relationship with the public and the media, but earlier today, this was called into question. The school famous for its successful alumni and teachers, as well its annually televised sports festival, has recently been trying to reduce the amount of information being made known to the general public. Although, not to much success.

In the press conference held last Saturday, head of public relations, pro hero Present Mic, commented that ‘at the end of the day, [UA] is still a school to which pupils entrust their personal details. Details which absolutely must remain secure and private.’

Additionally, exam coordinator Yamaguchi Yuta stated: ‘although [UA] aims to effectively communicate with citizens and heroes, as in any organisation, a certain level of secrecy must be maintained.’

This article concatenated with his previous deduction was enough for Dazai to conclude that the next entrance exam would surely be the path least travelled- the robot fighting exam. Possibly with a twist.

Dazai let an evil grin overtake his face, before it was promptly wiped off by a flying cushion, and a call of:

“Stop being so f*cking creepy!”

And that was how Dazai found himself in the current situation, ready to put the plan he had painstakingly formulated from his previous calculations into action.

The UA exam consisted of four types of robots. The one pointers (no larger than a two-story house and with poor combat ability), the two pointers (slightly larger than a two-story house and with adequate combat ability), the three pointers (definitively larger than a two-story house and with decent combat ability). It followed that next would come a four pointer, but this was not the case.

Finally came the zero pointer robot, of which there was only one. It was probably about the size of a three-story house, and had gigantic firepower. It was, however, notably slower than the other robots. Dazai supposed that anything of such a size was never going to be agile.

The whole concept of the zero pointer robot had immediately seemed strange to Dazai when it was introduced. Why bother? No one in their right mind would try to fight it, so it would just lumber around taking swipes at candidates. Anyone with decent coordination or any basic survival instincts should be able to get away from it just fine.

This robot wasn’t meaningless, no, very few things in life are meaningless. It also wasn’t a trick or a trap of any sort. This robot was something of a get-out-of-jail-free card. It had to be.

Being able to beat the zero pointer would be impressive for an untrained fifteen year old. They would stand out from the crowd. Perhaps rather than zero points meaning ‘worthless’, it actually meant ‘priceless’; perhaps it was a shortcut to success. Or a way for a candidate previously low on points to stand out to the teachers.

(The point system itself suggested that candidates with the highest number of points would receive a pass, but it was never explicitly stated).

Dazai had formed his plan entirely around this basis, and continued running towards the zero pointer in the distance. A makeshift spear that he had salvaged from the debris earlier remained tight in his grip.

His plan was not actually to defeat the zero pointer himself. No way in hell. There were two reasons for this: one was that the brains didn’t do the dirty work and the other was that he was pretty sure he physically couldn’t.

No, he would play the role of the head. Find some do-gooder willing to be his appendix, or arm, or even elbow given that they had enough jabbing power to fight for him. Then take the final kill- call it teamwork. When the teachers later traversed their database, searching for the recorded name of the killer of the zero pointer… boom. Dazai Osamu at your service.

For any other robot, his plan would probably get him beaten up by some fifteen year old hero wannabe; for the zero pointer, it was perfect. There were literally no points to be beaten up over. Most of the kids here probably didn’t even realise that the robots contained a special mechanism to record their killer. Dazai had seen the little device before though, and recognised it instantly upon his first kill.

He skidded up to the monstrous form of the zero pointer, coat flapping behind him. His eyes locked on a small, blue-ish figure that was charging towards it. Perfect.

Narrowing his eyes, Dazai took a closer look at the kid that was clearly preparing to engage the robot. He was a little small for his age, a little trembly, but there was a glint of determination in his eyes that gave Dazai a spark of hope for him.

He was dressed in what Dazai assumed was his previous school’s PE kit- mangled though it was- and (somewhat prematurely?) grey bangs gathered around his eyes. Choppy in length.

Dazai ignored the sounds of chaos around him, and scenes of kids desperately running away from the path of the worthless zero pointer. He himself focused on the bangs kid. He watched as a transformation began to take place, and cerulean sparks shot off from the boy’s form like lightning. They twirled and fizzled, and eventually began swirling around the boy in unison. Slowly, behind the curtain of sparks, he began to change.

His form, colouring, size- everything warped. When Dazai’s view was no longer obscured by the curtain, there was no sign of the boy from before. Except for a single spark in those steely eyes.

He had become a tiger.

Dazai whistled, watching as the tiger crouched down, ready to pounce. That was a pretty sexy ability; Dazai briefly found himself pondering over whether Mori would like it. It had been clear to Dazai that he and Chuuya hadn’t been told all the details about their mission, maybe this was the final reason for it. Some sort of recruitment method? The idea was still flawed though, and Dazai let it go to rest.

The tiger sprung. Suddenly and rapidly. The sheer weight of it halted the robot in its monotonous forward movements. Razor sharp claws left grooves in metal. The robot aimed its huge, mechanical arm at the tiger on its chest, but he retreated back to the ground before it reached him.

The robot recovered quickly, even as scraps of metal curled and peeled away from its new wound. The tiger growled.

“Hey, tiger boy!”

Abruptly turning to look around for the caller, the tiger turned its back on the zero pointer. That was when it chose to strike.

Dazai gritted his teeth. He swung into action, sprinting towards the pair and deflecting the incoming hit with his spear.

The tiger watched him, slightly startled. Even if he was clearly a bit of an idiot, he was, at least, lucid in tiger form. That was important.

Dazai turned his head to the tiger, keeping his spear out in front and at the ready.

He had beaten four one pointers and three two pointers throughout the exam. It was a pretty measly number overall, but had given him plenty of time to dissect and investigate the engineering of the robots after each kill.

“The circuit board is located in the neck, just above the left shoulder. That’s where we need to target.”

Something between a growl and a purr came out in response, and Dazai had to stifle his laugh between bandaged fingers.

“I’ll cover your right, so go,” he shouted.

At his words, the tiger sped off to the left.

He dodged and weaved around the robot, a dance interspersed with attacks. His nimble movements had completely outclassed the zero pointer, and Dazai allowed a small voice in his head to praise the boy.

The tiger started throwing in attempts to race up the tiger’s left arm. He was constantly swatted at, and forced to abort. However, they were making slow progress. Meanwhile, Dazai was spinning his spear. He deflected attacks and stabbed at robotic joints.

60 seconds were left on the clock. Dazai cursed.

The pair kept working, kept weaving, perhaps slightly frantically. In fact, Dazai noticed the tiger’s movements become messier and messier, less targeted and more outright feral. Fewer hits landed, and Dazai was getting frustrated.

It was when the robot actually succeeded in its counterattack that Dazai came to a realisation.

Mechanical claws from the left slashed through fur, colouring snow crimson, and the tiger let out a distressed roar.

“Tiger! Get your-”

Dazai stopped, flawed by what he saw.

The tiger had turned to face him, marred by blood, and for a split second, Dazai hadn’t recognised the thing. That clarification, the bright, steely lucidity that had coloured its eyes- that was gone. Replaced by an animalistic haze. It reminded Dazai of Chuuya during corruption. Completely unreachable.

Ignoring him again, the tiger continued its attacks.

The clock was down to 10 seconds, and Dazai knew what had to be done.

He ran in towards the tiger, using his spear as shelter.

5 and he lunged towards the tiger.

4, 3 and he dodged away from the tiger’s swipe, suddenly aimed at him. He narrowly avoided the attack, but his otherwise pristine coat was not so lucky.

2, 1 and his outstretched fingers made contact with the reddened fur of the tiger.

A gong rang out as No Longer Human surrounded the tiger like water. He was a boy again. The robot powered down before him.

The exam had ended, and Dazai felt regret well up inside him like poison in his veins. He had failed the exam. He must have.

He had never really failed a mission before. He let himself wonder what Chuuya would say, what Mori would, and resigned himself to jumping off the nearest bridge rather than listening to it.

“Thank you so much,” a voice whispered almost to itself. It could barely be heard over the instructions telling him to wait in place.

(He was utterly seething about that. What kind of idiot couldn’t move past a little debris. And why did UA care for their health all of a sudden now?)

“Don’t worry about it,” Dazai sighed. “Is your cut alright?”

The boy ran a hand over the bloodied rip in his back.

“It’s fine. The tiger has regenerative abilities.” He shrugged, looking a little uncomfortable about it.

Dazai nodded, committing this boy to memory.

“Dazai Osamu.”

Dazai stuck out his hand.

The boy blinked a couple of times, before a look of realisation passed over him.

“Oh! That’s your name.”

“Yes. And it’s only polite to give me yours now. Or did they not teach basic manners in the jungle? I hear it’s all a little savage down there.” Dazai let his lips quirk up.

The boy laughed.

“It’s Nakajima Atsushi.”

They shook hands. Atsushi glanced down at Dazai’s.

“You’re pretty bandaged up. Is everything okay?”

Dazai didn’t get a chance to say his usual ‘no, no it is not’. They were interrupted by a dark figure walking towards them. A pro hero, Dazai knew, but one that he recognised only from blurred flashes circulating on hero blogs.

Eraserhead. A vigilante type hero with a quirk similar to Dazai’s own. His white capture weapon hung around his neck like a scarf, stark against an otherwise black ensemble. His long hair was wild and unruly, blowing this way and that in the wind.

Dazai wasn’t sure what he expected from the hero, but a calm, perceptive demeanour wasn’t it.

He spoke into a headset as he approached.

“Only two of them in area beta. I’ll take them to the gate now.”

He waited for an affirmation before turning to them. Silently looking them over, he tilted his head in the universal ‘follow me’ gesture.

“Congratulations on completing the exam. If you are in need of medical attention, please follow the clearly marked arrows to Recovery Girl’s office. If not, please sign out at reception and then leave the premises,” the man said. His tone was drab and tired, his words routine. Eraserhead looked kind of like he wanted to die, which was relatable.

Atsushi nodded, thanking the man as they followed him away from the powered down zero pointer robot. Dazai only had time to give it one more hate-filled glare before it was completely out of sight.

“I’m sorry about your coat,” Atsushi mumbled as they walked.

Dazai looked down at the long rip that was splitting the tail of his coat in two, and laughed. He had forgotten all about it, what with most of his energy going into wondering how Mori will react when Dazai inevitably receives his UA rejection letter. He felt his hand shake at his side, and balled it into a fist.

Drawing his expression into a mask of arrogance, he replied, words easy.

“It’ll cost you twenty thousand yen.”

Atsushi started spluttering with a passion, and Dazai grinned again.

“Just kidding! I hate this old thing anyway. Black is so last season.”

Atsushi breathed out an almost comical sigh of relief.

“I would like to ask you a question, though. What happened out there?”

It was a rather ambiguous question, but Atsushi seemed to catch on given his quickly reddening cheeks and minute grimace.

Dazai figured that if he was going to get f*cked over, he might as well know why. He felt Eraserhead’s gaze brush over them lightly, but ignored it.

“Sometimes, the tiger,” Atsushi muttered, before pausing. “Sometimes I don’t control it. It controls me.”

Dazai saw red eyes, stark against a familiar face.

“Whenever I panic, something pushes its way out of me. Clawing up into my brain.”

Dazai saw blood around a beating heart, a God living through it.

“It takes me over completely.”

Dazai saw Chuuya in the boy with a beast inside him.

“That’s why I want to become a hero. I want to control the tiger, and myself. I want him to save people for me, rather than hurt them.”

Atsushi looked guiltily at the coat again, before turning to Dazai with a fire in his eyes.

They were almost at the gate, and Eraserhead wasn’t even hiding his contemplative gaze on the two.

Dazai shrugged. He said the words that he’d said to Chuuya days after their first meeting.

“That thing inside you? That’s you too. And it’s the most natural thing in the world.”

Then, he added: “over sharing, much.” Atsushi turned bright red.

Honestly, something about Eraserhead’s gaze on him had given Dazai hope, and he had saved his bridge jumping exploits for another time.

As it turns out, he and Chuuya didn’t have to wait long at all to hear the results of the UA entrance exam. About a week afterwards, two matching envelopes arrived in the post.

Given some reflection time, Dazai had taken up a rather philosophical view about his performance. If he got in, yippee ki yay. If he didn’t, at least he didn’t have to spend more time with Chuuya. He also took great pleasure in announcing this, and dodging Chuuya’s half hearted retaliations.

There they stood, staring down at the two envelopes haphazardly splayed on the coffee table. A rare moment of silence lingered between them.

Chuuya was the first to break, running a hand through his hair.

“I haven’t been to school in, like, five years, but the feeling of getting exam results still f*cks me up.”

Dazai grinned in response. He picked up the brown envelope addressed to Chuuya, tearing it open to a barrage of complaints.

“What the hell, asshole?”

Chuuya began tugging at the half-opened letter in Dazai’s grip.

“Chuuya! So vicious. And you always say you’re not a chihuahua.”

“Give. That. Back.”

At that moment, three things happened in such a short interval of time, that they appeared to be simultaneous.

First, with a final, definitive pull, Chuuya ripped the paper from Dazai’s hands, just as the latter let go completely. Chuuya went careening to the ground, a string of curses leaving his lips. The envelope went down with him, its contents spilling across the floor.

Next, a flash of light burst out from the fallen items. It was a bright, blueish shimmer that encompassed the whole wall in front of it.

“That doesn’t seem natural.”

Finally, the shape of a man phased into the projected image, and a somehow familiar voice boomed out.

“Nakahara Chuuya, congratulations. Your combined scores on the written and practical assessments have allowed us to offer you a place at UA High.”

It only took Dazai a second to recognise the man in the video as his figure became clearer, taking on shape and colour. An iconic hero suit was on full display, and beam out in full force.

It was none other than Japan’s number one hero- the symbol of peace himself- All Might.

Dazai felt an odd twinge run through him. The sudden appearance of All Might both answered and asked questions; if the hero was affiliated with UA, it explained Mori’s sudden interest in the school. But what was All Might’s role in this?

As virtual All Might talked through some basic admin, Dazai turned to look at Chuuya, surreptitiously. The other looked a little dazed. His eyes were narrowed in that way of his, and head tilted, allowing red locks to tangle before his eyes.

All Might had always gotten to Chuuya, Dazai knew, for reasons that he had never really pushed to discover.

Unbidden, his hand stretched out to tap Chuuya’s arm.

“Nice of them to send an audio file, don’t you think?”

Chuuya looked at him inquisitively.

“They probably figured that even a dog trained by such a spectacular owner must be illiterate.”

And then Chuuya was back, snapping and growling and petulantly focusing on the video. Dazai smiled.

All Might was still speaking when he returned his attention to the screen.

“- total score is first place overall. A truly outstanding result. Your practical test score was tied first, and your written exam just edged you over the top. My most sincere and heartfelt congratulations.”

Chuuya twitched. A small, clicking sound left his lips. To Dazai, it sounded suspiciously like the sweet, sweet chime of a bell, marking his victory in a battle that he hadn’t even been fighting. A surge of realisation swept over him like a tidal wave.

He slowly turned to face Chuuya, lips pulling into a smile involuntarily. After a moment, the other noticed him.

“What?”

“You were going all out, weren’t you?”

Chuuya looked confused for a moment, before his eyes cleared, and then widened in horror.

“No! f*ck no! That would have blown the mission-”

“You were going all out. And you tied for first. With a middle schooler.”

“I was not going all out,” Chuuya yelled. Dazai stifled a laugh behind his fist. “And what about you, sh*tty Dazai? Did you even make it in at all?”

Dazai pouted at Chuuya’s victorious look.

“Guess we’re about to find out,” he sighed. “How do I shut this guy up? He’s been talking for like, twenty minutes. There’s nothing more to say.”

After failing to control the device for a couple of seconds, Dazai simply crushed it under his shoe. The video instantly turned off. Chuuya looked like he wanted to complain, but ultimately couldn’t fault the efficient method.

He picked Dazai’s envelope off the table more gently. Peeling it open, he studied the recorder inside. It was completely black and smooth- free of any buttons or obvious control panels. He just set the rectangular device onto a coaster, and they waited for it to begin.

It only took a couple of seconds for the same blue light and mountainous figure to appear on their wall again.

“Dazai Osamu,”

Dazai looked away.

“Congratulations. Your combined scores on the written and practical assessments have allowed us to offer you a place at UA High.”

He stilled.

“What?”

A grin started to pull at the corners of his lips.

“f*ck yes,” Chuuya whooped, arm thrown around Dazai’s shoulder. “Now Mori won’t murder you and incinerate your body.”

Dazai laughed.

“A shame, really.”

And they continued to watch the All Might on screen. Closer than they had Chuuya’s, taking in all the information.

Dazai was slightly surprised to find that they seemed to have personalised all the videos, not just Chuuya’s first place result.

“You might-”

Chuuya audibly gagged at the ‘All Might’ pun.

“Be wondering how your score qualified you. Well, not only was your written test of tremendous success, but your practical score was likely higher than you expected too.”

He inhaled.

“UA is a high school for heroics. First and foremost, to be a good hero, you need the ability to put others above yourself and act to protect them, even to your own detriment. We are aware that our entrance exams are often poorly suited to candidates with non-combat specific quirks. And because of these reasons, rescue points were born.”

Dazai nodded slowly, pondering the concept. Honestly, it hadn’t been too far off from his own predictions concerning the zero pointer and Eraserhead’s assessments of him. Still, it was a bit of a shock to hear.

These rescue points seemed to be the internet’s best kept secret, though. Dazai had absolutely decimated all hero blogs to no mention of them.

“Rescue points are a parallel scoring system on the practical exam that are later combined with villain points and in some cases, a judging panel’s assessment to create your total. Most students never receive or hear of rescue points, as they are given out very rarely. Each rescue point is worth ten villain points. This brings your total practical score to 40 points.”

Chuuya was looking at him strangely. Brows furrowed.

“You’re really-”

Chuuya faltered. And Dazai leapt on that moment of opportunity like a predator.

“I’m really…?”

The ginger scowled, ripping his arm away from the other’s shoulders.

“You’re really schemey and manipulative. How the hell did you figure out that rescue points existed? Who even thinks about that sh*t?”

Laughing, Dazai stretched his arms out to the sides.

“Are you suggesting that I’m not just an upright young gentleman who saves others without thinking about the benefits? Or are you shocked that sometimes we can use our brains rather than our brawn to solve problems?”

He ducked just as the crushed remnants of Chuuya’s entrance recording were flung at his head. Although really, this only served to prove his point.

From then on, All Might said very little of interest. Only telling them to read the rest of the contents of their envelopes in which they’d find forms to fill as well as variouspreparatory measures. When the tape shut off, they did as instructed. There were mainly admissions forms, but in Dazai’s, he found a document requesting that he does not explain the concept of rescue points to any third parties. He supposed that was why the points had been practically wiped from the Internet.

Chuuya grabbed the burner phone that Mori had left them with from the drawer in his bedroom. It was a sleek, new thing; space grey in colour and regular in size.

He tapped out a quick message, his thumbs moving across the screen expertly.

We both passed. NC in first overall. DO received ‘rescue points’. All Might has connections to UA. Nothing else outstanding.

A chime signalled a reply barely a minute later.

Congratulations are in order, then.

Chuuya, it is too late to recover your anonymity. Play up the ‘number one student’ role. Please integrate into the class as a reliable pillar.

Dazai, forge connections amongst not only the class, but also the student body as a whole.

More instructions will be sent at a later date.

Dazai blatantly adorned a look of revulsion as he read the message over Chuuya’s shoulder. Eventually, he skulked back over to his forms as Chuuya returned the phone to the drawer.

They were disrupted again only by Dazai’s gasp. His eyes were widened almost comically as he stared down at a document. Looking up, Chuuya prompted him to explain himself.

“Chuuya, this is a form for hero costumes! Hero. Costumes. It’s makeover time!”

Dazai was practically glowing with happiness, sprawled out on the carpet.

“We’re not in a f*cking Barbie movie,” Chuuya retorted. Still, Dazai knew from the way he rolled over and readjusted himself on the sofa that he was hiding a smile. If there was one thing Dazai knew about the guy who dressed like a vampire fashion icon and hoarded dress shoes, it was that he loved a makeover.

“Please. We both know that the image of me and you prancing around in skintight suits is in your wet dreams.”

Chuuya choked on the air.

“You f*cking-”

“Hit a nerve?”

Dazai failed to avoid the television remote that came hurtling towards him.

“Now that hit a nerve,” Dazai said, rubbing his cheek.

Several pens later, Dazai held up a takeout menu they had ordered from the other night, proudly. An ink-stained sketch marred one corner. Chuuya leaned forwards, peering towards it.

“All black? Really?” Chuuya asked, incredulous. “If I saw someone coming at me in that, I’d run back towards the burning building or whatever.”

Dazai pouted. He had quite liked his hero costume design. It consisted of his usual long black coat (plus more pockets because practicality, and with a kevlar lining because duh), a black athletic top and cargo pants, as well as black combat boots (heavy and strong but bouncy). Naturally, this was all topped off by bandages wrapped loosely around each article of clothing. The only part that wasn’t black.

Dazai fought pretty exclusively with guns, but he drew a few knives into the jacket pockets as well, for good measure.

Chuuya sighed at the paper, ultimately resigned to his fate.

“You can keep the black under layer, but the coat has to change. To tan, I think.”

“What about bright pink with a high collar?”

“Tan with a high collar or I’m subscribing to loads of vegan recipe mailing lists using your email address.”

“Scary.”

Scribbling out his prior drawing, Dazai reworked his sketch.

“It’s still not very heroic.”

Chuuya rolled over on the sofa, kicking his legs about absentmindedly.

“No, it’s not. Don’t most heroes have, like, a symbol of some sort? All Might has his logo thing. Endeavour’s got his flaming moustache. Hawks has his f*cking lit wings…”

Twirling his pen in thought, Dazai added a final je ne sais quoi to the drawing, holding it up again under the ceiling lamp.

The addition was a small blue gem stone situated in the centre of the chest.

Chuuya nodded at it, approvingly.

“I think it’s the closest you’ll ever get to chic.”

“I’ll take that as the compliment it is! Now it’s your turn.” Dazai grinned, wickedly.

It was only for a split second, but Chuuya stilled in his position on the couch. His lips pursed.

“A hero costume, huh?”

Dazai stayed silent, for once. He took his pen to paper again.

He had finished a couple of minutes later, and waved the design at Chuuya.

This time, he had gone for something closer to a body suit, but certain parts of it were more flared in style: the sleeves tastefully baggier before tightening again into gloves and the calves loose before reconvening at the thighs and ankles.

The whole suit was a gradient of black and lighter grey (according to Dazai’s sh*tty sketch) and orange detailing ran the length of it.

Black boots and an orange cape added to the outfit, but what Chuuya noticed immediately was the headpiece. It consisted of night vision goggles pulled over a thick black band when not in use. The band covered his hair like a hat before running down to grip the sides of his face like black talons.

For some reason, the existence of a headpiece was strangely touching to Chuuya.

“Chuuya- that look- are you finally accepting your true adoration for me?”

And the moment was gone. Chuuya scoffed, copying Dazai’s design down on his form with some annotations before packing all the papers back into the envelope.

“Your attempt at drawing hands looks more like starfish was drained dry of even a modicum of water before being deep fried and then blended in a food processor.”

“That’s definitely criticism but I wouldn’t call it constructive.”

In response, Chuuya simply sighed. He stood up, and resigned himself to cooking dinner.

Shigaraki Tomura on ‘the End’

H eroes and villains. So simple in their nature, so black and white, yes and no, that they’re almost childlike. We live in a world that over complicates things of little importance and over simplifies everything else. We’re just too scared to face what matters, you see. We’d rather devote our time to surviving and then to dying.

We assign meaning to everything- little, subconscious labels that sort us into lines and rows. What happened to the golden ratio? To the most beautiful, natural curve of all?

‘Hero’ doesn’t mean anything anymore. Maybe it did once. Maybe when it was just confined to the realms of fiction. Maybe when it was a ‘should’ and not an ‘is’. An ideal and not a reality.

Perhaps the problem lies not in the quest itself, not in the goal, but in the afterwards.

What do we do after we finish the story? After we attain, achieve?

There’s nothing left for us after the end. But we all run towards it anyway.

Principles? People who hold onto them are either privileged or suicidal. Killing is a means to an end and the end is three letters and three million consequences.

Notes:

Edited 15/03/24 for grammatical mistakes. God I sucked at writing a year ago.

Chapter 2: Day One

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu Makes a Friend

T he first day was kind of like a punch to the gut followed by the words ‘this is your life now’.

He had sat down at his desk next to a girl who was literally invisible, been verbally accosted by the return of a very enthusiastic tiger boy (who Dazai had quite frankly forgotten existed) and then witnessed a sexually charged brawl between some blonde kid and pretty much everyone else. Also, their form teacher was Eraserhead- who appeared to be semi homeless- and he had immediately threatened them all with expulsion.

Wild.

That said, the challenges he had put them through weren’t exactly opportunities for imminent demise. There had been a running race, a ball throwing test, and some other fitness checks that could be expected from a normal high school. Of course, the fact that students were allowed to use their quirks was somewhat abnormal, but definitely interesting to watch. Dazai internally noted any quirks that caught his attention, and considered the wide array of… let’s say creative methods in which they were used.

Immediately, Bakugou Katsuki appeared on his radar. The angry blonde who seemed to be constantly mid-battle. Not because of his quirk (powerful though it was), but more because of his intelligence. Given such an outrageous ability, many people would simply rely on that innate force, using obvious plans and attacks. Bakugou went deeper than that. He adapted his explosions for purposes other than pure fire power, such as speed. Heat. Momentum. He had a good head on his shoulders, although it was sometimes hard to see through the plumes of smoke.

Todoroki Shouto was also one to watch. He was the opposite of Bakugou in that his quirk had immense strength and he relied solely upon it. For now, that was fine- enough to propel him constantly to the podium- but soon, he would need to expand his repertoire. Whether he could might decide if he’d fall or fly.

The final interesting party came in an unexpected form: that of Midoriya Izuku. He was distinctly green, in both hair, and quirk usage experience. His ability was clearly unbelievably powerful. So powerful that the sheer pressure of it literally crushed his bones upon use, and rendered his control about as acute as a toddler’s. Watching Midoriya was fascinating; he was so determined that he was toeing the line of suicidal.

It begged the question of why UA had let him join the school in the first place. At the rate his bones were breaking, it seemed to be doing him more harm than good. Not to mention that Bakugou seemed to have a one-sided vendetta against him.

God, what a mess.

Dazai had the feeling, as emerald lightning crackled around the boy’s fist, that Midoriya Izuku was more than he first appeared.

The fitness tests ended with little ceremony and no expulsions, much to Dazai’s disappointment. Chuuya, Bakugou and Todoroki had all congregated at the top, while he himself settled just below the average. He could have done better had he sabotaged his opponents, but he was undercover in a hero school. That probably wouldn’t have fit the image he was trying to create.

Atsushi had done pretty well, Dazai noted- although he wasn’t sure why he’d bothered.

The bell rang out, signalling lunch, as class finished up and Eraserhead dismissed them all with a flippant ‘scram’ gesture. The class immediately became abuzz with chatter, everyone high on the relief of avoiding expulsion. (An expulsion that was realistically never going to occur).

Now, Dazai may have been emotionally stunted and inexperienced in the ways of high school, but he wasn’t completely out of the loop. He was well aware that lunch was a key socialising event- all the big players were out networking, building their web of allies from the get go. He watched, a smile bound firmly to his lips, as small groups formed around the field and trailed one after the other towards the lunch hall.

It was really quite a spectacle, how quickly people paired up.

It was then that a familiar head of silver head bounded up to him. Atsushi.

“Dazai-san,” he called, turning a couple of curious heads. Dazai forcibly armoured his smile to stop it from twisting into a grimace.

“Atsushi-kun. Please, please drop the ‘san’? I try to keep my general superiority on the down-low.”

Atsushi just chuckled. He was quickly by Dazai’s side, discussing the ins and outs of the quirk apprehension tests fervently.

(Everyone was calling it that, but to Dazai, the exercises had just seemed like an over glorified sports day).

Dazai shared a nod with Chuuya over the boy’s head, and the other split off towards a different group. They had been told repeatedly not to associate too closely- too many links between them could spell trouble.

“I’ve been thinking a lot about what you told me,” Atsushi said, more somber, as they sat themselves down at a table. He only expanded at Dazai’s questioning look. “About the tiger being a part of me. It’s really, really helped me, Dazai-san. I’ve been training differently, and thinking differently.”

Atsushi trailed off with a self deprecating laugh.

“It’s so simple, and yet I never even considered it.”

Dazai smiled amongst the white noise of the cafeteria. Hundreds of students weaving between wooden tables and chairs, dishes clutched in their hands.

“It’s harder to notice these things about yourself.”

Atsushi opened his mouth to reply, but someone else got there first.

“Nakajima-san, Dazai-san. Can we sit with you?”

In a fortunate turn of events, it was just the man that Dazai wanted to see. He marvelled, briefly, at his own good luck.

At his nod of affirmation, a mop of green hair slid onto the bench beside him, followed by Mr. never-skipped-a-leg-day and gravity girl, who had won the ball toss.

Dazai quite liked gravity girl. She was smart, and a little mischievous. More distinctly human than the others, who acted like a herd of sacrificial lambs just jumping for the chance to be first to the slaughter.

Plus, Bakugou had exploded (metaphorically, this time) when a girl had beaten him at the exercise, which had been gratifying. Little did he know that the entire female population of the Port Mafia could have squashed him under their thumbs like a particularly annoying moth.

“Of course! And just ‘Atsushi’ is fine, really.”

Rifling through his school bag for something, Midoriya grinned in return.

“Atsushi-kun, then, I thought-” he paused as he pulled an object out of the front pocket. “Your quirk was really awesome today. Is it alright if I ask you some questions about it?”

He had produced a compact, blue notebook with scrawling handwriting denoting his name on the front. Flipping through the pages, Dazai saw glimpses of jotted notes and pictures. Some sort of quirk journal, it seemed. He shouldn’t have expected anything less from hero students.

“Yeah, I guess,” Atsushi, said, not unkind but a little surprised nonetheless.

“I’ve known Midoriya-kun for about five minutes and he’s already stopped to ask seven random students about their quirks and broken two fingers. I’m seriously considering going to the bathroom and never returning.”

That was gravity girl, lamenting in a painfully solemn manner. The effect was somewhat ruined by her cheeks being absolutely stuffed with food.

Dazai laughed as Midoriya stuttered frantically, turning tomato red.

“What? It was only, like, three people. Maybe four. Definitely not seven!”

A deeper voice spoke up then: leg boy.

“Let’s see… there was Ibuki-san from 2A, Yamada-san from general studies, Kuina-san from the-”

“Okay! They get it! We all get it, Iida-kun!”

Dazai chose that moment to interject. He fiddled with the cusp of his sleeve as he spoke (God, wearing uniforms was weird), and wore his brightest smile.

“You must really like quirks, Midoriya-kun,” he chirped. Midoriya was nodding in relief, but Dazai was certainly not finished yet.

“In the same way that us normal people like celebrities and movies.” He feigned a contemplative expression, fingers reaching up to brush his chin. “Where I’m from, we call people like you…”

Gravity beat him to the punch.

“A nerd! The biggest nerd I’ve ever met.”

She held out her hand for a high-five which Dazai took immediately and without hesitation.

“Atsushi-kun,” Midoriya groaned, looking for some kindness amongst a pack of hyenas.

“We shouldn’t bully him for his interests, guys,” Atsushi said, gently. “Surely his hair colour is a far easier target?”

“What about you? You literally have grey hair! How old are you really?!”

“I would rather look like an old man than vegetation.”

“Iida-kun, vegetation seems a touch harsh.”

“You think vegetation is bad? I just got compared to a pensioner.”

“Oh? Are are you disrespecting your elders? Are you slandering the pillars of modern society?”

“That’s not what I meant and you know it-”

The conversation was interrupted by gravity girl choking on her food due to both her shovelling-style technique and her laughter. Various attempts at the Heimlich manoeuvre ensued with a healthy dose of meaningless chaos.

There were about five minutes left of lunch break when their table came to a brief armistice. Other students were beginning to file out of the lunch hall. Dazai looked around casually, but couldn’t spot Chuuya anywhere in the vicinity. He must have left.

Dazai was considering doing the same, but Midoriya’s notebook was still out and on the table, and his gleaming eyes told Dazai that he wasn’t going to let his questions go so easily.

He lounged back in his chair as Atsushi finished off his lunch, blissfully ignorant of the interrogation that would surely follow. It was funny, Dazai mused, absently. He had assumed that socialising with a group of All Might fans would be the worst part of the job, but so far, he could say with certainty that it had been the best.

Nakahara Chuuya Makes a Friend

C huuya may not be the boss, like Mori. An assassin, like Kouyou. Or even whatever the f*ck Dazai considered himself to be. But he was still a Port Mafia member, and he could tell when a pair of eyes were locked on him with all the deadly precision of a sniper gun.

They had been pretty much since Chuuya first walked into his form room, immediately identifying a head of spiked red hair as a familiar and welcome sight.

He had, like a gentleman, been trying to ignore the gaze. That had just become distinctly more challenging, though, considering that the eyes were no longer somewhere in the far distance. No, now they were directly in front of him and still fixed on him with a dedication that Chuuya could only describe as either creepy or really gay.

How he had come to sit with Bakugou Katsuki of all people at lunch, Chuuya would never truly understand.

Following the athletics tests, Chuuya had been bombarded with praise. A lot of the class seemed like lovely, agreeable people and Chuuya was more than happy to join Kirishima and his makeshift group of friends for lunch. All had been going spiffily until Bakugou dropped his tray onto the table with a jolting thud. He hadn’t said a word in reply to the stilted greetings offered up by Kirishima, Ashido, Kaminari and Sero, instead choosing to hunker down on the bench and resume his staring massacre.

Bakugou appeared to be the type to speak his mind, no matter the reception, so Chuuya was increasingly confused at the lack of communication. It was making them all uncomfortable, and he was going to put a stop to it. He flung his hair over his shoulder in an act of courage and vindication.

“- she said, ‘Mina, you can’t just bell Hawks every time your deliveroo driver is a bit slow’, and I said-”

“Do you have a problem with me?” Chuuya demanded.

He internally apologised to Ashido, but kept his gaze locked onto Bakugou’s. Guys like him didn’t respond well to fear (they were similar to small dogs in that sense). Chuuya matched his challenge head on, lips contorted into a frown.

The others at the table were watching the showdown raptly. Even the buzz and chatter that filled the cafeteria seemed to soften into white noise as tension thickened into sap. Every tiny movement, every rise and fall of a chest or clench of a jaw registered in Chuuya’s mind with an incredible clarity. His mafia training, he supposed. It flowed through his veins, had merged with his very being like oxygen diffusing into the cell membrane.

“W-why isn’t he answering? Is he okay?” Kaminari whispered to Sero next to him. The latter simply face-palmed in response.

Unfortunately, the nature of the silence at their table meant that the exchange could quite easily be heard by all occupants. A growl clambered up from the depths of Bakugou’s throat.

“Shut the f*ck up, Extra. This is between me and him.”

Something snapped.

“Don’t f*cking talk to people like that. I thought you were here to become a hero, so act like it.” Chuuya leant back in his chair, and let his scowl slacken. Honestly. He just couldn’t figure this guy out.

“You were treating Midoriya-kun like sh*t earlier, but you had some history, fine. This has come from nowhere. I’ve never met you before in my life.”

A cough sounded from somewhere on the table.

Rather than calming down, Bakugou looked more agitated than ever. Or maybe- maybe more uncomfortable than agitated?

Chuuya tilted his head, looking at Bakugou like he was a particularly tough puzzle. Observing his every movement.

It was funny; anyone would assume that the Port Mafia were a somewhat violent and aggressive group of people, but this guy had most of them beat.

Finally, Bakugou moved. He leant forwards, right into Chuuya’s space. A fist banged down onto the varnished surface of the table.

“Listen here, I don’t like you and I don’t trust you,” Bakugou narrated, slowly and deliberately. “I saw you in the entrance exam, and that sh*t wasn’t normal. Kids barely out of middle school shouldn’t be able to do that.”

Chuuya felt himself tensing up, involuntarily. It was his first day. His first day. And already, someone had looked right through him. Seen through to his core and branded him as an outsider. As someone untrustworthy.

He looked around to the others at the table, who were all shell shocked. How long before it spread to them? Before the distrust became contagious and-

That was when the laughter started. Ashido first, god bless her, and the others following one by one. A minute later and they were all practically in tears- Kirishima was doubled over after a particularly harsh inhale.

“He was complimenting you! That was literally a compliment!”

Bakugou was fuming, but his complaints were growing less heartfelt, and as they went to clear their trays, Chuuya could swear he saw a hint of a smile colour Bakugou’s face.

He spoke again as they were walking down the hall to their form room, the remnants of laughter floating through the air.

“I’m not asking for your hand in marriage, Bakugou-kun. If you don’t like me, that’s alright. If you don’t trust me,” Chuuya trailed off.

A reliable pillar, Mori had said.

“If you don’t trust me, we can work on that. It’s not my fault I’m insanely talented. Exert less of your energy on being a dick and maybe you’ll get to my level too.”

He smiled, for good measure.

“Someday.”

A chorus of cheers rang out from behind him. Kaminari was especially enthusiastic, and Chuuya almost felt inclined to take a bow.

“As if I’d ever marry you anyway, Hat f*cker.”

The excitement from his friends only grew at that. He was almost certain, this time, as they walked into the classroom- Bakugou was smiling.

Crisis averted.

Their lesson that afternoon was an odd one. An introduction to hero marketing and self promotion. It was probably a side of the heroics industry that most of his classmates had never really considered, and it was definitely the side that pissed him off the most. It just seemed to go so clearly against the spirit of the thing that the contrast was jarring.

As Midnight, who was teaching the lesson, flipped through her PowerPoint, Chuuya gazed across rows of seats, mindlessly. He had situated himself near the back of the classroom, so people watching was a luxury he could afford. It was somewhat amusing how perfectly each student played into their various stereotypes: Iida and Midoriya were paying rapt attention to the board. Jirou had subtly plugged an earphone in. Tokoyami’s gaze was directed somewhere outside the window.

Chuuya took the moment to lament over how incredibly ridiculous the painted picture was. A whole class full of elite hero students. In Yokohama, such a class was an unwelcome pipe dream. Finding even a couple of kids with both the will and means to become a hero was challenge enough in itself.

The only hero agency in Yokohama was the Armed Detective Agency, and whether or not they were ‘heroes’ as such was debatable. They were really just a collection of civil servants that were licensed to use their quirks in public, and generally operated from the shadows.

Like a more charitable version of the Port Mafia, Chuuya supposed.

The lesson ended with a final question posed by Midnight. Coming up with an answer was their homework for the week, and she became uncharacteristically somber when she asked them each to consider the words carefully.

“Why do you want to be a hero?”

Well truthfully, he didn’t. Maybe once, such a thing had appealed to him- had meant something. Now, the word felt empty, and the dream was long withered.

Chuuya left the classroom, feeling strangely burdened by Midnight’s words.

Dazai Osamu Makes a Friend

T he next day marked class 1A’s first real hero training lesson, and the excitement in the air was palpable.

One (perhaps slightly superficial) reason for this was that it was their first opportunity to try on their hero costumes.

The other was that All Might had strolled into their class as if that was completely normal, and introduced himself as their teacher.

For Dazai, that had only raised the stakes. Fooling a bunch of untrained fifteen year-olds into thinking he was your typical hero hopeful was one thing. Fooling the number one himself was a whole other story.

Slipping his arms into tan sleeves felt weird, to say the least. Black had been his sole companion for years. Being without it felt almost like being completely bare. He forced a shudder down, and instead worked on attaching the blue gem to his chest using a harness-like string structure that the support course had built.

He couldn’t stop himself from looking over at Chuuya, who was finishing up on the other side of the changing room. His signature hat was off, and replaced by Dazai’s goggle concoction.

He looked good, Dazai could admit that much. If anyone asked, it was because of Dazai’s own talent in fashion design.

“Are you three ready? This will surely be a testing, but valuable challenge.”

Dazai had gotten used to Iida’s stilted way of speaking and frankly insane hand movements through a culmination of conversations.

“Naturally. Isn’t this what we all came for?”

Midoriya nodded in reply. His hands were fisted, and he looked a little shaky. His freckles stood out starkly against pallid skin like ink on paper.

Dazai was tempted to ask after the other’s health, but was stopped short.

“I’m ready.”

The words were solid, unyielding and caked in a mud-like conviction. Midoriya’s body wasn’t racked with nerves, but excitement.

It made Dazai feel sick.

It wasn’t easy to unnerve him- he had shot real guns like they were merely video game depictions. Hated with such a deep resentment that hatred was as much a part of him as his own skin and bones. But this. This child, conditioned to become a weapon of mass destruction, conditioned to want to. This evoked a feeling that even blood slicked hands couldn’t conjure.

They left the changing rooms, and Dazai pushed down a surge of dread with a meandering exhale.

Explaining the rules was an ordeal in the way that most things at UA seemed to be. What was actually a very simple task (either be the villains and protect the bomb or be the heroes and fight your way to the bomb) was made to sound very complicated.

Dazai watched the battles progress with a casual sort of engagement. The type one might feel towards some vaguely interesting daytime television.

First were heroes Atsushi and Uraraka versus villains Bakugou and Iida.

The heroes started off well, developing a strategy that had Atsushi fronting the charge and Uraraka following up the rear and deploying guerrilla tactics.

Their big mistake was thinking that Atsushi stood a chance against Bakugou. The former was talented, yes, but the latter was skilled. That subtle difference was exploited and the villains won the round.

Bakugou even left a gaping hole in the floorboards of one of the rooms. It was on the second floor near the bomb, but All Might deemed it noticeable enough to be safely left without maintenance.

Next up to the metaphorical chopping block were Todoroki and hand guy against tail guy (what was with these people and their plentiful limbs?) and Casper the friendly f*cking ghost.

Needless to say, Todoroki decimated the game and secured a win in minutes.

Tokoyami and Asui beat Kirishima and Sero next in a glorious display by Dark Shadow.

“Hero team: Yaoyorozu-san and Nakahara-kun, villain team: Kaminari-kun and Jirou-san,” All Might said. Although simply ‘speaking’ for All Might was shouting for the rest of the world.

Dazai watched from his perch on a chair as Chuuya headed towards the battleground, nodding to Yaoyorozu as she joined him. They made a funny pair, if only because Yaoyorozu towered over him as one of the taller girls in the class. Plus, while Yaoyorozu walked with all the elegance of the nobility, Chuuya trudged around like a delinquent.

The screens in front of them crackled into life, displaying views of the front of the building, as well as various rooms inside where the ‘villains’ were already situated. Said villains were prodding at their ‘bomb’ in an attempt to push it.

The idea seemed reasonable enough in that Chuuya and Yaoyorozu had already received the chance to watch multiple other groups try the same exercise, so they had advantageous knowledge of the building compared to other heroes. It was less reasonable in that their bomb was a huge, metal cylinder, and without the aid of a super strength quirk, no amount of pushing was going to move it an inch. Still, Dazai applauded Kaminari for trying.

Sudden movement flashed on the monitor showing the exterior. The two heroes had previously been huddled together in front of the grimy walls of the tower block. Now, Yaoyorozu was pulling an object out of her chest. The grainy picture made it hard to tell what exactly it was, but Dazai’s eyes narrowed in recognition.

Even though there was no audio, Dazai could tell immediately that this was Chuuya’s plan being set in motion. Brash and bold and considered thoroughly but not quite thoroughly enough.

“Rubber gloves,” Midoriya mumbled from beside him.

Dazai sighed. “I wish Chuuya wasn’t so very predictable.”

Midoriya looked at him, head tilted. Then realisation spilt onto his features.

“You went to the same middle school as Nakahara-san, right?”

Dazai nodded. It was the lie the pair had agreed on. It would be impossible to avoid each other completely for the entire duration of the mission without garnering some suspicion. Best to tell a believable half-truth and be done with it.

“The hero team will lose.”

Eyes sharp and alert, Midoriya turned back to the screen. The heroes were making their way into the building now, Yaoyorozu splitting off and up the stairs, rubber gloves on her hands. Chuuya remained prowling along the bottom floor.

“Chuuya has already decided that he can’t avoid falling prey to Jirou-san’s quirk,” Dazai narrated. His gaze never left the monitors even as Midoriya and a couple of other classmates blinked up at him.

“He’s looking to exploit the fact that the villain team currently deem him the bigger threat. They probably agreed before starting that should the heroes split up, Jirou-san would prioritise tracking Chuuya. He wants to create a situation in which Yaoyorozu-san and Kaminari-kun can fight one-on-one, because she has the advantage.”

As he spoke, Jirou crept down the corridor, bypassing the stairs completely. She plugged her earphone jack into a wall and listened, solemnly.

“However, Chuuya has underestimated the perimeter of Jirou-san’s ability. Or at least decided the hero team’s combined strength can overcome certain aspects of it. Midoriya-kun, you must have asked how far away Jirou-san can hear using her quirk?”

Midoriya nodded, still watching the events play out before his eyes.

“She said she can hear everything clearly for about 50 metres in any direction.”

“The building is less than 50 metres tall and relatively quiet. She doesn’t need to focus on one hero or the other. She can track both.”

Movement on a screen that had been still up until then caught his attention. It was in the villain’s base. A dull place, really, with water damaged walls and dusty wooden floors. Kaminari was nodding as he listened to Jirou through their headset. Abruptly, he darted out of the room, into a small offshoot to the side.

Meanwhile, Yaoyorozu ran down the hallway approaching the base, looking around guardedly.

“Is Kaminari-kun going to throw a surprise attack?” That was invisible girl, back from her turn.

“No,” Dazai replied with a smile, watching Midoriya shake his head as well, mumbling about the ineffectiveness of such a method.

“A surprise attack would be the least surprising move they could make. No matter what Kaminari-kun does, Yaoyorozu-san will be ready for him. But someone needs to protect the bomb. So there’s only one option left.”

Yaoyorozu charged into the room, hands thrown out in combat stance and legs in a lunge. But other than the gleaming metal bomb, the room was completely empty.

She seemed reluctant to let down her guard, but began walking towards the bomb anyway.

On the bottom screen, Chuuya had been walking towards Jirou’s corridor. A smirk pulled at his lips as he crossed the final corner towards her.

“How could they possibly lose from here?” Iida asked, genuinely unsure.

“They’ll lose.”

That was when Yaoyorozu’s head snapped to the left. A noise had clearly alerted her to something being amiss. Acting frantically, she dived for the bomb, only needing to touch it to attain the victory.

Her gloved fingers were inches away when something happened. Vibrations filled the air, even the camera picking up on the violent distortions. Yaoyorozu’s body flailed in mid-air, being forcibly pushed back towards the corridor. Her hands clasped her ears tightly, her eyes watering.

Then Jirou sprinted through the room, kicking Yaoyorozu’s legs clean out from under her.

“Sound waves!” tail guy gasped from behind Dazai. “How the hell did Jirou-san get up there? I thought she was following Nakahara-kun.”

On the monitor displaying the ground floor, Chuuya rounded the corner, arms outstretched. The smile was wiped off his face instantly. Kaminari jumped out from behind the wall, lightning surrounding him like a shield, and grabbed onto Chuuya’s arms tightly. Both fell to the ground.

“Chuuya was focused on his own advantageous knowledge of the building and his classmates. He has a tendency to overestimate himself, you see. He forgot that the villains also had knowledge of the battleground. Namely, the hole that Bakugou-kun created in the first round.”

Midoriya practically squeaked, his eyes widening. “It’s exactly above where Jirou-san was hiding. They swapped places while Nakahara-san and Yaoyorozu-san were distracted and got the advantage in both fights.”

Dazai beamed. “Exactly. Typical Chuuya not to imagine that your opponents can also take opportunities given to them.”

“Victory for the villain team,” All Might shouted over the intercom. Although even he seemed a little surprised.

Midoriya was staring at him like he had seen a ghost.

“Dazai-kun, that was amazing. You just predicted that entire match before it even began.”

Standing up from his seat and dusting his coat off, Dazai began walking towards the exit. His turn next. Bullying Chuuya for his humiliating failure could be a fun evening activity.

“I’ve had plenty of practise. I may not look like it, but I’m something of a crime drama fanatic.”

Midoriya laughed, and jogged over.

“My mum is the same.”

He paused at the doorway, something clearly still on his mind. Dazai stopped as well, repressing a sigh.

“Hey, Dazai-kun,” Midoriya began. “What exactly is your quirk?”

All Might’s instructions interrupted them.

“We’re onto the final group, now. The hero team is Ashido-san and Midoriya-kun. The villain team is Dazai-kun and Sato-kun.”

Dazai grinned.

“I guess you’ll find out, Midoriya-kun. Good luck!”

And off he went.

The bomb was pretty realistic, upon closer inspection. Sleek and cold to the touch, marred by shallow scratches. It was nice handy work, Dazai mused, as Sato exited the room.

Dazai’s plan had been mixed and seasoned with two basic facts at its foundations. One: Midoriya and Ashido had watched all the previous battles. Two: Neither of them knew Dazai’s quirk.

Sato, although a sweetheart (and a sweet tooth), was quite happy to simply follow instructions on the strategic front. He had popped a sugar cube into his mouth, committed Dazai’s plans to memory and run off into position with a departing fist bump. Dazai had liked that. The only person who ever first bumped him was Chuuya, and those tended to be slightly more violent and painful than encouraging.

It’s easy to believe that we can’t be influenced once we’ve made up our minds about something, but such a view point is naïve. Similarly, we like to imagine that external factors don’t have too much sway over us. Again, we’re wrong. Everything we see, watch, consume plants thoughts into our minds that cannot be pushed aside and ignored in their entirety. These thoughts have a tendency to narrow our viewpoints and entice us to act in ways previously presented to us.

Ashido and Midoriya had witnessed each of the previous groups battle, and therefore saw all of the members split up before engaging in one-on-one fights. Midoriya seemed rather prone to getting stuck in his own head as it was. All the reinforcement of ‘dividing and conquering’ would only amplify this effect. Dazai was certain of it.

Ashido and Midoriya would not work as a team. In fact, they would completely overlook it as a possibility. Therefore, the most logical course of action for Dazai and Sato was to do exactly that.

It was a little risky, as it would involve leaving the bomb unprotected, but Dazai had requested they move it to a different location between matches. He just hoped it was enough to stall Midoriya while they fought Ashido.

“Midoriya-kun is going up the main staircase. Ashido-san is along the bottom corridor. I’m going to meet her.”

Dazai responded with an affirmation. Sato’s quirk was powerful but had low endurance- they needed to finish the match off as quickly as possible. In that sense, their defensive roles as villains was somewhat disadvantageous.

He headed towards the back staircase, leaping down the floors to reach the bottom. Sato was already mid-battle, throwing punches and kicks with clumsy trajectory. Ashido seemed to be on her way to the triumph. She was quick. If Sato couldn’t reach her, his super strength was rendered meaningless.

Dazai hid in the doorway, unseen. He just had to wait for the right opportunity to act.

The fight dragged on for another precious half minute before he found a chance to interject. Sato had dealt a harsh blow to Ashido’s left arm, and she was open.

Now.

He charged forwards, fingers outstretched to Ashido’s left. Their eyes met briefly, surprise etched into every line of her face. She secreted a pool of acid from her left hand just as Dazai reached her.

Hissing lowly as the sting of the acid spread across the skin of his arm, Dazai watched the calming blue of No Longer Human engulf Ashido.

He wished, briefly, that his powers could affect physical matter created by quirks (like Ashido’s acid), but pushed the thought aside.

“Go, Sato-kun,” he yelled. He didn’t have to, though. Sato was already swinging back his arm and dealing the decisive punch.

(He kind of liked this guy. Maybe he should replace Chuuya with this more obedient slave. Dog. Appendix. Whatever).

“Let’s head up,” Dazai said, not waiting to receive a nod before running back to the stairs. He listened to the thumping footsteps behind him as he tried to divert his gaze from the blistering patch of skin on his arm. That would leave a nasty scar.

He hoped that Midoriya hadn’t progressed too close to the bomb- it would be nice to have a second or two to recollect himself.

Unfortunately, his prayers were not answered. Reaching the top of the staircase gave him an expansive view of the top floor of the building. Midoriya was striding towards the bomb, quirk in control (for once) and sparking around his legs.

Now that he was observing from such close range, Dazai felt something like recognition pass through him. The lightning-like substance that he emitted, the super strength with a power that far surpassed any other quirk of a similar nature. There was a certain hero that came to mind at such descriptors.

Before he knew it, Sato and Midoriya were locked in combat. But Sato was slowing down by the second, and Midoriya seemed to be getting bolder and bolder as all his bones remained intact. It was probably a bad thing to be wishing your friend’s bones would break, right? Anyway.

Sato was using his increased body surface area to shield the bomb from Midoriya, pushing him back. But for every one step backwards, it seemed to be two forwards for the hero.

When Midoriya pulled a finger back for a flick, Dazai knew Sato wouldn’t be able to counter. He went rocketing back into the wall behind him, a stream of concrete chips breaking off and clattering to the ground.

Dazai stepped forwards, positioning himself between Midoriya and the bomb. Only three minutes left on the clock. He could drag this out.

(A voice in Dazai questioned why he even cared. Why he wanted, so desperately, to win this trial. This game concocted for children. Although the rational side of him knew better, the deeper, most pungent part told him he should win everything. Defeat all his enemies. Perhaps it was his mafia mindset, or perhaps Dazai simply couldn’t stand the flavour of defeat).

Midoriya shuffled a leg forwards, but hesitated even in his minute movement. Dazai pounced on that split second indecision.

“You’ve had plenty of time now, Midoriya-kun, and I’m sure it’s been on your mind. So take a guess.” Dazai grinned. “What’s my quirk?”

Midoriya didn’t let his guard down, legs planted firmly in a defensive stance.

“Well… it’s not an offensive quirk, or you would’ve found a way to use it in the quirk apprehension tests. And right now, that’s all I need to know.”

Dazai laughed, leaning back against the bomb. It was a show of arrogance. Really, if Midoriya was to jump then, Dazai wouldn’t have a hope in hell of stopping him.

“Midoriya-kun, I watched you interrogate Atsushi-kun about his quirk for a full twenty five minutes. I could write a seven page essay on the thing. I know more about his quirk than he does.”

He sighed.

“What I’m trying to say is, for you, knowing that my quirk is not offensive isn’t nearly enough.”

It was working. For now, at least. There couldn’t have been more than a minute and a half left on the clock.

Dazai was banking on Midoriya’s strategic mind stopping him from charging in without any background information, but he was beginning to look a little restless. Shifting about on the balls of his feet. Dazai’s teeth gritted, even as he hid an amused exhale.

“Let me ask you something, Midoriya-kun. Why do you want to be a hero?”

Stilling wearily, Midoriya tilted his head at that. He was uneasy.

“I want to save people.”

“From what?”

“From villains. From criminals. People who want to harm them. Why are you asking me this?”

A second of silence.

“Has Bakugou-kun ever harmed you?”

“Why are you suddenly bringing up Kacchan?”

“The very person that people need saving from is trying to become the saviour. I can’t tell if it’s genius in its ludicrousness or just ludicrous.”

That was when Midoriya snapped. Dazai cursed himself for being careless. There must have been more going on between Midoriya and Bakugou than there seemed to be at surface level. He should have tried a different route.

Too late now, he supposed, as Midoriya flew towards him. Green lightning filled the air as he propelled himself towards the bomb.

Dazai met him halfway, literally pushing him backwards, square on the shoulders. Midoriya’s quirk was nullified with a blue glimmer. He skidded backwards, face the picture of astonishment. It bought Dazai a precious few seconds, but it wasn’t long before Midoriya was back in the fight.

Dazai wasn’t going to lie, Midoriya was clearly trained to at least an amateur standard at combat, and he matched Dazai’s skill level, if not improved upon it. A physical fight wasn’t ideal, but was somewhat unavoidable.

Midoriya had chosen to abandon the quirk route all together. He caught Dazai in the stomach with a well aimed punch, before narrowly dodging an upper cut.

They danced closer and closer to the bomb. Surely, the time was approaching the limit by now.

Dazai was coming to the end of his abilities. It was time to put his final plan into action.

Hopping back, Dazai stood, spine pressed up against the bomb. Taking the opportunity, Midoriya rushed forwards. He must have known that Dazai wouldn’t let him get a subtle touch of the bomb in, or maybe he just wanted a more definitive win. Either way, his fist was aimed at Dazai rather than the metal monster behind him.

Dazai raised his right arm to block. And Midoriya stopped dead in his tracks.

This was the arm that- during the fight with Ashido- had taken a dosage of acid. Scar tissue was forming in reddened clumps. On top of the blackened edges of the coat sleeve and his bandages, it didn’t make for a pretty sight.

Even in attack mode, Midoriya’s moral compass rivalled that of the most noble superhero. Maybe it was a dirty move, but Dazai was certain that Midoriya would pull his punch if he used his injured arm as the target.

And Midoriya did. That second of hesitance cost him dearly.

“The time limit is up. As the heroes have failed to secure the bomb, the villains are victorious.”

Following the battle, All Might had ushered the four of them off to check in with Recovery Girl. Dazai felt bad for the poor woman; she must have been absolutely swamped with work.

He knew that her quirk wouldn’t have any effect on him, but he had tagged along anyway. All Might’s quietly concerned insistence and his own curiosity magnetised him to her office.

(And maybe- just maybe- a tiny, minuscule part of him wanted to find Chuuya. To bully him, obviously. Was that so wrong?)

He was walking beside Midoriya, both of them drowning in the silence. It was strange. Considering his friend’s habit of breaking bones and his own penchant for breaking people’s mental health, one would imagine that breaking the silence would be an easy job.

It was Midoriya who managed it in the end.

He sighed, scuffing a red boot along the ground.

“I’m really sorry, Dazai-kun. I got completely, irrationally angry when you mentioned Kacchan, and overdid it in the fight,” he said, sincerely. “No. Even before that, when you asked me why I wanted to be a hero… I don’t know. I’ve answered it so many times before. And I’ve always meant what I said,” he reassured Dazai, frantically. “But sometimes I wonder if it’s enough. Helping people is- it’s the most important thing you can do. But you picked holes in my logic instantly. Am I even qualified to be one of these elite saviours we put on pedestals? Is anyone?”

Midoriya was midway into a full on mumbling speech when they reached the nurse’s office. Dazai didn’t mind, though. In a way, he was just pleased to hear Midoriya thinking and observing for himself.

“You really have nothing to apologise for,” Dazai said, grinning. It bought Midoriya back to the realm of the living with an embarrassed laugh.

“First off, we were in a training exercise simulating the roles of heroes and villains. If you hadn’t gone all out in the fight, I would have been offended.”

He held out a second finger as Recovery Girl looked Sato up and down.

“Second, I didn’t mean what I said about why you should be a hero. I was just trying to waste time, talking in circles. I know a lot of people, and most of them are assholes. You’re-” he faltered. “Well, you’re not. And that makes you pretty qualified, in my humble opinion.”

Midoriya smiled at him, gratefully.

“And finally, I shouldn’t have bought up Bakugou-kun.”

Dazai threw his arms out, mournfully.

“I mean, for all I know, you’re bullying him from the shadows.”

A violent choke sounded from beside him.

“Plus, the two of you are clearly in love.”

“Dazai-kun please!”

Recovery Girl walked in on Midoriya turning an unhealthy shade of crimson. She ushered him over to a curtained off area, mumbling about broken bones and the like as he stumbled along beside her.

He only had to wait a few more minutes for his next goal to be satisfied.

“Hey, asshole. Come to gloat?”

A figure was approaching him from behind. He turned, moving from his comfortable position on an unoccupied bed.

“Chuuya! I’ll have you know that I’ve come to deal with this.” He held up his right arm. “I forgot that you even existed the moment you walked out the room.”

Expecting Chuuya to keep up their cat-and-mouse game, Dazai was a little surprised when the former’s features twisted in… something. In pain, maybe? Concern?

“That doesn’t look great,” Chuuya tried, almost carefully. “Are you okay?”

He joined him on the bed. Dazai looked in honey brown eyes and couldn’t see a hint of mockery.

Chuuya had always been different, Dazai knew, to the other members of the Port Mafia. To the boss, that slimy bastard. To the Black Lizard, who murdered as naturally as they slept, ate and breathed. Even to Kouyou, who survived on the cruelty running through her veins, though she kept any outward malice clamped down and out of sight. Chuuya hadn’t been born evil.

“I wonder which is wounded worse, my arm or your pride?”

“You f*cking-”

“Surely, a kind, young hero-in-training such as yourself wouldn’t hit an invalid?”

Chuuya visibly held back a twitch.

“Ooh a twitch? That lightning strike hasn’t given you any long standing fine motor control issues, has it?” It came out teasing. Chuuya saw through him.

“If I had fine motor control issues, who would cook dinner? We’d both f*cking starve.”

Later, Dazai left Recovery Girl’s office with multiple shiny new things. One was some gauze and fresh bandages neatly wrapped around his arm. Another was the phantom of a kiss on his cheek- Recovery Girl had said it wouldn’t hurt to try. She had been wrong. That kiss had been mildly wet, incredibly unpleasant and completely ineffective. And, of course, Chuuya in tow.

Shigaraki Tomura and the First Attack

I t makes me sick, Kurogiri. It makes me f*cking sick.”

“What makes you sick, Shigaraki Tomura?”

“Everything. All of it. Heroes and villains and everyone in between. Everyone who simply buries their head in the sand whenever a problem arises. Everyone who uses ‘heroes’ as an excuse to live their lives without working and fighting and loving. Who revels in the safety they say they provide.”

Shigaraki Tomura rose from his chair, abruptly. He dropped the newspaper he had been reading, letting it flutter to the ground. His entire body was on fire; his hands shook restlessly where he had pressed them to his sides.

“This world we’ve created is an illness, Kurogiri. It’s the rash under my skin.”

“Control yourself, Shigaraki Tomura-”

“f*ck off,” Shigaraki cried, whipping around to face the smoking form that constituted his ally.

His information is good- reliable. I’m sure of it. Today, we prepare. Soon, we march on the USJ.”

He bent down, slow and deliberate, until he was hovering over the newspaper that had gracefully landed besides him. All Might’s beaming face stared up at him. Shigaraki felt that familiar mix of adoration and disgust. He wondered how strong it would become when he was face-to-face with the real deal.

Notes:

Bunch of notes for clarity’s sake:

- Apologies for the somewhat sappy chapter, if that’s not your thing. In my opinion, relationship building is pretty much the key to plot driving. And also I’m the author so I do what I want ;)

- Thrive in the knowledge that coming up next is the introduction of my two fave dark era guys and low-key Akutagawa too, (Kyouka and the ADA will appear soon enough I swear). Also some Chuuya action might be nice? I feel like I’ve been sidelining him a bit, sorry. And finally, the attack on the USJ!!

- You may have noticed that rather than adding Dazai, Chuuya and Atsushi, I’ve actually replaced some class 1A members. Sorry about that. I kind of didn’t want to but it’s easier to keep the numbers the same so that I can reference the original mha plot. I just replaced the characters that I knew the least about, honestly. (Rip Aoyama tho f*ckin love that guy but I’m too scared to write him he’s just too sparkly for me).

- The UA traitor does exist and is different to the one in the original plot. I’m not going to name the canon traitor in case someone who doesn’t know them is reading. (Hopefully no one knows this fic’s traitor yet).

Edited 16/03/24 for grammatical and formatting mistakes.

Chapter 3: Attack on the USJ

Notes:

1. For anyone who doesn’t remember (I barely did myself), Shigaraki Yoichi is AFO’s younger brother and was the first holder of OFA. But he was kinda a weakling so he didn’t rlly do anything except transfer it onto the next guy. In this fic, I’m just kinda giving him some biology knowledge and a slightly longer lifespan.

2. If my semi made up biology attempts don’t make sense, please do tell me. But don’t necessarily expect me to do anything about it.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Why do you want to be a hero?”

Yokohama was an island. Perhaps not in the physical sense, but in every way that mattered. It was indignant and ever-evolving. A wind tunnel of ideas and emotions.

It was a place that Chuuya adored in the most genuine sense of the word. Adored in a way that wouldn’t let up or break down. Yokohama could detest him- could throw him into the depths of its raging waters or bury him in the blackened, charred earth which made up its very foundations. His feelings towards it wouldn’t change.

Whether it was just the kindness of the moment- the gentle caress of a breeze against his cheek. Or whether his feelings had been locked up inside him, pressed against his heart since his first moments of clarity. Chuuya could accept Yokohama into him- completely and without regret.

He turned to Yuan. She was sat beside him in the muddied alley, her voice little more than a breath of wind against the bustling crowds by the port.

“I don’t want to be a hero,” he said. He was a little confused. The Sheep were important, he felt, and were fighting on the side of justice. But he had never once considered them heroes.

“But aren’t we kind of like heroes?” Yuan shifted a little. She brushed pink strands away from her eyes; her hair was growing longer as each day passed. The sleeves of her bomber jacket were fraying beneath fiddling fingers. She was ashamed, he thought, or maybe even guilty.

“We protect the innocent, and we deliver justice to evil.”

“Yuan-”

“I know. I know we shouldn’t really say it out loud. But can’t you admit it just for a second? Aren’t we kind of like the heroes of Yokohama?”

Chuuya felt his body stiffen, each muscle pulled taut. Stretched and torn only in order to become stronger. He saw Yuan’s expectant gaze on him: her friend, her leader.

“I guess we kind of are.”

Her beam was radiant, and so impossibly worth it.

For a split second, maybe two, Chuuya let himself wonder. Let himself dream of what kind of life he could have led.

Dream of the people he could have saved. Of the way that his fans would have looked at him- adoring and humbled. Now, people only looked at him with disgust (when he was just another street kid in Yokohama) or fear (when he was King of the Sheep, the fearsome vigilante group).

Vivid blue eyes came to him in his memory. Eyes that looked at him with warmth and benevolence.

“You’re already a hero, my boy. And no quirk, no scar, no God can change that. What makes you a hero is your actions- it’s you alone.”

For once, the memory didn’t hurt him. Didn’t feel like the scrambling and clawing of a long-dead corpse clambering out of its coffin. It felt like the compassion of a truly good man.

For only the second time, Nakahara Chuuya wished he could become a hero.

Dazai Osamu and the Two Strangers (Part 1)

U A was large. Large enough to host a school full of aggressive teenagers. Large enough to house multiple gyms, arenas and even some dorm rooms, Dazai had been told. Not to mention the crocodile pool that he had been actively avoiding. But more relevantly, large enough to get lost in, if one didn’t know their way around.

Dazai found that out the hard way.

When one’s sad*stic form teacher makes one skip out on the initiation assembly for a quirk apprehension test of shifty legitimacy at best, one does not know their way around. And one does get lost.

The bell had rung only a few minutes ago, signalling the end of the day. The unavoidable beginner’s nerves had begun to wear off of class 1A, and were slowly but surely being replaced by the general distress that came with school life.

The waking up at seven and choking down breakfast. The dreaming through maths lessons and thinking of inventive new excuses for lacking homework.

Dazai had realised that, in amongst the flurry of first term activity, he had quite simply failed to explore UA. He was a spy. A plant. An informant, for goodness sake. So why was he the holder of so little information? He had been (devastatingly) forced to ask Atsushi for directions to the teachers’ lounge the other day. Atsushi. Worse, the boy had actually provided him with an answer.

Dazai had watched Atsushi walk into a pole and then look around for what hit him. He wasn’t exactly the most clued up kid in the world.

So there Dazai was- traipsing through the halls of UA in a good-natured attempt to get to grips with the layout. Five random turns later and he was lost.

It was a nice corridor, at least. Or so Dazai told himself, perhaps in a pitiful attempt to placate his bruised ego.

Beige carpeted floors spanned the area, soft and newly laid. Dark blue walls were disrupted by door upon door. Checking the signs, Dazai figured that he was in the general education building. How incredibly exciting.

Strolling down the halls, Dazai resigned himself to a life of wandering. A stray student or teacher passed him occasionally, but no one that he felt the desire to bother.

“Class 3A, 3B, 3C- ooh 3F. How novel,” Dazai recounted. “Class 2A, 2B,” he chirped, before a sign caught his eye. Printed in bold black characters:

“The library,” he hummed.

In a rare moment of optimism, Dazai decided that the library could be interesting. It did, after all, contain fountains of knowledge. Word after word building lives and spirits that didn’t exist in this realm. And more importantly, it may even contain the most wonderful book of all- The Complete Guide to Suicide. Oh, what a miracle that would be!

So in he pranced, allowing the door to slam loudly behind him because he couldn’t care less about anyone else’s peaceful reading experience.

The first thing that Dazai noticed about the UA library was that it was just as majestic as the rest of the school. Or maybe a more appropriate term would be imposing.

Shelves of books lined every wall, their spines on display in a maze of mahogany cabinets. A glistening, spiral staircase twisted up through the centre of the room, almost otherworldly in appearance.

There were a few other students dotted about the area. Some had books in hand, other were hovering quietly over scribbled worksheets. They had largely ignored his entrance, with one notable exception.

A boy was glaring at him, wearily. He was dressed in a neat rendition of the school uniform, his tie knotted more tightly than Dazai’s had ever been. Glasses perched on his nose, lips were downturned beneath an elegant mole.

Dazai waved his fingers cheerily. The boy did not respond.

Genres labelled the start of each section of cupboards and shelves in the same orderly manner that the boy’s tie had been arranged. He must have been the student librarian, Dazai’s mind supplied.

Although he had enjoyed his brief stint to the unknown halls of UA, he was rapidly running out of reasons to be there. Simply appreciating the wealth of reading material on display couldn’t keep him entertained for long. And there was quite a variety- from pre-quirk science fiction to the newest bestsellers. Not to mention the non fiction section.

He was considering making his exit, probably a welcome idea for the student librarian, when his gaze lingered on a single aisle. The sign above it held a combination of words that tapped at something in Dazai’s mind like a repetitive beat in an annoyingly catchy tune:

Quirk Biology

Of course, quirk physics and chemistry existed as well, both very interesting in their own right. Neither were what he needed though, as he considered what had drawn him to the aisle in the first place.

A simple question: what was Dazai Osamu doing at UA? A simple answer: spying. Most likely on the actions of the pro heroes that constituted the teaching staff, one of which was All Might himself.

A simple question: what was Midoriya Izuku doing at UA? A far more complicated answer. Surely, his almost complete inability to use his quirk would have hindered his chances at acceptance? Whether he had somehow battled through the entrance exam, or other forces were at play, his admittance to UA just didn’t sit right with Dazai.

His newest revelation only supported this fact. Midoriya’s quirk held a strong resemblance to All Might’s. In fact, a part of Dazai was convinced that it was the very same quirk.

He had pondered for a little while over whether this could be coincidental. But concatenating all the facts (as well as the rare nature of such limitless super strength) could only lead to one conclusion. Midoriya and All Might were linked in some way. As the issue concerned the number one hero, Dazai had decided it was well within his jurisdiction to look into what exactly was going on. And what better place to research such a thing than the library?

He sauntered down the quirk biology aisle, eyes scanning titles and filtering out what wouldn’t be useful to him. He had gathered a pile of five books by the time he came round to choosing a seat. A nearby table was surrounded by several chairs. Each was crafted from a beautiful, dark wood, intricate patterns carved up the sides. Deep grooves added texture, and Dazai found himself marvelling at the work.

Only one of these seats were occupied- a boy with his head bent over a thick hardback. He seemed unbothered by Dazai’s presence, so he determined that there could be a quiet, mutual tolerance between them.

Slipping into the chair furthest away from his new research companion, Dazai spread his selected books across the table. Two of them were merely introductory books on the topic- thin and lacking in the detail he desired. He had only chosen them for reference in case a topic he was unfamiliar with appeared elsewhere. He shoved them to the side, confident in his base knowledge of the subject.

The third book in his pile had initially looked promising. But the first chapter quickly dispelled any such feeling. It seemed to be more interested in comparing pre and post quirk cell structures than anything else. Dazai did not have time to relearn the definition of the mitochondria, thank you very much.

Fourth in his spread was a heavy, leather bound book.

Quirks and Where They Come From

Written by Dr. Natsume Tobio, edited by Dr. Shigaraki Yoichi

Dazai peered over the table of contents, letting loose, brown curls form shadows on the page. He drew his finger down the list before finding a chapter of relevance. Page 243.

Genetic Inheritance of Quirks

It is common knowledge, in the field of quirk biology, that quirks are more often than not passed from parent to child through genetic inheritance. Simply taking a look around you- or even considering your own ability- should prove this fact. A mother with a transformation quirk that leaves her with the physical features of an eagle would not be unreasonable to expect a transformation quirk of a similar nature in her son or daughter.

Naturally, other factors such as the quirks of the father and remaining relatives will complicate this process. Additionally, genetic mutations could upset the straightforward transference of quirk from parent to child. Even environmental factors including the mother taking excessive drugs or alcohol during pregnancy could cause extreme changes to the nature of the inherited quirk.

The chapter largely continued in a similar fashion, stating information that Dazai had picked up long ago. He was considering simply moving on when a footnote tucked away at the bottom of the page piqued his interest.

  1. Note that this evidence only applies to the inheritance of a quirk through the method of mitosis following sexual intercourse. It does not pertain to the inheritance of a quirk via asexual reproduction or transference. For more on this, please refer to The Changing of Hands: a Study on Unnatural Quirk Development.

As much as Dazai hated blatant self advertisem*nt, the book seemed to be exactly what he was searching for. The transference of a quirk via methods other than genetic inheritance. It was taboo- deemed impossible, by philistines. And yet, other than the fact that it had never yet been achieved, there was no scientific evidence against it.

Grinning, Dazai picked up the fifth and final book in his pile. Of course, it could only be one thing.

The Changing of Hands: a Study on Unnatural Quirk Development

By Dr. Shigaraki Yoichi

It was this ‘Shigaraki Yoichi’ guy again. He seemed to be quite the authority of the quirk biology field. Or at least, he had been when the book was published just over thirty years ago. Maybe he still was; the field of quirk biology hadn’t progressed much since its original boom, just after the first wave of quirks swept through the nation.

Skimming through the book, a couple of different concepts caught his eye. The mechanisms of quirk inheritance. Which precise bases in a double helix of DNA were attributed to the characteristics of each quirk.

A summation of the parts came as a mere detail in the final chapter.

Recently, a popular thought experiment has emerged in the world of quirk biology. This experiment was originally conceived by a Doctor and researcher who writes under the alias of ‘S.T’. It aims to test the hypothesis of whether a quirk can be transferred between one person and another via the ingestion of a quirk holder’s DNA.

Preliminary research has been performed, and shows certain limitations that need to be taken into account before the experiment is conducted by Dr. S.T in union with the University of Tokyo in December next year.

The first relates to the DNA consumed; an exact combination of bases (which after being configured into amino acids, form genes) must be ingested to provide the body with the foundations (discussed in chapter 8) necessary for a quirk. This would involve careful and precise extraction of the DNA from its source, as to ensure the requirement is met.

Another aspect that will need to be carefully vetted is the quirk in question being transferred. The Quirk Transference Experiment will benefit from use of a low-power quirk, initially. The effects that quirks have on the body are akin to the effects that water might have on a cup. The more powerful and plentiful a quirk, the more it fills up the body. Different people can be viewed as cups of different volumes, that can hold more or less power. Pouring a lot of water into a small cup would cause it to overflow. This could be fatal. Equally, pouring any water into a cup that is already nearly filled would cause it to overflow, leading to the same result.

This concept also creates parameters for the person the quirk is being transferred to. That is, they must be quirkless.

One should not ignore the countless dangers and perils of such an experiment either.

Dazai closed the book. He had learnt what he needed to.

Next to explore was clearly the QTE, led by Dr. S.T.

Something in his gut twisted as he approached the mass of books again. The sky outside had gradually darkened, and now only the golden of the ceiling lamps illuminated laminated covers. He dragged a finger along the spines, watching specks of dust gently dislodge themselves as he did.

It all felt like it was coming to a head. The so-called ‘Quirk Transference Experiment’ and the introduction of the mysterious Dr. S.T. What was most chilling was that Dazai had never heard of it. Either the experiment had been an anticlimactic failure, or it had all been brushed under the rug in a purposeful silence. The thought of the latter being the case felt like a terrible omen. Dazai could barely stop the smile that laced through reddened lips.

“Ryohei, Ryuichi…”

And there, right where S.T should have been scrawled, a cavity. A black hole in the shelf. Nothing.

A nothing that was of a slightly boxy negative shape. A hardback, then. And that was completely free of dust, Dazai noticed, as he swept a finger along the shelf. Freshly taken out. Dazai whipped around.

The boy from earlier was still there, book on the table, as Dazai had left him. A book that had just become infinitely more relevant to his life.

“Hello!”

The boy looked up, reddish hair shifting back into place and mouth a neutral line.

“Hello.”

Dazai rounded the table.

“If I told you that All Might himself has requested that I find that exact book,” he pointed at the boy’s hardback, “and deliver it to him before the clock strikes midnight, would you give it to me?”

The boy looked thoughtful for a second.

“Yes, I would give it to you.”

That… wasn’t what Dazai had expected. He tilted his head, lips forming unbidden words.

“Why?”

“Well, the small possibility that you’re telling the truth is one thing to consider. But assuming that you’re not, you probably just need the book. I’m pretty much done with it, so you can have it.”

Interesting. Pulling out the chair beside the boy, Dazai settled himself in. The stranger was attractive, yes, but appeared unremarkable. Dazai thought himself a good judge of character, though, and wasn’t ready to let up just yet.

“Dazai Osamu, hero course class 1A. Pleased to make your acquaintance.”

He offered a hand.

“Oda Sakunosuke, general studies class 3C. Yours as well.”

He shook it.

“How was the book, Odasaku? Would you recommend it to an avid reader of Shigaraki Yoichi like myself?” Dazai swung his legs under the table.

Oda, to his credit, didn’t even flinch at the nickname. Instead he nodded slowly, as if absorbing the information.

“It’s very informative,” Oda eventually replied. “But I’m wondering how anyone could be an ‘avid’ reader of Shigaraki. He was an editor in his youth, yes, but as an author, he only ever published one book before his death.”

Dazai let his eyebrows furrow.

“How did he die?”

“Illness,” Oda shrugged. “The diagnosis was vague.”

Dazai nodded.

“That’s a bit of a downer. Tell me about yourself.”

Again, Oda complied without much reluctance. He didn’t seem like a pushover as such- just someone who was happy to exist in tandem with the flow of life. It’s laughable how rare those kinds of people are. Laughable how many of us choose to push against the current, draining our own life force, rather than simply swim with it.

“I’m hoping to take quirk biology into university, so I’m researching for my personal statement. And I really like curry.”

Dazai laughed, surprised.

“You moved on so quickly there! But maybe that’s a good thing,” he pondered, “I like quick witted men.”

(Made a nice change from all the other men in his life).

“Then I don’t know how much you’ll like me. Rather than quick witted, I just prefer to fully explain my thought process instead of filtering things out.”

“That’s very wise,” Dazai replied.

He took a moment, then. A moment of silence. Oda didn’t try to break it, which Dazai was thankful for. Some voids should be left unfilled.

Dazai was facing something of a conundrum, you see. Oda had unknowingly presented him with a piece of information that could change the sequence of events that followed astronomically. Words and images were joining together, forming a chain linked by the bonds of deduction. If the story at the end of the chain looked anything like what Dazai was beginning to suspect, then digging could be dangerous. Dangerous for himself, and for anyone else who got tangled up in this mess. He briefly wondered if it was best to quit while he was ahead.

But really, Dazai wasn’t sure why he’d bothered to question himself. There was only ever one option.

“Odasaku,” he began, voice light. “The QTE. It was performed by Dr. S.T, right?”

Oda nodded in confirmation.

“In conjunction with the University of Tokyo?”

This time, he hesitated.

“I’ve read up to chapter 16, and there’s been no mention of the University of Tokyo.”

Okay. Okay, that covered up a discoloured patch in Dazai’s theory. There was still no clarity, but there was a semblance of possibility.

He inhaled.

“And it failed, right? The QTE failed.”

This time, there was no pause.

“The QTE succeeded.”

Dazai felt the blood drain from his face. He could taste copper on his lips, metallic and tempting. Oda was staring at him, eyes questioning. Dazai ignored him. Because f*ck. Dazai’s theory was still scrambled and muddled, even in his own head, but it provided a basis for something of a scale far larger than he could have ever anticipated. Far larger, he presumed, than even Mori had anticipated.

A dry cough sounded behind him, suddenly. Dazai wiped his face blank in a way that he had grown adept at. Then he turned around.

It was the student librarian, wearing an expression that distinctly implied ‘you again’ from someone who was too professional to say it out loud.

Dazai grinned at him, pushing down the wavering edges of whatever this was. Letting them lie dormant beneath the surface.

Student librarian turned to Oda.

“Oda-san,” he greeted, tersely.

“Sakaguchi-kun,” Oda replied.

“The library is closing. Please leave the premises.”

“Aren’t you going to introduce us, Odasaku?”

Sakaguchi looked about ready to go off himself. Which, you know, could have been a fun bonding activity.

“This is Sakaguchi Ango, from the second year business course. And Sakaguchi-kun, this is Dazai Osamu, from the first year hero course.”

“Nice to meet you, Ango-kun! I’m sure we’ll get along great.”

Ango did not look like he returned the sentiment, but bowed anyway. He was scanning Dazai up and down in a way that he had probably intended to be vaguely threatening.

“I’m sure we will. Now can you please leave the library?”

“So,” Dazai hopped onto the table. “How did you two meet?”

Ango groaned, but to Dazai’s pleasant surprise, Oda laughed.

“I frequent the library, and Sakaguchi-kun has been the student librarian here since his first year.”

Dazai nodded.

“When I initially joined, I was desperately trying to convince Oda-san to join the library staff,” Ango reminisced, shaking his head. “Now I know that it wouldn’t fit his personality at all, but at the time, I just wanted anyone else even slightly capable around.”

Beaming, Dazai interjected.

“If you’re still looking for help, I could-”

“No!” Ango all but yelled. “No. That will not be necessary, thank you.”

Dazai genuinely considered pulling the ‘no shouting in the library’ card, but decided against it. He had, after all, already broken the majority of library rules himself.

“I understand, Ango-kun. You don’t want to burden an important hero student like myself with your silly, menial tasks.”

Ango’s voice immediately soured.

“It’s nice to see an important hero student be so upfront about their massive ego rather than pretending to be well adjusted like the rest of us.”

Oda looked a little pained as he watched on. But Dazai didn’t stop. If there was one loose fray in this whole, tangled mess that he could weave back into place, he damn well would.

“You’re only half right, Ango-kun. Yes I am important, but not because I’m a hero student.”

Ango sighed, humouring him.

“Why then?”

“There’s an old man who sells tofu on the corner of the Memorial park. Have you ever seen him? He’s hard to miss. The tofu is huge.”

Dazai mimed the shape in the air, drawing a rectangle of only slightly exaggerated size.

“I’ve passed by him, I think,” Oda nodded in recognition.

“Never seen him,” Ango interrupted, curtly, looking unimpressed by the diversion.

“Well, I buy his tofu every morning. No one else ever does- I’m the sole customer that keeps his store running. Doesn’t that make me important?”

Ango looked somewhere between entirely incredulous and somewhat interested. Oda was listening intently.

“What do you do with that much tofu?” Oda asked.

(Dazai thought, briefly, of the time he’d hidden the tofu in Chuuya’s school bag. Then of the time he’d hidden the tofu under Chuuya’s pillow. Then, finally, of the time he’d replaced Chuuya’s toothpaste with blended tofu).

He shrugged. “A variety of things.”

Oda nodded, seemingly convinced.

Then, Ango sighed. A half smile pulled at his lips.

“I like tofu.”

The three ended up parting ways a little later. Dazai had checked the book out of the library, and it remained in his grip as he trudged home.

When he reached the apartment, Dazai slumped down on the sofa. He dropped the book onto the coffee table, listening to its thunk resound around the room.

“Hey, asshole, we’re not even a month into living here. At least leave it a couple of days before you f*ck up all the furnishings.”

Chuuya swung through the doorframe to the living room, but stopped short. He wasn’t sure why, exactly. Just that there was a tension in the air that had lit every one of his nerves on fire.

Dazai was smiling. Really, genuinely smiling.

“Chuuya, I think I’m out of my depth.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Attack on the USJ

Chuuya had seen a lot of smiles grace the lips of Dazai Osamu.

One was a fake brand of charming, plastic and jagged. One was superior, internally laughing at you. One was reserved for when he was being a complete asshole for no reason. Not to mention, of course, the one he pulled out from time to time, when he was acting like a decent human being rather than an unstable hazard to society.

This smile was different. It was new. And it was happy. Dazai looked truly happy- and it scared Chuuya like nothing else in the world.

When he had first asked Dazai what had convinced him to join the Port Mafia, the answer he received had sounded ridiculous. But as he got to know Dazai, he had found himself beginning to actually believe it.

“I want to be exposed to danger and death. To people living out their darkest desires. I think that’s the only way that I can ever feel alive.”

That smile, and those words (Dazai was never out of his depth, had never been). Chuuya could only imagine one meaning behind them. Dazai had finally attained it. Attained the gruesome, untainted evil that he had so desperately been searching for. And it terrified Chuuya to no end.

His distraction had continued into the next day, as class 1A were loaded onto a bus for some surprise field trip. (Iida was directing them like he was made for the job. He had become class representative at some point while Chuuya wasn’t listening. Good on him).

Glancing over at Dazai, Chuuya wasn’t too put off to see him acting completely normally. It was just like Dazai to maintain his facade as the world tore apart at the seams.

Entering the USJ took his mind off the situation, at least.

A vast arena spanned about before him, displaying a contradictory amalgamation of environments that Chuuya could identify at a glance. These included but were not limited to a flood zone, a cityscape, and even what appeared to be the site of a volcanic eruption in the distance.

A high, glass ceiling held all of these mismatched parts together. Triangular tiles tessellated to form an encompassing dome around the whole arena.

“Imagine having this much money and using it to build a disaster zone replica for a bunch of three year olds. UA could have had, like, seven more crocodile pools by now.”

At some point, Dazai had wormed his way through the crowd to reach Chuuya’s side. He wore a smile- the asshole one- and was looking around in poorly masked awe.

“Forget crocodiles. UA could have bought up the entire population of whales in the Atlantic Ocean.”

“How many whales constitute the entire population of whales in the Atlantic Ocean?”

Chuuya considered it.

“At least three.”

Dazai nudged his side, gently, stifling a laugh. He diverted his eyes.

From his other side, Kirishima looked slightly miffed.

“More than three, dude. Way more than three.”

It was around then that the Space Hero, Thirteen, made their appearance. They started off with a short speech on using their powers for good rather than evil, saving people rather than hurting them, and all the rest. Chuuya could only really focus on how much he liked Thirteen’s costume. It looked really warm and comfortable, unlike the skintight ensembles most heroes went for. He wasn’t even going to begin to comment on Midnight’s fashion choices.

That was when a low noise began. Barely audible at first, but growing from a distant rumble into a sizeable annoyance. Then, a bang on the door. Thirteen turned to observe- slowly, too slowly. Because suddenly, it was slammed open.

People began pouring in, wielding weapons with smooth, trained movements. Villains, a corner of Chuuya’s mind supplied. He felt alert and sharp, watching as his classmates also began to notice the rapidly worsening situation.

“f*ck,” he heard Eraserhead- or Aizawa Sensei- curse from the front.

“Thirteen, protect the kids,” he yelled, already leaping into action. Eraserhead’s fighting style was quite something, Chuuya could admit. The way he weaved and twirled around his capture weapon was almost like a dance. He was absolutely destroying every thug he faced, knocking them down like they were bowling pins.

“Your teacher is impressive, but one man alone cannot save you.”

Chuuya turned around with a jolt. A deep, resonant voice had sounded from behind the group. It belonged to a man that could only be described as pure evil.

His entire body seemed to be a black hole. Ebony mist floated where a head should be, disrupted only by glowing, yellow eyes. His appearance contrasted rather starkly with his suit and waistcoat ensemble, and Chuuya assumed that his strange consistency was a side effect of his quirk.

“Good thing he’s not alone.”

That was Thirteen, stepping in between the villain and the students. Talking of his class, they appeared to be shaky but determined, each of them assuming the amateurish defensive positions they had only just begun to nurture.

“Step aside, Space Hero. Where is All Might?”

All Might? What did some low-level thugs want with the nation’s number one hero? Did they genuinely believe they could one up him?

Chuuya stilled when he felt a breath of air against his ear. A wisp of Dazai’s distinctive brown locks brushed against his cheek.

“Standby for operation touch-me-love-me.”

That sounded incriminating, but it was really just the codename of one of Dazai’s plans of attack. It was pretty ambiguous, but communicated a clear idea. Touch me love me was reserved for when they were up against an enemy with a strong or unique quirk, and revolved around getting Dazai within touching distance in order to nullify and subdue them. Chuuya rolled his shoulders, time to work.

Thirteen and the foggy villain were engaged in combat when Chuuya turned back. The hero was holding their own well, and Chuuya wondered why Dazai thought they needed to intervene.

Then it hit him. Thirteen was fighting with a class of 20 odd children behind them. That could be 20 odd hostages, if the misty guy played the game in the way Dazai seemed to be expecting.

Outstretching their arms, Thirteen looked ready to activate their quirk. A widening chasm took shape where their torso had been, already arbitrarily engulfing the plants and items that made up their surroundings.

That was when Chuuya felt a movement beside him. A small shift, hardly noticeable. And then they were charging.

“sh*t!”

He reached out a hand- his fingers brushed a wrist. But couldn’t quite encircle it. Kirishima and Bakugou had brashly run at the villain, quirks at the ready. They had forced Thirteen to abruptly shut off their black hole with a panicked yelp to avoid inadvertently sucking them in. Chuuya sighed. They had played right into the hostage situation.

The pair’s disappearance into the smoking mass seemed to be something of a trigger for the villain. He started to fire off a volley of what Chuuya recognised as warp gates.

He scrambled backwards as one flew towards him, only just avoiding it. Shouts filled the entranceway as more of his classmates vanished into the blackness. He didn’t know where the gates went to, and he sure as hell didn’t want to find out.

He jumped and rolled, desperately avoiding the barrage of gates that flew at him. He couldn’t keep this up- he needed a system, some way to tell where they would come from next. As it was, there was no way he would be able to avoid them all.

Then, a ginger strand flew through his vision, just before another warp gate almost consumed him entirely, and he knew he had found his method.

Wind. The rushing black gates displaced air particles, creating a wind of warning just before they hit.

His hair floated upwards, and Chuuya leapt into the air. The warp gate passed under him safely, and he grinned, toothily.

The bombardment only continued for another minute before the black fog began to clear. Surveying the area, Chuuya immediately noticed Eraserhead, still holding his own impressively against the endless stream of villains sent to fight him. Bodies littered the marble floors of the plaza.

Around him, only a few figures remained. Thirteen, panting slightly, as well as the villain himself, still blocking the door. Dazai was standing only a few metres away beside a heaving Atsushi. Iida wore gritted teeth and a look of anxiety nearby.

Staring them down, the villain nodded his head slowly.

“Perhaps I should introduce myself, seeing as you all plan on sticking around.”

He swept an arm towards them all.

“My name is Kurogiri, and I am part of the League of Villains-”

He was interrupted by something that sounded distinctly like laughter.

“What is it?” He snapped.

“Sorry, sorry.” Chuuya knew that voice. He was tempted to punch Dazai in the stomach to shut him up for a while. “It’s just not a very creative name. Don’t let me stop you, though.”

Kurogiri blatantly ignored the comment, and continued his tirade.

But a slight rustle of movement caught Chuuya’s eye, and suddenly Dazai’s off handed comment made sense. Slightly further back, Thirteen was whispering to Atsushi and Iida. They gestured towards a tile in the glass dome. A tile that, as Chuuya squinted at it, appeared to reflect light in a different way to its counterparts. It must have been made of glass of a different density. Thinner glass- glass that would crack at the slightest pressure. It was positioned at a low point in the dome, easily accessible (allowing for a bit of a jump).

With a nod, the two boys slunk off into the undergrowth.

He understood. If they escaped from the USJ, they could call for help. This whole ordeal would shift from a one sided massacre into a waiting game. And if there was one thing that Chuuya had proved he was capable of doing, it was surviving.

“We are an organisation dedicated to taking down All Might, and turning this hero infested society on its head.”

(Atsushi and Iida were huddled together, motioning up at the ceiling. Atsushi transformed into his tiger form).

This time, Thirteen spoke up.

“What makes you think that you can defeat All Might, the strongest hero Japan has ever seen?”

Kurogiri smiled. Or at least, it looked like a smile, the fog shifting in such a way.

“I suppose you’ll have to find out.”

A crash exploded through the air. Shards of glass rained down as Atsushi leapt through the dome. His fur rapidly bloodied with thousands of tiny scratches, but he didn’t stop. Iida joined him soon after, speeding through the hole, motors whirring.

Kurogiri scowled, but couldn’t react. Because that was when Thirteen had decided to strike.

“Black hole!” They screamed, opening their chasm for the second time.

But it was all over in a flash. With only a look of slight inconvenience, Kurogiri shot a warp gate towards the hero.

Realisation flashed in Thirteen’s eyes. They rushed to shut their quirk off, but it was too late. The once mighty black hole had already consumed Kurogiri’s flying warp gate, causing that powerful suction to teleport and exit at a second gate. A gate that Kurogiri had planted directly behind Thirteen’s back. Black hole tore through the mist, remorseless as it ripped apart its very holder. Destroyed by their own quirk. Thirteen fell heavily to the ground.

A moment of absolute stillness followed after that.

Chuuya felt his cheeks pale. It was one thing to watch his classmates be so easily disposed of, but for a pro hero to lose in the blink of an eye? The ground shifted under him. The ‘infallible’ pro heroes were not quite as trustworthy as they seemed. This Kurogiri was not to be underestimated.

“Finally,” Dazai groaned from beside him. “Everyone has disappeared to some place or another, and the mighty Eraserhead over there,” he motioned behind him, “is a little preoccupied at the moment.”

Dazai trailed off, but Chuuya had already caught the drift. A familiar brand of exhilaration filled his veins.

“It’s time we went all out.”

Kurogiri looked a little contemplative at that, but ultimately stood his ground.

“Children who know little of the world shouldn’t overestimate themselves.”

Dazai rolled his neck beside him, looking remarkably relaxed.

“Age before beauty,” he almost sung, gesturing for Chuuya to go ahead.

“f*ck off,” he snarled, but didn’t hesitate a moment afterwards. Tensing his calves, he activated his quirk and propelled himself off the unforgiving floorboards and through the air, weightless. He had always loved flying like this, found it the most gratifying component of his quirk. His hero suit only added to the experience. It was relatively aerodynamic, allowing him to be quick and agile in the sky. Plus, his cape rippling through the air must have been quite the sight.

The sensation ended all too quickly though, and he was dropping down heavily, right in front of Kurogiri.

A warp gate appeared between the two of them, suddenly, and he pulled back before darting around the side.

He had to be careful- even though Kurogiri’s body looked solid enough, there was no way to tell if it was actually just more of the black fog that seemed to constitute his flesh and bones.

Before another attack could come, Chuuya planted a hand on the floor, gravity curling around him, and manoeuvred into an acrobatic roundhouse kick. Kurogiri stepped away, easily, but Chuuya continued his approach.

He fuelled his kicks with the intensity of gravity, constantly ensuring he aimed only for Kurogiri’s torso.

For his part, Kurogiri was an adept fighter. He dodged but didn’t retaliate. The passive attitude worried Chuuya a little; having escaped, his classmates would obviously be going for backup. Surely, the villains should be searching for a swift victory.

Chuuya ran in, intent on throwing a jab. But just as he approached, Kurogiri rushed to meet him. He had initially been standing on the steps at the entranceway, so as he advanced, Chuuya’s target (the torso) dropped lower and lower. Now, as he flew, the trajectory of his fist was heading not towards Kurogiri’s body, but towards the void that engulfed his head.

Acting quickly, Chuuya manipulated his own weight. He pulled himself down to the ground with all the force he could muster.
He exhaled painfully, a choking sensation gripping his lungs, as his back cracked against the ground. He gritted his teeth against the sparks of discomfort burning in his lower spine. The wispy shadow of Kurogiri stretched over him, and light footsteps descended towards him.

Panic began to prod at his skin like thousands of tiny pinpricks. A roar was growing louder under his flesh. The roar of a God locked behind iron bars.

Chuuya clenched his fist harshly into the fabric of his suit, willing it away.

No,he all but shouted. His voice only echoed around his mind as a whisper. Not you, please not you.

“Chuuya!” a voice drifted through the haze. Melodic and familiar, and slightly out of breath. It was Dazai, in front of him, suddenly. Through the crazed roaring and the nearing footsteps. He heard the next words with a beautiful lucidity. “Touch me love me.”

Eyes snapping open (he wasn’t even sure when they had fluttered shut), Chuuya jerked himself up. Kurogiri was right above him, Dazai had been shoved into the unforgiving glass of the dome around them. A malevolent smile was shaping the cavity where a mouth should have been. But Chuuya was ready this time. Before the villain could react, he grabbed Kurogiri by the waistcoat. His fingers clenched around the fabric, gravity threading through them, strengthening him.

“Go!”

Dazai didn’t need to be told twice. He charged forwards towards them as Kurogiri attempted to pull back. It was to no avail. Dazai had reached them in a second, and his hand was against the black mist that surrounded Kurogiri a moment later. A blue shimmer clouded Chuuya’s vision, before it vanished into the air.

As the ethereal remnants of No Longer Human gently dissipated like the melting of snow, three noises peeled through the USJ.

The first was a gasp. Short and breathy and right next to him. Chuuya turned to see Dazai, staring up at something with a look of unmasked astonishment. His arm was still pushed firmly against the dark fog (the same arm, Chuuya noticed absently, that had taken the brunt of an acid attack in their previous battle training. He hoped it didn’t hurt too much).

It took him a second or two to sort his thoughts into order. If Dazai was touching Kurogiri, then the villain’s quirk had to have been nullified. That was a rule that was subject to no exceptions. And yet, the black mist remained. Kurogiri was still a monster of fog and cloud, and he was still smiling.

The only possible conclusion struck Chuuya like a bullet. Kurogiri’s shapeless form- that wasn’t his quirk. That was him in his entirety. What they were dealing with- it wasn’t human.

Chuuya pressed a hand to his temple. It was throbbing, painfully. His back was, too. He didn’t know what to do.

Then came the second noise. It was a scream.

High pitched and piercing. It must have been a girl, a young girl. Chuuya whipped his head around to look, his neck objecting to the movement with an audible crack.

Some of his classmates were gathered, hidden in the undergrowth around the plaza. The scream must have come from Tsuyu, the only girl in the group. But looking her up and down, she didn’t seem to be injured at all. It was only when Chuuya took in the bigger picture that he understood the horrific scene playing out before him.

Eraserhead, who had been so easily dispatching of villain after villain, was on the ground. Blood had pooled around him, dying his capture weapon a stomach turning red.

Two figures were standing over him. One was a man with light blue hair and pale, disheveled skin. More noticeable, though, were the disfigured hands that gripped rigid limbs and covered any spare inch of space on his body like a grotesque fashion statement. They seemed to be attached to him- with one concealing his face like a mask- and were spotted with a discoloured grey hue.

The second. Chuuya wasn’t sure quite how to describe it. It was simply a creature. Huge and strong, and standing over his teacher with the intent to kill.

The third noise was the bang of doors against unyielding glass. There, at the top of the steps, were Atsushi and Iida. A smile rose to his lips, so, so thankful. Because behind the two, standing proud and tall, was a row of recognisable figures. And god, the indescribable joy that Chuuya felt at seeing them was not something he’d ever expected.

But there they were, All Might front and centre. The pro heroes.

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke on ‘Purpose’

W hen you’ve been dying all your life, it really gets you thinking about what exactly it is to be alive. What differentiates the two states. What sets those on earth apart from those that came before them.

Akutagawa would argue that such a divide is forged by the concept of ‘purpose’. Those on earth, they have dreams and goals and desires. They dig through the soil with muddied fingers in a desperate attempt to find whatever treasure they’re searching for. To hit on gold.

The dead? They wonder, meaninglessly. They exist only to survive, and then simply wither away into nothingness.

They are not remembered. They are not missed. And the things they do make no lasting impact. Produce no words on the records.

Akutagawa was- by his own definition of the word- dead. And part of him hated it. Felt ashamed and pitiful, inflicting nothing on the world but his own built up resentment. Committing petty crimes in order to what? Survive? Help his sister do the same? It all felt pointless.

That was when Shigaraki Tomura had found him. And everything had changed.

Notes:

So I’m a sucker for soukoku beating people up. Fight me.

Apologies for all the stupid acronyms I’m using for the sake of mystery.

Look forward to some different povs in the next chapter xx

Edited 17/03/24 for grammatical mistakes.

Chapter 4: An Interlude

Notes:

I don’t know what interlude means.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Nakajima Atsushi and the Attack on the USJ

A s it turned out, throwing his body into a panel of glass had been the easy bit.

Thick shards rained down on him as he soared through his makeshift window. The jagged edges cut at the skin beneath striped fur, drawing blood. Even so, the scrapes healed almost immediately, closing up of their own accord.

Ever since Atsushi had heeded Dazai’s advice, considered the tiger an extension of himself, he had felt lighter- freer as the beast. His control was stronger than ever, and his regenerative ability had improved as well.

When he reached the outside of the USJ, landing slightly clumsily, Atsushi paused. His fur was matted with blood, but the wounds were closing up where he crouched. Anyway, a couple of superficial skin injuries were the least of his worries.

Atsushi thought back to his friends’ faces when the villains had first poured in through the entrance. The fear. And then the determination. The willingness to fight for themselves and their allies.

He resolved himself, transforming back into his original form, letting the beast inside him melt away. Meld with him once more.

Then, Atsushi stood his ground, watching Iida steam through the hole he had created. The other boy looked a little winded, glasses knocked slightly off kilter, after the misty villain’s waves of attacks. Ultimately, though, he seemed to be unharmed. Atsushi felt a genuine smile curl at his lips. Every cloud had a silver lining, he supposed.

“Atsushi-kun, great work breaking through the dome,” Iida said. Even in the dire situation, Iida’s tone sounded sincere. A warmth bubbled up inside Atsushi at the words. He hadn’t always lived in places that allowed him to receive such affirmations. Such praise. He felt endlessly grateful for the wonderful people that surrounded him here.

“Don’t thank me just yet. We have to find the teachers and save everyone,” Atsushi replied, unwaveringly.

“We need to go back to UA,” Iida agreed. His motors were already raring, attention on the long road back to school.

“Why turn back when your opponent is right in front of you?”

Atsushi froze. The question had been posed by a gravelly voice- quiet in a way that demanded people listen to it. However, even as Atsushi surveyed the area, rotating slowly, he couldn’t see a single person in the vicinity.

He glanced back at Iida, ready to call out to him, but something in the line of Iida’s jaw stopped him. His gaze was fixed on the dome of the USJ. More specifically, the apex.

And right on the highest point of the glass ceiling, a figure stood, shadowy even in the direct glare of the sun. The silhouette was casually poised, comfortable and unafraid, even as the battle raged on below him. An elegant coat hung over his shoulders, dancing in the breeze. Locks of hair that should have framed his face were hovering out of place. The image of him against the sun, standing upon the whole world, held a certain beauty to it. A certain mortality.

“Iida-kun,” Atsushi whispered, eyes never leaving this newfound threat, “go back to UA.”

It was no secret that Iida had him beat on speed, even with the tiger’s animalistic power. Though the aura that resonated from the man atop the dome sent shivers down his spine, he couldn’t selfishly keep help from his friends by requesting Iida fight with him. Because that was clearly what the man was yearning for. A fight. It was clear in the shaking of his hands, restless, which wasn’t quite covered up by the general movement of his clothes. It was clear in his eyes, wide with hatred. The kind of hatred that could simply overwhelm a person. Indifferent to whatever target it had once been aimed towards, or purpose it hadserved.

God, Atsushi had seen enough people lose themselves to that kind of hatred.

“Will you be alright?” Iida asked. He was frowning slightly, lips pinched.

Atsushi inhaled. Last chance to back out.

“I’ll be alright,” he reassured Iida. And himself. “The tiger will protect me.”

After a moment, Atsushi felt more than saw his companion nod, grimly. Then he shot down the road, leaving only footprints in his wake.

As Atsushi had expected, the figure on the dome didn’t move to follow Iida’s retreating silhouette. He must have been affiliated with the villains attacking the USJ, Atsushi believed, but perhaps the link was weak. Rather than fighting for a cause, he seemed to be more interested in fighting purely for the sake of fighting.

“You must be confident in your abilities, sending away your ally like that,” he sneered. “I suppose I will soon discover whether that was bravery or stupidity.”

And with that, he jumped. Soaring through the air, he landed gracefully on the cobbled ground below. At once, he readied himself to attack.

Atsushi transformed immediately, the tiger enveloping him like a safety blanket. His fangs were bared when the enemy reached him, coat glowing with a burning red light.

The fight was fast and strong and hard. It was intense in a way Atsushi’s training could never have prepared him for. The boy (because he couldn’t have been much older than Atsushi himself) was experienced; that much was clear. He manipulated his coat between clasping fingers as if it was his own limb, cutting with it when it became as sharp as a knife. Holding it out to take the brunt of Atsushi’s attacks like an in-built shield.

It was strange- his enemy had clearly possessed the upper hand since the very beginning. Atsushi was defending desperately, grasping at any chance he could to back away, steal a moment of reprieve. He had barely landed a single hit, whereas his own regenerative powers were being stretched to the limit.

But for some reason, even arduous minutes later, the boy was simply unable to finish him off. Every time they reached some semblance of an ending. Every time Atsushi found himself thinking ‘ this is it’, he was able to escape the clutches of defeat. Maybe the final attack wasn’t decisive enough, lacked finality. Or maybe Atsushi himself was the disruption, desperately clinging to life. Like a parasite to its host.

Either way, the battle dragged on and on. His enemy was getting increasingly frustrated- that much was clear. His attacks were growing more reckless, slashing and stabbing rather than pulling back to defend. Aiming for the heart and the neck. Part of Atsushi’s mind considered this an opportunity to launch a counterattack of his own. The other part considered it a nightmare. Considered it seconds until his worthless existence met a brutal but unavoidable end.

(That same part of Atsushi was a little shocked to realise that he couldn’t accept that. He wouldn’t allow that.)

One thing that Atsushi had noticed about his opponent was that he was completely silent. Other than his own heavy breathing and the rustling fabric of his coat, he moved with impossible stealth, and said absolutely nothing. That was another way in which the fight was unlike his training, Atsushi mused. His instructor was always yelling insults or berating words during spars. The real thing was deadly silent. Not that Atsushi could have heard much over the constant ringing in his ears anyway.

At some point, Atsushi fell into something of a lull. He had been fighting the boy for what seemed like hours- the passage of time had stretched and warped, and he was tired. It was all blocking, defending, leaping back only in order to lash out with his claws in vain. Realistically, it was a one sided massacre. Atsushi could only wonder if the other had been keeping him going for so long just in order to toy with him. As some sort of sick joke, or to prolong the violence he so clearly yearned for.

He wondered, briefly, what it would take to end this match, in any way, shape or form. He came to only one, unyielding conclusion.

And then he felt something shift within him. It was a strange sensation- largely because rather than originating from his own weary body, it had come straight from the tiger.

Atsushi froze in his place, momentarily, as he strained his mind, trying to figure out what exactly this instinct was. It felt like caffeine rushing through his veins, erasing all the aches in his bones and the haze that had clouded over his head.

Adrenaline.

And then he was on his back.

f*ck.

He had been still for a second too long, lost his grip on his surroundings. Now, even as he struggled and thrashed, that demonic coat kept him thoroughly pinned to the stony floor.

He resigned himself to the villain eventually. That burst of energy had worn off like bursts of energy tend to do, and all the aches and pains that never quite disappeared, even after regeneration, pulled at twinging muscles once again.

Apologising was all he could do. Not to himself, but to the tiger. For letting them both down. Even after the tiger had granted him this gift, powered him on rather than shutting him down, taking over. It was shameful. And something about it felt wildly unfair, that he should die at the hands of this boy, even after everything he had survived. Orphanages and foster parents passing in a blur, simply too eager to get their hands on the tiger they thought was so marvellous. It had disgusted Atsushi. The tiger had.

But when he finally discovered a new perspective, he should fall at the whims of a maniac. It just wasn’t fair.

When he had chosen this path, he had known. He had known that heroes could die too. He’d just never thought it would be quite so soon.

He looked up then, into the eyes of his captor. He expected to see that unrivalled looked of anger again, before a cut through the heart, or a slash of the neck.

But he did not experience any of that. Because the boy’s eyes were no longer angry. It was as if any trace of resentment had been scrubbed clean, replaced by something else.

Bewilderment. Fascination, maybe. His brows were furrowed, slightly, and his lips were twisted downwards in displeasure. Then he spoke, for the first time since the beginning of his attack.

“You’re still a child.”

A sigh.

“Stand up, Were-tiger. Stand up and better yourself.”

Then the boy stood himself, removing the weights that had pressed Atsushi down into the earth. He stepped over him, like Atsushi was merely rubbish littering the street, and began making long strides towards the forest that surrounded the USJ.

He didn’t move an inch. Shock held his muscles firm. He had been one, fatal slash away from the end.

(A low noise was coming from behind him. Voices and thumps on the earth.)

The boy was quickly disappearing into the bushes as Atsushi peered over at him.

“We will meet again when the time is right,” he said, voice low, before vanishing from sight completely.

Relishing in the moment of stillness that overtook the world, Atsushi breathed out a sigh of relief. Why he hadn’t been killed, or what those words had meant were questions for another time. For now, the sky was a gorgeous blue, and the pro heroes were on their way.

Todoroki Shouto and the Attack on the USJ

W hen the pro heroes arrived, All Might leading the charge, a wave of relief swept over his body.

Sure, Todoroki had beaten the army of thugs in the mountainous zone easily enough, but the difference in skill between them and their leaders was outlandish. Facing up against the man who called himself ‘Shigaraki Tomura’ and the creature that they called ‘Nomu’ was a death wish.

The sight of his teacher leaking crimson on the ground only reinforced this. (Even as everything in him screamed to move. To help. He stayed where he was, hidden by the undergrowth around the plaza).

“Do not worry, for I am here!”

Todoroki respected All Might like no one else in the world, but his unfaltering smile and untameable hair style seemed almost comedic given the situation. All Might existed through a screen. Perhaps that was part of his charm. He saved people and captured villains, everyone coming out unscathed from the other end, like they were in a pre-quirk action cartoon.

But there his teacher was, dying on the floor, and suddenly, it was all very real. So real that even All Might couldn’t wave his magic wand and fix everything.

Todoroki watched as All Might extracted his classmates from harm’s way, and distracted the villains from his teacher. He watched as All Might faced up against the Nomu, his victory certain.

Then he watched as All Might began to lose. It was slightly surreal, actually. The idea that this all powerful, godlike force could be defeated. He watched as the other pro heroes jumped in. As the villains fled through a swirling, back portal and All Might was obscured behind a cloud of smoke, Midoriya rushing towards him.

And, noticed by no one, limping down the steps of the entranceway, he watched as two members of class 1A emerged from battle.

Dazai and Nakahara. Faces contorted in pain and laughter in equal measure as they approached the group. Blending into chattering groups of students as if they had been there the whole time.

(Later, he would overhear them talking to the others. Telling them they had been left stranded in the plaza, unable to help and regretful).

(Later, as the teachers briefed them in smooth tones, telling them it was a one-off attack, Aizawa-sensei was in hospital and recovering, they had a long weekend starting from tomorrow, he watched them. “Shigaraki, huh?” He heard Dazai mumble as the heroes recounted his name).

He didn’t know the what, the how, or even the why, but he knew that Dazai and Nakahara weren’t normal hero students. They weren’t trustworthy. And considering the recent villain attack, they were hostile.

Nakahara Chuuya and the Shopping Trip

C huuya, what did you just say?”

Chuuya looked up from his seat at the kitchen table. It was a bar stool- sleek and silver to match the rest of the decor.

Dazai was leaning against the marble counter. After all, he wasn’t allowed within a metre radius of the stove. For both the safety of the stove (Chuuya had grown very protective of it over the past month) and to avoid an untimely demise via being burnt alive.

“I said, we need to buy scented candles,” Chuuya repeated.

“Before that.”

“Nutella.”

“Before that.”

Confused, Chuuya sent Dazai a glance before returning his attention to the scribbled shopping list in front of him. That was when he understood. His head dropped to the table with a thud.

“Bandages.”

Dazai was beaming, and it was so, so terrible.

It was their day off- perhaps the best consequence of the attack on the USJ- and they had decided that a shopping trip was in order. The Port Mafia company card was still full to bursting, after all, and Dazai simply couldn’t allow that to continue. And maybe, just maybe, they were subtly trying to delay reporting the events of the USJ Incident to Mori. Because that would surely be a painful conversation.

Although Recovery Girl had done her best for Chuuya, her quirk couldn’t reach every ache and pain. Bandages were a necessity for the both of them, he justified, and there was no shame in buying them.

When he voiced his thoughts, Dazai laughed at him, unabashedly. And yes, it was definitely at him, not with him.

“When I buy bandages, I’m a freak and a bandage-wasting-maniac. But of course, when you buy them, it’s all very reasonable.”

Flipping him off, Chuuya slunk off to the doorway. He located his chunky, black boots. They were kind of like comfort blankets. Comfort shoes.

“Look at me, I’m Chuuya and I’m allowed to buy bandages because I’m mentally stable and have superior brain function,” Dazai was still speaking- for some reason- voice lilting in a mocking imitation.

He slid into his Gucci leather loafers (also on the Port Mafia company card) before following Chuuya out the door.

“Dazai, say another f*cking word and I will destroy all of your One Direction posters.”

“You wouldn’t touch Harry Styles,” he replied, deadly serious. “Would you?”

“Try me bitch.”

It didn’t take them long to reach the highway. Their apartment was situated in a nice area a couple of minutes walk from the road of busy shops and restaurants. Chuuya quite liked the neighbourhood, lined with trees and greenery, full of characterful eccentricities.

Chuuya liked to look in through the windows of each store as he passed by. It reminded him a little of his time with the Sheep in Yokohama. They had talked, half mockingly, half wishfully, in that bitter way of theirs, about what they would do if they had all the money in the world.

Somehow, Chuuya supposed that he had almost attained such a dream.

He sighed, turning his attention back to the precarious display of paperbacks that rested in the window of a bookshop. The Sheep were such a tangled mix of nostalgia and disappointment that Chuuya still didn’t like to think back on them too much.

“All those books making you uncomfortable, Chuuya?”

Although he was absolutely as annoying as usual, Dazai had seemed a little more subdued since the USJ. Maybe the events of the week were weighing down on him.

“Why would ‘The Cat in the Hat’ make me uncomfortable?”

Dazai faked shock.

“So you can read!”

Calming his annoyance with the longest exhale of his life, Chuuya increased his pace slightly. Unfortunately Dazai had no issue keeping up, the long-legged bastard was growing taller by the second.

All sorts of shops packed the street, including a pet shop (which Dazai practically squirmed away from) and an ice cream seller (which Dazai very nearly escaped into). Chuuya’s favourite was a quality menswear brand with a deep crimson exterior. A selection of mannequins posed in the window, clothed in velvet waistcoats and stylish top hats. He tried not to slow as he passed the shop, because God Dazai would bully him mercilessly for that, but clearly he didn’t succeed.

“That one would look good on you.”

Then he really did stop. He stared at Dazai in open shock, but Dazai wasn’t looking at him. He was intently focused on the clothes in the window, considering.

“What?”

“The dark green waistcoat. The swirly one. It would suit you.”

Chuuya scoffed, his lips curling into an incredulous smile without any thought.

“Thank you. It’s gorgeous.”

Dazai Osamu was someone who was hard to put your finger on. To ever completely pin down.

Dazai shrugged, murmuring something under his breath, and they continued on.

Later, they came to a stop outside of a Music Store. A colourful range of electric guitars were stood upright behind the glass, and several customers could be seen inspecting them.

“So we’re going to divide and conquer. I’ll take food shopping and toiletries. You’re on,” he grimaced, “bandages and all the stupid sh*t you added to the list while I wasn’t looking.”

“What’s stupid about tarot cards?”

“I will not be answering that. Meet back here at six.”

With an affirmative nod, they parted ways. Fulfilling his own role, Chuuya shopped quickly and efficiently. He was held up slightly at the conditioner aisle, because only the best for his hair, but managed to arrive back at the appointed location with five minutes to spare.

Chuuya considered himself a patient person, and had no issue waiting for a while. The view was beautiful as the sky began to darken, winter sunset bathing the street in a golden light. And hundreds of people were still milling about, making for an enjoyable experience in people watching.

By the time Chuuya felt inclined to check his phone, Dazai was already ten minutes late.

So he waited. And waited. And waited a bit more.

Just as he was reaching breaking point, a familiar silhouette bounded towards him. Bags were dangling from both hands, and his hair was slightly windswept. At least he appeared to have made an effort to get back quickly.

“Sorry, Chuuya! I got distracted trying to pick a colour for my lava lamp.”

Letting silence reign for a while, Chuuya massaged his temples.

“Which colour did you pick?”

“Orange.”

“And that’s so obviously the wrong choice.”

They were walking back, in comfortable silence, when Dazai next spoke up.

“Can we take a detour here? Go through the park?”

After a second, Chuuya nodded. It wasn’t too out of the way. And it was peaceful, out there. A welcome distraction from what had become a far more difficult mission that they had ever expected.

Dazai led as they walked along pebbly paths. Lush grass stretched out before them, wild patches of flowers dotted around the otherwise empty field. It was quiet- no children or dogs there to make noise- other than the hum of the wind as it disrupted the formations of leaves on trees.

Chuuya realised, as they walked, that they were slowly heading towards a small booth. It was situated at one corner of the rectangular park, its pine enclosure perfectly in keeping with the surroundings.

As they got closer, Chuuya could make out exactly what was being sold at the stall. He almost burst out laughing as he did. It was tofu. Huge f*cking tofu. He reminisced, briefly, about all the weird and frankly ridiculous places that he had found chunks of the stuff over the past few weeks. At some point, his real anger had subsided and now he just shouted for the show of it. Because that was how Dazai and Chuuya were, and always had been. Give and take, cat and mouse.

“Good afternoon, Mr. Watanabe,” Dazai called, voice high and airy.

A figure in the stall perked up, suddenly. He was an old man, wisps of a silver beard scratching at his chin. Wrinkles creased the corners of his eyes. From smiles, not frowns.

“Hello, Dazai-kun,” he replied.

Chuuya stood, awkwardly, as Dazai began browsing the selection. Not that ‘browsing’ was really possible; all of the tofu looked exactly the same to Chuuya.

“I can’t begin to imagine what a young person like you is doing with all this tofu,” the old man laughed. He was bent over slightly, his back hunched and knotted.

“It’s my friend over here who keeps requesting it, actually,” Dazai began, a mischievous smile beginning to stretch his lips. Chuuya shook his head, as subtly as he could, but the damage had been done.

“This is Chuuya.”

Mr. Watanabe waved, peering over the wooden beam that supported his stall.

“So it is. Hello, Chuuya-kun,” he said.

“Good afternoon, Sir.”

The old man laughed. He turned back to Dazai.

“Giving gifts to the people you love is the best use of all worldly currencies.”

“I couldn’t agree more,” Dazai chirped. He sounded light and easy, but sincere. As sincere as he could be, anyway, when a lot of his personality was based on the illusions he created for himself.

Chuuya felt his cheeks heat up a little. He looked away.

Dazai and Mr. Watanabe chatted a little more about tofu size and firmness and whatnot (they were all exactly the f*cking same) before coming to a satisfactory decision.

They waved goodbye as they left the stall. Chuuya felt happy, somehow. Fulfilled.

When they arrived home, Chuuya dropped the bags in the kitchen and scurried off to his bedroom.

He was surprised to see a small package left just in front of the door. Brown tissue paper wrapped a compact, soft form. He picked it up, entering his room before beginning to tear at the wrapping.

Shaking out the item, he could barely stifle his gasp.

It was the green waistcoat. Tailored and embroidered just as he remembered it.

f*ck. Chuuya was beaming.

Class 1A and their teacher were attacked by the ‘League of Villains’ in a failed attempt to detain All Might.

The screen flashed with a call a moment later.

Dazai and Chuuya were sitting on the lime sofa, the latter’s phone resting on the coffee table. Nothing in the scene appeared to be amiss, but tension permeated the air.

Chuuya accepted the call, switching it to speaker.

“Tell me everything.”

Mori’s voice was a bit of a shock after going so long without hearing it. Endlessly smooth and authoritative. Chuuya couldn’t help but obey.

So he talked, step-by-step, through the whole event. From their first moments of awe inside the USJ, to their fight with Kurogiri.

“Dazai was able to use No Longer Human, and- well. It was insane. Nothing happened. Either Kurogiri is immune to nullification, or the black mist isn’t actually his quirk. It’s literally part of him.”

Mori hummed on the other side of the phone, voice heavy with static. Then it took on a more menacing tone.

“And during this fight of yours, you didn’t break cover?”

Instantly, Chuuya understood his boss’s train of thought. It would be catastrophic if someone saw them fight on a level so far above that of normal first year students, hero or otherwise.

“No one saw us,” Chuuya replied, as firmly as he could.

A pause.

“Dazai-kun?”

Dazai was yet to say a word the entire phone call. But now, he sighed softly.

“No one saw us,” he repeated.

Then Chuuya described the aftermath. The pro heroes appearing, with All Might saving the day and their battered teacher and classmates. How he fought ‘Shigaraki Tomura’ and the genetically engineered Nomu. (Kurogiri may well have been of the same stock, Chuuya pointed out). And with a wince, how Kurogiri had fled after Dazai had discovered his secret, and then re-emerged to warp what was left of the League of Villains away from the USJ.

“There was another villain too, likely affiliated with the League, but our information on him is practically negligible. All we know is his quirk- the ability to manipulate his coat at will, adding tensile strength and the like.”

Mori stayed silent for a second or two, as the pair held their breath on the couch.

Then a voice sounded over the phone, crackling but still so in control.

“I owe the two of you an apology. I withheld information from you because I didn’t think it would be relevant. It seems I have made a grave misjudgement of the situation.”

Dazai folded his arms over his chest. He didn’t like that tone. And he didn’t like the mind games that stemmed from beating around the bush.

“Your mission has two objectives. Number one is to gain information on All Might. A source has made it clear to us that his quirk, One For All, is not as simple as it seems to be. Voices in the underworld believe that it can be passed down from holder to holder at will.”

”What?” Chuuya felt his eyes widen at the news. He had never heard of such a possibility before. It was outlandish. Practically unthinkable. He wrung his hands in his lap, nerves overtaking him.

“Your second objective relates to this. The League of Villains aim to capture All Might. The ground members of this organisation likely believe in a larger, noble cause to do with the dismantling of the hero based society. However, the creator of the League has an ulterior motive.”

A second of silence passed.

“They want to gain access to One For All.” It was a guess, but it felt right on his tongue.

“It’s a strong possibility and our current assumption. But we lack information on this creator- even their name is unknown. They’re… illusive, at best.”

Dazai cut in, then. Voice still serious in a way that Chuuya wasn’t accustomed to.

“So what. Why should we get involved in the business between heroes and villains? You always say that Yokohama is a world away from that stuff.”

“The sudden increased presence of the League of Villains and this Creator- as it were- is causing a stir in the underworld. The police and heroes are tightening their control in cities, which is really only worsening the commotion.”

Chuuya nodded, convinced.

“Rather than this being a mission for the good of the Port Mafia, think of it as a fight for the freedom of all of Yokohama.”

Dazai laughed then, openly.

“Is there an issue, Dazai-kun?” Mori asked. A hint of annoyance clouded his tone.

“You’re amongst friends here, you can be honest,” Dazai practically sung. “You just want All Might’s power for yourself, don’t you?” His lips were still moulded into the shape of a grin.


No voice responded for a little while. Its silence was measured and careful.

“If you would like honesty from me, then such an outcome wouldn’t be unwelcome.”

Dazai chuckled again, but his face was gradually darkening. Chuuya watched the spark fade from his eyes, and the solemn coldness return. He was reminded of his judgement from earlier. One could never really pin down Dazai Osamu.

“Thank you for your boundless honesty, Mori-san. With that being the case, I may well have some information that can help you.”

Dazai lowered his voice into a whisper.

“But it should probably remain, you know, off the record.”

“I’ll send an operative in the area to meet you. Date and time will be forthcoming.”

Dazai clapped his hands, standing up from his position.

“Well that sounds just wonderful! Now if you don’t mind, Chuuya and I really are quite busy. Good night!”

He hung up. It seemed wrong to simply hang up on the boss of the Port Mafia, but Chuuya didn’t comment on it. Dazai was obviously not in the mood for an argument.

Mori Ougai and the Attack on the USJ

C all the Executives. The situation has changed.”

Mori Ougai drummed his fingers against the arm of his chair in a rare moment of solitude. He had sent Elise out in preparation for the meeting, and the messengers were long gone. A silence had enveloped the room- the first in a long time. But it was too loaded, too painful to be enjoyable. Like the silence before the shot of a bullet.

The League of Villains were far more volatile than he could have expected. For once, Mori didn’t know how this game was going to play itself out. It was exhilarating.

“Soon, All Might. Soon I’ll know it all.”

Notes:

Sorry for a slightly shorter chapter than usual. This was kind of the end of the USJ arc, so I didn’t have all that much to say. Hooray for Dazai Chuuya relationship advancement tho!

Next up, the introduction of the UA Sports Festival.

Edited 18/03/24 for grammatical mistakes.

Chapter 5: Vigilante

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu and the PM Operative

I t was satisfying, in a way. To finally know. To finally see through the mist and the fog to the heart of the storm. To what Mori really wanted from this whole, doomed mission.

Or at least, that’s what Dazai told himself as he walked towards the meeting point Mori had set for him. Five minutes late, naturally.

The location was table seven at a Parisian style cafe near his apartment called ‘Wood Chip’. Popular amongst the locals, Wood Chip predominantly provided its customers with coffee and fresh bakery items. Nestled on the corner of the highway, it shared a block with the local grocers and an art equipment supplier. Table seven was a wooden outdoors set. A couple of white roses in a vase and a menu decorated the top, painting a quaint scene.

Someone was already at the table when he approached, full, steaming mug in front of them. They were sitting, unmoving and patient, as their eyes wondered down the menu.

Dazai’s eyes lit up in recognition.

“Kyouka-chan! Long time no see,” he said, sliding into the chair opposite her.

“It’s been a while, Dazai-san,” Kyouka replied, stoic as ever.

Kyouka was a twelve year old girl who had been a trusted member of the Port Mafia ever since Mori’s takeover. The boss liked her for a multitude of reasons, he had once confessed to Dazai. The power that Mori held over her quirk made her endlessly obedient, and so he never had to question where Kyouka’s loyalties lay.

She was quiet and serious by nature, so Mori didn’t worry that she’d let important intel leak unintentionally. And apart from her general competence, Kyouka was young. Young enough not to have developed a full understanding of the underground, and the true meanings of the words that they all threw about.

She was the perfect messenger, in that sense, for the movement of high security information. Most of what was said was unintelligible to her- all she had to do was repeat it back later.

“I didn’t know you’d been sent over here. How are you liking the area?”

“It’s lovely,” she said. Monotone as usual, but sincere.

Dazai reached over to ruffle the top of her sleek, black hair. Kyouka took it without so much as a reaction.

“I suppose we should get down to business.”

Taking a sip of her drink, Kyouka nodded slightly. It must have tasted good, because a small smile pulled at the edges of her lips. She wiped it off, quickly.

“You have information regarding One For All,” she stated. Honestly, Dazai was a little surprised that she had been told even that much.

“I do,” he confirmed. “Do you know anything about quirk biology, Kyouka-chan?”

She hesitated, before shaking her head. Fiddling with the buttons on his black coat, Dazai continued, leisurely. (He really needed to get a more fashionable jacket at some point).

“Boiled down to its simplest form, people’s quirks are gained from their parents through DNA and the process of genetic inheritance. Many top scientists in the field believe this is the only way that a quirk can be obtained. However, a research journal was published almost thirty years ago on an experiment that proves the opposite. Proves that quirks can be passed on via asexual methods such as the ingestion of a quirk holder’s DNA in specific circ*mstances. This was called the Quirk Transference Experiment.”

Glancing up at Kyouka, he was glad to see that she was still listening intently. The slight pinch to her eyebrows, however, suggested that she understood very little. Good. The less she knew, the safer.

Dazai would easily wager his life on Mori’s incredible, paranoia-fuelled security (not that Dazai wagering his life was so uncommon), and his own observational powers weren’t too shabby either. He still had to actively repress the urge to scan the cafe for threats, though. It was all far too delicate for the dozens of eyes and ears around them.

“It was originally going to be conducted by researchers at the University of Tokyo, but they ended up bowing out. Rather than dropping it completely, the inventor, Dr. S.T, completed it by themselves and wrote that the experiment was successful. You’d expect this big scientific news to cause some sort of a splash, but instead, it was swept under the rug and ignored like it had been some sort of shameful failure. The information was never released to the general public.”

Dazai held out a finger. “That’s the first strange thing. The second is the untimely death of another researcher in the area, Dr. Shigaraki Yoichi, in a similar timeframe. I only mention this because of a possible connection to Shigaraki Tomura.”

Sighing, Dazai lent back in his seat. Such a lovely day- sunny but frosty- for such dirty dealings.

“My current theory is something like this. All Might’s quirk, One For All, works using the mechanisms tested in the QTE. The hero commission didn’t want this out in the open, so they limited access to the results. The Creator of the League Of Villains somehow gains knowledge of this, and wants to use it to bring down All Might for their lofty ideals. Shigaraki Tomura gets on board. Because of his connection to Yoichi, he has an interest in the matter. And here we are.”

Kyouka eyed him. “You don’t look convinced.”

“There are too many holes, Kyouka-chan. I’m missing things. I’m sure of it,” Dazai whined. He dropped his head into his hands.

“Mori-san is going to get such a kick when he hears-”

“Dazai-san?”

A voice cut through the general buzz of the cafe. He and Kyouka whipped towards it, and Dazai resisted the urge to buy a coffee and then spike it with arsenic before drinking.

“Good morning, Atsushi-kun,” he tried for cheerful.

Atsushi seemed to buy it, because he waved, and started weaving through mismatched tables towards the pair. He was wearing a white shirt and jeans, holding a takeaway latte in his left hand. Dragging a chair from an empty table, he took a seat beside Dazai, admiring the view of the bustling highway opposite them.

“Hello! I’m Atsushi, a friend of Dazai-san’s from school. What’s your name?” Kindly, he smiled to Kyouka. She did not return the gesture, but Atsushi didn’t look too put off.

Sparing a confirmative glance for Dazai, she replied, evenly.

“Izumi Kyouka.”

“She’s my cousin,” Dazai cut in. “And like the wonderful cousin I am, I was just treating her to some delicious local cuisine at this fine, gastronomical establishment.”

Atsushi laughed.

“Have you shown her around the area yet? There’s a mall down the road, and a cinema pretty close to here.”

Kyouka looked mortified at the prospect. He was about to decline the offer when Atsushi interrupted with a snap.

“Plus, the petting zoo that opened the other day.”

She looked as if the holy lord had smiled down on her. Then she looked as if she was wondering why a trained assassin was quite so excited by the mention of a petting zoo. Dazai grinned.

“You know what, that sounds fun!”

Kyouka looked at him, bewildered.

“But,” she started, “my dad is waiting for me.”

“Your dad can wait a little longer. If he asks, say a small but pesky ginger rodent bit you, and we had to go to the hospital to check for rabies.”

Kyouka giggled, then. Actually giggled. Dazai felt pride fill him up like a hearty meal. She nodded, still reluctant, as Atsushi began to stand, looking perplexed but pleased.

“Wait, Atsushi-kun. You come, too.”

Honestly, Dazai liked Kyouka. She was sweet and intelligent, and her work spoke for itself. He felt a sort of camaraderie towards her and the other kids of the Mafia. A part of him that he sometimes felt he had little connection to, but that existed nonetheless.

Dazai liked Kyouka. And he respected her. But he didn’t know her.

There was always an underlying current of tension in work conversations, and Dazai didn’t want her growing up with no reprise from it. He himself had been wild enough to seek freedom from the confines of the mafia when he needed it. And Chuuya had only joined recently. Kyouka had none of that.

“Me?”

And if there was one person whose very presence put others at ease. Who- for reasons that no one could quite explain- was able to peel away layers of tension and awkwardness from a conversation like they were oddly placed plasters, it was Atsushi.

“Yes, you.”

Maybe his gaze showed a hint of his desperation, because Atsushi gave in without too much argument.

To Dazai’s surprise, it was Kyouka who spoke next.

“Do you think there’ll be rabbits?”

As it turned out, there were- in fact- rabbits. Not to mention a family of hamsters (or maybe guineau pigs, Dazai couldn’t be sure), various wandering cats, an excitable group of dogs, several ferrets and a somewhat out of place snake.

The petting zoo wasn’t huge or particularly busy, and seemed quite impermanent. It was set up inside a large white tent that had been pitched on a field that the locals lovingly referred to as the ‘green’. Most of the customers were families with young children, but smiling hoards of teenagers also hung around, and a sweet elderly couple seemed to be enjoying the snake’s antics immensely.

Kyouka and Atsushi clicked well, racing from enclosure to enclosure to spend time with each of the animals. Dazai found himself following from a short distance behind. He was focussed on snapping pictures to spam Chuuya with. If only there had been some sheep at this zoo, it could have been marvellous.

Instead, he settled for a shot of Atsushi being drowned under a wave of cats (they must have sensed the tiger in him) and Kyouka laughing at the side.

He briefly considered sending it to Mori too (the boss hated to see people enjoying themselves, after all), but decided against it. He couldn’t be sure exactly how Mori would react to it. Plus, the moment seemed quite pure, somehow. Quite sacred. Mori’s eyes on the scene would deface it, in a way.

As time marched forwards and the sky darkened overhead, Dazai eventually decided that he couldn’t reasonably extend their day any longer. Sending Kyouka back to Mori was an inevitable evil, and delaying it would not change that.

She accepted it without argument when Dazai told the others that it was time to go, but disappointment twisted her features, clear as day. He and Atsushi allowed her off to circle by each animal once more before they left.

“She’s a lovely kid,” Atsushi said, conversationally. But something about his tone seemed a little off kilter. And his eyes were glassy, as if he wasn’t quite there. Something was on his mind.

“Trust me, I know. Now spill.”

Atsushi looked surprised at Dazai’s forwardness, but gave in quickly with a self deprecating smile.

“I met someone, recently. Someone who’s very angry at the world, I think.”

Atsushi stared out across the interior of the tent.

“Seeing all these animals in cages kind of reminded me of them,” he murmured. Then, his voice came out stronger, thick with resolve.

“I want to help them.”

For a moment, Dazai simply took in Atsushi’s form. He was determined, and had steeled himself in a way that reminded Dazai of their first meeting.

He was embarrassed to admit that in that instance, he was almost swept up by the other’s innocent idealism. He almost wanted to close his eyes to years of experience, and nod his head like the bright, young thing he was pretending to be.

Instead, he placed a hand on Atsushi’s shoulder.

“I’ve found in the past that when people are angry at the world, they’re generally right to be. If this person is willing to be saved, then by all means, save them.”

Atsushi co*cked his head.

“And if not?”

“If not, that anger is probably all they have left. You shouldn’t try to take that away from them.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Vigilante

Chuuya was someone who, by nature, was not often surprised. He had lived more different lives in more different places by fifteen than most people ever found the time to. He had met so many people- heroes, villains and everything in between- and seen so many scenes play out. Both moments of wonderful kindness, and atrocities that he could barely believe stained the records of history.

But, yeah, the vigilante in the park surprised him.

The clock had just ticked over to midnight when Chuuya rose. Something inside him was scratching. Clawing and biting at the chains that kept it confined, a troglodytic kind of savagery about it.

Dazai had long returned from his exploits at the petting zoo, happily scrolling through pictures of rabbits and hamsters, and Atsushi being buried alive in cats. Chuuya hadn’t had the energy or will to stop him. The other had disappeared into his room at some point after that, as he had a tendency to do.

Chuuya crept past on his way to the front door. He couldn’t hear anything from inside- Dazai was probably asleep.

He slipped on his boots and an almost mattress like beige coat before unlocking the door, wincing at the clanging noises he couldn’t seem to stifle.

Before he knew it, his legs were guiding him towards the Memorial park.

It was tranquil, in the night. Silent and still. Lines of glowing lampposts took on the role of a sky of stars. Meandering paths etched patterns into the grass. Mr. Watanabe must have packed up for the night, because his usual stall was nowhere to be seen.

Looking around one last time to ensure that he was truly, completely alone, Chuuya walked into the centre of the park; the trees formed a sort of barrier between him and the quietened city around him.

He closed his eyes, concentrated.

For some reason, that he had never truly figured out, Arahabaki became stronger on certain nights. Perhaps it was the passage of time gradually wearing on his control until he rebuilt it, like water eroding a dam. Or maybe it was something else entirely. Rather than question it, he had learnt to simply deal with it.

Meditation was usually the way forwards. Silencing the mind and sharpening the senses. Forging and melding those chains once again. Link by link if he had to.

The Memorial park just seemed like an ideal place for it.

Inhaling tightly, Chuuya searched within himself. For where the monster resided. It was a deep, dark corner of somewhere quite unnamable, and Chuuya hadn’t missed its cold air across his face.

Arahabaki seemed aggressive, Chuuya thought, as he watched from the outside. Observed it like an animal in the petting zoo Dazai had been so adamantly keen on.

It was worse than usual, though. That much was definitely true. More active, scraping at him as if in retaliation.

Chuuya tried his best to seal it in. Repair the bonds. He really did. But he didn’t think, as he grounded himself back on earth, that he’d done a great job. He could still hear a snarl or a growl every now and then, if he listened really closely, coming from that undetectable prison.

Opening his eyes, Chuuya checked the time on his phone. It had only been a few minutes since his arrival, but he felt utterly wiped out. More than ready to go home and sleep it off. A sudden noise behind him crushed that plan like a mere pipe dream.

He acted without hesitation. Power surged through him, and he directed it towards a fallen branch, sitting amongst the undergrowth. Whipping around, he flung it at where the sound had come from. A figure darted away from the hurtling log, silhouette an inexplicable mesh of shapes, and into the circle of illumination of a nearby lamppost.

“Please calm down. I’m not a threat.”

Chuuya looked the man in front of him up and down.

Chuuya was someone who, by nature, was not often surprised. He had lived more different lives in more different places by fifteen than most people ever found the time to. He had met so many people- heroes, villains and everything in between- and seen so many scenes play out. Both moments of wonderful kindness, and atrocities that he could barely believe stained the records of history.

But, yeah, the vigilante in the park surprised him.

It was Arthur Rimbaud. Arthur f*cking Rimbaud.

The eternally wintery ensemble of a grey trench coat and striped scarf. The river of hair paired with frankly iconic earmuffs. There was no doubt about it. And Chuuya was astonished.

“Arthur Rimbaud?”

The aforementioned slouched in relief, seeming to believe that any danger had dissipated.

“It’s not often that people recognise me these days,” he mused, tone a little brittle. “Especially not young people.”

“I haven’t heard anything about you for years,” Chuuya replied. He sounded earnest to his own ears, and sealed his lips in distaste.

“One might argue that’s because I’m very good at my job,” he shrugged. “But really, it’s because I’m getting older.”

Barely ten years ago, Arthur Rimbaud had been the most active and capable vigilante in Tokyo. He had been skilled and just, daring to adventure where heroes never would, and challenging the tasks that others left to fester. Chuuya had been somewhat obsessed with him at a time- he was embarrassed to admit.

It was an old but well-loved story amongst the Sheep that Arthur Rimbaud had been their founder. Whether it was really true or not was another matter, but it hadn’t seemed that important at the time. He was their icon. Their role model to act in the glorious name of.

He remembered, briefly, hunching down over a library computer with Shirase, scrolling through blurry images. The first that had been in a high enough resolution to properly view was the one that stuck in his head most thoroughly. Arthur Rimbaud, perhaps a little more spritely and youthful, but certainly the same man that was now in front of him.

“What are you doing out here at night?” Arthur asked, moving towards him. He didn’t sound accusatory, just curious.

“I could ask you the same question.”

Arthur nodded, accepting the lack of an answer without follow up. He reached Chuuya’s side then, staring out to the city behind the trees with glazed eyes.

“I’ve been detecting a strange presence in this area lately. I’m trying to figure out what it could be.”

Chuuya nodded. He was glad not to be the only one feeling on edge.

It did register in his mind how strange the situation was. Here his childhood idol was, standing beside him and talking to him like they were old acquaintances. He wondered if he should ask whether Arthur had any connection to the Sheep or if it was all just a myth. Shirase certainly would have been begging to know.

He pushed the thought down. After all, the Sheep just weren’t his people anymore.

Arthur ploughed on, ignorant to his internal debate.

“I’m worried that it could be related to the attack on those UA students the other day.” He turned to Chuuya. “Have you heard about it? It’s all over the news.”

“I’ve more than heard about it,” Chuuya grumbled. A phantom pain travelled down his spine.

Arthur sent him a look of immense understanding. The wind swept through his locks, then, blowing strands into the air with thousands of rustling leaves.

“It pays to be careful,” Arthur recounted, simply. He seemed lost in thought, after that.

It felt like the end of the conversation. It probably was. But a part of Chuuya felt like he couldn’t leave it at that. Couldn’t let this opportunity slip. Couldn’t lose the man that he had, in many ways, modelled so much of his life after.

“Thank you,” he said, after a second. Arthur turned towards him. “Thank you for everything you’ve done. I could never really understand heroes, but I think that I can understand you.”

It didn’t mean anything, really. It was just a sequence of words that Chuuya had chosen to explain something. Or create something. Or maybe to end something. But he felt good after saying them. Clean. Even Arahabaki seemed to have calmed inside him.

“An odd predicament for a UA hero student,” Arthur said, smiling.

“I guess we can’t really justify our deepest desires,” Chuuya replied. The words tasted like honey on his lips. Fuller than he’d ever expected them to.

Arthur left shortly after, leaping into the night. Parting from familiar footsteps, Chuuya turned on his heel and walked away.

Dazai Osamu and the Two Strangers (Part 2)

M onday bought with it an undeniable underlying chaos. What with Eraserhead being wrapped head to toe in bandages (it felt like looking in the mirror), and the aftermath of the USJ incident on everyone’s minds, classes were encompassed in a slightly frantic atmosphere. Then, the announcement of the swiftly oncoming Sports Festival only served to heighten tensions. Aizawa explained how the Sports Festival eventually led to hero internships, and encouraged them each to train hard. It was all very sudden.

“The sports festival, huh?” Atsushi mumbled from his seat, leaning back dangerously close to the point of toppling.

Only Dazai’s own mismatched group of- well, friends and a couple of stragglers were left in the classroom at the beginning of lunch break. Midoriya was laughing as Atsushi dropped his head onto the table, defeated.

“Aren’t you looking forward to it?” He asked. “I want to show everyone what I can do.”

Midoriya’s relentless optimism was both disgusting and admirable, but Dazai did have to admit to a slight curiosity about the whole event.

“Same. Soon everyone will know that I can do very little indeed.”

With that, they filed out into the corridor. Dazai felt a gaze on his back as he did, but chose to ignore it. Todoroki Shouto, still at his desk in the classroom, was unreadable at the best of times. If he had chosen to stare at Dazai, there wasn’t much that could be done until he came out with the reason himself or stopped entirely.

“I’m super excited for it,” Uraraka said. “It’s an awesome chance to get our names out there amongst the big hero agencies. And it looks like so much fun on TV every year.”

Pushing his glasses further up his nose, Iida spoke from beside her.

“Apologies for asking so brazenly, but I’m curious to know, Uraraka-san. Why exactly do you want to be a hero?”

They were nearing the lunch hall, but the sudden inquisition stopped Uraraka in her tracks. She tugged at the sleeve of her jacket awkwardly as one by one, the others slowed in response. They looked back, questions written across their faces.

“Of course, there is absolutely no obligation to answer if you don’t wish to,” Iida rushed to rectify himself.

“No, I’m happy to answer.”

Appearing to steel herself, she took a deep breath and let a grin widen her mouth.

“I want to be a hero for the money.”

A moment of silence.

“T-the money?” A hint of uncertainty darkened Midoriya’s tone.

Honestly, Dazai applauded her for her answer. It was no secret that the top one hundred or so heroes lived in comfort. That much could be proven by the luxurious and sprawling estates of heroes like Endeavour and Best Jeanist. Money seemed like as good a motivating factor as any. Maybe even better than the blatant flinging around of lofty ideals such as ‘I want to help people’ or ‘I want to pursue justice.’

Uraraka sighed, looking a little disappointed. “My parents own a construction company, but business has been slow recently, what with quirks like Cementoss’s about. We’ve really been struggling. I want to become a hero and make lots of money, so that I can support them and let them retire without worrying about the costs.”

When she finished, she sounded fully resolved and committed to her dream. As Dazai glanced around at the others, he found that to some extent, her resolve had spread to each of them.

“That’s actually,” Atsushi began, “the best reason for becoming a hero that I’ve heard yet.”

Shocked by the reaction, Uraraka stared at him. A laugh sounded from somewhere within their group.

“I couldn’t agree more. To give back to one’s family is a truly noble goal.”

They continued their approach to the cafeteria in high spirits. It lit a spark of hope in Dazai’s heart to see that even the most hero-obsessed demographic in this society weren’t complete hypocrites.

The quiet tension that had been suffocating the class ever since the USJ incident was basically extinguished.

It was when All Might came up to them, requesting that Midoriya join him for lunch, that Dazai felt a sting of curiosity run up his spine.

Spinning out a half baked excuse, he strolled after the two, trying to emulate his usual casual demeanour.

They seemed to be heading towards the staff room, conversing in hushed tones that Dazai was unable to quite pick up on.

Watching All Might and Midoriya walk side by side was actually quite laughable. The somewhat clashing combination of gold and green, as well as the stark (to say the least) contrast in height and bulk. They made a funny pair. The ‘Midoriya is All Might’s son’ theory that Dazai had taken a liking to was looking less and less reasonable as time went on.

It was as All Might twisted the golden handle to the staff room that his cover was blown. It wasn’t even his own fault- not really. Because there, in the middle of the corridor with eyes fixed on his own, was Sakaguchi Ango.

“Dazai-kun?” Ango said, words ricocheting around the otherwise empty corridor noticeably.

Dazai winced.

Two pairs of eyes spun towards him. Green ones were lit in surprise, blue in something more akin to contemplation. He hurried to rectify the situation.

“Ango-kun, what a completely planned and totally expected meeting this is!”

He willed Ango to play along.

The other raised an eyebrow, but seemed to pick up on his unasked question.

“Indeed,” he sighed. He shot an annoyed glance at Dazai before turned to All Might, bowing apologetically.

“I’m sorry for interrupting your conversation. Dazai-kun and I were planning to meet here, but I didn’t notice him approaching, and was shocked to see him suddenly.”

Waving a hand, All Might smiled. His voice, however, sounded a little tight as he spoke. “Not a problem, young man.”

Midoriya was looking at the hero, seeming almost concerned.

“You see, after I kindly allowed Dazai-kun to stay in the library after closing hours, and even check out a book, I was disappointed to find that it is now overdue.”

Dazai chanced a look at Ango. He had initially been lying, smoothly, through his teeth. This was truthful, though. That sort of passive anger just couldn’t be faked.

“In the future, Young Dazai, please ensure that you respect the rules of the-”, All Might coughed into his hand, “library. A true hero should not burden others with their own downfalls.”

“Of course. Sorry, All Might,” Dazai chirped, as All Might and Midoriya hurriedly disappeared into the staff room.

Then it was just him and Ango. The latter was staring at the now firmly shut door to the staff room, concentrated. Dazai jogged over to him, whispering his next words into Ango’s ear.

“New theory. All Might is illiterate. Did you hear how disgusted he sounded when he said the word ‘library’?”

Ango choked on air.

“Did you just accuse the number one hero of being illiterate?”

They began to walk down the hall, side-by-side, back in the direction that Ango seemed to have come from. (Dazai wondered, briefly, where Ango had been going to. Only the staff offices and hero course classrooms were in this direction. He supposed that as Ango had just done him something of a favour, he wouldn’t ask. Although he had only needed a favour because Ango had put him in an awkward situation to begin with).

“You don’t become number one hero by reading books all day. You become number one hero by drinking a sh*t ton of protein shakes.”

“Obviously,” Ango deadpanned, shaking his head.

They kept walking, and the grey walls of the hallways began to merge into a familiar dark blue.

“Where are we going?” Dazai asked, although he was pretty sure he already knew the answer.

“I,” Ango emphasised, “am going to the library.”

“Guess that makes two of us,” Dazai replied, cheerily.

Entering the library for only the second time, Dazai followed Ango through the aisles. Perhaps surprisingly, Ango didn’t comment on it, and instead continued in his weaving towards the front desk.

“By the way, is the book seriously overdue already?”

“Yes. Please bring it back as soon as possible.”

“But it’s only been, like, four days.”

Ango turned to him, donning a slight smirk as he took a seat at his rolling chair.

“As the head student librarian, I decided that the borrowing system should be based on a meritocracy.” He glanced Dazai up and down. “I am yet to see your merit, so you don’t get extended ownership of the goods.”

Gasping, Dazai plonked himself down on the wooden desk, very narrowly avoiding toppling the computer.

“That’s just discrimination.”

Ango busied himself with the piles of books that had been left on various surfaces. He scanned each barcode carefully, and Dazai was briefly struck by the thought that Ango would make a very good full time librarian.

“Can’t you even read a book in four days? If not, you have even less merit than I thought.”

Dazai spluttered.

“I can! I just didn’t think I’d have to.”

That was when a familiar voice drifted past the cabinets, deep and resonant.

“Sakaguchi-kun, do you know if the sequel I ordered has arrived yet?”

Appearing from behind a row of books, Oda stopped short at the sight of the pair in front of him.

“Dazai-kun,” he said in way of greeting.

“Hi, Odasaku,” Dazai replied. His smile was genuine, he found, as he watched Oda approach the desk.

Even though they’d only met once before, Oda felt like an old friend. He supposed that feeling extended to Ango, too, an acquired taste though he was.

“I heard about the USJ incident on the news. Are you alright?”

Dazai almost laughed in response. It wasn’t often that people asked him something so simple. Something so off the bat with no ulterior motives.

“Oh, I’m great.”

When Oda’s eyes strayed to the scrape across his cheekbone from a shard of shattered glass, he just shrugged.

“You should’ve seen the other guy.”

Oda nodded slowly, leaning against the sturdy cabinet beside him. Ango appeared slightly uncomfortable; he refused to meet Dazai’s eyes, busily tapping at the computer keyboard. He had voiced his disdain towards hero students before, but Dazai felt that this time, it was Ango’s inherent awkwardness that made him seem a little cold. He decided, mercifully, not to mention it.

“Forget the USJ.” He sprawled out over the entire table, knocking a stack of books plain off. Ango protested loudly, and Dazai happily ignored him. “The sports festival is what it’s all about.”

“If you want to talk about the sports festival, you’ve probably chosen the worst audience in the school,” Ango said, wryly.

“Sounds like there’s a story somewhere in there,” Dazai prodded.

“Not really,” Ango said. “Your book hasn’t arrived just yet, Oda-san,” he added, as a side thought.

“Come on. You can’t just throw out such a cryptic statement and then pretend it never happened.”

Oda looked on from his spot, mildly amused. Ango scoffed in response.

“If you must know, I hate the sports festival. It’s a stupid publicity stunt aimed at keeping the attention of the fickle pro heroes and the fickle sponsors that pour money into this school like it’s worth nothing.”

Dazai whistled.

“Not to mention humiliating. I understand, to an extent, that this whole set up could- debatably- benefit the hero course pupils, but what about everyone else? Asking us normal students to run around like hooligans won’t achieve anything except pissing us all off.”

“Sakaguchi-kun doesn’t like the sports festival,” Oda supplied, helpfully.

Honestly, Dazai could see his point. Especially this year, directly following the USJ Incident (which could only have been the fault of UA’s lacking security), the Sports Festival was closer to a publicity stunt than it had ever been before. A desperate attempt to gain back support and show that UA was not a school to be trifled with.

His other argument was reasonable too. What exactly the general studies, business course and in some cases, support equipment students gained from the Sports Festival was yet to be seen. More likely than not, they were there to make the hero students look good in comparison. Maybe occasionally one would excel and create a nice underdog narrative for the school to capitalise on. To some extent, it amazed Dazai that no one else was willing to pick UA up on these things.

He felt a seed of respect blossom for Ango, then. Perhaps they were more alike than he had previously thought.

“And you, Odasaku? What do you think about this heartless, capitalist conspiracy?”

Ango mumbled something unintelligible under his breath, but had at least given up on his facade of working. Now his attention was clearly on the conversation at hand.

“I have no strong opinions on it,” he said. “Although I’d prefer not to have to fight, if possible.”

Dazai laughed. That was such an incredibly Oda response.

“Easy for you to say,” Ango groaned. “You could win the whole damn thing if you wanted to.”

Now that piqued Dazai’s interest. He pulled himself into a sitting position from his slouch over the table. But even after scrutinising him, Dazai couldn’t detect a hint of sarcasm in Ango’s words. It had just been a statement- pure and simple. A fact.

Dazai turned a pen he had found on the desk over between his fingers as he observed Oda’s reaction. There wasn’t much of one to observe, really. Just a slight shift in his stance, and a raising of the eyebrow.

“You overestimate me. I could probably pass the first few stages without too much trouble, but winning the UA sports festival is a pretty big deal. Especially in third year.”

“Did I accidentally befriend UA’s secret powerhouse?” Dazai joked.

Finally, Oda gave in to his silent pleas.

“My quirk is called Flawless,” he began. “It allows me to see five seconds into the future whenever I’m in danger, or in a high stakes situation.”

Nodding slowly, Dazai pondered over it for a moment. At first glance, Flawless didn’t sound like anything particularly groundbreaking. Time travel quirks were rare, but not as unusual as they had once been. And Flawless had a five second limit attached to it, making it quite a reactionary power.

Consider the implications, however, of fighting someone with such an ability, and Flawless appeared in a whole new light.

Spars are fast-paced and intense; that is the very nature of the things. Unless one was using a long, drawn out kind of strategy, no single action would take longer than five seconds to perform. This ultimately gave Oda a perfect understanding of any battle. With even a tenth of the martial arts training of his opponent, he could likely use Flawless to take down anyone.

“That quirk is…” Dazai trailed off.

“I know,” Ango concurred, propelling his spinning chair away from the desk with his legs. “Anyone else would have used it as a one way ticket to the hero course years ago.”

“I’m a pacifist,” Oda stated, simply.

That was when the bell rung, reminding Dazai that lessons did, in fact, exist and were, in fact, compulsory.

Dazai hopped up from the table, and the three began to make their way out of the library.

“Funny that ‘pacifist’ contains the word ‘fist’.”

His friends laughed, at that, and Dazai couldn’t even find it within himself to be disappointed at missing lunch.

Those Who Are Watching

In the case of Mori Ougai:

T he sun was shining in Yokohama on the opening day of the UA Sports Festival. Its rays reflected off gleaming windows and glass towers, creating gorgeous patterns and broken rainbows of colour.

It was almost a shame, Mori thought, that the city looked so divine when, for the first time in months, he was venturing out of it.

Sliding into the plush leather seat of his car, Mori let one of his men shut the door behind him. Kouyou was already seated, elegantly, beside him. She was nursing a cup of tea. Not a drop spilled over the side as the car rumbled to life, the driver smoothly pulling out into the road.

“You must be excited to see your protégé in action,” Kouyou said, almost bitterly, before taking a sip of her steaming beverage. A silk kimono fanned out over legs.

“And you as well. Chuuya-kun has been flourishing under your care.”

Kouyou frowned a little, at that.

“Remind me why exactly we’re travelling into Tokyo for this. Risking not only ourselves, but the covers of these very so-called ‘protégés’?”

Mori laughed. “I take actions that I pertain will contribute to our triumph. And I believe that meeting this old acquaintance of mine may be the difference between victory and defeat.”

In the case of Shigaraki Tomura:

T he television was staticky again. And no matter how much Kurogiri adjusted the antenna, it wasn’t making any difference.

“Perhaps I could try?” Akutagawa offered, expression neutral.

“No, you could not try. You’re the reason we don’t have a f*cking flatscreen anymore,” Shigaraki replied, bitterly.

The last time Akutagawa had attempted to fix the television, he had only succeeded in proving that he had absolutely no understanding of modern technology. And that was a kind way of putting it. He had just blasted a hole through the thing with his stupid coat and then stood looking vaguely proud of himself.

Back then, they’d had a sleek, flatscreen TV set up on the wall above the bar. Now they were stuck with this eighteenth century looking relic.

Finally, with a delicate shake, the monitor jolted into life. The broadcast was already well into the pre-festival adverts; a grinning little boy holding an All Might action figure flickered across the screen.

“Glad to see we didn’t miss anything important,” Shigaraki grumbled. He took a sip of the apple juice Kurogiri had served him (in a shot glass).

“It seems not,” Kurogiri agreed, although he appeared to have taken quite an interest in the shampoo advertisem*nt playing on the screen.

It was a few minutes later that the actual show began, and Shigaraki was suddenly confronted with the opening scenes of the first year UA Sports Festival. He leant against the bar, eyes narrowed as he watched the broadcast flash through various pixelated images.

“These two f*ckers that you’re so obsessed with better blow my mind, Kurogiri,” he said. “Sensei won’t be happy if you were found out by a couple of blazing idiots.”

“You will understand when you see them, Shigaraki Tomura,” Kurogiri replied, casually, as he wiped down the surface of the bar. “They remind me of him in some ways; they are different from the rest.”

In the case of f*ckuzawa Yukichi:

T he air at UA was fresh. Clean- for the city- and rejuvenating. f*ckuzawa wasn’t generally someone who believed in any superstitions, but the crisp wind made him feel positive, nonetheless.

The UA Sports Festival was a significant date on the communal wall calendar in the break room at the Armed Detective Agency. For most of his subordinates, this was because it provided a company-paid opportunity to sightsee in central Tokyo. For f*ckuzawa, it was the only time he could reach outside of Yokohama in his recruitment efforts. UA’s internship program was popular amongst all heroics agencies, and his own was no exception. Plus, his attempts at increasing the agency’s numbers within Yokohama had not been fruitful.

He came to a stop in front of the imposing form of the sports arena. It was an Olympic-sized monster, casting a dark shadow over the crowded entranceway.

“UA, huh?” Yosano breathed out. “How nostalgic.”

“You say that every year,” Ranpo laughed. He was never all that interested in the proceedings of the Sports Festival, and usually had to be bribed with sweets to sit through the whole thing. f*ckuzawa kept him close at hand anyway. One never knows when something important may be churning away under the surface. A level at which only the agency’s top detective could see.

“It’s huge,” Tanizaki gasped, in awe. f*ckuzawa supposed it was a fair reaction for a child from the local public school, which was not nearly as extravagant as any capital city institution. Let alone the prestigious UA, of all places.

He had opted to leave Kunikida in charge of the agency and its remaining members back home.

A part of him did regret this decision. After all, things simply seemed to run smoother with Kunikida around. He was something of a grounding presence, compared to the other members. This group in particular (with the exception of Tanizaki, who just looked happy to be here) could be a miraculous or dangerous mix.

f*ckuzawa sighed. Too late to turn back now.

“My only order for you all is to search through what will surely be a wonderful pool of talent for those who best suit our agency and values. These may not be the obvious choices, but they will certainly be there.”

He approached the looming doors of the arena.

“Let’s go.”

In the case of Arthur Rimbaud:

I t was an old shop, out of place on the modern highway it resided in. One of those places that never seemed to have any customers, but had effortlessly stood the test of time against all the odds.

Peering through a stained window, Arthur could make out a row of televisions. They were playing a variety of channels- one showed home cooking, and another an action movie. But Arthur had his eyes fixed on the screen in the centre of the display. It was, after all, playing the only show worth watching at this time of year.

The UA Sports Festival was a little bittersweet for Arthur. At times, he detested the hero world with such an intensity that it felt like a physical ache; he bathed in the knowledge that he had always stayed far away from it. But at other times, a little twinge of regret would well up inside him. Like a single drop of blood from the prick of a needle. It was a sort of greed and longing that he could never truly repress.

Hoping to catch a glimpse of the distinctive red hair from that night in the park, Arthur continued to watch as the introductory announcements played. Unfortunately, it didn’t look like they’d be getting to the sports anytime soon. He began to slink away from the shopfront, disappointed.

A flash of colour caught his eye on one of the monitors, and he paused. The offending video was showing the news channel. An image, blurry to the point of unrecognisable, took up most of the screen, and a headline ran underneath in a vivid blue.

Vigilante Turned Villain: Stain the Hero Killer Sighted in Tokyo.

Arthur let out a breathy laugh. Between Stain the Hero Killer and the League of Villains, the world really had become a dangerous place.

Notes:

ADA fact file for reference (sorry for f*cking with the ages):
f*ckuzawa & Yosano remain at their canon ages (Yosano is an old UA graduate).
Ranpo is 20 (has been working at the ADA for years).
Kunikida is 18 (just finished his last year of school somewhere or other).
Tanizaki is 15 (intern at the ADA from a local high school in Yokohama).
Kenji remains at his cannon age (and is still living that farm boy lifestyle).

Edited 20/03/24 for copious errors. Why is no one telling me my writing is fraught with mistakes? I’m holding you all personally responsible.

Chapter 6: The Sports Festival: Round One

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Some situations call for a certain level of casual detachment.”

The scalpel was a slick crimson in his hand. He spun it on one finger as if handling a child’s toy and not a murder weapon.

“A detachment I believe that you alone possess.”

Bed sheets that were once pure as snow became bloodied. A low gargling started up in the dead man’s throat. Seconds later, all sound had ceased.

“Spare me the flattery,” he yawned. “You needed a short term accomplice, and I have an expiry date. Who better than the kid who wants to kill himself?”

Mori smiled. It was truly a wicked thing. More so than anything Dazai had ever witnessed before.

“Perhaps. But if you were to consider the situation in another way, you are my most indispensable ally. In an organisation such as this one, people will pounce at the chance to grab power the second an opening makes itself clear. You are my sole witness. The gates of heaven that will hold back floods of cynics.”

Sighing, Dazai folded his arms. Mori’s mind games were too convoluted for him to bother sifting through. Instead, he stared at the doctor and the corpse before him.

“What exactly do you aim to achieve with all this, Mori-san? The Port Mafia is yours. What are you going to do with it?”

“If you’re asking for some grand plans, you’re going to be wildly disappointed,” Mori laughed. “I have no concern for either heroes or villains. I have no desire to protect or revolt against this society. All that matters to me lives in this city.”

He rose from his stool, slowly. His white, unmarred doctor’s coat fanned out behind him as he turned towards the door.

“The rest of the world can burn.”

When Mori left the room to claim his winnings, Dazai set his gaze upon the haggard old man in the bed. The shell of a human that had been left behind. The former boss had never exactly been larger than life, but he had been their leader, once. Dazai’s leader. And something else, too.

Now he was dead, and Dazai wondered if he would be better for it.

Nakahara Chuuya and the Opening Ceremony

U A sometimes felt less like a school and more like a self-contained city. This was one of those times. The main sports arena alone was host to an entire structure of underground rooms and passages, and sets of double doors spilled out onto the surrounding fields. Although at present, they were kept tightly locked.

Chuuya and the rest of class 1A were waiting in a spacious room just off the huge field on which the opening ceremony would begin. Announcements by the teachers were already blaring over an extensive sound system. Chatter and the thumping of people approaching their seats were insistent, and barely muffled by the walls.

In a way, Chuuya was thankful for the noise. Without it, their waiting room would have been deafeningly silent.

Some of his classmates were anxious, others anticipating. They all seemed hyper aware, Chuuya noticed, of the reputation that their class had come to acquire. What with not only their own increased experience with real villains, but also the public’s knowledge of this. Usually, the first year Sports Festival was far less attended than the second and third years’. This time, the gap had narrowed massively. People were interested in them. Invested in them. People expected them to do well.

He couldn’t forget the events of just a few days prior. Students from all across the first year (from hero class 1B, to a couple of stray general studies kids) had crowded around outside their classroom door. Perhaps to psyche them out, or perhaps simply to take their own readings. Either way, it had really drummed the message into his classmates’ heads:


There was a
difference between them and their contemporaries.


They had fought real villains, and more importantly, lived to tell the tale. But what might have felt like something of an advantage before was becoming more like an unnecessary weight on their shoulders as the days ticked by.

If you’d asked Chuuya to bet on who would muster up the courage to break the silence first, he might have had to ponder over it.

It certainly wouldn’t be him- that much he could say for certain. He was lounging on a comfortable recliner in a corner of the room, sipping strawberry juice from a carton. That was, perhaps, his favourite thing about this whole situation: the vending machine.

Wasn’t looking like it would be Dazai, either, though he was usually a safe choice for these things. Midoriya had his head in a book. Even Bakugou was staring at his own hands, distracted, instead of blowing up all slightly flammable objects in the vicinity.

“Bakugou-kun, Nakahara-kun.”

It took Chuuya a moment to recognise the voice. A low, smooth timbre that he barely remembered hearing since the beginning of school. Swivelling in his chair, he turned to scan for the cause. And found it pretty immediately.

Todoroki Shouto was standing right in the centre of the room. His distinctive (and yes, slightly ridiculous) hair was like a beacon of light in a thunderstorm. Chuuya briefly wondered if he’d ever been invited on any stealth missions by his hotshot father; if not, he understood why.

“f*cking what?” Bakugou snapped in reply. He had calmed down considerably since the start of term, and it became especially noticeable when he used his words rather than his fists.

Acting as if he hadn’t heard Bakugou at all, Todoroki continued. “And everyone else as well,” he said, raising his voice slightly while sending an array of pointed glares around the room. “I have no plans to hold back just because you’re my classmates. I will beat all of you, with only the power of my right side.”

Kaminari leaned over from his perch next to Chuuya.

“So he kind of is holding back? He just wants us to know that it’s not for our sakes.”

“Please don’t harbour any resentment against me following the festival. That is all.”

Then, Todoroki turned towards the doorway and walked out into the corridor. There was something rather moving about the scene. A single figure emerging from the silence, alone. From this angle, Todoroki really did seem like the hero who could win the whole thing.

Whispering again, Kaminari continued: “he just pulled the ‘don’t hate me ‘cos you ain’t me’ card.”

Chuuya choked on his juice carton, very subtly. Bakugou was less subtle, in that lovable way of his.

“That arrogant f*cking- let me at him!”

He thrashed around in the hardened grasp of Kirishima, who only appeared mildly unimpressed.

“That was quite the declaration of war,” Dazai said, coyly, from across the room. His next words were thrown into open air, undirected and without a target. Still, Chuuya somehow felt that they had been meant for him and him alone.

“I wonder how you’ll respond to it.”

Dazai wasn’t the only one. Chuuya himself had felt somewhat disturbed by the words- not because he was particularly worried. If anything, he felt excited by a challenge from a potentially worthy adversary. But mere moments ago, Chuuya had been the proud owner of a game plan. A method that would place him perfectly among his classmates. High enough for them not to question it, but low enough to blend in amongst the masses of hero students. The last thing he needed was for an interested party to dig into his background. Mori’s instructions had made that clear.

Still, Chuuya was nothing if not yearning for a fight. The God of Calamity’s shouts resonated through his body to his very core, no matter how definitively he liked to ignore them. So the offer of a duel was tempting. Something to dwell over, certainly.

The fact that Todoroki thought he could face Chuuya in combat- withholding his more plainly destructive powers, at that- was either very stupid or incredibly thrilling.

“I’m going to take that Elsa bitch down a couple of notches,” Bakugou mumbled. He had calmed down a little since Todoroki’s departure, but a palpable rage still burned under his skin.

It wasn’t long afterwards that Midnight entered the room, leather catsuit on and dangerous smile at the ready. She herded them out of the safety of the waiting room and into a long, dingy tunnel. Todoroki was already stationed there, propped up against a curving wall.

Small but blinding, a glint of light shone at the end of the path. They approached it in near silence.

Midnight paused in front of them, the bright light from outside painting her in blackness. She remained an almost ethereal silhouette against the surreal atmosphere engulfing them.

“Are you ready?”

There was only one answer.

And then they were out. Chuuya had to squint against the harsh rays of the sun, at first. He held an arm over his eyes, baggy fabric of the UA issued sports kit blocking the glare. That was when the cheering started- so loud it was deafening. It resounded through his skull with jerking vibrations, even drowning out the welcoming shouts of Present Mic over the speakers.

“This is insane,” Kirishima murmured from beside him. Mina could only nod her head dumbly, speechless for once.

Every seat was filled with spectators, all of them staring out into the pitch. Other first year students from various classes were channelling in as well, but Chuuya noticed that the cameras were vehemently fixed on class 1A. He wondered who was watching now. His colleagues in the Port Mafia? The pro heroes of the world? Maybe even his old comrades in the Sheep.

He couldn’t quite erase that last thought from his mind, even as the roar from the audience began to die down and Midnight took to a haphazardly constructed stage. Those memories: Yuan gushing about heroes in the alley, Shirase gazing adoringly at pictures of a vigilante, reading action stories to the younger kids and training the older ones for battle. Even in Yokohama, a city that had thoroughly rejected quirk culture and its consequences, there were simple moments like these. Ones that reflected humanity’s soul-deep need for the triumph of good over evil. To be here, to be part of it all. To be on the other side.

Maybe it was just the clear enthusiasm of the onlookers, but Chuuya felt pride claw its way up his throat like something about to bloom.

For a split second, maybe two, Chuuya let himself wonder. Let himself dream of what kind of life he could have led.

Dream of the people he could have saved. Of the way that his fans would have looked at him- adoring and humbled.

This was something, a small part of Chuuya was screaming, that he did not want to lose.

Taking a deep breath, Chuuya steeled himself. He looked back up to where Midnight was giving an overview of the festival.

“Have you got a script, Chuuya-kun?”

That was Kirishima again, speaking in hushed tones.

“A script?”

“For your speech.”

“For my speech?

“Jesus Christ is there an echo in here or something?” Bakugo grumbled from behind them. He raked a hand through his hair, sighing. “You came top in the entrance exam, dumbass. You have to give the stupid first year address.”

Chuuya blanked. Beating up a smoky entity with a superiority complex was one thing, but talking in front of literally the entire pro hero world. That was a whole other story. And it made Chuuya feel vaguely sick.

Mina must have seen the look on his face, because she punched his side, gently.

“Don’t look so nervous, Mr. Just-call-me-Chuuya. You’re going to ad-lib the living sh*t out of this speech.”

Nodding, Chuuya tried to loosen the grim expression that was pasted on his face. The ‘your son has just fallen into heavy gambling debt and bankruptcy’ face.

“Thanks for that, Miss Just-call-me-Mina. I said call me Mina. Call me Mina or I’ll acidify you.”

Scowling, Mina punched him again. Harder.

“Why did no one tell me this, though?” he groaned. And then quieter, “my hair looks a fright.”

At that moment, he locked eyes with Dazai, who was standing further forward in the crowd. His eyes were glistening with mischief, and Chuuya knew immediately and without a trace of doubt, that the bastard had, as usual, been the cause of all his issues. f*cking Dazai.

“I think I’ve been blabbering on for long enough,” Midnight’s strong voice slashed through his thoughts like a knife. “For the final event of the opening ceremony, we’ll be hearing an address from the class 1A hero student who scored highest in the entrance exam. Please give it up for Nakahara Chuuya.”

The crowd bounded to life, clapping wildly at the call of his name. Familiar voices and well-wishes from his classmates were similarly raucous. That was any desperate hope at clinging to his anonymity gone then. A pathway formed through the crowd of students, and he began making his way through it, almost hazily. The back of his throat felt dry and sandy.

“Good luck,” Yaoyorozu said as he passed her. He tried to fix a smile onto his face in reply.

When he reached the stage, the clatter from the audience quietened. Gradually, an encompassing silence filled the arena. Everyone, every camera, was focused on him. Waiting for what the best of the elite class 1A would have to say. Were they expecting a typical vow to try one’s hardest? Or a competitive stance? The first push for a win?

Even if they were expecting such things, what they really wanted eluded Chuuya. He had no clue what people were searching for within their heroes. Whether they anticipated a spark of inspiration, or a steady reliability. There was, Chuuya concluded, no way for him to give the address that the crowd was waiting with bated breath for.

Again, his eyes were magnetised to Dazai’s in the group of students before him. There was still that undeniable shimmer of mischief, but it had been joined by something else. A kind of a open curiosity. It made the other look almost childlike. He thought back to Dazai’s words in the waiting room- I wonder how you’ll respond to it - and supposed that they could refer to more than just Todoroki’s arbitrary declarations. Chuuya was being given the chance to truly and outwardly express himself. Even harbouring the secret of his own identity, and in this twisted, dishonest situation. This was a moment in which he could respond in a way that felt important and sincere.

He thought of the eyes of the Sheep on him from somewhere far, far away. Thought about what exactly he wanted to show them of himself. Thought of Arthur and of All Might and of all the other pro heroes that had ever meant anything to him. He thought of the God inside him.

Turning his attention to the spectators in the arena, Chuuya felt a sudden coldness crawl up his spine. A certain occupied seat seemed to sing out to him. It was identical to all the other ones around it, bar the man settled there. Chuuya met pale, frosty eyes with his own. What exactly Mori Ougai was doing in the UA stands, Chuuya couldn’t say. His very presence was an anomaly. A stain on the squeaky clean visage of the event. He averted his gaze, quickly. Now wasn’t the time to think about Mori.

Kouyou was sat next to him, the picture of grace, and Chuuya felt himself relax instantly. She looked like she wanted him to say something, he thought. She looked like she was willing him on.

And then, of course, there was Dazai. There was meeting the expectations that his partner had so clearly laid out between them, no holds barred. Soukoku was a relationship based off of moments like these, he supposed. He picked up the microphone.

“My name is-” he cleared his throat. “My name is Nakahara Chuuya, and I got first place in the UA entrance exam this year. Not by doing anything particularly smart or skilful, and certainly not by saving anyone,” he said, laughing slightly.

The audience seemed a little bemused, but they weren’t actively booing yet. So Chuuya continued.

“I came in first place- well, drew, in fact- because I have a strong, flashy quirk that’sreally great for meaningless destruction. Which is pretty much what the entrance exam entailed.”

A couple of mutters passed through the rows of onlookers.

“Heroics is all about people. It came about because of our desire to help people, to save people from all sorts of things. Anything, really. It was never invented; it just evolved. It’s so innate: heroism. And it’s not just about crushing robots using fancy abilities. Although that’s pretty important, too.”

A few laughs.

“What I’m trying to say is, I may have placed first in the entrance exam, but that doesn’t prove anything about what kind of a hero I am. During this sports festival, I think we’ll all do our best to fight with everything we have. Whoever comes out on top after that- they’ll be the true hero.”

He looked into the eyes of the students in front of him. All steely and determined.

“I’ll show you the limits of my power. I expect the same treatment in return.”

Slowly, Chuuya lowered the microphone back into its stand. It had become warm in his grip. He walked to the stairs of the stage in utter silence. His whole body felt shaky, tension entrapped every limb. That… that had been something.

Then, someone started clapping. Just one person, from way up in the stalls somewhere. And they were joined by another person. And another. A scattering of applause could be heard in the arena. Next, someone whistled, and then all hell broke loose. A standing ovation. Cheers and yells in a show of unity. For what? Heroism? UA? Him? He didn’t know. But it felt good.A kaleidoscopic experience.

He thought back to his words all those years ago and realised that yeah, he didn’t want to lose this.

“Where the hell did you pull out that motivational speaking ability from?”

“That was super manly, dude!”

Classmates were congratulating him from all sides. And he felt a laugh bubble up in his throat.

“Probably best that I didn’t give that sh*tty speech,” Bakugou proclaimed from his left. “I would have just told all these extras that I’ll win the whole f*cking thing and left it at that.”

“That wouldn’t have gone down well,” Sero chuckled, although he looked slightly sickened by the thought.

Midnight continued talking, after that. Introducing a four kilometre obstacle race in the name of a preliminary round. Chuuya tried to listen, he really did, but his senses were still ramped up to the maximum following his pledge. Perhaps that was why he could feel a pair of eyes pinned on him. Even from dozens of metres away.

Mori was watching him, more contemplatively than anything else. Suddenly, Chuuya felt a twinge of regret eat at him. At the time, his speech had felt sincere on his tongue. Meaningful, somehow. But now he looked at himself from an outside perspective. Really, the whole thing just looked like a big ‘f*ck you’ to his boss. Great. That’s exactly what he needed.

The moment was over when the starting signal sounded. A sea of navy uniforms gushed past him, and Chuuya prepared himself.

With no time for second thoughts, the UA Sports Festival had begun.

Dazai Osamu and the Obstacle Race

T he moment that the smoke signal was launched up into the sky and an accompanying klaxon rung out, Dazai ran. He assumed a comfortable pace amongst crowds of students, and was funnelled down a narrow tunnel, not dissimilar to the one they had used to enter the main arena.

“And they’re off! I wonder how this pack of students will spread out when they emerge from the tunnel. Any favourites, Eraserhead?”

Following the endlessly energetic commentating of Present Mic, Dazai’s own teacher sounded even more exhausted than usual.

“It’s too early to tell.”

Qualifying for the next round was a must. But taking first place would simply be unnecessary. Dazai needed to find the boundary between expectation and over achievement, and sit perfectly atop of it. So nothing too difficult, then.

He probably needed to stay within the top twenty to solidify his chance at qualifying, he calculated, and subsequently sped up his pace minutely. Uraraka was running next to him, and she sent him a quick wink.

“Bet I’ll beat you, Dazai-kun,” she laughed, grinning.

“Yeah bet you will, gorgeous.”

She groaned. “You take all the fun out of winning.”

Only another few seconds passed before the ground was shaking under him. Something sharp and hard shot along the concrete- ice, he realised, looking down. Uraraka was up in the air in a flash, floating over the slippery sheets of ice like they were simple puddles and not huge slipping hazards. Seriously, someone should get some space heaters in here.

“See you round, handsome!” And off she floated.

Dazai sighed, trying to keep up his pace. That failed immediately. His leg flew out from under him, and he fell on the floor. Ice was- he noted- very cold and very painful when you were flung onto it. Generally unpleasant, kind of like Todoroki’s personality thus far. Because really, who else could have been the cause?

(He wished, not for the first time, that his quirk could nullify the physical products of other’s abilities too. Oh what he would give to make that dream a reality).

“Todoroki Shouto has taken an early lead,” Present Mic confirmed, “with that massive display of power. He’s wiped a couple of contenders out, but a healthy number are still right on his tail. Coming up in in second is Nakahara Chuuya, who’s bypassed the icy ground completely using his gravity manipulation.”

He scrambled up, keeping a hand against the wall as he went. God, Mori was never going to let him forget this. He could only hope that Chuuya didn't watch the festival back, or he’d be even more insufferable.

With the end of the tunnel came the end of the impromptu skating rink. Dazai had never been happier to see solid tarmac below him.

“And the front runners are approaching the second obstacle. Robots! Let’s see how they handle this one.”

He kept running, admiring the open fields that spanned out around him. UA was one big place.

“Todoroki-kun has dispatched of the first robot with ease. Looks like he’s used the carcass as a barrier to temporarily block other students. What a competitive spirit he has.”

That was a nice way to put it.

“Nakahara-kun has no trouble getting around that blockage, though. Bakugou Katsuki is steaming right through as well. A whole group of students are fighting tooth and nail.”

Distantly, Dazai heard what sounded like a gunshot. Or something even more powerful and resonant: a cannon?

Smoke was beginning to swirl at the edges of his vision, and the occasional piece of debris littered the side of the path.

“Yaoyorozu Momo has disposed of the last of the robots with her incredible quirk. Your students are really dominating this round, Eraserhead.”

A cross between a superior snort and a huff of laughter echoed around the arena.

“Well, of course.”

Dazai glanced around. He was currently stuck in a mass of students that he didn’t know. They were weaving between the fallen corpses of giant robots. Blasted to bits though they were, Dazai recognised them as the very same giants he had fought during the entrance exam. He could only thank the stars above that Yaoyorozu had dealt with them already, because he had no desire for a second face off.

A part of him was a little worried about his position; he must have been running at around the top quarter placement. Ahead of all the general studies and business kids, but at the back of the hero course runners. He had never been the most athletic, but being affiliated with the mafia meant that he could pull out some physical ability when necessary.

Speeding up, he tensed the muscles in his calves. Pumped his arms faster. He wove and ducked past tiring competitors in his approach to the next obstacle.

He could see the crowds of people ahead of him. Which was a good sign in that he was catching up, and a bad one in that something was causing them all a lot of trouble.

“Todoroki-kun has cleared The Fall, but his lead has all but disappeared. After a short squabble with Bakugou-kun, Nakahara-kun is soaring past our tightropes and has also reached the final obstacle.”

Dazai scowled. It felt like this whole course was devised with Chuuya’s strengths in mind. Few and far between though they were.

“Talking of Bakugo-kun, he’s hot on Nakahara-kun’s heels, using his explosions to propel himself over the canyon! Not to mention a thrilling presentation of talent from one of our support students.”

Dazai ground to a halt as he reached a steep drop. More of his own classmates could be seen now, carefully making their way along fragile lengths of rope.

He spotted Atsushi a few metres away in human form. He looked like he was ready to cross, but nerves were getting the better of him. A reluctant foot was extended towards the too-narrow twine.

Then, an idea popped into Dazai’s head.

“Atsushi-kun,” he called over the general calamity.

“Dazai-san?”

The aforementioned jogged over to where Atsushi was watching him, somewhere between confused and relived.

“Do you trust me?”

“Yes.” Atsushi replied firmly and without hesitation. Dazai didn’t let himself linger on that. He smiled.

“Then I need your claws.”

“An intense brawl is going on in the Land Mine Field. Todoroki-kun, Nakahara-kun and Bakugou-kun are all caught up in the battle for first place! Who’s going to come out on top? What a display of passion! Doesn’t this make you miss the burning fires of youth, Eraserhead?”

“No.”

“So negative. They’re only a third of the way up the field, but-”

Present Mic cut himself off, startled.

“What’s this? There’s a bit of a commotion going on only a little further back at The Fall.”

“Is that…” Eraserhead trailed off. Then an expression of unadulterated fatigue contorted his features.

“W-was fighting wild animals part of the obstacle course?” Present Mic cried.

“That’s just my student, Nakajima Atsushi, using his tiger transformation quirk. He seems to be cutting the tightrope,” Eraserhead narrated dutifully. He narrowed his eyes at the monitor in front of him as it zoomed in on the white beast.

“Even though he hasn’t crossed it himself yet? I understand that as a sabotage tactic to stop others from getting across, but this seems rather self destructive.”

Eraserhead stayed silent.

He watched as the final fibres holding the rope together gave way. It began to swing, detached from its hold, but was grabbed firmly by another student.

“It looks like Dazai Osamu is also involved in this mystery plan,” Present Mic continued, always one for building up the dramatics.

The cameras cut away to the front pack. The fight for first place was still raging on as his students reached the half way point on the field of land mines. Slightly obscured due to countless smoky explosions, the scene had devolved into pure chaos.

When the visuals returned to The Fall, Eraserhead could only shake his head (hurt though it did due to the injuries he sustained during the USJ Incident). Present Mic, on the other hand, seemed delighted.

“They’re swinging! Nakajima-kun and Dazai-kun are holding onto the rope for dear life as they swing across the cavern. A bit of a rough landing, but they’re over the side of the cliff and have sped onto the last trial.”

The feeling of flying through the air was a good one, Dazai thought. He understood why Chuuya was so obsessed with it.

Although having a were tiger hanging onto you like a very insistent piece of clingfilm and screaming the whole time took away from the joy slightly.

Leaving Atsushi to recover by their makeshift vehicle, Dazai turned towards the site of the final obstacle.

Already, the field was muddied and partially hidden by clouds of smoke. As well as the vague shape of the front pack, several other figures were picking their way past the mines in an intricate step sequence. One silhouette intrigued him greatly, and he felt his legs pull him over to a mop of green hair. Midoriya Izuku was digging.

“Is this really the time for gardening, Midoriya-kun?”

“No silly competition is more important than my hydrangeas,” Midoriya joked, but didn’t look up from his work. He was deadly focused on his task- collecting all the land mines in the area and piling them up. When Dazai caught sight of the other’s metal shield, he felt he had a good grasp on Midoriya’s plan.

In all honesty, such an explosion was not something he wanted to get caught up in. He stepped back a bit, more than content with watching the fallout.

“Todoroki-kun, Nakahara-kun and Bakugou-kun seem to have stalled in the centre of the field! I can’t even begin to guess who’s going to emerge from their battle victorious. Can you, Eraserhead?”

“Whoever it is may have won the battle, but perhaps they should look behind them if they want to win the war.”

And that was all the queue Midoriya needed.

With a ginormous bang, he thrust his metal plate against the mountain of bombs he had so carefully prepared. With a physical shockwave, they exploded. The board was flung into the sky, and Midoriya was sent rocketing over the field of mines. He was just a blur over the heads of the fighting students.

Dazai stood back, watching with thinly veiled interest. The plan itself was majestic, and Midoriya had executed it wonderfully. He gave his friend an internal round of applause, before beginning to pick his own way through the field. Other students were starting to catch up.

“Midoriya Izuku has come out of nowhere and sailed into the lead!” Present Mic was practically out of breath. Anyone would think he had been running the obstacle course. “But can he keep it? The others have prematurely stopped their brawl to catch up with Midoriya-kun! Can they run fast enough?”

As Dazai dodged past clearly tampered with patches of earth (he was a member of the Port Mafia, of course he had seen a hidden bomb before), he caught a glimpse of all-too-familiar strands of red.

Chuuya. He was sprinting like his life depended on it, gaining ground on Midoriya’s metal contraption.

Gritting his teeth, Dazai sped up. Finally, when he was within touching distance, he stretched his hand towards Chuuya’s elbow as it swung back. They made contact. The blue shimmer of No Longer Human merged with the smoke around them, forming a plethora of beautiful patterns.

Chuuya stumbled forwards momentarily, shocked by the loss of his quirk, but caught himself. Then he turned to Dazai, frown pulling at his lips. Already regaining his stride. Dazai only tightened his grip.

“What the f*ck, Dazai? I don’t have time for some sick game right now,” he spat out.

And yeah, maybe that touched a nerve a little bit (playing games with people was so disgustingly Mori, after all) but Chuuya had always been competitive. Dazai had expected some form of backlash. He was prepared for it, too. This was a necessity, whether Chuuya understood that or not.

He heard more announcements faintly in the background as he opened his mouth to reply.

“It looks like Midoriya-kun has hit another land mine to increase his momentum. He’s stopped the other competitors in their tracks, and is now dashing towards the finish line!”

He focused back in.

“So fast, Chuuya. Too fast, in fact. What did we say about coming in first?”

Chuuya at least had the decency to look a little guilty. But it was obvious that his sights were still set on the finish line. His gaze kept flickering back towards it.

Heaving a sigh, Dazai dropped his hand. Chuuya’s eyebrows shot up at the gesture, disbelieving.

“Fine. If it’ll make you happy, then run for it like the dog that you are.”

And Chuuya was off, a smile gracing his lips. Dazai wasn’t sure why- the delay had definitely kept him out of first place. He did feel a little mean, but some things just needed to be done. The entire pro hero world had their eyes on the UA Sports Festival; making too much of a splash could only spell trouble. And it was bad enough that Chuuya had given the opening pledge.

With a little digging and some well-selected informants, their identities could be exposed in seconds. Being Port Mafia in Yokohama was one thing, but venturing out of the city held a very different set of consequences. And maybe Dazai had never been one for the whole ‘carpe diem’ lifestyle, but he certainly didn’t want to rot in a jail cell for the next twenty years.

“Now for a thirty metre sprint. They’re neck and neck with only a few steps left!”

Out of the tunnel opposite the entrance, a figure emerged. The sun was glaring down with such enthusiasm that at first, the audience couldn’t quite place who it was. They collectively tipped forwards to the edge of their seats.

The boy looked up, then. He beamed, like this was the best thing in the world. Maybe to him, it was. The applause was thunderous.

“The winner of the preliminary round is Midoriya Izuku!” Present Mic positively yelled the words into his microphone.

Midoriya was joined only moments later.

“Taking second is the unruffled Todoroki Shouto. In third is Bakugou Katsuki, but he doesn’t look too happy about it,” Present Mic drastically understated.

“Next up is Nakahara Chuuya.”

Dazai jogged the final stretch, letting students overtake him as they ran in a thin steam.

By the time he exited the mouth of the tunnel, Present Mic had all but given up announcing each individual name and was leaving the placements up to the huge screens above a section of the stands.

His own name was plastered diligently beside ‘16’. He had halfheartedly skimmed through recordings of the previous Sports Festivals in what had proved to be a much easier hunt for information than his attempts for the entrance exam. Only a sixth of students qualifying for the competition from the preliminary round had been the limiting value, and even that had sparked some online debate. Not even the entire hero faction progressing to the next stage had just seemed downright unfair; the other students had no chance. Finishing inside the top twenty was all he needed.

Wondering through the crowd of students that was beginning to form on the field, Dazai glanced around for familiar faces. There was, of course, Midoriya. He was the centre of everyone’s attention, and dusted in red as he accepted gushing compliments. All Might’s beam, Dazai couldn’t help but notice, appeared to be even more radiant than usual.

If Midoriya was a glowing spot of happiness, then Todoroki was quite the opposite. Something of a rain cloud amongst the festivities, even with his nearly flawless performance.

Chuuya was chatting to his friends in a group, all of them ignoring Bakugou’s face as it burned with anger.

There were a couple of people he didn’t know well scattered around the field as well. Both with class 1B steadily pouring in, and some oddly coloured heads of hair from other classes.

One particular haircut was all too recognisable, though. (He was very much considering giving his infamous unexpected nighttime chop to a certain someone).

“Seventh place, huh?” Dazai marvelled. “Very respectable.”

Atsushi grinned back at him in reply.

“I couldn’t have done it without you,” he conceded. “I probably would have keeled over while attempting to walk that tightrope and plummeted down the cavern until the end of the universe as we know it.”

Another voice chipped in, then.

“UA have some insanely big grounds, but I refuse to believe that those caverns are endless.”

It was Uraraka, bob bouncing against her cheeks as she walked.

“Uraraka-san, you were amazing,” Atsushi babbled, eyes glinting with pride. “Sixth place out of all these people!”

She blushed, slightly. “Thanks, Atsushi-kun, you were pretty cool yourself.”

She reoriented herself to point at Dazai.

“You, however, were less cool. What was that at the end? You practically stopped running.”

Dazai grinned, sheepishly. He was somewhat impressed. Clearly, Uraraka hadn’t been so drawn in by the race that she was unable to observe her surroundings, like the majority of her peers.

“I was tired. The most I ever run usually is, like, three metres from the bed to the fridge.”

“That’s not very hero-in-training of you.”

“You called me lame. That’s not very hero-in-training of you.

“I didn’t same ‘lame’, I said ‘not cool’. I hope you know that by misquoting me today, you’re perpetuating the erasure of women in history.”

“Are you suggesting that you- Uraraka Ochako- hold even a modicum of historical significance?”

Thankfully, Midoriya made an appearance soon after that. He was high on giddiness, but there was still something switched on about him. Alert. Already focused on the next stage. Dazai knew that he needed to do the same. He did, after all, have a couple of aims that needed to be achieved by the end of the Sports Festival. The earlier he began, the better.

Mori Ougai and the Headmaster

T he passages sounded like memories.

They were soundproofed to such an extent, anyway. The cacophonous cheers from above were muffled and dulled to a level that made them sound hazy and dreamlike. So, even though Mori had never set foot in the sports arena of UA before this day, he felt rather nostalgic.

Kouyou was trailing along beside him, her sharp eyes taking equal interest in his navigation and the carefully blank look poised on his features.

“It’s not like you to be so wound up over a meeting. With an ‘old acquaintance’, nonetheless.”

She had always been too observant for her own good. And she voiced her gleanings in such a way that she never once crossed the boundary between respectfully curious and nosy. Kouyou was a master tightrope walker, he supposed. He almost laughed at such an idea’s relevance to the obstacle course that they had just witnessed.

He recalled the words he had spoken to her years ago, when they first met:

“All fine things were made with you in mind.”

He continued walking, taking a left turn. He was a single corner from his destination.

“This acquaintance is someone who- perhaps contrary to first impressions- it would not be wise to underestimate.”

The final turn. And there he was, just as planned. Leaning against the wall of the corridor as the Sports Festival went on far away. The headmaster of UA: Principal Nedzu.

Mori savoured the rare look of shock that pulled at Kouyou’s delicate features as she first set eyes on the small, bear-human hybrid that was considered the fearsome and talented leader of the most prestigious hero school in the nation.

“Good morning, Mori-san,” he greeted, polite as ever. “Although it’s lovely to meet a colleague of yours, I feel that it is somewhat hypocritical to bring someone along after making quite clear that I shouldn’t.”

The way that Nedzu talked to him had always intrigued Mori. The bear was cordial to a fault, and even when an old foe was the recipient, Nedzu made no exception. He was truly a superior being- never letting anger get the best of him and take away his rationality.

“Apologies, Nedzu-san. You must understand that I had to exercise caution while distinctly far from my own territory.”

Nedzu nodded, curtly. He straightened out his tie casually, though his eyes never strayed from Mori.

“Indeed,” he said. Then he paused. Let the tension sink in for a moment. “Why exactly are you here, Mori-san. It’s been years.”

“Yes, wonderful years,” Mori concurred. “And I would have loved to increase the number of those years, but something has come to my attention recently that I fear may cause our paths to cross again very soon.”

Nedzu raised an eyebrow.

“The League of Villains and their creator are on the move, Nedzu-san. And that’s bad news for the both of us.”

The bear sounded tired as he began to pace the corridor. Still, his back never completely turned on those behind him.

“I have confidence that my institution in partnership with the hero commission can handle this situation.”

“That’s a bluff.”

Mori was guessing, but he made sure to inject certainty into his words. He made them strong and infallible, pumped them full until they resembled the truth.

“What I’m offering you,” he continued, “is a helping hand against a common enemy.”

Nedzu turned to Mori, abruptly. His eyes were narrowed to slits.

“And what do you gain from this arrangement?”

“Other than a reunion with old friends?” Mori laughed. Nedzu, on the other hand, did not look amused.

“A deal. Yokohama is off limits,” he said, simply.

And- he didn’t say- when All Might inevitably falls, so much more.

Notes:

Hope you enjoyed xx

Edited 23/03/24 for mistakes.

Chapter 7: The Sports Festival: Round Two

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu and the Cavalry Battle

H e had chosen his teammates right from the get-go. Although that wasn’t saying much, his selection pool was somewhat narrow anyway.

Midnight’s explanation of the Cavalry battle had been lengthy and packed to the brim with discrepancies that would never come into practical use.

For example, she emphasised that quirks shouldn’t be used to harm other teams or knock them out of the air. But really, how could even a trained eye differentiate malicious intent from a strategic attack targeting a points band? Already, it was clear to Dazai that the Cavalry battle was going to be full of red herrings.

Perhaps they were constructed to test one’s lateral thinking, or perhaps they were entirely accidental. Either way, Dazai was going to grab hold of every opportunity with both hands.

The basic rules of the match were simple: collect as many points as possible by stealing the headbands of other teams. Teams were made up of two to four people, and had to consist of one ‘rider’ who wore all the headbands and at least one ‘carrier’. The rider was completely prohibited from touching the ground. To add some additional spice, the values of the headbands were weighted exponentially, with first place in the obstacle course (Midoriya’s) being worth 10 million points.

When Midnight called for them to begin the fifteen minute team selection period, he looked out onto the field of students milling about. The highest 42 from across the year had qualified, putting him well within the top half. He didn’t have the perilous first position tag, but still held a decent number of points to his name. He was somewhat desirable, in a sense.

Of course, Dazai couldn’t really partner up with any emitter quirk users. If he were to accidentally brush against them, erasing their ability in combat, the results could be disastrous. Instead, he should focus on his mutation quirk holding classmates.

The person who immediately came to mind was Hagakure. Not only was his ability ineffective against her own invisibility- she had begged him to try mere days into the term- but she was simply perfect for the challenge. Endlessly stealthy. Able to faultlessly slip under the radar.

Dazai searched for her from his position, scanning the faces for a slight displacement. For the wave of distortion that signalled her presence. Then, he tracked her decapitated sports kit as she lapped the arena. She appeared to be a little lost amongst the quickly forming teams and spirited crowd of teens. She was, you see, rather easy to ignore when one was busy or frantic.

“Hagakure-san,” he called, cheerfully.

The empty space that he was focused on seemed to shift slightly, then. Change before his eyes like the rippling of air in intense heat. Her gloves flung about side to side, as she looked around for the owner of the voice. Funny that she couldn’t see him.

He jogged over to her form, making no attempt to hide his waves.

“Want to team up with me?”

She jolted slightly, a surprised tension enveloping the lines of her body.

“You want to team up with me?” She asked, sounding significantly more excited than Dazai had expected her to.

“Who doesn’t want to team up with you?”

“Everyone,” she exclaimed, throwing her arms out in dismay. She was very expressive with her gestures, Dazai noted. Probably overcompensation born out of the inability to send facial queues.

“Good thing I’m not everyone. I’m Dazai.”

He stuck out a hand.

“And I will be on your team, Dazai-kun.”

She shook it.

That was one down. He could only hope that the rest of his recruitment plan would go as smoothly.

He’d left a number of routes open, but key players were being poached as he stood, so now was certainly the time to act. Gesturing with his head, he began to walk towards his next victim- umm comrade. A mountain amongst the other students, but somehow lacking the presence they all held so intrinsically.

He seemed stoic amongst the commotion, but the slight squirming in his arms gave away his discomfort. Shouji Mezou was second to be reaped.

Dazai bent down onto the gravelly floor, picking up a small stone. It wasn’t sharp. Just a blunt, discoloured pebble, really.

He tossed it in the air once, catching it leisurely as Hagakure watched on from nearby. He assumed she was confused (although it was hard to tell) so he sent her a quick wink. Then, upon grabbing the pebble from its spinning path, he lobbed it at Shouji.

“Think quick!”

Barely a nanosecond passed before one of Shouji’s spare arms was curling itself around the hurtling stone. It deposited the thing right back onto the ground, before retracting again.

He had certainly grabbed Shouji’s attention- that much was obvious. A slightly pissed off, accusative form of attention though it may be.

“Yeah, that was pretty quick,” he conceded, smiling hopefully.

“Is there an issue, Dazai-kun?”

His voice remained impassive, but the line of his jaw beneath his fabric mask gave away hints of his annoyance. A shock of silver hair shielded his eyes.

“There is,” he replied, mournfully. “The issue of you not being on our team for the cavalry battle yet! But don’t worry, that can easily be rectified.”

At his words, Shouji looked a little surprised. His uncovered eye widened, raking over Dazai’s face, searching for any sign of deception.

“Are you proposing that I join your team?”

“Yep! I’m not getting down on one knee, though. That’d be embarrassing.”

“When has embarrassment ever stopped you before?” Hagakure heckled from beside him.

Shouji seemed skeptical. Hesitant to accept a deal offered quite so suddenly and inexplicably. Dazai had never really attempted any communication with Shouji before, and the boy himself was notoriously quiet in the rowdy class 1A.

“Look,” Dazai sighed, far from giving up. “You’re intelligent, Shouji-kun. That much is clear from the way you conduct yourself in practical lessons. You’re analytical, and think through the situations you’ve been presented with.”

Dazai let his eyes stray to Hahakure at his side.

“As such, I’m certain that you already know why you should join our team.”

Shouji quirked a brow.

“Is that so?”

“It is,” Dazai confirmed.

About three seconds passed in silence. Then, slowly, Shouji nodded. The dip was so light it was almost imperceptible, but Dazai experienced it with the force of a wave of relief.

He clapped his hands together, smiling. Seven minutes were remaining on the clock displayed on the screens above the arena. Plenty of time to persuade their final player.

“Onto the grand finale then.”

Striding away from the patch of classmates he had found himself surrounded by, Dazai inspected the faces around him once more. He heard bouncing footsteps, and felt a touch against his arm.

(It was a strange sensation, in some ways. His quirk tended to make people rather hesitant about physical contact with him. Which was fine. It just meant that friendly bumps were somewhat novel. They were nice, he supposed).

“Who’s our fourth member?”

They were approaching the edge of the pitch now, where a group of four figures stood. One was lazing against the sideboard, while the other three waited stiffly, backs ramrod straight. If Dazai were to approach them, he was sure that their eyes would be ever so slightly glazed over.

Shouji answered then, the very same words that swum the oceans of Dazai’s mind flooding onto his tongue.

“Shinsou Hitoshi.”

Dazai nodded.

“Who?”

“He’s a general studies kid in our year. And he’s absolutely perfect for what we need.”

Hagakure still seemed reluctant to venture out of the realms of their classmates.

“How do you even know about this guy?”

Two days before the Sports Festival:

Private messages, 04:12

Me: Odasaku

Me: Odasaku

Me: Odasaku

Me: O

Me: da

Me: sa

Odasaku: Good morning?

Me: ku

Me: good morning!

Odasaku: Why are you awake at four in the morning?

Me: why ISNT everyone else?

Odasaku: Getting eight hours of sleep each day is key for development of the mind and body.

Me: getting sleep in the day is easy. it’s the night that’s an issue

Me: anyway~~

Me: how well do u know the first years in the general course?

Odasaku: I know a few of them from the STEM mentorship program.

Me: I love Social Topography Emulation Magic

Odasaku: Interesting though that sounds, it holds no relation to science, technology, engineering and maths.

Me: im shocked and appalled

Me: but tell me, do any of these kids you know want to join the hero program?

Me: Odasakuuu

Me: you’re such a slow typer it’s been like, three years

Odasaku: Realistically, there are very few who don’t. People apply for UA because they want to get a foothold in the hero world. In the business and support courses, they’ve already achieved their objectives, but the general course could just as easily be taken in any other school. Students in the general classes tend to be searching for opportunities to slip into the hero ones.

Me: what about you?

Odasaku: A man I admired very much used to attend UA.

Me: I see

Me: but that’s off topic! do you think that any of your mentees actually have a chance at the hero course?

Odasaku: Who am I to decide that?

Me: ill make it worth your time

Me: ill buy u all the curry

Odasaku: Well there’s one who comes to mind.

Me: that was so quick ashfjsk

Me: what’s their name??

Odasaku: Shinsou Hitoshi.

Oda had gone on to explain the workings of Shinsou’s quirk. How he used it only when necessary and never for personal gain. Ambitious, but not volatile by any means.

He would make a wonderful addition to their ragtag team- that much was clear. So clear that Shouji had easily picked up on such a line of reasoning. He’d explained that he had done some digging into the other after Shinsou had shown up at their classroom before the festival. The general studies student had all but led the interrogation, so he was bound to pique some interest.

There was, however, something of an ulterior motive to Dazai’s interest in Shinsou. Naturally, his teammates couldn’t know about this one. It’s not like it would harm them; in fact, it may well be beneficial to their procession through the festival.

Shinsou was going to be the star of the Cavalry battle, and Dazai was going to orchestrate the show from behind the scenes. A puppet master in the shadows. (A method, he knew, that was eerily similar to Mori’s whims).

Everyone would be invested in the underdog from the general department’s moment of triumph at the elite Sports Festival. But such a storyline enticed no one more than Midoriya Izuku. Someone who- from his humble demeanour and Bakugou’s vague references- had clearly once been the prey himself. Someone who had shot from the middle school bullying victim to one of the most respected figures in class 1A in a matter of weeks.

Shinsou was going to snatch that ten million point band right from under his nose. And that would be enough. Enough off a downhill to get the ball rolling. It’d pick up speed, accelerate and accelerate, until eventually, it would send itself into a frenzy.

By the end of the UA Sports Festival, Dazai would find out everything about One For All. He was committed to it.

One step at a time, though. First was recruiting his carefully crafted protagonist.

“Don’t respond to him until he’s agreed to join us, you two,” Dazai murmured to his teammates, tone serious. “He has a brainwashing quirk that can take effect if you reply to him.”

They nodded. Then, the three of them approached the pack with cautious steps.

Dazai boldly called over to the four when he was within conversational proximity.

“Your strategy is solid, but it’s a bit villainous,wouldn’t you say?”

Purple waves were thrown back as Shinsou snapped his head towards Dazai. He was scowling deeply, eye bags weighing down his skin like anvils.

He saw Shouji put his head in (some of) his hands in his peripheral vision. This was accompanied by a mutter of something like: “why must you antagonise everyone?”

“What strategy? I’m simply waiting for the round to begin with my teammates.”

His facade of innocence was poor, even in comparison to Shouji’s masked frustration. His posture was bored and easy, but his locked muscles said otherwise. Distinctly on edge.

If anything, Dazai was pleased to see it. Shinsou must have felt guilty about brainwashing other students to build his team. It suggested that he was just about heroic enough to sell Dazai’s plan without it being overly unbelievable.

“Oh yeah? Well, I personally think you brainwashed the wrong guys.”

Shinsou’s uninterested glare faltered, then. Just for a second. His eyebrows furrowed, a look of worry passing over his features like a storm cloud.

He wiped it off quickly, pasting on a smile of superiority. Still, that one crack in the walls was all Dazai needed to peer inside.

“It won’t matter what you think when I-”

“Yeah, yeah,” Dazai said, waving his hand flippantly, “brainwash me already and then we can start talking seriously.”

He glanced over at the clock absently. Only five minutes left. It’d be tight, but he’d make it.

When he turned back, Shinsou was staring at him, pale.

“You finished?”

“Why doesn’t it work on you?”

Dazai laughed, breathily.

“For someone who talks so big about winning the festival and taking your ‘rightful’ place in the hero course, you’re pretty lazy.”

Shinsou’s mouth was curling downwards, almost violently. He looked ready to interject, but Dazai didn’t let him.

He walked closer, taking his time.

“You know, Shouji-kun here went right to the quirk registry and searched for your name after you came and proclaimed it outside our classroom the other day. And if you knew anything about the effort that some of my classmates put into their heroics, this wouldn’t even come as a hint of a surprise.”

Shinsou was speechless. In a subversive way, it almost appeared as if he himself had been brainwashed. He was staring at Shouji, considering, as the other lurked a metre or so away.

Continuing with the walk that Chuuya had always described as ‘predatory’, Dazai went to inspect his three, waiting classmates.

“And you chose your teammates pretty poorly, Shinsou-kun. I thought someone so ambitious would have to be smart, but I’m beginning to question that,” he mused.

That was something of a half lie; no one in the hero department could be described as ‘weak’ as such, but there were certainly more skilled choices still left out of teams. In a more rational mindset, Shinsou would probably have argued that trying to brainwash stronger students could have led to him being discovered and his plan being stopped. However, he wasn’t in a rational mindset- anger and bitterness were a mesh cover surrounding his thoughts.

“Are you only here to taunt me?” Shinsou sneered.

“Nope, I’m mainly here to taunt you,” Dazai chirped. “I’m also here to extend an offer.”

Shinsou was silent, distrustful.

“Join our team.”

All the frustration was swept away by a tide of shock- if Shinsou’s face was anything to go by.

“What?”

“Join our team,” he repeated, firmly.

Shinsou’s lips pulled into a frown, but before he could begin to refuse, as he undoubtedly would, Dazai cut in.

“I know that I’ve been insulting you for the past two minutes-”

“Three and a half,” Hagakure muttered.

“But you can’t let your pride get in the way of your goal. You want to join the hero course? Then this is the way to do it.”

He gestured at the board still displaying each student’s name and position in the obstacle race. Shinsou’s eyes followed his movement.

“First of all, your three losers over there-”, Dazai pointed at Shinsou’s brainwashed teammates, “don’t have enough points between them to bring you into the top four. With your points added on, however, our team will be starting in fourth place.”

It was a significant argument. Only four groups out of a dozen would pass the Cavalry battle round. Starting in a high position was a huge strategic advantage.

“Second, I can only imagine how much effort it takes to control three people at once. Even worse, I’d assume that you can’t simply command them to ‘get the ten million point headband’. Instead, you probably have to decide each of their movements individually. ‘Attack with your quirk’, or ‘protect the front’, right?”

Shinsou nodded, although his eyes were fixed on the ground a little way from Dazai’s feet. He was coming around, slowly but surely. Still, with one minute left on the clock, they didn’t have time for slowly.

If he was ever going to play his final card, it would have to be now.

Dazai sighed. He turned to face both Shinsou and his current teammates, keeping a vice-like grip on their attention. He lowered his voice.

“I don’t think any of you understand quite how perfect this team is. We could win this round, you know.”

Silence for a second. A hopeful, loaded kind of silence. Then, a small, hesitant voice. Almost daring to believe him.

“We could?” It was Hagakure.

“I’m sure of it. You’d be our rider, Hagakure-san, and wear the headbands around your neck. That way, it’ll be difficult for anyone to steal them away. And Shouji-kun is-”

“Is it really alright to talk about this in front of me? I’m not your teammate,” Shinsou piped up. He didn’t look angry anymore, just a little uncomfortable.

“Details, details,” Dazai said, waving him away. “As I was saying, Shouji-kun will be on espionage; no surprise attacks will defeat us. I’ll be the decoy, and Shinsou-kun is on the offensive.”

“Hold up, I’m on the offensive?” Shinsou was clearly bemused.

Shouji stepped in to answer.

“Everyone in our class knows Dazai-kun’s quirk and are probably going to be mindful of it. That means they’ll stay away from his radius of contact, making it easier for us to predict their movements and corner them.”

Dazai clapped. “Exactly, Shouji-kun. Have I ever said that you’re my favourite?”

Shouji shook his head.

“Well I have now.” His tone became somber again. “While I’m something of a known variable, Shinsou is an unknown one to at least half of 1A and most of 1B. All you’ll have to do is ask them for their headbands nicely. They’ll have no way to resist you.”

Unfortunately, there was a massive issue lying in this plan that Dazai was desperately hoping Shinsou wouldn’t see. The issue lay in Shinsou’s own future.

Considering his quirk, it would be ideal for him to keep his ability as close to a secret as possible for as long as possible (or at least the mechanism by which it worked). Otherwise, it could be easily countered. Both the plan that Dazai presented to his team and the plot that he had been carefully weaving used Shinsou’s quirk thoroughly and without hesitance. It required him to become a shooting star, burning hot and fast before fizzling out just as quickly.

Dazai glanced at Shinsou. He still looked a little weary, but largely convinced. Dazai heaved a quiet sigh of relief.

“I’m only going to suggest this because I have confidence that this team can pull it off,” he began, “but I think that we can aim to achieve the hidden goal behind this exam.”

Uncertainty flashed through his friends’ eyes, but Dazai couldn’t back out. He motioned to where teams were formed and preparing in the main field.

“This round may seem like a survival round, an ‘obtain as many points as possible and defend yourself’ round, but it’s actually quite the opposite. We should think of ourselves as the attackers in that who we target is our own choice and not predetermined.”

“So?” Hagakure asked, kicking at the gravel on the ground.

“So, we need to set ourselves up for the future and improve our chances of winning the entire festival rather than just this round. If the next challenge is some form of one-on-one combat, which it statistically tends to be, none of us would be well suited to it. We need to use this opportunity to eliminate as many big players as possible.”

There was a glow in their eyes, at that. The clock was counting down from ten seconds.

“f*ck,” Shinsou said, under his breath. Then, a smirk curled at his lips. “I guess I’m in.”

The Cavalry battle started as it meant to go on- rapid, intense and without a second of reprieve.

They had formulated a more precise strategy for their offensive plan. Rather than aiming to eliminate all of the class’s more talented players, they could focus on one big threat and funnel their resources into trying to annihilate that specific person.

Midoriya had immediately been a no-go for this, because he was far too well-liked by practically everyone involved. Dazai had strongly advocated for Chuuya, but somehow, he had ended up on the same team as Todoroki. This wouldn’t have been a problem, but Hagakure hadn’t wanted to scheme against someone tall, good looking and mysterious (which certain parts of Dazai couldn’t disagree with). So they had ultimately settled on trying to eliminate Bakugou, who was not quite handsome enough and not even nearly well-liked enough to save himself.

The other half of their method had surfaced in the decision to protect weaker teams when possible. By fortifying the scores of opponents that would be easier to defeat in the future, they could improve their chances at the podium drastically.

They were playing God- or at least the examiner- to determine the results themselves. Dazai only hoped his unorthodox plan paid off.

When the starting signal rung out, it was instant pandemonium. Explosions, sheaths of ice and an assortment of other attacks cut towards the owner of the precious ten million point headband. All of them were evaded, although not without struggle, and team Midoriya soared up into the air using the inventions of the support student among their ranks.

Bakugou and his group of Kirishima, Mina and Sero were already following, Sero using his tape to stay connected to Bakugou even as the latter blasted up above his teammates.

“Now,” Dazai said.

His team began to charge forward- Shouji taking Hagakure’s weight with Dazai and Shinsou flanking the sides.

It was no surprise that Bakugou was completely focused on the ten million point headband and by extension, Midoriya. He hadn’t tried to keep his vendetta a secret, after all.

“We’ll keep them between us and the sideboard. Ideally, we want a situation where they can’t easily escape.”

They ran down the middle of the field as Bakugou was reeled back in by Sero’s quirk, keeping the other team on the left by Dazai.

“Alright, commence Plan Diversion.”

Closing in on team Bakugou was a challenge- they were quick and unpredictable in their movements. By the time they were within reaching distance, the two teams had travelled further out into the centre of the battlefield than Dazai would have liked.

“We need to be on their right side!” Mina shouted, black eyes darting around the field. She was clearly aware of the threat Dazai posed in this kind of game.

As Bakugou’s team swung around in an arc, they began their attack. They had been running at a fast pace in a guise of cutting off Bakugou’s escape route, but abruptly skidded to a halt. Dazai used their momentum to swing himself around, stretching a hand out and grabbing onto Mina’s arm. She jolted towards them with a yelp, causing their carefully built formation to shake.

“f*ck,” Bakugou cursed, wobbling atop his mount. He let an explosion rip from his hand, but it wasn’t aimed quite right. Clearly, he was trying to avoid harming his own teammate.

“f*cking pathetic,” Shinsou sneered.

“I don’t want to hear that from a-”

And then, Bakugou stopped. As if in a trance.

Shinsou scoffed.

“Hand me your headbands. Quickly.”

At that, Bakugou yanked the fabric from around his neck, pulling it up over his spiky locks. His teammates shouted at him, bewildered and panicked, but he didn’t hesitate.

Hands reached towards Bakugou. Shinsou dived towards the bands being held outstretched, but Sero had already sent out an arrow-like length of tape to retrieve them. Both were inches away from the prize.

“I’ll take that, thank you.”

Dazai felt his head jerk towards the unexpected sound.

The voice came from behind Bakugou. Positioned at such an angle that its owner was completely shielded from Shouji’s observing arms.

It was a class 1B kid- hair golden and smiling widely. Monoma Neito, Dazai recognised.

Monoma’s fingers grazed the handful of bands. Then wrapped around them, grabbing them, fuelled by only a ferocious desire. He pulled them out of the air with a victorious shout.


He and his team darted away from the fray almost as quickly as they’d arrived.

Shinsou seemed shocked by the intrusion, and his grip on Bakugou loosened.

“I’ll f*cking kill you!” The other screamed as he was released. Kirishima immediately held him back, patient but firm.

“We need to get our headbands back. We’re on zero, man, this isn’t a revenge tirade.”

They were sprinting off after Monoma soon after. Dazai’s team backed away to the side.

No overall gain or loss- their first attempt had left them breaking even.

Surveying the field and leaderboard, Dazai nodded to himself. Four minutes in and a quarter of teams were already completely devoid of points. Midoriya had defended his lead admirably, but Todoroki had also amassed quite a sum. Class 1A were controlling the top positions comfortably.

“We were too far into the centre,” Shinsou mumbled. “We can’t have people coming in from behind and swooping up our points.”

Dazai nodded. Besides, with every use, Shinsou’s power became less effective. One could even argue that testing it twice on the same person was a waste of time.

“We were almost there, though. We’ll keep trying,” Hagakure chipped in, determined.

That was when a loud crash burst through the arena.

“Todoroki-kun at three O’clock,” Shouji informed them.

“Let’s go. Now is the perfect time to act.”

“But I thought we agreed to target Bakugou-kun,” Shinsou said as they began to intercept the fallen Todoroki team.

They seemed to have been knocked out of the sky by Midoriya, and were still recovering their bearings. Yaoyorozu and Kaminari formed the sides of their makeshift carriage, with Chuuya keeping them afloat from below and Todoroki riding atop. They were a formidable team, but currently at their weakest state.

Dazai’s group forged a straight path towards them, but were interrupted by stray attacks slicing through the air. Hagakure had to nimbly lean back to avoid a leafy vine stretching towards her while Shouji used his tentacles to bat spinning tops away.

They reached Todoroki’s team just as Chuuya began to lift them off the ground.

“Your hat looks like a plant pot,” Shinsou called halfheartedly in their general direction.

“How dare-”

And with that, Chuuya was brainwashed.

“I can’t believe that actually worked,” Shinsou mumbled, before ordering him to drop them to the ground.

Their opponents fell with a harsh thud, confusion evident on their faces. When Yaoyorozu caught sight of the shock of purple hair, though, she seemed to grasp the situation.

“Don’t answer him! He has a brainwashing quirk.”

But it was too late. Hagakure was bringing up a transparent arm to grab at Todoroki’s headbands.

He reacted immediately, reaching over awkwardly in order to use his right side. A wave of ice shot at her, but she retracted her arm quickly. And Todoroki’s unfortunate angle meant that his aim had been poor. Dazai noted the potential weakness down for use later.

They circled round again. This time Shouji made a grab at the headbands, but Kaminari caught a tentacle. He sent electricity down it forcefully, and Shouji drew back with a yelp.

Team Todoroki began to retreat, pelting attacks behind them. Still, Dazai had one last trick.

“On their left!” He yelled. They sped towards the other team, shards of jagged ice raining down on them. Shouji was deflecting quirks from passing groups as they went. Chuuya was still within Shinsou’s radius of command and refused to lift off the ground.

They were travelling directly towards a wall of the arena, and would undoubtedly have to make a turn sooner or later.

At the last second before reaching the border and with a final burst of speed, Dazai’s team pulled up besides Todoroki. An expression of horror pulled at his features. He didn’t attack, though. His left side was kept firmly ability-free and tensed.

Desperately, the team veered to the right, but that was exactly what Dazai had been expecting. Shinsou was already waiting there, and with all his might, he yanked a headband from around Todoroki’s neck.

The other gasped, but couldn’t quite react in time as Shinsou managed to wrench the top one free. Fingers tight around the fabric as if it would slip from his grasp at any second. It remained closed in his fist even as Dazai’s team all bashed painfully into the sidewall.

Todoroki’s team hurtled off to the side.

It felt as though at that very moment, an all encompassing quiet overtook the arena.

It was only worth 95 points, the headband that flapped in Shinsou’s raised fist, but it felt endlessly meaningful. Like a beacon of hope. Eyes were drawn to it- the competitors’ and spectators’ alike.

Endeavour’s overwhelmingly powerful son bested by a general studies student. What a story. The hero looked about ready to combust.

Whispers of his name were racing around the audience already, and even Midoriya was gazing down at the scene from above.

Dazai grinned. Perfect.

Time began again when their team appeared back on the leaderboard, careening into fourth. Shinsou shoved the headband towards Hagakure, who dutifully pulled it around her neck.

It was then that the half time alert flashed over the screens.

Shinsou was smirking, seemingly just as aware of the attention as Dazai had been.

“Now it’s getting real.”

“We need to move,” Shouji said, “before they come back to retaliate.”

And he was right; team Todoroki looked infuriated at their loss, Chuuya having snapped out of his state.

Gathering themselves, they fled to the other side of the arena.

“That was quick,” Shinsou mused. “People don’t usually break through the barrier that my quirk creates until I forcibly remove it or after several hours of being out of contact with me. That guy got over it in a few minutes.”

If Dazai had to guess, it was probably the hidden part of Chuuya’s quirk and very being making its move. He couldn’t imagine that Arahabaki liked having its modicum of control ripped away from it, after all.

The next few minutes were occupied with scuffles against less prominent teams. They aimed to defend rather than attack in these, Shouji’s tentacles coming in handy. Hagakure was able to dodge any attempts that somehow crossed their front line, and Dazai nullified any pesky quirks he came across. Shinsou looked like he was trying to keep his quirk use to a minimum. Perhaps for the best.

Dazai kept an eye on the leaderboard, which was shuffling and reshuffling constantly. He was sure that the onlookers were on the edge of their seats. His team were holding onto fourth position for now, but it was by no means certain that they could keep it up until the end of the round.

The four of them were tiring, Shinsou especially. They had to attack decisively. End it once and for all. Of course, there was only one headband that could constitute a decisive victory.

He scanned the field for a mop of green hair, and found it hovering in the air. The king, tucked safely away from the battle. But trapped by its own castle- its own row of unwaveringly defending pawns.

“We’re moving into the final phase,” Dazai said, shortly, in a rare moment of quiet.

“Already? There’s still just under five minutes left.”

“Already.”

They began to cut a straight line through the field, gliding down the most efficient diagonal with fluidity and ease. The queen of the board, going in for the kill.

Naturally, things were never that easy. As they moved towards their target location, a commotion a little way away caught Dazai’s attention.

Bakugou’s team were fighting a concoction of Atsushi, who was in tiger form, Tsuyu, Iida and class 1B’s Shiozaki. The latter team was putting up a valiant effort, but the pure offensive power of Bakugou’s explosions was proving a lot to handle.

Tsuyu was acting as the rider, and from what Dazai could see, she had a decent number of points concentrated around her neck. Probably enough to keep them in sixth or seventh position.

“Let’s make a detour.”

Shouji must have been on the same wavelength, because they were quickly steering over to the battle. They rode from directly behind Bakugou, in the same way Monoma had done previously. Dazai reached out a finger.

Just a touch. Just a touch was all he managed, but it was enough. Bakugou held up his hands to form blasts, but was left completely helpless.

A well timed dart from Tsuyu’s muscular tongue picked a couple of headbands from Bakugou’s stock. Including his original one, which he must have won back from Monoma at some point.

Bakugou’s team rapidly dropped off the leaderboard, being replaced by Tsuyu’s name.

Time was getting tight, Dazai found as he glanced at the clock, for the final attack. Two minutes remained.

They powered away from the scene, but team Bakugou raced behind them, seething with anger and shouting obscenities into the abyss.

The rook making a desperate attempt to ensnare them, even as they managed to escape further with each move.

Their real aim was reaching the point at which Midoriya’s team would make contact with the ground. Their support items were still rudimentary at best, and couldn’t reliably be used for long periods of time. From the data Shouji had been collecting, Midoriya would touch down every one and a half minutes. Finding where his downwards trajectory would take him was the key to a successful ambush.

“Twenty degrees east,” Shouji confirmed, and they turned as a pack. Solid and united. Unfortunately, Bakugou’s team swiftly followed, hot on their tail.

A shadow was cast over them as Todoroki’s team also loomed ever closer. A huge pipe swung from behind, of Yaoyorozu’s making, and Shouji took a painful hit to the back. He wasn’t shaken though, and they continued on.

On as one minute remained.

The enemy queen, abrupt and out of nowhere. Its line of attack was broad and violent, but it was, in a way, too powerful for its own good. Its vast stockpile of points stopped it from simply attacking at will. Care was its first priority.

“Shinsou-kun, aim for Chuuya again,” Dazai gasped out as they sprinted.

“Again?”

“Trust me.”

Sighing, Shinsou called over his shoulder as he narrowly avoided a frantically swung blade of ice:

“Your hairstyle is stupid!”

Probably not the best insult in the world, but it did the job.

“I won’t tolerate-”

“No!” Yaoyorozu yelled, her voice hoarse, but it was too late.

Yet again, Chuuya was brainwashed.

“Stop,” Shinsou commanded and Chuuya braked instantly. It threw the whole team off balance, Kaminari falling to his knees to get purchase on the earth below. The queen, crumbling in on its own foundations.

But something was wrong. Some alarm inside of Dazai was ringing its shrill warning bell. He had no choice but to take notice. So rather than turning his back on their fallen enemy, Dazai adjusted himself to view them head on.

That was when he saw it. Curling and flickering like a dying thing. But alive. Scarily, noticeably alive.

Fire.

It was burning and smoking in the palm of Todoroki’s left hand, metres away from them.

“We need to move,” he said, urgently. But it was too late. The flame grew larger, until it was engulfing all of Todoroki’s left arm.

An ability he’d never witnessed before, and had completely failed to factor into his calculations.

Dazai braced himself for the hit. For the searing heat of fire against skin. But it never came.

In seconds, the golden flames had dissipated completely, leaving only smoke in their wake. Todoroki was caught in a display of the most emotion Dazai had ever seen from him.

And then they ran.

Team Dazai had escaped Todoroki’s vengeful thunder, but Bakugou was still hot on their heels.

Thirty seconds as Midoriya, Uraraka, Tokoyami and the support student landed on the stony ground out of bare necessity.

Only two headbands remained around Midoriya’s neck, a low value strip and the ten million gem.

The king out in the open. With its queen stolen from the board and its rook halfway up the rows.

They charged onwards as the seconds ticked down, dodging explosions using Shouji’s vision of the field.

They collided with Midoriya just as Uraraka’s foot touched down on stone.

Both teams were sent skidding outwards, but stayed firmly in formation.

“Defend!” Midoriya shouted, his emerald eyes locked onto his opponents.

He was tense atop his perch, teeth gritted tightly.

They charged, then, in the final few seconds. Things seemed to happen in slow motion.

Shouji sent a barrage of tentacles at the headbands, each of which were neutralised by a floundering dark shadow. Dazai planted a hand on Uraraka’s arm, blocking off their escape route into the sky.

Bakugou had pushed away from his teammates, the blast throwing them to the ground. Shooting down the black and white columns towards them. Even as he soared through the air, Dazai could see that he’d be too late.

With that, it was Shinsou’s turn. He thrust his arm towards the bands, fingers clenching around the soft material.

Left with no other options at such close range, Midoriya could only retaliate, grabbing the bands from Hagakure’s neck as well.

Their queen had been taken at the last minute, but perhaps that didn’t matter. Perhaps a knight, a bishop, or even the most unlikely of pawns, had secured a checkmate.

Both sets of bands were removed as the timer presented a bold zero, and the ending whistle blew.

The leaderboard made one final change, the kanji shifting before his very eyes.

The excited voice of Present Mic blared out across the stadium.

“And with that, the cavalry battle has reached a conclusion! Please give it up for the shocking victors, with ten million and ten points, Team Hagakure!”

Their faces flashed over the main screens. Recordings of their best moments, and side by side comparisons of Shinsou grasping the headbands from Todoroki and then Midoriya.

A quiet voice sounded from beside him, from amongst the cheers of victory. The cold silence of failure.

“I can’t believe it.”

It was Bakugou, his eyes on the leaderboard as if transfixed.

Team Bakugou- fifth place.

Just out of qualification position.

The aftermath was a bit of a blur, actually. His teammates were charged with positive energy, sparks running through their veins.

Dazai almost forgot to listen to the rest of the announcement in the excitement, but kept an ear out for Present Mic’s commentary anyway.

“Taking second place is team Todoroki,” he cried, to more applause. “In third is team Asui.”

They looked thrilled to have qualified.

“Sneaking into the qualification table with fourth place is team Midoriya.”

He didn’t catch any more after that. Hagakure was squeezing him into the tightest hug he had ever received.

“We did it. We actually did it,” she whispered. It was almost drowned out by the roars of victory and defeat flooding in from around them, but just about trickled to the surface.

“My quirk is,” she began, but wavered. A self deprecating chord laced through her voice. “It’s not really a quirk, is it? Not a useful one like everyone else’s. I didn’t think I’d win anything.”

“Well, you just did,” Shinsou interjected. He was beaming.

When Shouji held out a tentacle for him to high-five, he took it without hesitation.

“I guess I did,” Hagakure agreed, slightly wetly. “Thank you, Dazai-kun. And Shinsou-kun. And Shouji-kun. Without you, this would never have been possible.”

She released him from her hold then, and he felt normal. Empty and normal, he supposed. But there was a small spot of light inside him. Very small, and dim, that was pulsating like crazy. Stimulated in a way that it never had been before.

It distracted him, he won’t lie, from what perhaps would have been his main focuses otherwise.

Murmurs of an unexpected name drifted through the audience. Calls in support of the brave and talented general studies student who’d fought against the hero faction and won.

A pair of green eyes, worried and intrigued in equal measure, digging into the boy beside him like he was an ancient artefact.

Todoroki, with his left fist clenched and shaking. With sweat rolling down his skin and an expression of pure resolve.

And of course, Bakugou. Devastated. The anger seemed to have leaked out of his body; an air of untold hatred overwhelmed him.

It was only after a lunch break and intermission was announced that the first move was played.

Todoroki Shouto cut a straight path through the crowd, ignoring the unanswered calls of his teammates. He walked until he stood face-to-face with Dazai.

The latter had, of course, been preparing to grab some sustenance with his newfound teammates. Instead, he shooed them away, reassuring them when they lingered.

Even as the crowd weaved and threaded around them, the two remained a point of stillness in the general movement.

“I need to talk to you.”

The feeling of Todoroki’s eyes on him, hyper focused, was somewhat disconcerting. Maybe it shouldn’t have been. Dazai had, after all, been subject to Mori’s scrutiny for years. Still, this gaze was something he had never come across before.

“Be my guest,” Dazai replied, lightly.

“Alone.”

Simultaneously, on the other side of the field, two figures were crouched on the ground. A small group were loitering a respectful distance away, trying their best to make it look as if they weren’t eavesdropping.

“This is f*cking ridiculous. I refuse to believe that those motherf*ckers beat me,” Bakugou’s voice was low and gruff. His eyes wide with rage.

“It’s over now. You lost. It happens,” Chuuya tried.

“It doesn’t happen to me!” Bakugou replied, his voice raising in volume like thunder as it drew nearer. “Those assholes think that they can beat me? I’m the strongest person here. They can’t f*cking touch me.”

Letting out a sigh, Chuuya rubbed at his temples. His head felt like sh*t, and he didn’t have the patience for this. That was why they left Kirishima to do the Bakugou related maintenance tasks. (He’d never ask that of the other right now, though. The entirety of team Bakugou looked heartbroken, even as they tried to conceal their disappointment, faces to the sky).

“For God’s sake,” Chuuya mumbled, before grabbing Bakugou’s upper arm like a vice and pulling him to his feet. A bombardment of complaints and curses were spewed at him, but he took no notice.

Instead, he dragged Bakugou through the crowds of students heading to lunch. A lunch he’d probably never get, Chuuya silently lamented.

Turning down a series of passages, the walls plain and lights darkened, he finally stopped at an arbitrary door. A changing room, it seemed. He shoved them both inside.

Bakugou must have exhausted his volley of threats at some point. For now, silence reigned between them.

Shigaraki Tomura on ‘Falsity’

A t first glance, it would appear clear to anyone that Shinsou Hitoshi had won the Cavalry battle for his team. Had taken the initiative, filled the role handed to him and so much more.

“What an unlikely hero,” Kurogiri mused from beside him. He didn’t reply.

The boy wasn’t a hero- he was a front. A false back, as it were, placed there only in order to hide a treasure trove of secrets. He was a deception, manipulated and moulded into his role with such a degree of precision that Shigaraki determined the boy didn’t even know himself. And if he didn’t, how the hell would the rest of the pro hero world?

In many ways, he would be perfect for their plan. The rising star of the heroics world that everyone had their eye on. Capture him and you’ve captured the attention of the nation.

But Shigaraki’s own attention was captured by someone else entirely. By the boy pulling the strings, the woodworker behind the fake back. Surely, he was the owner of the hidden secrets. Secrets precious enough to require such secure protection. Shigaraki couldn’t begin to imagine what they could be. And it thrilled him.

Pushing off from his metallic bar stool, Shigaraki approached a cabinet situated in the corner of the room.

With Kurogiri polishing glasses and Akutagawa’s gaze fixed on the screen, no one watched him flick through documents and files until his hand paused on one.

Their informant had done a good job acquiring all the heroics department’s documents. His contributions to the League remained consequential, even without his physical presence at their hideout.

Pulling a manilla envelope from the draw with restless fingers, Shigaraki scanned the label on the top.

‘Dazai Osamu’

This boy was his puppet master. And- by that very definition- was about as far from a typical heroics student as anyone could appear to be.

He paced back to his comrades. Kurogiri was picking up a wine flute while Akutagawa was murmuring at the flickering broadcast with a sneer.

“That Were-tiger hasn’t changed at all.”

He cleared his throat to get their attention, having decided already on his course of action. They had already laid out a general plan, but one dilemma had been left unattended to.

“We need more people.”

Notes:

I don’t know if this was my best chapter. Never been all that great at writing action, but I hope it all makes sense and comes together anyway!

Edited 24/03/24 for rephrasing.

Chapter 8: The Sports Festival: Intermission

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu and The Boy Who Was Born With Everything

A lone’ hadn’t been an overstatement.

Two sets of footsteps echoed around the chasms that constituted corridors. They walked deeper and deeper, towards the heart of what seemed to be a maze of tunnels and passages that lay under the arena. Although, describing the labyrinth as anything other than a still, silent wasteland (let alone a beating heart) was simply not accurate.

The last person they had come across had passed them a couple of minutes ago without a second glance. A tired, haggard man who appeared to work for the cleaning staff.

Only now, deep beneath the soil upon which the arena was built and immersed in a consuming silence, did Todoroki slow to a halt.

He was nervous. That much was clear; his usual impassive expression showed hints of emotion that had never seeped through before. Dazai wasn’t sure what this was about, but didn’t say anything. Todoroki seemed to be battling against himself, lips trembling in the plight to form words.

When he finally forced stuttered sounds out, they were far from what Dazai had been expecting. A series of unintelligible shapes that, in their togetherness, painted a truly revolting scene.

“Have you ever heard of a quirk marriage?”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Promise

C huuya shut the heavy door of the room behind them. He switched on the fluorescent, orange lamps that illuminated the room, giving his vision a chance to adjust following the darkness of the tunnels. In all honestly, he had no way of remembering the precise combination of underground routes the pair had travelled to reach this location, but shoved the thought to the back of his mind. He could figure that out later.

Flopping onto a wooden bench, Chuuya surveyed the space around him. A changing room which shared a number of similarities with the area in which class 1A had waited for the opening ceremony to begin. Perhaps slightly less luxurious, though. Tinged with the lingering odour of sweat and littered with unattended belongings. God, Chuuya knew that the festival had only started hours ago, but it felt like days had passed.

His entire body was creaking with exhaustion. Unfortunately, as much as he would have loved to take this time to refuel and rest, there were more immediate matters to attend to. And he wasn’t planning to just shirk them off onto the next poor soul in the vicinity.

Those matters came in the form of Bakugou Katsuki.

Raising his head slightly from his slouched position on the seat, Chuuya simply observed the other boy. He was leaning against a column of lockers, legs crossed and arms folded. Even considering his defensive body language, he would have appeared casual to the untrained eye. Chuuya knew better.

It was the eyes that had tipped Chuuya off. Crimson, as usual, but saturated by a raw, boiling anger. The likes of which he had never witnessed before, even on Bakugou.

Chuuya groaned, dropping his head into his waiting palms. This was going to be difficult.

A moment passed.

“Bakugou-”

“Don’t. I don’t want to hear sh*t from you right now.”

Bakugou’s tone was calm. Dangerously so.

He prowled over to where Chuuya was sat, hands stuffed in his pockets and head lowered. Then, he stopped abruptly, halfway to the bench and beside a mobile water fountain.

“Bakugou-kun?”

Only a small, easily dismissed flinch warned Chuuya that Bakugou was about to act.

Letting out a gut wrenching roar, he slammed his leg into the base of the water fountain. Again, and again. Kicking it with as much strength as he could. A strangled noise crawled up from his throat.

Chuuya winced as he watched on- that was going to leave a bruise.

When Bakugou finally tired, slumping heavily down on the bench beside Chuuya, shimmering tracks cut lines across his cheeks. Chuuya didn’t mention it.

“Feel better?” Chuuya chanced.

“No,” Bakugou replied, biting out a wet laugh. “Even that sh*tty nerd beat me.”

Chuuya understood that Bakugou was upset and angry. Probably not in his most rational state of mind. But his words still rubbed Chuuya up the wrong way.

For such an intelligent, complex person, Bakugou had an unbelievable lack of compassion, sometimes. It seemed to Chuuya that he couldn’t quite grasp the gravity of his own actions. Of the situation he had balanced himself in so precariously.

“Stop calling him that.”

“sh*tty nerd? The f*ck else would I call him?”

Chuuya responded with an unceremonious glare.

“You can’t keep doing this, Bakugou-kun,” Chuuya breathed words out on an elongated exhale. “This isn’t a game. You’re not just here to f*ck around with your quirk and play with robot simulations.”

“I know that,” Bakugou interjected, defensive.

“Do you?” Chuuya asked. If he had been weary previously, the talons of a righteous anger gripped onto him now. Filled him with the burning desire to act like that familiar injection of adrenaline. “Heroes are supposed to save people. To inspire the next generation. But they also have the power to cause so much suffering and harm. To be a hero is to be the most selfless version of yourself you can be. To commit yourself to a cause outside of your personal interest time and time again. Acting like this… it’s just not good enough.”

Chuuya sighed. He turned to look at Bakugou in the eye.

“You’re not good enough.”

“Huh?” Bakugou snarled, neutrality dissolving into rage. “Say that again, bastard.”

“You’re not good enough, and I’m glad that you lost the cavalry battle.”

Bakugou shot up from his seated position. His hands fisted into the fabric of Chuuya’s clothes, yanking him up as well. They radiated an unpleasant heat, searing through the uniform. The latter didn’t contend with Bakugou’s grip on him, even as he watched carefully for any stray sparks beginning to build.

“Heroes can’t make mistakes, Bakugou-kun. They can’t be a little cruel or a little childish, or there’ll be real, genuine consequences, and people will die.”

Bakugou was tensed, but listening.

“We’ve been lucky, having All Might as number one for basically our entire lives,” Chuuya said, laughing lowly. “He practically embodies heroism. But he’s getting old. And frankly, if his successor is as callous as you, then I fear for the future.”

He hadn’t meant it as an insult, as such. Just as the truth. Motivation, maybe. Chuuya had only expressed these things, driven an undeniably difficult point home, because he respected Bakugou. Because he believed in him enough to genuinely imagine that Bakugou could make those changes to himself.

A loaded few seconds passed, Bakugou’s eyes darting around Chuuya’s face. Searching for a hint of who knows what. Chuuya kept his lips pulled into a neutral line and his chin raised up.

With a bitter chuckle, Bakugou dropped the folds of Chuuya’s gym kit, falling back onto the unforgiving wood of the bench. Chuuya followed suit a moment later.

“You can be such a downer sometimes, hat f*cker,” Bakugou grumbled. “All Might’s still got a few years in him yet.”

Chuuya snorted.

Another silence descended on them, then. But this one wasn’t so charged. Wasn’t desperately repelling its surroundings.

“Once I win the sports festival,” Chuuya began (a forceful elbow to his side halted him for a second or two), “we’ll fight. All out. No holds barred. That way, you can’t complain about being short changed and losing out on your victory unfairly for the rest of eternity.”

Bakugou seemed appeased by that. He stretched out, relaxed, dropping his head on the wall behind them and letting his legs straighten out.

“I’ll take you up on that.”

Then, his expression turned serious.

“But you have to fight me with everything you have. To the very best of your ability.”

“When do I not?” Chuuya joked. Bakugou didn’t laugh, though. Instead, his eyebrows pinched together.

“You never f*cking do. I don’t know why, and I can’t quite place my finger on what you’re missing, but I know that you’re holding back. You have been since day one.”

Chuuya wanted to laugh it off- he really did. But there was something endlessly unnerving about having your own thoughts, thoughts that you assumed were untraceably hidden, pulled into the limelight by someone else entirely. It felt like a stun. Quick but blunt.

“I promise I will,” his lips were saying before his brain could even catch up.

Bakugou nodded once, satisfied.

It was a short while later that they decided they had been cowering long enough. Chuuya stood up, holding a hand out to Bakugou, who pulled himself off the bench as well.

It took about three minutes of Chuuya insisting that it was definitely, definitely this tunnel that led to surface level before he admitted that he was lost.

“Maybe if we just keep taking right turns,” Chuuya pondered, hopefully.

Having come to a choice between taking a left or right passage, they were staring into the identical abysses that seemed to lie at the end of each path. Chuuya squinted his eyes, as if he’d be able to see past the unending darkness and plot out a route to the cafeteria. He was really hungry.

“The arena is round; that’ll take us in a circle, idiot,” Bakugou argued. “We should alternate between left and right, then we’ll reach a point on the circumference.”

Listen, Chuuya may have been a delightful person and friend, but he was by no means a pushover. The mix of his frustration at the unfortunate loss of his break and just general Bakugou-related annoyance was getting to him. If he wanted to be petty about escaping this absolute f*cking maze, then be damn well would be.

“This isn’t a geometry class. The paths won’t all split in the same places or even in the same directions. Don’t act as if this is some easy maths problem. We’re going right.”

He grabbed Bakugou’s arm, who let out a guttural growl, and pulled them both down the passage on the righthand side.

The mouth from which they had entered was bathed in shadow, but it brightened out quickly afterwards. An orange glow illuminated the tunnel- and surprisingly- what appeared to be two figures within it. Chuuya had never been more thankful to see another person. He was about to call out when a hand wrapped around his mouth. Only a muffled gasp escaped his lips.

He looked over to the culprit, Bakugou, who was shaking his head, expression grim. When he had pulled the hand away, Chuuya turned his attention to the newcomers.

Properly looking at them, he recognised both with ease. He wasn’t entirely sure as to why Bakugou wanted to eavesdrop, but he agreed that the situation seemed rather tense. As if a significant moment was playing out right before their eyes.

Staying silent and in the shadows, Chuuya listened.

“I think that you’d be surprised, Todoroki-kun, by the number of people that hate their quirks.”

Dazai Osamu and The Boy Who Was Born With Everything

I t was a strange experience. To hear something so raw and true and personal.

Dazai had met all sorts of people in the Mafia. People from a thousand different backgrounds, who had lived through experiences that Dazai could barely imagine. Had only read about in books. But even amongst allies who had seen so much, Dazai had never listened to someone like this. Listened to someone spill details with such emotion, such a real connection to their own memories. Perhaps they had all been desensitised by the bloodshed.

When Todoroki had finished, Dazai pondered over his next words. In a way that he didn’t usually have to.

Todoroki had seen through him during the Cavalry battle. Figured out that he was the one plotting from the shadows. And so, he had conjectured that it had been Dazai who had spurred him to use his left side. The fire that he so resented. The fire that his father had forced upon him.

He was clearly mistrustful of Dazai; he had been for a while, from Dazai’s observations. This was the perfect opportunity to turn that distrust into camaraderie.

“I think that you’d be surprised, Todoroki-kun, by the number of people that hate their quirks.”

Todoroki didn’t reply. Instead, his hand ghosted across his scar, the touch light and fleeting.

“Atsushi-kun hasn’t always maintained a semblance of peace with his ability. He treated it more as a separate entity rather than an extension of himself, and the tiger inherited that mentality as well.”

Sending a silent apology to Atsushi for exposing him, Dazai settled on the route he’d take through the winding roads of conversation.

“Shinsou-kun has always been told that his quirk is villainous, and it’s stopped him from achieving his dream. But he’s fighting against that, with everything he has.”

Todoroki frowned, turning his face away.

“It’s not the same.”

“No, it’s not the same,” Dazai agreed immediately. “You’ve been through hell, and you’re still going. It’s not a fight to live or anything so poetic; it’s a fight to survive.”

Nodding shallowly, Todoroki crossed his arms in front of him.

“You don’t even have the option to forget, because you’ll look in the mirror everyday for the rest of your life, and see him in front of you.”

Dazai knew that he had hit the nail on the head with that one. The passage was enveloped in silence, only the groans and creaks of the plumbing and buzzing of the lighting filtered in from around them.

“There’s someone very special to me who hates his quirk,” Dazai begun. “There’s something locked up inside of him, and he’s always thought it made him a monster. No longer human, as it were.”

Dazai angled his head up to the ceiling, the single lamp dangling above them haphazardly.

“But it doesn’t. It’s just a part of him. Everything is a part of us, really.”

“My father is not a part of me,” Todoroki snapped.

“He is,” Dazai stated.

He looked into Todoroki’s eyes then. One grey, one a clear blue. And he felt a corner of him pull. A corner that he didn’t like to think about too often. The words were forming, unbidden, before he could question them.

“Mine was a part of me, too. I kept denying it, though, and now he’s dead.” Dazai laughed, dryly. “And I don’t think I’m any better for it.”

Todoroki was visibly shocked.

“H-how did he die?” Todoroki stammered.

“Illness,” Dazai lied, shrugging. Well, more like half-lied. This conjured deception was more widely believed than the truth was. Ever would be. At what point did an uncontested perception simply become reality? “It was chronic and fatal. His doctor was there with us when he died, so we never really got to talk. I ended up crushing the parts of me that belonged to him, and never properly filling the holes they left.”

Todoroki said nothing.

“Endeavour is not a hero, but you still can be. You just have to take that part of yourself and mould it into something new.”

Seeming to consider these words for a moment, Todoroki tilted his head to the side.

“Like what?”

That, Dazai could answer. He flung his arms out into the air.

“Sky’s the limit!”

Without warning, a crash echoed through the passage, jolting them both to attention. Dazai cursed. Someone was there. Someone heard them. They must have. Heard more than Dazai was ready to tell. That inch of control slipped from between his fingers like grains of sand. Sure, Dazai had been a little exposed, a little shaky, but he still shouldn’t have missed the signs of an intruder. How the hell had he missed them?

“Who’s there?” Todoroki yelled, frost creeping up his right arm in rapidly climbing tendrils.

A silhouette emerged at one end of the tunnel.

Midoriya Izuku and an Intersection

O ne thing to remember about Midoriya Izuku was that he did things with only the very best of intentions.

After the Cavalry battle, a bewildering concoction of emotions were swirling around in his mind. Like potions in a cauldron, sparking and reacting as they mixed. It was nothing quite so scientific as a chemistry experiment, more a mess of clashing aromas and colours.

There had been relief in there, somewhere. A part of Midoriya had been certain that with the ten million point target secured to his back, he’d be defeated during the brutal second stage. All Might would have been so disappointed in him. He wouldn’t have voiced it, but the sadness would have been evident in his gleaming blue eyes.

Midoriya sighed. The scenario hadn’t quite played out that way, but it had been a close thing.

Maybe All Might should have given the important role of being his successor to someone else. Someone more qualified. Someone who was skilled with their quirk and certain of themselves. Like Todoroki, or Chuuya, or Dazai.

He shook his head, violently, banishing the thought for now.

He could speculate all he wanted, but it wouldn’t matter. All Might had chosen him, and who was he to question All Might?

Kacchan’s elimination from the Sports Festival was another weight on his shoulders. It felt wrong to be living this dream without him. This shared dream that they had both nurtured and cultivated through their childhoods. Maybe Kacchan had never thought of it that way, but to Midoriya, the goal of becoming a hero was the only thing that held them together anymore.

When he had watched Chuuya make a beeline for Kacchan following the announcement, envy had coloured his thoughts green. He had to physically turn away from the scene. He knew that he had never really been Kacchan’s best friend, not since they were too young to remember, but the bond between them still existed. Weak and fraying as it was.

It should have been him.

That was another thing he was trying to push away as he shovelled a nutrient packed lunch into his mouth. Not really tasting any of it.

What he should really be focusing on was how to win this Sports Festival. How to make All Might proud.

It was a puzzle he had been trying to solve since the festival was first announced just days after the USJ incident. He had holed himself up in his bedroom, hero merchandise surrounding him on all sides, and watched recording after recording of past first year festivals. He could say with a reasonable amount of certainty that the next would round would contain one-on-one fights, and slightly less certainty that he was adequately prepared.

Forming a general plan had been easy: use a burst of speed at the beginning to reach his opponent’s radius of contact, and then fight at a close distance, which often gave him the advantage. He could strategise on a more individual basis depending on the student. Still, it wasn’t exactly a foolproof formula, and it relied upon his bones not simply breaking apart. (Recovery Girl had already warned him of the perils of continuously straining them).

He supposed it was good that Kacchan had been disqualified, because then he wouldn’t have to fight such a strong opponent. But other powerhouses graced every corner of the hero course. And God, he hadn’t even considered the rest of the year. He’d made the stupid, stupid assumption that they wouldn’t pose any threat. That myth had been thoroughly debunked, he bemoaned, as scenes of Shinsou’s fingers grasping the ten million point headband played and replayed in his head.

A general studies course student rising up above all the odds like that was truly remarkable. More like something out of a story than a real life event.

Shinsou was a huge disruption in any plan of battle he’d had. Midoriya’s knowledge of his quirk was solid but not extensive; while he’d read up on the majority of his competitors, he hadn’t believed Shinsou to be too high a hurdle to overcome. To truly create a plan to deal with the general studies student, he’d need more information.

But who could he ask? Obviously not Shinsou himself, who wouldn’t want to give away anything. Naturally, his classmates who knew him best would feel the same. The only other people that Midoriya knew for sure he had fraternised with were… his Cavalry battle team! A team comprised entirely of his own friends- one of whom had an incredibly analytical mind.

Abruptly, he stood from his seat at the lunch table.

“Midoriya-kun?” Uraraka queried.

“Do you know where Dazai-kun is?”

“Todoroki-kun pulled him off to talk. Into the creepy underground part.”

Leaving his meal unfinished and swinging his bag over his shoulder, Midoriya jogged away from the table.

“Thanks,” he called behind him.

The passage system was far more expansive than he had expected. Part of him was in awe at the complicated twists and turns of the tunnels, fascinated by the structure. He walked down corridor after corridor, each one enclosed with arched walls and ceilings. There was no sign of Dazai in the earlier tunnels, though. He had either left completely, or ventured deeper in. As Midoriya hadn’t seen him since the Cavalry battle, he assumed it was the latter.

After a little while, Midoriya heard the timbre of a familiar voice. Dazai. He smiled in relief- half of him had been convinced that he’d be trapped in those tunnels forever.

Dazai wasn’t alone. He and another figure were standing a metre or so apart on a branch with its opening perpendicular to Midoriya’s position. That must have been Todoroki, then.

If they were still talking, he didn’t want to rudely interrupt. He could bide his time and wait his turn easily enough.

“I think that you’d be surprised, Todoroki-kun, by the number of people that hate their quirks.”

Then again, it didn’t sound like the kind of conversation they’d want people listening in on. He could reveal himself, but wouldn’t doing so be an even more intrusive extension of that? He should leave now.

With under twenty minutes of lunch break left, though, it was absolutely imperative that he consulted Dazai some time soon.

It took him another few minutes of debate to come up with an answer: he would stay and wait. With only the best intentions, of course.

(Perhaps a little voice in him begged to hear what was being said. By both the overtly mysterious Todoroki, and the somehow unknowable Dazai).

He honestly couldn’t say whether he regretted the choice, in hindsight.

On one hand, what he heard had greatly impacted his future relationship with Todoroki. And maybe his other classmates, too. It had felt like a turning point: the moment he had truly dived past surface level. Seen something usually concealed.

However, it had also been like a spanner thrown in the works. The idea of Endeavour, the number two hero, being an abuser? It was insane. The man had never been as warm and gentle as say, All Might, but he had been just and moral and fought for the good of the people. Or at least, that’s what Midoriya had once thought.

The vague hints towards Endeavour’s true nature that the two had been sparsely alluding to were enough to completely wipe any such image of the man. Replace it with a much less pleasant picture.

The conversation left him drained. Even as a bystander, he had felt the pain and anger laced through unsuspecting words.

He closed his eyes, slouching against the wall behind him, letting his bones go limp.

However, he had allowed an important piece of information to slip from his mind. On his back was his rucksack- the one he had ordered specifically for UA. It was water resistant and large enough for all his folders, and it was secured across his shoulder by strong straps with buckles. Metal buckles that, as they made contact with the unpainted wall behind him, produced a horrific sound. A terribly audible clatter. A spear of dread shot through him.

It hadn’t been loud, not really, but in the near-silence of the passage, it ricocheted like a bullet.

“Who’s there?” Todoroki was shouting, already prepared to attack.

Damn. He may have had good intentions, but this didn’t look great.

Scrambling away from the wall and out into the harsh lamplight, Midoriya held his hands up placatingly.

“It’s me! It’s just me. Midoriya! Izuku, obviously,” he shouted, trailing off as Todoroki’s ice melted away and the threat of demise became less imminent.

Once all parties had released a relieved puff of air, silence dawned on the group again. Midoriya cringed at the tension that had permeated the atmosphere. Then promptly remembered that it was largely his own fault.

“How long have you been listening?”

Todoroki had reverted to his usual blank facade. Familiar though it was, the neutrality seemed unnatural. Incoherent with respect to the expressions Midoriya had imagined might grace his features after such a revelation.

“Not for long,” he started, hurriedly. “Just- umm- just a few minutes. Maybe five.”

Not giving anything away, Todoroki nodded. Dazai was silent and still.

“I wanted to talk to Dazai-kun. And everyone said he’d come down here with you, Todoroki-kun,” Midoriya said, witheringly, to an unreceptive audience. “So I came to find you. I’m so sorry.”

He bowed deeply, then.

Todoroki scowled before kicking off the wall behind him. He began walking down the passage without another word.

“Todoroki-kun,” Midoriya said, stopping the other as he passed.

“I- I never knew my father well, so I can’t emphasise with how you must feel towards him, but I agree with Dazai-kun. Your quirk is a part of you, no matter where it comes from.”

Todoroki was staring at him, head co*cked, and Midoriya wondered whether his words had gotten through.

“I thought All Might was your father.”

Midoriya promptly choked on his own spit.

“I feel so bad for Midoriya-kun,” Chuuya laughed, hand on forehead as he and Bakugou wondered towards the lunch hall; they’d made a quick escape after the shock appearance of the third party.

“Better him than us.” Bakugou shrugged.

He was largely back to his usual self, Chuuya observed, but a certain morose air lingered around him. It would vanish with time, he was sure.

It wasn’t until the beginning of the third round that Chuuya saw Dazai again. He was reminded of all the things he had heard in the tunnel. A part of him wondered whether they had been real, or just a fabrication conjured up to earn Todoroki’s trust by a master illusionist.

He supposed the only way to know would be straight from Dazai himself.

Finally getting Dazai alone was a weight off Midoriya’s shoulders.

“What’s the problem, Midoriya-kun?” Dazai asked, chirpily. He sounded relatively normal, but slightly more subdued. As if he was putting on a front, and the gleaming surface had been left unpolished for too long.

“Rather than a problem, it’s more of a request,” he said, sheepishly. “It’s about Shinsou Hitsoshi.”

“Request away,” Dazai said vaguely, throwing his hands about in a gesture of a meaning that was up for interpretation.

“You were on a team with him during the cavalry battle,” Midoriya began, “so I was wondering if you could clarify some information about his quirk for me.”

“Anything specific?”

“Yes. How exactly he gains control over someone, as well as what level of influence that control has. I’d also like to know if there’s a way to break out of his control once you’re under it.”

The truth?

In actual fact, Shinsou’s quirk was quite simple. A brainwashing ability that stemmed from an opponent answering one of his questions or comments. It usually maintained for a period of hours or less if it was released manually, and was generally impossible to break from the victim’s side. As for Shinsou’s level of control, and from what Dazai had gleaned from his own observations, it seemed that any given command that was both physically possible and impersonal would be executed.

For example, if Shinsou ordered someone to run to the Eiffel Tower and back in ten minutes, this task would be deemed impossible and would not be executed (unless they happened to be conducting this experiment in Paris). However, asking them to run a lap of the main field in five minutes would be considered doable and completed.

Additionally, Shinsou could tell someone to repeat the sentence ‘All Might is the number one hero’, but not ask ‘who is the number one hero?’. This would come from personal knowledge that Shinsou did not have access to.

(This also meant that he couldn’t sidle up to someone and ask ‘what is your most embarrassing secret?’, unfortunately).

A lie:

“All of that depends on the functions of your own quirk, actually,” Dazai supplied.

Well, it wasn’t a total lie, but it couldn’t be considered the succinct truth that Midoriya was searching for either. The whole purpose of his plan to place Shinsou in a threatening position was to have this very conversation. The stakes were high- he couldn’t change his strategy now.

“My quirk?”

“As I’m sure you know, different varieties of ability impact different areas of the brain and body. While I assume your strength enhancement congregates in certain muscles, the cells that generate my quirk effect my whole body, and flow in my blood.”

Midoriya nodded in understanding. Considering his fascination with quirks, it wasn’t too surprising to see him follow along without issue.

“Shinsou can generally gain control easily enough by engaging in conversation. Two factors affect both his ability to maintain that control, and your ability to resist it. These are the areas that your quirk affects, and the number of quirk generating cells in your body.”

This was where Dazai’s information gathering attempts would begin.

“I’m sure that when you were a kid, your parents got your quirk cells counted, right? I mean, it’s recommended that everyone with a quirk gets one.”

“Of course,” Midoriya cut in, his voice suddenly high-pitched and tight, “I- umm- I have a number but it’s kind of… an estimate.”

“An estimate?”

Midoriya sighed.

“You know when I was a kid, I had no control over my quirk. In all honesty, I’ve only been acknowledging it for the past few months.”

“Just months?” Dazai was shocked. To have acquired the strength that Midoriya had in mere months was an astonishing feat.

“I’d been preparing my body for the strength of my ability for about a year, but I started directly training my quirk a couple of weeks before the entrance exam.”

So One For All had been transferred to Midoriya just days before the entrance test? Dazai tried not to appear too impressed as Midoriya continued.

“Only kids really get their quirk cells counted, so Recovery Girl did an estimate for me.”

“What are we talking?”

“About two million per micro litre of blood,” Midoriya said, cheeks flushing red.

“That’s high,” Dazai said, considering. And it was. Such a number implied that Midoriya had half as many quirk cells as red blood cells. It was amazing, to say the least. Midoriya was incredibly powerful.

“You’ll be more naturally resistant to his brainwashing, then, if there are more quirk cells for his ability to bind to.”

Midoriya nodded as it that made sense. As if he hadn’t created that explanation on the spot and out of thin air.

“The other factor I mentioned is the anatomy affected by your quirk.”

“I’m not entirely sure, to be honest,” Midoriya said, embarrassed. “It just feels like it washes over me, sometimes.”

“Do you switch it on and off yourself, or does it simply activate itself?”

Midoriya answered without hesitation:

“I definitely control it. Will power is very significant for my quirk. I guess what I mean is that rather than it only being concentrated in muscles, it exists all over my body.”

That was a useful piece of information- the will power comment. It probably meant that simply ingesting the holder’s DNA wasn’t enough to transfer One For All. It would have to be the current owner’s will for it to be passed on.

(This was bad because it became massively more difficult to obtain such a quirk. It was good, however, because Mori wouldn’t set him up with the task of plucking and eating a strand of his friend’s hair).

Dazai wrapped up the conversation shortly after that, spewing out less real, factual biology than a physics textbook. Midoriya had given him more than enough to go on for now.

As they walked, side by side, away from the maze of tunnels, Dazai found himself wondering what he planned to do if he ever managed to gain the power of One For All.

Passing it straight to Mori would be the easy route out, and a one way track to wealth and status beyond belief. But something about that path didn’t sit right with him.

He’d have to think it over.

Dazai Osamu and the Encounter

Y ou’re really amazing, you know that?”

It was nice to be appreciated, Dazai found. Although that compliment had probably been a bit of an overkill; even after winning the Cavalry battle, he had managed to stay under the radar. Shinsou was, after all, soaking up all the attention like a sponge. A part of Dazai was happy for him, actually.

“Thank you,” Dazai said, smiling. “You should have seen my classmates, though.” He injected a dose of humility in an almost formulaic way.

He had been scouring the options in one of the infrequently placed vending machines when his company had come along. They seemed to have had the same initial interest in a snack, but had displayed a casually veiled curiosity regarding Dazai, as well.

His acquaintance had arrived in the form of a young man, although he was clearly older than Dazai. Other than his somewhat eccentric attire, something about him struck Dazai as familiar. Not his features specifically, or the timbre of his voice. Just the manner in which he existed. How he stood, moved and even spoke to an extent. They each held a quality that was recognisable to Dazai. Like the precise locations of a mark or scratch on the glossy sheen of a photograph.

The man ignored him, slouching into the side of the vending machine as Dazai inserted his coins.

“It all went according to your plan. Absolutely everything.”

He didn’t react, but an alarm inside of Dazai was beginning to ring. Quietly, at first. He forcefully didn’t take his eyes off the vending process as a bottle of ice tea was plucked from the machine and deposited in the box.

“I’m sorry?”

Gripping the beverage with steady fingers, he turned towards the other. He felt tense, impossibly on edge from the sudden barrage out of nowhere.

From an outsider’s view, it should have been impossible to know that he was the one calling the shots. Todoroki was one thing- he had experienced the Cavalry battle first hand. But a member of the audience? Not even a recognisable pro hero, at that. No one should have been able to tell.

He let his eyes skim over the man as smoothly as he could make them. An outlandish outfit- brown overcoat and oddly shaped hat. Hair that had slightly outgrown its initial style, and a tie so loose that it rivalled Dazai’s own attempts at the UA school uniform.

And again- that undeniable aura of familiarity.

If the man had been casual- friendly- up until now, it was as if someone had hit a switch. The change in atmosphere was palpable. His voice had turned somber.

“It’s not often that I give out pieces of advice, so listen carefully.”

The man pushed off from the side of the vending machine, rounding its body to reach the front. He input a code, letting the whirring noises of the machine veil his words from any passerby.

“A lot of aims and alliances and circ*mstances are running in parallel right now, and soon, they’re all going to tangle together, and implode.”

He leant down to pick up a box of chocolates. Opening the box, he took a carefully wrapped piece out. Then, he threw it at Dazai, who caught it gracefully, eyes still locked onto the man before him.

“You need to join the Armed Detective Agency.”

Dazai stilled.

“What?”

But it was too late. The thickened mingle of air and sap that he had been breathing in was thinning down again. The man was waking away, like none of it had ever happened.

Dazai was left holding a single chocolate and facing an unattended vending machine.

He looked down at the iridescent plastic that was folded around the sphere of chocolate in his palm. ‘Salted caramel’ was spelled out over the wrapping in swirling calligraphy.

And everything came together.

The salt of the sea water that had lapped at the port of Yokohama. The man’s feeling of incomprehensible familiarity. The recognisable posture, stride and lilts of his voice. And most of all, his firm words.

He was from Yokohama. More than that, from the Armed Detective Agency itself.

Dazai whipped back in the direction that the man had disappeared in, but no one was there.

Arthur Rimbaud and the Trailblazer (Part 1)

A s always, the bar was packed when Arthur arrived.

Even so, his usual stool at the counter was left unoccupied. He slid onto it, hat pulled low over his face. Signalling to the bartender, he let his hands fall to rest across the varnished wooden surface.

It was a high quality place, all things considered- the Trailblazer. Popular for a number of reasons. The bar emulated a certain finesse and refinement that one couldn’t find with ease around this end of the city. It boasted a broad selection of aged wines and other such beverages, as well.

After ordering a vermouth and soda, Arthur simply sat back and allowed the atmosphere to wash over him. It was jovial, as always, and lighthearted. Although the place was frequented by various gang members and criminals, patrons tended to keep their disputes outside of the bar. Sometimes, Arthur almost forgot that he visited the Trailblazer entirely for work related purposes.

Someone perched themselves on the stool beside him, then, interrupting his train of thought as it steamed along.

“Whisky on the rocks,” he called to the bartender. His usual, then.

“Giran-san,” Arthur greeted, politely.

An information broker in the Tokyo circles, Giran had been a source of intel for Arthur for years. Their relationship relied on mutual benefit and equally unpleasant consequences for both parties if one were to ever sell the other out. It wasn’t a comfortable balance by any means, but it was a valuable one.

“Evening, Arthur-san.”

Staying silent momentarily, the pair waited as the bartender approached with a crystal glass. Almost unintelligible piano notes mingled with the buzz of background chatter. Melodic jazz wove through the clinking of glasses with grace.

Giran took a long sip of his drink, sighing as he gulped it down. When he finished, he replaced his glass on the countertop.

“So, what’ll it be today?”

“Stain, please.”

Gitan looked intrigued, which was never a good sign. The corners of his lips were twitching, his eyes surveying Arthur’s face carefully.

“Stain, you say.”

“The hero killer,” Arthur clarified, although he was sure his companion already knew exactly who he was referring to.

“What are you hunting him for? He’s no threat to you. The hero killer, not the vigilante killer,” Giran said, chuckling as if he’d said something immensely funny.

Readjusting his spectacles, Giran reached for his glass again. His jacket sleeves shone violet under the light of the lamp above the bar.

“Well, I can only hope he holds to that name,” Arthur mumbled. “What do you have on him?” Arthur asked, louder.

Giran must have been curious about Arthur’s decision to chase the notorious hero killer, but wisely kept his mouth shut. They had avoided thousands of disagreements and disparities in character over the years through the simple method of not asking. Not digging too deep. There was no need to change such an ingrained rule in their relationship now.

“Let me see,” Giran began. “He’s been active for almost ten years without ever being apprehended. Used to operate as a vigilante up in the North- no one knows by what alias- but has been moving about ever since his views became more… extreme. Quirk is unknown but he uses a katana to fight, so current thinking is it’s something to do with that.”

Pausing for a swig of whisky, Giran threw his head back. Arthur waited, trying not to let his impatience show.

“His first attack in Tokyo was four days ago. He killed the Tornado hero Storm and fled the scene.”

Arthur waited a few moments, but Giran didn’t continue.

“That’s it? I could have gotten all that from the news.”

“He’s a secretive bastard,” Giran shrugged. “That’s all I have on him. Unless, of course, you want to pay premium.”

Arthur was not planning on gambling away all his life savings for a smidgen of information that may not even amount to anything. When he said as much, Giran laughed.

“Suit yourself.” He stood up from his stool. “Because you’re such a valued customer, I’ll throw you a bone here. See those two?”

He gestured towards a couple of figures sat in a booth just off to the left. A young man and woman were conversing quietly, but Arthur couldn’t make out much more detail from the distance.

“They’re big fans of Stain; the guy has a whole devoted club, you know. Anyway, they’re looking to join an organisation that I have a position in, so I invited them here today. Go have a chat with them, maybe they’ll believe you’re another Stain fanatic and tell you something.”

Feeling a little unsure, Arthur tried to squint at them through the crowd.

“Won’t they recognise me?”

Patting his shoulder, Giran laughed. “No one under the age of forty recognises you, Arthur-san.”

Only a week ago, he would have agreed with that statement sincerely.

After thanking Giran, Arthur battled through the masses, glass in hand, to the aforementioned booth.

When he arrived, he took in the two people there. An obviously young, blonde girl with a dangerous spark in her eye that Arthur was sure he couldn’t replicate. Didn’t want to. And a man with discoloured patches of skin attached with what appeared to be staples to his remaining flesh.

Arthur prayed, as he stood before them, that he wasn’t making a very bad decision.

Notes:

Arthur, making all the worst decisions: wow hope that doesn’t blow up in my face.

Btw, I hope you’re not having any trouble making connections and shiz because I’m posting once a week. The story is very much a continuation, so I hope the fact that (some of) you have to wait for each chapter hasn’t screwed with your understanding.

Also, may have accidentally changed the amount of public knowledge out there about stain. Idk man I’m freewheeling at this point.

See(?) you all next week xx

Edited 29/03/24 for formatting errors.

Chapter 9: The Sports Festival: Round Three (Part One)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Nakahara Chuuya and the Final Round

S tanding amongst the sixteen finalists of the UA Sports Festival was an odd experience. Not because he felt he didn’t belong among the elite- such a notion hadn’t even occurred to him. Simply because Midnight kept referring to them as the ‘pupils’ or the ‘finalists’ and Chuuya had heard a member of the audience ask the woman beside her, ‘which one of them do you think will win?’. Suddenly and without his consent, Chuuya had become a part of this established group. Of this class and this category.

And he wasn’t sure exactly how he felt about that.

He certainly wasn’t as repulsed as he’d expected upon being allocated the infiltration mission in the first place. The order had initially been given almost two months ago, now. Clearly, those sixty odd days had led to unprecedented change.

Midnight had been explaining the rules of the final one-on-one tournament style round. Either knock out your opponent or push them onto the ground over the boundary line of the ring to triumph. The audience seemed restless with excitement, Chuuya noticed as he observed the stands. Whispers rippled up and down the rows, creating an almost anxious energy in the arena.

Only when the screens across the stadium flashed did the onlookers quieten. They darkened before switching back on and revealing a stark, black diagram.

Quickly, Chuuya realised what it represented. A tournament bracket. Hypothetically, if one were to proceed to the final of the festival, they would fight a total of four battles. There would also be a battle for third and fourth place, but Chuuya had no plans of being involved in it.

Scanning the screen, Chuuya picked his name out among the mass of characters. His battle would be fifth in the first pass of fights. Against his classmate, Shouji.

His gaze met Shouji’s in the crowd, a cool pair of eyes staring back at him. At the risk of sounding conceited, Chuuya didn’t think the other would pose too much of an issue.

When he became the victor of that fight, he was up against either Tokoyami or Yaoyorozu. A part of him hoped, through a faint sense of camaraderie remaining from their first practical lesson, that it would be the latter.

After that: Dazai. Assuming the other played to win, that is. From what Chuuya had seen and heard of him throughout the tournament, though, it wasn’t a sure thing.

“Please can the first participants report to the waiting rooms. All other finalists can head to their designated viewing box.”

Reading the bracket again, Chuuya found that Midoriya was the first competitor to fight. Against Shinsou, even.

The general studies student himself appeared remarkably calm. Hands casually in his pockets, he slunk off towards one of the waiting rooms. In a weird subversion of the expected, Midoriya was slightly pale. His shoulders were tensed, and when Chuuya wished him good luck on his way past, he seemed violently surprised.

Chuuya had no idea what cruel and twisted mind games Dazai had been playing during their conversation, but it must have been having the desired effect. When Chuuya spotted brown waves bouncing up and down a few bodies away from him, he found them to be as chirpy and unaffected as ever.

“Who do you think will win?” Chuuya asked as he edged past chairs in the 1A viewing box towards his bundle of friends. As most of them had been on Bakugou’s team in the Cavalry battle, they were already mid discussion when he arrived.

“Deku,” Bakugou said, not an ounce of hesitation colouring his tone.

Chuuya almost smirked, but repressed it. He didn’t think that Bakugou was the type to appreciate some good natured teasing. Mina clearly didn’t get the memo, though.

“Your faith in your boyfriend is admirable,” she practically purred. Then narrowly dodged a flaming fist.

“He’s not my f*cking boyfriend! That sh*tty-” he cut himself off with a grunt. “That nerd is barely a sentient f*cking being.”

“Dude, you speak almost entirely in growls and blow up anything that moves,” Kirishima snorted. “Who’s not a sentient being now?”

Bakugou growled in response.

To his credit, though, he was right. Midoriya did win the match- although not in quite as straightforward a way as he might have.

Maybe he felt pity for the general studies student trying desperately to get a foothold in the hero world. Or maybe he simply couldn’t stop himself from replying to Shinsou’s taunts. Either way, after Midoriya had fallen into his opponent’s trap, things were looking bleak.

“The f*ck is he doing?”

“He’s- he’s walking out of the ring?”

A moment of silence and a collective realisation.

“Shinsou Hitoshi.”

It was clear, in hindsight. Once under his control, there wasn’t much one could do to escape it. Midoriya had been brainwashed, and now he was seconds away from ending his Sports Festival career.

To Chuuya’s slight surprise, most of the audience was cheering. He had thought that after the stunt Midoriya pulled during the obstacle race, he’d be a fan favourite. Turns out Shinsou’s zero to hero story had overshadowed his wits.

When Midoriya paused- barely a step from the painted white line- it felt like a miracle. Chuuya sucked in a breath as his classmate hovered there. An internal war must have been raging in his mind. The fearsome fight for control within the outer battle that everyone else was witnessing. Chuuya had more of an understanding of such a fight than most others, he felt.

Then, Midoriya lowered his leg, and Chuuya had been all but ready to lament his defeat. It cast a dark shadow over the white ruled line. Hung over the top of it. And landed… just within it?

Midoriya pivoted to face his competitor, whose features were contorted in blatant astonishment.

“Deku,” Bakugou had said beside him, tone a million times smaller than it had ever been before.

The battle was more like a comedy sketch of poor-taste from there. Midoriya wiped the floor with Shinsou, leaving the audience to speculate what exactly had snapped him out of his trance by themselves.

“Midoriya-kun, so cool!” That was Mina, her whole body flung precariously at the railings to cheer.

Sero looked, reasonably, nervous as she hung over the sides of their box. His tape was at the ready for a quick intervention in his palms.

“Breaking out of a brainwashing quirk using only the power of your mind is so manly,” Kirishima joined in. Chuuya did get the feeling that most of it was lost to the wind, though. His other classmates looked equally jovial, sitting in the rows around them.

“Took him long enough,” Bakugou grumbled.

“All this hot and cold sh*t. Who are you? Todoroki-kun?”

(Chuuya only felt safe making such a joke because Todoroki had already waded out to the waiting room in preparation for his own match).

Following the conclusion of Midoriya’s battle, it was Todoroki versus Tsuyu. Although the battle was less of a battle and more of a one sided massacre.

It was over in seconds.

Blades of ice erupted. They immersed Tsuyu before she had the chance to make her first move, towering around her like a fortress. Ice is, by its very nature, ephemeral. It melts when touched by even a single ray of heat, unable to hold its nerve. Reassembles itself into something quite unfamiliar, as if it had never been there at all.

In that sense, Todoroki’s ice did not feel like ice. It felt like something much more solid. Immovable.

A number of heat quirk users were bought in to remove of the resulting wall of ice. As they hurried around in the main field, the audience was left to their own discussions. From what Chuuya could make out, the general sentiment was that Todoroki had gone too far, and harmed his classmate to an unnecessary extent.

He was sure that he could pick out some quietly approving voices in the crowd, however. The show of pure power had been immense.

Seeming to echo these opinions, his classmates were talking amongst themselves in hushed tones. Outwardly, they proclaimed that Todoroki’s use of force had been extreme, but inwardly, they each must have admired him. He had demonstrated the gaping chasm that lay between their abilities beautifully.

“You can say what you want about that half-and-half bastard, but he’s damn strong.”

Chuuya shrugged in reply. Simply unleashing one’s quirk without restrictions was relatively easy for anyone with training. Natural, even. It was fine control that took skill.

As was nicely demonstrated in the match up of Kaminari against Shiozaki.

Grinning brightly and bursting with enthusiasm, Kaminari had trooped off to his fight. Promptly, he had released his maximum capacity of electricity and gone into his patented stupid mode.

(Chuuya refused to believe that was caused entirely by the boy’s quirk; natural evolution simply wouldn’t allow such a defect. There was clearly some psychological issue there).

Well, perhaps he was being a little unfair. Kaminari had actually fought a decent spar before deploying his ‘killer’ final move. Although the only person the move had seemed to detriment was himself.

He had held up his side long enough for Midoriya and Todoroki to return to the viewing box. They picked their way to chairs by Midoriya’s friends, who welcomed them. If Todoroki noticed the few slightly disdainful looks being sent his way, he ignored them valiantly. In fact, he looked like he was having a better time than ever, Midoriya chatting to him from his side.

For his part, Bakugou seemed invested in the pair. He was staring at them with an unreadable expression. By the time Chuuya could pull his gaze away from Bakugou, Kaminari had been defeated.

“Don’t worry about it too much,” someone yelled from behind him.

“Yeah! There was definitely a manly bit somewhere in there!” That was Kirishima, supportive as ever.

The fourth battle came in the form of a one-woman-circus and her performing monkey. Their class representative had kindly agreed to showcase the support equipment that his opponent had invented and engineered. And showcase he did. Their battle became something of a comedy as the audience watched the effervescent Hatsume Mei demonstrate her creations. Iida was very good natured about it all, even as he got flung around the ring like a rag doll.

Chuuya only regretted that he couldn’t stay to watch the whole event. Too quickly, his friends were ushering him out of their box and towards the waiting room in preparation for his own fight. Shouji had already made his way to the exit, and Hatsume’s show and tell was in its final stages.

“Kick his ass,” Bakugou huffed, making his contribution to the surrounding noise.

Sending a thumbs up in reply, Chuuya walked off towards the staircase.

“You got this, Chuuya-kun,” Kirishima shouted. His classmates joined in with words of encouragement.

At the door, a hand brushed against his arm. Dazai.

“f*ck Mori. Fight in a way that you won’t regret.”

Nodding once, Chuuya walked towards the battlefield.

Chuuya wasn’t sure what exactly he’d been planning to do before. Throw the match and drive away the spotlight? Or push towards the final in order to avoid a shock elimination?

Whatever it had been, Dazai’s words solidified around it in his mind, encasing it in an icy grave. Just like the very frost it resided in, Chuuya watched it melt away. Disappear as the sun rose on his first round debut. He would fight in a way he wouldn’t regret- and he would win.

The taste of victory coated his tongue even as Midnight announced the beginning of their match. It must have shown on his face, because Shouji was backing up instantly. He was a defensive, strategic fighter to Chuuya’s brash impulsivity. In normal circ*mstances, it would have been an unfortunate pairing for the latter, but Chuuya had sheer force on his size. Mountains more power and training than most of his classmates could currently imagine.

And that was all he needed.

“These two are so evenly matched! What a treat to watch such skilled sparring,” Present Mic narrated. Chuuya tried to block his chirpy voice out, focusing instead on the opponent directly before him.

Shouji, unsurprisingly, relied largely on his tentacles for fighting. As Chuuya himself battled mainly using kicks, it made for an interesting matchup. Chuuya was forced to throw his arms into a block more often than he’d have liked in the first few minutes of the fight. They had begun with a straight forward spar, sizing each other up without any dramatic action taking place.

One thing that worried Chuuya, as the battle gradually increased in intensity, was the height that Shouji had over him. He hated to admit it, but he was noticeably dwarfed by the form in front of him. (He could almost hear Dazai cackling from the stands). This paired with the power and agility of Shouji’s limbs left him quite the force to be reckoned with.

Chuuya absolutely had to neutralise those tentacles. It was the only way forwards.

The problem was, with six arms, it was very difficult for Chuuya to find any opening. When he kicked with the power of gravity behind him, Shouji could catch himself on the ground and guard against more attacks simultaneously. The fight was beginning to drag when an idea finally illuminated Chuuya’s mind.

Rather than waiting for Shouji to make a move or defend to proliferate his attacks, he had to create a chance when Shouji’s tentacles were busy with other tasks.

But how could he occupy all of them simultaneously?

Chuuya skidded back to give himself a moment to think, friction stopping him before he could reach the white boundary. His shoes dug into the ground, the distinctive crackle of gravel tapping at the soles.

Gravel.

And not just gravel, but stones of all shapes and sizes covering the floor of the arena. He felt a grin overwhelming his face. Perfect.

Wasting no time, Chuuya charged at Shouji, a battle cry ripping out of his throat. He had to sell this properly if he wanted his plan to work; Shouji was observant. His attack was deflected instantly- Shouji used a muscular arm to grab his leg, throwing him onto the ground. He slid back a couple of metres, the rough texture of the field scraping at his clothes and heat burning exposed skin. He took his opportunity, though.

Scooping up a handful of soil covered pebbles, Chuuya scrambled up. Shouji was running at him, grasping the chance that had presented itself with all his hands. He was dangerously close to the boundary, Chuuya noted, so there was no room for error. His attack would have to be swift and precise.

“It looks like Nakahara-kun’s reckless move has cost him,” Present Mic called. For once, Chuuya appreciated his commentating. It was playing nicely into the narrative he had been crafting. “Shouji-kun is going in for the kill.”

When Shouji was barely a metre or two in front of him, Chuuya took action. He activated his quirk, letting its grounding sensation overtake his body. Immediately, he manipulated the gravity around him, the force growing stronger and stronger. But rather than pulling the bodies in its field towards the earth, it tugged them towards his enemy. Then, he let go of the rocks.

They hurtled towards Shouji.

From any other enemy, a bunch of stones would have been a last-ditch distraction technique. Realistically, one could continue their attack and let the pebbles bounce off them harmlessly. From Chuuya, each stone packed the force of a bullet shot from close range. They plunged towards Shouji like missiles, and his eyes widened when he saw them.

In a split second, his arms shot out.

Again, as with bullets, an ordinary, rational human would make no attempt to catch them. But Shouji was no ordinary human. His many hands were reinforced with strong, calloused skin. So when he moved to catch the projectiles on instinct, Chuuya knew he had won.

Lithely, he switched the direction of gravity just as the gravel nestled in Shouji’s palms. Downwards, and with more power than before. Suddenly, the stones that couldn’t have been heavier than coins weighed more than bricks.

Caught by surprise, each of Shouji’s tentacles were pulled downwards by the weight. He was open. Completely open, and momentarily trapped.

“Amazing! Nakahara-kun used his gravity manipulation quirk to completely disarm his opponent.”

It was easy, after that. One kick and Shouji was flying the diameter of the circle, passing the white border and hitting the wall of the stands with a thud.

The crowd burst into cheers. Midnight’s smooth tone cut through like a blade.

“Nakahara Chuuya is the victor.”

Looking at the ground, Chuuya let a small smile bloom across his lips. It sure was nice to be noticed and cheered for. Addictive, almost. For once, it was a feeling that he wanted to get used to. A feeling that he wanted to settle within him. He couldn’t hear Arahabaki over the roars of the audience.

Jogging over to where Shouji was picking himself up off the field, Chuuya allowed Present Mic’s commentary to wash over him.

“What a creative plan. And executed so smoothly, too. That’s another one of your students through to the next pass of battles, Eraserhead. Are you impressed with their performances?”

“I’m very proud of all of them. They only started their journeys as UA pupils a month ago, but they’ve each made so much progress. In the case of Nakahara-kun, he used to be somewhat more volatile, and charged into fights without considering all his options. It’s great to see him planning and using his surroundings to his advantage.”

Chuuya felt something warm blossom in his chest.

“Thank you for the match,” Shouji said when Chuuya had finally reached him. He extended a tentacle.

“You too,” Chuuya replied, shaking it. And he meant it. Shouji had been a tougher opponent than he had expected, and had put up a good fight in return for Chuuya’s own efforts.

It’s not that he managed to pick Dazai out of the crowd or anything quite so impressive as he headed towards the exit. More that he felt the other’s gaze on him. Examining him. Or perhaps simply recording the scene for future reference. Chuuya had made a decision, and it showed in the outcome of this battle. He would have chances to overturn that decision in the results of his next few fights, but for now, his message was loud and clear.

No matter what Mori wanted, Chuuya would prioritise his own desires. Most of him felt an overwhelming loyalty to the Port Mafia and the people there- that couldn’t be denied. Some of him, however, felt a loyalty to something else. Someone else. The bright blonde hair and vivid blue eyes that had changed his life so long ago. The warmth and kindness that had illuminated his image of a hero ever since.

He let his eyes wonder to the seats that Mori and Kouyou had been occupying, and found them empty. It felt telling, somehow.

The battle between Yaoyorozu and Tokoyami was another that was swift and abrupt.

He had been greeted with congratulations and hands outstretched for high-fives as he and Shouji returned to the class 1A viewing box. He took a couple of them on his way back to his original seat.

“Chuuya!” Mina was springing onto him as soon as he had lowered himself onto the surface. “You were awesome.”

Naturally, his friends (barring Bakugou) agreed heartily. He thanked them, but was really more interested in the fight taking place below them. Whoever was triumphant in this battle would be his next opponent- he had to watch carefully.

Following the practical lesson class 1A had undergone at the very beginning of the school term, Chuuya had gotten a decent handle on Yaoyorozu’s strengths and weaknesses. Her quirk was very powerful, and could grow to be unstoppable, but her usage of it had never been creative.

Even now, only a shield was protruding from her arm as Dark Shadow reared against her. Chuuya acknowledged that her ability was more complicated than it seemed as she required a deep, molecular understanding of an object before she could produce it herself. Still, she had only scratched the surface of possible uses for such a power.

Her other major downfall was her insecurity. Yaoyorozu was intelligent, undoubtedly, and well-educated to top it off. Chuuya knew that if she had the self-confidence to attempt them, her schemes would be legendary. Unfortunately, though, they remained a mystery for the time being.

Tokoyami, on the other hand, was still something of an unknown to Chuuya. The other was quiet in normal lessons and didn’t like to draw attention to himself in hero classes. His appearance and quirk were both ostentatious by nature, but he somehow edged out of the spotlight time and time again.

Watching him now, Chuuya felt he was quite the force to be reckoned with. Dark Shadow was pushing Yaoyorozu gradually towards the boundary of the ring, although she barely seemed to notice her minute movements herself.

“He’s aiming for the shield,” a voice behind him mumbled.

“What?”

He swivelled around, only to see Midoriya perched on a chair. Blushing red, he hurried to explain himself.

“Tokoyami-kun is aiming for Yaoyorozu-san’s shield. I think he wants to avoid hurting her.”

Nodding almost to himself, Chuuya turned back to watch the fight continue. It finished soon after, though. Yaoyorozu had been herded gently over the boundary.

That decided Chuuya’s next matchup, then. He supposed that the most fearsome enemies were those that could afford to hold back.

The penultimate battle of the first stage was an unpredictable matchup. Atsushi against Hagakure. Based on pure fire power, it was clear that Atsushi came out on top. But Hagakure knew better than anyone how to get creative, and her stamina was incredible. Chuuya wondered what kind of moves she’d deploy.

“Now I know this may be difficult to believe, but there are in fact two participants down in the rink,” Present Mic’s voice sounded around the arena.

“And they’re both humans,” Sero joined in from beside him.

Considering the tiger and the disembodied clothing circling the edge of the field, Chuuya would have to disagree.

Atsushi made a couple of swings at his classmate, but they seemed half hearted, and Hagakure nimbly dodged out of the way. Atsushi was too kind. The idea of hurting another for such a superficial reason must have seemed preposterous to him.

They continued dancing around each other for another few moments.

“Hagakure-san is very brave,” Midoriya commented from his seat, appreciatively.

“Right?” Chuuya agreed. “I’d be scared to physically fight a tiger and I have an offensive quirk.”

“I wouldn’t be,” Bakugou quipped to a chorus of groans.

Then, Present Mic’s excitable shrieks ripped his attention away, back to the main field.

“The invisible girl seems to be on the floor! She’s still within the ring, but it doesn’t look like the tiger will let that continue.”

And it was as he said, Hagakure (or at least the uniform that constituted her body) was sprawled out on the ground inches from the painted boundary line. Chuuya had looked away for less than a second and missed it completely; she must have simply tripped as she ran.

Naturally, Atsushi was joyfully taking the opportunity to go in for an easy win. He could simply push her out of limits without leaving a scratch. He bounded towards her as she scrambled for purchase on the terrain.

“What on earth did she trip over?”

Mina looked bewildered, her lips drawn into a tight frown. Her question was answered in a breezy tone instantly afterwards.

“She didn’t.”

Heads snapped to the far side of the viewing box at the words. Chuuya just caught sight of brown, wavy locks and a knowing smile before the speaker had disappeared down the stairwell. Probably in preparation for his own match.

Chuuya wasn’t left to wonder what Dazai had meant for long.

Only as Atsushi pounced on the form on the ground did it all become clear. Gasps rose from the spectators. The school uniform languishing by the barrier was just that- a school uniform. Hagakure herself must have slipped out of it, ruffling it in such a way that it appeared to be in use.

Chuuya desperately tried not to consider the implications of such a plan.

“As expected of Hagakure-san,” Sato cheered. “How the hell didn’t Atsushi notice that there was no body inside the clothes, though?”

“Tigers have pretty good eyesight,” Ojiro said, shrugging. “But it’s less detailed than ours in the daytime. It’s conceivable that he just didn’t see.”

Once Atsushi had landed on top of the fabric, there was nothing he could do. All of his momentum and weight was pulling him down and hindering any quick evasive movements. He could only turn, as if in slow motion, as Hagakure’s gloves appeared from behind him. With an all mighty shove, Atsushi was thrown outside of the ring.

Not unlike a beast, the onlookers roared their amazement. The fact that such a huge, dominant foe had been overpowered by a school girl who was- by many accounts- unarmed was a sight to behold.

“Hold on a moment, what’s happening?”

Chuuya’s focus snapped back to the match, his hair whipping around his neck.

“Nakajima-kun has leapt through the air- he hasn’t touched the ground yet!”

And indeed it was true. Just as Hagakure pushed him from the battlefield, Atsushi must have used his back legs to propel him upwards. He was soaring away from the carefully ruled pitch and towards the stands, but more due to his own actions than Hagakure’s.

“Why-”

Whatever question his classmate had been about to pose was answered moments later.

Taking advantage of the solid boards that acted as railings between the field and the seating of the arena, Atsushi switched directions. He sprung off one such board that wobbled dangerously against his weight.

“Incredible. Nakajima-kun is making full use of the rules we explained earlier. Only when one touches the ground outside the ring have they been defeated.”

Present Mic gave the shocked audience a rundown of the scene unfolding before them. Even Hagakure appeared paralysed as Atsushi flew towards her.

When he landed back in the bounds, the match was as good as over. He easily forced Hagakure out of the battlefield, lesson thoroughly learnt.

Having announced the victor, Midnight wasted no time ushering in the final first stage match.

Dazai and Uraraka stood motionless on the field. How would Dazai play it?

Dazai Osamu and the Final Round

B y the time Dazai noticed the boulders cumulating above his head, his options had severely depleted.

Rewind to five minutes ago, and Dazai had only just begun his fight. A fight he entered with the intention of losing.

“Let’s do our best,” Uraraka whispered to him as Midnight hurried them to their places.

He nodded in response, the knowledge that ‘doing his best’ would result in an instant and delicious victory ensnaring his mind. His first mistake had been underestimating his opponent.

To begin with, he tried to replicate the format of the previous fights he had witnessed. This was only a first stage battle, after all. As long as nothing extraordinary occurred, no one would remember any detail of it except the winner’s name.

And that name, he had decided, would be Uraraka Ochako.

Unfortunately, Uraraka was making the initiation of a close-quarters fight incredibly difficult. He supposed it was reasonable that she’d aim to avoid contact with him. There was, after all, very little he could do if she was constantly escaping to the other side of the ring.

Dazai’s only chance seemed to be in the counter attack. He sighed. This would be more effort than it was worth.

Moving to take up a stance in the centre of the bound circle, Dazai kept his eyes fixed on Uraraka’s form. He could tell by the tensing of her left thigh when she was planning to run in, but let it go as if he couldn’t.

She was employing a sort of hit and run tactic- a decent strategic move. He threw in a few of the unpolished blocks he had seen his classmates practise in the past few weeks, fumbling a couple. He must have looked pretty pathetic, being tossed around like this. He groaned- not at the pain of being knocked over, but because Chuuya was surely enjoying the show.

He had about decided that it was time to let this one-sided pulverising finish already when Uraraka came to a dead stop by the side of the boundary. She was staring at him, eyes saturated with an unreadable gleam.

“Why are you letting me win?”

She spoke quietly. Quietly enough that the sound was eaten up by the background noise before passing out of the field.

Ahh, he knew what that gleam was now. He had seen it plenty in the past, after all. Disappointment.

Clearly he hadn’t been subtle enough in this fight. Or perhaps his classmates had too high an expectation of the entire persona he had crafted for himself. Either way, he needed to be careful in how he handled this conversation. Other than Uraraka herself, Jirou and the rest of his classmates may well be listening in.

“Letting you win?” He went with anger. The kind of below-surface frustration that welled up inside your gut like venom. He painted it across his face with precise brushstrokes. “I’m flattered that you think I can afford to take it so easy, but this- this- is me doing my best.”

She looked conflicted, at that. Her mouth pulled down in one corner, eyes narrowing. As if her mind had been persuaded, but soul-deep, she felt an intrinsic weariness.

“I know I’ve only known you for a month, but I consider you one of my closest friends, Dazai-kun.”

He tried not to wince at that.

“And that’s why I need you to make this make sense. To make you make sense.”

That was when something caught Dazai’s eye. A shadow. A faint, large one, created by something either very big or very far away. Considering the position of the sun, the shadow couldn’t have been formed due to the shape of the arena, nor himself or Uraraka. So what could it be?

He couldn’t chance a glance up; if Uraraka knew he had spotted whatever it was she was planning, it would only end badly. Keeping one’s knowledge to themselves was instrumental in a battle.

(But really, was that why Uraraka was questioning him? To buy herself time to prepare her strategy? Perhaps she hadn’t seen through him at all. Perhaps it was just a distraction technique. He didn’t know. He didn’t know, and it was putting him on edge).

“Just because I don’t make sense to you, doesn’t mean I don’t make sense,” Dazai replied, seamlessly. He tried to match the casual tone of his usual conversation, to pretend that nothing had changed.

Uraraka covered her eyes with a hand, squinting against a gleam of light reflecting off the metal railing. She was doing a good job of hiding her background work. Her gaze didn’t flicker upwards even once.

And then it came to Dazai: reflection!

Scanning the crowd for a certain group, he locked onto the area of the stalls just behind Uraraka. There they were, in all their glory. The pro heroes. Naturally, they had all come decked out in their usual gear. Endeavour in his navy blue, Lady Giant in her spandex suit, and countless others. The one that Dazai focused on, though, was Ingenium. The hero known for his strong moral compass and incredible speed. This speed came, of course, from the motors in his legs, that boasted a shiny metal exterior. His entire hero costume was fashioned out of similar textures and colours.

Armour that acted as a mirror.

Looking at Ingenium’s suit, Dazai understood. A pile of boulders. Uraraka must have been using her hit and run attacks to momentarily distract him, and pay a rock or two into her overarching strategy. It was a wonderful scheme. Dazai took a moment to appreciate it.

“I saw you at the entrance exam, Dazai-kun. With Atsushi-kun.”

Dazai blanched.

“Then on our first battle trial, when you predicted the result of one of the groups, and figured out how to beat Midoriya-kun. Not to mention the cavalry battle just now.”

Uraraka was moving towards him, he noticed, her fist clenched tight by her side. She was probably getting ready to execute the final stage of her plan. Show him his hopeless situation, and force him to surrender. She was a hero student, after all. Dropping the boulders on him first and talking later simply wasn’t an option.

“You’re made up of all these contradictions and puzzles. Look at you word by word and each angle seems to have meaning, but piece you together and the sentence is nonsense.”

At that moment, Dazai made a choice. The best one he could, cornered on all sides.

He could no longer just accept defeat easily. Uraraka was suspicious of him already, and being plainly incompetent didn’t fit with his image thus far.

But he couldn’t suddenly turn the tables and claim victory. His main objective in the match was not to stand out, and attempting such a manoeuvre was as show-stealing as it came.

Both options seemed undesirable, so Dazai was endlessly thankful for the third.

The thing about battles such as these in a high-stakes environment, awash with heightened emotions, is that they tend to narrow one’s vision. Often down to only the extremes- the victory and the defeat. That’s why Dazai kept a cool head, and viewed the whole picture from a distance.

Between the beginning and end was the middle. That was where Dazai was headed.

He let a smile lick at his lips. Dangerous and barbed.

“Did I ever tell you about my hometown, Uraraka-san?”

She paused. Her eyebrows quirked down, bemused. “What?”

“It’s a lovely place,” he continued. “The buildings are beautiful- modern skyscrapers and old, red brick architecture stand side by side. There’s a port, a huge one, and a harbour connected to it. Not to mention a population of truly uncommon people.”

Uraraka still appeared perplexed. So Dazai pushed a little harder, as he was often guilty of doing.

“The place I grew up in is different to Tokyo. To anywhere in Japan, really. It sees things more clearly. Without the rose coloured glasses, and the vision altering lenses.”

Something clicked for her, then. Her eyes widened.

“Yokohama,” she breathed, voice half a whisper.

Dazai nodded once.

Then, he lunged. Darted towards her. She only seemed to realise what was happening when it was too late. The dazzling blue of No Longer Human was enveloping her, even as her eyes widened in horror. Uraraka was only able to gasp before the rocks began to fall. A mountain of debris tumbling down on the two of them from her forcibly released hold.

It was perfect. The exact middle ground he had been searching for. This way, Dazai stuck to both the characters he was playing. Uraraka’s capable strategist who fought to win, and the audience’s unremarkable hero student.

No one would know that he had seen through Uraraka’s trap. It appeared like he had just wanted to fight his opponent in a more advantageous way, and so nullified her ability.

In reality, a draw was the ideal compromise. And seeing as Uraraka could be healed by Recovery Girl where Dazai couldn’t, she’d progress to the next round. It was flawless.

Or at least, it felt flawless as he watched the rocks begin to shower down on them. And then less flawless when they began to hit. When he felt Uraraka’s hands clasping his own. And when it all went black.

Arthur Rimbaud and the Trailblazer (Part 2)

Y ou selling sh*t?”

Arthur Rimbaud had been in the line of action for twenty odd years. He had fought villains and criminals. Some of whom had the persevering intent to kill. And yet somehow, the piercing, azure gaze of this particular young man intimidated him like no other.

In fairness to Arthur, the guy did literally have staples holding his face together. Bruised, burnt skin attached to the rest of his visage with a wobbly line of the metal clasps. He was dressed in a worn leather coat, and his hair was soot.

Arthur opened his mouth to reply, but was interrupted.

“She’s a minor, you know,” the young man snapped, gesturing at the girl who occupied the space on his right.

And she looked like a minor- clearly younger than him, and wearing a stylishly oversized school uniform. Her blonde hair was messily secured in two space buns that were reminiscent of a small child’s. She shone with an air of innocence amongst the crowd at the Trailblazer, pink phone grasped in her hands. Until you looked a little closer, that was.

She was grinning at him, but her eyes were sharp and cunning. The fraying ends of the sleeves that fell over her hands were spotted with red.

“You can’t offer sh*t to a minor. That’s not cool. I don’t care what price you say, we aren’t taking it. Got that?”

Shaking off his disorientation, Arthur tried to get a word in. “Yes, but-”

“No f*cking buts,” he retorted. “But if you were still trying to push your stock, even after what I told you, how much would you be asking for?”

“I don’t-”

“You’re a tough one to crack,” staples boy said, sounding as if he had come across a very bewildering puzzle. “Usually, you shove ethics in someone’s face and they get all weird about it. Nothing drops the costs faster than some good old fashioned guilt tripping, you know?”

Silence, for a second. It seemed as if the man had finally finished talking, which was a relief.

“Indeed,” Arthur agreed, cautiously. He didn’t know what exactly he had been accused of selling, and though he had his suspicions, he frankly didn’t want to.

“So,” the man said. He plucked his glass from the table, downing it in a swig. “What can we do for you?”

The girl was also sipping at her drink, watching Arthur intently. It was a thick crimson liquid. Probably just a Bloody Mary or a Shirley Temple, but its resemblance to something else entirely was uncanny. Arthur actively did not think about it. Instead, he considered how exactly to play this. How he would need to present himself in order to come out with the answers he desired.

“I head you two are followers of Stain’s ideology,” he began, picking his words carefully.

The girl seemed delighted. Her face split into a smile more purely gleeful than before.

“I’m his biggest fan,” she squealed. “Everyone is blinded by societal pressure. Only Stain-sama can see that the best way to live is by always doing whatever you want! I love how he kills his victims so slowly and painfully.”

She giggled. It was unnerving, to say the least.

By contrast, the man just shrugged. “He’s pretty cool.”

A positive reaction, all things considered. He decided to keep pushing.

“The true essence of heroism has been lost to society. Now, monsters in capes walk around, tempted by fame and adoration, and we enable them. His work is for the greater good.”

It wasn’t even a lie. Naturally, Arthur would never take the kind of hardline approach that Stain had, one that transformed the man into a villain himself. But the role of a vigilante was to see clearly through the haze and fog that misted most peoples’ visions. To lower themselves to the ground as the smoke ascended. It wasn’t clearcut or beautiful, but it was true.

Beaming, the girl patted the space beside her. It took Arthur a moment or two to realise that she was asking him to join her, but when he did, he carefully slid into their booth. He sat a respectful distance away as she burst into conversation.

“You’re so right, umm- what’s your name? I’m Toga. And this here is-”

She was cut off by mottled fingers curling around her mouth.

“Don’t just go telling my name to every random f*cker we see on the street.”

“But I don’t even know your real name,” she said through the hand.

“Why do you think Dabi isn’t my real name?”

“I refuse to believe that your mother named you Dabi.”

“Maybe I rolled out the womb and she was like ‘cremation for this bitch’.”

Arthur, who had been sitting rigidly through the conversation, cleared his throat.

f*ck,” Dabi breathed. “Now everyone knows. Thanks a lot, psycho.”

Slouching back against the leather seat like a kid throwing a tantrum, Dabi folded his arms over his chest. Toga, to her credit, seemed unaffected and cheery as ever.

“My name is Nakamura,” Arthur proclaimed, but quickly moved on. “My dream is to meet Stain-sama in person. I want to hear his ideology straight from his mouth.”

Toga started gushing about her own twisted idolisation of the man instantly. Dabi, however, looked less convinced. He was eyeing Arthur suspiciously. Thankfully, he seemed to have resolved himself not to say another word, and so only sipped from the modest remnants of his drink aggressively.

“If you want to meet Stain-sama, though, that’s easy,” Toga said, almost absently.

She seemed wholly unconcerned about the topic, but Arthur felt every nerve in his body stand to attention. His roaming eyes snapped onto her.

(Dabi was practically vibrating with distress in his chair).

“Really?”

She nodded. “Everyone’s been saying he’s going to join the League of Villains. That’s why Dabi and I agreed to meet with them.”

“Do you want to tell him your mother’s maiden name and credit card pin as well?” Dabi grumbled.

It was too late, though. The possibility of the Hero Killer and the League of Villains becoming associated was news in itself. Very bad news, in fact.

Extracting himself from the conversation smoothly, Arthur left the booth after that. Sending a respectful nod to Giran, who was still at the bar, Arthur walked out of the bustling Trailblazer and headed into the night.

Usually, he was a firm believer in keeping one’s own business to themselves. On this occasion, he felt that such a method couldn’t quite be justified.

He steadied himself. After all, it wasn’t often that a vigilante like himself was spotted voluntarily traversing the halls of the Hero Commission.

Notes:

Here was the first draft I wrote for a more humorous beginning to this chapter (before deciding it was too stupid and cutting and pasting it here for your enjoyment):

Sometimes, Chuuya wondered if he was in the wrong line of work. And looking at the tournament bracket for the final round of the UA Sports Festival cinched the deal.
Clearly, his calling was in systems analysis. In all honesty, he had very little idea of what such an occupation actually consisted of, but he could take a guess. Probably spreadsheets and data and whatnot? As long as he got to witness such a diagram again, he’d be content.

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

Tournament check- (the first pass of fights)

Midoriya vs Shinsou (winner is Midoriya)
Tsuyu vs Todoroki (winner is Todoroki)
Kaminari vs Shiozaki (winner is Shiozaki)
Hatsume vs Iida (winner is Iida)
Chuuya vs Shouji (winner is Chuuya)
Tokoyami vs Yaoyorozu (winner is Tokoyami)
Hagakure vs Atsushi (winner is Atsushi)
Dazai vs Uraraka (drawn, Uraraka receives the pass to the next round)

Also, Dabi (荼毘) means cremation.

Edited 30/03/24 for rephrasing.

Chapter 10: The Sports Festival: Round Three (Part Two)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu on Suspicion

S uspicion was a poisonous thing.

This was a fact that Dazai boasted first hand experience of. Towards the end of the former boss’s reign, the Mafia had been drowning in the stuff, after all. Most of all the boss himself. Time had not been kind to the man; it had left him nothing but the withering remains of greatness. Paranoia had consumed him, and in its wake came destruction.

Occasionally, Dazai remembered those times (he hadn’t been a fully fledged member of the Mafia yet, but had been entangled with the organisation, nonetheless) and was thankful that they had passed. Perhaps an iota of morbid curiosity had flourished within him back then. A vague interest in seeing how far things would fall before someone grounded them. But he had largely hated those dark months. Rather than showcasing the human will to live, they had encouraged the overwhelming desire to die.

The Mafia had been at war. And not just with outsiders, but even within itself. The suspicion had spread from their deteriorating boss through to the very roots of the mafia- like a contagious disease, airborne and silent. No one had even noticed it being transferred, but simply reaped the horrendous consequences of it afterwards.

Of course, none of the well-established members who had been in roles of significance during those bleak years liked to talk about it very much. In fact, silence on the subject could almost be considered an unspoken rule. The members probably thought that this was a rule of their own making. Realistically, it had been Mori who proliferated such an idea; if anyone were to examine the end of the old boss’s life too closely, they might find something untoward.

But suspicion was a poisonous thing, and Dazai knew a lot about it.

That’s why he could tell straight away when he saw her. Uraraka Ochako was not suspicious. Not anymore.

He came to on a firm, narrow bed. The sheets were pulled over him with a clinical precision, and the ceiling above him was coloured a soothing grey. Not a bad way to wake up- he had experienced much worse. Been flung into action without so much as a second’s reprieve.

It didn’t, however, take any longer than a second for the pain to make itself known.

He supposed he shouldn’t have been caught off guard. Being pounded by several kilograms of rocks did tend to have that effect on people. Still, he clenched his teeth to hold back a grimace.

The atmosphere in the room was tranquil. The low hum of an air conditioner was a welcome buffer against the piercing nature of silence. It harmonised with a muted commotion coming from tinny speakers.

Shifting his head to the side, Dazai took in his surroundings. Unoccupied beds identical to his own spanned the length of the little room, separated by loosely hanging curtains. A circular clock hung on the otherwise bare wall opposite him, and a table had been pushed up against the partition beside him, a television set perching on top. The volume was decreased to its lowest increment, but the cheering of a crowd was still audible. He recognised it immediately. It was the Sports Festival live broadcast

And it was being watched by the other person in the room. Uraraka. Her attention was half on the screen, half floating somewhere else entirely, unanchored. Sat on a chair by his bed, she was fiddling with restless fingers. It must have been his roving eyed that caught her attention, because her head was suddenly whipping towards him.

A strange concoction of emotions passed through her features as she looked at him. The subtle aromas of guilt, relief and uncertainty potent among them.

“Dazai-kun,” she said, simply.

Then, before he could get a word out in reply, she tilted forwards into a deep bow. Locks of hair hung over her face.

Dazai observed her, silently.

“I deeply, truly apologise.”

They stayed like that for a moment or two. But the silence between them was growing increasingly muddy, and Dazai felt the need to clear it.

“For dropping a Stonehenge-worth of rocks on my head?” he joked.

“No, not for that.”

Dazai pulled a face.

“This is a competition, Dazai-kun,” she sighed. “I’m not sorry for playing to win.”

The guilt clouding her expression suggested the opposite, but Dazai left it unmentioned.

Shifting under the sheets, he sat up to face her fully. It only felt right, when such a sincere apology was being offered to him like an outstretched hand.

“I’m sorry for casting any type of suspicion onto you, just because your upbringing was different to everyone else’s.”

Chuckling softly, Dazai nodded once.

“Apology accepted. You couldn’t have known. I’ve heard what people around here think of Yokohama- they consider it some modern wasteland- so I kept it to myself.”

Uraraka cut in, leaning forwards in her chair.

“Even so! I was comparing you to our classmates, and the second that I noticed your attitude and skills differing from theirs, I turned on you. That’s exactly how I expected people to react about my own reason for becoming a hero,” she said, solemnly.

Dazai thought back to the day that she had first explained herself to them, eyes hardened with resolve. It felt like years ago, now.

He supposed it all came down to the concept of ‘difference’, really. When someone showed a difference to others that were within the same category or group as them, it invited weariness and suspicion into the relationship. Only when that difference was accepted by others could the matter truly be put to rest.

“I guess so,” Dazai conceded. “In fairness, though, I wasn’t handling the situation all that well.”

He laughed.

“I was showing off by predicting the results of the fight back in the first week because that’s what I’m good at. But when it comes down to it, my physical abilities are still severely lacking. That contradiction is probably where the issue came from.”

Uraraka allowed a small smile to break through her somber mask. They shared in the silence for a moment or two after that, lightened by the weights they had been able to discard.

Focusing on the television screen, Dazai found that the next match was only just beginning. He couldn’t have been out for very long.

“Tell me about Yokohama then, Dazai-kun,” Uraraka called, almost teasingly. Probably an attempt to hide the genuine curiosity that leaked through her words.

On the Hero Commission’s orders, Yokohama was left largely uncovered in the news, and tourists were generally dissuaded from making trips there. Underhanded methods like spreading rumours (not all untrue) about the Port Mafia and radical citizens kept most people away. The increased border control and travelling costs repelled the rest. The city and the revolutionary nature that it represented had been cut off from the public, like the remnants of a contagious disease. It was only natural that an outsider would be interested in the place.

“What’s to tell? It’s like an edgier version of Tokyo. Buildings, people, water, heroes.”

“Heroes?”

“Well, hero posters. More specifically,” he lowered his voice, conspiratorially, “anti-hero propaganda.”

Her jaw dropped.

“Seriously?”

“No,” he snorted. “People from Yokohama have a charming subtlety about them. They mask their disdain rather than just destroying anything that annoys them and then waiting for a hero to turn up and arrest them.”

Uraraka huffed, turning her attention back to the screen. The slightly blurry figures of Midoriya and Todoroki were caught up in a flurry of ice and those distinctive green sparks, now. It looked like a fast-moving battle.

Without directing her gaze back to him, Uraraka asked another question. Her tone was quiet. Dazai couldn’t truthfully say he hadn’t been expecting the words.

“What about the Port Mafia? Do they…”

“Exist?”

Uraraka sighed. “Yeah.”

“They do,” he confirmed. He’d have to handle the situation carefully. No need to invoke Uraraka’s distrust again. “But as long as you stay out of their business, they’ll stay out of yours. They love Yokohama, and the ability they have to operate freely without heroes interfering. Because of that, they never do anything drastic that might create a need for intervention.”

Uraraka just nodded, her eyes still fixed on the screen.

Experimentally, Dazai twisted his shoulders left and right, and rolled his neck around in a circle. An aching pain seemed to accompany every movement.

This was the last time any of his plans would involve being pelted with boulders.

He was just about to voice this decision, when the double doors at the end of the room busted open, and thumped against the walls. The sudden disruption in the peaceful atmosphere was jarring. Dazai and Uraraka both whipped their heads around to catch a glimpse of its source. (Or maybe that was just the consequence of suspicion, nourished by the USJ and beyond).

Dazai almost smiled when he did. In all his small, angry glory: Chuuya.

“Chuuya! You do love me-”

Mere seconds after entering, Chuuya marched towards Dazai’s bed. He swung his arm back, and slapped Dazai right in the face. Hard.

Uraraka’s eyes were wide, astonished. Chuuya’s were filled with fury. Dazai simply laughed both off, prodding at his reddening cheek lightly.

“Don’t worry, Uraraka-san, that’s just his way of showing affection. He’s still rather primitive, you see.”

Chuuya sighed, wearily.

“I will not be taking insults from an invalid. A concussed one at that.”

“Who’s concussed? I’m not concussed. You’re concussed.”

Uraraka snorted. Both pairs of eyes darted towards her.

She smiled, almost overly sweetly, brushing a piece of hair away from her eyes.

“I should be going, then. See you later, you two!”

She kind of skipped away after that, looking undeniably amused by their conversation. And then they were alone.

Chuuya swung onto the chair Uraraka had vacated, dropping his head into his hands. Any pretence at joviality was abandoned. Silence rose around them, unfamiliar and awkward.

“Chuuya,” Dazai tried. The other shook his head.

“No, Dazai. You don’t get to pull this sh*t and then carry on as if it never happened.”

Dazai waited. There would be more.

“That was f*cking suicidal-”

“Believe me, I know,”

“It could have killed you! I don’t care about whatever stupid, extensive calculations you’ve done to control this whole situation. I don’t care about whatever conclusion you came to. I don’t give a single sh*t about completing the mission or maintaining our covers. You can’t put yourself at risk for any of that. It’s not f*cking worth it.”

The sounds of cheers roared from tinny speakers. The clock ticked witheringly opposite him.

“I made the best choice given the circ*mstances. I won’t apologise for that.”

His tone dripped with finality. Chuuya rubbed his temples.

“I know. And I’m not asking you to. I just want you to be more-” he paused. “Less f*cking stupid in the future.”

Dazai grinned.

“Whatever, whatever. I’d love an apology for your savage attack just now, though.”

Chuuya flipped him off. And Dazai laughed.

The air had cleared again. It was always so perfect with Chuuya at times like this. So easy. Parts locking into their rightful places. Leaning back against the headrest, Dazai turned his attention to the television.

“Thanks, Chuuya,” he mumbled. Only really to himself.

f*ckuzawa Yukichi’s Decision

W hat about the invisible girl? I liked her style.”

Tanizaki was sitting on his seat in a way more suited to a three year old than an adolescent. His shoes were planted on the top of the chair in front of him, and his back was slid halfway down his own. f*ckuzawa sighed.

“She was fine, but surely the tiger kid showed a bit more skill? He was agile, and clearly a quick thinker.”

That was Yosano. She was observing the battlefield with a sort of casual interest as rocks were cleared off it. UA was truly like a military operation at times. Their efficiency was remarkable as they geared up for the next round of matches. This was all orchestrated by a quirk user with some kind of earth-related ability. Her mind was clearly elsewhere, though. Probably on the various activities she wanted to get done in Tokyo when she was finally released from her recruitment duties. f*ckuzawa sighed again.

“If you want agile, then it’s got to be the gravity guy,” Tanizaki said, knowledgeably.

“You can say that again,” Yosano snorted. “The guy was a beast.”

f*ckuzawa glanced over to Ranpo, who was oddly silent. Well, not that oddly. He was stuffing an assortment of sweet treats into his mouth, after all, and looked relatively content. Still, he seemed to be keeping an ear out for their conversation.

“I personally liked the support girl. She was really cool.”

“She was incredibly talented, but is not well suited to the agency,” f*ckuzawa interjected sternly. He turned then, eyeing Ranpo’s form on the chair beside him.

“Anyone catch your eye, Ranpo?”

The other two detectives quietened as Ranpo hummed. Gently, he deposited his bag of snacks onto the armrest between them, and looked up. His eyes were wide open, and gleaming emerald.

“Do you trust me?”

Ranpo hadn’t addressed anyone in particular, but f*ckuzawa was certain that the question was meant for him. It was somehow a very un-Ranpo-like thing to say, which added a sort of weight to the words.

f*ckuzawa answered with as much gravity as he could interlace between syllables.

“I do.”

“Then we have to take Dazai Osamu.”

He said it without hesitation. Steadfast. Showcasing a kind of reliability that Ranpo didn’t often possess.

“Who?” Tanizaki asked after a moment of silence.

“He was the young man who simultaneously drew and lost the previous match.”

Tanizaki made a small noise of understanding, but his features scrunched up slightly.

“Why him?”

Knowingly, Yosano put a finger to her lips. She folded her arms, crossing one over the other elegantly.

“Ranpo-san sounds serious, don’t you think? It’s best to just trust him on these kinds of matters.”

Although he still seemed somewhat unconvinced, Tanizaki was happy to follow the group consensus. He nodded, ginger locks covering his eyes as he did.

f*ckuzawa himself considered the situation carefully before replying. His subordinate was correct in that Ranpo did sound more definite than usual. Worryingly so, in fact. f*ckuzawa was inclined to trust his deduction, but resolved himself to keep a close eye on the situation anyway. He didn’t want things getting out of hand.

“Dazai Osamu,” he hummed. “I will place my trust in you, Ranpo.”

He received a vibrant grin in return. All at once, Ranpo was back to his usual childlike jubilance. No trace of his former facade of sobriety remained. The contrast was jarring.

Yosano released a muted cheer at his agreement.

“Guess we’re done here, then,” she said, peppily, already gathering her bags.

“Not so fast,” f*ckuzawa cut in. “We may have selected one recruit, but each agency is free to make two offers under UA’s rules. We will continue watching until the end.”

Yosano slouched back down with a groan.

“Let’s just grab the tiger and be done with it.”

(After all, it’s not often you get the opportunity to dissect a wild animal).

Todoroki Shouto and the Final Round

I t felt kind of like falling apart. Or maybe it’d be more accurate to say tearing apart. Splitting down the middle with a visible crack. Each grain of material- each fibre of his very being- ripped painfully at its centre. That was how it felt.

He experienced the sensation like he experienced sun on his skin or wind against his cheeks. With such clarity that it was almost overwhelming. That it felt more physical than mental, although he knew rationally that it was the latter.

It was strange, though. He had identified this feeling. Pinned it down with adjectives and verbs until there was no room left for ambiguity. And yet its cause still eluded him. What exactly was pulling at him like this was horribly unclear. Perhaps because there were so many possibilities. His pathetic failures during the first two rounds, his frankly cruel use of power against Tsuyu, his father’s gaze on him or even Midoriya and Dazai’s words mere hours ago. (Not the fire. Everything fortified within him crumbled at the fire).

They replayed in his head like bullets ricocheting around.

“Endeavour is not a hero, but you still can be. You just have to take that part of yourself and mould it into something new.”

“Your quirk is a part of you, no matter where it comes from.”

He screwed his eyes shut. This wasn’t the time. Now, he had to be absolutely focused on the battle ahead.

Standing in position, Midoriya a few metres away and Midnight preparing the start signal, Todoroki felt adrenaline pump through his blood. A part of him longed for victory, desperately and primitively. Whether it was the Endeavour in him speaking, or his own deep, mangled desire, he couldn’t quite say.

For now, though, he cleared his mind. Everything would be channeled into this battle. Nothing else mattered.

In all honesty, he couldn’t have thought of anything except the fight once it started even if he’d wanted to. A single distraction and he would have been knocked out of the ring mercilessly. Midoriya was keeping up with his attacks admirably, even as he fired spear after spear of ice.

The other was fighting strategically- a dangerous match against Todoroki’s penchant for using huge amounts of power to dominate his opponent. He was funnelling his quirk carefully through his veins in an attempt to protect his fingers, although Todoroki didn’t think it was working all that well.

They fought back and fourth for a minute or two, several close calls leaving Todoroki on edge. Both psychologically and literally- he had been forced to use his ice as a barrier to stop himself from being flung out of the boundaries.

Midoriya was holding up against him well, yes, but it was never going to last. For years and years, Todoroki had suffered through torturous training and poured everything into his quirk. His father had made quite certain of that. Some inexperienced first year who lacked even fine motor control had no chance against him, realistically.

(Todoroki tried very hard to keep his eyes off his father in the crowd. It was more difficult a feat than he’d ever imagined).

Spreading a sheet of ice over the ground felt like laying freshly washed blankets over a bed. Endlessly satisfying. Midoriya didn’t take the attack lying down, though.

With a yell, he flicked a trembling finger. The strength in his flick created a high-pressure gust of wind. High pressure enough to cut straight through the thin layer of ice below them.

Todoroki scowled, but continued his volley of attacks without a pause.

He kept a close eye on Midoriya throughout it all. The other appeared to be in pain- teeth clenched and hands shaking at his sides. His grip on his quirk was still weak, but his resolve was fierce. A part of Todoroki looked at that steely determination and felt only bewilderment. He was up against a powerhouse, and looked to be in an increasingly worse position as the match continued. Midoriya had no reason to keep pushing himself and his body to the maximum. To the point of breaking. And yet, he did.

Todoroki couldn’t understand it. Couldn’t understand the desire to sacrifice everything like that. Watching someone else feel so strongly was like a kick to the stomach. Winding and painful. A reminder of the things he’d never be.

When Midoriya’s leg became encased in ice, Todoroki saw his chance. His chance for it all to end.

Except, it didn’t all end. Midoriya used the wind to break out of his cage, another flick tearing through the air. And Todoroki caught a glimpse of his opponent’s fingers up close. Of their bent, crippled forms and their blackened edges. The pain must have been unbearable, but he bore it anyway.

“You aren’t using it.”

Midoriya’s voice was a little hoarse, but somehow resounding. It seemed to almost echo around the stadium.

“What?” Todoroki replied, braced for an attack.

“You aren’t using it,” Midoriya repeated. “Your fire.”

Todoroki felt his lips curl into a sneer. Rather than dignifying Midoriya’s observation with a comment, he lunged forwards with another attack. The latter barely evaded it.

“You challenge your classmates for top spot but only fight with half your power. If you think that’s going to be sufficient, you’re kidding yourself.”

Midoriya looked as angry as he felt. As entirely withered and bunched up on the inside. Todoroki had no comeback for him, really. Perhaps he was right. Perhaps Dazai was. The resentment that he held for his father- that had defined him for years- suddenly seemed like mere teenage revolt in the face of this wisdom.

Todoroki watched, feeling like a bystander to his own match, as Midoriya curled his hand into a fist. Balled broken, jaunty digits into his palm forcefully and without a wince. The image before him (Midoriya, first raised) was sacred, somehow. Like a revelation.

“Fight me man to man. With everything you have.”

Todoroki almost had to look away. Midoriya appeared more like a bright light before him than a human. Like someone to be feared or praised.

There was definitely jealousy there, in the storm of emotions thundering in his gut. There was something else too, though. Admiration. Confusion. Fear and hatred, similar as they are. Todoroki latched onto the final one, thankfully. It was familiar to the touch, rough and worn. Hatred felt like a safe haven amongst the gathering clouds.

“Stop it,” he spat. “Stop trying to get me to use my left side.”

An idea came to him, suddenly. One that stretched every muscle in his body taut. “Did my father put you up to this?”

A new wave of fury cascaded over him at that. And maybe a little bit of fear. Few things scared Todoroki more than the possibility of his father’s wishes marring another surface of his life. Extending past the ‘home’ into whatever else existed.

The look of puzzlement twisting Midoriya’s features was as much an answer as anything else. Todoroki ignored it.

He charged.

He barrelled forwards, a newfound spurt of emotion fuelling him like gasoline. Releasing as many attacks as he could. Midoriya was knocked to the ground again and again, but always managed to scamper up and away, not unlike a mouse fleeing the advances of a cat. Of its natural predator.

(But under the surface, he was aware of something creeping up the walls of his veins and along the ridges of his spine. Something cold. Or maybe just the cold itself).

His next icicles were avoided with more ease than previously. The ones after that dodged even more swiftly. Todoroki could feel himself getting colder; the balance between heat and frost was tipping in an unnatural way. He’d have to end this quickly.

Or at least, that’s what Todoroki thought as he was struck by a huge gust of wind. He fell to the ground hard, bashing his head against the gravel upon impact. He let out a gasp of air. And finally, the fast paced match took a moment of rest.

He could feel more than see Midoriya looming over him. In as much pain as him, now, but still standing with that fire in his eyes. (They really were like fire- Todoroki almost winced just looking into them. Panic was a common enemy, he supposed).

The wave of ice that shot from him was more reflex than anything else. Reflexes honed from years of training. Years of ‘stand up’. Of ‘surely you’re not finished already’.

It was destroyed, though. With a careless gust of wind and a flick of the wrist. Even as Midoriya flinched in pain with every movement, his entire body aching, he still stood and fought.

“Why are you trying so hard?” Todoroki mumbled under his breath, more to himself than his opponent.

“Nakahara-kun was right, you know. Battling robots, running obstacle courses, or even winning the UA sports festival. None of these things make someone a true hero,” Midoriya said, posture straight and proud. His voice was firm and prickling with meaning.

Todoroki wanted to fire off another round of frosty pillars, then, but his own body worked against him. Patches of ice were clinging to his skin, searing into the tissue. He felt like he was tearing apart, and now he knew why. Todoroki Shouto was at war with himself.

“And in the same way,” Midoriya continued, “bloodline doesn’t either.”

Something jerked inside of him. An instinctual reaction to any mention of the memories he tried so desperately to repress. The visions of endless, painful hours in the training room, and the sensation of boiling water against delicate skin.

“Heroes are those who save people, and you’re here to become one. So save yourself, Todoroki-kun. Accept everything that you’re made of. Every part of you, no matter where it comes from.”

Then, the final words. The final straw. The breaking of a barrier that he had thought of as the limit of his world, but was really only the wall of his cage.

“It’s yours. Your quirk, not his.”

And the rest, they say, is history.

After the match was just as eventful as during. People had flocked to congratulate him on his win in the intense battle. He’d spent time receiving medical attention. He had even run into Endeavour- tensed every muscle in his body and treated him with all the warmth of a stranger.

(He felt proud, after that. He wondered if Midoriya and Dazai would have been impressed too).

He had considered waiting for Midoriya to finish his own treatment, but ultimately decided against it. Who knew how long it would take with injuries to that extent. Plus, he didn’t exactly think he’d be welcomed. After all, the pairing of himself and Midoriya’s innate stubbornness were the causes of said injuries.

He ended up settling in one of the waiting rooms dotted around the arena. He had no desire to visit his over energetic classmates just yet. Instead, he watched the matches continue on a large screen attached to the wall.

Iida and Shiozaki’s hadn’t been anything too special, with Iida securing a win using his advantageous speed. Present Mic seemed happy to babble on about it, though, jovially discussing the ongoing battle of nature against technology. His commentary was much harder to tune out without the thrum of a fight dancing through his veins.

He knew that in reality, he should have been analysing the battle for information on his next competitor. Searching for weak points, strategies, anything that could help him triumph. That’s what Endeavour would have wanted, anyway. But he found himself focusing on the television for other reasons. For admiring the lines of determination that were scrawled across the fighters’ faces. For considering how Iida’s acceleration had improved since the beginning of the school year.

It felt as though he had undergone some sort of metamorphosis. As if the world had shifted around him, or he had moved to accommodate the world.

Next up was the battle between Nakahara and Tokoyami.

It had been interesting in many ways, and he was sure that the people watching at home would enjoy it. Fast and furious and largely occurring in the sky. But to Todoroki, it had lacked the intrigue that some of the other matches boasted, if only because it seemed be decided from the beginning.

It wasn’t a quick or embarrassing defeat for Tokoyami by any means, but it never truly appeared as if Nakahara was struggling. It added an element of boredom to his experience, and he leant against his hand as he watched the images flash by.

As that battle ended and transitioned smoothly onto the following one, the door to his room opened, and a boy walked in. Bakugou- posture slouched and the usual disdainful expression clouding his features. When they met eyes, he froze in the doorway. Then made a kind of halfhearted turn back out, before eventually deciding to continue on his original trajectory.

He slumped on a bench at the back of the room, a couple of metres behind Todoroki. And proceeded to entirely ignore his presence.

For his part, Todoroki took the moment to appreciate Bakugou’s eyesight. Being able to sit all the way at the back of the room and still see the screen with lucidity was quite a feat. Then again, it was possible that the other couldn’t actually see, and he just really didn’t want to sit next to Todoroki. He shrugged it off.

After a couple of minutes with only the audio of the television breaking the silence, Todoroki spoke up.

“Who do you think will win?”

“Shut up.”

He didn’t.

“I think Nakajima-kun will win, because-”

“Shut.”

That time, he shutted.

It wasn’t long afterwards that the door opened for a second time. Somewhat meekly, as if he who entered was worried about interrupting something. He decidedly wasn’t.

Midoriya walked in, a little tired maybe but otherwise unharmed. Todoroki was genuinely glad to see it. The former smiled at him as he entered, and tried for a kind of smile-grimace hybrid towards the other occupant of the room.

Bakugou only scoffed in reply, sinking deeper into his hunched pose.

“How’s the match going?” Midoriya asked him, approaching a chair beside his.

“Nakajima-kun is winning,” Todoroki replied.

Midoriya nodded, looking a little disappointed, but perhaps not surprised by Atsushi’s success against Uraraka. The tiger’s regenerative abilities were really something. They’d give even the most dangerous opponent trouble.

The match finished uneventfully and largely as expected. A short break was announced in preparation for the semifinals, and Todoroki rose from his place in anticipation. His next fight would be against Iida. The other wasn’t considered overwhelmingly powerful as such, but came from a long line of heroes like Todoroki himself. For that reason, Todoroki hesitated to believe that his classmate would constitute an easy win.

“Do your best,” Midoriya called out to him as he went. Todoroki appreciated the phrasing the had used. Had Midoriya said ‘good luck’, it would have felt insincere considering his friendship with Iida.

(He still hadn’t decided whether he’d be utilising his left side in the coming fights. To do so felt almost heinous).

He nodded, stopping at the door.

Bakugou must have felt both pairs of eyes suddenly turn to him, because he let out a harsh sigh.

“Go Icy hot,” he cheered, sullenly. “Decimate that extra.”

Arthur Rimbaud and the Trailblazer (Part 3)

A rthur Rimbaud was not a strict upholder of the law. That much was made clear by the mountains of police reports his name featured in, and the stacks of false passports that he stored in his personal locker at the local train station.

He may, to a certain extent, work for the same side as his colleagues in the police force and various hero agencies, but his methods were undeniably different. They were efficient- cut through to the very core of the problem rather than messing around with the fat. He had no time for paperwork and lawyers and formalities. Justice had no time for them.

The police appreciated his work, even though they wouldn’t be caught saying it out loud. That was why they had never whole-heartedly attempted his capture. (He wasn’t arrogant enough to believe that he would still be running around freely if they had). And why they happily accepted all the criminals he sent cowering to the stations. Vigilantes like himself were endlessly valuable allies for the police.

But that was off topic. The point was: Arthur Rimbaud was not a strict upholder of the law. He would be the first to admit it. And yet attending the meeting set up by the Hero Commission felt more like committing a crime than battling villains on the street without so much as a provisional licence.

Perhaps it was the setting. A grimy alley hidden deep in the heart of the city. More his own turf than the Hero Commission’s, which he appreciated, but still quite unsuitable for conversation.

Packed dumpsters lined crumbling brick walls, spilling trash onto the concrete below. Arthur kicked at a dented can. He had ensured his prompt arrival; it seemed as though whoever the Commission had sent felt no need to display the same courtesy.

A part of him felt that rather than his surroundings, this whole situation that he himself had constructed was the issue. A vigilante involving himself with the Hero Commission. It was unnatural, amongst other things. Unheard of, and for a good reason.

Arthur considered turning back- he really did- but his fate was sealed when a figure approached from one end of the alley. As the form became larger and larger with each step, Arthur observed their lean physique, and their crisp black suit. An aid, probably. Dark sunglasses covered their eyes, and an ear piece was visible below cropped hair.

“Rimbaud-san,” a low, unremarkable voice greeted. It wasn’t really a question, but Arthur felt the need to answer anyway. He tipped his hat.

“I am he, yes. And you are?”

“Assistant Manager of Communications at the East Tokyo branch, at your service.”

The man bowed, coming to a stop just before Arthur. He carefully removed his official badge from his blazer pocket, allowing Arthur to inspect it before replacing it.

“I would appreciate if you could state the purpose of this meeting. You were rather brief in your previous overview.”

Arthur remembered speaking to a woman when he initially made contact with the Commission, but supposed he shouldn’t have been surprised. Knowing their paranoid nature, they’d probably documented his every word in excruciating detail. And this man had probably read through the statement in its entirety.

“Of course,” Arthur replied, standing up a little straighter to match his steadfast companion. “Recently, Stain the Hero Killer has been active in Tokyo- although I’m sure you don’t need me to tell you that.”

The man nodded. After all, the heroes were most affected by the presence of a ‘hero killer’.

“I have come by information that suggests he is or is planning to link up with the League of Villains. If this is the case, I fear his power and influence could grow exponentially.”

A heavy breath left the man’s lips- he seemed appropriately weighed down by the information. It kept Arthur himself up at night. He was by no means a pro-hero, but he shuddered to consider what kind of a future the rise of villainy could bring.

“Understood.”

The man was silent for a moment. Arthur was too. He repressed the desire to ask the man to remove his sunglasses; the inability to fully observe him made Arthur uncomfortable. He supposed that was the product of years on the field.

“May I ask you something, Rimbaud-san?”

Arthur looked up, sharply, from where his gaze had wondered. He felt his eyes narrow, waves of black hair shifting across his shoulders. The question was so innocently out of character. It piqued his attention immediately.

“You may.”

“Why exactly did you choose to report your information to the Hero Commission? Had you held onto it, you could have used it as blackmail on the league, or gone undercover and caught Stain yourself. It’s not often that vigilantes turn to heroes for assistance.”

Arthur almost laughed. The world had really become a funny place. At some point, doing things for the benefit of others rather than one’s self had become something to be questioned.

“It doesn’t take a doctor to see that I’m past my prime. I doubt that I could simply catch Stain myself like I might have been able to ten odd years ago,” Arthur said, chuckling. “As for the blackmail, there may well have been possibilities there. But I would certainly prefer for a villain to be off the streets, and for heroes to be able to do their jobs safely. Well, as safely as can be expected.”

The man seemed satisfied, and nodded. Glancing at a silver watch that was fastened around his wrist, he turned away from Arthur.

“If that is all, I will be departing. Please remain in this position for at least two minutes; it’d be preferable for us both if we aren’t seen together.”

Arthur had to agree with that, although a part of him seethed at being ordered about so flippantly. Being his own boss for the past few decades meant that he had lost the ability to submissively take corrections. Still, he forced himself to wait as the silhouette of the man disappeared down the alley. The Hero Commission was an organisation that Arthur felt no inclination to make an enemy of.

Perhaps if he had followed his intuition and ignored the demand posed as a suggestion, things would have turned out differently.

Only forty seconds must have passed before a shadow lingered at the opening of the passage. Briefly, Arthur wondered if the man had returned to check that he was indeed waiting. It seemed counterproductive, though.

Either way, any such deduction was quickly shelved when Arthur took a closer look at the form. It was shorter. Wider. And it held a presence about it- something like radiation, pouring out of it in waves.

It was, of course, just a human.

“Arthur Rimbaud,” the man said. Because it was a man. The name was called simply and honestly, no disdain nor delight colouring a monochromatic tone.

Still, Arthur felt uncomfortable in the man’s presence. His legs were sliding into a defensive stance against his will.

“It’s funny,” he continued. “To meet you in the flesh after all these years- you used to be something of an inspiration to me.”

A bit baffled, Arthur could only respond in a tentative voice. The man had stopped walking now, and his face was bathed in the shadows of the buildings ensnaring them. Another prickle of anxiety tugged at Arthur.

“I’m honoured. Could you tell me your name?”

The man shrugged.

“I’ve had a lot of names. One you might be familiar with is Stendhal.”

And Arthur was familiar with it, if only vaguely. Stendhal had been a notoriously mysterious vigilante that operated in the North several years ago. Never anyone Arthur had dealt with much, seeing as he himself didn’t frequent the area, but a colleague nonetheless. Before, of course, Stendhal had dropped off the face of the earth. This wasn’t too uncommon for those in his line of work, but something to note all the same.

Arthur shifted. Tension was still wrapping around him. This whole encounter was making him uneasy.

“I am. It’s a pleasure to meet you, but I must be going.”

Stendhal tilted his head.

“Are you working on a case?”

“Indeed,” he confirmed. A single thought was racing through Arthur’s mind: get out. “I’m currently on the trail of Stain the Hero Killer, and it is of the upmost urgency. So, if you’ll excuse me-”

Something interrupted him, then. A very quiet, unassuming sound. A single drop of liquid splashing against the concrete. Staining it a dark, murky colour.

Arthur let his eyes follow the path of the drop upwards. It had fallen around a metre in height, having dripped off a shape attached to Stendhal’s hip.

“On his trail? The hero killer surely upholds many of the values of a noble vigilante such as yourself.”

There was something distinctly off about that liquid. The way it ran down the metal in a stream rather than individual droplets, only to pool up at the end. The way it left a mar on the ground, thick and viscous.

“Perhaps. But the way he chooses to act in regard to these values is villainous,” Arthur said, impatiently. He began to turn. “Now I really must-”

In that split second, the shadow in the alley vanished. Arthur stood still, eyes widened, and that moment of hesitance cost him dearly.

A cold, searing sensation was pressed up against his neck, slicing through the fabric of his scarf. Like that of a burning iron long after it had left the skin. Arthur stayed completely still.

Slowly, he turned his gaze down to the object at his neck, held firmly by an arm from behind him. The man, undoubtedly.

It was a sword. A katana, more specifically. Long and silver and gleaming, even in the relative darkness of the alley. The liquid running down it like water on the veins of a leaf was blood, its metallic smell permeating the air.

“They told me there would be a hero in this alley.”

A hero.

Suddenly, the gravity of the situation made itself known to Arthur with a potent clarity.

Stain the hero killer. It was him.

“You are no hero, but you are an enemy of mine. No one has the right to become my enemy except All Might himself. That was your first mistake.”

Arthur tensed, trying to pull himself away from the blade as it edged deeper and deeper.

“I will regret this, Arthur Rimbaud, because I looked up to you greatly, once. However, you are simply an obstacle in my path. A trial sent to hinder me on my way to achieve true heroism. To allow this rotten society to rejuvenate!”

Arthur ducked. He dropped under the swords, letting it graze his chin, and skidded back towards the other end of the alley.

He was reaching for his own gun when laughter sounded. It was maniacal. Entirely mangled and twisted. Arthur felt the need to cover his ears.

Stain took his sword to his lips, and licked it. His tongue ghosted along the edge of the blade, as if savouring the flavour, sweeping up the crimson river which flowed along it.

Arthur ignored the blood dripping from his own chin. Clearly, Stain or Stendhal or whoever had gone completely off the rails, and should be dealt with immediately. He had formulated a vague plan in his mind when his vision began to blur.

He blinked a couple of times, attempting to clear it, but to no avail. His sight was blackening, and his legs were trembling beneath him, and his arms weren’t pulling out his weapon like he had ordered them to.

Then he saw the manic smile of glee adorn Stain’s face.

And not even a minute later, Arthur Rimbaud was dead.

Notes:

Sorry.

Tournament check- (the quarterfinals)

Midoriya vs Todoroki (winner is Todoroki)
Shiozaki vs Iida (winner is Iida)
Chuuya vs Tokoyami (winner is Chuuya)
Atsushi vs Uraraka (winner is Atsushi)

Edited 03/04/24 for all sorts of errors honestly did I even read this through before publishing?

Chapter 11: The Sports Festival: Round Three (Part Three)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Those Who Are Watching

In the case of Takami Keigo:

H awks could see pixels.

Iridescent against the screen of his phone as the broadcast switched from scene to scene. They formed a sort of half line spanning from the very top of the device to just above where the keyboard began, and were causing him no small amount of annoyance.

The opaque dots were, unsurprisingly, congregating around the point he had dropped it on the other day. Having slipped out of his pocket as he prepared to take flight, it had rocketed down towards the pavement, and crashed against the corner of a pathing stone. Funnily enough, there was no physical crack to be seen on the surface, but the fall must have taken its toll nonetheless. It had damaged something internal. Something more inherent than another scratch on the saturated screen protector.

One would think that after all these years, Hawks would have learnt to protect his belongings. But no. Instead, he was forced to bemoan his own stupidity in the shape of a second-rate viewing experience.

He could barely make out the faces of the two teenagers stoking it out for a position in the semifinals. One of them was a bird, so he naturally had Hawks’ support, but the other seemed to be a sky-dweller as well. And Hawks generally hesitated to pick sides, but in this case, the latter appeared to be heading towards a relatively comfortable victory.

Hawks allowed his eyes to wonder, and a hand to roam to the fraying fabric that upholstered his chair. Being inside the Hero Commission never failed to put him on edge. Even just waiting in his manager’s office like this, perched on the seat in front of his mahogany desk, staring fixedly at his phone. His phone with the pixel line splitting it in two. He’d have to buy a new one at some point.

By the time he glanced back at the video- a shakily filmed clip posted online (Hawks had missed the live broadcast)- the bird was plummeting to the ground outside the ring, and the ginger kid was grinning in triumph. Hawks made a mental note to extend his internship offers to those two this year. He didn’t have nearly enough time to partake in the extensive research some heroes liked to complete, so a couple of quick picks would do just fine. Honestly, anyone who could fly had the propensity to flourish at Hawks’ agency. That was his motto.

His video finished, Hawks took to scrolling through the news for entertainment. He hadn’t expected any big headlines, maybe just an article or two about politics or economic growth or a tabloid entry about Best Jeanist’s love life.

What he ultimately received was none of these things.

Arthur Rimbaud’s Final Face off Ends in Defeat

At 11:41 last night, a local police station received a noise complaint from a concerned member of the public. They dispatched two trainee officers to handle the situation- a brawl between intoxicated customers at a nearby club- and all seemed to have been attended to. Until the situation took a dark turn that no one could have expected.

Any readers who have taken an interest in the world of vigilantes over the last few decades will surely be familiar with the most highly regarded member of the underground. Arthur Rimbaud, known for his iconic winter accessories and nearly spotless record of public service. Although the underground hero has been out of the spotlight in recent years, he has still been admirably active in the vigilante scene.

Arthur Rimbaud’s body was discovered in an alley next door to the club. It is currently undergoing an autopsy to assist the investigation, but all evidence at present points in one very clear direction. The extent and categorisation of Rimbaud’s sustained injuries in conjuncture with an anonymous tip-off suggest that the murderer was none other than Stain the Hero Killer.

How did Rimbaud and the Hero Killer get into an altercation? This question is

Hawks closed the article. He hadn’t been a friend of Arthur’s, not exactly, but he had known the man in passing. A genuinely good soul. That was a rare phenomena in the world of heroics.

Shaking his head, Hawks leant back in his chair. What exactly a vigilante had been doing facing up to the notorious Hero Killer was completely lost on Hawks. It seemed to go against their entire worldly outlook. Perhaps one really should limit themselves to the extents constructed by their own abilities and ideals.

A knock on the door.

“Hawks-san?”

“Yep?” He chirped, happy for the distraction. The Hero Commission had never been a fun-packed place, so he was longing for the reason he was invited (read: summoned) to be disclosed.

“It has been requested that you proceed to meeting room one.”

As usual, Hawks did as told.

In the case of Shigaraki Tomura:

S o when you said Stain, you actually meant two of the most incompetent Stain fan girls that have ever walked these hallowed halls.”

Kurogiri coughed awkwardly.

“Negotiations with the Hero Killer are still currently-” he paused, searching for the word, “ongoing.”

Dropping his face into his hands, Shigaraki released a deeply troubled sigh.

When that foggy asshole had first propositioned a meeting with Stain, Shigaraki had known it was too good to be true. Instead, he was now saddled with a blonde lunatic and her weird, stapled boyfriend. Because having hands clinging to various parts of your body was one thing, but staples? I mean come on.

“Sensei has requested that you gain experience working with others, and you yourself hoped to expand the league.”

He supposed that much was true. Other members such as Spinner, Twice and Muscular had already joined up. A couple more wouldn’t hurt.

“I don’t trust them.”

Akutagawa seemed to be in a constantly foul mood, nowadays. Not that this was a particularly noticeable change from the usual. He spoke in a dismissive tone, his gaze unmoving from its focus on the newspaper in his hands.

“Is that so?” Shigaraki sighed. Sometimes, he felt as though the introduction of Akutagawa into the League had aged him by years.

Nodding, Akutagawa wafted the printed article in the air. Shigaraki snatched it from his grasp, pouring over it doggedly.

Arthur Rimbaud’s Final Face off Ends in Defeat

Scanning the paper, his interest quickly dissipated. He turned his attention back to Akutagawa.

“So what?”

So what,” he huffed in response. “So Stain the Hero Killer is clearly not as steadfast in his ideals as we imagine him to be. Rimbaud was a just vigilante- his murder was entirely unnecessary.”

“Sometimes, we have to sacrifice for the greater good,” Shigaraki spat, letting the paper fall from his grip. Kurogiri rushed to pick it up.

“The story doesn’t add up,” Akutagawa continued, face twisting into a sneer similar to that of an ignored child. “When have you ever heard the Hero Killer to operate before midnight? And why has he suddenly appeared in East Tokyo when he was previously-”

“Akutagawa-kun.”

A familiar voice flowed through tinny speakers. Sensei’s.

“That’s enough.”

In the case of Nakahara Chuuya:

I t was good to know, Chuuya supposed, that he could still surprise himself. Because Nakahara Chuuya was someone who, by nature, was not often surprised.

Everything had started innocently enough; he and Dazai had been watching the first semifinal match progress, more out of obligation than interest. The winner could easily be predicted anyway. Rather than the victor themselves being the unknown variable, whether or not Todoroki would use his left side was a far more dangerous gamble.

“I think he’ll do it,” Chuuya stated, mid-way through the battle.

Nothing spectacular had occurred yet, just the back and fourth that could be witnessed over the course of any fight. Iida’s strongest move- Recipro Burst- knocked Todoroki to the ground through a speed enhanced kick. He got back up almost immediately, though, and was able to grab Iida’s swinging leg as it approached.

“Nope. He doesn’t want to, but more importantly, he doesn’t need to.”

Chuuya squinted at the screen to see what Dazai was hinting at. The pair seemed to have come in a full circle and were eyeing each other from opposite ends of the ring. As if waiting for the start signal to be blown once again.

“Why not?” It was a concession- an admission that he couldn’t figure it out through his own deduction.

In way of reply, Dazai simply pointed at the screen.

Chuuya returned his attention to it. Something had changed. And that something was Iida. Compared to his earlier agility, his suddenly tense and unmoving form was startling. To none more than the student himself, it seemed. A look of shock was etched across his face like blade marks on ice. Perhaps ironically. Because it was, in fact, ice that was causing him problems.

Spreading from within his motors, and climbing up the rest of his limbs, until a thin sheen of frost coated his entire body. Iida was frozen, in the most literal sense of the word.

Midnight called the match.

“When Todoroki-kun managed to touch Iida-kun’s leg, he iced over part of it. Such a small part that it was unnoticeable at first. He kept his connection to it through a thin stream of ice and kept pumping more in,” Dazai explained, as Present Mic’s unmissable screech suggested a similar theory over the broadcast. He leant back into his bed, satisfied.

“That’s one finalist confirmed, then.”

Nodding, Chuuya rose from his chair. A couple of shoulder rolls and a jump or two later, he felt ready to go. Energy surged through his body, and gravity felt easy and loose in his hands.

“Time for me to become the second one.”

“Impossible,” Dazai dismissed. “You refuse to throw punches and when you kick, you leave half your torso unguarded,” Dazai listed, merrily, to Chuuya’s growing frustration.

“The fact that you’ve survived until this point is only a testament to the inexperience of everyone else.”

“Says the guy who’s never beaten me in a fight in his life,” Chuuya argued, crossing his arms over his chest defensively. (He absolutely refused to admit that maybe there was a teeny, tiny bit of truth in Dazai’s assessment).

Reaching over to his beside table with gritted teeth (his right arm felt like a boulder had been dropped on it), Dazai fumbled for the television remote that was settled on the oak. Aiming it at the screen, he mashed some random buttons, letting the broadcast switch to an arbitrary channel. It was the news.

Dazai sighed.

“I’d rather watch the boring goings on of Tokyo than a tiger devour a shrimp alive.”

It was only after a few seconds went by without reply that Dazai glanced over to his companion. And noticed something off. Distinctly off. Noticed muscles locked firmly in place and lips pursed.

And then the voice from the television.

“-autopsy results suggest that the murder was committed yesterday in the late afternoon. Although- as you can see- the location is right next to the highway, there were no reports from members of the public about an altercation or calls for help. It’s possible that-”

“Is this seriously…”

Chuuya’s voice was a growl. Menacing and trembling simultaneously. His eyes were wide as he read and reread the words running along the bottom of the screen.

Vigilante Arthur Rimbaud found dead: is this the work of Stain the Hero Killer?

A couple of seconds passed.

“Chuuya-”

But he was already gone. At that moment, watching his partner’s back vanish through the double doors a room away from him, Dazai felt a sense of helplessness stronger than ever before.

Arthur Rimbaud’s death was like reaching the final chapter of a book, only to find the pages missing. An empty space where words should be.

Perhaps because he had never been real to begin with. Never been a physical entity as much as this character, this concept of justice that Chuuya had sown together with old news articles and blurry videos as thread. Arthur Rimbaud had been a man. A good man. And Chuuya had prodded and moulded him into the shape of a God.

Arthur Rimbaud’s death was like hard, undeniable proof that a faith, a belief, a way of life had been a lie from the very start.

And it hurt.

Chuuya had met Arthur Rimbaud only once. In a park at night. And in all honesty, the man had been nothing special. Nothing more than he claimed to be.

Walking down the passage towards the main field, Chuuya wondered if Arthur really had founded the Sheep. He supposed they’d be mourning in whichever abandoned Yokohama building their hideout was now. They had all idolised the vigilante. Shirase most of all.

The sun beamed down on him as he entered the ring. As if it had any right to burn so brightly. Cheers followed him. Atsushi waved from a few metres away.

Chuuya pondered whether, if he took a step back, he could differentiate all the emotions clouding his mind.

The grief. The loss that he’d never really had any right to. And then what? The anger towards the killer. The disappointment towards the victim. Chuuya knew that he was being unfair, but Arthur had been this pinnacle of verity. A truly immortal part of society. Without Arthur, what was even left?

He felt both shaky and impossibly still as Midnight f*cked around with the starting signal. As the commentators chatted over the speakers like nothing had changed. As Atsushi readied himself for a battle.

Things felt like they were building up inside of him. All these layers of confusion and expectation, reaching a crescendo. He was out of control, and he hated it. He needed it all out.

“Let the second and last match of the semifinals begin!”

And so he did. He let it all out.

A surge from his left palm. The force of gravity. The bending of space time itself. With a mighty yell, he pushed.

Dazai Osamu and the Good Doctors

M ori had a tendency of appearing where there were holes to be filled. Large, gaping vacancies in meaning. Whatever replaced such an abyss would become instrumental to the story as a whole. This was one of Mori’s greatest strengths- discovering these holes and drenching them with a purpose of his own.

“Smart of you to come when I’m literally a captive audience,” Dazai said, gesturing towards his fresh bandages, as Mori approached the seat beside his bed.

“Can I not check up on my subordinate after such a devastating injury was sustained at work?”

Mori must have secured this room to no end if he was confident enough to break cover freely. Dazai twisted slightly away from him, changing the channel back to the Sports Festival and keeping his gaze fixed on the screen. A desperate attempt to separate himself from reality.

Because this setup reminded him of a scene from long ago. Of a body enveloped in pure white sheets and a scalpel dripping crimson. A knot of discomfort was rapidly tightening in his gut.

Knowing Mori, he had probably seen the irony of situation as well, but was refusing to acknowledge it in that sad*stic way of his.

“Chuuya-kun must be feeling quite mixed right now,” Mori said, lightly. As if they were chatting about the weather rather than the anguish of an overpowered teenager.

Very little was happening on the screen. Chuuya and Atsushi were stood opposite one another, waiting for the start signal. The cameras were too far out for Dazai to make out any expressions, but the slouch of Chuuya’s shoulders left no room for guesswork. ‘Mixed’ was an understatement.

“And what do you plan to do about it?”

Do?” He laced his fingers together on his lap. “I don’t plan to do anything. This is a turning point in Chuuya-kun’s life. In which direction he veers is his own decision.”

Dazai was obviously doubtful. It had become plain to see that Chuuya’s once unwavering loyalty towards the Port Mafia had been slipping lately. The consequence of being surrounded by heroics students constantly and maybe the gradual revelation of his own nature, Dazai supposed. It was clear during Chuuya’s opening speech and run of the obstacle course that he was seeing heroism in a new light. Something brighter than the dingy glow that Yokohama cast on such a profession.

Mori had gone to lengths outside of his usual limitations to acquire Chuuya as a certified Mafia member. The idea that he’d simply let him stray or stay as he pleased seemed unlikely. Perhaps it meant that Mori had no doubt that Chuuya would remain under him, and so had no reason to intervene. Or perhaps he was simply lying.

“You’ve always been so quick to judge, Dazai-kun,” Mori laughed without joy. “I’ve told you before, haven’t I? How I feel about talk of good and evil?”

“I have no concern for either heroes or villains. I have no desire to protect or revolt against this society. All that matters to me lives in this city.”

The reminder of their previous encounter by a patient’s bed was unwelcome. In all likelihood, Mori was enjoying watching him squirm.

“Whether Chuuya-kun sides with the Hero Commission or the League of Villains is entirely irrelevant to me. The Port Mafia- Yokohama itself- is an existence separate from such things.”

The starting gun shot rang out from the television. And it was over in a second.

Chuuya ended the fight (if it could be called a fight) in one attack. Sent Atsushi hurtling out of the ring with a single push. Just by looking, Dazai could tell that it wasn’t Arahabaki acting, but the sheer power Chuuya had used felt more divine than human.

The crowd and commentators alike were silenced for a moment by the overwhelming victory. Then the raucous clapping began and Dazai tuned out.

Mori was already standing to exit, dusting off his coat. Perhaps in preparation for Atsushi’s admission to the medical centre.

“This applies to you as well, Dazai-kun,” Mori said over his shoulder. “This point of change.”

Then he was gone.

It didn’t take long for his replacements to arrive. Atsushi on a stretcher. He hadn’t even had time to transform, and had been entirely unready for the decisive attack. Recovery Girl fussing about by his side. A kiss later and he was good as new.

She turned to him, afterwards.

“You’ll need a cast, you know,” she said, injecting as much force into her voice as possible while still speaking quietly. Atsushi was asleep a couple of beds away.

(It was strange to feel let alone admit, but Dazai trusted Recovery Girl. To a certain extent, anyway. She had seen his skin, covered in bandages and then completely bare. Neither of them mentioned it).

“Lucky me,” Dazai replied.

She furrowed her eyebrows.

“Not lucky you. Even though I try to dissuade them, your classmates are reckless with their health. They can get away with it because of my quirk. Do I have to remind you that it’s not the same for you?”

Dazai smiled, wryly.

“Don’t worry. Pain is the worst and one hundred percent not worth it. I won’t be forgetting that for the rest of my life.”

She snorted, beginning to approach the doors again.

“Good. Now do you feel well enough for visitors? Your friends have been pestering me incessantly, no matter how much I tell them ‘one at a time’.”

He hid his shock behind a friendly smile. Pretended that the news didn’t have him entirely taken aback.

“Okay.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Final Match

C huuya had lived a life full of uncertainty.

Since his birth, in fact, nothing was stable. Nothing had a chance to settle down before being violently upturned. Either by him or by someone else.

As a child, his home had been a constant earthquake. Somewhere between shaky and fatal. A magnitude four gradually rising to something that couldn’t be ignored. At some point, they had all reached their limits. Things had cracked under the pressure, and everything changed under the gaze of blue eyes. But perhaps not in the way any of them had been expecting.

He had been on the streets for a bit, then. Flitting from alley to alley, Yokohama enveloping him whole. That was when the Sheep had found him. He had been a member, and then a leader. The King of the Sheep that all the kids looked up to. Idolised in a similar way to their idolisation of Arthur Rimbaud himself.

Again, everything had been turned on its head by the Port Mafia. Chuuya abandoned his old life and joined the most influential organisation in the city. He had thought, for a second, that maybe this was it. The unfaltering ground that he had been searching for. Something that would survive against all odds. Against the constant shifts and disturbances. Only to grow and flourish.

But no. Only hours earlier, even his connection to the underground had been called into question.

Maybe, Chuuya mused, darkness spanning out in front of him, it was time to accept that the problem had been him all along. He had gotten by blaming rocky circ*mstances and changing tides, but a theme was emerging that simply couldn’t be ignored. He was the conductor of his own mind and hence responsible for his own thoughts. For the sways back and fourth that accompanied them.

By his very nature, Chuuya was unbalanced. Pulling in one direction, thwarting whatever careful equilibrium had been created. Perhaps it was time to stop expecting stability. To stop resisting as the world formed and reformed around him.

In all honesty, Chuuya didn’t know. He didn’t know how to feel about Arthur’s death. About his own imminent opportunity to win the prestigious Sports Festival. About his partner’s hospitalisation or where exactly his loyalties lay.

He planted a hand on the cold, solid wall beside him. A passage into the main arena, caked with the grime sent on low, sweeping winds. He wasn’t sure about anything, but no one was going to wait for him to figure it out. For now, all he could do was his best.

He let those words circle his mind in their solitude. Cleared everything else with a deep breath and stepped out into the sunlight. He caught sight of Todoroki doing the same from the opposite side of the stadium.

Chuuya felt a little better now that the shock of the news had worn off, and he had released a lot of stress during his fight with Atsushi (he would imagine that the other had not experienced that same relief). Not good and not normal, but better.

For now, he would just have to focus on the things he knew rather than the things he didn’t.

The watchful gazes of the people right in front of him: civilians, pro heroes, his friends and even the boy standing opposite him. Familiar feelings like power surging through his veins, or wind against exposed flesh. Voices that penetrated the air.

“Before we begin the final match, I’d like to thank you all for being such a wonderful crowd,” Present Mic declared across the speakers. Aizawa-sensei made some non-committal hums of agreement as the audience politely clapped.

“I hope that you’ve enjoyed watching the wide range of skill and talent showcased by our first years students as much as I have. Please join me in giving all the participants a round of applause.”

When the attempts at pretending that ‘taking part is what matters’ were over, Midnight brandished her microphone once more.

“In the final event of the festival, we have a matchup between two fan favourites: Nakahara-kun and Todoroki-kun. Without further ado, let’s get the grand finale started!”

She raised her gun in the air slowly, a quiet sort of tension building with every upwards jerk. Maybe he shouldn’t have been, but Chuuya was feeling a little excited. Since the preliminary round, he had been looking forward to a fight against Todoroki, and now some of that initial exhilaration was on the rise.

The situation was weird and stupid and sh*tty, but here was something painfully normal amongst the confusion. Chuuya would grab it with both hands.

Bending down into a defensive stance- centre of gravity low- Chuuya couldn’t help but smile. Smile at movements that came as naturally to him as breathing.

And then the gun sounded.

Suddenly, there was fire.

Flaming tendrils encircling him, wild and untamed. He dodged back, jerkily, skidding across the pitch on his heels.

That- that was not what he had expected.

“Todoroki-kun makes the first move! And what a terrifying move it was.”

The inferno pulled back, but the smoke remained. Chuuya coughed into his hand as he surveyed the surroundings, eyeing the severely scorched ground of the spot on which he had just been standing.

From Chuuya’s understanding, Todoroki used his flames very infrequently, and lacked training as a result. You couldn’t tell. The blaze he set had been majestic and dangerous in equal measure, burning blue at the centre. Somehow, the uncontrollable advance of heat was even more fearsome than the shooting pillars of ice that Todoroki had become synonymous with. It felt less manageable, he supposed. Less confined.

Carefully observing the perpetrator, Chuuya drew back a couple of paces further. Perhaps he was instinctually wary of such raw power. Todoroki himself appeared surprised at his attack. A little unsteady, but still focused and with his head firmly in the game. He dragged a hand across his forehead, wiping beads of sweat away. Chuuya only hoped that such a mighty blast of firepower had left his opponent too worn out to attempt such a feat again.

(Endeavour, Chuuya couldn’t help but notice, looked thoroughly satisfied from his position in a viewing box).

Well he couldn’t let Todoroki have all the fun, could he? Calling on gravity like an old friend, Chuuya pushed off of the ground. He soared forwards, swinging his leg up into an enhanced kick. Todoroki tried to grab hold of it, but was forced backwards. An ice wall shot up behind him, keeping him safely inside the ring.

Chuuya took the opportunity of proximity to throw out another attack. A sweep, this time, aiming for his enemy’s ankles. Todoroki was more prepared now, though, and dodged with ease. He bounded backwards, putting distance between the pair again. They were back to square one.

“What an intense exchange. Todoroki-kun and Nakahara-kun are really showcasing why they’re the final two.”

A second or two passed in stillness. They each dared the other to make the first move, before Todoroki finally gave into the tension. He raised needles of ice from the ground, letting razor sharp points surge towards his enemy. Chuuya sidestepped nimbly. Weightlessly. This was a territory of pure instinct for him. He felt his lips curve into a smirk without pulling them.

Using a strengthened first to crush an icicle (largely just to hear the audience’s cheers of approval), Chuuya darted between seemingly endless waves of ice towards his opponent.

Todoroki wasn’t showing any signs of frostbite as of yet. The blast of blistering heat at the beginning must have been sufficient in balancing his body temperature. How long that would last in conjunction with Todoroki’s willingness to use his flames a second time may well be the deciding feature of this matchup.

With a cry, Chuuya threw himself at Todoroki, practically floating around the mountains of ice that rose to block his path. He circled behind Todoroki, using his shoulder to shove him forwards. The latter stumbled a couple of steps, but caught himself. Chuuya was already moving onto the next charge, leg extended for a roundhouse kick.

Todoroki gritted his teeth as a barrage of attacks were fired at him. Planting his foot on the ground, he grew a rapidly escalating wall of ice to separate the two. A move of desperation, Chuuya decided.

“Getting a bit cold?” Chuuya provoked.

He didn’t wait for an answer before gathering force at the soles of his feet. He slammed himself into the divider between them, shattering it into dozens of glistening pieces. Shards rained down on them, slicing at skin and cracking harshly as they made contact with the ground.

The perfect cover, Chuuya mused, for his next move.

Springing into the air amongst the chaos, Chuuya let himself tear down behind the flurry of white. He was dropping from a couple of metres up. By the time Todoroki noticed the disappearance of his opponent, Chuuya was already seconds from impact. When the other finally thought to raise his head, he was far too late.

Chuuya crashed into him, pinning him onto the ground with enormous weight.

Todoroki thrashed in his grip, but Chuuya held on tightly. The taste of victory dancing on his tongue, the latter pulled a fist back for a punch, but froze as he bought it down. A whiff of something thick and pungent floated past him. Smoke.

He looked down just in time to see Todoroki’s left hand flicker into a flame.

Chuuya sprung up. The force of his movement sent him sliding back a metre or so, a scowl etched across his features. He really needed to think of a way to deal with that pesky fire.

Todoroki had scrambled up from his position against the ground. And there they were. Standing opposite one another on the field again. Only this time, puddles of melting ice, blackened scorch marks and crumbling craters in the earth from Chuuya’s manipulation littered the area surrounding them.

“I can’t afford to lose,” Todoroki announced with a resonant sort of conviction. The blood pooling around scrapes and dirt marring his skin only added to his solemn appearance. He meant business. Although Chuuya imagined he must look quite similar.

“They seem to have come full circle,” Present Mic described, dutifully. “This has been an incredible battle so far, both fast-paced and strategic. I wonder what will come next.”

“The sentiment goes both ways,” Chuuya replied. (He tried to catch his breath as subtly as possible).

An inhale cut short was all the warning Chuuya received before Todoroki began to move. Creating a trail of ice with his right foot, he skated forwards. Strands of his hair flew back in the wind.

“Looks like their break was short lived. Todoroki-kun is approaching Nakahara-kun on a path of ice.”

Todoroki dove into action without hesitation. They sparred for a couple of minutes without much change in the situation. Chuuya thought that he was slightly more skilled, if only because of Todoroki’s occasional need to catch himself with an ice wall.

Using the force of gravity in battle was like an art form in itself. It had taken years of experience to reach the level of fluidity Chuuya had; using that strength felt like what he was born to do.

He dodged to the side as Todoroki swung a fist at him. His right one. Ice bloomed from it in stretching vines, and cut a jagged gash against Chuuya’s cheek, even as he leaped backwards.

Channeling the strength of gravity into his kick, he shattered the frosty branches emerging from Todoroki’s arm.

A smile formed on his opponent’s lips- that was exactly what he had wanted.

As the rubber sole of Chuuya’s shoe smashed through layers of ice, Todoroki shoved his free hand towards him. f*ck. Even as Chuuya watched its trajectory with steadily building horror, he couldn’t move in time to stop it.

Todoroki shoved his unguarded chest hard onto the ground. His back connected with earth, knocking the wind out of him.

Honestly? f*ck Dazai and his creepily accurate predictions.

“In a strange subversion of mere moments ago, Todoroki-kun has his opponent pinned to the ground.” If Present Mic’s commentary echoed in from far away, Todoroki’s was too close for comfort.

“Surrender now.”

Todoroki’s tone was low and dangerous. A voice that showed his instinctive desire for a win. His hunger for one. Chuuya could tell that such an edge was reflected in his own words as he spoke.

You’re asking me to surrender?”

It sounded like a bluff. One last, desperate masquerade of confidence. The final spark of hope fizzling out before the end.

To Todoroki, it must have felt entirely like a bluff, too. There he was, leant over atop his opponent, a blade of ice rapidly forming in one hand. He had secured Chuuya’s arms at his sides with his knees, and was pressing the other’s body heavily into the ground.

His lips were set in a sort of undecided expression- turning up and down before cancelling out like superposing waves.

“I am,” he confirmed, deadly serious. “I used the power of my left side against you, which is something I thought I was never going to do.”

He breathed out, forcefully.

“If I can’t win like this, then how can I ever become the person I want to be?”

Really, people should know better than to ask Chuuya these questions by now. He really had lived a life full of uncertainty.

He responded in the only way he knew how to. With actions. Clearly, it hadn’t occurred to his opponent that Chuuya, for all his shortcomings, was incredibly skilled with his quirk. And as such, the ability to wield the power of gravity in parts of his body other than just his arms and legs had come to him rather naturally.

Buzzing with power, Chuuya wrenched his neck up and forwards. His head came into contact with Todoroki’s own, and sent the other flailing backwards. A look of alarm contorted his features as Chuuya stood, vision blurring painfully.

Todoroki began scrambling backwards, hindered by the patches of his own ice around him.

“You’re not a finished f*cking product, Todoroki-kun,” Chuuya said, bringing a hand to his aching temple.

Todoroki stopped in his tracks, wide eyes fixed on Chuuya.

“Just keep going, yeah?”

Then, with a final burst of power, he swung his leg in a perfect arc. An arc of finality, with all the dignity of an ending. Todoroki was sent over the line, too drained to raise one of his walls, Chuuya suspected. Or perhaps just too defeated. He hit the ground with an audible thud.

Turning in a single, slow circle, Chuuya clenched a fist, before hoisting it into the air. Characteristically, he didn’t know what it meant. Maybe it was for the people he was carrying with him, or himself, or maybe it didn’t mean anything. It didn’t really matter, he supposed.

The crowd was howling.

“And that marks the end of the first year UA sports festival. Please give it up for our winner, Nakahara Chuuya!”

Dazai Osamu and the Two Strangers (Part 3)

A loud thud.

“Guess who’s back?” A cheery voice called out.

A tired-looking student librarian emerged from the back room, repressing a smile with visible effort.

“And here I thought you’d perish during the sports festival and I’d be free of you.”

The visitor pouted, leaning against the solid, familiar wood of the counter. They carefully avoided putting weight on their right side, though, and the plaster cast and sling that enveloped one arm.

“Mean as usual, Ango-kun,” they drawled. And then: “even if you don’t care about me, maybe you’ll be happy to see my smuggled goods.”

They pushed forwards the item that had caused the initial ‘thud’. Thick, hardback and far more technical than the visitor could say they had the patience for. Significant nonetheless.

“Goodness,” the librarian- Ango- deadpanned, staring down at the leather cover. “This book is so overdue that I almost forgot it existed.”

He reached forwards to pull it towards him, but just as his outstretched fingers made contact with its rough edge, he froze. His joints went stiff.

“Ango-kun?” the visitor tried, after a second.

An imperceptible shift, and Ango was moving seamlessly again. As if he’d never hesitated.

“Tell me, Dazai-kun,” he began, a bespectacled gaze rising to meet inquisitive eyes, “did I just feel a drop of wetness?”

“Most people actually call it water, but-”

“Did you get my book wet?”

The visitor- Dazai- let his thoughts wonder to the peach juice in his bag. Fresh out of the refrigerator and dripping with condensation. He winced.

“No?”

Ango looked about ready to commit murder.

“Anyway,” Dazai emphasised, hopping up onto the desk between them. “Is Odasaku around?”

Continuing on with the checkin process of the book, Ango hummed. His hands moved deftly across the keyboard, before scanning the barcode.

“When isn’t he? The two of you are like leeches.”

As if summoned by the words, a final student breezed towards them.

“Great job on the sports festival, Dazai-kun,” he said. Not enthusiastically as such, but sincerely.

“Great job?” Ango sounded incredulous. “The idiot got himself crushed by falling rocks!”

Ango made a solid point. Which, as usual, was largely ignored.

“Thanks, Odasaku. It was a lot of fun. And now I’ve got this cool new cast, a sling, free rolls of bandages, and a wonderful way to make people do things for me.”

He waved his cast in the air before realising that it hurt and promptly stopping. The grey of the sling matched the UA uniform perfectly, but the clinical white of plaster felt like something of an eyesore. Naturally, Dazai had a plan to save himself from that ongoing agony.

“Aren’t you two forgetting an important, time honoured tradition here?”

Dazai pushed his injured arm into Ango’s face, who quickly pulled back, disdain colouring his features.

“What the hell are you doing?”

“Can no one take a hint around here,” Dazai lamented. “I want you to sign my cast. Obviously.”

Both of his friends seemed to finally understand, realisation sharpening their gazes.

Oda patted at his pockets, before turning his attention to Ango.

“Are there pens in here, Sakaguchi-kun?”

Standing from the luxurious desk chair he had been enjoying with incredible regret, Ango nodded.

“There are some permanent markers in the back. I’ll go and get them.”

He swiped Dazai’s book from the table as he went, clutching it so tightly his knuckles began to whiten. Dazai observed this from his position, watching the darkened shape of Ango’s back disappear into the library office.

“Sakaguchi-kun won’t want to talk about the festival,” Oda said lowly once only the two of them remained. “But you did well. Really well. Don’t be disheartened by the result.”

Dazai felt something warm well up in his stomach. A pleasant, smooth sort of sap. He felt it upturn his lips in a smile.

Oda couldn’t have known his true objectives, or that his attempts at battle were anything less than genuine. His words designed to console Dazai after what could be described as a mediocre performance were sincere. They were nice.

“Disheartened? Me? Never.”

He waved the thought away with a flick of his (good) wrist.

“How was your final sports festival, Odasaku?” He let his tone become conversational.

Oda just shrugged in reply. “It felt like an ending.”

Ango came back soon after that, boasting a pack of black sharpies and with a distinct lack of the book. Dazai said nothing.

The two older students selected pens from within the plastic, and Dazai lowered his arm onto the table. He slid the sling off from his shoulder, revealing the shocking white of the plaster underneath.

Oda wrote with a light touch, but was clearly focused on his own strokes, each line careful. The end result was long and low, and had a tendency to swirl upwards in unexpected places. Perhaps due to his poor eyesight, Ango used one hand to brace himself and raise the plaster slightly closer to him, and the other to sign his name. His characters were neat and sharp, formed by a talented scribe.

Neither of them had written a message, or drawn a picture, but Dazai still looked down at his cast with a newfound satisfaction.

“Odasaku’s handwriting is so cool, and then…” he turned his gaze onto the other name.

“My handwriting,” Ango huffed, shoving the pens back into the packet with more force than was strictly necessary, “is tidy and practical.”

“Like a librarian’s,” Oda attested.

“Speaking of which, I feel like I never see Ango-kun outside of the library? Like, it’s usually a safe bet to assume Odasaku is eating in the cafeteria, but Ango-kun seems to exist only within this room.”

The accused spluttered at that. “We met in the corridor a week ago!”

“Okay, once.”

“It’s true,” Oda said, contemplatively. “Other than for lessons, you tend to stay in the library, Sakaguchi-kun.”

Ango folded his arms across his chest, pulling his features into a frown.

“Can you blame me? It’s got everything I need.”

“Nerd,” Dazai laughed. Like a six year old.

Tilting his head slightly, Oda appraised his friends. Then the shelves of books surrounding them.

“I think if I met Sakaguchi-kun outside of the library, it’d end in a catastrophic disaster.”

Dazai choked out a laugh that was more startled than anything else.

“A catastrophic disaster, huh,” he echoed. “I guess we’ll have to wait and see.”

The Assistant Manager of Communications and the Greater Good (Part 1)

S ometimes, we have to sacrifice for the greater good.”

The conference room was a pristine monochrome in palette. White walls, black marble tiles stretching across the length of the floor.

The current speaker, standing by a large screen at the front, was a very important person. You could tell by his perfectly ironed black suit. The tense, upright postures of those listening. The occasional nod and the silenced murmurs.

“This is just the beginning. Merely a demonstration of what is to come. The rise of All For One will leave this great nation in dire straights; we must fight back against this imminent danger. We must purge this country of threats- from villains to vigilantes.”

The Assistant Manager of Communications at the East Tokyo branch applauded. Because everyone did.

Leaving the meeting room, he could only comfort himself with flimsy words. Stepping out of the halls of the Hero Commission was a relief.

Notes:

Tournament check- (the semifinals)

Todoroki vs Iida (winner is Todoroki)
Chuuya vs Atsushi (winner is Chuuya)

(The finals)

Todoroki vs Chuuya (winner is Chuuya)

And there you have it everyone. The end of the Sports Festival, and the beginning of something new. Next time, though: Bakugou vs Chuuya, the long awaited battle.

Edited 08/04/24 for grammatical errors.

Chapter 12: Bakugou Versus Chuuya

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Before

W hen you said ‘battle’, this is not what I had in mind.”

Honestly, he thought he was being rather calm about the whole thing.

‘Battle’ did, of course, refer to the fight that Chuuya had challenged Bakugou to during the break of the UA Sports Festival that had concluded mere days prior.

Bakugou had, only seconds ago, walked into gym gamma, where their much-anticipated fight had been set to take place. He was dressed in his most fire resistant workout clothes- because there was going to be a lot of fire, he would make sure of that- and had completed a short warmup.

He was ready. Ready to take on Nakahara Chuuya. And not just take him on, but pummel the little sh*t back to the cold, hard ground. A fire (metaphorical, this time) had been burning inside him, leaving him to countdown the minutes, the very seconds before his explosions could make contact with flesh. Before he could attack and blast and feel the thrill that only ever makes itself known in the heat of a battle. Especially a battle against an opponent of a calibre equal to, perhaps even higher than, his own.

So you can probably imagine his disappointment upon walking into the gym. White lines sliced the wooden floor into sections, and two circular shapes were attached to the walls at each end of the hall. Hoops- he realised, belatedly.

Plus, a whole f*cking herd of extras were swanning around the place like they had any right to be there.

His eyes cut through the faces until he reached Chuuya’s.

The aforementioned just shrugged his shoulders in response to his unasked question. Namely, ‘what the f*ck?’.

“Po tay to, po tah to,” he mused, then smirked as if he’d said something immensely clever.

That elicited a boo from somewhere in the crowd.

“I never said what type of battle we’d be fighting,” he continued, looking significantly less pleased, “and besides, isn’t basketball the most passionate fight of all?”

Bakugou thought for a moment.

“No.”

“Anyway!” Chuuya shouted, gathering everyone’s wavering attention. “Let’s pick teams.”

“Teams?” Bakugou asked, like an idiot.

Chuuya rolled his eyes, gesturing at their classmates.

“Quirk basketball is five-on-five,” Chuuya stated, deadpan. “Here are your wonderful classmates who I have lovingly invited to help make up the numbers.”

And that’s what they were playing- quirk basketball. I won’t explain the rules because the clue is in the name. It’s basketball with quirks. Kind of like basketball without quirks, but over complicated.

“I f*cking know that sh*t,” Bakugou growled. “Let’s pick the f*cking teams already.”

“In a show of good sportsmanship, I’ll let you choose first.”

Nodding slowly, Bakugou surveyed the students around him. Properly, this time, noting each one of them before he spoke.

Kirishima was the obvious selection, and was practically walking towards him already, certain of his success. But really, battle or basketball, Bakugou was someone who constantly strived for victory. And what use was sh*tty hair in a game of quirk basketball? All he could do was curl up into rock form and to what end? Tripping someone over? He wasn’t exactly the most desirable teammate.

Bakugou made a split second decision.

“Bandage freak. Come here.”

Well, bandage and cast freak, to be more precise. Bakugou was regretting his choice already.

Dazai looked slightly shocked, as did Chuuya, but the former pranced his way over to Bakugou anyway.

“Bandage freak, huh?” he mumbled.

Surprisingly few people had actually bought up his bandages in polite conversation, so he had barely been registering them as of late.

Kirishima was standing on the far left. Clearly, the news of Bakugou’s betrayal was as painful for him as an arrow through the heart, and he was mortally wounded. An expression of incomparable despair was spread across his face. Bakugou winced a little.

“You’re on my team, Kirishima-kun,” Chuuya called out from a metre or so away. His tone was almost resigned.

Kirishima brightened considerably at that, bounding towards Chuuya.

“I wanted to be on Chuuya-kun’s team anyway,” he proclaimed. Something told Bakugou that Chuuya hadn’t necessarily wanted Kirishima on his team, though. Perhaps the slump of his shoulders and the gritted teeth. The hat f*cker was too empathetic for his own good.

“I was going to choose you next,” Bakugou grumbled. And yes, it was slightly a lie, but it seemed to placate Kirishima well enough.

“Why did you choose Dazai of all people? He can’t use one arm, which is pretty detrimental. Also, he’s just the worst.”

That had been Chuuya, voice inquisitive. The following ‘hey’ from Dazai was largely ignored.

Bakugou shrugged. “The f*cker knows how to get under your skin.”

“Now that I do.”

Chuuya huffed, spinning away from them.

Taking that as a sign to continue, Bakugou solidified his next choice.

“Nerd.”

Silence.

“What?”

The Nerd was a lot of things, and athletic was definitely one of them. Plus, how cool would it be to see the ball get f*cking punched right across the court?

(And no, absolutely no part of him whispered to take this chance. Share a common goal, a common desire with Midoriya once more. Like they had when they were young. No part of him at all looked at his childhood friend and remembered).

“I meant you, Deku, so get your arse over here or I’ll leave you to that pack of rabid hedgehogs and then pulverise you.”

That got him moving.

“Y-yes! Yes sir. I mean-”

“Kinky,” Dazai said from beside him.

Chuuya chose Uraraka after that. Some sh*t about getting the ball so high in the air that he wouldn’t get a touch on it. Nothing important. They high-fived as she approached; the start of a terrible friendship, he was sure.

The metaphorical ball was tossed back to him, and he caught it contemplatively.

Two more places on his team. If he really wanted the strongest five, then there was only one person for the job.

“Icy hot, you’re up.”

Todoroki, who had been silent up until then, murmured an affirmation and jogged over to Bakugou’s side. The nerd seemed happy about it, at least, and was welcoming him in.

Bakugou hadn’t chosen Todoroki for the basketball skills that he may or may not have possessed, but mainly for the guy’s raw power. Few things were more effective than just setting everything on fire.

“Tokoyami-kun for me then, please.”

Tokoyami seemed enthused by this, raising his head as if he had been first choice and not picked almost last.

“I will certainly defend your honour, Nakahara-san.”

He looked somewhat doubtful when he replied, “uhh yeah sure.”

Only two people were left remaining after that (minus Iida, who was planning to act as the official). They both looked a little upset about being picked last, but as were the highs and lows of high school basketball, Bakugou supposed.

One was Tsuyu, her hair pulled up into a high ponytail. The other was Ojiro and his lame-ass tail.

Really, Bakugo didn’t think that either would be much use. He picked semi randomly.

“Guess I’ll take tail on as a charity case.”

Chuuya released a breath.

“Thank f*ck I get Asui-san.”

Tail looked upset.

“Enough of that,” Iida yelled from the side, chopping his hands about as if swatting a fly. “Everyone on the court.”

During

P erhaps unfaithfully to his Mafia roots, Nakahara Chuuya was someone who didn’t like to lie.

That was why Chuuya had exchanged the real combat that part of him had been craving for a game of basketball. When Bakugou had told him to go all out, when he had vowed to, he had meant every word. But if he were to truly go all out in a fight- well, it could be fatal. For both of them. So offering up a solution in which they could compete all out without any casualties was the closest he could get to keeping his promise.

Bakugou did not seem equally impressed by his creative thinking as all ten players stood on the court. At one side, Iida was fumbling with his shiny red whistle in an attempt to begin the game.

Chuuya was pleased to see that, at least, the others seemed to be taking the match seriously. They were crouched low, eyes trained on where the toss up would take place in the centre.

Speaking of the centre, Chuuya watched the two players circling each other there. Deciding the positions had been a whole ordeal, unsurprisingly.

In the end, they had managed to divide up the roles based on decidedly irrelevant observations. Chuuya had forgotten- in all his excitement to play quirk basketball- that he didn’t actually know very much about quirk basketball.

Playing centre, they had ended up with Ojiro ‘this tail isn’t completely useless, I swear’ Mashirao versus Asui ‘I played basketball in middle school’ Tsuyu.

Designated power forwards were Midoriya ‘I will become number one basketball… guy’ Izuku against Tokoyami (not even his mother can read his thoughts from his expression) Fumikage.

In the much sought after shooting guard positions were Todoroki ‘I really hope someone will explain the rules soon’ Shouto and Uraraka ‘I would rather forfeit my life than lose this game’ Ochako.

Dazai ‘literally only have one arm but whatever’ Osamu and Kirishima ‘still to this day thinking of useful aspects to my quirk’ Ejirou were the point guards.

Chuuya locked eyes with the boy standing across from him. Bakugou ‘what the f*ck did I sign up for’ Katsuki had a dangerous air about him. Chuuya got the distinctive feeling that he was more excited about this than he was pretending to be. Chuuya was excited too. Being competitive was a constant curse and blessing. (And his chances were looking good- in terms of playing the small forward, he had a height advantage).

“Everyone ready?”

Iida received only nods in reply, all the players tensed and a fierce air permeating the room.

Silence.

Then, swinging his arm back, Iida catapulted the ball into the middle.

“Begin!”

The toss up was laughable at best. A tail and a tongue shot up to capture the ball in its arc. Unfortunately for Ojiro (but perhaps not surprisingly) his tail was simply no match for Tsuyu’s seemingly never ending tongue.

“f*cking hell, Tail!” Bakugou yelled. He wasn’t sure whether he was more annoyed by his teammate losing the ball or the fact that said ball would be slightly… slippery for the rest of the game now that Tsuyu had basically licked it.

“Sorry,” Ojiro replied, attempting to go in for the steal. However, by the time he had reached over, Tsuyu was long gone.

She was performing a complicated series of through-the-leg crossovers, tempo changes and mad sprinting to pass by each of Bakugou’s players in turn. As she reached the hoop she leapt up from the ground, soaring over Todoroki’s huge ice screen to score a perfect slam dunk.

Landing was a graceful affair. Not unlike a dandelion seed spiralling into a patch of grass.

“That was insane!”

Naturally, her teammates were overjoyed. They huddled around her in celebration.

“You’re amazing, Tsu-chan,” Uraraka gushed. “How come you never told us?”

Tsuyu swept a lock of hair away from her eyes, grimacing. Really, her classmates could be so self-absorbed sometimes.

“I did tell you,” she replied. “I played basketball in middle school, kero.”

“You told us that you played basketball in middle school, but you didn’t tell us you like, played basketball in middle school.”

Tsuyu co*cked her head. “I told you that I played basketball in middle school, kero.

Kirishima waved his hands around, as if explaining something very important. “Yeah, but you didn’t tell us that you played basketball, you know?”

“But I told you that I-”

Meanwhile, the other team were currently soaking in a decidedly downtrodden aura. It had only been a two point play, but the first score of the game tended to have a significant effect on the flow.

“So, are we winning?” Todoroki asked earnestly into a moment of silence.

“No,” Midoriya said quietly. “We are not.”

“And although that may very clearly be a certain someone’s fault,” Dazai began, ignoring Bakugou’s fuming anger directed towards that certain someone, “it’s only two points! We can get that back easily.”

Picking up the ball from where it had landed on the ground, Midoriya rubbed it over his shirt tentatively.

“Dazai-kun is right. Let’s counter, before they have time to prepare themselves.”

Waiting for his teammates to spread out across the court, Midoriya took a deep breath and tossed the ball into the air. Green sparks circling him, he tracked the path of the falling target, as if in slow motion.

The other team scrambled to collect themselves, but it was too late.

“Massachusetts SMASH!”

The ball hurtled across the gym, trailing wisps of steam behind it.

It barely dropped an iota of speed as it flew, but Bakugou wasn’t intimidated. Grinding his heel into the floor, he leant into the spinning arc of the oncoming ball. Although it pushed him back a couple of steps, he managed to catch it.

With a characteristic yell and blasts of fire propelling him far over any defenders’ heads, he dunked the ball into the hoop as well. Levelling Tsuyu play for play.

“f*ck yeah!”

The grin on his face was only slightly infused with righteous fury, and only slightly aimed in Midoriya’s direction, but he took it as a win anyway. There was no time for celebration, though.

Dark Shadow was darting to scoop up the ball even as it dropped through the net. He delivered a quick bounce pass to Uraraka, who sent the ball floating into the air.

“Well now f*cking what,” Bakugou groaned as it leisurely meandered towards their hoop.

Before faltering in the air. And then crashing to the ground like a stone.

“Nice try,” Dazai smiled, uninjured hand clasping Uraraka’s outstretched wrist.

There were a couple more fast breaks from there, with Tsuyu showing off her impeccable gameplay and everyone else showing off their decidedly less impeccable gameplay. Ojiro didn’t show off sh*t.

“First quarter is over,” Iida yelled with a shrill toot of his whistle to punctuate.

Both teams trotted off court, eyeing the score board on their way past. It currently displayed Chuuya’s 18 to Bakugou’s 15. There was still everything to play for.

“Well,” Kirishima sighed, dropping onto a bench behind him. “Highlight of the game for me was when Midoriya-kun punched the ball into the hoop from half a court away.”

It had been a glorious moment. Midoriya pulverising the ball like it was his worst enemy with a mighty “The Commonwealth of Pennsylvania SMASH!”

“You know he’s on the other team, right?” Chuuya asked, tugging at the fabric of his shorts.

Meanwhile, Midoriya held a thoroughly dented ball to his chest, guiltily.

“I’m losing, all because you f*cking idiots can’t even stop one reptile,” Bakugou yelled, his voice cracking with anger.

“Amphibian,” Midoriya offered.

“What?”

“Frogs are amphibians.”

Thankfully, Iida called for the beginning of the second period before Bakugou could mutilate any of his teammates.

As they walked to the centre, Todoroki spoke quietly from beside Midoriya.

“I think I understand the game now.”

A very bad feeling began to form in Midoriya’s stomach.

The second quarter was similar to the first in that Tsuyu absolutely destroyed Bakugou’s team, but different to the first in that the rest of Chuuya’s team also destroyed them.

Dark Shadow was on a roll, dribbling past defenders at lightning speed before swiftly depositing the ball into the hoop. Uraraka’s ability was an obvious blessing, as was Chuuya’s. (Kirishima was the exception, but as long as they were winning, it didn’t really matter how much he did or didn’t contribute).

One of the main reasons for this total decimation was that Bakugou’s team was- all things considered- terribly selected. Especially for defence. Both Midoriya and Bakugou’s quirks were more offensive than could reasonably be deployed in a sports match. Todoroki’s grip on the rules was too loose to be of much help, and Ojiro was useless by nature. Dazai was- perhaps- their saving grace, but he couldn’t be everywhere at once. Man had a sling, for goodness sake. And a general repulsion towards movement.

It was with one minute left on the clock that the ball found itself grasped in Todoroki’s hands. He looked down at his charge, bright and orange like a flame in his palm. Then at the halfway line below him (he was throwing the ball on from an offside). Determination bubbled up in his gut. He wanted to prove his worth to his team. He was going to turn this game around.

Glancing up, he locked eyes with Dazai for a moment. Something in him reasoned that only he would be able to read Todoroki’s plan.

Then, he moved.

A bounce pass to Dazai gave him time to run into space. Perfect. He received the ball gracefully, Dazai having thrown it right back, as expected.

Lighting his entire left side up with a quietly crackling flame, Todoroki dribbled dutifully down the right side of the court.

None of the others could get near him.

“Todoroki-kun!”

It was Midoriya. The other was cheering for him with all his might, even as the clock showed only twenty seconds remaining. Todoroki absolutely had to make this shot.

Planting his feet just beyond what he had figured was the three point line, he raised his right hand. Smooth and stylish, an icy ramp rose up from the ground. It travelled right into the hoop, and Todoroki flung the ball up it.

“Todoroki-kun, wait!”

Multiple things happened simultaneously. The ball dropped into the hoop with a satisfying whoosh, the buzzer announced the end of the second quarter, and three points were added to the score of… the other team?

“You absolute f*cking-” Bakugou shouted, striding towards him.

An uneasy feeling began to twist in Todoroki’s gut.

“Great job on your three-pointer,” Midoriya said. He was trying for cheerful, but actually sounded rather pained.

“Yeah,” Bakugou growled. “In the wrong f*cking hoop.

A fifteen minute break later and the third quarter was about to begin. The score sat at 44 to 21. Bakugou sneered as he looked at it. He refused to be defeated so easily.

“Hey Ojiro-kun,” Dazai said, tone airy. “Get the ball to me after toss up, okay?”

The other nodded, looking at him with interest.

Naturally, it took the tailed hero several attempts and some cheating to win the ball, by which time Chuuya’s team had already scored 4 more points. But when his lame tail finally got a touch, he batted it right over to Dazai, as promised.

Silently thanking him, Dazai took off dribbling the ball.

People seemed rather scared to attack him due to his arm, and for once he thanked his previous self-inflicted misfortune. A couple of halfhearted attempts left him still in possession of the ball halfway down the court.

About opposite where Iida was standing with his sharp eyes fixed on the game and his sharper whistle. And about a metre or so from where Chuuya was crouching in a defensive stance, arms spread out. If there was one person who wouldn’t be afraid to attack Dazai while he was down, it was Chuuya.

So Dazai charged forwards, shielding the ball with his cast and dribbling with the other hand. Chuuya lunged for the ball. His fingers were centimetres away when Dazai raised his injured arm protectively, feeling the force of the jab. Which, yeah, f*cking hurt but was also one hundred percent worth it.

“Oww,” Dazai said, with as much enthusiasm as he could muster.

The blow of a whistle cut through the clamour.

“Yellow card for Nakahara-kun.”

“Yellow card? This isn’t football that’s not how it works,” he spluttered, angrily.

“Another yellow card for questioning the ref,” Iida declared, noting the violations on his clipboard.

“It’s kind of like 1984-style dictatorship,” Uraraka mused from beside him, to which Dazai nodded.

The thing about Chuuya is that he was a righteous and predictable soul. It was easy enough to turn 2 fouls into 5, and he was fouled out of the game. Muttering and steaming all the way as Dazai accepted an enthusiastic myriad of high-fives.

They used the final 4 minutes of the quarter about as successfully as Dazai had hoped for. With the other team one player down (said player was slumped on their bench, head in his hands), they clearly dominated.

So much so that as the buzzer signalled the end of the third quarter, the scores had begun to even out. 48 to 37.

Even with the still entirely too noticeable gap in the points, the atmosphere of team Bakugou’s break was alight with excitement. The leader himself appeared especially fired up, explosions crackling menacingly in the palms of his hands.

Midoriya was observing the other team carefully, while Ojiro had draped himself over a bench and was breathing heavily.

“Alright f*ckers,” Bakugou cackled, “let’s end those losers.”

On the other side, it was a study in opposites.

Tsuyu was bouncing a ball at the side as the rest of her teammates quietly brooded.

“Don’t you guys know we’re still winning, kero?”

Uraraka smiled sadly in response. “Yeah, but this feels like the beginning of a downwards spiral.”

Standing up abruptly, Chuuya turned to face his teammates. He kept his head lowered so that no one could see the tears welling up in his eyes.

“I’m so sorry,” he said. “I allowed myself to get duped and deceived, and let you all down.”

He bowed deeply.

“Do not apologise, Nakahara-san,” Tokoyami replied. “It is myself and Dark Shadow who are at fault. As a team of two players, we should have been able to step into your shoes in your time of need.”

He, too, bowed. Then, Kirishima jumped up, having felt left out.

“I’m the one to blame. Bakugou-kun was right- I’m super useless and totally not manly at all. Sorry everyone.”

He also bowed.

Tsuyu sent Uraraka an awkward side eye, but was luckily saved from having to act by the call of the whistle.

“Prepare for the final quarter.”

Chuuya fist bumped each of his teammates as they advanced onto the playing field without him. He could only wish for their safe return.

The final ten minute quarter was absurd. The ball changed hands sacrilegiously, and three-pointers were shot from further and further out as the game progressed. Midoriya’s ‘State of Rhode Island and Providence Plantations SMASH!’ being at the forefront of this development.

However, with every step forwards made by Chuuya’s team, it seemed to be three for Bakugou’s.

As bright, red lines spelled 00:50 on the clock, the scores were neck and neck. Chuuya’s 63 to Bakugou’s 62.

Both teams were approaching the centre after an offside. This final play would decide the result of the entire match. Chuuya watched on, trembling in fear.

It started off with Tsuyu snatching the ball out of the air. She made a mad dash towards the hoop, but just as she jumped to score, she noticed an absence of the ball. Whipping around, she saw that Midoriya had tipped it out of her hands, and passed it on to Bakugou.

“Nice one,” Bakugou yelled, dribbling with explosions speeding him along.

Uraraka met him in the middle, arms outstretched. As Bakugou dived around her, he rammed right into a waiting Dark Shadow. Tutting happily (not unlike a horse), Dark Shadow sent the ball flying back to his partner.

Tokoyami had his hands out to receive it, but a figure blocked his path. Dazai. It had been clear who Dark Shadow would send the ball to amongst the frenzy, and Dazai had intercepted with ease.

20 seconds left. Dazai surveyed the area: Midoriya and Todoroki were being tightly marked. Ojiro wasn’t, but there was a reason for that. He sent a long pass back to Bakugou, who had run past Uraraka.

“Everyone stay on your marks,” Tsuyu shouted desperately, even as Bakugou broke into the enemy’s half. A feral smile was curling at his lips.

He looked towards the hoop before him, beginning to slow his pace for the shot. It was like a beacon of light, or a treasure trove of gold in the darkness. Truly, this final shot would be one to remember.

10 seconds left and Bakugou felt his right shin connect with something hard.

9, 8, and he flailed in the air, angling his head down to see what had happened.

On 7 he lost his balance completely, falling to the ground hard. Except, that wasn’t the ground. 6, 5. The thing below him was less like the flat, even surface that he had expected and more like a mound.

On 4, he figured out exactly what that mound was. Or should he say, ‘who’.

Spiky, red hair. Solid skin. An evil, toothy smile.

It was Kirishima.

Curled on the ground like a rock. A particularly f*cking annoying rock.

The buzzer went and the ball rolled weakly out of Bakugou’s grasp. He couldn’t believe it. They’d lost.

It was silent for a few moments before a noise permeated.

“Kirishima-kun, that was…”

“f*ckING AWESOME!”

His team gathered around him, cheering and celebrating.

“MVP is Kirishima-kun,” Midoriya laughed. Sure he had been on the other team, but he liked a celebration as much as the next guy.

Bakugou remained rolling on the ground. In humiliation? Maybe. Perhaps he was just bathing in the irony. Everyone was too scared to ask.

Standing a few metres away were Tsuyu and Ojiro. The former just looked tired, shaking her head.

“You know, you weren’t bad at all, Ojiro-kun, kero.

Ojiro smiled with tight lips.

“Thanks. I played basketball in middle school.” He paused, correcting himself. “Well, I didn’t play basketball, like you did. I just played basketball.”

Tsuyu thought it was high time she returned to the swamp and never talked to these stupid f*ckers again.

After

M emorial Park looked gorgeous in the evening. Like another world entirely.

They walked along the winding path side by side. Leisurely in a way that was unusual for a pair of mafiosos. Maybe, having not truly and deeply appreciated his surroundings for so long (not since Yokohama), it all tasted a little sweeter now. Chuuya let the cool, crisp air fill his lungs.

Dazai was beside him, good arm brushing lightly against his own. The swing of his step was steady, like a heartbeat, and Chuuya felt himself melding to fit the rhythm involuntarily. That was why the minute catch in Dazai’s pace was painfully noticeable to him.

“Dazai?”

The aforementioned was squinting at a spot a little way in the distance. When Chuuya followed his gaze, he knew immediately what Dazai was focused on.

“Look, Chuuya,” he began, pointing to where movement could be seen in one corner of the park. “Mr. Watanabe is packing up for the day. Let’s go and say hi.”

Before Chuuya could really register the suggestion, Dazai was surging forwards. The buckled tail of his black coat flew out behind him, rippling on the wind. Locks of wavy brown accompanied it, and Chuuya took a moment to capture the image in his mind. Dazai’s form, blanketed in darkness, against the soft, faded hues of the park made for a delightful contrast.

He was, briefly, so tranfixed by the scene that he barely noticed a light, almost tingling sensation ghost across his palm. Then, make its presence known more firmly. (A blue shimmer surrounded him for a few moments, familiar and safe in that delicate way of its). And suddenly, he was being tugged along the uneven path, a hand encasing his own.

Practically stumbling over himself at the abrupt acceleration, Chuuya let Dazai guide him down towards the old, pine stall.

He couldn’t help but smile, a little.

As unexpectedly as he had grabbed Chuuya’s hand, Dazai released it. (Chuuya tried not to look like- well- like anything much at all).

They had clearly missed Mr. Watanabe’s departure from his stand. A part of Chuuya was disappointed that there was nothing for them to be running to anymore.

“You didn’t drop my hand.”

Chuuya co*cked his head.

“What?”

Standing opposite him, lips pulled into a pout that was more inquisitive than anything else, Dazai stared at him. The gleam in his eye was shining brightly.

“You didn’t drop my hand,” he repeated. “That’s statistically abnormal, you know.”

“Statistically ab-” Chuuya cut himself off, shaking his head. “You’re statistically abnormal. What the hell?”

Laughing, Dazai danced down the path, Chuuya following with a grimace.

“Most people don’t like to touch me. Because of my quirk.”

He shrugged.

Chuuya could see why that might be the case. Quirk nullification abilities were rare, meaning that people were entirely used to having full control over their own ability all the time. It was like a safety blanket of sorts. To have that blanket ripped away from you was unnerving, even for mere seconds at a time.

It wasn’t the same for Chuuya though- not even close. Dazai’s power was more like this ‘safety blanket’ than his own had ever been. When Arahabaki clawed its way into his head, it was No Longer Human that fought the God off.

Newton’s Third Law states that every action must have an equal and opposite reaction. Well, if Chuuya himself was the force of gravity, a beast dwelling inside of him, then Dazai was surely his counterpart. One who could erase his misdeeds with a single touch. As a pair, they were the most natural thing in the world. It didn’t always feel like it, but it was undoubtedly true.

Chuuya felt his lips twist.

Lifting his hand- suddenly cold- from where he had let it fall between them, he made his move. Darted out to catch his partner’s fingers with his own. Held on firmly, even as Dazai made a noise of surprise.

“Literally the only thing I like about you is your quirk.”

Dazai let out a kind of snort. With no warning, he harshly tugged Chuuya towards him. The latter stumbled slightly, catching himself with a couple of steps forwards.

“Hey!”

Chuuya’s angry yelling was, as usual, largely ignored.

“Chuuya! You should have just said that you were deeply in love with me.”

Spluttering, Chuuya tried to pull his hand away, but Dazai trapped it with more strength than he looked like he possessed. The almost mocking smile on his face was unwavering the entire time.

“You started this, asshole.”

Dazai tutted, to Chuuya’s ever increasing annoyance.

“It takes two to tango.”

They walked like that all the way home. (Begrudgingly. Very begrudgingly).

Notes:

And here lies the crack before the sh*t hits the fan.
Just to clarify, I’m ‘po-tay-to’ all the way.

Sorry about all the Ojiro bashing. I need someone to bully, yk, I’m an asshole by nature.

Edited 13/04/24 for grammatical errors.

Chapter 13: Introduction to Work Studies

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu and the Name Game

N ames are funny things. They’re assigned far too much value, and chosen with far too much consideration. But even for those who understand these simple facts, they are deliberated over and examined intensely before use.

Dazai Osamu was a perfect example.

He was, undoubtedly, someone who saw more clearly than others. Whose foresight could cut through the haze and force its way to the truth behind a matter. Choosing a name should have been a split second decision. A name- don’t forget- that would be entirely irrelevant to his life in mere months anyway. A hero name.

So why exactly his marker was hovering over his board, not a trace of ink marring the white, was a mystery to him.

The day had been strange since the beginning.

Stumbling into the kitchen, half-dressed, and ramming into the counter were his first delirious moments. Chuuya had been staring at his phone, already immaculately uniformed, as he filled his glass with orange juice. And then overfilled it. The liquid seeped down the sides, creating a stark copper puddle against the black surface below.

“Orange juice is pretty gross, but that seems like an extreme reaction,” Dazai had yawned on his way to the fridge (he was getting the apple juice). He didn’t turn back as Chuuya yelped, dropping his phone in an attempt to mop up the spilled overflow.

“f*cking concentrated juice,” Chuuya mumbled as he fumbled around with kitchen towel.

Chancing a glance down, Dazai caught sight of his partner’s phone, still face up on the ground. He watched images flash rapidly across Chuuya’s screen, a sense of detached interest enveloping him. The other was viewing the morning news broadcast; it currently showed a conference held by a prideful man- one who was all too aware of his own importance. Beside him was the number three hero, Hawks, lounging with his boots kicked up onto the table and wings stretched out in their full glory.

The snippets of audio he heard before Chuuya abruptly dropped to the ground, tugging the phone into his chest, were all he needed.

It had been the head of the Hero Commission. Outlining their plan to deal with the Hero Killer to the public for the first time. They had decided to put Hawks on the case.

Dazai spared a glance at his friend. Chuuya’s head was down, forcefully wiping up the spilled liquid, grasping his phone tightly in his other hand. There was clearly something there. A problem to be addressed. But there were also too many currently unknown variables for Dazai to do so. Or at least that’s what he decided, turning back to the interior of the fridge with a sigh.

What? Why? How? Should he care or not? And, depending on the answer to that question, should he pretend to care or not?

Chuuya pretended to be fine all morning and Dazai let him.

Then there was the text from Mori that had pinged into his mailbox just before they left the apartment. Nothing too groundbreaking, but annoying by nature.

Post Sports Festival adrenaline had been beginning to wear off at school, with students starting to look more and more to the future. A future, they said with palpable anticipation, that would contain their first bout of the famous UA work study programme.

It was a system that Nedzu had devised in order to get the annoying first years out of his hands long enough to drink a relaxing cup of tea. Although he would never admit it.

The work study programme actually described a one week internship that each first year student would undergo with a hero and their agency. Heroes used the Sports Festival to judge the strength of the candidates, and then made offers to a maximum of two pupils.

When Aizawa had initially entered the classroom, bandages off and limp largely hidden, the buzz had begun. A low, quiet but unmistakable kind of radiance. The combination of their teacher’s speedy recovery and the wonderful new opportunity being presented to them was its source.

Aizawa must have felt the underlying current too, because he immediately put an end to it.

Picking up a blunted piece of chalk, he pounded it against the board behind him.

Everyone hurried to their seats immediately.

“This morning, first period will be hero informatics.”

A collective groan sounded through the classroom. Their informatics course had been hardcore to say the least. Even Dazai would happily admit that words like ‘dissemination’ and ‘info-metrics’ were rapidly losing all meaning. If there was a test, he may be forced to simply end it all. Maybe he could even convince Chuuya to join him.

“You will be taking a huge leap into the world of heroics.” He let out a tired sigh. “Picking code names.”

And the class, unsurprisingly, erupted. Dazai had to hand it to them: it was pretty exciting. Of course he himself had no interest in such activities, but to a class of hero wannabes, this was one of the first steps to professional heroism. Choosing a name by which you’d be known- possibly for the rest of your life. Choosing an epicentre to build your image around. It was kind of important. Probably too important for a bunch of frankly maniacal teenagers, but it was happening nonetheless.

Earlier, Midoriya and Iida had been telling him about being recognised on their routes to school that morning. Members of the public congratulating them for a Sports Festival well done. (Naturally, Dazai had sleuthed his way to UA beside Chuuya, who soaked up all the attention like a sponge). Rather than entering the public eye as a group, like they had following the USJ, they were now being showcased as individuals. And like the group proclaimed the title of ‘1A’, the individuals also required some user friendly labels.

“Because,” Aizawa emphasised, raising his voice over the general cacophony. “As you all know, the work study programme will be starting very soon. And during this experience, you will be referred to as the alias that you choose today.”

‘So don’t pick a stupid one’ was left unsaid.

The class quietened again as Aizawa pressed a key on his computer, and a chart flashed up on the board behind him.

“Here we have the distribution of offers for each student. I’ve taken the liberty of including those from other classes as well.”

Dazai squinted his eyes, staring at the screen. The majority of his class had been silenced. The distribution was, after all, shockingly one sided.

Chuuya and Todoroki had decimated their classmates, each receiving thousands of offers. Many of the others had received hundreds, with Uraraka, Atsushi and interestingly, Shinsou at the top.

“Damn. That’s quite the gap,” Kaminari mumbled.

“Right? Although it’s not too crazy that Nakahara-kun and Todoroki-kun would be in the lead,” Jirou replied to murmurs of agreement.

“Congratulations, you two,” Yaoyorozu said, genuinely. Even after the defeat she had faced, she remained the picture of a perfect vice class rep.

“I can’t believe that purple extra beat me,” Bakugou seethed.

Scanning further down the list, Dazai found his name in the group second from the bottom. Which was only slightly a hit to his self esteem. He had obtained exactly one offer. And he already knew exactly who that offer had been extended by.

Below him were mainly those who had been knocked out in the Cavalry Battle (except Bakugou, who had managed to pull a few invitations through the obstacle race). The biggest shocker was the student in dead last.

“Sorry, but why didn’t Midoriya-kun receive a single offer?” Uraraka asked, perplexed. “He was amazing in the obstacle race, and fought valiantly in the final round too.”

“Thanks, Uraraka-san,” Midoriya began, sheepishly, “but I understand their hesitancy. I went kind of over the top during my match with Todoroki-kun.”

“‘Over the top’ is certainly one way to put it,” Tsuyu grumbled.

“Not many people want to fight with a suicidal partner.” That had been Chuuya, and it felt very targeted.

Aizawa leant back against the board, lazily. “Whether or not these conjectures are true, this is the final selection, like it or not. Even those of you without any offers will be completing the work study week with an agency. Those of you with some will be given a list of agencies to choose from.”

It was at that moment that three knocks could be heard from outside class 1A. As twenty odd heads turned towards the noise, the door slid open, revealing a figure adorned in familiar leather.

“Morning, kids.”

Midnight strolled into the classroom, throwing a lazy salute to Aizawa. The nation’s most popular PG-13 hero approached the front desk with characteristic ease. She was there, she explained, to make the final judgement on all names. And really drive in the importance of code names to the class; the alias by which both other heroes and the public would call them throughout their careers. So yeah. No pressure or anything.

And that was the sequence of events that led Dazai Osamu to his current dilemma.

For some reason, imagining fitting hero names had never really struck him before as an exercise. He supposed the combination of his experiences in Yokohama along with his less than normal upbringing and the general assumption that he’d die before having to deal with situations he wasn’t already equipped to deal with had kept him from ever seriously considering a super-persona.

Maybe Bandage Man. Bandage Boy? No, that would make him the nation’s second most popular PG-13 hero. Back to the literal drawing board.

Dazai considered himself a relatively creative guy, so his excruciating inability to come up with a half-decent, tolerable hero name was distressing. He decided to go and do something he was better at instead.

“Chuuya,” he called to a familiar head of hair amongst the chatter of his classmates, “please tell me you’re choosing ‘shrimp’.”

Huffing, Chuuya flipped his board to show a canvas just as blank as Dazai’s own. He supposed that their Yokohama roots were showing.

“I’d rather die.”

Having chanced a look over at them, it was Kirishima who commented on their shared issue first. He looked utterly and completely stumped by their failure, eyebrows pulling together in a deep V-shape. His voice carried across the classroom.

“Haven’t you guys ever thought about it? Like, imagining my life as a hero was pretty much the first thing I did when I got my UA acceptance letter.”

Proudly, he waved about his own animatedly designed board. Scrawled in bold kanji were the words ‘Crimson Riot’.

“Like the coolest hero ever: Red Riot. Pretty manly, right?”

Chuuya nodded, considering.

“That’s sh*t advice,” a voice broke through. “Naming yourself after someone is lame. You have to be an original.”

That was Mina, pouting from her own desk. Her legs were crossed and stretched out in front of her, pen long abandoned on the desk. She unveiled her own alias with a flourish, scratchy marks spelling out ‘Alien Queen’.

“Ta da!”

Dazai tried to keep his grimace at least semi-repressed. “And this is a good name?”

Flicking her pink curls in disgust, Mina flipped her board back.

“Men,” she muttered, dejectedly.

Yaoyorozu laughed from her seat.

“I like your name, Mina-chan. It’s… unforgettable.”

Mina beamed, skipping off to talk to ‘the only one who understands me’.

“I’m not sure about Dazai-kun,” Uraraka began, hand propping up her chin, “but I think I know a good one for Nakahara-kun.”

“Oh yeah? Any idea would be helpful right about now.”

She showed them her own tastefully decorated board, slight blush adorning her cheeks.

“Uravity. That’s a great name,” Chuuya marvelled.

“Seeing as we both have gravity quirks, maybe you should be,” she paused for dramatic effect, “Chuu ravity.”

The class laughed boisterously- even Midnight was grinning from her place at the desk.

“Yeah,” Jirou agreed from her perch beside Yaoyorozu and Mina. “Chuuravity: the other one.”

She high-fived Kaminari smoothly.

Chuuya only groaned in response.

After that, Midnight asked them to come up and propose their code names for evaluation. All traces of silliness were long gone, her professional facade reapplied with care. Her comments were astute, Dazai thought, as she judged each name. He enjoyed watching her outright refuse ‘Alien Queen’ and the clearly ridiculous ‘King Explosion Murder’.

Listening to his classmates’ proposals was also fun. While Iida’s choice of ‘Ingenia’ (referencing his brother’s alias) and Atsushi’s ‘Were-Tiger’ were relatively conservative, Todoroki opting for his first name had been quite amusing. Not to mention Midoriya owning his identity as a bullying victim.

Finally, only two of them remained awaiting approval.

“Next?” Midnight called.

It was silent for a second, before Chuuya gingerly raised his hand. Approaching the front of the class, he turned his board to reveal the word upon it. Written with no fanfare. No flourish. Just its own internal structure to keep it upright.

“Arahabaki?” Midnight sounded out, looking at the name sceptically. “Is that an obscure reference of some sort?”

Swallowing, Chuuya nodded. “Yeah,” he began, in a tone that only sounded forced if you knew him like Dazai did. “They’re the God of calamity and destruction in some old folk tales.”

He shuffled about awkwardly as Midnight scrunched up the corner of her lips.

“We don’t necessarily want people associating you with destruction,” she said, thinking out loud.

Chuuya nodded, appearing slightly disappointed. He was about to return to his seat when Midnight froze. She put a hand up in a halting gesture.

“Wait one second.”

Pulling her phone out of her pocket, she began typing furiously. Eventually, she seemed satisfied, and dropped the device onto the desk.

“How about rather than the God of destruction, we go for creation? ‘Izanagi’.”

“Izanagi,” Chuuya repeated, slowly. Letting the sounds dissolve in his mouth.

“Okay,” he said. “Okay.”

And then he ambled back to his chair, looking decidedly more confident than he had leaving it. Dazai smiled.

“Rather than Uravity, he ended up matching pretty well with Tsukuyomi,” Atsushi whispered. Snorting, Dazai nodded. Tsukuyomi- the Shinto God of the moon- was the name that Tokoyami had picked for himself. Preceding the poetic name were of course the words ‘jet black’.

“Last one then,” Midnight rallied, making unmistakable eye contact with him. Although technically, Bakugou hadn’t selected an acceptable name either, so he wasn’t quite last. Technically.

Dazai looked down at the name he had eventually settled on. The letters weren’t perfect, but they were enough. Enough for UA and enough for him.

At the podium, he showed everyone his alias.

Spectre

He wasn’t sure why it appealed to him, exactly. Perhaps the distance it created between himself and this species that he apparently belonged to. In a way, he really was no longer human.

It was after the whole ordeal was over and during their break time that Aizawa re-entered the classroom with stacks of paper balanced precariously on his arms.

“Here,” he said, thumping them down, “are your internship offers. I’ve painstakingly labelled each pile, so take yours and look through. You don’t have to make the final decision until the end of the week, though, so take your time and think through your options carefully.”

“Yes,” the class chorused in reply.

To choose hero names and then decide on an agency to intern with immediately after. What a treat.

Well, at least Dazai’s experience of this was far less complicated than it was for some of the others. He had exactly one file to examine. A brief one, at that.

-

Internship Placement Offer: The Armed Detective Agency

Student Information:

Name: Dazai Osamu

Class: 1A

Form Tutor: Aizawa Shouta

Agency Information:

Location: Yokohama

Lead mentor: f*ckuzawa Yukichi

Nature of work to be completed by the student (please mark all that apply):

Field work (x)

Office/ research tasks (x)

Advertisem*nt & marketing ( )

General heroics experience (x)

Specialised heroics experience ( )

Short description of work or possible work to be completed by the student:

The protection of Yokohama and its inhabitants from internal and external threats.

-

Vague was the only fitting adjective for the overview scribbled into the final box. Dazai had assumed that given the ADA’s clear interest in him, they would have a specific task they needed him for. Perhaps they would rather keep such a task secret from UA. Considering the general mistrust of heroes that was unavoidable in Yokohama, it was certainly a possibility. (Dazai stopped to remind himself that the ADA was technically also a hero agency. Because really, his brief interaction with one of its members had made the place seem like anything but).

The text he had received from Mori early that morning zipped around his mind as he read and reread the document before him. Just a couple of simple instructions in preparation for the work study programme. Obvious things, like ‘ensure you stick close to your classmates’ (read: Midoriya) and ‘don’t leave the city’ (read: don’t leave Midoriya). Which Dazai supposed were fair enough. The whole point of this endeavour was to gather information on One For All.

Perhaps these instructions cemented Dazai’s plans to ditch Midoriya and leave Tokyo entirely.

Other than the whole ‘f*ck Mori’ agenda, there were a few other enticing reasons for his decision. First and foremost was, of course, the detective’s plea to him during the Sports Festival. Whether or not his words held any weight was unknowable, and thus required further research. Plus, maybe a small part of him had been wishing to return to Yokohama anyway.

Tokyo had been a whirlwind of people and adventures and terrible and wonderful events hitting him like bolts of lightning. Yokohama was somewhere that he truly and completely understood. Down to its very core. Going back would be a relief.

“You too, Dazai-san?”

Looking over his shoulder, Dazai saw his classmate weaving around desks towards him. The other’s eyes were fixed on the form in his hands, and Dazai felt the instinctive desire to pull it under the desk to secrecy.

“Me too?”

The boy laughed. Atsushi.

“Sorry, I wasn’t very clear. I just mean that I got an offer from the Armed Detective Agency too.”

He brandished a familiar looking sheet of paper as he hopped up onto the table in front of Dazai’s. Letting out a sound of realisation, Dazai turned his attention back to his own invitation.

All things considered, it was good that Atsushi had been requested along side him. Now it appeared less like he was trying to thwart Mori’s plans and more like a genuine attempt at spying. Lowering his chin into his hand, he examined the boy in front of him. Sat on the desk with his legs swinging. His bangs had grown longer throughout the past five or so weeks that they had known each other, althoughthey hadn’t evened out in the slightest.

“Are you going to take it?”

Atsushi stilled, an earnest expression of curiosity pulling at his features.

“I think so,” he said, hesitantly. “I never thought I was too interested in the whole Yokohama thing. But now that I’ve got the opportunity, I kind of want to see what it’s like for myself.”

Then, he froze, eyes widening.

“Sorry! Was saying ‘Yokohama thing’ offensive? It sounds pretty bad,” he squeaked.

Dazai felt a genuine puzzlement bloom in his chest. Followed by a searing streak of anxiety.

“Why would I be offended by you saying ‘Yokohama thing’?”

“Because you’re from Yokohama,” Atsushi said, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

At Dazai’s rapidly widening eyes, he hurried to clarify himself. Although the ethical pitfalls of his words seemed to occur to him only as he spoke them.

“You told Uraraka-san during the sports festival. Jirou-san was using her earphone jack and-”

He cut himself off at Dazai’s resigned sigh. He let his head drop to the desk.

“I should have known.”

Atsushi chuckled, softly. He was wearing that kind smile again- the one that Kyouka liked so much.

“No one thinks any differently of you,” he paused, debating something. “Most of us think it’s pretty cool, actually.”

While Dazai felt grateful for Atsushi’s words, his classmates weren’t the ones Dazai was worried about.

Considering the fact that Atsushi had yet to mention Chuuya’s name, he probably hadn’t jumped on the Yokohama bandwagon all too eagerly. Additionally, Chuuya hadn’t mentioned the ordeal to him at all. And sure, Chuuya had a lot going on at the moment, but he’d usually be all over Dazai for breaking cover. He was kind of like Mori’s dog in that sense.

He would have to bring it up later. Hear Chuuya’s thoughts on the matter.

“I’m going to give you the best tour of Yokohama ever.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Unavoidable Decision

H onestly, his mind had been made up ever since that morning. Ever since he’d discovered that Hawks had been assigned to the Stain case.

There was no other option, really. Not for him. The truth was a thing that was entirely too fragile. Could be altered through the likes of perception and carefully filtered words. Unless he himself was at its unmasking, how could he possibly trust its authenticity? Believe that it was being presented in its most genuine form.

His plan began and ended with the most unassuming of statements.

Internship Placement Offer: Hawks’ Hero Agency

He thanked his past self for his success at the Sports Festival, because it had paid off astronomically. Hawks had recognised his skills and that alone had facilitated the enactment of his strategy. Mori would probably see right through him, but he couldn’t bring himself to care.

Even the knowledge that Tokoyami had also accepted Hawks’ offer did nothing to dissuade him. No matter what, Chuuya would follow through.

For now, he would wait. In just under a week, he’d begin his search for the answers he needed.

He was trying, desperately, not to think about it too much. But Chuuya’s mind was too persistent to silence completely. One thing was for sure: what had truly happened to Arthur Rimbaud was basked in shadows. When a light- no matter how dim and powerless- was shined on it, the truth would be revealed. And not just the truth of this one, statistically meaningless case, but the truth that gripped the whole of hero society like an unyielding fist.

Because wasn’t that just Arthur Rimbaud? A man who embodied both good and evil in their wonderful contrast. Who wore and used and manipulated each without a drop of hesitancy. He was a vigilante. He took the means of evil and watered and fertilised it and watched it germinate into a sprig of good. Rimbaud was- to Chuuya, at least- the only person in the world qualified to make that final, lasting judgement. To truly differentiate between the heroic and the villainous.

Now the man was dead, and he had left the final page, the conclusive chapter, unwritten. Chuuya only hoped that the story of his demise could fill the space.

The day that the students departed for the beginning of their work study programme was a Monday and the time was far too early. Or at least, that’s what Chuuya thought as he gazed blearily at the train time board at the station. The sun was still low in the sky, bathing the city in an ethereal, golden glow. The occasional car sped down a road in its lonesome, and very few windows showed signs of movement from their inhabitants.

It wasn’t often that Chuuya was awake early enough to see the city in its slumber. If it weren’t for the rays of sunlight reflecting off towering apartment blocks right into his eyes, he might have even admired it.

As it was, he pulled a hand over his face for shade. The briefcase which held his hero costume was deposited haphazardly on the ground beside him, and his backpack slung over a single shoulder. It felt strange to pack up and leave just as Musutafu had begun to seem almost permanent. He’d be back soon, he knew, although the thought didn’t bring as much solace as he had hoped.

Would even something as simple as the cityscape in the morning be the same when he returned? Or would his newfound knowledge colour it an entirely different hue? It was a possibility that he’d resigned himself to, terrifying as it was.

“Having an early morning epiphany?”

Stretching his arms out, Chuuya folded them behind his head, suppressing a yawn. He could feel more than see the figure stood a couple of paces behind him. Maybe that was the consequence of being someone’s partner. A real connection. Bone deep. So palpable it’s almost physical, like one of those red strings of fate that tie soulmates together.

“Just staring into the middle distance.”

Dazai’s train was coming in six minutes, apparently. But Atsushi was nowhere to be seen, and the platform was largely empty. It made the station feel oddly at peace with the rest of the muted city. Whether by Dazai’s engineering or just coincidence, Chuuya appreciated the quiet that they were enveloped by. Any other passengers travelling so early in the morning had the decency to be silent as well.

“That sounds kind of like a song name,” Dazai said, pitch oscillating in the way that showed his interest. Not that anyone else would have noticed it. Probably not even Dazai himself. Sometimes, Chuuya thought his partner was too subjective to ever see himself clearly, even with the aid of a mirror. What Chuuya could clearly observe and label as a genuine fascination, Dazai would always consider a falsity. Some sort of illusion crafted by his own brain to make him feel a little closer to humanity.

“Does it?”

“Yeah. Staring into the middle distance in D minor.”

Chuuya shrugged. His knowledge of classical music was lacking, to say the least. Listening and appreciating was where his relationship with the genre ended. He tended to leave the general knowledge allotment in their partnership to Dazai.

“I can’t believe I’m not going to see you for a whole week.”

It came out of the blue, and also was entirely visible for miles. The words had been delivered suddenly, but it was an unavoidable fact that one of them would say it at some point.

“Going to throw a party about it?”

Dazai laughed, a little slyly. “Just going to put some green hair dye in your shampoo or something.”

Chuuya made a mental note to thoroughly examine his toiletry products when he arrived at the agency.

“Hilarious,” he replied wryly. A glance at the board told him that Dazai’s train was only four minutes away now. “We’ll text, though. We always text. I basically can’t shut you up.”

Nodding, Dazai pulled his phone out of his coat pocket. Fiddling with a few buttons, he bought up their private messages. It would be quite an undertaking to scroll through them all.

“No one can,” Dazai agreed, easily.

And then, as the clacking sound of wheels being pulled up steps mutilated the lingering calm, Dazai pulled at the strap of his backpack.

“Will you miss me, Chuuya?”

It was early in the morning. Too early to deal with sifting through safe and dangerous subjects. Far too early for judging when a situation called for a lie.

“Yeah,” he said, simply.

Dazai seemed a little taken aback. He couldn’t do much more than gape, though, and remain silent as a familiar head of hair emerged at the top of the staircase, suitcase heavy beside him. It was Atsushi, too distracted by the ongoing battle with his luggage to pay them much attention.

“Well,” Dazai began, faltering in his usual certainty. Chuuya watched him cross his arms over his chest, turn his gaze to the city. “It’s just a week,” he finished eventually.

Atsushi came over to them after that, waving. Three minutes later, he and Dazai boarded the early train to Yokohama; undoubtedly, things were left unsaid. Most of which concerned Yokohama itself.

Chuuya couldn’t tell if he should be envious or thankful that Dazai was the one returning home rather than him. He supposed that he shouldn’t be either, really. He’d chosen his path. All he could do was stay in its lane and prepare himself for the road ahead.

He found Tokoyami in the waiting room at the station, pouring over a poetry book.

“Morning, Tokoyami-kun,” Chuuya greeted, sliding into the seat beside him.

The designated area was small and mostly empty, a couple of enthusiastically sprouting pot plants and rows of leather padded seats making up the majority of their company.

“Good morning, Nakahara-san.”

Chuuya cringed a little, pulling his hands into his lap.

“Please just call me ‘Chuuya-kun’. We’re friends, right?”

Although slightly startled by the request, Tokoyami took it with a single nod. From what Chuuya had observed (and documented for a largely uninterested Mori), Tokoyami went out of his way to avoid too much social interaction. He didn’t seem to have a decisive circle of friends in the class either, even though you could count on almost everyone to be friendly when approached.

Chuuya had seen him hanging around Shouji a couple of times, but his feathered companion was a solitary creature. Whether by his own design or just an inability to make conversation, Chuuya didn’t know.

Leaning back on the solid back of the chair behind him, Chuuya closed his eyes. He was hoping for a nap before the arrival of their train in twelve minutes. Getting to sleep should have been easy- the rustle of each page of Tokoyami’s book being his only disturbance. Naturally, it was not.

No more than three minutes after he had drifted off, his phone pinged sharply. Groaning, he pulled it out of his pocket, planning to silence it. He had expected some slightly shaky pictures of grass sent by Dazai or something, so he was a little surprised at what he saw. Sitting up straighter, he read the message carefully, ignoring Tokoyami’s eyes flickering towards him.

-

Good morning both,

I am Eagle: the Predatory hero (you may well have heard of me. My most famous stints to date are rescuing a child from a flock of vultures two years ago and rescuing a slightly younger child from the same flock of vultures one and a half years ago. I have also been known to rescue cats from vultures).

Currently, I’m a valued employee at Hawks’ Hero Agency and have been assigned as your mentor over the next week.

Thus, I have designed a schedule for the two of you that I believe contains all necessary modules for heroics. Please find using the attached link.

Here is link

I very much look forward to working with you both. Please contact me with any questions or concerns.

Sincerely,

Eagle: the Predatory Hero

-

“Tokoyami-kun,” Chuuya started, desperately hoping that he’d just experienced a particularly ruthless prank and Hawks would jump out of a plant pot shouting ‘just kidding’. “Did you just get a text?”

The other shrugged, not looking up from his poetry.

“My mobile is perpetually on silent mode.”

Fishing it out of a pocket of his school bag, he clutched the arcane phone case in his hand.

“I did.” He scanned the lines, purposefully. “And I do not like what it implies.”

Chuuya nodded, tiredly.

When one signed up for an internship at Hawks’ Hero Agency, one might fondly imagine that they’d spend some actual time with the number three hero himself. Being assigned a child minder (a ridiculous one, at that) was not an ideal way to begin the week.

Tokoyami would be disappointed, obviously, but for Chuuya it made the whole experience completely pointless. He absolutely had to make contact with Hawks. A lot of it. He clicked the attached link, trying to keep an open mind.

A document with a filled table appeared on the screen. The columns were headed with days of the week, and each day contained five slots for what Eagle had called ‘modules’.

Monday was a waste of time, in Chuuya’s humble opinion. As were Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. It was only Friday that appeared even vaguely hopeful, with a double session of ‘shadow Hawks’ filling the end of the day.

“This is…” Tokoyami began.

“Taking the piss,” Chuuya finished.

“He’ll have us saving various small mammals from vultures if we’re not careful,” Tokoyami observed, bitterly.

Chuuya laughed. The other was right though- something had to be done.

Their train arrived at the platform after that, and the pair embarked. Most of the seats were free, so they didn’t have to wonder long before coming across a car that was practically empty.

“Calling himself the predatory hero, though,” Chuuya murmured in distaste. He hoisted his backpack into storage (with only a little bit of jumping required) before settling down besides Tokoyami.

“That was not the smartest decision,” Tokoyami conceded.

His poetry book was lying face up on the table before them. The cover was a tastefully edited Gothic affair, equipped with seriffed font and black mist. Call Chuuya an intellectual but he really did want to have a flip through the pages.

“He only sounds a bit like a sexual offender,” Chuuya said with a wave of a hand. The train was coming to life below them, filling the carriage with a low rumble. Pretty exciting for someone who had spent most of their life in one city.

His gaze flicked back to the book on the table. And he quickly gave in to his desires.

“Is that the Curated Works of Edgar Allen Poe edition that was released last year?”

Tokoyami’s eyes widened fractionally, like a magpie who had located something shiny. It was the most emotional Chuuya had even seen him look.

“Do you like poetry?”

Chuuya leant back, trying not to feel too pleased with himself.

“I have been known to dabble in the art of written verse.”

Which was, you know, a minor understatement.

Looking out the window, Chuuya watched the city descend into the countryside surrounding it. The speed and intensity with which they merged and transformed into one another was harrowing. More like fiction than fact.

“My deepest apologies, Chuuya-kun,” Tokoyami said. And to his credit, he did appear genuinely sorry. “I assumed you were a philistine based entirely on circ*mstantial evidence.”

“Circ*mstantial evidence,” he echoed. Was that how he came across?

The rest of the train journey was pleasant. A nice reprieve from his duties as they seemed to pile and build up in wait for him. Tokoyami was good company, great, even. By the time train came to a halt and a voice announced their stop over the speakers, Chuuya felt in high spirits.

His mood was reflected in the surroundings. As the sun shone in the sky at a reasonable height overhead, f*ckuoka station was buzzing with people. Two uniformed students- even ones as decidedly prominent as them- could slip through throngs of reunited relatives and conversing businessmen unnoticed.

Eagle had already sent them directions to Hawks’ Agency from the station, but one could see almost immediately upon arrival that they were unnecessary.

From the exit of the station, one building towered above the others. Silver in colour and a strange trapezoid shape, the agency was practically a monument of the city.

Chuuya and Tokoyami stared up at its glinting form, although from the bottom, the top appeared bathed in clouds. Eagle had informed them that Hawks and his sidekicks largely occupied the upper floors.

“There are going to be so many damn stairs.”

Aizawa Shouta’s Warning

Directly following Dazai Osamu and the Name Game

A t the end of the day, Dazai went to hand in his internship acceptance form. He passed it, slightly rumpled, to Aizawa, who was sitting at his desk.

The man surveyed the document carefully, eyes narrowing more and more as he inspected the words upon the page. It took him a moment to speak, voice coming out even and steadfast as ever when he did.

“The Armed Detective Agency in Yokohama.”

Dazai nodded, silently. His teacher took a measured breath, looking up from the paper and towards his student.

“You’re a sharp kid, and you seem set on this, so I won’t question your decision. I imagine that you’re probably curious about the reality of Yokohama, in comparison to what people say about it.”

Again, Dazai nodded in agreement.

“Just be careful, yes? Make sure you’re thinking objectively and not being influenced by your surroundings. Yokohama is the kind of place that can get to you.”

It felt ironic, somehow, that anyone should be relaying such a message to Dazai. He did, after all, know these things best.

After his student had left, Aizawa slumped against the back of his chair. What a troublesome class he had inherited (against his will).

He was packing up for the day when a knock on the door alerted him to another presence.

“Come in,” he called, frowning as his laptop got stuck in the opening of his bag.

Light steps padded into the classroom; Aizawa didn’t even have to look up from his task to recognise his visitor.

“Good afternoon, Principal Nedzu.”

“Aizawa-sensei,” he replied, cordially.

His tone was light, but Aizawa knew Nedzu well enough to see through his facade. He wasn’t, after all, the type of boss who casually checks in on his employees. Nor was he one to make changes to his schedule.

“Is there a problem?”

He knew that Nedzu would appreciate him being straight to the point. As predicted, a small smile graced the other’s face. Readjusting his waistcoat, the principal rounded Aizawa’s desk.

“Not a problem as such. I simply have an enquiry in regards to a small matter that has come to my attention.”

“Oh,” Aizawa responded dully, zipping up his bag.

“I was wondering if any of the students in your class have mentioned anything to you that should be passed on to me?”

That caught Aizawa’s attention. He looked at Nedzu, trying to gather an understanding of the situation. The other’s face was carefully blank. Unreadable.

“Any concerns with school life or difficult situations they are facing, for example.”

The question didn’t sit right with Aizawa, but he thought back over the past month anyway. Nothing really sprang to mind. Except…

“I don’t think so, but I haven’t had the class for long.”

“Of course,” Nedzu agreed, amiably. “Don’t worry about this conversation in the future, Aizawa-sensei. It’s nothing more than my personal interest in the well-being of our students.”

Aizawa felt, as the principal exited his classroom, that such a reassurance was flimsy at best.

Notes:

So I wasn’t creative with the hero names. Sue me.

Edited 25/04/24 for grammatical errors.

Chapter 14: A New Experience

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

8:30-10:00: Induction

H awks’ Hero Agency was both everything and nothing like Chuuya had expected it to be.

It was organised and chaotic, filled with gaping windows and completely unlit corners. Sidekicks and administrators swarmed the halls and grand lobby, but by the time Chuuya and Tokoyami reached their designated dormitory, the building was almost eerie in its silence.

The whole place was rattled by contradictions. Honestly, the rapid pace of it all made Chuuya’s head spin.

Having deposited their luggage at the request of a slightly frazzled receptionist, the next step was meeting their mentor in preparation for their first day.

Slumping on the bed (a firm, Western style single), Chuuya pulled up the message he had received from Eagle earlier that morning. The schedule dictated they have a brief breakfast before beginning the induction session.

Dropping his phone beside him, Chuuya stretched out on the covers.

“We should probably go back to the lobby,” he groaned, not moving other than to bat a twisting lock of hair away from his eye.

“Indeed,” Tokoyami concurred. He was also stationary in his position. It was difficult to feel any sort of motivation when only the wisdom of the Predatory Hero awaited them.

With a grunt of effort, Chuuya pulled himself upright, patting at his misplaced hairs. He couldn’t forget that first and foremost, he was here on a mission.

“Here’s the game plan,” he said more seriously, spreading his arms out. “We head to the lobby to meet this Eagle guy, go through the induction and whatever. But the main objective is to negotiate ourselves some more time with Hawks. I’m sure he’s…” Chuuya cringed, “a reasonable person and he’ll listen if we tell him.”

“Perhaps.”

Hauling himself up from the bed and offering a hand to Tokoyami, Chuuya attempted a reassuring smile. Then, the two students headed out of the unobtrusive safety of their shared dormitory. Tugging at his jacket sleeve, Chuuya felt slightly underdressed in his school uniform as they passed more and more fantastically donned sidekicks. Still, he resolved himself to be firm in his outlook when the time came.

Their first meeting with Eagle was memorable, to say the least.

He was a tall, lanky man with a shock of bleached hair that was gelled up into a single spike. His characteristics were almost entirely humanoid, ignoring the occasional tuft of feathers that decorated his skin and the round, golden eyes. One could argue that his enormous grin was somewhat animalistic as well, but Chuuya supposed that it held no connection to his other adaptations.

“You must be Nakahara-kun and Tokoyami-kun,” he said, cheerily. Chuuya could hear a slight accent twang at his vowels, but couldn’t quite place its origin.

With a sweep of his white feathered cloak across his brown body suit, Eagle bowed.

“Of course, I am Eagle, one of Hawks-san’s senior sidekicks and a veteran in the f*ckuoka hero scene. You may call me Eagle-sensei.”

With a cough, Chuuya dipped his head.

“Nice to meet you, Eagle-sensei.”

“It is!” Eagle parroted. He combed a loose strand of hair away from his face, and Chuuya noticed golden talons adorning each of his fingers. “As heroes in training, I’m sure you’ll have some names that you’d like me to call you by.”

He stared at them expectantly. Tokoyami understood first, bowing before introducing himself as ‘Tsukuyomi’. Chuuya joined in, messily.

“Very well then, Tsukuyomi, Izanagi. If you’ll follow me, I’ll begin the induction tour.”

Exchanging a reluctant glance, the two hurried to follow the rapidly disappearing silhouette of their mentor. Eagle, for his part, was waving his arms around animatedly as he discussed the founding of Hawks’ Hero Agency. (Which was, unsurprisingly, by Hawks himself a couple of years ago).

Chuuya almost bumped into the man’s back when he stopped abruptly. A huge hall with pale blue walls and a deceptively high ceiling spread out before them. It was abound with movement; sidekicks in a plethora of weird and wonderful outfits crowded the space. Desks were set up along with plush, elongated sofas (not unlike the one Dazai had bought for his and Chuuya’s apartment) and seating areas.

Stacks of paperwork and files were piled high in every available location against a background of huge windows, sunlight filtering through. Considering the exterior of the building, the possibility that such a spacious, bright room existed within hadn’t even crossed Chuuya’s mind.

“This,” Eagle said, gesturing around, “is the office. The main one.”

The tour continued with its original frenzied pace after that moment of awe and stillness. Following Eagle’s quick, jerky motion, they weaved deeper into the office to a bombardment of instructions.

“Here’s the break area for after night patrols. This bit is for form filling- and believe me, there’s a lot of that. Over there is for investigative work. Hawks spends a lot of time doing that kind of thing.”

“Eagle-sensei,” Chuuya tried to cut in. He was ignored.

“Each sidekick has their own schedule for patrols as well as designated long-term cases which are done in partnership with local police. One of our guys-”

“Eagle-sensei!”

That finally got his attention.

“Izanagi?”

Taking a deep breath, Chuuya tried to adopt his politest smile.

“We were looking at your schedule earlier- which was great, by the way.”

Eagle puffed up in pride.

“But we were hoping for a little more time shadowing Hawks-san. Do you think it would be possible to include some more of his instruction?”

With a flip of his wrist, Eagle didn’t even seem to consider the request. “Hawks is a very busy man.”

And that was the end of that. Chuuya tried not to bristle too obviously as they moved from the main office through the various combat training rooms and storage lockers.

He’d give it one day, he decided. Maybe Eagle would surprise him. There was, after all, a combat training session, which could be an opportunity to approach Hawks, or at least hone his skills a little. If not, he’d have to take matters into his own hands.

As their breakfast and induction tour came to an end (they had grabbed a plate of waffles at the staff cafeteria), Eagle turned to them with another otherworldly beam. They had returned to the main office, and were sitting in the break area by the doors.

“Well young heroes, I hope you’ve had an informative first session. I’m off on patrol now, but the other sidekicks here will be sure to guide you through your next module.”

They thanked him, and he did a kind of hybrid of walking and jumping away.

“Now what,” Tokoyami hummed.

“Introduction to hero agencies, whatever that means.”

10:00-11:30: Introduction to Hero Agencies

A s it turned out, the rather misleading name was just another way of reminding Chuuya that he was bottom of the intern hierarchy.

“Hey kid,” a scratchy voice called out. “Get us some coffee, will you?”

Releasing a breath, Chuuya turned around slowly. He tried to keep his expression as neutral as possible, even as a wave of fire prickled beneath his skin.

“What type?”

The sidekick- dressed in an iridescent green coat not dissimilar to a mermaid’s tail- scoffed.

“What type,” he mocked. “What type do you think? Obviously I want a caramel and hazelnut syrup double shot espresso with cream but without sugar.”

He had reached the point, Chuuya mused, where anger had boiled over into sadness, and he was on the verge of tears of pure confusion. Balling a hand into a fist, he scanned the office for any sign of his companion. In all honesty, he almost missed the other at first. Tokoyami’s defining feature was, after all, his beak. So when his entire face was hidden by a swaying stack of books, he became quite difficult to spot. Looks like neither of them were getting off easy.

Sending a silent encouragement to his classmate, Chuuya gave the sidekick a single nod. Keeping his mouth firmly shut for fear he’d curse the man’s family for generations to come if he opened it.

“You’re a rich UA kid, right? I’m sure you can pay for it yourself.”

Well, that was the final f*cking straw.

Where the title of UA student was usually a thing of pride and prestige, it seemed to become rather an object of mockery from heroes that weren’t alumni. It was clearly just jealousy disguised as disdain, but it pissed Chuuya off all the same.

He was about to fire off a rampage of insults that could scar a man for a lifetime when a smooth, friendly voice intervened.

“Urchin-san, don’t be too harsh on the UA kids,” it said, lightly.

The speaker was another sidekick, his hair a light brown sweep and his costume a typical bodysuit. He was, by all definitions of the word, average.

“Here.” He reached into his wallet, handing Chuuya a small wad of notes with a smile. “Urchin is just a bit uptight right now.” Then, in a kind of stage whisper: “he’s going on morning patrol with Hawks-san tomorrow for the first time. Be a hero and grab him a latte.”

Didn’t seem like a reason to bully children but whatever.

Taking the time to compose himself again, Chuuya agreed with a tight nod and marched stiffly out of the office space. It didn’t take him long to find a coffee place and order. He was a little relieved to escape the agency, actually, so if the walk back took a little longer than it might have, that was for no one to know but him.

He had to take extra care in holding the brown cup- if he wasn’t careful, he’d crumple it under the weight of his righteous fury. Using his back to push open the huge glass doors, Chuuya took a deep inhale. He pulled his shoulders down and lifted his chin.

Only a few more hours. Then, there’d be combat training. He could do it.

13:30-15:00: Quirk Use Maximisation Session

A fter a long lunch pretty much entirely spent trash talking the other sidekicks, Chuuya and Tokoyami were herded into a smaller building beside the main agency. It seemed only semi-permanent, with thin plaster walls and minimal decoration.

They were sent to a room labelled ‘Conference 4’, inside of which there were rows of tables and matching plastic chairs. At the front was a large blackboard and projector. It was distressingly similar to a school classroom, and Chuuya had to repress a shiver.

“I don’t even want to know,” Tokoyami murmured darkly. Chuuya shared the sentiment.

“The name ‘quirk use maximisation’ is too vague,” he said. It could imply all manner of things, from a genuinely useful training session to a boring quirk history lecture.

It turned out to be somewhere in between.

Chuuya and Tokoyami had already seated themselves on the front row by the time someone else entered the room. She seemed in a hurry, a gust of wind arriving with her as she forcefully pushed the door open.

She was a woman with shoulder-length brown hair and casual clothing. Glancing at her watch, she grimaced, but continued her path to the front without any loss in speed.

It was only as her fingers sped across the keys of the computer (one seemed to exist in every room of the agency) that she acknowledged the two students.

“Izanagi, give me the equation for weight.”

Chuuya blanched.

“The equation?”

She paused in her incessant tapping, bespectacled eyes rising from the screen to meet Chuuya’s.

“Yes, the equation.”

The ensuing silence must have disappointed her greatly, because she released a sigh, and stood up from her seat dejectedly.

“God, why must they always send me absolute morons? Weight equals mass times gravitational field strength.”

Chuuya didn’t comment. He shot Tokoyami a please-save-me kind of look, but only received a deepest-apologies-but-no head tilt in return.

Their attention was drawn back to the front when the projector began whirring to life. The screen slowly lit, a faint blue glow emanating from it. A PowerPoint was being displayed, the words upon it unreadable as of yet.

The woman- she was a little older than most of the sidekicks they’d come across- tucked her hair behind her ears. Her features morphed into a facade of professionalism.

“Tsukuyomi, what is a quirk?”

Now it was Tokoyami’s turn to pale.

“A quirk-” he cleared his throat. “A quirk is the physical consequence of the number, type and location of an individual’s quirk generating cells.”

The woman nodded her head once.

“Passable.”

Tokoyami looked too pleased for a ‘passable’. Not to mention what an easy question he had been asked; that definition had been drummed into them since the very first quirk biology lesson of the year.

“Now, what is the most effective way to use a quirk?”

Her eyes remained locked on Tokoyami, and Chuuya could practically feel his friend begin to sweat under the scrutiny. How the tables had turned.

After an intense silent showdown, Tokoyami ducked his head timidly.

“The most effective way to use a quirk,” the woman said, speaking slowly, as if to clueless children, “is to first amass a solid, scientific basis of knowledge about your quirk. Only then can one utilise their ability to its maximum power output.”

Chuuya could barely repress a shudder. He didn’t like where this was going. He really, really didn’t like where it was going.

That was when the words projected on the board became legible, and Chuuya’s nightmare came true without a hint of remorse.

“My name is Professor Kaku, and today I will be guiding you through the most basic possible form of quirk physics.”

Tokoyami let out a little cry.

In fairness to Professor Kaku, she came wonderfully prepared. Having analysed a series of videos from the Sports Festival, the limiting factors in her students’ uses of their quirks were clear to her.

Tsukuyomi was the lesser of two evils in that he clearly had some understanding of how to wield his quirk, mediocre though that understanding may be. Dark Shadow couldn’t stand visible light- it extinguished him. But visible light was only one, tiny section of the electromagnetic spectrum. His next step would be discovering how waves of other frequencies affected the manifestation of his quirk. Not to mention whether longitudinal waves like those of sound created any physical consequence. And don’t get her started on the possibilities stemming from wave particle duality.

Izanagi, however, was practically a lost cause. Other than simply flinging objects about, he seemed not to have even the slightest grasp on what his quirk did. To Professor Kaku, it seemed to change the strength and direction of the gravitational field strength of the earth. It was an overwhelming power, undoubtedly, and if only the kid understood what was going on, he could wield it to any villain’s devastation.

Well, she did try and teach them all that. Whether they took it in or not was an entirely different matter.

15:00-16:30: Combat Training

S triding into the agency’s dojo was a tidal wave of relief. The day had felt more like a fever dream than any substantial sequence of occurrences, and escaping to a home away from home was an act of mercy.

Under an action specialist’s watchful eye, Chuuya and Tokoyami exchanged a couple of blows. The teacher was quiet and solemn, but competent at his job. He corrected some of their attack trajectories and demonstrated some tricks of his own. Even though Chuuya hadn’t seen a glimpse of his primary target, he didn’t feel like it had been an hour and a half wasted, which was a nice change from his new normal.

At the end of the lesson, Chuuya leaned against a spongy wall, sipping on water. He checked his phone, not really expecting a notification, but pleased to see one anyway. Just a photo and attached message, but it made him smile.

17:00-18:30: Hero Skills

V ultures. So many f*cking vultures.

In a way that wasn’t dissimilar to earlier that morning, Chuuya flopped down onto one of the beds in their dormitory. After a truly harrowing ‘hero skills’ session, they had finally made it back in one piece.

“We cannot allow this to continue.”

Tokoyami appeared, outwardly, as unruffled as ever. He was sitting upright on the desk chair, poised and elegant. But there was a slightly manic gleam in his eyes that couldn’t be ignored.

“You read my mind,” Chuuya said, covering his face with his hands. He didn’t know how much longer he could last like this. By the time they were finally honoured with a meeting with Hawks on Friday, it might be too late for his sanity.

“We need to do something,” Chuuya continued, voice determined. “And quickly.”

“Stage an intervention,” Tokoyami said, in a tone that was far too diplomatic for the situation.

But the question was what? There was clearly no way to convince Eagle to change his precious schedule. They’d have to go to Hawks directly. And that would involve tracking him down within the ocean of sidekicks that filled the building.

That was when words that he had largely dismissed as a simple excuse ripped through his mind.

“He’s going on morning patrol with Hawks-san tomorrow for the first time. Be a hero and grab him a latte.”

Chuuya shot up, attracting the attention of a lounging Tokoyami.

“I think I know how we can reach Hawks-san.”

They must have been a funny sight in the lobby the next morning.

Two, trembling children in entirely unique suits, grovelling at the feet of the number three hero. A delicately neutral expression painted on his face. A disdainful looking sidekick in shining green stood beside him- hip jutted out and lips curled decidedly downwards.

“And so, that’s why we came to find you,” Chuuya finished, trailing off awkwardly towards the end. He peaked up from his bowed position to glance at Hawks. Curiosity seemed to be his main takeaway from the situation, as his head was co*cked to the side slightly, and his wings were kind of wiggling. They were rather fascinating up close. Each crimson feather seemed to have a mind of its own, moving as separate units rather than within a general mass.

“Cool,” Hawks said, shortly. Chuuya looked up, unable to mask his disappointment.

“Don’t look so down,” Hawks laughed. A friendly grin had made its way onto his face- the media certified one that Chuuya recognised from the press conference on Stain. “You know what, I like your style. If you want something, you have to ask for it.”

Urchin looked thoroughly repulsed. As if he’d seen a blatant imperfection on one of the squeaky clean windows.

“You aren’t seriously considering this?” He hurried to say.

“I don’t see why I shouldn’t,” Hawks shrugged. He shot a glance towards the door, probably hoping to resolve the situation as quickly as possible and begin his patrol. He scuffed a boot along the marble floor below.

“But they’re completely inexperienced! And four people is way too many for a patrol, anyway,” Urchin huffed.

“You’re right,” Hawks conceded. Chuuya felt an argument spinning itself on his tongue, but Hawks hadn’t finished. “Oh! I’ve got it.”

He grinned, properly this time. Pointing a finger at his sidekick, he started backing towards the door, steps light and easy.

“You stay here, Urchin. That way there aren’t too many of us,” he said, satisfied, to Urchin’s disbelief. Then added almost as an afterthought: “And you can spend the time filling in the paperwork for Tsukuyomi and Izanagi’s public quirk usage! God I hate forms. That would be perfect. We’re killing two birds with one stone.”

Momentarily he froze, considering whether the bird analogy was really appropriate given the present company. He ultimately decided he didn’t care, flipping it away with a wrist.

“Hawks-san, I really don’t think-”

“Nonsense,” Hawks interrupted Urchin, happily. “Tsukuyomi, Izanagi, follow me.”

They exited through the huge glass doors, leaving behind a devastated Urchin. Chuuya did not feel an ounce of sympathy. He was instead consumed by the sweet taste of victory. Even Tokoyami’s perpetually unmoving beak showed a hint of a smile as they wondered into the crisp morning air. From the pavement beside them, Hawks spoke again.

“Don’t think it’ll be that easy, though. How about a deal?”

“A deal?”

Hawks nodded, tugging at his jacket with gloved fingers.

“I’ll let you two stick around with me for the rest of the week on one condition.”

Chuuya smirked, confident already.

“You have to fly right next to me for at least-” he considered his words, “five seconds at some point during the patrol. I’ll even let Dark Shadow play as a competitor for you, Tsukuyomi.”

Silence.

“That’s it?” Tokoyami asked. He was looking at Hawks with a strange concoction of hope (bordering on desperation) and suspicion.

“That’s it,” Hawks confirmed. His wings were already outstretched, itching to take to the sky. “Now let’s go.”

“Don’t you need a head start?” Chuuya pressed, uncertainty colouring his voice. It all sounded too simple. A single burst of speed would do, even if they couldn’t uphold that pace for any great distance. Maybe Hawks was truly offering an invitation, and it was only in the form of a challenge.

Hawks snorted at that.

“I applaud your thoughtfulness, but I’ll be alright.”

And he was alright. Better than alright. He was absolutely unbeatable. A mere speck in the distance, no matter how much Chuuya strained and pulled. No matter how much power he flung into each step, blasting past even Dark Shadow as the buildings and streets blurred together. Hawks hadn’t even broken a sweat, consistently soaring an easy ten metres ahead.

The only way that Chuuya could even imagine himself catching up to Hawks was through Arahabaki, and without Dazai close at hand, such a route would have been suicidal. Instead, he simply watched the graceful glide of extensive wings and tried not to destroy the tiles surfacing each roof he leapt off.

He found himself slowing, after half an hour. His movements became sloppier, his feet catching on awkward ledges and his twists not quite dynamic enough to avoid obstacles like chimneys and satellites.

Eventually, he stopped upon the flat roof of a local convenience store. Whether that was because of his body’s painful protests or his own dwindling will, he wasn’t entirely sure. Probably something in between the two.

Bent over to grasp at a breath and dispel the oncoming nausea, Chuuya bit his lip harshly. It had all been a sick joke from the beginning. Basically impossible. Even if he had used some sort of trick and taken a detour to Hawks’ location, he could only have kept up for a second or two. Flying beside Hawks was a summit he couldn’t even envisage reaching.

As the minutes ticked on, Chuuya watched his beads of sweat create darkened, swirling patterns on the ground. He only looked up when a black boot entered his field of vision- Tokoyami. The other was heaving deeply, but his steps were slowed to a walking pace and Dark Shadow was nowhere to be seen. He must have come to the same miserable conclusion as Chuuya: with their current abilities, catching up to Hawks was completely impossible.

Sighing, Chuuya picked himself off the concrete.

“Want to get breakfast?”

He must have sounded entirely resigned to his fate, but Tokoyami didn’t mention it. Perhaps he felt the same despondency. Either way, his classmate nodded and the two carefully dismounted the roof.

The convenience store below was a quick choice. A bell rung as Chuuya pushed open the door into a small rectangular space. Shelves of food and a refrigerated section were arranged in rows in front of the check out desk. Prepackaged meals and snacks constituted most of the selection, so Chuuya grabbed a pack of protein bars. Tokoyami was taking a little longer to decide, so Chuuya circled towards the cashier. There was already one man paying at the till and a couple of others in a queue. Chuuya leant against a newspaper stand as he waited.

He felt utterly spent, and he must have looked a mess as well. In that moment, he couldn’t bring himself to care. It was kind of like he had been offered the opportunity to fulfil his purpose in life, and had entirely screwed it up due to his own shortcomings. All he wanted was to go and find a dark room somewhere to ruminate. To let himself mourn, if that applied. He couldn’t afford to, though. He needed to pull himself back up and create a second plan. A third. A fourth, if needs be.

By the time Chuuya reached the front of the queue, Tokoyami had joined him with a bag of mixed nuts and seeds (which Chuuya did not laugh at internally). The bell rung again as the cashier mindlessly scanned their items. A middle aged man with a permanent frown and greying hair.

As Chuuya pulled out his wallet, he listened absentmindedly to the heavy footsteps approaching from behind them. With another customer already, it must have been a pretty popular store; maybe the forlorn air that consumed it was just Chuuya’s imagination.

“That’ll be 570 yen,” the cashier said, simply.

He snatched the cash from Chuuya’s hand when he had finished rummaging through his rapidly depleting supply. Watching the employee sort each of the notes into their respective draws felt almost dreamlike. Whether that was from the physical effects of the running or the psychological strain, he couldn’t tell.

That was when Chuuya noticed two things occur in such quick succession that they appeared simultaneous.

The first was more subtle. Rather than a particular event or happening, it was the lack so of. The lack of a certain sound. Heavy footsteps. The ones that had entered the shop moments ago had completely disappeared, and without the telltale sound of a ringing bell.

Undoubtedly, the shop was too small for the signs of one’s presence to simply vanish as they roamed deeper. Yet, even as Chuuya focused his senses, he could only hear the breathing of his two companions, and the deliberating rustling of a woman he had seen in the refrigerated aisle. He didn’t have time to do anything with that knowledge, though, before the second incident occurred.

A scream.

Chuuya whipped around, seeing Tokoyami do the same beside him.

“What was that?”

“We should-”

Search for the source of the scream, his mind supplied. But he was stopped short by the return of those almost leisurely footsteps. Set deep into the ground and rhythmic.

Chuuya felt more than saw Tokoyami tense, and the cashier step back from the counter, his hands slipping to the mobile phone in his pocket.

A shadow was suddenly cast over the floor before them. Followed by a woman, whimpering and teary. Then a black boot stepping out from behind a shelf of mochi. And the whole scene was finally illuminated on the stage.

Dressed entirely in leather, a man came to a stop beside the shaking woman. The hostage. Something metal and glinting was locked against her temple. Something that Chuuya knew from experience was a gun. Safety already co*cked off.

He tried to take stock of the situation, as each party seemed to pause for a second. As if gracing him with the opportunity to do so.

It was a robbery, most likely. A hostage would be largely pointless otherwise. (Said hostage was so tense she was practically frozen. A stream of tears ran down freckle dusted cheeks). The cashier was crouched below the desk, phone illuminating his face. There seemed to be no one else in the shop, but a figure lingered at the door, and Chuuya got the feeling that they were more foe than friend. They were also clothed in black, but their build seemed slighter than that of black boots.

“Oi! Hands up or I’ll f*cking shoot!”

Tokoyami sent him an uncertain glance, deferring to him, but Chuuya lifted his arms to a careful surrender. Unnecessary loss of life was something he needed to avoid, and angering black boots seemed like the perfect way to trigger it.

He was, after all, a hero student now. Or at least playing the role of one. Sure, his entire body was throbbing with a vengeance and his sight was still a little spotty but that could all be pushed aside.

Once his hands were up in the air, the man pushed towards the counter. His steps were jittery and all too uncomfortable- maybe it was his first time. Still, he kept his gun pointed firmly at the woman as he ordered the cashier to empty the contents of the cash register. His phone was long gone. Chuuya could only hope that he had successfully reported their situation.

If it had been him alone, he would’ve acted immediately. Thrown himself into a fight and won it for god’s sake. As it was, Tokoyami’s laboured breathing from beside him reminded him not to act rashly.

The woman’s sobs were becoming louder, now, as the cashier scrambled to pull note after note from the register, stuffing them hastily into a plastic bag.

“Hurry the f*ck up!”

More and more frequently, the man threw glances out of the windows. Chuuya watched a bead of sweat paint a shimmering trail down his forehead. The man was panicked, and that made him unpredictable.

“T-that’s all I have,” the cashier breathed, his words coming out shaky and uneven.

“What?” The man growled, snatching the bag and rummaging within it.

From the outside, it looked pretty full. But realistically, air must have constituted a large portion of used space, and the notes were each of low value. Shouldn’t have robbed a sh*tty convenience store in the morning, Chuuya supposed. If a burglary was going to be as badly planned as this one, it deserved to fail.

“You’re kidding me,” he said through gritted teeth. His grip on his gun tightened and twisted, and the woman yelped as it dug further into her skull.

He felt his gaze latch onto the finger on the trigger, narrowing in concentration.

The man was just about to speak again when the door opened once more. His black-clad companion leant in, high voice cutting through the chaos.

“Giant, I can hear sirens. One of these f*ckers called the cops.”

They sounded remarkably calm. In contrast, ‘Giant’ was a wreck. He was physically shaking, his clasp on the bag of money trembling.

Chuuya let energy seep into his veins, slowly, so as not to alert anyone to a change. He could see Tokoyami shift slightly as well in his peripherals. They had both come to the same conclusion- this could not end peacefully.

“What do I do now?” The bag fell from his grasp, hitting the floor with a rustle. “What do I do now? What do I do now? What now?”

He grabbed his head with his free hand, devoid of the object of the mission, fingers clenching around locks of black hair.

“Now,” the companion said, posture against the door relaxed, “you grow.”

Police sirens were the percussion in the orchestra. The woman’s sobs were the melody. Amongst the music, the man nodded once. And then he grew. Steadily and unavoidably rising in height until the crown of his head was flat against the ceiling. The gun in his hand was suddenly dwarfed. Chuuya finally understood the name Giant, at least.

With a gut-wrenching scream, the woman hurled herself away from Giant’s grasp. She staggered into a shelf, tipping boxes onto the ground with a crash. Tokoyami was already inching towards her when Chuuya sent a glance his way. It was looking increasingly like a fight would break out, and Chuuya didn’t want to have to worry about deadweight when it did.

(Whether he meant the civilians or Tokoyami himself, he wasn’t entirely sure).

Chuuya watched Giant wreak havoc on the store, already moving to meet him as the shop was bathed in flashing red and blue. Darting to the side, Chuuya narrowly avoided a huge swipe. The enemy’s punches were incredibly powerful, but almost uncoordinated. They reminded him a little of the robots from the UA entrance exam: built for power rather than precision.

The guy had expanded in size, clearly, but not in the way that a balloon might (growing from the centre and filling up with air). Even as a giant, he was all body mass. Which was perfect, Chuuya mused as he leaped over a poorly aimed fist. More mass meant more weight, and more weight. Well. That just meant more pain when Chuuya smashed him into the ground.

Pulling back a leg, Chuuya drove it- hard- into the man’s chest. He staggered back, pulling down light fittings and shelves. Making the very foundations of the store rumble as he hit the floor.

Shrinking as he lay on the tiles, the body was quickly swarmed by police officers and sidekicks. Chuuya paused to watch the scene for a moment. It was nothing special, but satisfying nonetheless. He turned and began to walk back to the counter, where Tokoyami was still being accosted by the crying woman.

Then, he felt a whoosh of air cut at his skin. Saw a gleam of light from the very same gun that Giant had discarded across the floor, sent hurtling away.

Even amongst the officers and heroes and shelves and noise, Chuuya felt the prickling sensation of eyes on the back of his scalp. A gaze fixed on him. The companion. The shadowy figure who had been all but overlooked in the commotion. And then, before he could even react, a shot being fired.

A bullet, soaring towards him. Ripping its path through the stuffy air of the wrecked convenience store.

“Chuuya!”

And suddenly his vision was a blur. His whole body catapulted through the air, landing harshly against the wall opposite. He braced himself for pain. For the stinging of a bullet wound and the warming sensation of blood spilling from punctured organs. It never came.

Instead, a familiar voice cut through the surroundings. Tone infused with both confidence and sheepishness simultaneously.

“That was a close one.”

At the back of his neck, Chuuya felt a soft touch. The gentle brush of plumage against skin. He turned his head to watch a crimson feather free itself from its latch on his clothing. Spiralling leisurely, it returned to its original owner, completing their array like the final piece of a puzzle sliding into place.

It was Hawks. Hawks’ feather that had wrenched him from the line of fire with a kind of urgency Chuuya had never witnessed the other display. Hawks’ smile graced them now, even if it seemed rather too ill at ease to be considered a truly heroic grin.

“Are you two alright?” From the outside, his voice seemed steady and bold as usual. Chuuya could tell it wasn’t as carefree as the other wanted him to think, though. Beneath layers of protection and hardened edges, there was a single discordant note. A stroke of worry in a major chord.

“Yeah,” Chuuya confirmed as Tokoyami nodded behind him. A little surprised, maybe, but uninjured.

“That’s good,” Hawks mumbled, curling his wings as an officer darted around them. “You did good. Both of you.” He sounded more self-assured this time. A genuine smile brightened his face.

“I was unfair earlier, and I apologise for that. How would the two of you like to join me for the rest of the week?”

Something warm began to bubble up inside Chuuya. Something closer to fulfilment than he had felt in years. A job well done. Success.

He glanced behind him, watched Tokoyami’s face positively light up as well.

“Really hope Urchin finished up all those public quirk use forms,” Hawks mused as they walked away.

Dazai Osamu and a Familiar City

T his place is colder than I remember it.”

“That’s because you’re not wearing your coat, Dazai-san.”

Atsushi sighed. He had, at some point, ended up with two briefcases in hand and two backpacks slung over his shoulders. The biting wind of the port city was nipping at his skin even under his thick blazer, and blowing uneven bangs into his eyes.

“I guess you’re right,” he mumbled, gaze straying to his uncovered school uniform. It felt strange to be back in Yokohama without his black coat, but it was necessary to maintain appearances and avoid being recognised in the bustling roads of his hometown.

Nothing had changed. In Yokohama, that is. The absence of change was so extreme that it was actually noticeable. Dazai couldn’t stop himself from scanning the rows of shops and shapes of distant buildings, searching for a sign that time had passed. That the last month had been more than some sort of extended fever dream.

There was nothing, though. Dazai couldn’t even conjure up any feelings of nostalgia- everything felt entirely current.

That didn’t stop a kind of warmth from bathing him, though. Like honey drizzled into a steaming drink. Being back was really something.

“Where do you want to begin my insider tour of Yokohama, then? The harbour? Or perhaps that breakfast place on the highway,” he puzzled, turning down a path leading to the city centre almost absentmindedly.

“How about the Armed Detective Agency?” Atsushi fought through torrents of people, even as Dazai seemed to weave past comfortably. “We’re supposed to report there immediately.”

“They can wait an hour or two,” Dazai said, grinning with a flick of the wrist.

And an hour or two they did. Dazai gave a whistle stop tour of Yokohama including all the most important places. The port, the shops, the dog park and the other dog park.

“This is the place where Chuu-uhh my friend almost got mauled by a chihuahua. Dogs are great judges of character,” he said, wistfully.

Atsushi was unsure of how to approach a response.

When they eventually reached the base of the Armed Detective Agency, Atsushi had somehow acquired three more shopping bags and a minor headache. Appreciation flooded him as they came to a stop in front of a proud, red-brick building settled comfortably on the corner of the street. The bottom floor appeared to be a cafe; the aroma of freshly ground coffee beans was a blessing, and seeped out from the warm interior. The levels above housed various offices, the ADA being one of these.

“Let’s go up,” Dazai prompted with a smile. He wielded his decorated cast like a convenient pointer, guiding them both upthrough an oak door into a lift.

The journey was short but saturated with shaking, clattering noises that Atsushi got the distinct feeling signified poor health. He wasn’t entirely sure what he was hoping for as he pushed open the entrance to the ADA. Nothing high tech or outstanding- maybe a couple of sidekicks waiting to welcome them in (although from Atsushi’s limited knowledge of the agency, the operatives tended to avoid obvious signs of being heroes like spandex suits and flashy outfits).

What he got was both precisely what he had described and somehow the opposite of what he had expected.

It wasn’t high tech. Light filtered through numerous, gleaming windows, illuminating a space littered with desks, laptops and paperwork alike overflowing onto every surface. A pleasing mix of colours could be seen- forest green spanned the tiled floor and the furniture was painted a sort of burgundy reminiscent of the gorgeous exterior of the building.

Including white walls, the rest of the office was more reserved. Well, the abiotic features.

As it turned out, the most vibrant feature of the space was its inhabitants.

“No, you can not welcome the interns with an offering of the new harvest. This is not a farm nor is it a cult.”

The man shouting at the top of his lungs was, Atsushi noted, burning crimson red with anger. He actually found himself slightly impressed- he had never seen someone turn such a colour before.

Gesturing furiously, a long, blonde ponytail swished around behind him. It made for a rather grand silhouette.

“It’s an office place and we shall welcome the interns in a respectful and gracious manner.”

Someone caught Atsushi’s eyes from his position in the doorway. A bright blue pair belonging to a small boy in dungarees.

“They’ve arrived!”

It was chaos from there onwards. The shouting man turned around with such a sharp rotation that Atsushi feared he’d get whiplash. He-like everyone- was dressed in somewhat eccentric attire. So much so that he felt kind of like he’d accidentally stepped into an immersive pre-quirk era pantomime.

The other occupants of the room were equally surprised, excluding the beaming boy who had initially pointed Atsushi’s entrance out. He cringed at the sudden onslaught of attention.

Apart from a woman with a sparkling golden butterfly in her hair, another young man sat slouched in his chair. He seemed entirely preoccupied with spinning the crystal paperweight that decorated his desk (probably with too much force for the fragile nature of the thing).

A couple of moments passed in pained silence, broken only by a snigg*ring behind him. Dazai. Before a cough ripped through the air, parting clouds of tension.

“I’m assuming you two are the new interns?”

Hesitantly, Atsushi nodded.

The blonde man huffed, voice gruff and head flicking to the side in disdain.

“Knock before you open the door.”

The day largely consisted of getting to know the staff and layout of the Armed Detective Agency.

It was a small hero agency-come-detective firm that dealt with crime in the city, much like the local police. But unqualified. Although they dabbled in petty crimes and sudden break ins, they largely specialised in extended, initially unsolved cases, like private investigators. Their main enemy was, Atsushi learnt quickly, the notorious Port Mafia. That wasn’t exactly surprising. Still, the effect that a single organisation could have on the whole city was flabbergasting. Even Dazai seemed a little shaken when the Port Mafia’s name was spoken.

f*ckuzawa Yukichi was the head and founder. He coordinated the missions and generally seemed to be the only thing stopping the makeshift organisation from skidding into disrepair.

His second in command came in the yelling form of Kunikida Doppo, who was far more reasonable than he first appeared. Except when angered.

Yosano was the agency’s doctor, aggressive though she seemed, and the currently absent Tanizaki was an intern from a local school. Ranpo was quite the enigma- a self proclaimed genius detective. Atsushi was inclined to believe the title, though, if his dizzying speeds of conversation matched only by Dazai were anything to go off.

The final member of the agency was the small, denim-clad child from earlier. Honestly, Atsushi had little idea what the point of him was, but he was sweet nonetheless.

A night passed in the agency dormitories before the main mission of their internship was revealed with the morning light.

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke on ‘Ideals’

N o one. No one in the world is more powerful than he who lives for his ideals. Or at least, that was how Akutagawa felt.

Life has a cruel but mercifully predictable habit of keeping one from their true purpose for as long as it can. To live as one of the successful few is a rarity and a blessing. But more than that, it is a plight of hard work and dedication to one’s cause.

Stain the Hero Killer was one of those special people- or so Akutagawa had once believed.

Even as society rallied against him. Even as ethics and morals, the law and the bible condemned his actions, he fought for the sake of his own utopia. A world in which rather than the so called ‘heroes’ who existed only for the expansion of their own egos, each inhabitant could grow stronger and kinder of their own accord. A world in which people could rely upon each other freely.

Akutagawa had respected the Hero Killer. Deeply. Perhaps that’s why he felt so disappointed, the night sky looking on from above.

Arthur Rimbaud’s murder was a crack in the mask. A discrepancy which simply couldn’t be ignored. Stain the Hero Killer was not as frugal with the taking of life as he had once appeared. And it set Akutagawa on edge.

Notes:

Thought I should throw in a recommendation to the MHA fic Parallax by petrichor(findingkairos) because it definitely influenced me a bit in some of my writing. It’s super well written and interesting so go for it if you’re in the mood for some quirk physics.

Edited 11/05/24 for grammatical errors.

Chapter 15: The Archives

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Private messages, 10:46

shrimpie~: So?

Me: soooo?

shrimpie~: …

shrimpie~: Stop being the worst.

Me: im not the worst?

Me: how am i being the worst??

Me: im the best!!

shrimpie~: I thought we’d moved past the outright lying but apparently not.

shrimpie~: Now just tell me already.

Me: even if i knew what i was supposed to be telling you, i certainly wouldn’t be with that attitude

shrimpie~: Are you really going to make me say it so early in the morning? Save at least a little of my allotted dignity for the rest of the day.

Me: wow so many big words in one conversation!

Me: don’t combust on your patrol today from all that thinking

shrimpie~: ffs

Me: is this text speak?? is my lovely Chuuya all grown up and saving Tokyo?

shrimpie~: f*ck you.

shrimpie~: How’s Yokohama, Dazai?

shrimpie~: Nothing’s changed, right? Did you see anyone you recognised?

Me: so THAT’S what you’re freaking out about! you could’ve just said

shrimpie~: Throw yourself off a bridge asshole

Me: with pleasure

Me: and no nothing has changed and i haven’t seen anyone I recognise

shrimpie~: Good.

Me: weather’s not great tho

shrimpie~: If it was I’d riot.

Me: terrifying

Dazai Osamu and the Balancing Act (Part 1)

T he meeting room of the Armed Detective Agency shouldn’t have caught his eye.

It was, by all accounts, unexceptional. The same green floor that filled the agency ran under a long table. A thoroughly annotated map of the city was pinned to one wall, and another was reserved for the projector. Really, it was lacking compared to the liberties that the Port Mafia had taken. Mori wasn’t a man who left things up to chance; the extensive reports and memory cards full of information he handed out at the start of each intelligence meeting were proof of that.

Meanwhile, the Armed Detective Agency seemed to take a more relaxed approach. It was Kunikida who led them into the meeting room, gesturing to a couple of seats. Tanizaki was already spinning in one towards the front of the table. He smiled as the others entered, turning his attention to where Kunikida was setting up the projector. Ranpo was also seated at the table, looking incredibly bored. He was practically draped over the plastic back, hat hanging low over his face.

He perked up when he saw the two interns enter. Gingerly, in Atsushi’s case.

“Finally. Let’s get this stupid meeting started already.”

Kunikida huffed out a breath. Although he had only just graduated high school, he seemed decidedly more mature than the other detectives at the agency. To the point of being jaded.

“You know that you don’t have to be here if you don’t want to, Ranpo-san. This case is age appropriate, and I feel as though you’d be wasted on it.”

Dazai only felt partially wounded at being thrown into the ‘teenager’ category of intelligence. He supposed that it was only natural.

Ranpo laughed, watching as the screen brightened to show Kunikida’s carefully prepared PowerPoint.

“Of course. I’ve already deduced the entire contents of your slide show.”

He didn’t explain past that, only going quiet as Kunikida shook his head. The words caught Dazai’s spiralling attention, though, in a way that no one else in the agency had been able to yet. They showed a hint of that unforgettable prowess which had shaken Dazai to the core during the Sports Festival. If possible, he wanted to get a better look at this Ranpo. Sharpen his vision with lenses and a magnifying glass- inspect every part of the abnormal man before him.

Why, exactly, alluded him. There was Dazai’s natural interest in the extraordinary (one of the few things about himself that he considered distinctly human). Another possibility was the occasion that Mori requested intel on the Armed Detective Agency. Still, that seemed unlikely. The boss had a scarily firm grasp over other organisations in Yokohama even without his own meagre contributions. Perhaps there was something important about this man. Something to dig into.

“Wow, really? How did you know?”

He kept his tone light. Airy. But the analytical sort of smile curving the detective’s lips suggested that he had seen right past it.

“Don’t ask questions you already know the answer to, Dazai-kun.”

In his peripherals, he could see Atsushi watching him, a question in his gaze. His attention was planted firmly on Ranpo, though.

Spinning slightly in his chair, Dazai rested his elbow on the table. Ranpo was correct- he did already know the answer. It was nothing complicated; no high level of deduction was necessary to figure out the contents of Kunikida’s PowerPoint. Only a quick glance at the map on the wall, a flick through the to-do-list stapled onto the agency’s communal pinboard and admittedly a little picking apart of the phrase ‘age appropriate’. Even so, Ranpo seemed to have him down rather well for a relative stranger.

The exact case that Kunikida was about to brief them on was a relatively harmless one. Just an issue with some local thugs. There was, however, one issue that could arise from such a situation. Dazai only hoped to avoid it.

“Can we please get back to the PowerPoint that everyone apparently knows the contents of?”

Kunikida looked dangerously close to breaking point, mouth pulled taut.

“More reasonable people would question whether we should bother if everyone already knows what it says,” Dazai chirped.

Dazai-kun-”

“I don’t know,” a voice interrupted. Timid but urgent- Atsushi. A simple attempt to avoid the oncoming conflict, even as Dazai cackled into the palm of his hand. “I don’t know what it says, Kunikida-san.”

“Me neither,” Tanizaki said, grimacing slightly.

Appearing appropriately appeased, Kunikida raised his chin. His bespectacled gaze swept the room, lingering on Dazai with palpable annoyance. Even so, he took a deep breath before changing the slide.

Suddenly, a dim light was cast from the screen, a blurry image filling the space.

“Two days ago, the agency received a request from a local politician to look into a possible danger to civilians. Repeated sightings of a group of four unidentifiable figures in the same location have been reported over the past month. That location is here.”

Kunikida gestured to a point on the map, a pin already struck through its centre.

“The Yokohama Biological and Biomedical Archives,” Atsushi read off, voice dissipating until barely a trace remained.

“The archives,” Kunikida confirmed. Flicking through the slideshow, he continued laying out the foundations of the case. Dazai wasn’t that interested, though. Nothing new or groundbreaking was going to be disclosed, after all.

Instead, he watched Ranpo from across the table. Narrow though the surface was, it seemed practically impassable as it lay between them. Perhaps it was strange. Dazai didn’t often meet people who made connections quite like he did. He could see threads and entangled strings with perfect clarity, no matter how thin and frayed they were. So when he did come across such a person, one would imagine they’d become fast friends. In reality, the opposite was true. There was something truly isolating about seeing oneself reflected back at them. Maybe that’s the cost of clear vision. All the wrongness and the oddities become impossible to ignore.

“Similar groups have been lingering outside sister archives located around Japan, most of which are in Tokyo. Naturally, our focus lies with the Yokohama branch.”

Righting his glasses upon his nose, Kunikida spoke with a level tone. It was only when his breath seemed to hitch slightly- his eyes narrowing minutely- that Dazai had to hold back a groan.

Minor signs of discomfort often went unrepressed when someone talked about something they hated. Truly, strongly resented. Seeing them twist Kunikida’s stoic features was a much unwanted confirmation. The tiny, hopeful favour that Dazai had pleaded for had gone entirely unanswered.

“The aim of these groups remains unknown, as they’re yet to act out in any measurable way. Currently, we suspect at least some involvement of the Port Mafia in the situation.”

He could have banged his head against the table right then. Really, it was impossible to catch a break.

“Kunikida-san,” Tanizaki piped up from his seat. “Why would we suspect the Port Mafia when this is going on in other cities?”

“Needless to say, the influence of the mafia on Yokohama is huge. They wouldn’t allow an unknown force into their territory so easily- assuming the group isn’t directly Port Mafia, then cooperation is guaranteed.”

Tanizaki nodded, slowly.

How incredibly typical for Dazai’s life to pose so many inconveniences. He’d had some inkling, upon returning to Yokohama, that avoiding connection to the Port Mafia would be more difficult than he’d made it sound in his head. Now he was facing the uncomfortable kickback of such an occurrence.

“Your mission will be an intel gathering operation,” he continued, flicking to display a document outlining the requirements and schedule of the task.

Even though Dazai could barely read the first sentence without getting bored (let alone the first paragraph), he appreciated the high levels of detail included.

“And when I say intel gathering, I mean it.”

Kunikida’s voice had turned harsher, then. Like all his firm standings and unshakable strictness up until that point had been nothing more than a conversational tone. Looking into stormy grey eyes, Dazai was slightly shocked by the clarity of resolve that was concentrated within them.

“You are absolutely not to engage the enemies in combat, no matter the situation. Should an unexpected scenario occur, you report directly to me.”

With an almost withdrawn expression, Dazai noticed Atsushi nod from beside him. He supposed that they were both surprised by the sudden change of mood, but really, what else could be expected from the man with a pen-ink list of unwavering ideals?

Conducting it with the ease of a seasoned professional- although he actually wasn’t much older than them- Kunikida led them through the rest of the briefing. The mission wasn’t anything too complicated, just a typical intelligence collection that Dazai had completed dozens of during his early days in the Port Mafia. Before Chuuya had come along and bought with him the weight of a purpose for them both.

It involved a quick interview with a willing researcher who frequented the archives, and then something of a stakeout. Nothing that a bunch of heroics students shouldn’t be able to handle.

With the end of the meeting came an almost loaded pause. The kind of invitation for questions that left one with the impression that the speaker truly didn’t want any questions at all.

Still, with that enviable naivety of his, Atsushi raised an uncertain hand into the air.

“This mission relies on stealth, right?” His voice hitched a little as Kunikida nodded. “Then wouldn’t it be unwise to give it to myself and Dazai-san? Seeing as the Sports Festival was broadcasted on TV, we get recognised pretty often.”

Repressing the small smirk that curled at his lips, Dazai tried to remain unaffected by the question. It was a stark reminder of the unpopular disposition held by Yokohama, though. He was sure that Atsushi would understand why when he heard the answer.

Kunikida opened his mouth to reply, ignoring the amused exhale from Ranpo’s direction, and Tanizaki’s ever-widening smile. He was impressively stoic, in Dazai’s opinion.

“I can see why you’d ask that. But please don’t be concerned. Due to the cultural differences, the Sports Festival doesn’t get shown in Yokohama. Either way, we’ll ensure that you are properly disguised.”

Blushing, Atsushi could only stutter out a dejected thanks. Dazai felt for him- he really did. Walking into the unknown without even a half-formed idea of what to say or how to act was a terrifying experience. Like wandering the streets of a foreign country without even a guidebook of useful phrases.

The meeting adjourned quickly after that, Atsushi scurrying out first with a hushed ‘I’ll wait for you outside’ and a hand gripping the doorknob. The other two exited in a more languid fashion, Kunikida shooting the remaining occupants of the room a suspicious sort of glance before closing the door behind him.

Dazai supposed that the suspicion in Kunikida’s eyes hadn’t been unwarranted. As soon as he and Ranpo were left alone, an unknowable tension seemed to build up, layer upon layer. As if someone had dug down around them, and now they were piling the dirt back on, shovel by shovel. The air felt thick and heavy, and the silence topped it all off like a gravestone, flaunting assumptions and question marks above them.

Or maybe Dazai was just being dramatic, and the way that Ranpo was looking at him wasn’t completely unknown territory.

“So you came, in the end,” Ranpo said around mouthfuls of soil and mud soaking into his clothes. It was an odd icebreaker, Dazai decided, for the genius detective who seemed adverse to the statement of the obvious.

“I did,” he found himself agreeing. “How could I not when you made such a convincing argument?”

Ranpo smiled, shifting in his chair, letting earth collect around him in irregular clumps.

“I imagine that there are two things you’d like to gain from this conversation,” Ranpo began, holding up two fingers in a deformed peace sign.

“Ulterior motives? Me?”

Ranpo barely spared his interjection a moment.

“One: how do I know that you’re from Yokohama, more specifically the Port Mafia. Two: why did I extend an offer for you to come here.”

It was funny. Ranpo hadn’t opened his eyes once while speaking, but Dazai felt impossibly observed in a way that could only be from a million gazes fixed on him. Probably the earthworms, he concluded, as the soil continued to fall down on them both in heaps. They must have had more right to the underground than he did.

“You’re assuming that I don’t already know the answers.”

“Do you? Enlighten me, then.”

Dazai gritted his teeth together in a scowl. Honestly, those two questions had been on his mind since his first meeting with the mysteriously clothed man at the vending machine. Allowing the sway of conversation to fall too far into your opponent’s domain was dangerous, though. Mori had told him that during his first negotiation.

“There isn’t a deeper meaning behind everything, Ranpo-san,” Dazai said, fleetingly. “You could have known I was from Yokohama because you saw me on the street while shopping for groceries. And you never mentioned the Port Mafia during our first meeting. You may well have observed my affiliations today or yesterday.”

Cracking a grin, Ranpo leaned forwards against the table. He seemed to be almost trembling, like a spark of exhilaration was running down his spine.

“Maybe that’s the case. But what if it’s not? What if the joins in your mask are sewn together so poorly that I can see through you at first glance?”

Dazai spat a particularly well-formed lump of soil from his mouth.

“You’re a detective, Ranpo-san. A mere mortal. Not a God.”

Ranpo seemed satisfied with that, pulling back from his hunched position at the table. Placated enough that the scales seemed to tip back to an uneven equilibrium, and Dazai felt confident enough to offer some leverage himself.

“I am rather curious about the second question, though.”

Releasing a breath, Ranpo sent him a kind of half smile.

“Things will come together in time.”

“So you don’t know, then,” Dazai said, drawling lines in the dirt as it began to solidify below him, compacted under his weight.

Ranpo grinned. “Isn’t it thrilling?”

The mission was planned out in such a way that it took up the majority of the week. The rest of the day was sectioned off for preparation. Wednesday would bring an interview with a couple of impacted civilians, and the actual operation should take place on the Thursday. Friday- the final day of the internship- was to be a lesson in report filing and documentation. Something Dazai was distinctly not looking forward to.

Part of him was dreading every second of the mission, actually. If the group really was Port Mafia, it’d put Dazai in a rather awkward position. Not only because it could unveil his more untoward connections to the Armed Detective Agency, but also because it could scribe him firmly into his own boss’ bad books. He didn’t really care whether Mori liked his personality or not. In fact, the iller Mori thought of him, the better. One thing he didn’t want, however, was for his loyalties to come into question.

Mori could react in a myriad of ways to him detaining or arresting Port Mafia members. It shouldn’t be all too disastrous for the organisation if they were just lower level subordinates, but it wouldn’t look too great on his part. Choosing the ADA over sabotaging the mission to protect the secrecy of the Port Mafia. No path he picked was completely risk free.

Plus, Mori hadn’t contacted them since the beginning of the internships. Not even discreetly or through messenger in the streets of Yokohama. Dazai wasn’t quite sure how much he knew or didn’t know. Perhaps this was just a sick game, the thugs at the archives designed entirely to screw with him.

He brought a hand to his temple. He shouldn’t let Mori get to him like this. Even in his newfound proximity.

Turning his attention to the present, though, seemed equally painful.

“We’ve arrived.”

And indeed they had. ‘We’ consisted of himself, Atsushi and Tanizaki. ‘Arrived’ consisted of the bus trundling to a shaky stop and the doors parting with an awkward grunt.

“Here it is.”

‘Here’ consisted of stained walls and a sign that desperately needed a lick of paint. Of a general undercurrent of chatter and locked gates. The Yokohama Senior Academy. A school that presented such a stark contrast to the sharp finishes and almost futuristic wonder of UA that Dazai found it difficult to believe the two were only a train ride apart.

His observation surprised even himself, a little. One would think that after only a month in Tokyo compared to his years spent in Yokohama, returning would feel entirely natural. Like lying in one’s own shape engraved into the mattress of a bed.

“Sorry, Tanizaki-san, but what exactly are we doing here?” Atsushi’s voice was lilted, shifty in its stance. He was probably a little taken aback by the school’s disposition as well.

“Feel free to drop the ‘san’”, Tanaizaki reassured. “We’re here to meet someone,” he finished, almost wincing on the final word. “She’ll help us with preparation for the mission. She’s kind of the agency’s go-to when it comes to stealth.”

They followed Tanizaki up to the gate, but he paused, hand hovering above the metal gratings.

“Just so you know,” he said, voice significantly smaller than before. Dazai tilted his head at the sudden change. “She’s also my-”

“Nii-sama!”

No, Dazai would not admit to being startled by the piercing scream that cut through the quiet buzz of the school.

“My little sister,” he concluded, sounding defeated.

“I’ve missed you so much! You’re always so busy with work, and it’s been ages since we’ve hung out together.”

She was a pretty girl, Naomi. About as far from Tanizaki’s ginger curls and timid stance as an alleged sibling could get. She also sounded definitively more excited by their rendezvous than her brother was.

Dazai decided, easily and immediately, that he wanted nothing to do with this clearly complex relationship between family members. He could barely hide a twinge of discomfort. Atsushi seemed less awkward around the siblings, though, and greeted Naomi with a polite bow.

Somehow, Dazai got the feeling that she was far less interested in the new recruits and far more interested in taking her brother into the school by the hand.

Exchanging a glance, Dazai and Atsushi followed them in wordlessly.

After passing through a series of hallways, they ended up in a theatre-style hall. Dazai would bet it was the biggest room in the school. They waded through hanging red curtains, walking past the stage and wings to a small, dingy room off to the left.

It was a costume storage room, Dazai figured. He ran a hand lightly over the satin cloak that hung on a nearby clothing rack. Quite an eccentric mix of items littered every available surface- from a collection of pirate hats to a multitude of vibrantly coloured petticoats. Atsushi was looking around in awe, gaze drifting past each mismatched area in turn. It was nice to see him appear so enthused, but perhaps Dazai was too jaded to share in the excitement. He could only pray that they wouldn’t be conducting an espionage mission dressed as Snow White and a couple of the dwarfs.

As the three boys loitered, Naomi made a beeline for a closet at the end of the room. It was a solid, oak one, and there was a smaller trunk within it, padlocked. Dazai peered over her shoulder as she retrieved a keyring from her bag, fiddling around with the various keys on it. Eventually she found the right one, inserting it into the hole and turning swiftly. With a satisfying clunk, the lid of the trunk released and Naomi swung it open with ease.

The interior of the storage vessel was divided into two separate sections. One side held a neatly folded pile of clothes, largely black in colour, to Dazai’s immense gratitude. The other compartment was host to a collection of small, electronic devices. Dazai recognised them immediately. A communication system, equipped with wireless earphones and mics. He whistled appreciatively.

“And you keep all this in a public senior school because…?”

Tanizaki grimaced in response, already reaching towards the earpieces.

“We keep most of it at the agency, obviously,” he said, fingers twisting over the smooth plastic. “But in the past, we’ve had some problems with break-ins.”

“By the Port Mafia?” Atsushi’s tone was curious but solemn, his deduction reasonable. Still, Tanizaki’s features were pinched as he answered.

“Yes, but not just them. Sometimes, the civilians too.”

A moment passed in silence between them. Atsushi looked absolutely shocked. Maybe the shock warped and faded into a righteous sort of fury with time, because his next words were forceful in a way that Dazai didn’t associate with the boy.

“But you’re protecting them!”

Shrugging, Tanizaki straightened up from his position by the trunk. His movements were stiff; as if he was embarrassed by the admission. Dazai couldn’t fathom why he would be. It was simply a fact- unavoidable- that the anti-hero sentiment of Yokohama was overwhelmingly powerful. You can stick words like ‘detective’ in front as much as you want, but a hero agency remains a hero agency. The people weren’t stupid enough to be fooled that easily.

“It’s fine. There isn’t ever that much damage, or anything. This is just a precaution.”

Atsushi didn’t seem appeased. His lips were still pursed tightly, posture torn from its natural curl and contorted for confrontation. Naomi was silent from her place leant against a cupboard. She seemed focused on the conversation, though. From the way her eyes had sharpened, Dazai imagined that she felt similarly to Atsushi.

He was never really built for conflict though- Atsushi. Sometimes, Dazai wondered how exactly he planned to become a combat hero. Violence simply wasn’t in his blood.

“That would never happen in Tokyo,” he mumbled, in the end.

Vaguely, Dazai wondered how the Tanizaki siblings would react to that. It would be easy to take offence, especially in a city with as much local pride as Yokohama. Instead, they shared something close to a laugh.

“That’s exactly what I said when I first started working here, you know,” Tanizaki said, words somewhat nostalgic. A resigned sort of smile lingered on his lips. “We were even thinking about quitting, for a bit. Finding internships somewhere in Tokyo. One time, we caught a purse snatcher on the street. When we went to give the victim back their bag, they treated us like absolute sh*t. It felt terrible.”

Naomi nodded from the side, sagely.

“I remember that. Even the police were complete assholes when we bought the guy into the station.”

“But after that, the President said something to me. Said that it’s because we don’t get rewarded with gratitude or praise for our work that it’s so precious. People can be stubborn and narrow-minded, but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t help them when they need it. Heroes in Yokohama don’t work for fame or money, they work to protect the innocent without a scrap of payback for their efforts. Isn’t that the purest, truest form of heroism there is?”

Dazai didn’t say anything. How could he, when he was part of the big ‘evil’ that people needed to be protected from?

Atsushi, for his part, looked enrapt. Dazai laughed. Trust him to find something profound in the delusions of the purposeless. Maybe he was suited to a life of heroism after all.

“Odasaku! How are things?”

“Things are alright, Dazai-kun. Are you learning a lot from your internship?”

“Don’t overestimate me like that.”

“Sorry.”

“You’re something else, Odasaku… You must be preparing for end of term exams about now.”

“It’s a bit different in final year.”

“Oh?”

“Rather than individual exams each term, we have to write up a full paper for the end of the year. Like a thesis.”

“Oh! That sounds like genuine torture.”

“As long as you’re interested in your topic, it’s not all that bad.”

“Are you?”

“I am.”

Dazai waited for an elaboration that never came.

“I suppose that’s alright then. I should get going, though. I don’t know how much longer I can stay in this closet without everyone thinking I’m screwing a mannequin.”

The distorted voice laughed, quietly.

“I won’t ask. Good luck with your mission.”

“Be safe.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Wing Hero

E ver since he had gotten a sentient grasp on the world around him, Chuuya had mused over a question about quirks. Well, it was less a question and more a general interest. Somewhere between the precise wording of an inquiry and the blurred edges of a fascination.

Because Bakugou was explosive, right? And Uraraka was optimistic, and maybe a little air-headed. Midoriya had this innate inner strength that seemed almost tangible, and sometimes, Dazai acted so detached from the world that he was barely human.

What he was clumsily attempting to illustrate was this intrinsic connection between an ability and its holder. A bond too firmly twined and solid to be ignored or left to the imagination. The interest or question or whatever that Chuuya had was this: does the quirk mould itself around the possessor or does the possessor mould themselves around their quirk?

Maybe it was a stupid thing to consider. Maybe both eventualities were so similar that it didn’t matter either way. Or it shouldn’t. Because it did matter to Chuuya. The idea that he was nothing more than the product of his power, that everything he had taken to be real- to be him- was just the pattern his quirk had engraved into him. Such a thought was truly terrifying.

For now, he had no way of forming any conclusions. No solid evidence pointing in either direction, and only his observations to go off.

He didn’t need an answer, though, to quickly and deeply understand one thing. Hawks and his wings were one and the same.

People talk about their quirk being an extension of themselves, and metaphorically, that should be true. But never had Chuuya seen such a vivid example of that connection between holder and ability as with Hawks and his feathers. Because those feathers… Their sensitivity was superb, and they reacted without a split second of hesitance. They were bold and huge and united while each utilising an individual liberty. It took Chuuya less than an hour with the hero to discover for himself that yes, he was the real deal.

He and Tokoyami had been awarded a merciful half hour after the morning’s debacle to clean up before heading off again. To accompany Hawks on the search for Stain. Finally on the search for Stain. Chuuya found himself buzzing with excitement. Like every cell, every molecule within him was vibrating gleefully, without a care for the churning nausea that was beginning to settle in his stomach.

When the pair reached the designated meeting point, they found Hawks already there. He was perched on a bench, eyes narrowed at a document in his gloved fingers. It must have been instinctual- the precision with which he noticed them enter his domain. Felt the air bend around them. He shot them a quick smile, but his attention was dragged back to the paper before him soon after.

“I assume the two of you know what- or rather who- my current assignment is as far as hero work goes?”

Chuuya answered with a terse nod, and Tokoyami seemed to be on the same page.

“Stain the Hero Killer.”

Lips quirking, Hawks raised his eyes to observe them again. Not unlike the very hawk that he was so closely tied to, his gaze was perceptive. A kind of knowing lurked within them, although much of it was hidden behind a shield of charisma and an air of nonchalance.

“If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you were only so keen to join me because of the guy.”

They must have appeared appropriately ashamed, because Hawks laughed it off with a flick of the wrist.

“Just kidding.” He flung himself up from his seat, fluttering his wings slightly, as if being still for even a second was detrimental to his health.

They moved swiftly and without unnecessary exertion, passing over rooftops as Hawks flew low beside them. It must have been something of a leisurely spin for him, even as Chuuya felt his breath being ripped from his chest at every forward push.

Lounging in the air, Hawks gave them a sort of run down of the mission. Nothing significant had been achieved, apparently. But the groundwork had sowed the most important seeds and Hawks was confident that they’d be able to reap the benefits soon.

It was a little surreal to hear about the genuine workings of a professional investigation. About all the dozens of teams and personnel and resources that had been set aside for the purpose. Though Chuuya had the sneaking suspicion that only the influence of UA made him say as much. (A Mafia member was surely uninterested in such things). Tokoyami certainly looked intrigued by Hawks’ clumsy descriptions of the process as well.

If nothing else, his light commentary helped to distract Chuuya from the burn in his lungs until they finally landed in a small alley off the highway.

“Pop quiz: where are we?”

Scanning the vicinity, Chuuya let himself wonder the very same thing. Simply, it was a dark, dingy side road somewhere. The city- they couldn’t have left its boundaries already, and the swarm of figures passing by the mouth of the alley was too dense to suggest they were anywhere but. Lights down and doors shut, a nightclub was silent in the daytime opposite them, and a block of offices sat just behind that. The other end was open too, but only displayed the crumbling brick wall of an apartment block. The gap between it and the next set was narrow, but not impossible to squeeze through.

It was nowhere special: the kind of glimpse into the underworld that cities had in their hundreds. Still, Chuuya felt that it was almost familiar.

“Tokyo.”

“Yes, Tsukuyomi, but I was hoping for something a little more specific.”

Tokoyami nodded gravely.

That’s when something caught Chuuya’s eye. A small scrap of fabric, bright red, attached to a time-formed notch in the wall of the building beside them. It must have gotten speared by the awkwardly positioned concrete and ripped off when the wearer passed by.

Taking the fabric between his fingers pensively, Chuuya felt the dots begin to connect. The distinct red hue was one he had seen before. Many times before. It was unmistakably the red of the press armband! News reporters had practically swarmed them during the Sports Festival, and the characteristic accessory had become instantly recognisable to any student.

That begged the question, what were the press doing here? And almost immediately provided an answer. One so impossibly obvious that Chuuya questioned why he hadn’t figured it out before.

“This is the crime scene,” he blurted out. “Where Arthur Rimbaud was killed.”

The words still felt almost fantastical, even now. Chuuya pushed down the surge of anger that reared its head at the reminder. He had to remain as far removed from the situation as possible if he wanted to get to the bottom of it.

“Bingo,” Hawks cheered. “We’re going to begin the evidence gathering, today. Hunt around this cozy abode for anything that forensics missed, and then check out security footage from nearby.”

Chuuya raised a brow. He could feel Tokoyami shift a little as well, the same question likely plaguing them both.

“Has that phase not already been completed?”

Trying to keep his voice respectfully blank was about as much common decency as Chuuya could bring himself to interject. Because really. A week had already passed- more- since the murder. And they were only collecting this critical information now?

“I know,” Hawks cringed. “I’m not sure what they’ve taught you about the number of forms that need filling at UA, but it’s a lie. Multiply whatever number they gave you by two hundred and you’ll be in the right ballpark.”

It was, Chuuya supposed, at least darkly humorous that genuine matters of life and death were not prioritised above procedure. How incredibly heroic.

“Don’t, umm,” Hawks began, awkwardly, “don’t tell this stuff to other people, yeah? Anything that we find out today. It’s got to stay between the three of us.”

If by ‘the three of us’, he meant ‘the three of us and Mori’, then yes, it would stay between ‘the three of us’.

Picking one’s way through the landscape of a crime scene would be torture for anyone. While Hawks moved with the fluidity of a trained professional, Chuuya could feel his torso twisting uncomfortably, every footstep punctuated with hesitation because what if he missed something? A vital piece of evidence that he had blazed right past. It was like a treasure hunt for some legendary trove of gold. Whether the prize even existed could be called into question, but Chuuya had already staked his life on the truth behind the map. He could feel his hands shaking in the thin layer of plastic that stopped him from personally marring the crime scene- kept it pristine. Not that a crime scene could ever really be anything but stained, permanently.

They never did find anything.

Not even after an hour of digging, and several close calls (each of which left Chuuya feeling as though his lungs were about to burst with anticipation). Hawks ended up stopping them, perhaps noticing the stiffness with which Chuuya moved, or the way Tokoyami’s eyes were tightly pinched together.

“Maybe that’s enough for now,” he said, voice light as one of his feathers and placating. “These searches can be pretty hit and miss, so it was always a long shot to-”

“I can keep going.”

Honestly, Chuuya hadn’t really thought the words before they’d left his lips. Hadn’t planned for them. He supposed that they were more truthful than called for any gradual realisation or consideration.

He hadn’t thought them, but he knew that he meant them. This case was too important to leave unfinished. Or worse, finished messily, with untied ends and fraying stitches. Maybe he was a little desperate. But wasn’t that warranted? Shouldn’t everyone know? Shouldn’t he? Rimbaud had been the biggest disappointment and greatest legend. A man who perfectly encapsulated both heroism and villainy. His life and death were all Chuuya had to go on.

“Izanagi.”

Hawks’ tone was warning. Even Tokoyami was watching him, gaze somewhere between concerned and curious.

Two urges were at war within Chuuya. His desire to follow the task through; to give his own hero’s life some meaning. Some conclusive for or against that Chuuya could consider the closing paragraph. And then his sense of obedience. Conceived and honed through Mori’s influence alone.

The latter won out, in the end. Aided by his rational mind. They’d searched thoroughly along the whole length of the alley- it was unlikely that they’d missed anything of importance. Even so, Chuuya felt a certain frustration twist in his gut as they moved out towards the main road.

Phase two of the investigation was checking CCTV footage from nearby shops and the dash-cams of cars. In practise, it was almost like a continuation of the treasure hunt. Following a trail of flashing red lights in hope of hitting gold. They didn’t even need to show documentation as they retrieved disks from a few of the buildings along the highway, Hawks simply walking in with a blinding smile and a request on his tongue was enough.

Bagging the videos from a phone shop and a laundrette further up the street had been a breeze, but the nightclub opposite was the true target. Its camera was positioned much nearer to the mouth of the alley, and probably had a decent shot.

“Funny. Normally it’s the daytime in which people do respond,” Hawks quipped. He was staring through the darkened window, looking for any sign of life within.

“Just our luck to be dealing with a nightclub then,” Tokoyami replied, his arms folded, dragging his cape around him.

They ended up coming back later, fighting against the deep resonance of speakers and the uncomfortable flashes of strobe to procure the footage.

Huddled around Hawks’ laptop in the office as the sun set through the huge windows, Chuuya felt a surge of anticipation as Hawks prepared the video. It was a little grainy and uncertain, and the angle was awkward. There was no clear view of their focus, like Chuuya had foolishly hoped.

It took a while- as everything seemed to- for them to scan through the video, searching for anything out of the ordinary. Any blurry pedestrians taking a turn out of the camera’s haphazard view or vague signs of suspicious movement.

The sky in the image had darkened, only light from the glowing neon sign situated behind the camera illuminated the street, and they were still in wait. Chuuya could feel his motivation draining from him with every passing second.

“We’re into the office worker rush hour, now,” Hawks commented. Although even his voice sounded somewhat dulled by the repeated battering of the harsh reality.

Chuuya lazily watched swarms of men in grey suits rush by, briefcases in hand. Likely heading towards the nearest train station for the much-needed homewards commute. It was a little amusing, actually. How they all seemed to walk in synch, a flock of sheep following in the heavy footsteps of their makeshift leader.

“Watching them pass by the clubbers is quite the experience,” Tokoyami added.

Indeed, the difference was startling. Enhanced by the impossible lack of individuality that the workers held close to their chests. And why was he even thinking about this? His mind had strayed from the investigation, and he forcibly swung it back on course. Not that it mattered. Not that, now Chuuya really considered it, either Rimbaud or Stain would have gotten caught out by a damn security camera anyway. They were seasoned professionals, for goodness sake. With field experience that rivalled even All Might’s.

A frustration was curling up within him. Unleashing the familiar propensity for destruction that wasn’t entirely him. Not that he cared right now. And of course, as quickly as that anger had formed, it was disappearing. Because he had seen something.

“Pause it,” he all but choked out.

Hawks reacted with a predatory speed.

“What? What is it?”

Leaning over to the screen, careful not to break the delicate tension that dampened the air, he tapped a finger on a figure almost concealed amongst the crowd. His two companions peered over at the darkened shape.

“An office worker?”

“Yes, but he’s different,” Chuuya stressed. Honestly, not even he was entirely sure of what he was getting at. But something in his gut was telling him that he was on the right track. “He’s an individual, and it doesn’t fit.”

With a hesitant nod, Hawks zoomed into the image. The face became even more pixelated, and features were impossible to make out. Still, certain aspects stood out about the man. Sunglasses resting on his nose, a darker, more refined suit and tie. And a device attached to his ear. One that Hawks took immediate interest in.

A couple of clicks bought them to a photo enhancement tool, and Hawks imported the image with ease. Fingers tapped on the keyboard, and suddenly, the earpiece was clearing up, bit by bit. Crosscheck with brands on the internet. Loading for one minute. Two. And then a match.

A sleek receiver- worn like a clip on earring- coloured black with a delicate blue lining. Sold online by a highly specialised tech company, located on the outskirts of Tokyo. It was expensive, too.

“f*ck.” Hawks. Staring at the screen like it was lying to him.

Abruptly, he bent over the desk his laptop was sitting on, rifling through a packed drawer. Documents, envelopes and all sorts of other miscellaneous items were displaced from their neatly filed locations. Until he hit it. He finally hit gold.

Hawks pulled his hand out, frenzied search coming to a satisfying end. It was fisted, something enclosed within his glove. When he opened his grasp, Chuuya heard his own breath hitch.

An earpiece. Sleek and black with a delicate blue lining. Identical.

Shigaraki Tomura and the Strike on Hosu

B eauty is in the eye of the beholder. And Shigaraki Tomura sees beauty in all sorts of things. Destruction. Creation. Evolution.

He’ll see beauty in Hosu, he thinks, when he burns it to the ground.

Until then, he’ll wait and prepare. Bide his time. Akutagawa had gone somewhat off-grid anyway, and they couldn’t really act until he’d returned. He had met Stain, finally, the other day. It wasn’t a pleasant meeting, exactly. There was a little too much violence for it to be considered ‘pleasant’. But Shigaraki had learnt one valuable lesson from their encounter. He wanted nothing more to do with the Hero Killer. He’d take f*cking staples and his pet psycho over the idealistic prick any day.

Beauty was in the eye of the beholder, and Shigaraki was going to make Hosu beautiful.

Sensei had been more than happy to fund their little offensive. It had been on the cards for him as well, apparently. Something about wanting to destroy the archives or some sh*t. Whatever. Any form of destruction worked for Shigaraki.

Suddenly, the sound of wood creaking filled the room. The door at the end of the hall was opening. Maybe once, he would have been on edge upon a visitor. Expecting a hero, an enemy. Now, he had so many goddamn subordinates that it was rarer to be alone than with one of the lunatics. Still, he could safely say that he didn’t expect the figure in the entranceway this time around.

“Shigaraki-san. It’s been a while.”

Notes:

(Tanizaki and Naomi are so;; hard to write?? Because I don’t want to go too far off their slightly questionable cannon relationship, but I also want to avoid too much incest. One could argue that any incest is too much incest).

Happy May guys!

Edited 15/05/24 for rephrasing and errors.

Chapter 16: The UA Traitor

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Private messages, 09:15

Odasaku: Good morning.

Me: did- did you text me first??

Odasaku: Shocking, I know.

Me: what’s the occasion?

Odasaku: No occasion. I just needed a break.

Me: doesn’t matter how much you like studying, everyone needs a break eventually

Odasaku: I suppose so.

Odasaku: It’s just not quite what I expected.

Me: the research? quirk shiz, right?

Odasaku: It was meant to be. Now, I’m not so sure.

Dazai Osamu and the Balancing Act (Part 2)

I t wasn’t often- in the Port Mafia- that Dazai got to conduct an interview.

An interrogation? Yes. A harshly worded, usually physical assault? He had partaken in plenty. But interviews were things he tended to sit out on. When a business client did come for consultation (rare though it was), Mori hosted them in his penthouse office, Kouyou poised at his side and Elise bribed into another room. And, although Dazai hated to admit it, Mori was a smart man. He had an eye for people and business alike, and the kind of silk-woven voice that could move them both to his will. There was no need for Dazai in the room where it happened. There was probably even no need for Kouyou.

So he was a little excited, as he pulled out a chair with his good arm. Or at least intrigued.

Kunikida was beside him, professional in his manner, notebook out and at the ready. There were two ways of holding a conversation, Dazai mused: playing the confident speaker (Mori) or the attentive listener (Kunikida). It would be a nice experiment to see whether the latter could ever hold as much weight as the former.

“Kunikida Doppo, Professor. I believe we spoke on the phone.”

The man nods, sagely. He looked every bit the scientist hindered only by academia-induced madness that Dazai had been almost embarrassed to expect. A tuft of white hair warming his head, and a lab coat thrown over narrow shoulders.

“We did.”

They shook hands, steadily, before taking their respective seats.

It had been a mild day. Pleasant enough but with nothing of particular interest to note. The professor’s office was a cramped affair of mismatched objects. Furniture that appeared to hail from two different centuries and so many books that the room was almost a library in itself.

(Library. Just the word brought a flood of thoughts to his mind. About Ango, and Oda. About that intangible but still distinctly there sense of finality that had coloured their last meeting an uncomfortable monotone in his memories. About the way Oda spoke and typed and felt through an illuminated screen and Ango’s radio silence. There was no surprise there, as such, just an unfinished melody. The expectant absence in which a chord should be struck.

With the sound of a hesitant silence, only Chuuya could come next. That was them in a nutshell, really. Wrapped up and finished with a satin bow. There were certain lines they both knew not to cross, and certain words that neither would give a breath of life. They were tied up too tightly, packaged up too perfectly. To unravel and tear the paper- to try again with something more inside had always been more risk than reward. Or at least, it had always been a risk).

The interview had begun- apparently- while his brain was otherwise occupied.

“And can you describe this group?” Kunikida was asking, voice as steady as Dazai had heard it. His pen hovered over the carefully ruled lines below, not a splatter of ink out of place.

“There were three of them,” the professor began, mouth pinched in recollection. “An odd bunch, indisputably.”

“So you could describe them for us?” Hiding the glimmer of excitement that laced through his words would have been a lost cause anyway. Kunikida was positively vibrating with relief beside him.

“Without an issue. One was a mutant. A sort of reptile with gelled pink hair. The second a man covered entirely by a trench coat and mask ensemble. The other was- well- a high school girl. In uniform and all. So I’m sure you can understand my shock and general distrust of those partaking in such a gathering.”

“Yeah, high school students are pretty scary,” Dazai snorted.

He felt a shove underneath the table, his yelp drowned out by Kunikida’s slightly strained reassurance.

“We understand completely and hope to pursue and resolve your concern as quickly as possible. Thank you very much for the information.”

Glancing to the side, Dazai took in the firm line of Kunikida’s jaw. The tense slope of his shoulders. He looked pensive. A little anxious, maybe. Dazai wasn’t surprised- assuming the Armed Detective Agency wasn’t entirely incompetent at its job, he had plenty of reason to be. The people the professor had so eloquently described were not, after all, members of the Port Mafia. Honestly, the revelation allowed Dazai to breathe a sigh of relief. That was one less problem to worry about in the loyalties department.

Nodding, a breath left the professor unbidden.

“I thought they were just a group of youths at first.”

(Dazai almost choked at the genuine use of ‘youths’).

“Up to no good, but not dangerous. Then, I started hearing from my colleagues around Tokyo. The same issue, even in the largest archives like the one in Hosu. I remember the days when science was holy, and places of research were to be respected,” he trailed off, eyes far away. Dazai was, very successfully, trying not to laugh. God, this guy was right out of a dystopian ‘natural catastrophe destroys the world’ movie.

“Indeed,” Kunikida agreed, amiably. He stood, then, flipping his notebook shut in that purposeful way of his. A resolute, clear signal that the conversation had reached its natural end. “Again, thank you for agreeing to speak with us, your testimony has proved incredibly useful. We hope to dispense of the problem within the coming week.”

Standing as well, the professor nodded his head. He seemed a little indecisive as the detectives headed to the door, Dazai hesitating to marvel over a polished selection of microscopes on a tabletop. As if he had something more to say, but wasn’t quite sure how to say it. Only when Kunikida’s fingers ghosted the doorknob did his wavering voice interrupt them.

“You do good work.”

A pause.

“I’m sorry?”

“You do good work in this city. Even if we’re all too set in our ways to admit it.”

They weren’t words of gratitude so much as tolerance. Or perhaps a vague acknowledgment that they existed and their intentions were pure. Kunikida didn’t say anything, but his lips curled up, slightly. And who’s to say, maybe Dazai’s did too.

Exiting back out into the mild day was also an entrance into one of Kunikida’s patented etiquette lectures.

“The way in which you conducted yourself during that interview was preposterous! Sarcastic comments should be kept to oneself. If you don’t have anything nice to say-”

“Don’t say anything. I couldn’t agree more.”

Mumbling accompanied footsteps, and Dazai left Kunikida to fume aloud for a moment or two. Some people were like that. A kettle as it reaches boiling point, simply unable to hold in the wisps of steam that constitute its exothermic output.

“You seemed taken aback,” Dazai pushed, after a second.

To Kunikida’s credit, he caught on within an instant.

“By the Professor’s description? I was.” He spoke carefully, as if still trying to gauge how much Dazai should be let in on. Trying to measure his worth through subtle glances and two days worth of conversation.

He caved, eventually. “We try not to get involved with the Port Mafia when it’s not warranted, but that doesn’t mean we can afford to leave them completely to their own devices. We keep tabs on the members where possible, and not one of those described matched any we know of. They didn’t even sound like the type that the Mafia would affiliate with.”

The agency’s information on the Mafia couldn’t have been that great, considering the present company, but Dazai kept this thoughts to himself for obvious reasons. Patchy or not, the records were right on this occasion. It’s not like Dazai knew every member of the Port Mafia by face, name or otherwise. More that he knew Mori, and Mori would never have been the boss of a doomed mission like this one. As a rule, Mori avoided placing mutant quirk holders on intimidation jobs of any sort. They were too recognisable, and not suited for the task in the least.

That told Dazai a couple of things about the organisation that were truly behind this strange escapade. One, they were small or lacking resources. Not blessed with the disposable bodies that the Port Mafia was rolling in. And two, Mori knew this. Knew them. Yokohama was every bit a thriving city, but well confined. The Hero Commission had made sure of that. The Mafia had ties to border control, train stations, embassies and offices. No one was getting in or out without at least some trace. And traces- no matter how insignificant- can be tracked down and followed.

Mori knew who this organisation was. More than that, he accepted their interference in Yokohama without complaint. And he hadn’t said a word to Dazai about the whole ordeal. It was a strange matter indeed. If possible, Dazai would have liked to consult with Ranpo; the man had undoubtedly connected the dots already. Now he was just watching the threads weave themselves into that unknowable state that we consider existence.

Thursday morning came with a text and a spark in the air.

The text was from Mori. Just one paragraph- to the point, as usual. It was almost jarring to receive following days of virtually no interaction, but slipped into his inbox just the same.

Do not break cover today, Dazai. Any repercussions can be dealt with on my end.

It was vague, but understandable given the circ*mstances. In communications with the boss of the Port Mafia, it was best to assume that he knows everything that you know, and that he knows that you know this. With this in mind, his instructions begin to make a lot more sense.

For example, when reading the message sent to Dazai, one should decipher with the knowledge that Mori knows that Dazai knows that the culprits are not Port Mafia. But also with an understanding that Mori must be at least tolerating their presence, and that they exist as a sort of temporary ally.

Therefore, Mori decreed that Dazai should remain (at surface level) a member of the Armed Detective Agency and focus his efforts against the targets. In whatever way these ‘allies’ belatedly responded to being ambushed on Port Mafia turf could be dealt with at a later date.

Exhaling deeply, Dazai placed his phone back into his pocket. Even the sight of Mori’s number frustrated him.

A rattling sound distracted him from his thoughts, followed by a quiet huff.

“Atsushi-kun,” he called into the darkness of their dormitory. “Everything alright?”

A reply drifted through the halls a moment later, and a head peered around the doorframe.

“Yep. I just dropped something.”

Clothed from head-to-toe in black and with a mask pulled over his mouth and nose, Atsushi looked entirely prepared to go on a stakeout. It struck him, quite suddenly and painfully, how much Atsushi had grown since their first meeting at the UA entrance exam. When he had been a helpless kid who Dazai had been all too ready to exploit. Maybe he had changed a little bit, as well.

“Atsushi-kun! You look so grown up. It’s like my child is leaving home.”

“Dazai-san,” he moaned, although the blush colouring his cheeks gave away his pride.

“Now chop chop. We have some Port Mafia scum to dispose of.”

A touch of hostility never hurt. If anyone asked, he was method acting. After all, the culprits technically weren’t Port Mafia- not that Atsushi knew that- so Dazai wasn’t declaring war against anyone important.

“You know this is just an information gathering mission, right? No disposing of anyone should occur.” Atsushi appeared genuinely concerned by the possibility.

“I’m not a man who plays by the rules, Atsushi-kun. I’m a detective, and the only mystery I can’t figure out is-”

“Yes, yourself, we know.”

“I was going to say why the word ‘abbreviation’ is so long.”

Kunikida arrived at their door shortly after that, Tanizaki in tow. They made their way to the archives quickly, and the sun was still rising over a flat, tiled roof when they reached a tree-spotted courtyard. A familiar trio were already hovering in the vicinity. Kunikida signalled effortlessly, shepherding the detectives to their places.

The plan was simple, really. Involved very little actual work on anyone’s part. Atsushi and Tanizaki would pose as students waiting for their friends for a group project. Dazai would stay hidden with Kunikida and observe. It was all a little too rudimentary to be very effective, but perhaps that was the genius of it. Even a bunch of abnormally reckless preadolescents couldn’t screw it up.

In fact, they stuck to the small print surprisingly well, picking up scraps of evidence here and there. Noting the small details that almost never meant anything but occasionally meant something, or caused something else to mean something. Even with Dazai’s arm in a sling and therefore painfully immobile, and Atsushi being one of the most conspicuous spies they had ever seen. Everything went smoothly, right up until it didn’t.

“It’s done.”

The man heading towards the group was entirely unfamiliar. Photographs, witness statements, nothing had even hinted at the existence of a fourth party. Although he supposed that it’s only natural the group were waiting for someone; their inactivity would have been pointless otherwise.

Compared to the relative strangeness of the other members of the group, the newcomer was entirely average. Dressed in all black with sunglasses over his eyes. He held a leather briefcase in one hand, its momentum carrying it gently back and forth in his grip.

“Did you find it?” That was the reptile, voice clear amongst the muted cheers of the others. It’s like they weren’t even trying to disguise their conversation. Dazai felt himself leaning in closer.

“It wasn’t there. I searched thoroughly.”

“Good enough for me,” the reptile replied, shrugging. Then, they dug a mobile out of their jacket.

He couldn’t hear what was said clearly, after that. The group split off into a series of smaller, energetic conversations, so the short phone call was undeniably overwhelmed. Dazai tried to inch forwards, but was stopped by a pull on the back of his shirt. Kunikida- eyes harsh and grip firm. Dazai gave up on a better position after that, but kept his gaze glued to the scene.

And he was glad he did. The moment the reptile lowered their phone, the air seemed to thicken. Like a fog was slowly descending over them. Kunikida already had his notebook out in front of him defensively, but Dazai recognised the substance instantly.

Black mist slowly twisted and spun itself into a form. A person or a thing. And there he was. Kurogiri. It suddenly became painfully clear who Mori’s suspicious allies were. Although what exactly they wanted was still all too hazy. Like a sign covered by cloud that Dazai was slowly approaching. Sharpening into focus, letter by letter.

He caught Atsushi’s eyes then. Of course, he remembered Kurogiri too, back from the USJ incident. The villain’s existence wasn’t common knowledge, though. How could it have been? So he let Kunikida marvel and scowl as the group disappeared into the fog. Gone completely even as it cleared.

The mission was over. And although their objective had technically been fulfilled, it still felt like a loss. The consequences of both letting the targets escape and abruptly knowing too much in conflict. Even the detectives seemed a little down, and so it wasn’t difficult to get Atsushi alone.

“Atsushi-kun.” They were around the outside of the building, where Dazai and Kunikida had been based. The side of the archives towered over them, obscuring them from view.

“That was the villain from the USJ!” He had begun before Dazai got the chance, words fast and cracking. “What are the League of Villains doing in Yokohama? I thought they were too small to expand this far out. And what did they want from the archives? What were they looking-”

“Atsushi-kun.”

Atsushi stopped. Looked up at him with those eyes of his- innocent and maybe a little idolising.

“Do you trust me?”

It didn’t feel great, he won’t lie. It was like taking whatever fragile form of companionship that had blossomed between them and smashing it with a sledgehammer. But he hardened himself. Some things had to be done.

“Yes,” Atsushi confirmed. Voice steadier than it had been before. Turning the sledgehammer on him, almost.

“Then we can’t tell Kunikida-san and the agency that those villains were part of the League.” He tried to sound authoritative. It probably came out a little strangled, not that Atsushi would comment.

“Why not?”

“Because,” Dazai sighed. “Information about the League and the USJ is highly classified. I know you like the agency, and I do too,” (the words were truer on his tongue than he thought they’d be), “but I don’t know whether we can confide in them just yet. Give it a few days. Please.”

Atsushi seemed hesitant, but agreed. Like Dazai knew he would. God, what a mess. Mori had a lot of explaining to do. So Dazai fished his mobile out of his pocket. Typing in an almost physically ingrained number, he slid the phone up to his ear. Wasted no time in speaking. Tried to sound milder than he felt.

“The League of Villains, huh? Real classy. What happened to the morally ambiguous approach?”

Mori didn’t seem nearly surprised enough by his abrupt call.

“My dealings with them are nothing more than a business transaction. They have something they want from me, and I from them.”

“And what could they possibly want from you?”

“All they requested was access to the biological archives. There were some documents they hoped to keep away from prying eyes, you see, and I felt that their request was not entirely outlandish.”

“And you? What are you getting out of this?”

He scoffed, as if Dazai was missing something completely apparent.

“Protection. Protection of this city and my vision for it. From the heroes and villains alike. I don’t trust the Hero Commission, and Nedzu has long refused to side with me against them, so I have taken steps to lessen their influence. Think what you will, Dazai-kun, but this partnership was necessary.”

Dazai hung up. It wasn’t often that he felt really, genuinely angry, but he did now. That was the effect that Mori had on him, he conjectured.

The contact name seemed to be mocking him. Staring him down from its throne. Briefly, the desire to shatter his phone washed over him. To just throw it right against the wall and watch it break apart. But he couldn’t. So he went for the next best thing.

Ripping his sling from around his neck, he hurled his cast-engulfed arm against the unforgiving brick. There was a satisfying crunch. Then he went on his way.

Nakahara Chuuya Flying Solo

I t had been a mild day. Pleasant enough but with nothing of particular interest to note. Perhaps that was why what should have been a shock arrived with an air of leisure to it. An undercurrent of expectation. Why the words ‘Hawks will no longer be mentoring you through your internship’ seemed like less of a stab and more of an ache. One that had been there the whole time, but Chuuya had only taken the time to notice and categorise now.

The lack of surprise, though, left plenty of room for other things. For anger. And he was angry. Seconds away from a breakthrough and the key to the safe had been torn from his grasp. No, in actuality, they were long past the breakthrough. But Hawks had rushed off with a curse on his tongue and a rigidity to his wings, all tight-lipped in a way Chuuya had never known him to be.

Maybe he had been presumptuous, but he had imagined- even after Hawks had left that night- that whatever clues he had pieced together. Whatever the meaning of the black and blue earpiece was, he would spill it sooner or later. That Chuuya would find out somehow. And yet here he was.

More than angry, however, Chuuya was suspicious. Because who wouldn’t be?

Suddenly and out of nowhere and after connecting these dots that seemed to create a path more perilous than anyone had expected, Hawks had vanished. He had been ‘called away on an urgent assignment’. ‘Transferred to a top secret new location’. It was strange and entirely illogical. Hawks had already been on an urgent case: Rimbaud’s. Something more was going on and it was tugging at Chuuya with an overwhelming strength. Like ropes stretching him one way and the other, pulling him apart.

They were back with Eagle, now. Him and Tokoyami, who seemed quietly disgruntled by the situation. No matter what they asked him, the hero wouldn’t give away any information. Either the guy was surprisingly reliable, or this was the world’s best kept secret that even Hawks’ colleagues were unable to investigate. While Chuuya heavily doubted the former case, the latter scared him to no end.

He had heard of highly secretive missions before- mainly due to them being leaked to the bloodthirsty press at one point or another. But someone vanishing practically over night? It simply didn’t add up.

So sitting in his dorm that night, the decision came to him easily. With the steady sound of rushing water drifting in from behind a closed door and Tokoyami safely out of the vicinity, Chuuya pulled his phone out from an unsuspecting pocket. Scrolled through his contacts to a number that was practically etched into the folds of his brain.

It rung four times before being picked up, a static kind of silence filling the receiver.

“Boss,” he tried into the silence.

“Chuuya-kun,” a voice replied. And then it waited.

Mori hadn’t changed in the slightest, his tone still tinged with that inimitable brand of knowing. Pungent with a patronisation that was definitely there but difficult to pick out in its individuality all the same. His silence sounded like a mere formality. Like he could already predict the rest of the conversation, but was allowing it to play out in a natural progression anyway.

“Do you-” he began, cutting to the chase, before stagnating with a sigh. “Could you tell me what’s going on with Hawks?”

Mori laughed, breathily. A thin, bone-fragile sound that made a shiver run up Chuuya’s spine. For all his awe and loyalty, Chuuya would never consider Mori anything less than dangerous.

“Indeed, it’s all very mysterious,” he chimed. “In answer to your question, I can’t tell you, no.”

Chuuya felt his breath hitch. Was sure that Mori could hear it, even through the three dots that constituted speakers. Fists clasping tighter around the mattress below him, he tried to listen over the thumping of his heart. Each strike seemed booming. Chuuya wondered how anyone could ever hear anything over it.

“Why not?” He tried to keep his voice level, but he didn’t know if he succeeded.

“Because this, Chuuya-kun, is a route that you must travel alone. Whether towards heroism or villainy. I cannot guide you, and I have no desire to.”

Every breath suddenly seemed impossibly loud. Horribly noticeable. Mingling with the pounds in his chest like an orchestra, disharmonious and out of practise.

“There is,” his voice ripped through silence with deadly precision, “one thing I can give you, however. Perhaps two. Consider them gifts of good will. You are, first and foremost, a member of the Port Mafia, and thus my charge to oversee.”

Everything went very still, then. Without a breath of warning.

“A place and a time,” Mori continued, as if he hadn’t just turned the world upside down as easily as one might flip an hourglass. “Hosu. Friday evening.”

It wasn’t much, but it was all he needed. Nakahara Chuuya left Hawks’ Hero Agency at two o’clock on Friday, citing little more than a family emergency. And boarded the first train to Hosu.

Dazai Osamu on Deception

M aybe, if he had looked a little closer, things could have turned out differently.

Activity in the Armed Detective Agency was winding down for the evening, the casual murmur of chatter lacing through the sound of bags being zipped and laptops stowed away. Kunikida was debriefing f*ckuzawa on their mission, the office door confining their conversation to secrecy. He was pretty sure that Kenji and Tanizaki had gone home as the day stretched into evening.

“Hosu.”

“I’m sorry?”

“We’re going to Hosu, tomorrow.”

The casual tone with which Ranpo delivered the news was rather jarring in comparison to its abruptness.

Dazai raised a questioning eyebrow at the announcement. Atsushi was more vocal, however, voice pitched in confusion.

“Why would we be going to Hosu?”

“Because that’s where the villains went.”

Shrugging as if it was obvious, Ranpo continued in a matter of fact tone, batting away Atsushi’s interrogation before it could begin.

“The Armed Detective Agency doesn’t leave jobs half finished. Like this, we don’t know if they plan to come back or cause another problem. We need to follow up on this case before we can truly close it.”

Nodding, Atsushi threw a glance towards Dazai. Probably a query regarding their knowledge about the involvement of the League of Villains. He just shook his head in reply.

“How do you know they went to Hosu,” Atsushi asked after a second of silence.

A groan (from Yosano at her desk) was joined by somewhat manic laughter. A grin split Ranpo’s face.

“Simple deduction! They failed to find their item and complete their objective, so they must have planned to help their colleagues continue searching. Where’s the biggest archive which would require the most manpower?”

“Hosu,” Atsushi confirmed, quietly.

“Don’t forget,” Dazai interjected, resting his head on his hand, “that they didn’t turn or look around as they were taken into that foggy teleportation portal. Other than the archive in Yokohama, only the one in Hosu is facing due North. So it’s the obvious conjecture.”

Ranpo laughed, hearty and loud. “You’ve failed to notice that there wasn’t any noticeable change in temperature or weather pattern as the portal descended. Where else had the exact same forecast as Yokohama? Hosu.”

“Damn,” Dazai scowled to a background of mocking laughter. “I didn’t think of that.”

“Ranpo-san, how do you know that? You weren’t even there,” Atsushi pointed out.

“I just know these things,” Ranpo replied shrugging. The conversation only devolved from there. Time seemed to fly in its distorted way.

“So then, Kenji-kun just threw them right out the window,” Ranpo was explaining animatedly to Atsushi when Dazai returned his attention to them. The latter looked totally enraptured. “They’re fine, though. Turns out the pavements are inexplicably soft around here.”

Yosano laughed, her tone airily drifting over from her desk. “The Port Mafia is our nemesis, but we have quite the history with them.”

“What would you do if you caught them all?” Atsushi appeared to be genuinely curious, even though the question was ridiculous on many levels. The Mafia was like a spider; you can cut off any individual limb and the whole being will continue to exist.

Ranpo humoured him, though, an edge surfacing in his words. “Well, reaching that point would be a struggle. There’s a particularly slippery duo that we just can’t seem to arrest.”

He sent Dazai a sh*t-eating grin. Dazai barely suppressed a groan.

“The elusive Double Black. Notorious in the underworld for their power, efficiency and miraculously well-hidden identities.”

“Whenever we reach one of their scenes, they’re always long gone,” Yosano chipped in. Atsushi’s enthused gaze swivelled to her.

Continuing to regale his engaged audience with the over exaggerated plights of Double Black, Ranpo hopped up onto his desk. He patted the space next to him, his story making a pleasant hum in the background.

“Isn’t it time you got that off?”

He pulled his attention away from where the genius detective was badmouthing him to his protégé. Standing before him was Yosano, the picture of grace as ever. A wry smile curled at her lips as she gestured at his splintering cast. Maybe it had taken more damage from the wall earlier than he had thought.

“But it’s such a great way to make people do things for me.”

She laughed, but herded him with her anyway. Out of the safety of the office and towards her private surgery. A room that every member of the agency seemed to fear wholeheartedly.

Inside, it was quite normal. A single bed lay surrounded by curtains. Various machines and technical pieces of equipment were scattered over countertops, clear against white walls and cabinets.

“Just take a seat and I’ll be with you in a moment,” she said, disappearing back out of the room in search of supplies. Obediently, Dazai slumped down onto the bed, letting his cast rest on his thigh. It had been an inconvenience, but he would miss having it around. Making Chuuya carry his books between classes and just garnering general sympathy.

Peering down at the crack that had begun to travel up the length of the plaster, Dazai couldn’t help but smile. Signed in characteristic handwriting, two names coloured the blank void.

It was then that Yosano returned, soar in hand and slightly psychotic grin twisting her features. The process was surprisingly painless, the cast opening up without too much trouble and only a little dusty residue. He watched as the coating split and Yosano removed it from his arm with a heave.

(Something clattered onto the floor. Very quietly. Yosano didn’t notice, but he did).

She sliced through the padded cotton layer, freeing his bandaged arm for the first time in weeks.

(It was small- no bigger than a speck against the trailing white bedsheet).

Dazai thanked her and Yosano left the room and only then did he bend down. Let his hand ghost over the cold surface before encircling it, scooping it up to eye level.

He scrutinised it, turning it once in his hand. Before freezing. Because surely, that couldn’t be what it looked like. Whirring softly and fitted with a flickering light to show its status. Pressing into his skin like a thorn. It couldn’t be what he knew it was. Had known it to be for years. Why- why would there be a microphone slipped into the space between the cotton of Dazai’s bandages and the plaster of his cast?

But it was unmistakable. A listening device, recording and transmitting even the silence of that very moment. Dazai dropped the microphone, crushing it beneath a boot without hesitation.

Questions swarmed his mind: who, how, why, when. God, this was so bad. So impossibly bad. Assuming the culprit had harmful attentions, Dazai had left himself and his aims almost entirely exposed.

He stared down at the crushed remains that decorated the floor, that terrible light extinguished for good. He couldn’t tear his shaking gaze away.

He needed to get to the bottom of this. Immediately. Before whoever the chip was transmitting to caught onto his realisation. Who could have had the opportunity to insert the thing without ever triggering his notice? Someone from the agency- Ranpo? But their relationship was too open to call for it, and it seemed entirely out of character for the tricky detective. Then Kunikida. The man just seemed too sincere for such a move, though.

So an acquaintance from Tokyo, then. A hero. Maybe Eraserhead or Midnight had caught on. Surely they wouldn’t go to such lengths. One of his 1A classmates could never get something like this past him. Who was left?

Finally, he managed to draw his gaze away from the exposed wires and plastic shavings on the ground. It wondered up to his arm- ink from his friends’ signatures had bled slightly into his bandages, leaving black smudges.

And that’s when it came to him. Even as he desperately searched for a meaningful form of denial. An escape route. Dug around for reasons why it couldn’t be true. It all started to fit together.

Bent over the cast, gripping the edge. What a wonderful opportunity, Dazai mused, to slip a surprise inside. With sleight of hand and bad intentions, it would be no trouble at all.

He couldn’t help but scoff. f*cking typical. To let his guard down for one moment just to get screwed over.

The office was dark when he returned, so he made his way to a computer blindly. The one on Kunikida’s desk, which he had figured out the password of within a minute of meeting the man. He couldn’t bring himself to feel amused, though. Just clicked into the national quirk registry without bravado.

That was the benefit of being in a hero agency, he supposed. A digital license for the list of all the citizens of Japan and their information. An incredibly powerful tool, when used correctly.

Dazai couldn’t shake the hesitance from his fingers, even as he ploughed on. Only the dim blue of the screen illuminated his face, reflecting as strange conflagrations in his eyes. He didn’t want it to be true.

For the first time, he truly, genuinely, whole-heartedly desired a way out. An escape. Maybe this was the closest to a human he had ever been.

He pressed enter on the name. One result.

Sakaguchi Ango

Family +

Age +

Location +

Quirk +

Opening the folder labelled ‘Quirk’, Dazai shut his eyes, briefly. The final barrier protecting him from the cold, hard blow of reality against uncovered flesh.

Discourse on Decadence: allows the user to extract and read memories left on materials while in physical contact.

He remembered that day in the library. He had finally returned the book. The one that had spun a tale so tangled and confusing that even Dazai couldn’t make it out. Not with his magnifying glass and cutting gaze. A tale of heroes and villains and All Might and his rival. The mysterious head of the League of Villains and the mysterious ability to give quirks to others. The power that Mori so desperately wanted for himself.

He remembered how Ango had taken it from his grasp with a rigidity unbefitting of him. Frozen in place as, presumably, Dazai’s memories flowed through him. Showing him all the secrets and lies.

So he had taken the hint. Taken matters into his own hands. Ango Sakaguchi was working for the League of Villains, and he hadn’t missed a golden opportunity when it presented itself. To record the mingling of heroes and villains as they rubbed shoulders. As sparks flew in a way that could result in whatever he was looking for.

In change.

Who knew how much he had learnt already. About the Port Mafia, and the fragility of their alliance. Mori’s hand entirely on show. About Dazai’s research into their creator and his powers. About Chuuya and the being locked inside of him.

His blood ran cold. He wasn’t shocked. Couldn’t have been. Just stunned. Like he had taken too deep a breath, and was struggling to expel all the air from his lungs in time for another. Like someone who he hadn’t trusted, as such, but felt close to had betrayed him. Pulled the wool over his eyes in a way that Dazai had been convinced no one really could anymore.

Maybe it was embarrassment. Or loneliness. Or even guilt- the knowledge that he had been doing the exact same thing to all his classmates since their very first meeting.

Whatever it was, it was too late to fix now. The only way to intervene was by force, fast and hard and right at the root.

How exactly that would manifest, he wasn’t quite sure.

Sakaguchi Ango on Deception

S akaguchi Ango had never believed in fate. It was rather in character, he mused, for a villain. Not to be swept up by the inherent romanticism of a world of magic and impossibility. To see through the easy haze which most people were content to sink into with a discerning gaze.

Then again, maybe he had assigned too much meaning to it all. It was tempting, sometimes. To follow the masses and simply sink like everyone else. For all those people to do so, it must be a relief.

He forced the thought from his mind. There was no way back now; that much had become clear. Being something as cut and dry, as purely evil as the ‘UA traitor’ didn’t leave a lot of room for indecision. Change was a cause that he couldn’t turn away from.

(And yes, he could admit that it made him a little sick when he really pondered it. When he thought too deeply in the silence of the library. When he tried to keep people a professional distance away but they somehow stumbled closer. And when he realised that these people weren’t quite uninvolved enough to ignore).

Ango wished that he had never met Dazai Osamu. And Oda Sakunosuke before him. Because they had given him everything he was searching for. A real, solid lead to tug on with both hands after a year undercover with nothing to show for it. To think that he was having second thoughts now.

He knew what he wanted, and when he finally got it, he only wished for it to disappear.

“Shigaraki-san. It’s been a while.”

The hideout had changed since his last visit, but he couldn’t pinpoint exactly how. It felt more lived in, he supposed. Glasses half-full on the counter and stools displaced under flurries of activity.

Perhaps it was due to the luxury of UA or the prim uniforms of those within it, but Shigaraki seemed more hollowed out by contrast. Less like the figure of hope and change than he had been all those years ago.

“Way too long,” Shigaraki agreed. “And lots has changed on my end.”

“Is that so?”

He felt a little more at home, sliding onto a bar stool. A little less like an intruder as Shigaraki joined him.

“For starters, we’re going to f*cking demolish Hosu in a couple of days.”

He tried not to let the surprise show on his face, but it was a close call. The League of Villains had taken their time rising from obscurity, but things were suddenly happening hard and fast, gushing in from all sides. He should be happy, he mused.

“Understood,” he said, simply. It didn’t bother him too much. What was in Hosu for him?

“And this one is a bit weird, but we’re kind of getting a new recruit,” Shigaraki started. “A hero.”

“I’m sorry, what?”

“Yeah, that was my reaction too. But Sensei keeps on saying that we need him onboard, and that he’ll help us. As if we could do sh*t with a f*cking chicken man other than just eat him,” Shigaraki huffed.

A chicken man? Scratch that. Hawks was involved with the League of Villains? That was something of an astonishment.

“Doesn’t Hawks work with the Hero Commission? Is he… trustworthy?”

Shigaraki grinned like something wicked. “Not at all.” And then almost as an after thought: “Plus, Akutagawa-kun has gone kind of missing in action recently. But I barely noticed so I guess it’s not too important.”

That summed up Shigaraki’s end of updates. And now all eyes were on him. Waiting for him to disclose the rewards of his efforts, the sweet prizes of his diligence for over a year now. The words that should taste like victory on his tongue.

“I think I have something for you, Shigaraki-san.”

This wasn’t success. It was bitter. It felt like tar seeping into his lungs.

“Well?” Shigaraki snapped.

Ango breathed in. It was do or die, and there was only really one option.

“First year heroics students Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu are Port Mafia spies.”

Shigaraki’s eyes lit up. With a childish sort of delight that looked absolutely wicked on him.

“And-” he cleared his throat forcefully, “there’s another student who I believe to be a threat to the organisation. Or more specifically, to Sensei.”

Notes:

I tried my best to be subtle, but I think that Ango’s betray-y-ness was probably pretty obvious. Lmk what you guys thought!! sh*t’s picking up now.

Edited 26/05/24 for rephrasing.

Chapter 17: Stain the Hero Killer (Part One)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke couldn’t remember the first orphanage, but they’d assured him it was hell.

The second had been of more prominence. A roof over his and his sister’s heads through their early years. Social workers had told him that he should be grateful. Again and again, with the same condescending tone of voice and calculated raise of an eyebrow. It was as if they were all in on some shared joke that he didn’t understand, he thought. Maybe he himself was the joke. The orphan who felt no appreciation towards the four walls protecting him from the biting wind outside.

The third orphanage was their last. By choice, for once. Gin had settled in nicely at this one. Making friends. Smiling more. The white-clothed figures who ‘looked after’ them were kind to her, and that was what mattered.

No matter how they treated him- burned him and beat him. Tore his power apart as if it were less a piece of him and more an unpleasant growth on his side. A cancerous lump to be removed by any means necessary. No matter what they thought of him, they were kind to her. So it was alright, for a while.

Things could only last so long, though.

And when something gave, it gave with authority. Cracking and splintering under the weight of its own sheer improbability. The orphanage decided- through no influence of their own, the white-clothed figures rushed to explain- that he was simply too much of a liability. His quirk too strong for them to shoulder alone. Posing too great a burden. It was unfair, they said, for the other children to have to accept someone so different amongst their ranks. Someone as powerful and dangerous as their abusers had once seemed.

(Looking back, they had probably been a little scared, those white-clothed figures).

And separation had never really been an option. So he and Gin were homeless again. Although some would argue that having no house at all was closer to a home than that one had been.

He remembers standing outside the iron gates, the majestic silhouette of the orphanage behind him. It had been a beautiful building, all things considered. Grand and elegant, a touch of Gothic intrigue in stain glass windows and crumbling brickwork.

Gin had been hugging her friends. Crying as she left another life behind her. (Guilt welled up inside of him. Because it was him. Him who had created that chasm where there should have been a home). He himself stood against the railing, two meagrely packed bags at his side.

The road leading away from the orphanage was wide and empty. It seemed to travel directly into the rising sun with no signs or monuments to point the way. Simply rolling on forever. Cruel in its infinity. He pulled at the sleeve of his coat to distract his mind; thinking in such a way was sure to fulfil any number of dreadful prophecies.

“What are you going to do?”

He startled, head snapping around to the source of noise. Clear and trite and too near in relation to the general hum of existence from the surroundings.

It was obvious who had spoken. The boy was, after all, gazing at him with cutting, perceptive eyes. And there was something about those eyes. Something almost primal. A sense of clarity to them that was so deeply and intrinsically removed from the complexities of being human.

Akutagawa looked away first.

The boy must have been around his age, dressed modestly with a bag packed and settled at his feet. Akutagawa wondered, briefly, if he was leaving the orphanage through his own will, or if he had been rejected too. Considered too much or too little and discarded just like that.

“What I do or do not do is none of your concern.”

It was a lie. He knew so as soon as the words fell from his lips, expelled as if they were too bitter to stomach. Not because he had ever met or spoken to the other. Not because there was some faint relation or hint of an acquaintanceship between them. But because the other boy had shifted his focus, and was staring down the road ahead of him in much the same way that Akutagawa imagined he had been. Mere seconds earlier. With a trepidation that vibrated down even into one’s very bones.

They were both racers, waiting at the starting line. Heading down the same track but in such different ways, achieving goals that only they could set for themselves.

The boy nodded once, seeming to accept the outright refusal of conversation. “Good luck,” he stated, simply. And left without further hesitation.

Watching the boy’s back disappear down the road, Akutagawa felt an overwhelming wave of awe wash over him. For the boy who- malnourished and unsteady as he appeared- was already braving the clawing winds and painful pounding of shoes on the path. Alone, entirely.

Maybe the boy would get lost in the vast horizon. Become nothing more than a speck in an expanse. Fade away into the background like the small, insignificant orphan he was. Or maybe he would find his way. Stand out. Become a landmark in his own right, pointing the way for others. Whatever became of the boy, Akutagawa supposed it didn’t matter. He had himself to worry about, and his sister. He would do whatever was necessary to keep them safe.

Akutagawa looked up to see Gin approaching him, mask pulled down below her chin. She sent him a beautiful, watery smile. “Let’s go.”

So they went. Edging around bends in the road, adjusting the slippery handles of bags in their grips. It had been hopeless from the start. A sad, hard fact that Akutagawa had known but refused to accept. Every night bundled together under whatever modicum of protection they were fortunate enough to come across. The best times were when they could find a community centre or gym that was open twenty four hours and sneak in. Or a farmers’ market of stalls to swipe from without consequence. The worst were spent shivering in the street with concrete lacerating the skin stretched thinly over their ribs.

It had been bad. For months, without any improvement or respite. No one would hire a homeless, underfed teenager. No one would help them, either. Heroes passed them on the street everyday without even giving them a second glance. They had truly become the very scum of society, who didn’t deserve a single kind word let alone a warm meal.

Akutagawa thought, sometimes, of the other boy. Fleetingly. When the nights were too cold to bear. Of where the same winding road that had led them here had taken him. He felt jealous, often. Enraged by the injustices crafted by his own thoughts. Of the other living in comfort and stability, while he and Gin fell apart on the streets. Had the life drained out of them. He realised that such envy was meaningless, but couldn’t help its tendrils scratching at his lungs anyway.

(Although he was sure that his own mind’s image of the boy was long warped, by now. Features deforming one by one until no resemblance remained).

It was far more likely, he eventually decided, that the road had led him to the very same reality as them. The torturous cold of paving stones on skin. Maybe he was already dead, unable to stick the harsh conditions.

(A part of him admitted that the thought pleased him. Outlasting someone. Outliving someone. Although really, hadn’t he been dead for a while now?)

That was when Shigaraki Tomura had found him. And everything had changed.

Offered him a hand. A way out. He had taken it for Gin. At least, that’s what he told himself. Taken anything they were offered to muster together some semblance of safety. But there was something else there, too. Something within him that latched onto Shigaraki and his lofty ideals. They were still just broad, oversimplified views, back then. Flung around without any physical form.

Something that wanted to save the world.

Nakahara Chuuya and the Hero Killer

H e wasn’t sure exactly what he was expecting as he traversed the roads of Hosu. But he was definitely expecting something; that much was clear in his violently clenched jaw and the waiting line of his shoulders.

It felt almost as if he was viewing himself from the outside. Able to examine the shades of fear and anticipation that shook his own limbs without experiencing those tremors himself. He liked it. Was calmed by it. The distance between himself and his body acted as a safety net, guarding him from the ever-loudening roars of the God inside him. Even Arahabaki seemed to be growing restless.

Street after street. House and shop passing again and again. Was he getting closer to the truth of further away from it? Hosu was supposed to be the answer to all his questions, so why was it only dangling more loose ends?

It must have been an hour before he finally slowed. Let himself linger by the base of a streetlight and take proper stock of his location. He had reached a small neighbourhood- windows of houses emanating a golden glow onto the pavement. A series of avenues and passages ran between buildings, although they were too dark to get a proper look at. Most notable in the area was a modest church, well-maintained but still eccentric in appearance.

Over the sound of his own breathing, he could hear the melodic hum of a choir pouring out of it. Seeping onto the deserted streets like some sort of holy light. He scoffed. If Mori’s ominous warning was true, this hellhole was anything but sacred.

The sudden buzzing of his phone shocked him. Although he hated to admit it.

Inhaling slowly, he let his eyes roam over the caller ID, before swiping across the screen.

“This better be good,” he huffed, falling back against the cold metal of the lamp.

“Hello to you too, my lovely partner.”

Dazai’s peppy tone was jarring through his phone speakers. Its contrast with his dull surroundings almost painful.

“Aren’t you supposed to be chasing minor thugs around Yokohama right now?”

A short laugh cut through the audio. “There was a small change of plan.”

“For you and me both,” Chuuya mumbled in reply.

“But that’s not important right now. I have something… sensitive… to tell you. Are you alone?”

Chuuya felt his features twist into a frown. Pushing off from the base of the lamppost, he turned in a slow, deliberate circle. Nothing seemed amiss.

Until a small glimmer of light flickered in his peripheral.

Halting, he focused in on where the movement seemed to stem from. The far end of one of the neighbourhood’s passages. It seemed almost like a trick of the light- the moon’s glow reflecting off a window. All was silent.

“Hey, is that singing in the background? Does Hawks have some sort of bird noise kink or something? Please tell me he does.”

Chuuya scowled at the unlit screen, his gaze broken and a sudden defensiveness itching at his throat.

“I’m not at Hawks’ right now. I’m in Hosu of all places on some wild f*cking goose chase that Mori-san set me on like a goddamn cryptic.”

“Wait,” Dazai’s voice rang out through the speakers, “you’re in-”

Chuuya couldn’t hear the rest of Dazai’s words over the yell.

It was deep and pained and sorrowful, and it echoed into the night. Blending with the eerie harmonies of the choir like it was a mere inevitability. And it came right from the end of that alley.

“f*ck,” Chuuya gasped, legs already carrying him towards the screech. “I’ve got to go.”

He hung up without waiting for a response, immediately recalibrating himself for potential threat. The nearer he drew to the source, the more he could make out by only the dim illumination of the moon and a single lit window.

Two figures. One stood over the other like an uninvited guest.

That glimmer of light that Chuuya had noticed was, in fact, a reflection. Rays bouncing off the unforgiving metal of a katana. Chuuya didn’t wait before flinging himself into action.

Twisting gravity to his will, he collided against the standing man, knocking him to the ground and away. Finally, his eyes adjusted to the darkness.

On the ground lay a hero. One that he recognised but couldn’t name. His distinctive clothing was splayed across the concrete, painting it with bright colours unbefitting of the scene. He was still, but alive. Eyes locked onto Chuuya’s, shining with silent gratitude.

The other man was beginning to rise from where Chuuya had kicked him. His clothing was in rags, and a bandage-like mask hid crimson irises. Even for all his strength and experience, Chuuya still found that such a gaze chilled him to the bone.

“What do we have here? A mere child, playing hero?”

Chuuya took a step back as his makeshift opponent advanced forwards. The man’s whole aura screamed danger in a voice that one simply couldn’t ignore. In a way that Chuuya hadn’t experienced since his arrival at UA. Maybe in a way that he hadn’t experienced ever.

“I’m no hero. Just searching for someone.”

The man seemed amused.

“And who, pray tell, might that be at this time of night?”

It was that glint again. That unnerving shimmer that signalled a swipe of a blade across the darkness.

A weak voice sounded from behind him just as he peeled open his lips. (They felt almost locked close, his very throat rejecting the man before him).

“Your blood- that’s how he gets you.”

Nodding silently, Chuuya continued to face the hunched man. He could feel his nails digging into his palms uncomfortably. His jaw clenching tightly. The situation dripped danger in a stream. And that katana dripped red with similar ferocity.

(A feeling stirred within Chuuya’s gut. A feeling that maybe Mori had been right all along. That maybe this was where he needed to be).

“I’m looking for Stain the Hero Killer. I’m going to make him regret ever being born.”

Choking out a mangled, savage laugh, the man straightened up entirely. His lips curled into a cold grin, devoid of joy like an empty fireplace lacked warmth.

A huge something resonated in the background. Like an explosion or bomb going off. Then a few more. But Chuuya paid them no mind. They were just like the ghostly whistles of the choir or the pained whimpering of the hero on the ground. Distractions from the man before him. The man for whom wisps of hatred were lunging out towards already.

“I detest that people speak without any foundation for their claims. That they build their societies upon meaningless lies.”

“And I detest that crazy bastards like you are still roaming free and killing good, innocent people.”

The man- Stain- stilled. His smile dissolved into something else. Something horrible. He dragged his sword through the air, almost lazily, as he spoke.

(There was screaming now, too. The air was awash with noise and with fear).

“Revenge is truly the most selfish form of heroism. As if the dead can benefit from the living’s lingering memory.”

Chuuya just smirked against his racing heart. Against the screams and the far off explosions and the sweep of the blade.

“I already told you- I’m no hero. This is revenge for what you took from me. I couldn’t give less of a sh*t about anyone else.”

“Your honesty is refreshing.”

And the battle begun in earnest.

Dazai Osamu and the Hero Killer

A brupt was one word for it.

Dazai’s eyebrows furrowed as he gazed at the blank screen of his phone, Chuuya’s number long vanished. Why had he disappeared without warning? And he was in Hosu, too? It felt like things were coming together in ways that Dazai had never expected. Tangling like thread- spinning into a web. A trap.

He glanced off to where the rest of the agency were peering over a map. Those that had been assigned the case, anyway. Kunikida was squinting at a plan of the city, glasses slipping down his nose. Ranpo seemed endlessly uninterested beside him. Atsushi kept casting looks at him when he suspected Dazai wouldn’t notice.

If possible, Dazai hoped to break off and find Chuuya. They had a lot to discuss, after all. From Mori’s relationship with the League of Villains to Ango’s involvement with the same convoluted bunch. And not to mention what they hoped to achieve at the archives (if Dazai’s theory was correct, it was imperative that they intercepted the League’s actions there). The worryingly abrupt end of their phone call caused only further anxiety.

The more he thought about it, the worse it seemed to become. When a fly struggles inside the luminous threads of the web, it only immerses itself deeper. Something in Dazai’s stomach was churning. Had been since that tiny, barely visible listening device had fallen out of his cast.

(These things could screw with your perception, Dazai knew. When you found that your grip on a situation had been ever so slightly off from the very beginning. That nothing was ever quite as you had imagined it to be).

Everything was a mess. A f*cking mess.

He had to find Chuuya.

“We should split up.”

Surprisingly, it wasn’t Dazai who had suggested it. Instead, Ranpo threw out the idea. He wasn’t even looking at Dazai, but he could almost imagine the detectives’s gaze on him anyway. He was all-seeing, in that way. Knowledgeable past simple observation.

Ranpo turned to him, thoughtfully, as Kunikida led Atsushi towards the central plaza. When the other pair were sufficiently out of ear shot, approaching the front of the archives in hope of getting a sighting of the odd trio from before, Ranpo spoke.

“Do what you need to do.”

He didn’t need to be told twice.

Hosu was rather desolate for a city at night. Something about the air felt stagnant and still, even as partygoers lined the highways and swarmed around the entrances to clubs and bars. Scanning the crowds for a flash of ginger was a lost cause- that much was obvious. The music through the receiver during their phone call had sounded more like a collection of voices than the resonant thumps of EDM that flooded these streets.

A collection of voices, almost choral in their unity. Almost… hymn-like.

That’s when it clicked. A church.

Pushing past bodies and swinging deftly around lampposts, Dazai hurried through the city. Only the dull illumination of his phone screen guiding him, coat buckles riding the wind beside him.

A blast sounded somewhere in the distance. An explosion, maybe. The League of Villains, probably, considering their involvement in the area. He didn’t hesitate. Even as the masses of people took on a panicked energy. The explosions didn’t stop, and in turn, the frenzy seemed to grow. It didn’t matter. He didn’t have time for it.

He knew his deductions had been correct when the floating tones of a ceremony echoed out from before him. An old church, laughably out of place in the modernity of Hosu. The voices almost masked the crashes of battle behind him. Almost.

Skidding back in the earth, Chuuya clawed himself up into a standing position. He felt his eyes narrowing at his attacker. His enemy.

The sword was the problem, and the hero’s warning. (He was still on the ground. Completely immobile, now. Chuuya couldn’t bring himself to care when such an all-encompassing rage had taken over him. Its grip tighter and more tangible than even Arahabaki’s infinitely present hold).

Chuuya was avoiding drawing blood at all costs. He didn’t know exactly what consequences Stain’s possession of his blood would hold, but he didn’t hope to find out. Unfortunately, such a limitation restricted his movements notably. It was more a case of dodging than inflicting any actual attack himself.

He inhaled deeply before plunging in again. Pulling back for kick after kick, a pulsing red light shimmering around him. He was getting nowhere. Could feel fire burning through his veins.

He threw himself forwards once more, zoned in on his target. Finally, he felt his knee connect with flesh. Finally, Stain was moved from his spot with a gasp.

A sickening sound crept through the alley, into the night. Around the choir and the explosions. Like the calls of something twisted and dying. Chuuya had half a mind to check behind him. Almost assumed that they were the final whimpers of the dying hero, ignored on the ground.

But the sound was, Chuuya belatedly realised, coming from right in front of him. From the Hero Killer himself. And it wasn’t a cry of pain or a whimper of death. It was a laugh.

A shaky, cutting laugh that was so mangled. So incredibly broken. That it must have long fallen into disuse.

“The f*ck are you laughing about?” Chuuya demanded, absentmindedly swiping at where his side stung.

And froze.

His hand came away red.

“I suppose you’ll find out sooner rather than later. Now repent.”

It was as though someone had encased him entirely in ice. He was powerless against the frozen tendrils of dread that crawled up him like the roots of an invasive species. Could only watch in horror as Stain bought the reddened sword to his lips, dragging his tongue along the blade. Only squeeze out a hitched breath as he dropped to the ground, paralysed.

His head hit the concrete below with a painful thud, but the noise made no dent against the cacophony of the night. Even if he was able to scream- his throat not locked tight, too rusted and bolted for even a key’s manoeuvre- no one could have heard.

Thrashing and shaking and urging his muscles to convulse, he remained entirely stationary. Giving up was all too easy.

(The sky was dazzling, that night. Stars were hidden behind majestic clouds of smoke. The moon was painted golden by the conflagrations of flames).

In that moment, Chuuya felt the cold, hard weight of the end settle upon his chest. Constricting the desperate in and out of his lungs and pressing down on his ribs with unbearable force. Gravity was against him in a way that it had never been before.

It was quite a burden to carry, the end. A sack in which to place all that makes you. A couple of lines summary to finish.

What would Chuuya’s summary be, he wondered, as a long, dark shadow neared him.

A boy who hovered in the limbo between good and evil. The deserted middle ground that was no more than a wasteland amongst the extremes of society. A boy who- until the very end- could find no answer. Not outside of himself and at the hands of another. Of Rimbaud. Even Mori. And not within himself, either.

He was nothing until the end. Without finishing off whatever it was he started. Without ever saying goodbye and thank you to Kouyou and Mori. To his friends at UA. To Dazai. He had lived as nothing but a waste of space by the Yokohama docks and then died. The very definition of a failure.

Then he heard something. Above the bombs and the panic. Through the choir of ghosts and the careful pattering of blood onto the ground. It sounded distant but unyieldingly close simultaneously. As if it was coming from deep down in the core of the earth, directly below his very spot.

A roar.

Or a rumble, he supposed. It was something far more powerful than a wild beast. Something closer to the strength of nature itself. It echoed all around, but Stain showed no reaction to it, leaning over him with a wicked smile.

Maybe it was the smile that did it. So out of place that it felt almost like its own entity. Entirely detached even from the monster that created it.

This was the end, surely, but Nakahara Chuuya didn’t want to die. He couldn’t, not yet.

And so he let the rumble wash over him, as it whispered at him to allow. Let it radiate through each and every cell. Every atom that made up those cells. Let it flow through his body like a stream of lava, tearing its way up to the surface of his skin. Felt a burning red heat flash around him. His vision turned the same crimson that covered the earth.

The next few minutes were a blur. All that came back to him were vague flashes of movement. Still frames in a video.

He did remember, though, with a sickening clarity, the moment when Stain’s lips were wide open in fear. The remnants of that smile long forgotten.

When he came back- when his vision cleared and his blood ceased in its thrumming- it was to a familiar blue glow and an unfinished battle.

Part of Chuuya couldn’t believe it- that blue glow. Believed that this truly was the end. Because Dazai couldn’t be here. He was in f*cking Yokohama of all places. So why was he here? With one hand embedded in his hair. The other’s fingers were turning white as they gripped his shoulder. With his head bowed mere centimetres from Chuuya, as if he had dived the distance between them, and not let go since.

“What were you thinking?” Dazai (because it was Dazai. He didn’t know why or how, but it was) mumbled into the space between them. Somehow, his words resounded over the background noise. They floated over from barely a breath of space between them; a brand of quiet that seemed so undeniably loud. “Why even ask,” he continued to himself. “You never f*cking are.”

Chuuya felt as though he should take that personally. He huffed out a breath, watching as Dazai drew back a little in surprise.

(So what if he mourned the loss of heat shared between them).

“He’s still alive,” Chuuya choked out, gesturing to where Stain was picking himself up from the ground. Weakened but conscious, leaning his weight onto his left side heavily. His voice sounded hoarse, even to himself.

Turning his head, Dazai followed Chuuya’s line of sight to the figure before them. He let go of his hold on his partner with a noticeable hesitance, hands falling back to his sides.

“Arahabaki did a number on him, but it’s not over ‘till it’s over.”

Pushing himself off the ground with a grunt, Dazai offered a hand to Chuuya, who took it gratefully. The world was still a little darkened around him, and his limbs were abnormally heavy, but he’d survived worse. Only moments ago, in fact. He flexed his wrists, trying to pump some blood back into them.

“The local council won’t be happy about that,” Dazai said, nodding towards where the bricks of a building had been all but torn off, revealing a tangle of wires and plumbing.

It was always a little distressing to come back to himself after being in Arahabaki’s control. To see the destruction he’d wreaked without even being aware of it. The churning knowledge that he didn’t have power over his own actions sat heavy in his gut.

“Could’ve been worse,” Chuuya shrugged, surveying the damage himself. Crushing a single brick wall and making a couple of dents in the floor was practically restraint at the hands of a God.

“You truly are an abomination,” a pained voice called. Stain was back on his feet, any hint of amusem*nt long gone. “You do not deserve even the suffering of repentance.”

And yeah, that hurt a little. He was a boy with a God inside him, but was Stain any better? Were any of them? Every man must in turn house a monster.

The feeling of dread hadn’t quite left him yet. Of death. It clung to him like an aroma that wouldn’t waft away. Dissipate into the surroundings. Only once Stain’s gaze had left him, he decided, would the feeling disappear. So he glanced at his partner beside him. His partner, who shouldn’t even be there, but was.

“Ready to take this bastard to an early grave, Spectre?”

“Early? He’s like seventy. This grave is totally reasonably timed.”

Nakajima Atsushi and the Hero Killer

A tsushi and Kunikida were outside the Hosu biological archives when the first explosion sounded.

It was a noise and a feeling simultaneously, jolting through his bones and throwing him backwards like nothing more than a rag doll.

“What the hell-”

He couldn’t even cry out before the next explosion was rocking through him- even closer, this time- and the next. Smoke was beginning to rise in thick plumes only a street away, and freestanding objects transformed into debris, littering the streets.

After a few seconds of merciful stillness, Atsushi took a deep breath. Stumbling around, he tried to regain his bearings. Just reoriented enough to spot Kunikida’s frown-etched face amongst the groups of gaping people. The glass of his spectacles was shattered, but he seemed fine otherwise.

“Atsushi-kun,” Kunikida said, meeting him in the middle with a concerned once-over. When he had established that his charge was unharmed, he plucked his glasses from his nose, stuffing them into a pocket.

“Kunikida-san, what the hell was that?”

“I don’t know,” Kunikida replied, curt but not emotional. “I would assume a villain attack. As such, we are obligated to assist with the evacuation of citizens and cleanup of the affected area.”

Nodding vigorously, Atsushi followed Kunikida’s long strides. They were abandoning the mission, but he supposed that there was a notably more urgent issue to be dealt with. They followed the trail of smoke and the commotion of shouts until reaching a huge square. It must have been very scenic, once. Even earlier in the day. Tree-lined with smooth paving stones painted artistically. Now, it was a hell-scape.

The greenery of blackened barks crackled orange like a torch set ablaze. People flooded out of buildings, pushing past heroes who desperately tried to herd them. And there in the middle of it all- a sight that shook Atsushi to his very core.

A Nomu, stood in rings of flames as if the creature had orchestrated such chaos itself.

Atsushi had only caught a glimpse of it during the incident at the USJ, but he would never forget the thing. It had plagued the corners of his mind ever since. And where a Nomu was, the League of Villains could not be far removed from. The thought pulled a shiver up his spine.

Hero upon hero threw themselves at the mutation before them, but were each cut down like grass. Atsushi could only breathe a sigh of relief when he caught sight of Endeavour charging towards the creature. Hopefully, the number two hero could deal some actual damage.

Even with such fears at the forefront of his mind, Atsushi was able to help with the recovery efforts to some extent. Passing buckets of water to extinguish the flames, even as more shot up around the city. An unyielding enemy. He thought he caught glimpses of some familiar heads of hair scattered around nearby, assisting the heroes. The image of his classmates fulfilling their heroic dreams warmed him far more than a fire ever could.

At some point, the deafening background of explosions had become his new normal. The Nomu being fought off before him just a part of the scenery.

And then something changed.

A flash of movement broke through the smoke and the fighting and the fire. So quick that Atsushi only caught it with the tiger’s eyes. It was the end of a coat, he realised, fanning out behind its owner. High up on a roof, soaring above the heads of distracted heroes.

Their movements were agile. Graceful in a distinctive way. One that Atsushi could recognise anywhere.

He was wanted here. Needed here, even. But something pulled Atsushi to follow the black figure that had never quite slipped from his mind. Not since their one-sided battle at UA all those months ago. The boy was a magnet for reasons that Atsushi couldn’t claim to understand.

Maybe it was the animal in him, but his instincts were strong. He had no plans to ignore them now. So with a guilty glance to the heroes beside him and a silent apology to Kunikida (wherever he had gone), he turned on his heel. The flames warmed his back as he broke into a run, following the path of the figure above.

Transforming would only draw unwanted attention to himself, so he remained in human form. All it proved was that his stamina needed some work- he was out of breath, even as the black figure hopped easily between platforms. Atsushi was endlessly thankful when they finally slowed to a stop.

He glanced around, seeing only rows of houses, an old church between them. He turned back to where the boy had stood; his eyes were scanning the contents of what appeared to be a passage between houses. Probably used by the neighbours as a handy shortcut. Then, he jumped. Atsushi could barely stop a gasp escaping his lips, scrambling to the mouth of the alley. Intent in seeing what had demanded the boy’s interest so decisively.

“Dazai-san!”

Four pairs of eyes snapped to focus on him. He felt his jaw click shut. Why had he done that?

“Atsushi-kun? What are you doing here?”

Dazai’s voice came out slightly winded but still sharp, his chest heaving.

He had just opened his mouth to reply when a yell sliced through the air. And only then could Atsushi truly digest the scene that engulfed them.

The source of the yell had been a hunched figure, blood and rags painting every inch of skin. A sword was held weakly in his grip, its blade masterfully sharp. He was being held up- struggling- against a wall. A wall that was practically caved in for all the structural integrity that remained behind it. Jagged shards of what must once have been plumbing leaked trickles of water. Crumbled brickwork left a fine dust over every pipe.

It was the black-clothed boy who pinned the man there, his gaze searing with anger. He paid Atsushi no mind, focusing entirely on his hostage, coat sparking around him.

“I’ve finally found you, Hero Killer.”

Hero Killer.

The f*cking Hero Killer.

If the boy was correct in his accusations, Atsushi stood face to face with none other than Stain the Hero Killer. The epicentre of the news, lately, with the Rimbaud case taking the brunt of public concern. Atsushi felt his blood still.

He looked in pain, though. Beaten and dishevelled. It hadn’t been the boy’s doing, Atsushi was a witness to that fact. Only two remained.

“A member of the League. Did your Sensei order you to finish me off?”

Having shifted slightly in front of him, Dazai was staring at the boy as well, arms tense against his sides. Chuuya, too, had his eyes trained on them. He wondered, briefly, what Chuuya was doing here, but quickly pushed the query away. This was certainly not the time for casual conversation.

“No one ordered anything. I come entirely of my own volition to fight.”

Where Dazai was battered and bruised, Chuuya had been struck by a freight train. The former appeared pristine compared to his companion. Chuuya was caked in blood. The edges of his clothes were ripped and shredded, his hair a tangled mess. Atsushi would have been worried for him, had he not realised that the majority of blood was not his own. Did Chuuya really fight the Hero Killer? And come pretty damn near winning? It all seemed ridiculous. Fantastical. Chuuya was a high school student, for goodness sake. Victor of the Sports Festival or not, he was a child.

Atsushi wasn’t sure what bought his vision downwards. Because it wasn’t the man on the floor (a hero doused in vibrant garments)- he was completely still.

So still that… he looked like a corpse. But Atsushi couldn’t believe that was the case. Dazai and Chuuya had been right here. They would never have let someone die on their watch. He raised his eyes, determining not to watch the unconscious hero any longer. He didn’t have to check for the rise and fall of his chest. The movements in sleep. Those signs would all be there. He was sure of it.

“Well then,” the Hero Killer was hissing, and the others were locked in defensive crouches, “a fight you shall receive!”

And his sword was moving. Faster than Atsushi had thought was humanly possible. It slid through the air with the elegance of an expertly wielded ribbon. The boy’s hardened coat warred against the blade as he spun away. The Hero Killer broke free from the pin, his limp hindering him only minimally.

The boy had long lost the element of surprise.

“Spork.”

Atsushi turned, confused, to where Dazai was deadly solemn. Chuuya nodded once. Maybe it meant something to him? He could ask later. And they leapt into action.

Clenching his hand into a fist, Atsushi called upon the tiger. He couldn’t leave his friends to fight without him. Not now, not against the Hero Killer. (Although Atsushi wasn’t entirely sure who constituted the enemy. Whether the boy himself counted, or if they’d entered a tentative alliance).

Transforming smoothly, he bounded towards them, night vision sharpening his gaze.

Chuuya was engaged in combat against Stain, aiming a barrage of kicks at his weakened side. The sword repeatedly blocked him, though, slashing at him dangerously. Dazai himself had taken hold of the boy, that blue shield gleaming around them. He had been struggling at first, but went still as Dazai leaned over to his ear, whispering something.

It was clear where he would be of more use, and charged over to where Chuuya was fighting off Stain. He stayed low to the ground, ducking under the advances of metal and extending his own sword-like claws in retaliation. He toiled to push Stain back a step, watching him stumble, only for Chuuya to deliver the finishing blow, striking him down at his knees. Hitting the floor heavily, Stain managed to roll onto one side, skimming his blade along the ground with a roar.

The sword cut into his ankles, but it was nothing that his regenerative abilities couldn’t heal.

“f*ck. Atsushi-kun!” Chuuya shouted.

He wondered, briefly, what the problem was. And then his vision started spinning. And his limbs felt weak. Too weak to hold him up. He was on the ground, suddenly, and transforming back and he didn’t know why. Until he raised a heavy, heavy eyelid and saw Stain before him. Sword to his mouth and manic gleam in his eyes.

“Argh!” With a yell of rage, Chuuya dropped onto where Stain still knelt, pushing down onto the sword without a care for the cuts it slashed into his palms. He was trying to yank it out of the Hero Killer’s grip. But the other fought back.

They wrestled. Two lions fighting over a precious scrap of meat. Chuuya was tugging fiercely, eyes slammed shut. For a second, Atsushi thought that he might actually win it. Take it from Stain’s grip like Arthur and the Excalibur.

But the second passed, and Stain had taken back control.

A smirk dirtied his lips as he pulled the newly-freed sword up. Extending his tongue along it as if he was savouring a fine wine.

But Chuuya… he didn’t look distraught. Or worried. And time was passing, and nothing was happening. Stain’s gaze remained fixed on Chuuya, becoming increasingly agitated. His eyes narrowing with anger-laced confusion.

Atsushi raised his head a little. Just a little, the effects of the paralysis having worn off to a degree. But it was enough. He saw a blue shimmer of light- Dazai’s hand ghosting over Stain’s back. Like the touch of a spectre.

With Stain’s attention locked on Chuuya, the League member struck. With a scream of anger, talon-like strips of fabric shot out towards the Hero Killer. Faster than bullets. Hooking his clothes, they smashed him against the crumbling wall, his head hitting the pipe work with a sickening crack. The pin was strong- this time. His quirk rather than his fists.

The katana, which had been loose in his grip, clattered to the floor. Stain reached out for it, pathetically, but could barely move an inch.

No one spoke for a moment.

“You think you have bested me,” Stain began, voice a low croak, “but without me, this world will crumble and burn.”

“It’s already crumbling and burning,” Dazai snarked, almost bored.

“Those whom you call ‘villains’ fight for justice, and those upon whom you bestow the title of ‘heroes’ exist only to best one another,” Stain continued, ignoring the interruption.

“I do not wish to hear your false idealism-”

“Wait,” Chuuya demanded. Silence took hold. “What do you mean? How are heroes besting one another?”

Stain stared at Chuuya as if he had come to some sort of realisation. The corners of his mouth quirked. He looked truly, inherently evil, smiling like that.

“You said you wished for revenge, but you chase after the wrong man. I am only the executioner; he who swung the axe. Your true nemesis is surely the head that thought to kill and the mouth that demanded it. The king who passed the murder of a good man onto the executioner, as if that removed him from guilt.”

“I don’t understand,” Chuuya stressed each word, carefully.

“You do. You simply do not want to.”

Stain was silent, after that. No matter how Chuuya pressed him. Cursed him. Eventually, the boy held a talon to his throat, constricting his airways, and Stain passed out. He dropped limply against the hold, head lulling to the side. Atsushi felt as though he could breath again.

He recovered quickly from the paralysis, Dazai helping him up with a pinched smile. Chuuya remained silent- staring at Stain.

“I know you must have a lot of questions, but just save them for now,” Dazai whispered to him. The sound of explosions had stopped at some point- only the rich chords of an organ filled the air. “The pros must be on their way by now.”

He wondered off after that, drifting towards Chuuya like a sailor pulled towards a siren. They had known each other before UA, right? Maybe Chuuya was from Yokohama, too. Although Atsushi wasn’t sure why the two of them had never mentioned it before.

Two options seemed to remain after that. The hero on the ground, and the black-clothed boy. The choice was easy, and Atsushi hovered over to the boy.

(The hero was still breathing. He had to be).

“Hi again.”

Great. That was such a great thing to say. Real smooth, Atsushi.

The boy ignored him.

“I’m Nakajima Atsushi.”

Silence again.

“We- umm- fought. At the USJ. Do you remember?”

Finally, the boy gave in with a pained sigh. His gaze was full of hatred as it turned on Atsushi.

“Yes, Were-tiger. I remember. But it seems as if you don’t.”

“I’m sorry?” Atsushi asked, puzzled.

“I told you then. Better yourself. And yet I see no improvement.”

“I’m more physically at one with the tiger than ever before,” Atsushi rushed to defend himself, anger welling up at the base of his throat.

“That’s not what I’m talking about,” he huffed. And then: “There’s a body on the ground, Were-tiger.”

Atsushi couldn’t bring himself to turn around. The boy waited a couple of seconds. Then sighed. He dropped his hold on Stain, letting him sag to the ground.

“The heroes,” (the word was nothing more than a snarl on his tongue), “will be here soon. I have completed my objective and shall take my leave.”

“Wait,” Atsushi found himself calling. He wasn’t entirely sure why. He found himself picturing the scene from earlier: Dazai whispering to the boy. Taming him like a wild beast. “Why did you help us? I understand that you had an issue with the Hero Killer, but aren’t we your enemies too?” Stupid. Stupid. Stop saying things that could cause problems.

The boy only scoffed. “Now is not the time to war with the Port Mafia. This world is more complicated than you know, Were-tiger.”

Atsushi didn’t know what that meant. The Port Mafia? What did they have to do with anything? (So he shoved it away. With the skeletons in the closet. With the corpse on the ground).

“My name isn’t Were-tiger. It’s-”

“I do not care for names.”

“Well I do,” he said resolutely.

The boy turned, this time. Took steps away. And as sirens coloured the street and capes flew in their peripherals, the boy mumbled something. Quietly. Just barely loud enough to be audible.

“Akutagawa Ryuunosuke.”

Atsushi smiled.

Notes:

I just broke a mirror please help me.

Edited 03/06/24 for misspellings. Also here to note that those 7 years of bad luck are no joke.

Chapter 18: Stain the Hero Killer (Part Two)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Nakajima Atsushi had always wanted to be loved.

He wasn’t like some of the other kids at the orphanage. A temporary feature. A son or daughter, waiting anxiously for the return of their parents. No, he was permanent, and he had never questioned it. A part of the scenery, almost. As thoroughly embedded as the stain glass windows in their frames or the white-clothed director at the head of the dinner table.

Children had come and gone. Been loved and forgotten and then loved again. Atsushi had never once been loved. Not by his parents- whoever they were. Not by the white-clothed men and women. Not by the tiger and not by himself. He had never put it into so many words before, but that was the cold, hard reality between the pitiful gazes and consoling touches.

You have never been loved. And with the natural flow of the world, you probably never will be.

But there were certain people who were always loved, by everyone. Individuals who, simply by appearing on screen or raising a hand, gathered love as easily as they breathed. Let it accumulate in their chests until they could float on it. Rise above the rest. Transform it into power. Heroes.

The other kids were watching All Might documentaries almost non-stop. Even the Sisters gossiped about the new face in the Billboard Top Ten. And it wasn’t often that a group of nuns would gossip about anything much.

When someone asked him what he wanted to be when he grew up, answering wasn’t difficult. He had a strong quirk- they said. A tiger inside of him. Sure, he was a little afraid of it now, but he’d grow out of that. You could do it- they said. If you work hard.

He learnt, as he grew, that some heroes were more deserving of love than others. Mainly from the nun’s giggly conversations, actually. They were always happy to include him when the topic strayed to heroism, and it wasn’t long before he started picking up on the general consensus on each hero. Some were ‘trustworthy’ and ‘strong’ and discussed with great admiration. Others were ‘arrogant’ or ‘reckless’ or even ‘weak’.

At the time, Atsushi had easily been able to differentiate between the liked heroes and the disliked ones. The loved heroes and the unloved ones. But he could never quite figure out why these categories existed. Which trait sorted the heroes into one or the other.

It wasn’t sheer fire power, or the number two hero wouldn’t have been so fiercely scorned. But it wasn’t purely personality, either, or the more reserved heroes would have been left unappreciated.

Only years later did Atsushi ever discover the deciding factor. The discriminating feature that pushed a hero to the heights of human adoration or the depths of disgust. And the revelation was born from the most unwilling of teachers.

Things began to get worse in his teens. Slowly, at first. Almost unnoticeably. The white-clothed carers would make a point of sitting a little further away from him. The Sisters more hesitant to join him in conversation. It was his quirk. He heard them say it, one day, from the hall outside their office. It was volatile. Left uncontrolled too long. The tiger had taken on a mind of its own.

It couldn’t be trusted, they said. Untamed and left to starve on its own. Wither away until only a hollow, angry shell remained. Such a powerful quirk had never belonged amongst children, they said. As if he wasn’t a child himself.

It was months later that he first saw the room in the attic. What had once been a servants’ quarters was cleared of its furniture. Even the wallpaper and carpeting had been torn down strip by strip, until the space was completely bare. He remembered pain, and not too much else, really. He remembered silence, as well. The roars of the tiger quietened to meek purrs in his mind.

They told him it was for his own good. An act of calming the tiger. Tranquillising it, as such. And it had been good, for a while. Adults and children alike looked at him not with outright fear, but a masked caution. He went to the room regularly, and every time, they relaxed just a little bit more.

But as a vaccinated human grows immune to a virus, the tiger seemed to fortify against the pain.

They simply couldn’t house him any longer, they said. Couldn’t endanger the others like that. It was with such ease that he was expelled from his home of forever. Ripped from the scenery and abandoned in the wild like the animal he was. Standing outside the gates on his final day, he’d expected to feel everything. Pain and hopelessness and isolation. Instead, he felt very little. Perhaps a mottled bruise of fear against the pristine numbness.

Staring at the long, winding road before him must have been a form of torture. More so than the pain inflicted on the tiger ever could have been. It was just so still out there. Static. Like the future held absolutely nothing for him. No signs of life. No up and down of the rib cage as it protected a beating heart and functioning lungs.

The only movement came from beside him. He allowed his eyes to drift over, wearily. A boy- probably about his age. Two bags waited at his feet; his fingers pulled at the fabric of his coat.

Looking back, Atsushi couldn’t remember the boy as anything more than a loose concept. An existence beside him. He could well have been faceless or enveloped entirely in mist for all Atsushi knew. And yet, the boy had become someone so instrumental to Atsushi’s life that it was almost laughable.

“What are you going to do?”

He wasn’t sure why he felt the pull to speak, but the words had felt comfortable in his throat. Maybe all he had really desired was companionship. Not that the other was much of a companion. He was hostile, at best.

“What I do or do not do is none of your concern.”

Hostility masked trepidation- that much was clear. The sharpest of reactions made the most convenient of barricades to ward off outsiders. This boy was being outcast, not too differently from Atsushi himself. Surely a note of empathy- a single wish of fortune- could aid him in his solidarity.

Atsushi nodded, once, and resolved himself.

“Good luck.”

He didn’t allow himself another second of hesitation. Pushing off from the wall, from the solid foundations of the past, he ventured out towards the curving path before him. Walking with as much confidence, as much boldness as he could pack into each stride. Even as his fingers trembled at his sides, and his eyes brimmed with salty tears.

Maybe he wanted to be a hero again, in that moment. For the boy who needed a sign that things could be alright. That the future wasn’t something to look to with dread, but rather anticipation. Even if it was difficult to feel such anticipation for himself at that moment.

He got lucky, after that. Unimaginably lucky. A few nights on the street were quickly swapped out for a heavenly mattress and home-cooked meals. He had come across a couple with mutation quirks similar to his own. They had taken him in with ease- perhaps out of some twisted sense of kinship. Perhaps just compassion. They had given him what he needed, and he had uncovered a long forgotten dream. Blown a layer of dust from its packaging, and admired it once more in all its glory.

Heroism had been the only choice, really. And preparing for UA the clear path within it.

He had worked diligently. In the basic mathematical and language skills required, as well as training his quirk with his saviours. Just having a purpose, some sort of treasure at the end of the rainbow, was more than enough to fuel him through the hard times.

Even so, in the darkness of the night sometimes, his mind strayed to thoughts of the boy he had barely glimpsed. To what kind of future had befallen him. Atsushi only hoped that it had been a good one. As kind a one as had graced he, himself.

When Atsushi was a hero, there would be no children suffering the pain and uncertainty that they had suffered. There would be no one left abandoned, without a strong, guiding back to watch take confident steps into an ambiguous future.

It was a long time before Atsushi next found himself looking back. Not to the boy, but to the Sisters and their discussions. To the ways that they had divided the heroes, almost subconsciously. Some looked upon with awe and others revulsion.

The deciding factor, he figured, was intention. The intention of the hero in question. Even if it is never revealed outright in one’s words, intention shines through in each action and motion. It cannot truly be hidden. A burning, pulsing beacon of light that displays the genuine colour of one’s heart.

And yes, the revelation had been born from the most unwilling of teachers. From the boy, so long ago.

Although the boy had become nothing but a vague, jumbled memory of a being, his fidgeting fingers and hesitant stiffness still drifted through Atsushi’s mind, occasionally. He had been a little hostile, sure, but only to disguise what must have been pure horror. Atsushi wanted to help him. To save him. No matter the boy’s attitude or where that long, winding road had taken him. Atsushi wanted to save him. Save people like him. And from that desire, he found power. A strength within himself that he had never tapped into previously. The strength that arose from the will to do good.

It made all the difference.

To be loved. To be worshipped. To garner fame, glory and adoration in the minds of others. None of it could be the inherent aim, only irrelevant symptoms.

To be a hero, one needed only the desire to save others, and themselves.

Nakahara Chuuya and the First Unmasking

T he hospital was a mess, although Chuuya supposed that shouldn’t have surprised him.

Doctors and nurses raced down the corridors outside their unit, scrubs dampened by sweat. No one had entered the room that he shared with Dazai and Atsushi since they had been left there, and a heavy apprehension had been building in the air ever since.

He had no desire to break the silence that engulfed them, though. He had a lot to think about. They all did.

Because wasn’t this supposed to be the end? He’d captured Stain. Taken him off the streets and confined him to a life behind bars. He’d gotten his revenge. Rimbaud’s revenge. Wasn’t that it? Wasn’t that enough?

The answer was no. Naturally, nothing could ever be quite so delightfully simple. Venture quite so beautifully along the pre-planned route. There was no victory in delusion, no matter how much easier it would be to accept. No matter how much relief it would bring.

It was a delusion to imagine that this was over.

Chuuya had once considered ‘this’ to be one individual’s vengeance against the evils of society. One lunatic’s attempts to justify his own beliefs through meaningless deaths. And convenient though that would be, it had become uncomfortably clear that it was not the case. There was something deeper going on. Some bigger picture that Chuuya was standing a little too close to. Unable to view holistically. And some one else to be held responsible.

An office worker and an earpiece. It was all he had to go on, really. It was what had been so incredibly damning for the culprit that Hawks had been pulled from the case before he could cause further damage.

He supposed that he had one other clue, as well. Calling it a clue may be slightly too idealistic, though. Only the ambiguous meaning concealed behind carefully selected words.

“You said you wished for revenge, but you chase after the wrong man. I am only the executioner; he who swung the axe. Your true nemesis is surely the head that thought to kill and the mouth that demanded it. The king who passed the murder of a good man onto the executioner, as if that removed him from guilt.”

f*ck. When had things strayed so far off course?

And that was ignoring whatever villain attack had created such chaos in Hosu during their fight. Chuuya couldn’t imagine what kind of relation the two events held, but doubted that there was no link between them.

“Umm,” a small voice crept into the silence. It was nondescript enough to play off as the clearing of a throat if preferable.

“Are you alright, Atsushi-kun?”

Dazai wasn’t taking that meekly offered option.

“Yeah,” he said, airily. “Fine. I just.” A pause, and a slight lifting of the lips. “I just want to know what ‘spork’ means.”

Another few seconds of silence before Dazai burst into laughter. Not even that self-satisfied, condescending one that he pulled out around Mori. Just a genuine display of amusem*nt. It warmed the cool, clinical tones of the room.

It took Chuuya a second, brain running on a lag, to decipher what the significance of ‘spork’ was. When he did, he couldn’t help a smile twitching at his lips.

“We have some code words for different plans and combinations and stuff,” Dazai explained, easily. “Just stupid ones that we made up for fun. Occasionally, they come in handy.”

A part of Chuuya felt a little upset at Dazai calling their code words ‘stupid’. But he supposed it was no time for petulance. One wrong move and Atsushi would become just a little too knowledgeable about them for anyone’s liking.

“So is ‘spork’,” he contemplated for a moment, “someone suggesting chicken broth and noodles for lunch?”

Shifting slightly from where he was sat up in a bed, Chuuya took a leisurely stock of himself as Dazai spoke. All seemed basically in order. Maybe a tapestry of slashes and bruising marred his skin, and sure his hair was matted with clumps of dried blood and dirt, but all in all, he didn’t feel too terrible. Dazai and Atsushi had gotten off even lighter than him; there was no reason for the atmosphere to be so down.

No, this wasn’t the end, but it was still a step in the right direction. A movement towards it. He tried his best to listen. To keep positive.

“Spork is about being ready for any situation. Broth or noodles. We had Stain on one side and a member of the League of Villains on the other- it’s easy to become too focused on one enemy and get surprised by the other. So spork is more like a reminder than a plan in itself.”

Nodding slowly, Atsushi wondered over to where Dazai sat on his own bed. He had garnered a certain intensity to his eyes. Chuuya got the unsettling feeling that his next questions weren’t going to require quite such harmless answers.

“You two must know each other well,” he said, forgoing whatever round of questioning Chuuya had expected. A round of questioning that the kid had every right to scream and cry and shout across the room.

Dazai huffed, rolling his eyes. When he spoke, however, his voice remained gentle and low. Like he was scared that too grating a sound could break whatever fragile trust existed between him and the tiger. Whatever fragile trust acted as a barrier, keeping Atsushi away from all the questions that they could never truly answer. Not while undercover.

“It’s not that we know each other well as much as that I know him well. Our lovely Chuuya here is rather a predictable soul, after all.”

Immediately, a retort scratched at the back of Chuuya’s throat. A natural reaction to their push and pull. As intrinsic as the very ability that shrouded him. But it died with the sound of an opening door.

Grimacing, Chuuya watched a line of figures troop in. The first was unfamiliar- a young man with a blonde pony tail. Considering his balled, shaking fists, he was absolutely seething. The second was far too familiar. It was Eagle. He seemed out of place in the simplicity of the hospital: the picture of flamboyance interrupting such a humble scene. Still, as his eyes met Chuuya’s from the doorway, there was a hint of something in them that Chuuya hadn’t seen before. A spark of something deeper. Concern, maybe.

Following the pair was the unmistakable form of Principal Nedzu. And he did not look pleased.

“Atsushi-kun, Dazai-kun,” the first man all but growled, slamming his hand against a surface. “You better have a good explanation for this mess.”

Glancing over, Chuuya watched Atsushi’s skin turn pallid. Dazai only laughed, characteristically delighted by his own habit of making life difficult for others.

“I understand your anger and worry, Kunikida-san, but there is no need for aggression,” Nedzu cut in. His tone was light as usual, but the heaviness to his stride hadn’t faded in the least. “I’m sure the students would be happy to explain why they each abandoned the supervision of their mentors- endangering themselves and others- only to battle against a known, dangerous criminal. At no point during this endeavour did they think to contact a trusted hero, nor call for help.”

Silence dampened the room. Chuuya hung his head low. Something about the easy, factual tone with which the scolding had been delivered felt rather final. Rather difficult to debate against.

“May I remind you at this point,” Nedzu continued after a meaningful pause, “that none of this was even legal, as the students in question are still without their provisional licences.”

He finished with a meaningful stare. Even this Kunikida found it hard to add any value to what must have been the heights of disapproval.

“Well.” Chuuya’s head snapped over to where Dazai had spoken from, seemingly unfazed by the grave atmosphere. “It was all an unfortunate coincidence, really. And largely Chuuya’s fault.”

Nedzu could only sigh, bringing a paw to rub at his eyes. Dealing with children was honestly torture, sometimes.

“We’re not here to appoint blame, Dazai-kun. And while I’m deeply impressed and in awe that the three of you managed to subdue a dangerous criminal while acquiring only minor injuries, I wish you’d understand that you should not have simply allowed the situation to play out. Due to the law, yes, but mainly due to the risks you have all posed to yourselves.”

The minutes after that passed in a bit of a blur to Chuuya. An abrasive detective with the head of a dog informed them of their roles in keeping the truth behind Stain’s capture a secret. For their own good as law-breakers, as well as the greater good. Chuuya didn’t mind too much, really. He was only looking to fight Stain for revenge, not praise. Attention would have only hampered their mission anyway. The bad news was that the credit would all go to Endeavour, a man who no one believed deserves it.

He absentmindedly observed Kunikida approach his two charges, following the detective’s departure. He was a good man, Chuuya thought. A little brash, maybe, but that roughness came from a place of compassion. Even as his voice carried across the room, pitched in different shades of anger, and then annoyance once Dazai opened his mouth.

(It was nice that a man like him was protecting Yokohama).

In a jarring contrast to what Chuuya had come to understand about him, Eagle was quiet for some time as he stood before his student. Scanning him up and down, irises sharp and glowing. Tufts of his feathers seemed oddly prickly, almost on edge.

“Being a hero isn’t just one job, Izanagi. One act.” Eagle’s voice was low, more somber than Chuuya had ever heard it. Kunikida’s fury and Nedzu’s silent gaze seemed to fade into a vague backdrop against the hero’s words- hand carved in their precision and so far removed from anything Chuuya had expected of the man.

“Being a hero is everyday and all the time and consistent. Being a hero is for everyone, including yourself.”

Eagle sighed, running a hand through his lightened locks.

“If you learn nothing else from this mentorship, please at least remember that to protect oneself is as vital as protecting another.”

It was certainly a strange message to hear after all this time. Humorous in its contradiction. Because wasn’t such a concept at the very core of the Port Mafia? The basic anticipation that one might die for the greater organisation. Throw their life on the line for those higher up in the hierarchy. To be told that such liberties should never be taken was like a jolt down his spine.

Eagle and Kunikida were shooed out soon after. Nedzu claimed that his students needed their rest. He clearly had no plans to exit the room himself, though. If Chuuya’s gut was correct, then he probably wanted for more than his students’ health. Perhaps a full explanation. Perhaps a second-by-second account.

(Chuuya couldn’t stop thinking about Eagle’s words. It was good. Such an idea. It felt like something he could believe in).

Then the door opened again.

It wasn’t often that Chuuya genuinely couldn’t believe his eyes. Had to rub at them with a soot stained hand and the hope- the assumption- that such an action could improve his vision. Could clear his mind of what obviously must have been a trick of the light. Some sort of wild hallucination, brought on by the smoke and adrenaline and Arahabaki.

But Dazai was staring too, wide-eyed. Atsushi had flinched violently, as if every part of his very makeup had just known to be on guard. Guided by the tiger’s instinct. Not even the perpetually calm Nedzu managed to remain unmoving.

Mori tended to have that effect on people.

“What are you doing here?”

The Headmaster was the first to speak, all the usual niceties gone from his words. Even at his small stature, he managed to radiate a definitively threatening aura that made even Chuuya suppress a shudder.

Mori only laughed, continuing in with smooth strides. His usual, white doctor’s coat hung around his shoulders, the tips of his hair brushing its collar. It was funny how someone could fit so seamlessly into his surroundings and yet stand out so notably.

“No need to be so hostile.” Mori spread his hands, as if he had nothing to hide. “I just came to wish the Hero Killer’s impressive young captors well.”

Rolling back his shoulders, Chuuya tried not to look too suspicious. Too scared or relieved or anything at all. He couldn’t even begin to fathom the reason for Mori’s entrance. His cause for being there. But whatever it was, he didn’t want to throw it off balance. That wouldn’t end well for any of them.

“If you have business with me, I’d prefer that you conduct it away from my students.”

“I’ll repeat myself: I’m here only for those students of yours.”

Mori began to walk past Nedzu, steps without tension as he drove closer to their beds. A grip on his wrist stopped him. There it was- a flash of annoyance twisting Mori’s features. Blink and you’d miss it as he schooled himself back into a condescending mask of control.

(Part of Chuuya felt warm. As Nedzu physically kept him safe from a perceived threat. No matter how futile it would ultimately be).

Finally, Mori seemed to run out of patience. He shook Nedzu’s grasp off his wrist, swiping a lock of hair back into place. Raising his gaze, he met the eyes of Chuuya and Dazai in turn, skin translucent against the black dilation of his pupils.

“Your duties here are over.”

Something shattered.

“Their what?”

Principal Nedzu had been the first to react, his head snapping round to his students, even as he remained stationary. Chuuya couldn’t bring himself to look up, raise his head. It was all happening too soon and without warning or preparation. Even Dazai remained silent within the oppressive air.

“Their duties. I thank you for your endless grace in hosting Dazai-kun and Chuuya-kun at your facility, but your services are no longer required.”

He marched forwards again, unhindered this time. Came to a halt in the junction between Dazai and Chuuya’s beds. Neither made a move. Maybe they were just taking in the situation as it transformed and twisted before their very eyes. As Mori broke cover as carelessly as if it was something to be flung about, not protected with layers of insulation. A point he had been advocating since the very beginning.

He saw the moment that Nedzu understood. That it clicked for the Headmaster, and a gasp left his mouth. Almost imperceptible, but still forced into existence. Chuuya had genuinely believed that he would not witness a day in which Nedzu was not entirely and completely in control. Naturally, the exception to this rule came in the hateful form of Mori.

Glancing upwards, Chuuya met Dazai’s gaze. His partner seemed just as jarred as him, for once. Even if his jaw was clenched and hands stilled into positions of near-neutrality. Chuuya could see through that. He wondered what had suddenly changed to force an early ending on their time at UA. Wondered if Dazai knew. And furthermore, for Mori to be so flippant about their connection and the infiltration of the Port Mafia into a hero-based society was unimaginable.

What had happened? Had their objective been achieved, ruling the finish line? Or was the possibility of success so far off that Mori had chosen to give up all together? Maybe a whole new turn of events was changing the game.

He didn’t know. He didn’t f*cking know. And maybe he’d become too attached, because for some reason, the thought of leaving UA’s comforting walls for good scared him like nothing else.

“What,” a soft voice asked, uncertainly. Atsushi. “Dazai-san? What’s going on?”

A small, pained flicker passed over Dazai’s face, vanishing as quickly as it had appeared. It surprised Chuuya a little, even in the midst of unfolding chaos. He had never doubted that Dazai could feel empathy, but for the other to show it was abnormal. It seemed as though he wasn’t the only one who was changed by their experience here. Their experience, he thought gloomily, that was reaching an end.

“Atsushi-kun, go and ask Kunikida-san for the debriefing.” Nedzu answered, sharply.

Atsushi hesitated.

“Now.”

By the time the four of them were alone, Nedzu seemed to have recovered his usual calm. He scanned the room, letting a newfound grasp of the picture at large colour his memories and present. Judging Mori’s proximity to his students. Probably deciding whether Dazai and Chuuya were his students at all anymore. Whether they ever had been.

He seemed to reach some sort of conclusion just as Dazai moved from the bed. Easing himself up and taking his discarded coat from beside him.

“I understand that Dazai-kun and Chuuya-kun are your subordinates, Mori-san, and the decision is ultimately down to you.”

Mori smiled, victoriously. Chuuya should have been grateful too, probably. That he could return to Yokohama, to his home, without any resistance from one of their biggest complications. He wasn’t.

“But I feel it would benefit all of us not to act in haste.”

Relief flooded him. Which was strange, because the source wasn’t clear. He felt himself relax back into the bed from where he had been pulling at tired limbs to join Dazai.

“I don’t feel as though I am acting in haste,” Mori pondered, opening his arms conversationally. “Rather that any great benefits from Dazai-kun and Chuuya-kun being in Tokyo have been reaped, and that I would prefer for my best operatives to return to our headquarters.”

After a second, Nedzu sighed. His gaze was solemn and deliberate, flicking between Dazai and Chuuya like they hid some amazing secret that he wished desperately to gain access to. He must have found something, eventually, because his steely focus returned to Mori. It made a jarring contrast with the boss’ barely concealed glee.

“When you requested to meet me at the beginning of the Sports Festival, I never would have imagined that the Port Mafia had already infiltrated UA. I suppose that comes down to the talent of your agents.”

Nedzu sent Chuuya a smile. It sung a palpable mix of reassurance and regret.

“At the time, you extended an invitation to me.”

“What I’m offering you,” he continued, “is a helping hand against a common enemy.”

“And what do you gain from this arrangement?”

“Other than a reunion with old friends?” Mori laughed. Nedzu, on the other hand, did not look amused.

“A deal. Yokohama is off limits,” he said, simply.

“A deal which I declined. Now, I propose to you a new deal of a similar nature.”

Mori’s back was straight, his shoulders comfortably lowered as always. But there was a certain keen awareness to his posture that made Chuuya believe he was interested in considering a partnership of some sort. Perhaps that had been the entire reason for this stunt at this time: to twist Nedzu’s hand.

(And Chuuya hated that he was probably just a part of Mori’s arsenal of weapons against the Principal. That every hint of willingness shown to return to UA would force Nedzu into action more deeply).

“What are the terms?” Mori hummed, casually.

“On my side, I will offer protection of the hero-neutrality in Yokohama. You must understand, however, that while my word holds a certain amount of influence with the Commission, it is not all powerful. I will do only what I can.”

The word of warning was largely ignored, as Mori’s lips upturned in an eerily friendly smile. Perhaps he believed the Headmaster was underselling himself.

“And on my side?”

Again, Nedzu inspected his students. Made some final, firm conjecture that Chuuya couldn’t even begin to guess.

“I only request that you keep your operatives enrolled at my institution, for at least the full academic year. Following that, how we proceed will be entirely up to them.”

Beaming, Mori shook an almost-reluctant, outstretched paw. Chuuya could only wonder how long it would be before Nedzu regretted it.

Watching the backs of Nedzu and Mori vanish from the room felt almost like a religious awakening. A devil and angel abandoning the mortals to their own dealings.

They talked, after that. Dazai and Chuuya. Sat, knees touching knees, in one bed. Covers sprawled out messily across its length.

Honestly, they had been needing to talk for a while. Simply to get back up to speed as things warped around them. Dazai told him all about Ango, voice somber in a way that surpassed the basic seriousness of the situation. Then he told him about the detective agency and the people within it. Then the League of Villains’ dealings with the archives.

Chuuya spoke about his progress on the Rimbaud case until his mentor’s disappearance. His search for Stain and then his fears following success.

(And maybe they just bathed a little. In the comfort of someone so familiar, they were practically an extension of themselves. Someone who had to exist nearby. Not as a desire, but as a requirement).

“And what the f*ck was that deal about,” Chuuya groaned, into the quiet. He could feel a headache coming on with opening knocks to his temples. He didn’t bother to will it away. “Even Nedzu-san’s request was basically a forfeit for him.”

Dazai laughed, blankly. “He’s a hero, Chuuya,” he reminded.

“He thinks it’s his duty to save us, or something. Thinks that we want to be saved, even if we don’t know it yet. He’s trying to show us that he’s willing to make sacrifices for us.”

Chuuya had probably known that all along, somewhere deep down. Hearing it said so clearly and without deviation was a shrill arousal, though.

Part of him was angry. That Nedzu thought he knew them so well. Thought he had such power over them as to think they needed or wanted saving. Even the option of it. It was such typical heroism- to decide what was best for others and phrase it like they had any say in the matter. So quietly manipulative.

Chuuya voiced all of it, but could feel himself losing steam towards the end. It’s difficult to hate someone who has your best interests at heart.

“I should resent that he’s trying to make choices for us,” Chuuya said. “And yet…”

Dazai dropped his head to his hands.

“And yet.”

Shigaraki Tomura in the Aftermath

H osu had been levelled.

Watching it happen had been a marvel. Fire was surely one of the wonders of the world. It just held so much power. Distorted everything it touched.

And regarding their mission, everything had gone without a hitch. All of their aims had been achieved in such a manner that it seemed almost too easy. Shigaraki had worked for everything in his life. Toiled and trained and sweated for all of it. To simply lay down plans and execute them wasn’t a feeling he was familiar with. It brought a certain satisfaction, not dissimilar to that of scratching a particularly annoying itch.

(He could feel one blossoming on his wrist right now).

First, the biological archive had been completely totalled. Every scrap of paper burnt to ashes, blackened beyond recognition. Sensei would be pleased with the result, certainly.

It was more likely than not that Sensei’s documents were long decimated, but he had still implored Shigaraki to finish the job anyway. Visit the final, unexamined location on the list: the Musutafu archives. Afterwards, Sensei would finally be able to rest easy. Knowing that the secrets behind his past and power were long and unalterably buried in rubble and debris.

Another success had been the capture of Stain. He had tried to welcome the other into the League, but the Hero Killer had been a disappointment. A lunatic who couldn’t live up to the claims of glory that circulated him. He’d had to go, and so he had. Akutagawa had dealt with him, apparently. Fought him one-on-one and left the cover up to the heroes. Shigaraki had never appreciated the kid more.

Soon, the aftershocks of Hosu will have lessened. The heroes dropping their frantically high alert and the civilians returning to a place of blissful ignorance. Soon, the archive searches would be over and the League would be back to its full strength. Then, he would push onwards.

Unconsciously, his nails raked over the chalky skin of his wrist. He felt a smile pushing at chapped lips. Maybe he looked deranged. It didn’t matter- it wasn’t like the rest of the League could talk. Victory was so close he could taste it. Triumph and vengeance and change were all right around the corner.

(So what if the Hero Commission thought they could best him, throwing Hawks into the mix like that. Their actions were far from subtle, and he would keep the stray hero at arms length. Make use of him, in one way or another).

The Port Mafia and their foolish boss were mere flies. Annoyances to be brushed off at his first convenience. He would finish the job, remove all traces of Sensei’s journey, and they would likely buzz away of their own accord.

After that, he could put his next set of schemes into action. With Ango’s intel, the plans were so obvious they seemed to lay themselves. To cut ties with the Port Mafia and threaten the hero world simultaneously with the UA spies. To remove the threat to Sensei at all costs.

The anticipation pooled in his veins. It was so thick he felt like he would burst.

Dazai Osamu and the Two Strangers (Part 4)

T he library felt more like a memory than reality. As if it was merely an image of itself preserved within a time capsule.

The layout was identical in every way. The same shelves and books and stairs stretching across the space. Even the same people sat, surrounded by a ring of haphazardly positioned reading material. Following a familiar path, Dazai weaved through to the front desk. And goodness, Ango hadn’t changed a bit either. There was no reason why he should have, of course. No alteration had affected Ango, after all. The only thing that was different was Dazai’s own perception.

“Been a while,” Dazai said, easily. He waved his arm in a mocking greeting- the one that had just been freed from its plaster confines. Ango must have known when Dazai discovered the microphone. Realised that something between them had, in that moment, cracked. And that it was entirely too irreparable.

“It has,” Ango agreed. Even the tapping of his fingers against the keyboard seemed strained, his eyes fixed a little too firmly on the computer screen. Perhaps visions of this very conversation had plagued him for some time now.

“Honestly, I didn’t see it coming,” Dazai sighed, dancing around the desk to perch nearby. “The part-time villain part-time librarian niche caught me off guard.”

“Shut up,” Ango hissed, abruptly. His gaze snapped up from the screen to meet Dazai’s before quickly lowering again. A moment of seething anger drained as effectively as water down a plug.

There were a few other students around the library, but each was clearly absorbed in their own work, taking no notice of the student librarian and his companion.

“No need to be so belligerent,” Dazai placated. He grimaced when Mori’s own entrance to the hospital after Hosu immediately came to mind.

“No need to be so hostile.”

“Nothing has changed since last week, you know. We both still work for the same organisations that we always have. We’re both still undercover at the most prestigious hero school in the nation.”

He listed the points off on his fingers, as if they were simple activities on a checklist rather than the kind of secrets that could rock the nation.

Scoffing, Ango finally let his fingers leave the keyboard. Gave up the pretence, perhaps. Wheeled his chair around to face Dazai properly.

“Our perspectives have changed.”

“I suppose they have.”

Dazai wasn’t sure exactly what he had hoped to gain from this conversation. Some sort of apology? As if Dazai hadn’t committed a similar betrayal. Things were better left out in the open, anyway. Keeping secrets confined to their closets too long only ever ended in disaster.

“It’s a little surprising,” Dazai began, eyes on his nails casually, “that we’re still in an alliance, considering everything you heard.”

And it was true. The League of Villains knew so much. Too much. Mori desired two things; All Might’s quirk was one. But really, All Might’s quirk was only a natural descendant of the League of Villains’ leader’s. And Mori’s obsession with such power was insatiable. There would always be a conflict of interest, as long as the two organisations existed, and now, Ango knew it. The League of Villains knew it. Yet their tenuously balanced partnership remained anyway.

“And what have I heard that could cause a break in the alliance?” Ango replied. A little too quickly. He was nervous, clearly, but still pushing onwards. Daring Dazai to speak what had been left unsaid. Give it the physical form that more often than not, warranted its own fulfilment.

“Don’t bother, Ango-kun,” Dazai dismissed. “It goes both ways. You just wanted access to Yokohama to destroy your leader’s records. Now that you’ve finished, you have no use for us anymore. We don’t fit into the perfect world that you’ve deluded yourself into believing can exist.”

A bang echoed through the library as Ango’s fist slammed into the mottled wood of the desk. He was standing, suddenly, with eyes ablaze. Lips pinched at their edges like plastic wrapped too tightly for too long.

He must have hit a nerve. Discovered the small, vulnerable corner of Ango’s mind that didn’t quite believe in the world he was chasing after either. Picked at it until it leaked blood.

Movement pulled Dazai’s attention away from the student librarian.

“Is everything alright?”

Oda hadn’t seemed quite so hesitant around them in a while. He looked tired- Dazai noticed. Skin heavy beneath his cheekbones and finger-combed hair tousled around his forehead. Even so, his eyes were alert. Guarded against the silence that had overtaken them in the wake of the explosion.

“Fine,” Ango eventually snapped. He stormed into the office space behind his desk without another word.

Dazai only watched him go.

“Sorry, Odasaku,” Dazai grimaced, a couple of seconds later. When he was certain that Ango had no plans to re-emerge.

He swung his legs onto the ground, making a move to get up. “I don’t think things are going to be the same anymore.”

His face giving nothing away, Oda just shrugged. “Everything comes to its natural end.”

The Assistant Manager of Communications and the Greater Good (Part 2)

S tain the Hero Killer has been neutralised.”

A round of applause bathed the room. The speaker waited until it withered away before continuing.

“This is truly a great day for our nation. A triumph of good over evil.”

He was charismatic, the speaker. Held the kind of strength to his words that could draw you in, if you weren’t careful. If you couldn’t spot the signs of a man grappling for control. It was easy to simply listen to the tone of his voice and the inflexions of his vowels, rather than their actual meanings. The Assistant Manager liked to think that he was different. That he could hear what was truly being said, even if he couldn’t act to stop it.

Though knowledge is only as good as what you choose to do with it.

“But we cannot rest on our laurels,” the speaker continued, punctuating his words with a rhythmic tap. “We must continue in our mission to rid this world of evil, by any means necessary.”

It became difficult to listen, after that. The Assistant Manager had to question why everyone else seemed so enraptured. So entirely convinced. Or maybe they were just better actors than he.

Notes:

Sorry for the throwback to the deal that was suggested (but never made) by Mori to Nedzu during the sports festival. For anyone who’s been reading as I post, that must feel like years ago.

Edited 05/06/24 for rephrasing.

Chapter 19: Everybody is More Or Less Good

Notes:

“You seem to be under the impression that there is a special breed of bad humans. There is no such thing as a stereotype bad man in this world. Under normal conditions, everybody is more or less good, or, at least, ordinary. But tempt them, and they may suddenly change. That is what is so frightening about men.”

- Natsume Soseki, Kokoro

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Oda Sakunosuke on Knowledge and Power

T here was a threshold for most things, Oda found. A limit. A line to be drawn in the sand when enough became too much. To live life modestly without crossing into extremities was a long-time principle of his. And principles weren’t to be ignored. A great man had once told him that. Had suggested he find his own set of intrinsic laws that could guide him where he hoped to travel, and not stray from them for anything. Suggested he anchor himself on his principles like a compass might on the pull of gravity.

It was that same man, in fact, whose legacy had pushed Oda to study at UA at all. To study quirks until his grasp on them solidified like iron in cold water, straight from the flames. Because knowledge is power, after all.

That was something else the man had told him: knowledge is power. Oda wasn’t ignorant nor fanciful enough to believe that the man had coined the phrase himself, but he did remember the decisive certainty with which he had uttered the words as clearly as if the whole scene was occurring all over again.

“Does it really matter how I do it, as long as it works?”

Looking in the mirror after using Flawless was always a little disturbing. It took a few moments, having let his ability pulse to the surface, to calm it down again. Press it back into narrow channels and painstakingly controlled circulation. His reflection seemed to blur, past and present merging together in an unnatural marriage.

“Of course. In fact, the ‘how’ tends to matter more than the ‘what’, ‘who’ or even ‘why’ of the situation.”

The man really was the picture of elegance. Poised and graceful in an almost feline manner. Oda caught his gaze in the mirror. Even as the world shifted with the remnants of timelessness, he existed as a point of complete clarity.

“Your quirk is powerful, young man, undoubtedly. And if you’d like to use that power for the protection of the innocent, I will not raise a hand against you. However, if you choose the path of heroics merely to vanquish evil, I implore you to reconsider.”

Oda didn’t let his expression change as he turned to face the man, his own reflection moving with him.

“Isn’t defeating villains just a part of protecting the innocent?”

The man released a deep breath, patient in a way that suggested a thousand attempts at pursuing the same argument. Spreading the same wisdom.

“To some extent. But there is no such thing as a stereotype ‘bad human being’ in this world. Under normal conditions, everybody is more or less good, or, at least, ordinary.”

(Oda had never really figured out what to do with such an offering. An invitation for debate, even anger, as much as a statement within itself. Because heroes and villains were irrefutable, even if it suited certain philosophies to deny it. Ordinary could barely exist in a world with its very foundations built on extremes).

Taking a seat next to the man, Oda raised his head to meet gentle eyes. “What else is there, for me?”

And the man had laughed, as though the question amused him. Perhaps it did.

“Why, there’s whatever you want there to be, and can justify the existence of.” He seemed to take pity on Oda- or realise the extent of his sobriety- after that. Raising himself to stand, he tilted the rim of his bowler hat over his eyes. “Search for yourself, young man, like I did. Knowledge is power.”

Knowledge is power. It was an undeniable truth that Oda had seen demonstrated repeatedly throughout his life. But, as seemed to be the case with most things, there was a threshold. A line beyond which knowledge became something like a temptation. The product more of greed than any wonder, necessity or form of internal nourishment.

It was, of course, a principle of his to remain firmly within the boundaries of such lines. He had made and accepted that decision without issue, and followed it for years as a beacon.

Something had gone wrong, though.

At some point, he must have blinked and misstepped. Or maybe he had been wilfully closing his eyes for longer than a split second. Because suddenly, he found himself toeing the edge of the boundaries like a child excited by the thought of breaking the rules. Entirely ignorant of the fact that rules existed for good reasons, and should be taken into consideration, at least.

Knowledge was power, and then it was something else. No- it would be something else, very soon.

Oda knew that. He knew it and he wanted to stop. Except. Except it was almost something else, and he wanted- needed- to know, and knowledge is power.

He was on the precipice. Moments from a discovery. Moments from an edge that he just couldn’t bring himself to back away from.

Really, he was always destined and doomed to be that same boy who forgot about the means, the ‘how’ of it all, in his desire for the ends. Failing, again, to heed the most important warning of all.

Dazai Osamu and the Oncoming Storm

W hen Dazai absentmindedly dubbed Monday morning ‘the calm before the storm’ as he entered class 1A, he had never expected the description to become quite so accurate.

Maybe the inexplicable yet definitive ticking of a clock running down was the source of the foreboding. He hadn’t admitted it to Chuuya- could barely admit it to himself- but Mori’s half serious threat of removing them from UA had put him on edge. The idea of being dragged from this new normal that he had gradually grown accustomed to was a punch in the gut. He wasn’t really sure why or when he had come to the realisation that he liked being in UA. He didn’t know what to do about it, either.

He was no stranger to infiltration missions, although he had never stayed undercover for such a long time, and this reaction was still entirely unfamiliar to him. Honestly, he hadn’t thought he even had it in him. The ability to like. To want so strongly. It was a bold, meaningful, human kind of characteristic that Dazai would associate with someone like Midoriya. With anyone but himself. (Part of him was relieved that it existed at all. That he wasn’t too far gone for such things).

So he did what he always did when he felt out of his depth. Not that he felt out of depth often. Or ever, prior to arriving at UA’s towering gates. He ploughed right through the uncertainty and fear like it didn’t even exist. To the point where if he stared straight ahead and blocked out the view on either side, it didn’t anymore.

Nothing had changed, really. He just had to remind himself of that. He was still in UA- for a whole year, now. Ango was still his enemy and Chuuya was still his friend. None of his classmates knew his secret. Even Atsushi was blissfully unaware, blatantly staring over at him from time to time with half formed questions on his tongue. Snapping his eyes back to where Iida was engaging him in riveting conversation whenever he returned the favour.

It was in that brief period between the first bell ringing and the form teacher entering the class that things started going wrong. Or maybe not wrong, but rather, they started progressing in a way that was abnormal. Not transpiring in the sequence that Dazai had mapped out in his head like the tracks of a train.

He was crowded around Shouji’s desk next to the fidgety outline of Hagakure. Naturally, the talk of the town was the varying internship experiences everyone had gathered and were dying to spill. It was an interesting topic, if only because it provided Dazai with a new avenue into the hero world. He did have to stem a stream of disdainful comments before they made it into the air, though. Which took a surprising amount of effort.

“She was like, totally different from the female heroes we usually see on the rankings and stuff, you know? Not saying that the ones we do see are worse or anything, just… just not what I really want to be. I got to do some investigative stuff, and look at some case files. It was really cool.”

Hagakure was rambling, clearly. Dazai got the feeling that if he could see her, she would be sporting a becoming blush, and that look that people got when they found out their favourite beverage came in multiple flavours. He was glad that she was discovering a new side of heroism that worked for her, even if it was just as screwed up and twisted as all the others. She’d realise that one day, even if it took a while. At least the more blatantly misogynistic, sex-centred face of heroism was transparent about its downfalls.

“It sounds like you had a memorable time,” Shouji commented in reply. It really was rare to come across people who listened so intently.

“How was your week, Shouji-kun?” Hagakure asked, in high spirits. She had ducked into a perch on the desk, skirt sweeping dangerously over Shouji’s pencil case.

A shrug constituted a response, all his arms raising in emphatic unison.

“It wasn’t as successful as yours, I don’t think. It was no one’s fault. I should have considered the fact that going to a larger company would equate to less individual attention.”

“Did you let them ignore you? You shouldn’t have let them ignore you.”

Dazai felt his attention drifting as the conversation continued. A pleasant distraction though it was, it seemed frivolous in the face of his recent revelations and all that had occurred during his own internship. Lacking any weight or depth like a kite sailing on the wind. He found his gaze swimming over to tangled red locks. As had become a habit, he supposed, over time.

Laughing with his usual crowd, Chuuya seemed perfectly at ease. Casual and collected among his friends, even in the wake of their confrontation with Stain.

“And how do you suggest I keep them from ignoring me?”

(No one had to hear that Dazai got worried, sometimes. Knowing that to truly obtain the limits of his potential, Chuuya had to give up his body. His mind. To something beyond the bounds placed around humanity. His anxiety seemed to extend its roots a little further each time Chuuya had to submit to the god inside him. And watching him like this just seemed to rub it in. The fact that someone Dazai cared about was anything but safe. That he would destroy himself again and again just to reach the heights he dreamed of, refusing to settle for what his own strength could provide. It was something that he loved and hated about Chuuya in equal measure).

“I don’t know. Beg them. Jump on them. Threaten them at gunpoint if you have to.”

Dazai refocused on Hagakure’s babble of vaguely ridiculous ideas. She was counting them off on her fingers as Shouji watched her stoically.

“Those are not very heroic solutions,” he stated after a moment. Hagakure sighed deeply.

“Dazai-kun,” she whined. “You tell him. Make him see sense.”

“What was that?”

He was finding it difficult to focus on them, that morning. Which wasn’t a problem he usually faced, even regarding the dullest of discussions. The small cluster around Uraraka’s desk had hooked his attention, this time. A cluster which he himself would usually have been part of.

“Are you alright, Dazai-kun?” Hagakure was observing him, voice tinged with concern. “You seem kind of out of it right now.”

While it was undeniably enjoyable to hear some familiar voices, and reassemble part of their Cavalry Battle team from the Sports Festival so long ago, Dazai wouldn’t deny that the meeting was more a delay of the inevitable. A way to avoid some other, more difficult conversation. He appreciated Shouji and Hagakure’s company, truly. But their purpose here spanned further than light chatter.

“I’m so tired from the internship,” Dazai whined in return. It came easily- that mask of normality that put minds at a comfortable ease. “I knew that we’d be doing work but I didn’t know we’d be doing work, you know?”

He was avoiding Atsushi. That was it; that was the simple truth behind the charade. He didn’t even completely know why. It’s not like the boy would bombard him with questions the second he stepped into a small enough radius. And if Atsushi did want to, Dazai’s hastily engineered distance couldn’t stop him.

According to their ambiguous address from the detective back in the Hosu General Hospital, they were supposed to be keeping the more extreme events of the week on the down low anyway. Their involvement in Stain’s capture was a definitive secret. Even their involvement in the Hosu incident was on a strict need-to-know basis.

“Too real.” Hagakure rushed to the next topic without break or warning. She was something of a force of nature, when she wanted to be. “Hey, did you guys see the Hosu thing on the news?”

He shouldn’t be surprised that it came up. A bunch of heroes-in-training gossiping about a villain attack was nothing extraordinary, after all. He still felt a little peeved at the sheer downpour of unfortunate topics upon him.

“Hagakure-san,” a voice called, latching onto the subject with excitement. Dazai almost groaned. Of course, talk of the incident had attracted class wide intrigue. “Are you talking about the League of Villains destroying Hosu?”

Practically skipping past the rows of tables, it didn’t take long for Midoriya to emerge beside him. He, at least, hadn’t changed. Recognisable mop of green hair still tousled and eyes still bright with a gleam of curiosity. The sight would have brought a smile to Dazai’s lips. If, of course, Midoriya wasn’t one of the people that Dazai had been actively avoiding (due to his proximity with a certain someone).

Having a conversation with Atsushi right now was an outcome about as far from the ideal as he could imagine. While he trusted that the other wouldn’t start spilling his secrets purposefully, it wasn’t unlikely that he’d let a few questions slip.

“Yeah,” Hagakure conceded, greeting her classmate with a smile. “It’s surreal that this all happened while we were like, patrolling some high street in the suburbs. This has been one of the biggest attacks of the decade.”

Nodding vigorously, Midoriya pulled out his notebook. Details of the assault from the damage dealt by the Nomus to Endeavour’s ‘defeat’ of Stain that had saturated nationwide headlines filled lined pages.

“I was in the city at the time, but I didn’t even know most of this was happening. I was passing buckets of water along. God, I thought I was being so useful at the time,” he laughed, self-deprecating.

“That was useful.”

Another voice spoke up, low and smooth and entirely unexpected. Todoroki wasn’t looking at any of them, his gaze fixed out of the window beside him.

“Todoroki-kun?”

“That was useful,” he reaffirmed, slowly. “I was doing pretty much the same thing while my father fought- umm- Stain.”

He was stuttering towards the end. Dazai watched him sharply; was it possible that he knew the falsity of their coverup, even if he didn’t quite grasp the truth of the matter? It was something to be followed up, definitely.

“It’s important to keep the people safe, or there’d be no point fighting at all.”

Bit by bit, a grin overtook Midoriya’s face. Creeping up like he couldn’t suppress it.

“That’s true. Thank you.”

It didn’t take long for the rest of the class to pile in with reassurances. They were good that way, Dazai thought. Deeply, truly good in a way that heroes should be. And yet in a way that could be squeezed out of them far too easily as they progressed through the world they had so cruelly been born into.

He noticed, though, in the commotion, another pair of eyes settling on him. Adding to the weight of the intermittent glances Atsushi had never halted in.

“Was anyone else in Hosu on Friday?”

No one seemed affected by the words, a few verbal disagreements and some head shakes littering conversations. He could feel his own breathing hitch, however, as Todoroki’s question pricked at him like a needle. Precise and simple. Paired with the boy’s knowing gaze and Dazai could see the rain cloud arising from miles away.

Atsushi’s glances had become even more frenzied, his lips pinched tightly as he concealed the truth. Dazai could only breathe a sigh of relief when he managed to retain his silence, even though the act was so plainly against his nature.

With no positive responses, Todoroki’s stare only seemed to increase in intensity. Puzzled rather than accusative.

“I can’t believe it’s been a whole week, Dazai-kun.”

Flicking back to Midoriya, Dazai tried to assume a friendly expression. It was harder than usual, amidst a classroom full of pitfalls, but doable. Its appearance seemed to relieve Midoriya slightly, signs of concern washing away from him.

“Right? I guess we’re becoming codependent.”

Midoriya smiled in response, but that tense edge had returned to him. He took a moment to steel himself, and Dazai let the silence reign as he did.

Midoriya sent a single glance to where Atsushi sat with their other friends before fixing his attention back on Dazai. Riding an exhale, he opened his mouth to speak.

“Everyone sit down now.”

But was interrupted. He winced, breaking off the breath with a grimace.

“Later,” he promised. And Dazai nodded, even though it sounded like the least appealing thing in the world.

“Todoroki-kun,” Midoriya began, tone calm.

Todoroki hummed to show that he was listening, eyes still fixed on the book in his lap.

Taking a steadying inhale, Midoriya let his eyes sweep around the classroom. It was the end of the day and the space was empty- just the two of them existing together within it.

“What-” he winced as the words scraped at his lips. They tasted wrong on his tongue. Bitter. “What do you think of Dazai-kun?”

Todoroki looked up from a yellow-stained page, at that. He tilted his head slightly, at an angle that was just so. It usually never failed to bring a smile to Midoriya’s face, but today, his mind was all knotted up and his heart was racing.

“What do I think of Dazai-kun,” Todoroki parroted, slowly.

“Do you trust him?” Midoriya tangled his fingers together, letting them bend and prod at each other.

To his credit, Todoroki did appear to genuinely and deeply consider the question. He folded the cover over his book, sensing that he wouldn’t get any more reading done before departing.

“I suppose it depends on your definition of trust,” he said, every word deliberate. “I don’t know if Dazai-kun is the person we initially thought he was.”

Midoriya nodded his head.

“But I’d still fight for him until my last breath.”

Midoriya nodded again.

“I feel the same way,” he replied, dropping his head onto the desk in front of him. “Something is going on with him and Chuuya-kun. Something big.”

Hesitating a second, Todoroki shifted in his chair. Placed his book face down on the table with a silent inhale. Midoriya watched as he readied himself, patiently.

“He’s always been different from the rest of the class. I used to think he was just more mature. I admire him a lot, you know, as a friend and as a hero. But now I see that whatever it is that separates us runs far deeper than that.” A thoughtful look laced through his features. “Do you remember the USJ Incident?”

Midoriya could barely contain a shudder. “I’ll never forget it.”

“He and Chuuya-kun told everyone they’d been transported to one of the zones, but they were lying. I saw them in the plaza together just before the pros arrived.”

Unable to repress a gasp, Midoriya refocused his attention on Todoroki more intently.

“That…” he trailed off. “I’m sure there’s an explanation for that.”

“He was in Hosu, too. Atsushi-kun and him. I saw them,” Todoroki breathed out. Releasing the news in a stream like he couldn’t contain it any longer. Like the dam had burst. Maybe it had- harbouring secrets tended to get to people. To pull them apart from the inside, slowly but surely.

“They didn’t say,” Midoriya mumbled. Even his own incessant positivity was dampened in the face of deception. He’d come across evil and villains and a hundred versions of hell since he’d started at UA, but betrayal was a torture he was still largely unfamiliar with. A form of injustice that seemed more painful than all its other manifestations combined. The ripping of trust from his grasp like it should never have been there in the first place. Trying to remain doubt-free was impossible. Maybe it was a bad idea anyway. Maybe trusting unconditionally was the worst thing one could do.

“Shut the f*ck up.”

A growl ripped through the classroom. Both its occupants snapped towards the guttural sound.

“Kacchan?” Honestly, Midoriya was shocked that he hadn’t noticed the other’s entrance before. He was brash and indiscreet by nature, after all. He found himself standing from his chair, more force of habit than anything else.

“I said, shut the f*ck up. Don’t act all friendly with those-” he paused, before emphatically continuing, “people if you can’t stand by them. The f*ck kind of sh*tty relationship is that?”

Todoroki looked about ready to defend himself, but stopped mid-action, forcefully. His jaw clicked shut from where it had cracked open. With a controlled exhale, he ran a hand through his hair. Then, slowly, his lips began to curl. Just a little. A smile overtaking him, forbidden though it felt.

“You’re right.”

“I f*cking know.”

Bakugou turned away. But Todoroki was sure that he could see a light red dust on his cheeks.

“You’ve changed a lot, Bakugou-kun.”

Dazai Osamu and the Three Strangers (Part 5)

D azai wasn’t entirely sure why his legs were dragging him in the direction of the library, but he wasn’t really planning to stop them.

The bell had just rung out signalling the end of the day (God had it been a strange one), and his classmates had dashed out of the lesson in a mad escape. Perhaps over their weeks away, they had forgotten quite how boring learning actually was. He let himself follow the pull of the tide, at first. Ambling out of the sliding door even as Midoriya loitered within, clearly planning to stay. Even as Atsushi hurried past with his gaze on the floor. Neither seemed like great options, and it wasn’t like Dazai could seek out Chuuya while in UA’s vicinity.

So his limbs had conspired to take him somewhere else. Somewhere that he must subconsciously recognise as a place to just exist. To belong.

And hadn’t he been a bit harsh to Ango? It’s not like he had any right to judge the other on his loyalties. Not like he had acquired some sort of moral high ground simply by studying within the walls of UA. He should apologise, probably. Or maybe not apologise, but definitely go and harass Ango a bit in a more friendly tone than their previous conversation had boasted.

“Ango-kun,” he sing-songed into the quiet library, garnering a portfolio of contemptuous side eyes. Although he may be a member of the League of Villains on the side, Sakaguchi Ango was first and foremost a student librarian. This would piss him off like nothing else.

Except, he was greeted only by silence and emptiness. Ango was nowhere to be seen. Not typing away on his usual desk chair and not sorting books on shelves. Dazai lapped the room just to check- even venturing upstairs- which only deepened the other pupils’ resentment of him. Manoeuvring himself over the counter, he scanned the office briefly as well.

Nothing. No one.

It shouldn’t have meant anything. But it felt like the first drops of rain. He was pondering over what to do next when his ringtone blared out across the room. The glares he received were more vengeful than ever, and Dazai was genuinely beginning to fear for his life. Strolling out of the library like the merciful saint he was, Dazai picked up the call parked in the corridor. Not bothering to check the caller ID as he let himself sag against the wall.

“Hello?”

An unintelligible brand of white noise poured through his speakers. Accompanied by the monotonous rhythm of breathing. Dazai frowned, about to check the number, when a familiar voice cut through the fog. Lowered though it was into something resembling a whisper.

“Dazai-kun.”

“Odasaku? What’s going on?” He tried to hide the hint of urgency that was colouring his question. Because it had been a weird, off day and he shouldn’t project that onto a perfectly normal situation. Shouldn’t assume the worst from the sparsest of evidence.

“I passed the threshold, Dazai-kun.”

Dazai wasn’t sure what to make of that. It wasn’t like Oda to be cryptic; he was straightforward by nature. A man who prioritised clarity and meaning in his words. Pushing off from the textured wall behind him, Dazai walked a couple of steps forwards.

Then he stopped. He didn’t know where to go.

“What does that mean? Where are you?”

The breathing grew heavier. Or had moved closer to the microphone, maybe. A rustling sound briefly overtook it, before quietening.

“I pushed too far and I know too much and I thought-” a gasp, “I thought knowledge was power, but maybe it’s something else.”

“Odasaku-”

Dazai broke off. Because there was a noise in the background, now. Well, not a noise. Not anything quite so purposeless as simple sound waves oscillating through the surroundings. This was a shout. It was deliberate and meaningful and absolutely f*cking furious.

Footsteps. Quiet and slow. Shifting.

Dazai moved on instinct. He didn’t know where he was going, but he took off in a run. Tearing through the school corridors and out into courtyard. Towards iron gates, bashing and tumbling through uninterested bodies without so much as an acknowledgment. His brain was shouting at him. And maybe someone else was too, if that was Aizawa-sensei he had had just passed and not some other blur, but he paid it no mind. Tuned out the yelling and continued down the street.

“Where are you, Odasaku? Where the f*ck are you?”

“Listen to me, Dazai-kun. I need you to listen to me. I haven’t known you long, but I trust you. I couldn’t fully verbalise why, because I also don’t think you’re who you say you are. It doesn’t matter though. You’re my friend and for some reason, I trust you.”

“You’re talking in circles,” Dazai all but breathed into the phone. He inspected the junction that he had reached, trying to rationalise why turning either way would be helpful. He ended up coming to a halt, gulps of air searing through his lungs like uncovered flames.

“I trust you,” Oda continued, emphatically. Like he knew that Dazai wouldn’t believe him, but he wanted to get his point across anyway. “And I need you to remember that you’re not a hero. Or a villain. Or anything else in between. You’re yourself and you’re human and that’s all you need to be. Not some tick in a box or mark on a scale or… sh*t.”

Dazai had never heard Oda swear before. Maybe that’s what drove it all home. Struck the air from him like a f*cking freight train against unshielded flesh. Like a genuine, physical pain against his abdomen. And God maybe this is the essence of humanity. Maybe it’s a sword plunged into the stomach of the very blacksmith who forged it. Maybe it’s the stinging, piercing agony that comes with having a brain to imagine it and the infinite torment of knowing that only you can stop that brain. Yet it never f*cking ends.

Because Dazai’s never felt these things before. He’s never suffered like this- entirely helpless. Vision blurring with tears, for goodness sake. Tears.He was Dazai Osamu, member of the Port Mafia, and he was sobbing.He didn’t know which way to go or what to say or what to think. He’d never felt this pain, and he’d never felt this human.

“Odasaku,” he gasped out. His voice sounded like it had been wrenched from the bottom of a deep, abrasive pit.

“I have something I need to give you. It’s important, I think. Probably to you, and definitely to them.”

“Them,” Dazai echoed, sounding distinctly hollow.

“I need to give it to you,” he repeated, voice coming out hoarse. Barely audible. “And I trust you. I trust you to do the right thing with it. And I’m sorry, because ‘the right thing’ means so little and feels like so much. But you need to do the right thing with it. Something you won’t regret.”

“Odasaku! Tell me where you f*cking are!”

He was vaguely aware that he had shouted. It was kind of strange to hear his own voice so loudly. Dazai never shouted. He never really needed to, able to put as much impact into his words through sarcasm or patronisation or whatever else as necessary. Now, his words were shrill and high and loud. More of a scream than a shout.

A touch on his shoulder pulled a flinch from him. A full-body jerk that had him turning abruptly. His own damp, reddened eyes met confused but instantly recognisable ones. That blur he had seen earlier must have been Aizawa-sensei, because here he was now. His mouth was forming all sorts of shapes that were probably important, but Dazai couldn’t hear a word he was saying. His knuckles were whitened, pressing the phone in his hand into his ear. His grip was so tight, a part of him worried he’d snap right through it.

“I’ll tell you,” Oda continued. The shouting had started up again in the background. Clattering, too. An orchestra of destruction. “But first, you have to promise me that you’ll do the right thing. Your right thing. Do it for yourself, Dazai Osamu. Help out the people who need you. Save your friends and all the good people. Save the orphans.”

Dazai had no clue what any of it meant. If any of it meant anything at all. It didn’t really matter, he supposed.

“I promise. I promise. Odasaku, please. I promise.”

A moment of silence. Brief and rare and honestly terrifying. Even the sounds of the city seemed to dissipate around him.

“I’m at the archive. The Musutafu one.”

He broke into a sprint. Reacted faster than he had in his life. Every split second reaction, instant reflex felt like slow motion in comparison.

“It was for my research paper. Or at least, it was once. At some point, I think I learnt too much. But I couldn’t stop digging.”

He forced himself through the air, bag long discarded somewhere. He could feel more than see Eraserhead following behind him. He ignored it.

For all Dazai knew, Nedzu had spilled and Eraserhead was only there to arrest him for being Port Mafia scum. Even if that was the case, Dazai didn’t care. This came first. Oda came first.

“Do you remember the book I gave you when we first met? You read it. You must have. You have to understand why I couldn’t stop.”

When did people start coming first?

“And I finally found it, Dazai. The proof. The evidence. Something real and irrefutable and important.”

He would have sounded insane to anyone else. Dazai could only shudder under the weight of the realisation, though. Odasaku had done it. He’d incidentally, so unluckily gotten ahold of the very paper the League of Villains were desperately trying to erase. The only record of what horrors their creator had committed.

The laws of nature that he had trampled to yield such power.

“I’ll be there soon, Odasaku. Just stay where you are. It’s going to be fine.” He was trying to sound reassuring, but he doubted it could be having the desired effect. His breathing was ragged and kept interrupting his speech. Honking car horns almost drowned him out. Not to mention his voice was a f*cking wreck.

He was getting closer.

“See?” And Oda had the nerve to laugh. To actually laugh, even as broken and twisted and tormented as it sounded over the din of the speakers. “That was good, Dazai. You’re good.”

The voices had faded completely now. He was just a road away. It was just him and Oda and he was half a road away. For a second, wiping tears from his eyes, he allowed himself to hope. To hope that everything could still be okay. To believe it would be.

“I have to go now.”

Dazai very almost came to a crashing halt. Only the sheer force of his forward momentum kept him hurtling towards the archives.

“No.”

“I have to go. Find them while they’re far off and keep them away from here. Because it’s here, Dazai. The study room on the first floor, between the radiator and the wall. I’ll keep them away, and you just need to find it. I know you will. I know you’ll do yourself proud.”

He had reached it. The spiralling white marble of the building rose above him, and he took no time in throwing himself at the entrance. Something blocked him, though. Eraserhead. Pulling him back with a protective hand. As if this was the time for surveillance or a plan. As if this didn’t require pure, unadulterated action.

“Odasaku,” he said. Now he was still, the breaths came to him more easily. The words left his throat more smoothly, scraped and bloody thought it was. He poured force into his words. Every ounce of purposefulness he could scramble up from every microscopic cell that comprised him.

“The only thing I want to find here is you.”

Oda was quiet for a moment. His breaths were the only noise passing through the speakers, short and harsh but still very much there. Each one was a priceless relief.

Then, a creaking sound. A couple of light footsteps and a quiet rustling. Dazai held out in hope.

“I have to go.”

For a long time, Dazai had wondered what it meant to be human. What exactly it took for such a wonderful title to be bestowed upon a being. If it was a birthright, or something to be earned. Maybe something to be grown into.

People liked to relate it to emotions. Humanity. People said that emotions were what separated them from mere animals. Love and hatred and all the complex little things in between.

As if emotions were anything more than a series of chemical reactions and hormone imbalances. As if emotions had developed for any reason other than survival. Had grown from something more intrinsically significant than evolution itself.

Dazai had never understood it, really. It was one of the few things he hadn’t been able to grasp, no matter the calibre of teacher giving an explanation.

He thinks he understood it then, though.

At that moment on the ground floor of the Musutafu archives. He hated Mori, probably. In a deeper, more visceral way than he had hated anything up until then.

And yet. And yet such a petty, senseless hatred could never compare to what he felt in that second. It was like every single drop of emotion he’d never had the capacity to feel was surging through him immediately and all at once. He felt flooded in it. Overwhelmed by it. Was this how Chuuya felt when he was possessed? Was this humanity? Because it was a f*cking nightmare.

Eraserhead had taken the lead, and they had shuffled into the unmanned entrance of the archives like it was a battlefield.

With this much blood, it may as well have been.

They had searched through bookshelves and around tables after Oda had hung up. A sort of calm panic descending more and more thickly as time went by. Quiet and heavy like a strange type of purgatory. Like a waiting game.

The scream had ended that easily enough.

Flying through the labyrinth of shelves was a gut instinct. He didn’t pause to look as he barrelled past wood and paper. Just followed the sounds. Even if part of him wanted nothing more than to tune them out entirely.

It didn’t take him long. Within a minute, he had gotten there. Reached Oda, finally. f*cking finally. Just as three shadows darted away from the scene. He ignored them with his whole being.

Because he was too late. Or at least, not early enough.

Somewhere in the back of his mind, Dazai wondered how exactly the fight must have transpired. Three against one. f*cking cowards. How rows of shelves had been upturned, their contents spewing across the ground in a flood of knowledge. The type that was just heavy enough and danger-ridden enough to drown any unfortunate passerby. How a chair lay splintering on the ground, its wood bent at unnatural angles like the remnants of disaster.

Oda was in no better shape.

He was on the ground, bathed in a sea of words and ripped pages. Already, his skin was draining of colour. Whitening, thinning to match his paper surroundings. More like a paper grave. In that sense, it was almost a relief to see the blood blossoming at his stomach. A widening red ink stain amongst untouched sheets. Coating pigment over something too faded and washed out to be a living thing.

It was a knife wound, Dazai decided. Eraserhead was already rushing over to stem the flow. It was too late, though. Or not early enough. Anyone could see that.

Maybe he was just telling himself that to absolve the guilt that accompanied standing still. A complete inability to do anything. Dazai’s legs wouldn’t move, even when he willed them forwards.

(He might have been screaming. Or silent. He wasn’t really sure. There was a shrill, continuous note trilling in his ear which was extinguishing all other noise).

Tearing his gaze away from Oda’s limp body felt impossible. He was transfixed in the most gruesome, morbid kind of way imaginable. Entranced by the dying of the man he had wanted to save. Needed to save, in that moment. More than anything. To err was human, he knew, and to forgive divine. All his life, he had wanted to know humanity. Connect with it on the most soulful, personal level that could ever truly exist.

Right now- if it meant that this succession of irreparable mistakes would end- he would give it all up. Wipe his slate of even a single smear of the poison.

“I suppose Oda-san was right all along.”

Dazai whipped around, turning to the source of the voice. He hadn’t even noticed another presence join them. Eraserhead couldn’t have either, because he jolted in equal astonishment.

As they had arrived on the scene, the perpetrators had fled. Neither Dazai nor Eraserhead had given chase, but one seemed to have returned of his own will.

Dazai didn’t reply. How could he, to a voice and a face that fit so perfectly into a trio, and yet seemed so wrong. Like they had been distorted- viewed in the jagged remnants of a broken mirror.

“When he said that if we met outside the library, there’d be a catastrophic disaster. I think those were his words, anyway.”

He felt himself moving forwards involuntarily. His legs taking him closer to Ango. He wasn’t sure why- as had become a common theme in his life. It was just… looking at Ango caused him to feel so much. So much anger. So much distress and pain and gut-twisting anguish that he felt seconds from doubling over with it.

It was weird, to follow his heart rather than his head.

“Dazai-kun,” Eraserhead growled in warning, although he had yet to depart from Oda’s body. Because that’s what it was, as the life trickled out of it. Just a body.

The thought was a kick to the gut.

Ignoring his teacher’s command, Dazai continued to stand before Ango. Scrutinise him face-to-face. (Even if his knees felt weak beneath him, and he was vaguely aware of his hands shaking at his sides).

Upon observing Ango’s familiar visage, the first thing Dazai noticed was that it didn’t hold a trace of remorse. A trace of anything much at all. Features were crafted into a mask of complete neutrality. Or perhaps numbness would be a more accurate description. The second thing was that Ango’s stare was fixed on the ground at his feet. Unmoving from the spot. He was scared, Dazai supposed, to raise his eyes. Because if he shifted his view even a little bit, he’d see exactly what he’d done. And then he’d have no choice but to face it.

How dare he. Try and hide from the consequences of his actions. Commit the greatest sin of all and then turn his head away from the reality he alone had created.

Before he could really examine his own actions, his body was moving. He felt his fist connect with Ango’s face seconds later.

“f*ck,” Ango gasped, hand reaching to cover a reddening cheek on instinct. His glasses had clattered to the ground, settling after spinning on its axis for a couple of rotations. Tears were gathering at the corner of his eyes, blood already dripping from his nose. “Guess I deserved that.”

And he still hadn’t looked up.

“Yeah,” Dazai laughed, sourly. “Yeah you f*cking did.”

It hadn’t felt satisfying, really. Ango’s flesh against his knuckles. Even now, watching him wipe away a light cascade of blood didn’t do anything to satiate Dazai’s anger. Not that anyone deserved any sort of recompense after the death of a loved one. Some moments should simply be lived through in their most heartbreaking forms.

“For the record, I never thought it would end like this. I never wanted it to end like this,” he said, voice trailing off into the silence that engulfed them.

“Well, it did.” Dazai took faltering steps back. He couldn’t even hear Oda’s raspy breathing anymore. It was all over. It was all f*cking over. Dazai wondered if it was a relief.

“Dazai-kun, I-”

“You what?” He should stop now. Stop before he made an enemy of a member of the League of Villains. Or anymore of an enemy than he already had. But his mouth and his brain didn’t seem to be coordinating at that moment. “You’re sorry? Sorry that you killed an innocent man? Your friend who got caught up in the middle of all this bullsh*t?”

Ango sneered. God, he just wouldn’t look up.

“I didn’t kill him,” he said, firmly. “I wasn’t holding the knife. And he’ll be fine. He’ll be fine. I know he will. He’ll-”

He cut himself off, harshly. Shook his head a couple of times, as if to clear it. Without Ango’s almost unfamiliar voice echoing off the disarray of paper on the ground, the room was startlingly silent.

In contrast, it was shockingly loud when Eraserhead picked himself off the floor moments later. Pages flicking around him and crunching underfoot with a crisp clarity. He turned to face Ango with a barely-composed exhale. Anyone could see the rage boiling within him. Through the clench of his jaw and the fury in his eyes.

(Anyone could guess why he had finally left the side of the body on the floor. It was over. It was really, truly over. Without a trace of a doubt, Oda was dead. Dazai understood why Ango refused to look at him, now. Why Atsushi wouldn’t inspect the still form of the hero in the alley in Hosu. Some things were best left without endings. Left with even the tiniest slither of possibility remaining).

He didn’t know when he’d started crying again. Didn’t think it mattered.

“You killed Odasaku, Ango-kun.”

“Shut the f*ck up!” Ango backed away a couple of paces. He was clearly weary of Eraserhead’s cautious stance. Ready for any sudden movement.They killed him. And it was for Sensei. For the greater good. He knew too much. He had the papers, and Sensei needed them. They had to. We had to. We had no choice!”

Ango began walking faster. Stumbling backwards, shoulder bumping against the few shelving units that remained upright. Dazai heard a sickening crunch as Ango stepped on his own glasses, barely sparing them a glance.

Dazai would have liked to reply. Had a million half-sentences forming in his head, both at the time and in hindsight. But nothing tasted right when it reaches his tongue from the dark passage of his throat. No words could ever inflict quite as much devastation as Dazai needed them to.

“And do you think you’re free from blame?” He was still yelling, voice cracking. Mask splintering. The blood from his nose had been left to pour down his face. “Do you think you’re guilt f*cking free? This is just as much your fault as mine. He got stuck in the middle, and it suffocated him. The second you walked into the library that first day, this became inevitable.”

Ango extended a hand, red-splattered and pointing at Dazai’s chest with deadly precision. The sight was haunting.

“You killed him too.”

A deep, true stillness overcame them then. Ango had paused in his movement. Gaze finally raised from the ground. Eraserhead’s eyes were shut in someone else’s grief. The air was stale and static. The pages un-turning. Oda was motionless, as he always would be.

“Guess I’ll see you in hell.”

The aftermath was a blur.

Ango had fled the room, clutching broken glasses to his chest.

“Aren’t you going to pursue him?” Dazai had asked his teacher, a little numbly.

“My students come first,” Eraserhead had replied. And although Dazai wasn’t really his student in that he had no allegiance to heroism, he didn’t bother to correct him.

While Eraserhead made calls, Dazai trudged up to the study room on the first floor. He fished a brown envelope from between the radiator and the wall. Just where Oda had said it would be. It was creased from its awkward position, but not irreparably so.

Dazai briefly felt the urge to rip the thing apart word by word. Burn it for the evil its very existence had caused. But Dazai’s acquiring of it was Oda’s final wish. And that had to mean something, didn’t it? He slotted it into an inner pocket of his coat. The corner was sharp against his chest.

Eraserhead ended up accompanying him home after that. They walked in silence. It wasn’t awkward, but only because he didn’t have the energy to decide it was. He felt utterly drained and very little else.

Having run the distance in a semi-dazed state earlier in the day, Dazai hadn’t realised quite how far the archives were from his and Chuuya’s apartment. He only started recognising the streets after ten minutes of walking, and Memorial park’s shadow shimmering on the edge of his vision.

He could just make out the shape of a small canopy by the stony path. The outline of a store, and a man beside it. The man was Mr. Watanabe, packing up his tofu for the night. Dazai hadn’t visited the stall in a week, and absently wondered how it was holding up.

He supposed it didn’t really matter. People come and go and the world keeps spinning without them.

No matter what, through rain or shine, the planet would keep rotating and orbiting the sun. Being orbited by the moon. No matter what terrible atrocities were taking place, the earth would remain as it always was. Entirely unmoved.

What a harrowing thought.

Notes:

Sorry.

Well, that was a long one. Hope Dazai wasn’t too out of character this chapter. I guess I’m just going off the fact that he’s younger here and in a strange situation and in the process of changing. That kind of thing can screw with you a bit.

Ok I’m very very excited for next chapter. It’s That One Chapter that I’ve been writing alongside the story the whole time in anticipation for it. The big reveals!!

Edited 17/06/24 for grammatical errors.

Chapter 20: Becoming Known

Notes:

!!!A piece of info for anyone who hasn’t watched/read my hero academia:
All Might (number one hero, civilian name Yagi Toshinori) is like;; losing his power and muscles due to various things (like giving it to Midoriya and being injured and sh*t). Most of the students aren’t allowed to know this, so people think his muscly All Might form and lanky normal person form are two separate people (or they’ve never met the second one).

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Nakahara Chuuya and the Second Unmasking

D ouble Black had always been a collaboration. It wouldn’t have survived let alone thrived for so long if it wasn’t.

Sure, Dazai loved nothing more than riling Chuuya up with stupid comments and Chuuya took great pleasure in serving them right back. But first and foremost, their partnership relied on a deep, mutual trust and excellent teamwork. They complimented each other perfectly; were so synchronised that they seemed almost telepathic at times.

Double Black was a collaboration. And yet, Chuuya felt so immensely ignorant as they stood outside an unfamiliar door.

It hadn’t taken a genius to figure out that something was inconceivably wrong when Dazai returned home last night. Tear tracks marking his cheeks. Blood splattered across his school blazer like a physical representation of mistakes and regrets. Chuuya had stayed with him all night, simply existing together in the living room. They had been completely silent, not a word passing between them. (Chuuya had felt like a f*cking failure, as Dazai attempted to glue the pieces of himself back together beside him).

They had slept through most of the day before Dazai had forced them from their tentative armistice on that lime green couch of theirs. Citing that it was over. That the ruse was up, and that reality was about to come crashing down in that merciless way of its.

He had only offered the barest of explanations for the events of the previous day. Fraught with holes and gaps but somehow cohesive, even so. The key points were delivered effectively. The League of Villains finishing what they had begun. A stroke of misfortune that was closer to an evil deception. Oda’s demise (Dazai had sounded entirely numb, by that point) and Ango’s escape.

Followed, of course, by a narration of the root of such tragedy. Of the documents now tucked securely into Dazai’s coat pocket.

The very documents that held everything he and Dazai had been searching for upon their enrolment at UA. The knowledge that Mori had been so desperate for. They had finally finished their mission. They had won . He should be overjoyed, he knew, so why did he feel like the world’s biggest joke? Like he had reached the end of the road?

He supposed it shouldn’t matter too much how he felt about it. What had happened had happened, and he couldn’t change it now.

What he could do was take Dazai’s hand as they waited outside conference room six, nerves heavy in the air. Provide him with at least a fraction of the support he would never ask for himself.

It took a couple of moments of shifting, but they were able to settle like that without issue. Connected by touch, strength passing between them like current along wires. Dazai sent him a smile. A small one- something that belonged only to him and only in that moment. He looked composed. More so than he had that morning and certainly more so than last night. Chuuya was well-aware, however, that only a porcelain shield covered him. Fortified in appearance alone.

The hour was approaching three when the sound of a lock whirring dispersed into their corridor from the door behind them. The hallway was empty aside from them, but that was to be expected. Students had been given the day off in wake of the devastating news. Chuuya suspected that the break was more designed to give the staff a chance to organise their approach to the death of one student and the villainous betrayal of another. Not to mention the behind-the-scenes involvement of the Port Mafia and insistent coverage of the media. Chuuya felt for them. He really did.

Unsure of precisely what to expect in it, Chuuya and Dazai had been invited to a meeting with the UA staff to discuss everything that had happened. Rather than being ‘invited’, however, they were clearly obligated to attend. And due to Chuuya’s complete ignorance of the whole thing (he was still ashamed of that), his participation in the meeting suggested that ulterior motives were at play.

Things cleared up slightly when they stepped into the room, welcomed by a somber Present Mic (a rare sight). An odd assortment of characters already filled the majority of seats around a long, rectangular table. Nedzu was poised at the head, a selection of the UA teachers surrounding him.

Eraserhead was watching them closely as they were guided to their own seats. It didn’t take Chuuya long to notice that he seemed specifically fixated on Dazai, though the latter was giving nothing away.

As well as Present Mic, who had taken a seat besides their form teacher, Midnight and a wiry blonde man that Chuuya didn’t recognise also filled spaces. There was something indescribably familiar about the man, though. Chuuya found that he couldn’t take his eyes off him even as he forcibly dismissed his curiosity. He suppressed a grimace as the cold metal of the chair brushed his neck. Or maybe it was at the unpleasant tension weighing on the figures like a physical burden.

There were two more chairs at the table that had yet to be filled, a collection of framed photos hanging behind them. The Principal was eyeing the empty spaces cautiously, even as he pasted a polite smile upon his lips. No one said a word.

Until Dazai seemingly choked on air. Chuuya let his attention be ripped away from the blonde man to where his partner openly gaped. At the very target that Chuuya had been examining, funnily enough. His eyes were blown wide, fixed right on the dishevelled form across from them. For his part, the man only wavered minutely. He seemed to grow increasingly anxious the more Dazai stared, though.

“Dazai-kun, if you could refrain from spreading any outlandish conjectures, I would greatly appreciate it,” Nedzu eventually cut in.

“Of course,” Dazai replied, laughing a little shakily. Then, “childbirth has really done a number on you,” he mumbled.

“Dazai-kun, please,” Nedzu pressed.

“Sorry, sorry,” the other hummed, much to the Headmaster’s chagrin. Dazai still appeared very much astonished as he sunk into his chair. It only prompted Chuuya to focus more closely on the blonde than before. The man looked so very familiar, but Chuuya just couldn’t place him. Like a figure blurred in the back of a photograph.

“We’re just waiting for two more now,” Nedzu sighed, glancing at his watch. Having already broken the silence once, the cohort appeared more comfortable with the words.

“Should we just begin without them?” Present Mic wondered aloud. “They were supposed to arrive before the kids.”

While Chuuya took a certain amount of offence at that- he was sixteen for God’s sake- he decided not to challenge it. This wasn’t the time for pettiness. Plus, he was more distracted by the final two chairs, and who might fill them. Probably not more UA staff, or they’d have shown up with the others. Maybe representatives of the Hero Commission? Chuuya shuddered to imagine that the victim’s family might have been invited. He wasn’t sure how exactly he’d be able to face them.

To both his great relief and incredible discomfort, none of these people ultimately joined them at the table.

Moments later, rigidly escorted in by two UA security officers, the remaining guests filed in.

“Mori-san,” Chuuya gasped out, voice strained as he scrambled to stand. In contrast, Dazai didn’t move an inch. “Kouyou-san.”

Amused, Mori gestured that he should sit, descending into his own place. It was halfway up the table, but Mori’s natural charisma made it seem like the head. He drew attention and respect in a way that no one else ever could. Especially with Kouyou gracing his side, her elegance the perfect offset to his charm.

“Apologies for our tardiness, Nedzu-san,” Mori chirped, offering no further explanation.

Nedzu deemed the meaningless platitude sufficient with a curt nod.

“Now that all relevant parties have assembled, we can begin.”

Even after the initial shock of Mori’s entrance wore off, Chuuya still felt disturbed by his presence.

He just seemed so distinctly out of place surrounded by heroes, though he himself appeared completely at ease. Mori held a different air to the others. Stark in its contrast. The UA staff must have felt the same way, if their pointed glances were anything to go by. Kouyou’s strained facade of calm seemed comforting in comparison.

The meeting would have been painful enough without the two in attendance, let alone with them. Initially, it had resembled a (forcibly) polite exchange. Unveiling to the staff of UA a spread of information that they’d likely been pre-warned of. It didn’t take long for the fragile airs of discussion to devolve into a clipped back-and-fourth between their boss and their Principal, though. Even the other pro heroes seemed mildly exasperated by it.

“But the event that decidedly triggered this gathering,” Nedzu eventually seemed to remember himself, pulling the conversation back on track, “was the discovery of the UA traitor that occurred yesterday evening.”

A hush fell over what had once been adorned in hums of understanding and the shifting that accompanied physical presence. Other than Eraserhead- who had witnessed the whole spectacle- and Nedzu following a detailed report, none of the staff had anything deeper than a shallow grasp on what had truly happened last night at the archives. Mori was equally uninformed, though Chuuya had an inkling that his sources hadn’t left him entirely in the dark.

Nedzu preceded to give a concise run down of the narrative. Of the League of Villain’s obtainment of the secrets they had been so desperate to protect.

(Chuuya felt himself glance to Dazai at that. Only the two of them knew, after all. That the League hadn’t obtained those secrets at all. That those secrets truly festered away in the folds of Dazai’s coat. He could barely bring himself to look away from where he knew the envelope was tucked; it was shocking that no one else had picked up on its proximity, considering the strength with which it called to Chuuya).

The heroes could barely repress their disappointment when they heard the ‘news’. He supposed their fear wasn’t unwarranted. Who knew how far the League would go once they felt entirely safe and secure within their superiority. Any hint of reluctance gone from their steps.

Even Mori, endlessly poker-faced, showed a flash of annoyance. A ripple that slashed through his features before each returned to their natural positions like water after displacement.

Chuuya wondered when it had come to this. When things had warped so much- been warped so much by the awkwardly angled mirrors and reflectors around them that they had reached this point. A point where Chuuya was lying to Mori, of all people. Keeping secrets from someone to whom he had pledged his unwavering loyalty from first meeting. Maybe he wasn’t committing an outright deception, but wasn’t his silence just as despicable?

Dazai held the very knowledge that Mori had been pining for since long before this whole thing began. And Chuuya wasn’t doing anything about it. Wasn’t delivering it where it needed to go. It was a strange realisation to make: that without even noticing, his priorities had shifted indisputably.

“I know that these circ*mstances are by no means ideal, but the past is set. We must prepare for the oncoming battle that the League will bring to us. We must continue to plan for the future.”

Nedzu’s voice was quickly fading into more of a drone. A sequence of oscillating pitches and amplitudes that held no real meaning. Unintelligible. Chuuya let himself focus in on Dazai, instead. His partner had a complicated expression on his face. One that suggested he was stewing over something- with a furrowed brow and almost imperceptible twist of the lips. It looked out of place on one of the most quick-witted, impulsive people that Chuuya knew.

“What future?”

Pausing, the Principal shifted his gaze to Dazai. He seemed rather rigid in his movements.

“Dazai-kun?”

“What future? What exactly are you hoping for here? You can’t revive the dead, you know. It’s already too late.”

A somber air spread through the room. It was like a dull, grey filter passed over the waiting faces of the occupants. Painted them a dreary shade of hopeless.

“It’s never too late,” Present Mic tried. His tone was forced into its usual mould of positivity, though. And he- like Midnight- had been averting his gaze from them the whole time. “The League may have seen a short-term victory, but as heroes, our fight isn’t over until justice prevails.”

Dazai scoffed.

“I’m not a hero. Neither are Chuuya, Mori-san and Kouyou-san. Neither was Odasaku. How many lives are going to be sacrificed for your cause? How much more will it take for you to shape this ridiculous, perfect reality you’ve invented?”

Maybe Nedzu had a way to reply to that. Or Eraserhead, who’s potent gaze was fixed on Dazai. Or that familiar blonde man, wearing an expression of grim heartbreak. Even Present Mic and Midnight might have spoken up, ashamed or betrayed though they may have been. Ultimately, no one had a chance to. Mori was already standing up from his chair as Dazai concluded, Kouyou following at his elbow.

“Dazai-kun perfectly expressed my opinion on the matter. I believe we are finished here.”

Nedzu tried to gather the company, but it was clear that whatever sense of unification had once existed was long gone. Mori left with it. Eventually the UA staff dispersed as well, heading out with bowed heads and a pained sigh from Nedzu. Until only three of them remained in the dense air of the room. Chuuya himself, Dazai and the persistently observant Eraserhead.

It didn’t take an empath to realise that there was something going on there, between the two. Something that he wasn’t privy to.

Rolling back tensed shoulders, Chuuya stood up, too.

“I’ll wait for you,” he said, quietly. Voice catching in his throat a little. Dazai nodded, and so he left.

Dazai Osamu and the Second Unmasking

E ven after he was gone, the lingering aroma of death that seemed to haunt the boss of the Port Mafia remained in the room. Wafting in the air like some sort of a warning. Maybe it was, he mused, as he turned his gaze to the only presence left in the room with him.

“Dazai-kun,” Eraserhead began. His voice was remarkably measured. Steady, even compared to his usual monotone. “If you need-”

“No.”

Aizawa’s brow creased, minutely. An almost imperceptible giveaway, but every nerve in Dazai’s body was blaring on high alert. He wouldn’t miss even a breath out of rhythm.

“No,” he repeated, riding on an exhale. “I’m not a victim. I’m not being forced.” He held a finger up. “Or coerced.” A second one. “Or threatened.”

Aizawa shifted in his chair, leather covered metal against whitening knuckles. Still, he didn’t break eye contact.

“I joined of my own accord. Murdered, stole, defrauded and whatever else entirely through my own free will.”

Only then did Aizawa make a real move. Displace enough space for it to be worth anything. He lurched forward from his position, scraggly black locks falling over his face haphazardly.

A faint buzzing from the harsh lightbulb was their only accompaniment; not even the sounds of staff departing in the halls filtered into the room. Truly fit for such delicate conversations as these, Dazai mused.

“Dazai-kun, stop. There are cameras in this room.”

He spoke with urgency, but his voice was lowered. It was strange. As if he was truly trying to stop Dazai from what? Incriminating himself? How typical of a hero to pull on a veil of humility only when someone is watching.

“And you think they’re functioning? You’ve been dealing with shady characters like Mori-san. Not to mention myself and Chuuya.”

Aizawa turned his head away at that. He felt uncomfortable.

“The thoroughly righteous heroes wouldn’t want such interactions recorded for all the world to see.”

It was with great hesitancy that Aizawa stood, after that. Rising slowly as if Dazai could be scared away with one wrong move. Which he f*cking resented. He wouldn’t take a single step from this spot if doing so meant playing into every hero’s greatest fantasy. Saving a poor, innocent child from the clutches of villainy.

“Putting your thoughts on heroism aside, let’s talk about you for a moment.”

“I think I’ve made my situation perfectly clear,” Dazai snapped.

“And I’m sure you believe all that as well. But some things in life require an outside perspective.”

Dazai donned a smirk, but it wasn’t up to his usual standard. His lips were tight against each other, and his eyes weren’t playing their part in the slightest. It was times like these that Dazai wished he was taller- above average though he was. Having the height advantage in these situations could work wonders.

“Is that so?”

“It is.”

Aizawa had calmed down. The man was a professional through and through, Dazai would give him that.

“And from my view of things, it seems as if you’re changing the story to fit what you want to have happened. Or perhaps even what Mori-san has made you believe has happened.”

Dazai scoffed derisively. A genuine smile curling at his lips, now.

“Astounding theory. Have you ever considered a career in child psychology?”

“If I had, I would tell you that the use of excessive sarcasm is a defence mechanism.”

What a joke. He had always viewed the underground hero Eraserhead, and by extension Aizawa, as a capable individual. Not one who spurted outlandish ideas, and bent to the will of hero society like a flower in the wind.

“You were a child when you joined the Port Mafia,” Aizawa asked more than stated. His eyes were deadly serious, a somber shade of grey abound within them. “When was this exactly?”

“Officially just over a year ago,” Dazai said, shrugging. “Mori-san offered me a position and I accepted.”

“You were barely fifteen, Dazai-kun, and you were making decisions that would impact your life for its entire duration. Do you really believe that you weren’t influenced by the adults around you?”

“So it’s a problem when a fifteen year old accepts a job at an organisation, but completely fine for us to choose to go to a hero school and prepare to put our lives on the line everyday?”

Aizawa froze. A wave of satisfaction rolled over Dazai like nausea. The hum of the lighting was deafening in his ears.

“It’s not the same-”

“You’re right. It’s worse.” Dazai knew he was breaking his own vow, but strolled away from his spot anyway. He pointed to one of the framed pictures on the white wall. A professional photograph of all the UA heroics students from a couple of years ago.

“It’s not just the adults around them who influenced their decisions. It’s the newspapers and television programmes.”

Aizawa opened his mouth to speak, tense but still levelheaded as ever. It was starting to piss Dazai off, actually. The fact that he clearly felt nothing about all of this.

“Do you know the average lifespan of a hero in Japan?”

He didn’t need to reply for Dazai’s point to etch itself deeply into stone.

Running a hand through his hair, Aizawa could feel desperation starting to pull at the edges of his words. This conversation wasn’t going how he had envisioned, but he wouldn’t give up on his student. If anything, Dazai had proved that his intentions weren’t evil. That was higher praise than he could give many people.

And having witnessed his reaction to his friend’s death, Aizawa could never class the kid as a heartless killer.

“Officially,” he realised. “You said fifteen was when you ‘officially’ joined. What about before that?”

Dazai crossed his legs, leaning against the wall by the photograph. He should probably stop. He should definitely stop. But everything was coming out in a tidal wave of destruction, and one boy alone was powerless to fight against it.

“If you must know, my father was the previous boss of the Port Mafia. So I’ve always had a tenuous connection.” Aizawa looked decidedly appalled by the news.

“Before you say anything, he never once asked me to take up a role in the organisation. Didn’t even plan for me to inherit it.”

He slipped his hands into his pockets, pulling at the fraying threads within them.

“I chose this life.”

Aizawa… well. He wasn’t really sure where to go from there. He felt like he had travelled every avenue, walked every available path, and was completely unable to find his destination. He may as well have been adrift the whole time for all the good his attempts had done him.

“That’s not the point,” he said, feeling more resigned by the second.

“Of course. When it contradicts your own ideology, it’s not the point.”

One last ditch attempt, Aizawa promised himself. One more, and then he’d give up for the day. Think it over. Try again tomorrow. This kid needed him, and he resolved himself to pull through.

“I’ve seen you with class 1A, Dazai-kun. I saw you yesterday.” Dazai winced at the reminder. “You can’t expect me to believe that it’s all a big act, and that you feel complete indifference to them.”

“Don’t see why not. I’ve lied pretty successfully up until now.”

It wasn’t the reply he had expected, actually. Not like his other barbed comments, designed to cut. Maybe Dazai really had grown a sense of camaraderie with his classmates over the months. It felt like a win.

“Maybe, but I’m your teacher. And as your teacher, it’s been my job to observe class dynamics. You’re not a heartless murderer, even though for a reason entirely beyond me, that’s what you want us all to think.”

Dazai was quiet after that. Thoughtful. Which was far better than an outright denial.

He had done enough, for now. Sowed the seeds of doubt. He only hoped that he’d be able to reap the rewards quickly. For Dazai’s sake as much as his own.

“Look, neither of us are thinking rationally. I shouldn’t have tried to have this conversation now.” He began to advance towards the door. Dazai’s eyes were locked on his every move. They had begun to calm, but were narrowed again now.

“I’m not thinking rationally? God I wonder why.” Dazai could hear his own pitch rising. Cracking at the edges of each word, growing louder and closer. “Maybe it’s because one of my closest friends was just f*cking killed. Now I’ve been entrusted with some of the most dangerous secrets in the universe, and I have to pretend to know what I’m f*cking doing.”

Aizawa stopped dead.

“Secrets?”

But Dazai was already shaking his head, a laugh bubbling at his lips. He himself was headed to the exit now.

“No, this isn’t the right time for such a conversation. You’re correct, of course,” Dazai hummed, a patronising edge to his voice that he despised but still pulled out whenever necessary. It was Mori’s weapon of choice, really. Dazai had always tried to convince himself that it wasn’t his.

“Dazai-kun, what are you-”

The student pulled the handle, calling over his shoulder on the way out.

“Have a good day, Aizawa-sensei. If you’d like to give this another go, I recommend trying with Chuuya instead. He was actually forced into this whole ordeal.”

Then he was gone, and the door slammed behind him.

Nakahara Chuuya and the Second Unmasking

C huuya had never seen the allotment before.

Probably because it was about as far from the heroics department as one could reasonably get, concealed deeply in the wooded grounds of UA. It was maintained by the general studies students as part of some course or other, nestled away in a little clearing. And it was lovely. Patches of land had been ploughed and stems were already sprouting from the earth.

Maybe the fact that they hadn’t flowered yet made them even more beautiful. That endless potential to become anything was something Chuuya envied, even if it was just an illusion.

Lurking in the hallway waiting for Dazai to emerge had felt like an invasion of privacy, somehow. All he could hear from within the room was a muffled, incoherent rendition of conversation, but it wasn’t for his ears anyway. He had sort of wondered, after that. Taking in the sights of the glorious UA almost absentmindedly. Knowing Dazai would find him in the end.

His head felt clouded and overwhelmed with information. Because let’s be honest, there was a lot. Chuuya had spent his life in a variety of different locations, with a variety of different aims and around a variety of different people; this still felt like the most complicated few weeks of all.

He breathed out a sigh. It was probably the fresh air, making Arahabaki sound quieter than it had since the flair up against Stain.

As he stepped over to inspect what he identified to be a thriving lavender bush, a noise sounded behind him. The clearing of a throat- the kind of forced cough that suggested more someone announcing their presence than actually needing to do so.

Another day, Chuuya might have been surprised that someone had managed to sneak up on him. At that moment, though, he didn’t feel too put off. Instead, he swivelled to face the newcomer among the greenery.

“Young Chuuya.”

It was the man. The all too familiar one from the meeting. Skin tight and eyes hollow with a strange parody of familiar that would have been laughable if it wasn’t so perplexing.

“Are you following me or something?”

He didn’t mean it to be an accusation. Just an affirmation. Why would the man have walked out as far as the allotment if not? Chuuya couldn’t really summon the energy required to feel any kind of anger, anyway. It was all squandered on everything else, and he was running pretty dry on sh*ts to give.

Kicking at a twig in the ground, Chuuya watched the man’s face twist in quiet regret. He had an interesting face, Chuuya thought, in that it expressed emotions very sincerely. His features didn’t hide even a drop of meaning from their audience, presenting everything they had to offer without flourish. They were full of empathy and strength, even if the rest of him looked one gust of wind from toppling over.

“I admit, I hoped to check on you after that meeting. It was a lot. You must be feeling a lot.”

Chuuya scoffed. Understatement of the century.

Guilt was probably the main one. Engulfing him in the way that it tended to. Wrapping its claws around his neck in a chokehold. Guilt because he and Dazai were partners- Double Black- and he hadn’t been there. It wasn’t often that Dazai wanted somebody. Even rarer that he needed somebody. But he did and he had and Chuuya hadn’t been there. He wasn’t sure if he’d ever be able to calm the guilt of that.

He felt a little confused, too. A little out of the loop and yet a little too deep in. Put simply, he was just off-balance. Disturbed, somehow, in a quietly maddening sort of way.

Naturally, he didn’t voice any of that. Instead, he shoved his hands into his pockets and took a few steps towards the stranger.

“Who even are you?” He tried to come off as confident, and wasn’t entirely sure whether it was working or not.

“Who am I,” the man parroted. He seemed a little flustered, running a frantic hand through a straw-like ponytail. “I suppose we haven’t met,” he mumbled, before raising his voice. “Please call me Yagi-Sensei. I work in… administration.” Yagi trailed off vaguely.

“Alright,” Chuuya replied, haltingly. It was one of the most uncertain introductions he had ever received. Again, though, he was in no mood to question it. He was perfectly content to just accept the words for now.

“I just wanted to remind you,” Yagi continued, before Chuuya could make another move. Not that he had any particular plans for moves to make; just a general desire to find his partner for some sense of wholeness. “That no matter your past, you still have the power to become a hero, my boy. What makes you a hero are your actions and intentions now, not those that cannot be changed. It’s you alone.”

It hit Chuuya like a wave.

“You’re already a hero, my boy. And no quirk, no scar, no God can change that. What makes you a hero is your actions- it’s you alone.”

Those words, spoken to him as if from the mouth of a deity, all those years ago. Some all-knowing, omnipresent being blessing him with immortal knowledge. Bright blue eyes and a beam that never faded.

It was probably ironic, he mused, that gazing into sunken eyes and features that showed pain all too easily, he felt the same warmth and comfort as he had when he was a child.

His breath must have hitched, because Yagi was opening his mouth, concern etched into the lines of his face. Chuuya beat him to it.

“Someone said something very similar to me, when I was a kid.”

“Oh?”

Chuuya smiled, wryly.

“It was All Might, actually. I kind of have a God inside me.” Chuuya cringed as the words left him. But Yagi was watching him with such authenticity, and wasn’t everything out in the open already?

“He was trying to reassure me, I guess, that I wouldn’t end up losing myself to it. Or like, go crazy with the power and start destroying everything. My parents always thought I would.” He barely held back a wince. His parents hadn’t been in his life for long, but memories of that time were still unpleasant. “That’s why All Might had to come in the first place.”

Yagi remained silent as Chuuya hesitated.

“It was all bullsh*t, though. I’m not a hero.”

Finally, Yagi interjected, voice soft and lips pursed in a frown.

“What I-” he cut himself off. “What All Might was probably trying to say wasn’t that you’re already a super hero. Or even that you should be. It’s that every day, you’re presented with countless choices. And those countless choices are all opportunities to do the right thing. Or a right thing. To make something just a little brighter. All men are equal in these opportunities. Whether you take them or not, however, is up to you.”

Well, Chuuya supposed that if anyone knew what All Might had meant that day, it would be Yagi. He felt lighter, somehow.

“Maybe.”

He should go and find his partner.

And he must have, at some point. Must have located Dazai. Walked beside him, sharing in a contemplative silence. Followed Dazai- or let Dazai follow him- down the familiar series of twists and turns to Memorial park. One of them must have sat down, legs outstretched across the damp grass. The other must have joined them. Because that’s where they were, and Chuuya couldn’t for the life of him piece together how they got there.

He supposed it didn’t matter too much, in reality. Too many thoughts were circling each other in his head for him to latch onto any one of them. Like a tornado of ill-fitting words- specks of dust in the wind clumping together until each was indistinguishable from its neighbour.

Until Dazai shifted beside him, and the tornado seemed to freeze mid revolution.

Shoving a hand into his coat, Dazai pulled out its contents. The brown envelope, somehow remaining unwrinkled even from the confines of the pocket. Just looking at the thing caused a swell of shame to expand within him, his silence to Mori an uncomfortable pressure in his gut.

Dazai appeared equally disgusted by it, holding it away from himself. His features were twisted into a mask of complete apathy. As his partner, Chuuya couldn’t even begin to guess what his next move would be.

Movement from beside him. Dazai was standing up, heavily. An exhale on his lips. (Chuuya scrambled up as well, feeling increasingly anxious).

“I’m going to find Mori-san.”

His voice was firm, but there was a slight tremor to it that Chuuya couldn’t ignore.

“Why?”

Dazai was already taking strides away from him.

“Dazai, why?”

Chuuya followed hurriedly, but Dazai made no move to wait for him; he made no move to even turn around. The envelope swung by his side, casually, until one knew of its significance.

Dazai ,” Chuuya jogged forwards a few steps, before grabbing Dazai’s other wrist, twisting him until he faced Chuuya.

“Get off!”

It stunned him, for a second. Dazai’s expression. Somehow a little distraught and a little hesitant and so clearly waiting for someone to stop him. It told Chuuya everything he needed to know.

Dazai shook off his grip- it had grown weak anyway- and pulled the envelope into his body. A scowl quickly overwhelmed his face before he turned away again.

He kept walking, Chuuya trailing a few steps behind. It was obvious what Dazai was planning to do when he met Mori. And why was that such a bad thing? Didn’t Chuuya want to assuage the waves of guilt and regret that he felt in keeping secrets? (The ripple of exhilaration he got at the thought of it surely wasn’t worth the eventual price).

“You aren’t seriously-“ (Chuuya had to pause. His voice felt thick, lodged in his throat), “seriously going to give it to him?” He finished, eventually. It felt f*cking weird. Saying the words out loud.

Dazai must have been equally jarred, because he stopped in shock. He spun, slowly, on the spot.

“What?”

Then, before Chuuya could get another word in.

“You think I shouldn’t give Mori-san the document.”

He sounded a little incredulous. Bemused, too. His eyes were roaming around Chuuya’s face, tracking every feature as if searching for the hole in the disguise. The give away, because surely, this was just some poorly timed joke.

He didn’t find what he was looking for.

“That’s not…” Chuuya pulled a hand over his face. “That’s not it. I just don’t think you should yet . This is an important decision; you need to give yourself time to think it through.”

Dazai actually laughed, this time. “Think what through? Whether I should give our boss the documents that he ordered us to get? The literal reason that we’re here at all? And here I thought that you were the mafia’s loyal dog.” Distaste laced his final words.

Chuuya found that he couldn’t reply to that. Wasn’t Dazai right? Chuuya didn’t have a leg to stand on. And yet. Something within him just wouldn’t give. Fiercely held onto his belief.

When he didn’t reply immediately, Dazai’s previous amusem*nt crumbled. Replaced by a genuine uncertainty. The setting sun lit him from behind. Ethereal.

“We’re staying at school, if that’s what you’re worried about,” Dazai tried, quietly. “Even after we’ve finished the mission. Mori made that deal.”

“I know,” Chuuya forced out. He wanted to look away, but kept his eyes firmly fixed on Dazai’s.

This was serious. This was real. They were talking in a way that they never had. Always choosing to skirt around the awkward details and uncomfortable emotions. This was new and important and Chuuya wouldn’t forgive himself if he f*cked it up.

They were crossing a line, Chuuya knew. It seemed to be something of a theme of late.

“That’s not it.” He sighed. Every cell in his body was screaming at him to keep going. To stop Dazai from making a big mistake. Because it was. A mistake, that is. To entrust Mori with all the power in the world and then expect him to sit still.

Chuuya wrung his hands together. He had to do something. Even if the next argument forming within him tasted sour on his tongue.

“Just… is this what Oda-san would want you to do with the knowledge he gave his life for?”

Dazai visibly tensed at the mention of the past.

“Passing it straight to Mori-san. Letting him do what he pleases with it. Isn’t that some sort of betrayal of trust?”

The explanation died in his mouth when he refocused on the other. Dazai looked absolutely infuriated.

“You’re trying to manipulate me.”

Like Mori, Chuuya’s brain supplied. Even as his eyes widened. As his lips sealed closed in regret. He inched forwards, the instinct to still Dazai’s trembling hands overwhelming. Dazai jerked back.

“No, Chuuya. Listen to yourself.” He laughed, dryly. “If only those heroes you’re clearly so obsessed with could see you now. Rimbaud would be heartbroken,” Dazai sneered.

“This isn’t about me!” Chuuya felt the beginnings of a red hot rage swirling in his gut. Not a kind that he had ever really associated with Dazai, for all the other’s faults and flaws. But pulling Rimbaud’s name out of the blue like that. Being so stupidly impertinent towards his words.

“Oh yeah? Who’s it about, then? Odasaku?”

Chuuya clenched his jaw, stalking forwards. Dazai had that look in his eyes. The one that he got when he spoke to Mori- impenetrable. Closed off to any outside forces. Reasoning with him in this state was a waste of time.

“Stop being such a stubborn bastard.”

Enough was enough. Reaching out a hand, Chuuya made to grab at the envelope. Dazai pulled it away just in time, a scowl sullying his features.

(Watching Dazai lose his composure was always fascinating in its rarity. A natural catastrophe in its own right, Chuuya sometimes thought).

He held it high in the air.

“Too short to reach? Finally a Chuuya I recognise-”

For reasons that weren’t entirely clear, that was what pushed Chuuya to breaking point. With a low growl, Chuuya swung his leg in a roundhouse kick, catching Dazai in the stomach. He fell to the ground, grass muting the thud slightly. Still gripping the envelope tightly, although a thin layer of dirt now clung to the sealant.

“What the actual f*ck, Chuuya?“

Panting, Chuuya stood over him. A hazy red was swimming over his vision. Why did Dazai always have to be such an asshole? Couldn’t he just listen for once? He pressed a boot against Dazai’s chest, still heaving from the shock.

“We both know you can’t beat me.”

And it was true. Even forgoing the combat suitability of their respective quirks, Chuuya was stronger and faster. Experienced in combat where Dazai relied on intellect and strategy.

Dazai just rolled his eyes, though. (The dimming light was bathing him in golden, flooding the open field with purpose. Chuuya could barely look away).

“No. But I can take this.”

That was true, too. Dazai’s distaste for pain ran deep, but he could be a fortress when he needed to. Sit silently through torture. There was no point in any sort of fight, really, when its duration was so very predictable.

In Chuuya’s moment of hesitance, Dazai’s hand shot out. He grabbed Chuuya’s leg from where it was pressed against him, pulling it out. With a blue shimmer erasing his gravitational control, Chuuya plummeted to the floor as well, landing heavily beside Dazai in the grass.

It was comfortable there, even if his side throbbed lightly. They sat up, at some point. Silence rolled between them for a few moments; the rays of the sun behind them slid completely below the tree line.

Then, with a sigh, Dazai tucked the envelope back into his pocket. Chuuya didn’t comment. Instead, he looked Dazai up and down.

“It’s Summer now. How much longer are you going to wear that coat?”

Dazai just scoffed. It seemed to take him a moment to gather his thoughts, and when he spoke it was with the familiar trace of a whine in his voice, forced though it was.

“I’ll wait.”

It wasn’t about the coat anymore. Chuuya felt himself straighten up involuntarily.

“I’ll wait one month,” Dazai continued. His tone was firm, but his breaths were coming out in awkward stutters. “Think it over. But if I feel the same way by July, I’m giving everything to Mori-san.”

Chuuya felt a wave of relief wash over him. He nodded, eagerly. Dazai just shook his head.

“This is weird. Like some sort of role reversal. You’re sitting there being the cool, collected one, and I’m freaking out.”

Chuuya didn’t reply to that. How could he? It was so painfully true and yet somehow too soaked in irony to acknowledge. Too dripping with the blood of skin caught on barbed wires. Too close to the lines they’d never made any attempts to cross. The grass of the Memorial park in the evening- the early hours of nighttime- was soft and pleasantly cool beneath him.

“Ah f*ck.” And it wasn’t often that Dazai swore. It all seemed so far below him, somehow. “I just want to be human. I just want to be normal.”

Chuuya couldn’t help but glance at whatever it was beside him. A sort of detachment had ensnared him fully, but it couldn’t quite keep a belated shock from raking through him.

Not once. Not through language or movement, signal or sign, had Chuuya ever been shown that before. Shown that Dazai wanted to be anything more or less than he already was. And Chuuya couldn’t lie, so he didn’t say ‘you are human’.

“You are normal.”

A sigh and a laugh. Something wry and paper thin. Mori was the same, sometimes.

“Chosen-one normal. Not sh*tty, depressed normal.”

“That’s normal, too.”

Notes:

Hope everyone enjoyed that look into various relationships as much as I enjoyed writing it.

Schedule info for anyone interested:
I may end up taking a bit longer to post the next chapter (maybe 3 weeks) as you’ve kind of caught up with my pre-written stuff. We’ll see. It’s summer now so maybe I’ll have time?
Also, I’m holidaying in the great Welsh countryside (save me) with some friends for the next few days so I might not answer comments quickly xx

Have a great week everyone!

Chapter 21: Respite

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu and the Inexplicable

H e supposed the tension shouldn’t have been surprising.

Wednesday morning bought with it the class’ return from an improvised day off following Oda’s death. Even those who didn’t know the upperclassman personally were privy to the news.

Naturally, the setting did nothing to remedy the bleakness of the mood. Something about the knowledge that one was in a certified school for heroes only made the concept of death that much more mortifying. This wasn’t some one off horror that would circulate in whispers amongst friends. This was their everyday. This was what they had signed up for with bright eyes and an eager hand.

“Morning, Dazai-kun.”

Uraraka looked deflated, at best. Maybe a little heartbroken at worst.

“Morning.”

She was making a valiant attempt to appear normal, even within the hushed farce of conversation that filled the classroom. Filled its occupants with the awkward knowledge that everything was being heard even if it wasn’t being listened to.

It was clear that Uraraka was affected too, though. Bright, brilliant, jubilant Uraraka who poured her entire soul into life. Whose cheeks were constantly adorned with a pretty dusting of red, as if she possessed so much hope that her capillaries were bursting with it.

They were pallid, on this particular morning. Even her voice was tight with a seemingly involuntary constriction of the throat.

Dazai sighed as he pulled out his chair, the shrill screech of wood against the floor cutting through the air in a way it never had before. Usually drowned out by some dramatised retelling of a story or other.

Without a doubt, class 1A knew of Dazai’s friendships with the two subjects of school-wide (maybe even nationwide) gossip. The two names that had mysteriously dropped off their respective registers. One of which had disappeared for now and the other for good. No one was sure how to approach him, clearly. Not even Midoriya braving his side.

Heaving out a breath, Dazai let his head drop to the table with a thump. He winced as it rang out noticeably around the classroom. People had clearly cottoned onto his relationships outside the year group, but surely that was as far as their knowledge went. There was no way that any of them could know the details of the situation. His own intertwined place in the whole mess. And not to mention the perilous conversations that he and Chuuya had navigated the previous day with the teachers.

Surely none of them had gazed quite so mercilessly through the cracks in the fortress surrounding him. Taking advantage as it crumbled under its own weight.

(It hurt a little bit to think about it in such a way. To think about Oda’s death as anything other than a tragedy and a failure. To treat it as something to be hidden or danced around or stored carefully away and kept out of sight. It was ugly, yes, but it was important and it was Oda).

A minuscule part of him wondered why he was even bothering to hide his identity anymore. Why, when he had already been revealed to those with the power to make decisions? In comparison to his teachers, it shouldn’t matter whether his classmates discovered the truth. Chose to shun him for his deception or evils or whatever else. And yet a chill ran through him at the thought of it. A discomfort stronger even than he had experienced upon telling Eraserhead.

Almost instinctively, his head rose from the desk, swivelling around in search of something. Someone. He caught a number of his classmates snapping their own gazes away from him as he did so- embarrassed by the blatancy of their actions- but ignored them. It was easy to do so when he had a goal in mind.

Chuuya was already looking back at him when he finally found the other.

Eyebrows drawn together and lips pressed into a firm line. There was something about Chuuya that Dazai was always able to draw a mangled form of comfort from. Perhaps the remains of familiarity. It had become even more intense, lately. Since their undercover mission had started. Dazai could only helplessly watch as the draw towards his partner became less like an impulse and more like a necessity. Magnetism. A force of nature.

It probably shouldn’t have surprised him. The pair of them were plucked out of their makeshift home and dropped, all too suddenly, in the midst of unknown territory. It was understandable that they’d choose to stick together.

And so what if that wasn’t the only reason Dazai sought out companionship within Chuuya? So what if, ever since Chuuya had joined the Port Mafia at Dazai’s goading only two or three years before, there had been some underlying connection that tangled them together irrevocably? Even though Dazai had been acquainted with the likes of Kyouka and that Lemon guy that Mori (for some reason) tolerated for double or triple the time he had with Chuuya, it still felt different with the latter.

Personally, Dazai enjoyed that his partner was so easy to rile up. Liked when his cheeks took on the same reddish tint as his hair and his eyes were lit up in burning anger. It was a little unique, and a little novel, and looked more like the portrait of a man than one itself, sometimes. That might be the divinity of Arahabaki shining through, Dazai mused.

He felt a lot of things for Chuuya. That was the most accurate description he could give. Maybe two or three years ago, ‘a lot of things’ had been mainly annoyance and amusem*nt and maybe a touch of jealousy, at times. Now, it was entirely inexplicable. Just a wave of feeling when he saw Chuuya that said ‘yes, there he is’.

It felt good.

He had probably stared at Chuuya for an unreasonably long time, because his gaze was only pulled away when the door to the classroom opened. Aizawa-sensei entered, expression perfectly neutral but with arms glued stiffly to his sides. Boots hitting the floor in unsteady, restrained intervals. His facade of normality would fool an ordinary student, but it was no match against Dazai’s sharp eye.

“Seats, everyone,” he reminded, reaching for the register on his desk out of a deeply ingrained habit.

The class followed his instruction with more compliance than usual, perhaps noting his frazzled hair and the dark bags hanging under his eyes. Or maybe just slaves to the somber mood that had enveloped them.

Dazai pondered his teacher as the man droned through the list of names before him. He showed no particular reaction as he called out Dazai’s, simply letting it vibrate as the latter answered. Showed no sign that it was sour on his tongue. Which was strange, because Dazai was a confrontation left unresolved. Nothing more than an obstacle that existed right before him, unmoving.

Dazai had deceived him; shouldn’t there be at least some pocket of resentment there? Aizawa-sensei was his teacher, sure. A hero. On paper, he was obligated to protect Dazai, and extend a helping hand whenever possible. But he was also a human. A human who- considering this whole mess- Dazai pretty much expected hatred from. Probably deserved it.

Still, Aizawa secured a carefully blank mask into place as he deposited the completed register back on his desk. He paused for a moment. Took a steadying breath before raising his eyes to meet the waiting gazes of his pupils.

“First of all, I’d like to address the events that occurred on Monday afternoon, and answer any questions or concerns you may have relating to them. Obviously, this is in addition to the communication we sent out yesterday, or on your ‘rest’ day.”

He scanned the rows of pupils in the room.

“Of course, we must all be sensitive to the feelings of those involved, as well as their friends and families. Use your judgement to assess whether your question is relevant and empathetic before volunteering it. Furthermore, keep in mind that counselling services are available for those of you who feel you have more sensitive questions, or would like to discuss the situation privately.”

In the silence following his words, Eraserhead spread his arms in an invitational if reluctant motion. No one moved for a couple of moments, before Kaminari gingerly raised a hand.

Dazai was decidedly not looking forward to this session. He glanced at the clock in the corner of the room, willing the first lesson closer.

“What exactly happened?” Kaminari asked, voice hesitant in his throat.

Eraserhead seemed resigned at the question, if not surprised by it.

“While I cannot explain the entire situation in order to maintain the privacy of students within the school, I can tell you a little more than the email sent out did.”

The silence of engagement fell over the class as their teacher continued.

“General studies student Oda Sakunosuke in class 3C was caught up in an arbitrary attack on the Musutafu archives. Likely posed by the League of Villains, and supported by another student of this school. As such, second year Sakaguchi Ango has been deemed a threat to the safety of the student body and expelled. He will face further charges upon his capture.”

Murmurs ripples through the rows of his classmates at the unexpected news. Having finally caught the pupil dubbed ‘the UA traitor’, the school had negligently allowed his escape. It was a lot to take in, even if it wasn’t the story in its entirety.

Aizawa only stood in wait for any other questions, poised and likely prepared no matter what gets flung his way. Dazai could only imagine the intensive series of meetings and planning sessions he must have participated in to have practically inscribed a script into his mind’s eye.

“If he’s been expelled,” Iida began in a more tentative manner than usual, “does that mean we’re safe now? From the League of Villains?”

Another voice spoke up then. Midoriya.

“I don’t think we’re out of the dark yet. Some things have to be planned in advance, and the League may already have access to our intranet…” He broke off into a series of unintelligible mumbles, thoughtful expression twisting his lips.

“Thank you, Midoriya-kun, but I’d rather you left the explanations to me.” Aizawa-Sensei effectively cut him off. Midoriya blushed red in response. “As he said, we cannot assume a clean break from the League’s influence. However, rest assured that we are doing our upmost to protect you and guard against danger.”

Even for all his professional gravitas, Aizawa couldn’t stop himself from glancing towards Dazai as he quietened. On his part, Dazai felt himself heating inexplicably at the subtle, unavoidable jab. He shouldn’t be embarrassed, he knew. He had a job to do, and he was simply doing it.

“However, we will not let the misfortunes and tragedies we have recently faced devalue your educational experience. As such, your final exams of the term will still be taking place, followed by a quirk training boot camp for those of you who receive passing marks. Although these have been delayed to allow one extra preparation week considering recent events.”

A chorus of groans swept the class, muted though they were. Exams were never welcomed, though they were a silently relieving distraction given the circ*mstances.

Standing up as the bell rung, Dazai took a deep breath. Squared his shoulders. Somehow, the illusion felt faint and flickered in the light.

After the first four periods- when everyone else was rushing to the lunch hall- a hand encircled Dazai’s wrist.

(It always shocked him when he felt a grip around him. That someone would take that chance; accept the numbing coolness of the blue shimmer and leave themselves completely defenceless. Only Chuuya ever really offered himself up to such vulnerability. Occasionally Mori, but only with the knowledge that he held all the power anyway. So Dazai didn’t fight or wriggle, only let himself be turned and pulled into an empty classroom. Expecting the familiar face of his partner).

Before him in the room stood what could only be described as an entourage. Perhaps a confrontation.

Midoriya with that ever-concerned frown. Uraraka, perched on a table. Iida pacing across the floor, and Tsuyu sitting at a desk with Todoroki, who had joined their makeshift group at some point. Finally, Atsushi was leaning against the windowsill, hands clenched together in a valiant attempt to still his trembling.

Dazai was always floored by the sheer volume of emotion that filtered through his eyes. The most comprehensible combination of fear and determination. Clear enough to be read in the lines of a book. Separated into its parts and analysed.

“If I didn’t know any better, I’d think this was an intervention.”

Todoroki looked decidedly unimpressed with a blunt, “it is.”

He immediately received a sharp jab to the ribs from Tsuyu. Confused more than in any pain, Todoroki sunk back a little into his chair.

“Guys, it’s not an intervention,” Midoriya started saying, his voice rising and falling in that melodic way of its. “We’re just here to pose some questions. And maybe extended a helping hand if we need to.”

“That was basically the dictionary definition of an intervention,” Uraraka quipped, not unkindly.

A second passed, then, in silence. Dazai felt himself readjusting his posture. Leaning against the door easily with one leg crossed over the other. Angling his neck to give the illusion of height. To appear to be looking down ever so slightly.

There was no real need for such an action, the rational part of Dazai knew. No one in the room came across as threatening in the least (not even Atsushi with that gaze). If anything, the pre-planned interrogation was vaguely humorous. Still, force of habit contorted him into such a stance without his consent.

“Well?” Dazai asked after further hesitance. “When are you going to start intervening?”

Iida seemed ready to argue at that statement, lips pursing together into an awkward strand of disapproval. Thankfully, he released a huff of breath before speaking, effectively calming himself.

He spoke in his usual authoritative tone, but with a metallic edge of caution that Dazai had never come to associate with him.

“Dazai-kun, we wanted to begin by apologising for your loss. We’re aware of the friendships you’d forged with the two affected students in the situation, so please know that we hope to offer you any support you need.”

The sparks of amusem*nt that Dazai had initially felt turned to ashes on his lips.

“You can always, always come to us,” Midoriya chipped in with a wobbly smile.

The sound proofing at this ridiculous school was too impressive for its own good. It meant that Dazai couldn’t even turn his attention to the outside world or the unbothered students in the hallway. His attention was entirely and immovably dedicated to his friends’ words. So kind and heroic and as meaningless as the words of heroes themselves. Dazai repressed the urge to roll his eyes.

Turning to the invisible watch on his left wrist, Dazai languidly pushed himself up from his spot.

“Great intervention. Ten out of ten, I really appreciate it. Now if we’re all finished up here, I’d-“

“Who says we’re finished?”

It did halt him in this tracks: Atsushi’s voice. A little clearer than he’d heard it before, but otherwise unchanged.

Maybe the others noticed the effect that Atsushi’s interruption had on him, because none of them made a move to take over.

“You don’t make any sense, Dazai-san.”

Straight to the point, Dazai mused.

“Everything you do and say seems reasonable in pieces. As individual actions. But put them all together and there’s no coherence. The picture is too distorted to reveal anything much at all. I’ve noticed it a lot recently, where maybe I was forcibly blinding myself to it before,” he admitted, gravely. “Times where you’ve told me things about yourself, or acted in ways that seem out of place.”

Dazai remained shielded in that protective neutrality. He could guess what events Atsushi was thinking of (but thankfully not explaining in full to their other friends). Perhaps when he had told Atsushi not to mention the League of Villains to Kunikida back in Yokohama. Or the effect he had exerted on the boy who called himself ‘Akutagawa’ during their fight against Stain. And a hundred more situations as well. It was his own fault, really, for underestimating the most intensely vetted high schoolers in the country.

“What do you want me to say? I can’t disagree with that.”

Maybe it was a little more honest than he would’ve usually gone for, but he was low on options. Not when Atsushi had already seen so much, and was reluctant to simply let it go. Not when Uraraka and Todoroki must still have had reservations about him, following various admissions at the Sports Festival. Not since the events of the week, and how he had acted since returning from his internship.

“We don’t want you to say anything, specifically. We just want you to know that. Well. That we trust you. That we know that even if you’re not being honest, you wouldn’t do anything to hurt us.”

Midoriya’s eyes were so bright. It was hard to look away from them.

“We want to help you if we can. If you’re ready for us to. But until then, you’re not obligated to tell us everything. Anything, really. We trust you. You don’t have to stay away from us.”

Atsushi was nodding like he meant it. They all were, actually. Something so unwaveringly certain in their gazes as they collected on him. Something like belief.

It felt like the best and worst thing. It felt like being enveloped in love and it felt like theft. It was all a little too ridiculous and a little too perfect, and Dazai hadn’t imagined that it could go so well and so terribly.

“I’d like to apologise personally,” Atsushi added in a moment of silence. His certainty from before had largely dissipated, but his resolve remained as he pushed off from the window sill. Took a couple of rigid steps in Dazai’s direction.

“I was scared and confused, and allowed that to govern my actions without considering your feelings. Which caused you to isolate yourself from us. Obviously, I still have questions about what happened during our work study, but I don’t want to throw them at you before you’re ready to answer them. I understand that you will when circ*mstances and time permit.”

He bowed, then. Ninety degrees and steadfast. Dazai couldn’t even repress his surprise.

“I’m really, really sorry for how I’ve treated you recently.”

Damn. Trust a bunch of hero students to be that in touch with their emotions.

Coming back to his senses, Dazai moved forwards to meet him.

“Atsushi-kun, it’s fine. I would have been freaked out in your position, too.” He let out a quick breath. “Now stand up or I’ll be forced to take a commemorative picture.”

Atsushi straightened with a small chuckle. Dazai felt himself smile too, but didn’t trust it to hold.

It was all too good to be true, you see. The ideal reaction handed to him on a silver platter. Silence and trust. Devotion. Sickly sweet. He could’ve shut up and taken it. But it would’ve left the scales so disgustingly unbalanced. Tilted so notably in his favour.

“Thank you. So much, for understanding. I just." He inhaled. “I’ll tell you. One day, soon. Everything you should know. It’ll come from me, I promise.”

Even Todoroki was smiling a little, Dazai saw when he raised his head from a miniature bow. The air was lighter as everyone shuffled from their positions. Intervention over, Dazai supposed.

“Let’s never do one of those again, kero.”

“You didn’t even say anything!”

“Well, Iida-kun, you barely did either. You pretty much narrated word-for-word the opening lines that Midoriya-kun single handedly brainstormed earlier.”

“Wait, you guys wrote a script for my intervention? I’m honoured.”

“Don’t get used to it, asshole.”

He felt a little lighter. Not a lot, but a little. The awkwardness surrounding his interactions with Midoriya’s group should have been insignificant, but it had been weighing on him with an unexpected load.

“Dazai-kun!”

Turning, Dazai caught sight of a familiar mop of purple hair.

“Shinsou-kun. To what do I owe the pleasure?”

Gritting his teeth, Shinsou shuffled a little in his place a metre of two away. He had the awkward air of someone who had convinced themselves of something in the moment, but wasn’t entirely sure how to proceed once the moment had passed. Dazai gave the other a second for him to rearrange himself. Shove unbrushed hair into some sort of shape beneath his hands.

“I was just…” he trailed off. “You know Oda-san, right?”

His voice was a little tight, but came out with strength. As for the question, he must have remembered their initial meeting during the Calvary battle. It could only have been a month ago now, but felt like years. Oda had recommended Shinsou to him (given sufficient prompting) as a general studies student who had big dreams, causing their future acquaintanceship. He supposed it wasn’t unusual that Shinsou had discovered this connection, and chosen to comment on it.

“Knew,” Dazai corrected.

“What?”

“‘You knew Oda-san, right?’ And yes, I did.”

Shinsou pulled a face. A little pained and probably unsure of how to reply to Dazai’s admittedly snappy tone. His good mood was teetering on the edge of evaporation.

“Yeah. Well.”

Dazai was about to move on past him, but a huff and a sigh and a pair of tired eyes meeting his own stopped him.

“I didn’t know Oda-san well enough to miss him, but I do know what it feels like when the world is being a little bitch.” He spat out a laugh. “I’m just saying. I’m around and see you. I guess.”

Whether such a sentiment was true or not. Whether what Shinsou could ‘see’ laid deeper than deceptions and masks. These were questions that Dazai couldn’t quite muster up the will to consider.

So he nodded, and left with what was probably the semblance of a smile.

Nakahara Chuuya and the Factory Race

S eeing All Might again was a little jarring following the events of the previous day. Back in the enlarged, confident form that the population so adored. Still, Chuuya was able to find the humour in the image.

Everyone seemed to be in a good mood, after all. Even the sun was shining down on the cityscape surrounding them as class 1A gathered for their first hero training lesson in a while. Dazai was standing with Midoriya and the rest of them, smile stuck perhaps unconsciously on his face. He couldn’t have been happy, as such, but was definitely doing better than before. Meanwhile, Chuuya’s own troupe of losers surrounded him, and yeah, maybe he didn’t hate it.

“Chuuya-kun,” came a whisper from beside him. Well, as close to a whisper as Kirishima’s voice could ever truly come. He elected to ignore the plea, instead listening to All Might’s explanation of the exercise.

It was relatively simple. Mobility and speed training in the form of a race to answer a distress signal. The catch was, they had to move through a metal labyrinth of exposed pipes and wiring, the training ground having taken on the shape of a district of steel factories.

“Chuuya-kun,” Kirishima said again, more insistently.

He turned unceremoniously.

“What?”

“Who do you think are the most irrelevant people in our class?”

Of course it was something stupid. Chuuya bought a hand to massage his temples.

“Isn’t that kind of a mean thing to ask?” Mina piped up from in front of them. Something about her grin suggested that she actually couldn’t care less about the ethics of the question. In fact, she seemed to have an extensive answer waiting on the tip of her tongue.

“It’s not mean,” Kirishima rushed to defend himself. “Just a thought.”

“The most irrelevant person in a twenty mile radius is you, sh*tty hair, so shut up and let me listen.”

Bakugou’s insults had lost their malicious intent long ago. Now, they were all too easy to ignore.

“Maybe Sato-kun?” That had been Kaminari, his head tilted in thought and neck swivelled to see them. The pretence of anyone listening to All Might had pretty much vanished, at this point. Which Chuuya found slightly ironic, as at the beginning of the year, listening to All Might was all any of the hero-hopefuls wanted to do.

“Don’t get me wrong, I love the guy. He’s just so quiet.”

“Doesn’t the fact that he’s quiet kind of make him more relevant?” Sero argued. “Like, because he stands out in that respect. It’s a paradox, you know?”

Kaminari nodded sagely, although Chuuya got the distinct feeling he didn’t know what a ‘paradox’ was.

“You’re so wise, bro.”

“Oh!” Mina cut in with an excited gasp. All Might levelled her with a look, to which she quickly apologised and lowered her voice to a whisper. “By that logic, isn’t Ojiro-kun the most irrelevant? Or maybe saying the ‘least relevant’ works better for the situation. Because he talks just enough to be on the map, but not enough to be the centre of attention. He’s kind of like the suburbs.”

“Hey,” Ojiro called, dejectedly, from a few metres away.

Bakugou spluttered out a laugh, his attempts to listen to the explanation thoroughly thwarted. “Yeah, tail is definitely the least relevant.”

The exercise started shortly afterwards, with All Might ushering the first group towards the starting line. It consisted of Midoriya, Iida, Mina, Sero and Ojiro himself. A group that would have been strong, if one ignored its final participant.

Chuuya found himself standing back to watch with a few of his other classmates. Dazai was there, too. Something akin to ease lining the muscles of his face. It made Chuuya relax in turn as he listened to the light taunts being thrown around by the racers.

“Hope you all enjoy the view of my tape rolls when I sprint past you losers,” Sero was saying, smugly. It was probably a fair expectation. Chuuya supposed the other was somewhat suited to this kind of exercise. Maybe not as suited as Chuuya himself, though.

“That’s assuming you still have any tape rolls to show once my acid comes out.” Mina was smiling with the air of a seasoned supervillain.

“Let’s all do our best,” Midoriya laughed, causing a groan to rise from the others.

“Sometimes I feel affronted by his perfection,” Mina murmured.

Chuuya could only agree. He had quickly become engaged in conversation by his own group, if only to pry his gaze away from All Might. Sure and certain as he appeared, it was hard to imagine his quivering, wiry form from the previous day.

“Who do you guys think is going to win?”

Kirishima looked pensive. A genuine question rather than any sort of reactionary prod. Chuuya supposed he was a little interested too- in knowing how his classmates had grown and developed during their internships.

“Isn’t it obvious?” Bakugou refused to meet any of their eyes, but had kind of quietly slid into the conversation at Chuuya’s side earlier. “Flat face is clearly going to decimate these losers.”

“Flat face is Sero-kun,” Kirishima chirped, helpfully, when Uraraka and Yaoyorozu exchanged confused glances. “Never quite understood why.”

Bakugou just grumbled in response. His voice was too low to be heard, which was probably for the best considering his track record with causing arguments.

“Sero-kun is rather suited for this particular exercise,” Yaoyorozu continued as if Bakugou had never spoken.

“I’d bet on Iida-kun, myself.” That was Jirou, arms folded and leant back against the metal of a building. She blushed a little when the group turned their collective focus towards her, Atsushi nodding in response.

“Oh? Are we placing bets now?“ Chuuya did not like the look on Uraraka’s face at that moment.

“Placing bets with what? The only things I have on me are my hero suit and my dignity,” Chuuya joked, being mocked with all the usual ‘what dignity’ remarks that he had throughly hoped to avoid.

Jirou thought for a moment before piping up, Yaoyorozu’s smile an encouragement at her side.

“Losers can buy a round of coffee from that place down the road after school.”

“I’m in,” Kirishima said, grinning. “My boy Ojiro is going to win. He may be the most irrelevant, but his tail can be a pretty great catapult when he needs it to be.”

Bakugou hid a scoff behind his hand. Maybe the week with Best Jeanist (he had been complaining about it nonstop) really had streamlined his rough demeanour a little.

“I’m getting the most expensive thing on that menu when you lose, sh*tty hair.” Or maybe not. “It’s Flat face, obviously.”

“Iida-kun for me,” Jirou drawled.

“I agree,” Yaoyorozu echoed the sentiment.

“Don’t laugh,” Uraraka begun after a moment. “But I’m betting on Mina-chan, actually. There’s more to this exercise than speed, and she’s a quick thinker. Plus, I get the feeling racing against boys may actually motivate her. A lot.”

Chuuya rolled his eyes, but struggled to disagree. He himself had yet to make a bet, and not because of indecision. Call him stingy, but Chuuya had a deep resentment of spending money unnecessarily. Perhaps due to his less than affluent background. And a sure fire way to win this bet was- although he hated to admit it- by asking Dazai. Or more subtly, voting the same way as him. Chuuya trusted his partner’s judgment entirely. Had staked his own life on it many a time.

Fixing his own gaze on Dazai’s considering expression, Chuuya was a little surprised to find one of his peer’s attention in the same place. Atsushi. He seemed to be deferring to Dazai’s judgement with equal blind faith, eyes slightly glittery. Maybe he shouldn’t have been shocked. Both in their very first hero training lesson months ago and in the fight against Stain, Dazai had displayed excellent astuteness.

An indiscernible mix of superiority and something rather unpleasant rose up his throat. That smug pride when his partner’s talents were recognised, and that ‘something’ the more Atsushi swooned over Dazai. Admiration was one thing, but it wasn’t like there could be anything more than that. Atsushi was like a kid looking to his role model. And that was all he should be.

“No one has mentioned Midoriya-kun,” Dazai stated, simply. His words seemed to hold weight, the others turning to look at him as well. Bakugou had adopted a muddled-together brand of sneer, riddled with poorly hidden intrigue.

“Midoriya-kun is great,” Yaoyorozu narrated, slowly. “But he wouldn’t be… the obvious candidate for this kind of exercise.”

It was true. Midoriya certainly packed a powerful punch, but he had never shown any great propensity for agility. Not to mention, he still lacked the fine control that their other classmates had grasped over the years.

Dazai shrugged, almost absentmindedly. “He’s been different since we got back. My own ability makes me slightly more sensitive to the quirks of others, and his has changed. It used to be very concentrated in specific locations, now it’s just kind of everywhere. Which is much better for movement.”

The others nodded in interest as the racers readied themselves at the start line.

“Plus, Midoriya-kun is a hard worker. Do you really think he’d allow a huge weakness like speed to go ignored? And the work study would have been the perfect time to dedicate himself to one skill.”

A beam splitting his face, All Might signalled the beginning of the countdown.

“Final bets then?”

“Midoriya-kun,” Chuuya and Atsushi said in predictable unison.

Dazai laughed, the tone pleasantly sincere. Chiming like bells. “Sheep,” Bakugou huffed from his position.

(Chuuya supposed the irony of the derogatory comment was funny. He had all too much experience with the Sheep).

“And you, Dazai-kun?” Uraraka asked.

“I’ll bet on Sero-kun.”

All Might blew the whistle. All choices were finalised.

“What?” Chuuya asked. Atsushi looked equally starstruck. For a moment, Chuuya felt a sort of betrayed unity with the other. Or maybe deceived would be a more accurate description.

“Midoriya-kun has improved massively, but this is Sero-kun’s win. Clearly.”

Chuuya felt notably and personally attacked. Watching the race was like witnessing flowers grow from seedlings, and then be promptly acidified by weed killer at full bloom. Slithers of hope had grown within him as Midoriya had powered his way around the course, keeping neck-and-neck with Sero at the front, covered in a green glow. Then, he had tripped at the last moment. A ridiculous yet fatal error. And placed dead last.

“Can’t wait for my matcha latte with extra cream and oat milk,” Dazai whispered to him after the race, in a register that was probably supposed to be sultry. Yeah, assuming Chuuya didn’t murder the f*cker first.

All Might was already preparing for the next race, reading names off a list. The second his and Dazai’s names came booming out, Chuuya prepared himself for total domination.

(And yes, Dazai very much did consider erasing Chuuya’s ability from the get-go. With their identities more out in the open than ever before, he was undoubtedly freer to take liberties. To stray from the persona of the perfect hero who always played fair. But there was such a thing as going too far, so Dazai let Chuuya have his fun).

Dazai Osamu’s Choice (Part 1)

D azai considered the envelope in his hands with glazed eyes. Tugging it gently from the drawer was a relief. Knowing it was still there and safe in the darkness of the night. Letting the weight of its knowledge sit heavy between his fingers.

He could just give it to Mori, like he had wanted to before. Wouldn’t that be easy? Was it not already fated? He could just hand over the power to create power. The research that detailed the creation and passing of quirks like it was some promotional leaflet. Recorded the results of the Quirk Transference Experiment tackled all those years ago.

Instead, he tapped a familiar number into his phone.

“Morning, Kunikida-kun!”

“Dazai-kun? Some would argue that three AM does not constitute morning. And it’s ‘Kunikida-san’ to you.”

“Maybe so. But here you are up and about anyway, Kunikida-kun.”

A deeply tired sigh sounded over the speakers.

“What do you want, Dazai-kun?”

“Well in a perfect world, I’d enjoy a swift and painless demise alongside a beautiful woman.”

Something that closely resembled a growl.

“Dazai-”

“But right now, I’m looking for a few morsels of your sage and timeless wisdom.”

“When you ask people for favours, you shouldn’t antagonise them first.”

“See! How wise. How sage and timeless.”

Only after a couple more rounds of back and forth did Dazai breach the heart of the matter.

“Say, hypothetically, you have something really important in your possession. Something that lots of people want, and that could cause a lot of damage in the wrong hands.”

Kunikida hummed to signal his understanding.

“It was… entrusted to you, I guess. And you want to do right by the person who gave you this responsibility. But what if the obvious option... the clear decision that you would never have questioned in another situation. What if such an option isn’t what that person would have wanted? But the other roads are entirely untraveled. Unfamiliar.”

Dazai inhaled. Kunikida remained in a state of silent contemplation.

“What then?”

It took a few moments for any sort of reply to take shape. Normally, Dazai would have huffed at the delay. Longed for something quicker and sharper to fizzle on his tongue. Now, though, the thoughtful pause made a warm pool of gratitude well up inside him. To be listened to, and considered. Or even just heard. That was a blessing in itself.

“Once ownership of an object passes from one person to another, control is passed as well. The same way that the seller of a house cannot expect the buyer to retain all the furnishings. No matter what anyone suggests or demands, any decision relating to the aforementioned object is mine and mine alone.”

Dazai couldn’t help feel a little bit disappointed as he nodded in agreement. He had gone to Kunikida- of all people- for advice. No wonder he had been offered an objective, ideal take on the situation. The most simplistic variety of answer.

“But,” Kunikida continued in the silence. “If I truly valued this person to the same extent they must have valued me to entrust me with such an object, I would push myself to do right by them. To ensure that the task is completed in a manner that they would be able to accept.”

Dazai hung up shortly afterwards. Conflicting forces pulled at him like ropes snaking around his limbs. Neither side letting up, even as loose fibres scraped against him unpleasantly. Dragging across bandages and skin with a faintly stinging sensation.

A part of Dazai couldn’t fathom why he was so desperate to play his part. Hand the documents over to Mori like one of the good little subordinates the Mafia was drenched in. When even Chuuya- unthinkably loyal at first sight- was telling him not to. Supplying him with the perfect opportunity for rebellion.

Dazai hated Mori. Detested him down to a molecular level. Revelled in his pain. That much was undeniable. So why the sudden willingness to submit?

Maybe, he considered, it was out of some sort of understanding. Some twisted empathy. Dazai Osamu was too far removed from humanity to ever truly be deemed a part of it. His boss was, in many ways, the same. An entity that existed outside the laws and limitations that humans had set for themselves. On an inherent level, Dazai understood Mori. His subtle mastery of manipulation and careless wielding of death. He hated it, but understood it all the same.

Maybe Mori was the only person who could ever know him.

Ever since they had first ended a life together, Dazai hadn’t been able to escape this thought. Since they had sat in that hospital room, Mori with his scalpel and Dazai watching passively. Since blood had stained white bedsheets and the blackest era in Port Mafia history had come to an end.

Occasionally, he felt like a child attempting to stray from the path of his parents. Hopelessly struggling without ever accepting the fact that his very genetic makeup was derived directly from those same parents. That escape from the inevitable future he so resented was as impossible as recoding each protein and DNA molecule in turn.

It would take someone of incredible strength to actively break away from the path laid out before them. Long ago, Dazai had accepted that this person could never be him.

And yet… something in him was fighting back.

Notes:

Perhaps a bit filler-y? Still a nice break from all the intensity lately though.

Chapter 22: The UA First Year Exams (Part One)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Shigaraki Tomura and the Magnum Opus

I t never failed to surprise Shigaraki Tomura. That is, how f*cking incompetent some people could be.

How absolutely and utterly and deplorably useless others were when left to their own devices. And not just any others, but his very own underlings. The ragtag group of justice-seekers and truth-seers that Sensei had been convinced would change his outlook on the world. Well his outlook had changed, alright. He was this close to giving up and eloping to Chile to farm rams. Because honestly, what the f*ck?

One job. They’d had one job. Get the documents. Retrieve the proof and explanation of Sensei’s societally dubbed ‘wrong doings’ and burn it. Simple as that. All the fools had burned was a key intel route coming through Ango at his station as a spy in UA. They’d let those pivotal documents fall into the hands of Port Mafia scum. Maybe even UA themselves or the Hero Commission, at this point.

Shigaraki plunged his nails into an itch on his skin. Raked them up and down to stop that godforsaken prickle. He was getting all worked up for nothing. Not even Sensei could change the past, after all.

And that was what bought the League of Villains to their current situation. A meeting. Didn’t sound very scary when he put it like that, but trust Shigaraki, he could make it real f*cking scary when he needed to.

It was almost group-wide. Only a few members had been left out (notably, Hawks. Shigaraki still wouldn’t trust the hero with his recycling, let alone sensitive information). But the rest were necessary for the formation of his next scheme.

And what a scheme it was. If Shigaraki was a more artistic soul, he would fawn over the thing. Title it, like some sort of magnum opus. Because wasn’t it? The end was nye, he was sure of it. And this plan would open up the gates of hell for all to see.

As it was, he pulled his fingers across his exposed forearm and turned to his waiting group members.

He assessed their status briefly before speaking. The way a leader should- Sensei had once told him.

Kurogiri was at the bar, as usual. This time, joined by a leisurely Dabi and the ever frantic Twice. Most of the other invited participants were spread across bar stools and couches, the yellow light of the ceiling lamp casting a distressingly homely glow over the whole scene. Akutagawa was trapped in a one-sided massacre of a conversation with new recruit Mr. Compress. Ango wore a carefully neutral expression nearby.

It’s easy to shut the pair (and anyone else in conversation) up with a single line.

“You f*cking buffoons have us teetering on the edge of oblivion.”

His underlings look either mortified or downright bewildered, so he’d count that as a win.

“Because of your incredible f*ckups, the heroes are a single sheet of paper away from defeating us once and for all. Naturally, it’s down to me to save us from this fate.”

And maybe he heard a scoff in the group, and maybe he actively ignored it. If you want a job done right, do it yourself, after all.

“You’re being unreasonable, Shigaraki-san.”

A tort, strained voice. Ango’s gaze icy and pinning him to the spot. This was unknown territory with Ango- apart from spending most of his time away from the League headquarters, the other was usually obedient to a fault. Not compliant, but respectful. Shigaraki let a sour sneer contort his features. He had been handling the whole situation pretty calmly, but really he was ticking and ready to burst at any point. Ready to burn like things seemed to be doing lately.

“Unreasonable,” he echoed. “You’re kidding, right?”

“External factors made the mission impossible to execute. There wasn’t-” he stuttered on a breath, before recomposing himself. “There wasn’t supposed to be someone else there.”

Shigaraki laughed. A mangled thing, really.

“So what? Someone is in the way, we dispose of them and continue towards our objective. Justice is more than those who hinder it.”

Ango’s lips were pursed at that. He was a coward, in all honesty. An efficient coward, but a coward nonetheless. Not quite brave enough to expose himself, but not fully integrated within a group. Shigaraki had never figured out what to do with him. Keeping him at arms length as espionage had been the best compromise he had found. Just killing him off would be so much easier.

“That’s what I thought,” Shigaraki spat out in response to Ango’s silence. “Lucky for you, there’s still a way forwards for us. Still a plan that could solve all our problems in one fell sweep.”

“I imagine it involves the continued harassment of high school students,” Akutagawa said blandly, eliciting a laugh from Dabi. Something about the former’s posture didn’t sit right with Shigaraki, though. He seemed unconvinced. Put off by his own words. It was in the lowering of his chin, probably. A trace of doubt. Shigaraki stored the knowledge away for later. He had enough problems without one of his loyalest members being added to that list.

“It’s not about the high school students; it’s about what they represent.”

Shigaraki took a deep breath. It’s fine. He’s fine. He really f*cking hated the League sometimes, but he hadn’t snapped once. Wasn’t that something to celebrate? Wouldn’t Sensei be proud?

“We’re finally going to do it. My ultimate plan. The final piece. To retrieve the document, and bring down hero society simultaneously. Everything has been in preparation for this moment.”

Dazai Osamu and the Final Exams

T ime passed like an armistice. In a shaky sort of peace that no one could quite call permanent. Summer barrelled into the city suddenly and without hesitation, filling the pristine halls of UA with an undeniably hopeful atmosphere.

Dazai had always found it funny. That natural, human affinity towards the sun. As if it was anything more than a big, glowing ball of gas in the sky that would eventually consume the earth, spelling the inevitable demise of humanity. Even in the Port Mafia, everyone had seemed a little lighter when summer came about. He had never truly gotten his head around the stimulus of such a change.

Unfortunately, any joviality that summer had bought was quickly overrun by the frigid nature of exams. Class 1A’s preparation week passed in a frantic combination of heat and sun and studying (although Dazai himself wasn’t overly guilty of such a discipline). His friends, however, were practically glued to their textbooks. Speculation about the nature of the exams made for a constant bombardment of messages on the group chat.

Dazai and Chuuya took a decidedly more relaxed approach to preparation. What had really been plaguing Dazai’s mind was how he should be performing in these tests; with his identity out in the open, there was no real need for self regulation. To the teachers, at least. Unhelpfully, Mori had sent a single text that basically implied ‘do whatever you please’.

(The instruction had unnerved him a little, actually. Mori was a man of care and caution. Of plans which held an innate superiority. When his boss went off track like this, allowed the carriage to fling him about without a grip on the steering wheel, was when he felt most uneasy. If even Mori was getting swept up in some sort of anticipatory fever, things truly must be coming to a head).

Even on the day of the written exams, Dazai was on the rocks about the whole thing. He decided, eventually, to pull out his usual above-average-but-not-the-best performance. If only to save face in front of his classmates when the results were inevitably published.

As always, steaming through the societally declared ‘correct’ views about hero work and etiquette was easy as anything. Although writing down such superficial bullsh*t bought a bitter taste to his tongue.

His score needed to reflect how his classmates thought of him, but the actual paper was confidential. During the entrance exams, he had been careful to weave mistakes into flawlessly imperfect paragraphs. Interspersed the anticipated issues in what must have been a familiar pattern to the seasoned examiner. Here, he needn’t bother. He simply picked out a long answer question on unnecessary destruction that seemed especially tedious to leave blank. The rest of the paper was filled with writing reminiscent of the mark scheme, and was bound to score full marks.

If he had to guess (which he didn’t, but chose to anyway out of morbid curiosity), he’d say that Yaoyorozu and possibly Bakugou- if he applied himself- would top his score. Chuuya certainly wouldn’t, at least. Not when he was staring at the question sheet like it had personally assaulted him with metal rod. The image before Dazai bought a fond curl to his lips. One that only widened when, in the final ten minutes of the second paper, Chuuya scrambled to add to an answer. Tongue curling in concentration. He was really trying, wasn’t he? Clearly fascinated and ignited by the intricacies of hero society in a way that he shouldn’t have been. Had never been before their stint at UA.

Chuuya was one of a kind, in that respect. Usually so predictable, but occasionally quite unknowable. A walking contrast. The person he had become through the tireless chiselling of life against his flesh was rather different from his most authentic self. It kept him fresh, Dazai had always thought.

The written test ended without much bravado. Though Dazai did discover that the look on Aizawa’s face when he skimmed through Dazai’s paper wasn’t as satisfying as he had expected. He just seemed a little tired rather than surprised or disappointed that Dazai had chosen to blatantly exacerbate his flippancy towards heroics.

“So that went…” Midoriya only noticed the bleak air in the classroom when it was too late. “Well?”

Someone’s head thumped heavily onto their desk.

“I liked the multiple choice questions,” Hagakure mumbled.

“I didn’t. When you manage to guess your way to 5% rather than being stuck on 0, it stops looking like you didn’t try and starts looking like you’re stupid.”

Mina nodded morosely at Kaminari’s words. After a moment, she heaved herself up from her seat, looking for all the world like she had just run a marathon.

“That’s the written ones down, though. Just the practical to go.”

That pulled a few scattered cheers from the class as chairs around Dazai began to squeak with movement. People meandered off towards the door in twos and threes, the low hum of chatter emanating from them. Some notably more jovial than others.

Dazai joined up with Midoriya and Todoroki when they passed. His agenda ran a touch deeper than just innocent conversation, though.

“They didn’t really get zero, right?” Todoroki was saying, a light furrow to his brow.

Midoriya seemed uncertain. “They’re probably being a little dramatic,” he reassured, rather than voicing any such uncertainty.

“Nope, they’re totally not!”

Dazai let himself grin as his friends turned to him with a jolt.

“Dazai-kun, have a little faith,” Midoriya pleaded. Then sighed, on the verge of giving up. “Hopefully they can make up some marks in the practical.”

Now this was what Dazai had been hoping for. He doused himself in a generous amount of innocence and good will before continuing.

“You’re right. Although, it’s hard to say when no one knows what the practical will be.”

Naturally, the bait was taken in an instant.

“That may not be true.” Todoroki was fighting down a smile. Maybe it was the first time he had lended himself to the thrills of cheating. “Some of the older years were talking to us about it. Apparently, it’s been the robots from the entrance exam for ages now.”

Dazai huffed out a laugh. Unlike the rest of the class, he felt no pleasure from the news. If Todoroki was correct, strategising was his only way through. Erasing quirks didn’t tend to come in handy with giant, mechanical monsters.

He groaned, much to his supposed friends’ glee.

As it turned out, Todoroki had been misinformed.

Or perhaps not ‘misinformed’. It was true, after all, that for the past four years, the first year practical exam had taken the form of robots. A deeply distressing form, in Dazai’s esteemed opinion. But as had become typical for class 1A, their circ*mstances were going above and beyond to break the mould.

Being suited up in their hero costumes (Chuuya and Dazai had both sent them in for repairs following their encounter with Stain) was always a relief. The sturdy warmth of his tan coat and familiar trails of bandages felt like armour. Protection from whatever unknown force was out to get them this time. And yeah, it was a little fun to strike poses in which he hitched his top up higher each time and watch Chuuya turn a furious red.

“Dazai, I can see way too much right now.”

“Way too much is just the right amount.”

“We’re in high school-”

Talking of Chuuya, he really looked great in that bodysuit Dazai had designed for him so long ago. Either Chuuya was a decent model (unlikely) or Dazai was a fantastic designer (very likely).

The class was a sea of obnoxiously bright colours and shiny materials by the time they had all gathered outside one of the gyms. A frankly unnerving number of teachers flanked them on all sides. Notably, Eraserhead stood before them, hand on his hip as he waited for the mumbles to subside. Rather than the number of heroes, what Dazai found strange was that they too were in their costumes. Alarm bells rung immediately.

The impenetrable exterior of the gym rose up before them, like the walls of a fortress. Keeping them from whatever nightmare of an exam was hidden within. Dazai could sense Atsushi practically vibrating with nerves beside him by the time Eraserhead held a hand up for silence. A hush fell over them.

Amusem*nt swam in his gaze as Eraserhead examined his irksome students. The more astute amongst them must have picked up on that hint of mischief, because a small whimper drifted out from the crowd somewhere.

“There’s no doubt in my mind that you already have some knowledge on the test.” He started boldly, causing a couple of the students to lower their eyes. “That’s just basic espionage, and to be expected. We do hold a recurring exam at this point in the year, and it usually uses the same set of circ*mstances.”

Clearly not having picked up on the underlying tension that had begun to make itself known, Kaminari and Mina looked excited to interject.

“It’s the robots, right?” Kaminari said, cheerfully. “Meeting them again after so long will be like reuniting with old friends.”

“Well, friends is a big word for-” Mina started. But broke off suddenly with a yelp. Because the unruffled folds of Eraserhead’s capture scarf began to move. A vigorous wiggling forcing them apart. The affected man only looked down, knowingly, as a small figure hopped out of the white fabric.

“Principal Nedzu!”

The creature released a puff of air as he landed on the tarmac, dusting off his crisp shirt.

“I shall cut right to the chase,” he spoke with great fluidity, ignoring the astounded expressions from around him. “This year, you will not be undergoing our usual exercise.”

Even as noises of protest swept the rows, Dazai heaved out a sigh of relief. He had spent the previous night formulating a strategy, but it was by no means foolproof. And far more complicated than he’d prefer. The news came as a blessing. But of course, there was more to the story.

“More than any cohort previously, you have faced a variety of adversities with enviable grace. We want to play our part in preparing you further for any challenges you may meet in the future. As such, it has come to my attention that the majority of training you’ve completed have been against mechanical, and therefore predictable opponents. In order to improve the quality of your tactical thinking, we’ve decided to modify this test to introduce more… realistic battle simulations.”

Suddenly, a foreboding raked across the front of Dazai’s mind. Because for their practical exams, class 1A weren’t fighting robots. Nothing so inherently knowable. They were fighting people. They had to be. And if the gym was an inaccessible castle, then what could the heroes be other than its guards?

“For this year’s practical exam, you have been put in pairs to fight against your very own teachers.”

Silence. And then chaos.

An onslaught of complaints and shouts and whatever other sounds of injustice a bunch of teenagers could think to expel. Dazai found the range of reactions rather entertaining. From Atsushi’s increased quivering to Bakugou’s feral anticipation. It was a nice surprise, at least. An interesting intellectual exercise, even if it threw an easily pliable spanner in the works.

“What? You can’t seriously expect us to beat pro heroes?” Hagakure sounded utterly devastated. Her gloves blurred in the air as she wildly gesticulated. People were truly at their angriest when they felt cheated out of something, Dazai noted.

Nedzu just laughed as the pro heroes assembled behind him. A sight that was both mortifying and quite unforgettable, Dazai mused. The sheer quantity of power that they held as a unit was unquestionable, but their noticeably varying heights and aesthetics showed lacking cohesiveness. And a front that seemed almost cartoonish.

“Oh my god. I’m going to die,” Ojiro whispered, resigned.

Atsushi shuffled next to him, a hand grasping Dazai’s forearm, paying no mind to the blue shimmer that erupted at the contact. His brows were furrowed, lips contorted into a frown. He didn’t have to say anything for Dazai to read his nerves. They were scrawled across his face like writing.

“Of course, we do not expect students to defeat teachers in even combat. To pass the test, the team must either escape the battlefield, or handcuff their assigned teacher within the thirty minute time limit. To make this possible, the teachers will be handicapped with weighted bracelets. It may seem as though this exam has been cobbled together hastily, but please understand that weeks of planning have gone into pulling it together. Similar care has been taken in pairing up students and designating them a hero to fight.”

The headmaster went on to explain how the tests were to be conducted (with planning time, battle time and feedback time) and the usual spiel about exam conditions. Perhaps the normality of it all was what settled the class back into quiet.

Nedzu scanned the class one more time. Then, he clapped his paws together. The muffled sound spread in the air.

“Let’s get started.”

Following the talk, the group was ushered into the monitoring room of the gym. Eraserhead fiddled with the keyboard briefly, before the screen lit up.

“We’ll be revealing the matchups now, and then taking a bus to the battle site, where all matches will take place in tandem,” he continued, smoothly. “Please pay attention and feel free to strategise with your teammate immediately.”

An apprehensive silence spread across the members of the class. Eager eyes turned to the display, awaiting their fates. Obviously, school students had friends who they’d rather work with. And maybe even rivals who they’d rather stay away from. But Dazai got the distinct feeling that there were a few big names in their class who no one would complain about receiving as partner. Whether that be Bakugou, Todoroki and Chuuya in terms of pure power, or Midoriya and Yaoyorozu with their versatile quirks.

What really interested him- and had likely puzzled the UA staff- was whether he and Chuuya would be lumped together or not.

Really, they had two options regarding the Port Mafia agents. One was considering them a unit. Some evil, external thing to be purged from their class of little heroes by all means necessary. Honestly, Dazai wouldn’t be surprised if they took that route. Segregated them in an attempt to stop their malicious influence from spreading; as if villainy was some contagious disease.

The other was the more difficult path. Trying to integrate them within the pedestals of goodness surrounding them. Hoping that it would bring some light to their cold, black hearts. Or however it was that Nedzu must see them. That would entail sticking them each with their own personal Midoriya. Opening their eyes to the inherent nature of selflessness. It would be meaningless, but it would be an attempt.

Dazai imagined that the choice had led to some conflict amongst the teachers. Those who took a hardline approach to criminals, and ones who hadn’t quite had the idealism beaten out of them. There was still time for that, Dazai mused.

The pairs were revealed one by one, to exclamations of joy and barely silenced disappointment.

Todoroki Shouto & Yaoyorozu Momo VS Eraserhead

Ashido Mina & Kaminari Denki VS Midnight

Atsushi Nakajima & Uraraka Ochako VS Thirteen

(Dazai heard a shaky exhale from beside him at that. Atsushi was probably comforted by his familiarity with Uraraka. Truly, Dazai was pleased for him).

The names continued flashing. Neither Dazai’s nor Chuuya’s had appeared. But there was still time. To offer some sort of hand in reconciliation. Some sign that they were more than intruders who should be shipped off back where they came from. Who didn’t belong within the tenderly protected walls of the castle. Near the valuables held within.

Jirou Kyouka & Sero Hanta VS Present Mic

Asui Tsuyu & Tokoyami Fumikage VS Ectoplasm

Hagakure Toru & Shouji Mezo VS Snipe

Kirishima Eijirou & Sato Rikido VS Cementoss

Iida Tenya & Ojiro Mashirao VS Power Loader

Two pairs left. Four people. Those who were grouped up had already begun shuffling towards each other, meeting with excited fist bumps and stilted waves alike. Before they were even announced, Dazai could make guesses at the final matchups.

He peeled his eyes away from the graphics to meet Chuuya’s in the crowd. Connecting as easily as ever. The other couldn’t hide his delight at the prospect of working together. An expectation that was quickly becoming a fact. His clear joy was sweet. So strong that he couldn’t strip it from his twisting features. It only showed that he didn’t understand, though. Not like Dazai did. How their pairing together was nothing more than a rejection. Disguised as a kindness.

They were to be kept away. Together and away. Technically, Dazai had done nothing to dissuade this action. Never presenting himself as anything less than a danger. But maybe he’d had a little hope. That someone would pull him- them- back. He wasn’t sure why. He’d just thought maybe.

The last two pairs filtered onto the screen.

Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku VS All Might

Dazai Osamu & Nakahara Chuuya VS Principal Nedzu

It was kind of like a punch to the gut. Maybe he should have known since their confrontation a week ago. Maybe he should have known since before. Either way, Principal Nedzu had made his feelings towards them crystal clear. He would keep them in UA. He would put up the pretence of saving them. Changing them. As he- a hero- was obligated to. But really, they would never quite fit into the perfect, regular shape of class 1A. Always inconveniences. Always outcasts, even as empty words reassured them it wasn’t true.

Dazai wasn’t quite sure why the realisation felt so visceral. Felt like the audible clang of gates shut in his face and the metallic thrusts of the guards’ spears. But it did.

Was he in or out? There are such things as sides, and taking one was the only road he knew.

“Principal Nedzu, huh?” It wasn’t long before Chuuya was sidling up to him, expression bright and free from the internal conflict Dazai had been unravelling. “Think rat poison will do the trick?”

Dazai laughed, despite himself.

“I think we should try something a little stronger.”

Dazai followed Chuuya into the line of pupils and teachers. The whole group was buzzing with energy, post-fight adrenaline thrumming through veins in the shape of strategy talks and encouragements.

For all except one pair, of course. Midoriya was entirely focused on the ground below him, Bakugou no better at his side. It might have been the shock of All Might’s name hovering besides their own, and the strain of the weight it held. Or maybe it was just fear for their own less than perfect relationship, and how such a worn, fraying bond could possibly connect the two components of the pair.

There was something kind of funny about the scene fanning out before Dazai. The shocks of colour and noise as adults and children filled up the seats of the bus. Row by row, thanks to Iida’s strict instructions.

The entourage looked more like a travelling circus than the next generation of heroes who would protect the good people of the nation.

(And Chuuya, his bright orange cape flailing behind him, looked like one of them).

Class 1A and the Final Exams

A tsushi was scared. Very scared. Embarrassingly scared. Because wasn’t this right out of his worst nightmares?

Being chased around unfamiliar territory as he dashed through an endless labyrinth of corridors. By a pro hero, nonetheless. A lean, mean killing machine. And yeah, maybe Thirteen was technically a rescue hero, but there’s still a ‘fist’ in ‘pacafist’.

Uraraka was hot on his heels, using her ability to increase the length of her strides. Together, they wove and darted through some infinite number of passages.

“Is this exit invisible or something?” Uraraka huffed, her voice coming out in a breathless pant.

Atsushi could only grunt in reply, the tiger’s legs beginning to ache.

In one sense, the constant turns and hallways played to their advantage. Thirteen couldn’t use their infamous black hole without a clear line of fire, which was disrupted by each change of direction. Plus, both of their quirks were well suited to agility. Rationally, Atsushi knew that everything was going as they had hoped.

But irrationally, he was f*cking terrified. Maybe it was the tiger’s influence; animals are paranoid, after all. Have heightened survival instincts that were encroaching onto Atsushi’s conscious thoughts. For all that he and the tiger had come to accept each other, the leaking of their beings into one another was one thing he would never quite get used to.

Maybe he should imagine Thirteen in their underwear? That’s what people do when they’re scared. Alright- Thirteen in underwear. Wait, did Thirteen even have underwear? Oh god, did they have a body? Chancing a look back, Atsushi only made out that blurry, white cube that seemed to haunt his every waking moment. Maybe Thirteen wasn’t a human at all. They looked… kind of like a washing machine.

Great. He was being pursued through a maze-like hotel complex by a giant washing machine. Sometimes, quirks really were more like curses than blessings.

When he saw the clearing, the escape gate illuminated opposite them, he felt a wave of joy run through him.

“We made it!” Uraraka cried, the sound echoing towards him from a short distance away. Atsushi looked back towards her. They had acquired quite a lead on Thirteen. They could make it, they could really make it!

But movement in his peripherals caught his attention. His pupils dilating in fear. A roar ripping out from his throat.

Behind them, Thirteen was holding out their arms. In the open space of the clearing, a chasm of a black hole was consuming everything.

They couldn’t make it.

Todoroki Shouto really didn’t know what he was doing.

Or at least, that became distressingly clear to him as he dangled over a bed of spikes, tangled up in his teacher’s capture scarf. Wriggling desperately, but not so desperately that he’d fall into said bed. Hindsight is twenty-twenty, he supposes.

It had all started with what he considered a pretty reasonable deduction, on his part. Even in this strangely tranquil moment of self reflection. Both Todoroki and Yaoyorozu- to a lesser extent- relied heavily on their quirks. Meanwhile, Eraserhead’s fighting style revolved around hand to hand combat having erased that quirk. Their match was all about who found the other first. Who was able to seize that element of surprise and use it to their advantage.

Funnily enough, it had actually been Todoroki and Yaoyorozu who spotted their teacher first. And then Todoroki had put his plan into motion. And by ‘plan’, he meant blasting his enemy with random streams of fire and ice while his partner stood a safe-ish distance away. Probably not what most people would consider a sound strategy.

So his plan had failed, and Eraserhead had erased his quirk. Then left him struggling upside down on a telephone wire. Like a loser. He’d even given Todoroki some feedback on his strategising, as if being a teacher and his opponent simultaneously was no mental stretch at all.

He couldn’t even use his quirk to break out of the hold, because of the pointy, daunting fate that awaited him on the ground. It was great that he could use his flames now without having various unpleasant flashbacks, but it wasn’t much use given the current situation.

At least Yaoyorozu had escaped.

“Todoroki-kun!”

Well, speak of the devil and she shall appear. Although Yaoyorozu was more of an angel than a devil. Or something in between, like a human. Yes. Yaoyorozu was a human, he concluded.

“Yaoyorozu-san,” Todoroki replied, as evenly as he could while swinging around as the blood drained from his legs.

“I’m really sorry,” she began, shouting into the quiet of the suburban area they’d found themselves in. “I wasn’t confident in myself and my ideas, and that led to your capture. Even now, I can’t decide what the best course of action is.”

“Don’t blame yourself, Yaoyorozu-san.”

Oh my god, she’s apologising. What should he do? This is literal hell. His friend is apologising at him, expecting some meaningful, eloquent response, and he’s hanging upside down. Maybe Yaoyorozu was a devil after all.

He should channel Bakugou- he always has a comeback. Wait. Bakugou might be too aggressive. What about Midoriya? Yes, that’s safe.

“I’m sorry, too. I didn’t properly employ your skills in my strategy, or take your ideas into consideration. That’s why we’re in this situation now.” He took a deep breath, trying to twist his mouth out of that familiar grimace. “Believe in yourself and your power.”

A wobbly smile overtook her face, and Todoroki viewed that as a good thing. The plan is spilling out of her before she has a chance to reconsider. And it’s a good plan. (Or at least, a better one than Todoroki’s had been).

Carrying it out is a piece of cake. Fire and ice everywhere. Also, briefly a mannequin and a large catapult. Todoroki had no clue where his partner pulled that one out from but he didn’t want to think about it too much.

Handcuffing their home room teacher is the best feeling in the world.

“That was a wonderful plan,” Todoroki said, smiling. Even Eraserhead agreed.

When Yaoyorozu didn’t answer immediately, Todoroki turned to look at her. And to his utter dismay, she was crying. Hastily wiping at a tear that was rolling down her cheek.

Why was she crying? Shouldn’t she be overjoyed? They’d won, and with her plan, too. Life is cruel. True happiness is an illusion.

“Yaoyorozu-san, are you okay?” he asked, carefully.

Once, Uraraka had been crying after a bad result in a maths test. He had spent a full two hours checking Wikihow for instructions on how to respond. His confrontation later that day had been well-constructed and glorious. He supposed that now was the time to repeat his former success.

“I’m fine,” she nodded, sincerely. “Really. I’m just happy.”

Tears of happiness. He’d have to look that one up when he got home.

“I’m going to watch the other matches in the monitor room,” he said, after a moment. Some of the later pairings had peaked his interest; the couple comprised of Bakugou and Midoriya was an especially fascinating one. “Would you like to come?”

“I’d love to,” she agreed, untying her ponytail.

They headed away from the battlefield, as an announcement passed across the intercom.

“Todoroki Shouto and Yaoyorozu Momo have won their match using the handcuffs. They are the first team to do so, having taken a time of sixteen minutes and forty seconds.”

Kacchan was scowling again. Well, ‘again’ implied that he had stopped scowling at some point and then started again, which was not accurate. It was more that he had continued scowling but with renewed vigour. Knowing Kacchan, he had wanted to finish first- as if this was some kind of competition. But the way things were going, Midoriya secretly wondered if they would finish at all.

It had started badly.

Midoriya had tried his best to engage the other in a strategy talk. Just some kind of dialogue to ensure that they were on the same page. He had been mercilessly and repeatedly refused. Until, of course, the test had already begun.

The two stood amongst skyscrapers and roads of parked cars, the electronically controlled sky rapidly darkening. Shrouding them in shadows. All Might hadn’t shown his face yet, but it was only the first minute. Midoriya was certain that he’d reach them soon. They should take their head start and run with it.

“Stay away, nerd. I’m fighting All Might.”

Typical Kacchan. He finally deigns to communicate with Midoriya and it’s practically a breakup.

“Kacchan,” he starts, as patiently as he can. “You don’t really think that’s going to work? It’d be ludicrous to try and fight the number one hero! We need to focus on escaping.”

A strategy was already taking form in Midoriya’s brain. He surveyed the objects around him. The space that he had to work with.

“That’s a f*cking coward’s route. If you’re going to be a loser, shut up and let me deal with this.”

Kacchan began to stalk off, jaw clenched in frustration. Fists trembling at his sides. Midoriya couldn’t stop the anger that convulsed in his own limbs, as well. He just never listened. Too prideful and arrogant.

“We’re supposed to be a team!”

And for some reason, that was the straw that broke the camel’s back. Not an insult. Not carelessly thrown words, sharpened into daggers. It was a simple statement. It was true. Maybe it was that same sincerity that had Kacchan whirling back around to face him. Pulling his fist back to take swing.

Even after months of training. Of diligent practise, day after day. Even after having finally gained a quirk- the strongest quirk- Midoriya was frozen in front of his best friend’s anger. Unable to block, dodge or fight back. Only stare in a cruel mockery of the easy target he had once been. He hated how Kacchan turned him into the person he had evolved out of.

Maybe he was resigned to the constant torment. Entirely apathetic in the face of his childhood friend’s resentment. It must have shown in his eyes, because Kacchan pulled away without going through with the punch. He unclenched his fingers, drawing them rigidly into his side.

“Do you hate me so much that you won’t even touch me, Kacchan? Won’t even hit me?”

It hadn’t been what he’d meant to say. The words came out shaky and low. (There wasn’t time for this. All Might was out there somewhere, and the seconds were ticking by).

“I don’t hate you-”

“You don’t hate me,” Midoriya echoed, incredulous. He shook his head, moving a couple of steps back because what was even happening?

This was the conversation that Midoriya had craved since their relationship first took that painful turn for the worse. Ever since it all went wrong. Midoriya had imagined what this conversation would be like. Plotted it all out in his head. Drawn around it and coloured it in vibrant hues and made it into something huge and important. He hadn’t imagined it would be like this.

“You don’t hate me, but you’ve repeatedly and mercilessly tormented me at any chance you get. I was quirkless and every day was so painful, and you just had to make it worse. He took a breath, considering. “You hated me becasue I was quirkless. I’m sure of it.”

Kacchan looked like he wanted to interject. Tried to. But Midoriya just kept talking. It felt good to let everything out. Things he had kept inside him for years, now. It wasn’t everything, but it was something, and it was good.

“So then I finally get this quirk, and things are finally better. And you’re better- with Chuuya-kun and Kirishima-kun. But you still f*cking hate me.” Midoriya knew that he was sounding different now. Desperate. He could feel his eyes stinging, that lump rising up his throat.

“I have a quirk now, Kacchan. I’ve done it. I have nothing more to give you.”

“f*ck off!”

He stopped talking, but only because he was finished. Midoriya wiped a tear from where it was hanging. Just preparing to fall without quite falling. He felt alright, actually. Not as liberated as he thought he’d be, but not bad, either.

“Your problem, Deku, is that you always think you’re the f*cking victim. It’s that you’re comfortable being that way. You just take it. No matter how much you train and whatever fancy f*cking quirk you magic up, you always just sit there and take the sh*t.” His tone was dripping with malice. It would have made Midoriya flinch if he wasn’t so used to it.

“It’s always about my quirk with you.”

Kacchan walked forwards- towards him- as he spoke.

“Why wouldn’t it be about your quirk? You didn’t have a quirk for eleven years, and then you suddenly show up with one, pretending it was there all along! You aren’t fooling me. You’re a f*cking liar. I don’t know what f*cked up game you’re playing, but I know you.”

It might have sounded nice, from someone else. Romantic almost. The notion of being known. Out of Kacchan’s mouth, it was a violation. It felt intimate in the worst possible way. Too close. Midoriya repressed a shudder.

The sky was darkening around them. Kacchan was right up in his face, even as he clenched his eyes shut. He could feel breath against his skin.

“I know you.” Kacchan repeated, punctuated his words with a jab. A light one against Midoriya’s chest. He let out a shuddering exhale.

Silence stretched out between them.

“That’s really-” he paused, aggressively rubbing his eyes. “That’s a real f*cking shame. Because if you know me, then this is it. This is us. This is all we can be.”

Kacchan stepped back. His expression, when Midoriya cracked open his eyes to inspect it, was unlike anything he had seen. Crooked and repressed but somehow telling. It looked a little like remorse, and it wasn’t anywhere near as satisfying as he had dreamed it would be.

Whatever existed between them was frayed and falling apart. It had been for years. But for the first time, Midoriya felt like their bond was broken beyond repair.

In the quiet of the moment, the explosion was tenfold as deafening. And the figure suddenly looming before them seemed to have materialised out of thin air. Midoriya and Bakugou turned in unison, finally, to face him. Although All Might had always been more God than man.

The shockwaves from All Might’s punch into the ground resonated around. Midoriya could barely stand against even the aftermath of his teacher’s immense power. And he and Bakugou were as out of synch as they had ever been . f*ck. They stood no chance.

“It’s time I entered the battlefield.”

Uraraka Ochako was holding on more tightly than she had in her life.

She and Atsushi had finally reached the escape gate, but just a second too late. Thirteen’s black hole was viciously sucking the pair away from their destination. In response, they had grabbed onto a metal railing near the door, and were flailing in the air.

Once, Uraraka’s fingers had gripped the metal with more strength than ever before in an attempt to move forwards and away. Now, she was grasping with all her might just to avoid being pulled back into the hero’s void.

“They’re waiting us out,” Atsushi said from her right, voice raised to a yell. He had quickly transformed back into a human to increase his grip strength. “Trying to tire out our grip.”

The din of the hotel lobby being ripped apart by conflicting forces was overwhelming. Floorboards wrenching themselves out of position, the counter hurtling through the air. Uraraka could only just hear her partner’s words, even as he hung on right beside her. Needless to say, the situation wasn’t favourable.

Come on, Ochako. Think. What would Dazai-kun do at a time like this?

Probably something stupid or self-sacrificial, she scoffed. And she would never admit it, but that’s when it came to her. Her eyes widened momentarily as an idea began to form in her mind, piece by piece. Ignoring the way her palms ached and her fingers were beginning to cramp, she whipped her head round to face Atsushi.

“I have a plan,” she began, smiling. “But it’s going to be terrifying. Want to give it a go?”

Atsushi smiled in return, though it was a little hesitant.

“I don’t think I have much of a choice.”

To his credit, Atsushi maintained a mask of courage as she explained it to him, as quickly as she could. She knew the other must have been silently mortified, though. Crafting her lips into a smile, she tried to convey as much reassurance as possible through the visor of her helmet.

Pushing down the tendrils of her own fear, she shouted into the chaos.

“Let’s go!”

Immediately, they both released their grips on the railing. The loss of intense pressure felt both like a relief and the beginning of a spiral into the unknown. Ignoring the surge of emotion, Uraraka reached her hand out, even as the pair were dragged towards the epicentre of Thirteen’s black hole. The hero made a noise of surprise at their actions.

(If it didn’t work out, they’d be disintegrated. Nothing but dust, floating deeper and deeper into the darkness. A laughably ironic take on her own ability. She forcibly quashed her fear.)

Fur was against her hand in a second, Atsushi having changed into the tiger. Uraraka let her quirk flow through her veins into her fingers, before expelling itself into her partner.

Atsushi’s weight was all but erased, and he was nothing compared to the force of the black hole. Light as a feather, and sucked in mercilessly. His speed picked up, zooming into the chasm.

The tiger was inches away, hurtling with unstoppable momentum, when it happened. Uraraka’s breath hitched in her throat. What if it didn’t work? What if Atsushi fell in? What if-

It all stopped. The cacophony around them, the whirlwind of disorder. Thirteen had extinguished their own black hole just as the tips of the tiger’s fur began to break away. Upheaved pieces of furniture fell to what remained of the ground with a deafening clang. They had instantly lost the pull of momentum. Atsushi, however, had not.

The employment of Uraraka’s quirk caused him to surge forwards like a bullet, bowling into Thirteen and knocking them to the ground. The hero only made a noise of astonishment as Atsushi landed heavily on top of them.

As she sprinted over to her partner, Uraraka thanked Dazai silently for his influence on her. She thought back to their first ever hero training lesson. By using his injured arm in a block, Dazai had forced his opponent- a heroics student- to abort his attack. Similarly, Thirteen was a trusted hero and teacher. They wouldn’t let one of their pupils get disintegrated, even in a realistic battle simulation.

Keeping the grin off her face was difficult; Uraraka felt giddy that her plan had succeeded. Thirteen wasn’t done yet, though. They kicked a leg upwards, dislodging Atsushi’s hold on them and scrambling upwards. Thirteen was unsteady, though, and Uraraka could use that.

She had been dying to test out the moves she learnt during her internship, after all.

Channelling power and control through herself as best she could, Uraraka darted forwards to grab Thirteen’s wrist. She was pinning her hopes on muscle memory. Plus, Thirteen’s inexperience in hand to hand combat (seeing as they usually relied on their quirk, that kept others at a distance).

With a yell, she pulled, simultaneously positioning her foot behind Thirteen’s ankle. Watching in gleeful satisfaction as they dropped to the ground again, landing heavily. Before Thirteen had another chance to counter, Uraraka ripped the handcuffs from a loop on her suit, and slid them onto the hero.

Atsushi was already transforming back, and jogged towards her.

“That was amazing, Uraraka-san,” he called, meeting her with a high five. She beamed.

Before she could reply, Thirteen let out a warm laugh, hauling themselves up from the ground.

“Amazing, but very reckless. You both showed quick thinking and great teamwork, but remember that in the real word, a villain wouldn’t hesitate to cause you serious harm, like I did.”

They parted with the hero to a final congratulations, heading towards the monitoring room on an adrenaline-fuelled high.

“Nakajima Atsushi and Uraraka Ochako have won their match using the handcuffs. They are the fifth team to do so, having taken a time of twenty four minutes and three seconds.”

Uncertainty was one of those things that Bakugou heard about a lot, but had never properly understood.

Of course, he wasn’t always completely sure about everything. And loathe though he did to admit it, he wasn’t always correct. But usually, no matter what, he chose to throw himself into his decisions with all the confidence of blind self-belief. Sometimes he felt the inklings of uncertainty in his gut, so he ground them to dust and continued with something to prove.

This time, however, those little seeds of hesitation hadn’t been incinerated by the tornado. Only diapered by its wind, landing and growing into something all too tangible. Something that felt a little bit like regret, and a lot like fear.

Since All Might had located them five minutes into the match, this is how it all went down, according to Bakugou Katsuki.

The nerd had tripped over his own feet, gawking at the power of All Might’s entrance from the floor. Bakugou had stood tall, even as the hero’s booming laughter resounded around the city. His punch had sent parked cars flying into the air like they were nothing, their horns blaring with a vengeance.

“I, a villain, have no reservations regarding collateral damage,” he yelled, sounding prideful with a tinge of regret. Bakugou supposed completely ignoring years of heroic habits would be too difficult for even the most talented actor.

And it had been failure after failure from then on. It wasn’t like Bakugou believed he could overpower the number one hero- he wasn’t delusional. But he had expected something. Some instance of momentary victory. Some strategy to give him the upper hand, even if only for mere seconds.

Twenty minutes in and not one had went by in which Bakugou felt hopeful. He was being tossed around and pummelled like a rag doll. Even when Deku had eventually realised that he wasn’t going to change his mind about this and started to support him from the sidelines, nothing changed. He was aching all over, legs trembling beneath him. He felt embarrassingly relieved when the nerd swapped out with him in close range.

All Might barely had a scratch on him. The sheer imbalance of their powers had never been clearer, and it made Bakugou want to die.

He wiped a stream of blood from a cut below his eyes. Letting an explosion rip wildly, in the hope of hitting something. God, he couldn’t f*cking stand the sight of Deku flitting around All Might like some sort of moth. His green lightning disturbingly similar to the offshoots of All Might’s own power. When had the quirkless loser he had come to accept as a constant become a hero? An equal? Deku wouldn’t be able to beat Bakugou in hand to hand, but his sudden, immense growth was still insane. Unnatural. When had the weedy middle schooler who had never looked him in the eyes transformed into a f*cking threat?

He couldn’t shake the anger and the incredulity and the resentment. Even as, in a rare moment of quiet, Deku was grabbing his wrist with warm, bloody fingers and leading him behind the pile of bricks that had once constituted a house.

Eight minutes of the exam remaining, and All Might had finally given them a moment of respite. Perhaps he had discovered the joys of mindless destruction and was distracted by them, or perhaps he felt a hint of pity for his favourite student. Either way, the pair sunk down in their makeshift hiding spot.

During their fight, the students and hero had traversed the cityscape around them. Finally, the escape gate was in their sights. Only the most powerful man in the nation stood between them and it. Bakugou had largely been ignoring it, but Deku was eyeing it with palpable desire.

“Can you just put your problems with me aside for the moment?” Deku started immediately, his tone measured. It sounded as though he had been planning this dialogue for a while now. “We’ve tried your way, and it hasn’t worked. You’re passionate, Kaachan, but you’re not crazy, and you’re certainly not stupid. You have to understand what I’m saying.”

It was a little jarring to hear Midoriya Izuku speak so smoothly and confidently. Each word measured and free of that persistent stutter. Maybe that was what drove it home. The fact that the steely-eyed boy in front of him was the same quivering, quirkless loser who’d had all these dreams but no strength with which to act on them. Who wrote down his heroic plans for the future, pretending he wasn’t just stringing himself along in a fantasy. The very meaning of ‘Deku’ had changed right under his nose.

There were five minutes left when Bakugou returned from the hiding spot, alone. Charged up to All Might, the scowl slapped across his features renewed.

“You still refuse to work with young Midoriya,” All Might commented, barely short of breath as he evaded rounds of explosions. He was frowning, disappointment set heavy in the lines of his face, even as he tried to disguise it. Apathy had never looked natural on All Might.

“I don’t need-” Bakugou paused, firing his left blaster with a particularly loud bang, “-that nerd’s help to take you down.”

Of course, the shoddy attack stood no chance against All Might’s power. The hero simply stood and watched Bakugou heave on the floor, swiping sweat from his forehead as the world burned around them. The natural light of the flames almost hid the illumination of the exit gate. They licked at the foundations of a tall office block, all glass and steel beside All Might’s solid frame.

“Learning to rely on your teammates is one of the most important skills a young hero should acquire. If I have failed to teach you that, I offer my deepest apologies.”

Bakugou huffed out a laugh at that. “Don’t speak too soon.”

As if triggered by his words, everything happened at once. Deku darted out into position behind All Might. The handcuffs- once tightly in his grip- were thrown into the air. They sailed through the smoke and ashes, clinking together on their trajectory towards Bakugou.

“Kacchan, catch!”

The cry alerted All Might to the situation, who responded immediately. Leaping up, he snatched the handcuffs, like he was partaking in some high intensity game of piggy in the middle. He snapped them in half as he landed, a sly look washing over his face.

But it was already too late.

As he had jumped, Bakugou had been building an explosion in his palms. Concentrating the nitroglycerin from his sweat into a hotbed of sparks. He didn’t aim the attack at All Might, though. Rather, at the building besides him.

It was thunderous. Shook the very earth below them, and with the damage already dealt by the fire, the structure couldn’t stand the conditions. It shattered. Debris falling everywhere. Smoke and rubble were a solid curtain around him.

“Deku,” Bakugou yelled into the turmoil. f*ck he couldn’t see anything. Not his teammate, not his teacher. Barely even the tarmac a step in front of him. Shards were raining down everywhere; it was like the f*cking Armageddon.

That was when a figure ran through the fire.

“Come on.” A hand gripped his own and tugged. So they ran. Ran until they found an unnatural, buzzing glow. Then kept running, out of the flames and through it. The escape gate.

They had done it. They had won. As a team.

(Although it was only really half-winning, because they hadn’t actually defeated All Might, but he’d let it slide this time).

He felt the corner of his mouth twitching upwards. Worked f*cking desperately to drag it back down, to no avail.

Midoriya was beaming as he slowed, panting to catch his breath, but unable to dampen the joy that practically exuded from his pores. He detached his hand from Bakugou’s, not commenting on Bakugou’s own failure to do so.

“We won,” Midoriya stated, simply. Perhaps a little incredulously.

It was then that the announcement of their victory passed over the intercom. They were the seventh team to pass the exam.

Bakugou only scoffed. “We didn’t win.”

His words bought a frown to Midoriya’s face. A stamp of genuine guilt. Bakugou regretted even opening his mouth.

“I’m sorry, Kacchan. I know you wanted to finish first, so I hope I didn’t hold you back. And you wanted to fight All Might, too. I was just worried about the exam, and the technicalities of passing. It’s fine if you hate me, but-”

“Stop apologising, Deku.” Midoriya snapped his attention back to Bakugou, who was already turning to leave. He took a few steps before pausing.

“And for the record,” he called over his shoulder, “I don’t hate you.”

The monitoring room was both highly complex and simple at the same time. Complex in the technology it boasted: multiple screens displaying multiple scenes, time stamps, statistics, tables. Simple in the lack of pretty much anything else. Other than an expansive desk for the keyboards to rest on and a single padded chair, the room was empty of furniture. Even the lights were switched off to improve the visual quality of the pictures. Thankfully, a single ceiling fan had been installed to blast away the summer heat and keep the computers cool.

Todoroki had, in a rather gentlemanly manner, allowed Yaoyorozu to take the chair. She hadn’t felt particularly tired (the post-fight adrenaline accounting for that) but sat anyway. It was only polite.

Watching the other battles take place had been an intriguing exercise. None of her other classmates had elected to join them yet, but she supposed that being worn out was only natural.

She had tried to spread her attention among the matches as equally as possible, but a few had definitely caught her eye.

She glanced at the clock on the bottom of the screen. Only three minutes left before their designated half an hour was up, and two teams had yet to finish. She couldn’t help but worry. Most screens just showed empty arenas, now, but the two remaining pairs were still fighting with all their might.

A shuffling sounded at the door. She and Todoroki looked towards the source in unison, curious as it swung open.

“Todoroki-kun, Momo-chan!”

Uraraka all but dove into the room. Immediately, she pulled Todoroki- the first body in her path- into a tight hug.

“If it isn’t my favourite first-place winning super models.”

Todoroki looked incredibly uncomfortable (and slightly red) in her hold, but didn’t squirm. The sight made something warm bubble up in Yaoyorozu’s heart. She felt herself blushing at the compliments, as well. To her, Uraraka was a hero already.

“It was Yaoyorozu-san who made it happen,” Todoroki replied, sincerely.

Finally, Uraraka released him, bouncing over to inflict the same treatment on Yaoyorozu.

“But it wouldn’t have worked without both of our strength,” Yaoyorozu added, firmly. She hugged her friend back. “And we just watched you two defeat Thirteen. Your plan was wonderful, Ochako-chan. Not to mention Atsushi-kun’s bravery.”

The aforementioned smiled, closing the door behind him and settling beside Todoroki. “I was convinced that was it for me. Death by washing machine.”

Laughing, Yaoyorozu released Uraraka from the embrace, allowing her to survey the remaining battles on the screens behind them.

“You two are going to have to spill all the tea,” Uraraka announced, slumping down on the corner of the desk. “How did every one else do? I couldn’t hear most of the announcements over all the sounds of chaos and destruction.”

Yaoyorozu exchanged a glance with Todoroki, before casting her mind back.

“Well,” she started, uncertainly. “After us, a couple of groups succeeded in quick succession. Tsu-chan and Tokoyami-kun, then Iida-kun and Ojiro-kun straight afterwards. Both teams were very impressive. Especially Tsu-chan’s- they worked very effectively together.”

Atsushi nodded, thoughtfully. His eyes kept wondering over to the monitors. Yaoyorozu couldn’t blame him. One of the fights was especially thrilling, after all.

“Unfortunately, Midnight defeated Mina-chan and Kaminari-kun a bit later. They’re with Recovery Girl now.”

Flinching, Uraraka’s expression was sympathetic. Midnight was definitely a tough draw, and wasn’t the type to show any mercy to her students.

Thy had fought bravely, Yaoyorozu remembered, but perhaps too boldly. Their attacks had quickly become repetitive, and they had been unable to form a cohesive unit that maximised their strengths. As such, Midnight had been able to slowly but surely get the better of them.

“After that, Toru-chan and Shouji-kun passed using some elegantly executed guerrilla tactics. They seemed very in synch.”

“I think they worked together during the Calvary battle in the sports festival,” Todoroki piped up, to noises of agreement.

“Next was you two, of course, followed by Kyouka-chan and Sero-kun about ten seconds later. Then Midoriya-kun and Bakugou-kun, bless them.”

Uraraka shifted slightly to focus on the screens. One minute left.

“And then there were two.”

On the top left, Kirishima and Sato were desperately bashing through wall after wall. But even as they knocked one down, their pace having noticeably slowed since the beginning of the exam, Cementoss would simply raise another in its place. Sheer physical power would not be enough to best the hero. Unfortunately, it looked like the pair were not clear headed enough to see that in the midst of battle. Although she hated to admit it, their match was all but over.

A screen just right of the centre was showing footage of Dazai and Chuuya’s fight against the Principal.

The video had been a point of conflict for her since she had entered the monitoring room, actually. From the haphazard way Todoroki’s gaze had danced around it, she imagined he felt the same way. It was one of the most interesting fights of all, but made her feel off, somehow. Distinctly uncomfortable. Her attention was simultaneously drawn to it and forced away. An odd juxtaposition of opinion swirled inside her.

It should have been startling that such a strong pair hadn’t completed the exam yet, but having watched the fight run its course, she realised it was inevitable. In fact, she couldn’t visualise herself and Todoroki having done any better. They probably would be performing worse.

One minute left. Technically, there was still hope for them. It didn’t feel like it, though.

“Is it just me,” Uraraka began, slowly. Almost cautiously. The tone broke Yaoyorozu from her mesmerisation. “Or is Principal Nedzu being kind of… heavy-handed.”

Yaoyorozu turned back to the screen with a sigh.

“It’s cruelty.”

Notes:

Ooh, how trustworthy is Principal Nedzu? Find out after the break.

Who’s ready for a ~~Chuuya~~ chapter next time?

Chapter 23: The UA First Year Exams (Part Two)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Double Black and the Final Exams

I ’d really, really like to see you erase the Principal’s quirk.”

Dazai glanced over his shoulder. Chuuya was perched on a misshapen block of concrete, curiously scanning the perimeter of their battleground. It was five minutes before the exam’s start time, and they were in a rather unproductive strategy meeting.

“I wonder if he’d lose all his intelligence. Or maybe some of it comes from genetic mutations rather than his quirk, so he’d still be sentient? Definitely worth following up on.”

The arena was an industrial graveyard. Warehouses were packed into every available space, their insides stripped bare and left to decay. A path that was hardly a metre wide separated each row of buildings, leaving protruding sheets of corrugated iron to block out the sun above. They had found a relatively clear space- the centre of a sort of crossroad where a horizontal path met a vertical one- to settle in wait.

Dazai had been taking the opportunity to memorise their battleground. It seemed circular, from what he could tell. Expanding out from their central position like displaced rings of water in a pond. Each one packed with warehouses.

It almost reminded him of a labyrinth. They began in the centre, so the exit most likely lay somewhere in the furthest ring. Meanwhile, the Minotaur chased them from within.

It was stupid- Dazai knew it was- but he couldn’t stop thinking about the hidden meaning behind the match. The animosity Nedzu had fruitlessly tried to disguise. The separation of two misfits from their surroundings and opposition with the head of UA, of all people. Dazai understood why they would be treated with an air of caution- he did- but couldn’t the Principal have employed a little subtlety? He was the one who had not only kept them in the school when Mori had threatened to pull them out, but also demanded they remain for the entire year. What was with the sudden change?

Chuuya hadn’t noticed a thing. He was just excited to be fighting after too many days of peace. His simple mindset was all too enviable, at times.

“Is that how we’re doing this, then?” Chuuya prompted, after a beat too long. “I’ll play the decoy and you close in for a ninja-style sneak back hug.”

Huffing out a laugh, Dazai shook his head. He invited himself onto Chuuya’s admittedly uncomfortable concrete seat, willing his attention back to the game at hand.

“Ninja-like though I consider myself, I think the best way to go about this one might be a good old fashioned brawl.”

“A brawl?”

Eyes were on him, easy and open. Dazai felt a wicked grin tug at his lips; the vines of paranoia were creeping back down already.

“He’s a rat, Chuuya. What’s he going to do if you beat him up? Hiss? Scratch?” He bought a hand to his chin, mock-ponderously. “I suppose the worst would be if he bit you while carrying an infectious disease. It would be unfortunate if you catch the bubonic plague during a high school exam but c’est la vie, I guess.”

Chuuya was staring at him, mouth agape. He just shrugged, lounging on the rough surface, even as it dug painfully into his back.

After a second of deeply disturbed silence, Chuuya responded.

“If I get the plague, I’m going to breathe all over you. You’re going down with me, asshole.”

Dazai grinned.

“By ‘breathe all over me’, do you mean all over me? Or-”

“I was speaking figuratively!”

When the exam finally started and Nedzu emerged, pretty much everything Dazai had said was instantly invalidated. First of all, a simple brawl was not going to cut it. And secondly, Nedzu could deal a lot more damage than some light clawing. He was, after all, perched in the controller seat of an enormous crane. (Which hadn’t actually been mentioned in the terms and conditions of this event, but whatever). Sipping a mug of tea, of all things. Not even a single crease of hardship furrowed his brow as he deftly manoeuvred the machinery, plucking the roofs off of buildings and sending them crashing down in a flurry of rubble.

Initially, they tried to take the crane down. ‘Tried’ being the key word. Unlike the robots they had grown used to battling, this one was being controlled by an intelligent being. A highly intelligent being. Although as a crane it lacked equipment such as weapons and was by no means purpose built, it was all too dangerous. With the Principal at the helm, a simple crane became a powerful warship. Its forceful claw and unpredictable movements meant that Chuuya couldn’t leave much more than a few dents and scratches.

Its weight left him unable to take it down directly, and going part by part was a slow process. A couple of loose panels and fallen screws weren’t going to get them close enough to handcuff their opponent. Their approach had to change.

Chuuya landed on the ground heavily, skidding back along the path before eventually coming to a halt. He examined the crane- no longer pristine, but certainly not ravaged- and wiped the dust and sweat from his forehead. Remaining in a crouch, he pulled himself behind a sturdy, brick warehouse. It was becoming clear that simply attacking the crane was like slashing away at a shield. Draining his energy and blunting his sword to no effect.

It was best to regroup, and this was one of the checkpoints he and Dazai had agreed to rendezvous at if necessary. So Chuuya waited, regaining his breath, as an announcement over the intercom system notified them that ten minutes had passed.

Dazai appeared beside him just as he felt his quirk’s strength flood back into his veins. He’d been having fast recovery periods lately, and Arahabaki was quiet inside him. He was in the best condition he had been for years. A negative voice within him couldn’t help but wonder if it was indicative of bad things to come.

“There’s no easy access point to the crane round the back,” Dazai started quickly, tone sober. Chuuya almost jumped in surprise at the sudden company. “I suppose we could neutralise the claw and work inwards from there. It’d give us more time to think, at least.”

Chuuya nodded, surveying his surroundings as if that would lead to the answer. He could hear the harrowing bangs of the crane connecting with (and crushing) its targets, but tried to push them away. He had to raise his voice to compete.

“Milkman?” The code word rolled easily off his tongue. This particular operation was well practised, after all. It came in handy in situations like these, where their enemy was utilising some sort of weapon rather than their quirk. Gave them a method to keep their two on one advantage by employing Dazai’s skills in a different way than usual.

“Since when did you start calling the shots, shrimp?”

Chuuya glowered. His choice of plan had been completely rational. He was on the verge of retorting when an ominous voice spun through the air.

“Found you.”

And the warehouse that had cast a dark shadow over them was being torn to the ground. Sunlight and steel made a sudden assault on Chuuya’s senses, but he kept moving anyway. Leaping backwards, he dodged through the rainstorm of falling tiles. Dazai’s reaction played out in his peripheral. Not quite as smooth as his, but satisfactory. Chuuya pushed away a piece of scrap as it plummeted towards Dazai from his blind spot, his ability static around him. They didn’t need to acknowledge each other before shooting off into position, the crane looming over them. Menacing.

Everything was in perfect clarity as Chuuya began his attack. Hyper focused as he assaulted the unenforced metal connecting the claw to the main body of the crane. It was most likely the weak point of the machine.

As Nedzu swung wildly to dodge his strengthened kicks, his theory was proved correct. The principal had simply taken his prior strikes to the body. The crane was strong enough for them not to inflict any major damage. His attempts to shelter the crane’s arm, as it was, from harm suggested that it was really a weak point.

“Aren’t you being a bit mean, Principal?”

Chuuya didn’t turn at the sound. He could already imagine Dazai’s profile from the countless times they’d employed Milkman before. Somewhere high up, probably. Balanced upon one of the flatter roofs surrounding them. Situated just outside the crane’s radius of destruction, but still close enough to be heard.

Through the glass window, Chuuya caught sight of Nedzu’s gaze flickering to Dazai. Good.

“Dumping us in an industrial maze with no clues as to where the escape gate is. There isn’t really any way to handcuff you, either. It’s almost as if you want us to lose.” His voice was dripping with contempt. Chuuya didn’t even want to imagine the smirk that must have pinned his lips down. Coat billowing out behind him in the wind. Dazai always looked a little out of reach in moments like these; too far removed from Chuuya’s world to ever completely grasp.

Outwardly, Nedzu kept up his collected facade. Neither answering the jeers nor changing his movements. But Chuuya was watching a single bead of sweat roll down his cheek and that couldn’t be a coincidence.

It was when Chuuya unleashed his most powerful attack yet, actually forming a crack in the arm of the machine, that the nature of the fight changed. Nedzu’s erratic pattern of dodging suddenly halted. Chuuya took the opportunity without thinking. He launched off from his perch on a pile of rubble, slicing through the air like a jet. Streamlined and perfected for this very objective. It was down to Hawks, he knew, pushing him beyond his limits during their race on his internship. He thanked the hero, silently.

Except, what his gravity-enhanced kick ripped through wasn’t the carefully constructed arm. It was the roof of a warehouse. Nedzu had torn it from its building, holding it up as a makeshift shield.

Chuuya snarled into the wind as he rebounded, landing lightly on the window sill of a semi-intact hovel. The principal only tossed the metal- a blackened crater marring its centre- to the ground. Then, he picked up another. His control of the claw smooth, even as the walls that it had once rested on collapsed around it.

“Can’t even take a hit?” Dazai shouted. Chuuya could hear his voice falter, though. He must have realised, as well. Once, the setting had been nothing more than an inconvenient backdrop to their battle. Now, it was practically a gold mine of resources for their opponent. Chuuya supposed that it had been all along, really. They were only just pushing Nedzu into using it.

“I have assumed the role of a villain, Dazai-kun,” the principal replied, evenly. Perhaps taking the pause in Chuuya’s offensive as an opportunity. “I am simply doing what I must to achieve victory.”

The comment seemed a little targeted, but it couldn’t be denied, given the situation. As the shock wore off, Chuuya collected himself. He’d just have to drive his attack right through the shield, into the crane behind it. The feat would take a bit of work, but was by no means impossible. Not many things were impossible, he’d recently learnt.

Chuuya glanced towards his partner for confirmation, but he received no signal in return. Dazai was entirely focused on the principal. And his gaze was practically venomous.

“It’s nice to hear you acknowledge our passion and drive,” he laughed, voice devoid of any joy. For a second, Chuuya could almost feel Mori’s ever-icy presence among them.

He was beginning to get a sense of what was going on, now. Dazai’s unconcealed resentment towards the principal wasn’t just a part of their strategy. It probably stemmed from some misguided sense of betrayal. Chuuya couldn’t say where from, exactly. Dazai didn’t trust easily- it was his greatest strength and weakness.

Maybe Nedzu could feel that hint of hostility too, because the first cracks in his demeanour were showing. Eyes narrowed in a universal signal of tension.

Chuuya’s thoughts were interrupted by a swing of the claw. He barely leapt out of the way as it destroyed the chimney he had just been clinging to.

The battle raged on in earnest. Every attack was blocked by a haphazardly formed shield. Every cruel word absorbed without response. Every strike muffled in a way that was beginning to feel routine. Honestly, the principal may as well be wasting time, now, as their chances of passing the exam gradually slipped down the drain. Something had to change.

It was just after the announcement that ten minutes remained when ‘something’ occurred.

That something was almost a stumble. Or rather than a stumble, a moment of hesitation. One of Chuuya’s kicks- a seemingly random move in a fight fraught with them- finally landed on the intended target. It bypassed the screen that had been erected slightly too late, bending bits of the crane’s metal. It didn’t render the arm unusable, but must have had some effect. Chuuya grinned as he fell back to the ground.

He had no clue what had caused the principal’s sudden lapse in focus, but was more than happy to roll with it. Whatever it takes.

Except, he couldn’t. Dazai was motioning to him. And he, ever the obedient partner, was running to their second check-in point.

“I was about to get a rhythm going,” Chuuya complained immediately as he dropped down beside Dazai. “I could have had the arm off in no time.”

A little out of breath from his roundabout route, Chuuya stretched his arms with a grimace. They were ducked down in the dank interior of a building a little way from the centre. Still untouched by the destruction. One could witness the remains of the central crossroad from a north facing window. All the warehouses that would have once obstructed the view were completely totalled, after all.

“Why do you think the principal was slow in reaching for a shield that time, Chuuya?”

Chuuya shrugged, nonchalantly. “Who gives a sh*t? Maybe he was binge watching a reality show last night and he’s tired.”

“It’s because he had to reach further,” Dazai supplied, unceremoniously. He brushed hair away from his eyes with one hand, and gestured out the window with the other. “Most of the inner ring of buildings are destroyed, so he pulled the roof off of one that was further away.”

Chuuya glanced out the window, eyebrows furrowing.

“But-”

“Most,” Dazai continued, unfazed, “is the key word.”

And sure enough, one warehouse situated by the central crossroad was still standing. In something close to perfect condition, as well. It was an ordinary structure, with stone walls and a slightly ill fitting door. The final shield-provider in the crane’s immediate circle, and it had been completely bypassed. Why was Nedzu slowing down his reaction times and endangering himself when he still had one more option?

“First and foremost, this is a test. It’s practically a game. And in all games, there has to be a way to win.”

Chuuya watched Dazai with rapt attention as the other focused on the view out of the window.

“We’ve already established that the handcuffs are a no-go. To win this match, we’re going to have to escape. So logically, there has to be a path from the centre of the arena to the escape gate.”

Standing up abruptly, Chuuya felt a smile creeping onto his lips.

“You’re saying that the principal can’t destroy the buildings that are on the path to the escape gate, or we wouldn’t be able to pass through them.”

Dazai smiled, turning to face him, arms spread.

“Bingo.”

They changed tactic, after that. Sowed the seeds for chaos. From the outside, their match must have looked apocalyptic. Slowly but surely, a path was rising from the rubble. Structures remaining intact and stable amongst countless piles of debris. Surely, Nedzu had understood their plan by then. A look akin to resignation darkening his irises.

There were twenty seconds on the clock when they found the gate. Emitting an appealing glow from its darkened abode. Scrambling through it was a relief and a rush.

“Yes!”

A deep weariness had long set in Chuuya’s bones, but pride momentarily overtook the feeling. Overtook every feeling, flowing through his veins like a drug. They’d managed it. Thank f*ck they’d managed it.

“Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya have won their match using the escape gate. They are the eighth team to do so, having taken a time of twenty nine minutes and forty seconds.”

A sharp whistle blew, and with it, the practical exam came to an end.

They were advancing down the minimally decorated hallway leading away from the arena when they met Nedzu. Laughter and conversation died with his silent contemplation. Not a crinkle sullied the flawless visage of his waistcoat following the intensive battle. (Chuuya was pretty sure that his own hair was sticking up in ten different directions, and Dazai’s bandages were caked in dust). A couple of moments of quiet passed, before he spoke.

“My sincerest congratulations to the two of you. I did not think I would need to modulate my abilities for a fair match, and I was not disappointed.”

Dazai was tense again, now. The switch between his post-win satisfaction and barely repressed animosity would have given Chuuya whiplash had he not expected it. His partner took his hands to his hips and tipped his chin upwards. His stature was already larger than Nedzu’s, but his posture increased the difference tenfold.

“Thank you for providing us with the experience,” he replied, curtly.

Nedzu frowned at the dismissive tone. His expression cleared quickly, though, and a rather knowing look replaced any confusion. He appeared to speak to both of them, words easy and conversational. However, his subtle shift to the left gave away his true target.

“Forming pairs for the exam was a justifiably long and careful process that all of the teachers participated in. We took into account criteria such as the strengths and weaknesses of each member, their quirk compatibilities and their usual level of combat in lessons.”

Dazai appeared largely uninterested.

“Great,” he said, attention fixed on wiping specks of mud from his coat. “I’m so glad that you told me.”

“And while we hoped to broaden your arsenal of experiences and perhaps show you the merits of teamwork,” he continued, as if he had never been interrupted, “the most significant factor in the viability of pairs was their ability to triumph.”

The principal paced across the hall.

“This is, after all, your first year exam. The circ*mstances were already challenging enough without further testing you through your partnerships. We formed pairs that we hoped would empower the members, and enhance their chances of achieving victory. Grouping you two was, in many ways, the obvious decision.”

Only once the principal had strided away did Dazai drop his power pose. A sour grimace contorted his features.

“I can’t stand that guy,” he deadpanned.

“You’re just upset that you were wrong about him,” Chuuya replied, smugly, with an elbow to his partner. The two set off down the corridor, tired and victorious.

“Wrong? One cryptic attempt to explain himself doesn’t put him in the clear.”

Chuuya could tell that Dazai’s words had morphed from genuine bullets to rubber pellets. Complaints for the sake of keeping face rather than anything else. Maybe embarrassment, too. Chuuya just laughed.

“Wait,” Dazai said, pausing mid-stride. The slightest echo could be heard ricocheting around the hall. “What exactly do you think my problem was?”

Typical Dazai. Someone clearly bolstered his ego too much as a kid. He simply couldn’t bring himself to believe that anyone else possessed even a morsel of his reasoning abilities. And maybe he wasn’t as subtle as he thought he was.

“That’s easy. You didn’t like the fact that the school paired us together and not with the other students. Probably had some extensive internal monologue about how much they hate us and how different we are from the hero-obsessed members of their brainwashed institution.”

Yep, the look on his face was priceless. Utterly astonished.

“Oh my god,” he murmured. Bought a shaking hand to his face. “I’ve become… predictable.”

Disguising a snort as a cough, Chuuya leant back against a wall. Watched in light amusem*nt as his partner went through a minor breakdown.

“What is this terrible place doing to me?”

Chuuya was struggling through a fit of laughter, at this point. It wasn’t often than his controlling, manipulative puppet master of a friend had a crisis of self. He was practically wiping away tears as Dazai finally straightened himself up. Rolled out his shoulders to recreate his long-compromised air of confidence.

What happened next was sudden. Entirely unexpected. And one of the worst moments of Chuuya’s life.

Nakahara Chuuya and the Shopping Mall

H urry up, Chuuya. We’re tired, hungry, and not beyond leaving you behind right now.”

It was the day after the practical exam, and class 1A was on a mission. Or at least, most of class 1A. Sero and Todoroki had been unavailable, to their collective disappointment. Ojiro was also unavailable, but no one seemed too invested. Of course, Dazai was also missing from the group…

(Chuuya had noticed Atsushi glancing around, as if searching for a misplaced phone or wallet. Movements subtle but with an edge of worry. Honestly, the kid was starting to get on Chuuya’s nerves. ‘Thou shalt not make to thyself an idol’ and all that. He adored Dazai like he was more than just another human).

Their mission had been simple: prepare for the quirk training boot camp. Eraserhead had, thankfully for some, revealed that everyone would be attending the woodland lodge to practise their skills, no matter whether they passed or failed. So the class reps had rallied them to shop for supplies. Which was fair- Chuuya didn’t exactly have a sleeping bag and walking boots on hand.

Their spirits were high. Partially because of the expulsion of the UA traitor. It made the whole trip feel that much more secure, even if in reality, they were unsure of how much information had been breeched. Chuuya couldn’t bring himself to dampen their energy with that, though.

After meeting in front of a large fountain on the ground floor, they had split into groups to shop. Chuuya had easily joined up with his usual friends, though he wasn’t in such a great headspace for conversation. Offering only clipped answers when Kaminari hung back beside him to talk. He’d been more than content to observe, taking in the sight of his classmates in a more casual setting.

He learnt a bit about them, too. For example, Bakugou had a good eye for fashion: a grungy skull design spanning his back and tasteful rips in his jeans. Meanwhile, some of the girls were fully decked out for summer in patterned dresses. Chuuya hadn’t been forced to bring out his shorts yet, thankfully.

They were breaking for lunch now, apparently. Chuuya had been too caught up in his thoughts to notice, twisting through the hordes of shoppers as an instinct. Laughing as they pointed at various window displays or arguing over destinations. He trailed behind the rest of his group, not feeling able to laugh with them.

What had occurred after the practical exam was too great a weight on his mind.

Chuuya was a fighter. A powerful one. He was skilful and fast- quick reflexes and agility building the foundations for such abilities.

These reflexes that he had spent years honing into things of value, however, failed him when he needed them most.

Dazai moved suddenly. In a way that Chuuya had technically known he could, but barely ever witnessed. The other was more suited to a slow, leisurely stroll. One that made it clear who set the pace. Who was the predator and who was the prey. Yet there Dazai was in moments, his breath hot against Chuuya’s face. Arms locked either side of his head, confining him against the wall.

“Dazai,” he said and asked. His voice coming out slightly strained and entirely unrecognisable. Every muscle was taut. Stretched to the point of stillness. He couldn’t drag his eyes away from Dazai’s. Something unfamiliar lying in their depths.

Then the breath wasn’t just breath anymore. No longer wispy and shapeless and drifting away from the space Dazai had carved out between them. Replaced by something tangible. Lips on his own. Enveloping his own. Moving with their own rhythm, like the beat of a heart. Chuuya’s mind could quite register what was going on.

A mouth, hot and forceful, against his. A hand cupping his jaw. A blue glow vibrant amongst the bleak tones of the hallway.

What the f*ck?

Chuuya didn’t have time to decide if he liked it. If he felt anything about it at all. Because as quickly as the lips had appeared, they vanished. Leaving only a sensation of the biting cold in their wake. Lingering ashes long since extinguished. Then the arms were pulling away, too. Blue faded into greys and browns and Dazai was smirking at him. The only trace of the moment passed was surely Chuuya’s own expression. Lips parted in shock and maybe a little in loss.

What did that mean? Was it supposed to mean something? Did he want it to mean something?

Chuuya had been a lot of things, and thus been subject to a lot of changes. He was a fighter, first and foremost. He was a son, a classmate, a partner. A hero and a villain. A student of UA, a member of the Sheep and then the Port Mafia. He had never been kissed. That had changed, now.

Dazai had taken his first kiss. Or… well. Again, Chuuya’s reflexes were a source of pride for him. He could have out-manoeuvred Dazai any day. Overpowered him, if needs be.

He had given Dazai his first kiss, he supposed. For all their teasing and arguing, no partnership could be as prosperous as Double Black without a skeleton of trust to uphold it.

Chuuya had given Dazai his first kiss. He wasn’t sure what that meant. He wasn’t sure what he wanted in return or what the right words to say were. But he knew, as soon as Dazai opened his mouth, still smirking and boastful, that these wouldn’t be the ones.

“No. I’m still pretty unpredictable.”

In that moment, Chuuya felt a gut-wrenching stillness overtake him. Completely stifle the torrents of questions swirling within him. Why would he continue asking them when the answer had become so painfully obvious?

Dazai was already walking away, a buoyancy to his steps and his voice conversational, even as it danced around Chuuya’s brain. Entirely unaffected. Expecting Chuuya to be the same.

What did the kiss mean? Absolutely f*cking nothing.

It was merely a reaction, of no more significance than a single sentence reply might have been. It was a funny little quip, same as all the others shared between them. It was Dazai reaffirming his own nature without a care in the world.

Chuuya didn’t move from where he was pressed up against the wall.

“What the f*ck, Dazai,” he finally voiced. The words quivered a little, but came out coherently enough.

It was Dazai’s turn to look confused now. Turning to stare back at him curiously.

“Chuuya?” He had no clue, Chuuya concluded. No idea what Chuuya was feeling.

Because it was just a kiss, wasn’t it. Not an invitation, not a revelation and certainly not a confession of anything at all. It was simply a means for Dazai to prove his ‘unpredictability’. It was worth no more than any other witty response might have been. Hell, it was worth less. That was what Dazai was thinking, he imagined, even with reddened lips. The texture of the wall still indented in the flesh of his palms. Even with that look in his eyes that Chuuya had never seen before.

And maybe Chuuya should try and be cool about this. Play it off in the same way they always did. In the same way Dazai was clearly happy to do.

But how could he, when his heart was racing? When his eyes were still wide? The phantom warmth of lips on his wasn’t something to be brushed so abruptly under the rug. Of a hand against his cheek. That addictive, numbing sensation that had washed over him like a blue glow, finally silencing the thrum of a quirk in his veins and a God tethered to his soul.

So he was angry. He had given Dazai his first kiss, and this mattered.

“How dare you?”

Dazai’s expression twisted again- a pinched smile lined with furrowed brows.

“Chuuya, it was just a joke.”

He felt his heart drop, and almost immediately afterwards, unadulterated fury.

“Well it wasn’t f*cking funny! You can’t pull that sh*t and expect me to be okay with it. You can’t pretend-” he stopped. Sucked in a ragged breath.

Hadn’t they been hiding for months now? Hadn’t they been ambling up to the precipice like it was a challenge, dancing back before reaching the edge? Hadn’t they been running to the receding waves, but scurrying away from the oncoming ripple?

They’d spent more time together in the past few months than Chuuya had spent with any one person in his life. They’d fought together and against each other. They’d talked with an ease Chuuya hadn’t even known Dazai possessed. They’d held hands, for goodness sake.

Chuuya didn’t know if he loved Dazai, or even if he liked Dazai. But he did know that this couldn’t mean nothing, and Dazai couldn’t expect it to mean nothing. He could be so unwillingly thoughtless, sometimes.

Raising his hands to his face, Chuuya pressed his nails harshly into his forehead. It did nothing to assuage him of his swelling anger. Arahabaki had been abruptly silenced by No Longer Human earlier, but now its growls had returned in full force. Deafening in his ears.

“I didn’t think you’d care this much,” Dazai said, exasperatingly perplexed. “I’m sorry that you’re so-”

“Just go.”

It was louder, now. Too loud. Chuuya didn’t know if he could restrain the creature in the pit of his stomach for much longer.

“Chuuya?”

“Go!”

Chuuya hadn’t seen Dazai since. Neither had ventured from their rooms that night, and Dazai had already been gone when he tentatively surveyed the kitchen in the morning. No note stuck on the fridge. Really, he shouldn’t have been surprised. Whenever they got into a real argument, something bigger than their usual back and forth, it was always Chuuya’s job to put the pieces back together. Dazai may be as intelligent as any adult, but he had the emotional maturity of a seven year old.

“Alright, spit it out already.”

Chuuya’s attention snapped towards the boy walking beside him.

“What?”

Rolling his eyes, Bakugou twisted towards him slightly, examining him under that apathetic front. Hands shoved in pockets, leaning back.

“You’ve been staring into space and sighing for hours now. The f*ck is wrong with you?”

Having completed their equipment gathering and lunch with only a couple of diversions, Chuuya’s group had been traversing the leisure department of the mall without any particular goal. Kaminari had yanked Mina and Jirou into a music shop a couple of minutes ago, and the remainder of the group were waiting outside (some more patiently than others).

“I’m not sighing,” Chuuya argued, though his defence was weak. One raised eyebrow from Kirishima and it crumbled.

“Dude, it’s fine to have boy trouble. Working through issues in a relationship is super manly.”

Chuuya choked on air. He could already feel heat engulfing his cheeks.

“What the f*ck?” He didn’t want to blow up at his friends, but talking about Dazai right now was an even worse fate. Not that Dazai could ever constitute the ‘boy’ in his boy trouble. Not that he had boy trouble. As he proceeded to say. “I don’t have boy trouble!”

Bakugou scoffed, “yeah because that reaction is totally normal.”

Only laughing at his combined misery and fury, Kirishima tugged at the hairband on his wrist. His expression had adopted a softer filter. Perhaps taking mercy on Chuuya’s bright red face and intrinsic desire to sprint away as soon as possible.

“Look, if it’s the ‘boy’ part that’s worrying you, no one here will have a problem with it. Or we’ll beat them up.” Kirishima tried his best to look menacing. But what was probably meant to be a wild grin seemed more like the smile of an insanity case.

Bakugou snorted out a laugh. Chuuya couldn’t help but do the same.

“Anyway, Yaoyorozu-san and Jirou-san have been dating for ages. No one’s been a dick about them.“

Bakugou nodded, once.

“For the last time,” Chuuya began, “I don’t- wait Yaoyorozu-san and Jirou-san are dating?”

Part of Chuuya hoped to divert his friends’ well-intentioned questioning from his own problems, but most of him was genuinely surprised. He hadn’t noticed anything beyond friendship between his two classmates, and he was technically at UA at all in order to gather intelligence. Their discretion was to be applauded.

“Yeah man. They’re keeping it on the down low though,” Kirishima said, shrugging.

Chuuya nodded, thoughtfully. It was kind of strange for him to even consider the concept of a ‘relationship’ or ‘dating’. Romance was simply not something that had ever been part of his life. His childhood had been unconventional, to say the least. The media depicting couples that was shoved down most kids’ throats from birth had never been prominent for him. Romance had never occurred to him on his own, and hadn’t exactly been propagated around him. So he simply hadn’t thought about it.

Did Chuuya want to date someone? Did he want to date Dazai?

Well not right now. He was f*cking seething right now. But in a broader sense. There was no obvious answer; Chuuya shelved the query for now.

“Hey,” Kirishima said, hands on his hips. Clearly having clocked on to Chuuya’s digression. “Stop trying to distract us and tell us about your lover’s spat.”

Chuuya groaned. He appreciated his friends’ attempts to fix/meddle with/chat sh*t about his supposed ‘relationship’. Really, it was sweet. Probably the most innocent act of service he had ever received. No demands being named in return. Still, Chuuya wanted noting more than for the conversation to end. He didn’t want to think about Dazai. Only swirls of anger and confusion followed such thoughts.

“There was no lover’s spat because Dazai and I are not lovers.”

Kirishima expression became triumphant.

“Who said anything about Dazai-kun?”

God, Chuuya was so ready to break something right now. Deep breath. He just scowled, balling his fists into the fabric of his top.

“His involvement was heavily implied!”

Kirishima seemed to find his mounting displeasure humorous, but Bakugou eventually spoke up. He had been inspecting Chuuya from the corner of his eyes for a while now, in that quietly caring way of his. His voice was casual but firm when he spoke, a hand wrapping around Kirishima’s wrist.

“Leave it, sh*tty hair. Let’s check out the gaming store over there.”

With only a couple of complaints from Kirishima and a subtle nod from Bakugou, the pair faded into the stream of shoppers passing by. Eventually, Chuuya lost sight of the vibrant red hair and distinctive skull jacket. He breathed out a sigh of relief. Immensely grateful for Bakugou’s powers of observation. Maybe he was being over dramatic, but he really just wanted to silence his thoughts rather than talk them out.

Tired all of a sudden, he weaved through the oncoming traffic and made his way to the fountain in the centre of the floor. He settled on a relatively dry edge, peering into the disturbed water, more out of something to do than any actual interest in the commotion. There was a layer of grime forming around the drain, and a couple of semi-worthless coins littering the bottom. Nothing special or particularly breathtaking, but he continued to watch the droplets create ripples on the surface of the water as he pondered his options, light background chatter fading to nothing.

He could wait around until some of his friends were ready to move on. The group in the music shop should be just about done, but the majority of his classmates were around somewhere or other. A voice was begging him to just head home already. He had completed his initial objective; hanging around any longer was just prolonging the torture.

“I’m sorry, are you Nakahara Chuuya?”

Jolted from his contemplation, Chuuya raised his head to examine the man who had stopped before him. Dressed in a simple, black hoodie and with pale hair styled in such a way that it obscured the details of his face. He didn’t recognise what little of the man he could see. Being known without knowing in return had become more common since joining UA, though.

Honestly, Chuuya was in no mood for a conversation, but he tried to push down any feelings of discomfort to remain civil.

“I am. Is there something I can do for you?”

“Absolutely,” the man replied cheerily. His smile was an abandoned factory, a film of rust creeping along the machinery. “I watched you in the sports festival this year. You were amazing.”

Chuuya managed a smile. It had been a while since he had been approached by any fans, the sports festival mania having largely died off. He supposed it wasn’t too surprising that he’d be recognised in such a public place, though.

“Thank you,” he murmured, hoping to tactfully escape the encounter. If Dazai was there, they would already be long gone with some not even remotely believable excuse. But he wasn’t.

“Could you-” the man bought both hands to his pockets, scrambling around before retrieving some items. “Could you sign this for me?”

“Of course,” Chuuya responded, a little taken aback. People who recognised him often only waved or greeted him; being asked for signatures was rare. Still, Chuuya accepted the pen and the map of shops in the mall that was being handed out at the entrance. A strange surface of choice. Still, he found a blank space on the back page and bought the pen to it as the fan took a seat beside him.

“Just make it out to Shigaraki Tomura.”

Chuuya dropped the pen. It fell to the floor gracelessly, and rolled forwards a couple of centimetres with an awkward rattle. Chuuya couldn’t take his eyes off it. His hand was left shaking in its wake.

Shigaraki Tomura. The man who seemed to be at the centre of every web those in power weaved around him. The man who captured allies and prisoners alike in the artfully tangled net of threads that constituted each plan. The man who the heroes spoke of with silenced fear and Mori with uncertainty masqueraded as spite.

Trying to turn his neck to properly see the villain seated beside him, Chuuya found he couldn’t move. Sharp fingernails pressed just below his jaw. The fangs of the spider. A transparent threat.

Still, the oblivious crowd were happy to continue their dodging in and out of shops around them. Unaware that one wrong move from Chuuya and they could all fall victim to the apex predator as well.

“I liked that pen,” Shigaraki lamented, as if it had rolled into a a drain grating rather than a small reach away. Instead of retorting, Chuuya took in a slow inhale. Presented a calm facade, even as his internal processes were each spun into disarray.

“What do you want?”

Shigaraki huffed. “I don’t mind you being straight to the point, kid, but learn to show a bit of f*cking respect.”

His hold tightened, almost imperceptibly. It took everything Chuuya had not to rip his neck away. He hadn’t witnessed Shigaraki’s quirk first hand, but he had been told of it. Decay. The ability of a man born for great and terrible things.

Shigaraki sighed into Chuuya’s prolonged silence. The atmosphere around them remaining just casual enough not to attract any external attention. Peer under the surface level, and the tension was overwhelming. Mould clogging the drain of a fountain under prettily descending drops.

“Join us.”

Now that, hadn’t seen coming. He tried his best to keep his breaths shallow and neck still as he replied.

“What?”

“Join us. Join the League. You’re already playing both sides.”

Affronted, Chuuya very almost pulled away to glare at his captor. The dull ache of the fingernails stopped him.

“I’m not going to betray my friends to-“

Shigaraki let out a hoarse laugh.

“Betray which friends? Are you telling me you wouldn’t slit those friends’ throats if your esteemed boss told you to?” He was practically hissing, by the end. Chuuya could feel the hostility like a dagger cutting against his throat. He straightened up, minutely.

Something about this whole situation was only serving to piss him off. His day had been sh*tty enough without some psychopath coming along to question his already questionable character. If only Dazai were-

Wait. f*ck that. What could Dazai do that Chuuya couldn’t? Bravery- perhaps undeserved- surged through him. A fire kindling in his stomach.

“I’m sorry, but I have to respectfully decline your offer. I accept that I’m no better than you, really, but I’d kind of like to stay away from the whole villainy thing.”

Shigaraki only nodded, ponderously. He had a strange way about him, Chuuya noticed. Both immature and knowledgeable simultaneously. As if he had been forced to learn the cruelties of the world on his own. He had become an adult before ever really finishing as a child; Chuuya was probably the same.

“I see the problem now. You have it all mixed up. Because it’s always the revolution that’s evil, isn’t it? When we’re born into an unjust world, it’s only right to sit back and take it.” He didn’t allow Chuuya to interrupt, speaking evenly but without the means to stop himself.

“Heroes and villains are two sides of the same coin, Nakahara Chuuya. You’ve just spent so long in that safe haven of neutrality we call Yokohama that you’ve failed to realise it. They aren’t all that different, really. Heroes preen for praise while they fly about in their mirage of a utopia. Villains are those forced to do the heavy lifting that no one else wants to in the name of real change. You of all people should know that heroes aren’t who they say they are.”

Chuuya blanched. It was as if every single ounce of warmth had been drained from his body. Every droplet of bravery pulled down the drain. Fear prickled at his skin like a bed of needles. Never quite breaking the skin but not allowing any illusion of comfort.

“Me of all people?”

The lines of victory twisting Shigaraki’s features beneath his hood were deranged in their glee.

“It’s the nature of heroes, you see. There’s no in between for them. ‘If you’re not with us, you’re against us’. That’s what Yokohama is to them, and what Arthur Rimbaud was to them.”

A shockwave ripped through his body. With everything that had been happening, Rimbaud hadn’t exactly been at the forefront of his mind. (He only felt slightly guilty at the prospect). The words rung as harsh echoes of Stain’s from their battle. Of some big, overarching entity that had been pulling the strings all along. He who had given the final order to the executioner.

Arthur Rimbaud was a shade of grey by nature. Never fully conforming to the extravagancies of hero society, but still performing his acts of goodness without hesitation. Was it possible that the very embodiments of Rimbaud’s selfless ideals had a hand in his end? Or was Shigaraki twisting the truth to fit his own agenda?

The Hero Comission’s sparsely broadcasted investigation into Rimbaud’s murder had, to no one’s surprise, concluded with the deceased Stain’s prosecution. None of the news readers had even mentioned Hawks’ sudden removal from the case, nor whatever mysterious evidenced they’d spotted during his internship.

As much as Chuuya wanted to deny it, something suspicious was going on. Doubt was starting to creep into his mind.

“You should consider that a warning,” Shigaraki finished. He stood up, stretched to the side, and sauntered off. Gradually merging with the flow of shoppers, and leaving Chuuya to his thoughts.

Dazai Osamu’s Choice (Part 2)

O dasaku had never cared for appearances, but always admired beauty.

The two observations were only a few carefully selected words away from contradicting each other, but somehow managed to avoid the conflict. He had been fair, judging the heart of the matter rather than its external walls, if he’d had to pass any judgement at all. Yet he had never lost that spark of passion that searched out life’s finest details.

It was the perfect grave for him.

A humble, stone slab in the cemetery just off Memorial park. A tree- brandishing leaves as if they were in excess- formed a canopy over it. The message on the gravestone was simply worded but brimming with love, not unlike Oda himself. Petals that floated down from the overhanging branches joined a small bouquet (of who knows what, probably some variation on a tulip) and settled. His family had probably left it there when they erected the stone earlier that week.

Dazai tried to smile as he approached, kneeling on the grass beside it. The smell of soil, freshly dug, still lingered in the air.

“Hi, Odasaku,” he said, just above a whisper.

Odasaku didn’t reply.

“How’s life in the underworld? I’ve been wanting to scope the place out myself for a while now, but the world is surprisingly short on beautiful young women looking for a tragic but romantic demise.”

There was a blackbird on the tree overhead. Silent and probably symbolic in a way that Dazai didn’t care to decipher. A flurry of black feathers later and it was nothing more than a shape on the horizon.

“I’ve made a couple of mistakes since-“ he cut himself off. “I’ve made a couple of mistakes recently. First with Principal Nedzu, then with Chuuya.”

Dazai wasn’t one for dwelling on the past. Usually preferred to simply keep moving, as the passage of time dictated. He accepted that he wasn’t in touch enough with his own emotions to understand his feelings regarding the kiss with Chuuya. The intricacies of that subtle, bitter flavour were lost on him; the indistinct differences between guilt and regret barely whispers in an orchestra.

Whether the warmth spinning something tangible from barely visible threads was from the joining of lips or just the sun’s rays was a mystery.

He probably shouldn’t have run away that morning, but he wasn’t entirely sure what else to do. What exactly did Chuuya want from him? And what did he want from Chuuya?

He briefly considered consulting Odasaku, but ultimately decided that some things shouldn’t be subject to outside interference. He tried his best to look past the whole incident, for now.

“In all honesty, I have no idea why you entrusted what you did to me. I never really wanted anything from you, and so I never had to change myself for you. There was simply no need. I think you’re the first person I’ve ever experienced that with, so thank you.”

A laugh bubbles up in his throat. Small against the rustling and shifting that was synonymous with the world.

“That’s why I don’t get it, though. You saw the real me and thought, ‘this is someone who’s going to make the right choice’. I guess we all have lapses in judgement from time to time.”

There was a noise, then.

Or a series of them, more specifically. Footsteps muffled against the give of the earth. The shuffle of fabrics passing over one another, the coarse stitches of a jacket creating friction with the cotton shirt below. Finally, as the sounds became louder and more pointed, a sudden exhale of breath and a stifled curse. Presumably upon seeing him there, head resting on the stone. All noises stopped abruptly after that.

Dazai just suppressed a laugh, despite himself.

“Seriously though,” he said, coyly, words drawn out like bait. “If we’re talking about lapses in judgement, Ango-kun should really be called into question.”

A smothered gasp. Dazai smiled.

“Even before I knew he was in the league of losers, I thought he was a strange one. Practically the poster boy for social defects. And don’t get me started on-”

“Alright, that’s enough. Message received.”

A figure stumbled out from amongst a forested patch. Brushed any shrubbery that had caught on his jacket away with a grimace.

Dazai’s world was a little broken right now, and so Ango fit perfectly in the gaps.

“Ango-kun, what a surprise!”

Grumbling, Ango edged nearer, until only a cautious metre or so remained between them. He must have gotten new glasses at some point, because the pair upon his nose were free of any fractures. They were, however, identical to his previous ones.

Through the polished lenses, he seemed to inspect the grave beside Dazai. His gaze dripped with regret as it traced the etchings in the stone.

“What are you doing here?” Dazai asked, smile tightening as he observed Ango observe Oda.

He couldn’t stop a hand from pulling into a fist at the base of the stone. Possessive or protective; whichever one was less human.

With the summer in full swing, he had forgone his own jacket. Even the bandages around his wrist- usually a familiar weight- were beginning to feel too warm. He wondered, absentmindedly, why Ango still insisted on his formal getup.

“What do you think?” Ango sighed. More of a thing to fill the air than a question. Dazai didn’t answer.

There were two blackbirds in the tree, now. Ignoring each other. Dazai wasn’t sure if they’d acknowledge one another or simply remain at that respectful distance.

Neither Dazai nor Ango spoke again for a while. Words could only have interrupted the peace surrounding them, no matter how poetic.

Eventually, Ango shifted. He looked hesitant as he opened his mouth.

“I should go.”

Dazai nodded. He had meant to come alone anyway.

“You should.”

“Well,” Ango started, taking a step backwards. “Honour him, when you can.”

“Of course.”

A thought came to Dazai, just as Ango started down the path into Memorial park. He whipped around.

“Hey!”

Ango turned back. His expression was guarded, stark against the glow of summer.

“Tell that Akutagawa kid to stop romancing my child with his whole bad boy thing. He’s a terrible influence.”

Ango looked completely baffled. Dazai, on the other hand, felt inexplicably illuminated. He had some wrongs to right.

Notes:

Honestly not sure about this whole chapter. Do you think the Chuuya Dazai kiss was too sudden? This whole thing has been incredibly slow burn but there haven’t been that many romance-y moments, so let me know what you think.

Next time: the forest lodge training camp begins!

Chapter 24: The Forest Training Camp (Part One)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Nakahara Chuuya on Time

T ime is a strange thing. Both in itself and relatively.

Strange as a stand-alone concept because of a hundred consistencies and mysteries alike. Time is faster near large bodies of mass and at greater velocities. It’s simultaneously a vector and a scalar- directionless and yet forward moving. The arrow of time exists only because of our comprehension of it, rather than any meaningful onwards motion of the universe. Yet the constant increase of chaos around us dictates this one way path. Time seems continuous. Flowing and unstoppable. In reality, at intervals so small they are practically undetectable, it darts around at discrete levels. As imperceptibly lawless as the rest of nature.

Relatively because of how we view it: an absolute. The idea that time is a sphere or a fog or anything other than the line we’re so fond of is a travesty. A frivolous work of science fiction. Really, such ideas are viable models in their own right. Centuries of assumptions dictate that a day is a day and a year is a year and any deviation from these simple facts are plainly incorrect.

Time is a strange thing. It’s rather more complicated than we like to think. So when Chuuya says it’s been a week, he means it’s been a week. But he also means it’s been an eternity. It can be both of these things simultaneously, you see. So it’s been a week and an eternity, and the school trip is too far and too soon.

Today, in fact.

He was looking forward to it in some ways. Perhaps his inner child was thrilled by the chance to explore the nation and test his skills against the wilderness. Perhaps the hero in him was excited to improve his capabilities. All of him was desperate to get out of the two bedroom apartment he shared with Dazai, though. The kiss and its consequential silence still heavy in the air.

About half way through the week, Dazai had tried for a stilted, half hearted apology. Much like the incredulous ‘sorry’ he had thrown out on the day of the incident. Chuuya accepted it with as much insincerity as it was delivered. It’s not that Dazai was unapologetic, exactly. Just that it was still very clear to Chuuya that he didn’t fully grasp what he was apologising for. Not the specifics of it, anyway. Chuuya got the feeling they were both focused on other things at the moment. God knows he was after his impromptu meeting with Shigaraki at the mall.

It had been a torturous week. One that revealed all the things he took for granted in the cruel light of not having them. The companionship of another body in the room with you. Conversation- more than a perfunctory ‘hello’ when you cross paths in the kitchen. A friend. A good friend. Someone who knows you. Chuuya had always considered himself an independent person, so finding the hole that Dazai’s halfhearted absence had left in the fabric of his life was something of a shock. Not just seeing it- where the colour had washed out of the painting- but actually skimming a hand over a rip in the paper. The distinct lack of what had once been. Even the easy jubilance of his classmates couldn’t close up that gap.

Naturally, although the chaos of a system only increases, all matter eventually fall to its least agitated state. It was only a matter of time before things resolved themselves, whether that be by extinguishing the flame or lighting the fuse.

The entire first year hero course was gathered in front of the gates of UA. Two coaches were revved up and waiting on the road, hazard lights on and drivers glancing nervously at the double yellow they were loitering on. Departure for the school trip brought with it an air of joviality, Chuuya thought. Maybe any lingering fear of the League had washed away with Ango’s expulsion. Or maybe the apparently remote location was reassuring them.

“Looking forward to a luxurious woodland getaway?”

It was Kirishima, of course. Hoisting a huge backpack over one shoulder. His friend had been somewhat unavoidable, lately. Not different, just seemingly around more often. Probably a direct result of their conversation at the mall. (Not that Kirishima knew about his encounter with Shigaraki Tomura. No one did).

“More like a week of glorified camping. Lucky us.”

“You’re just scared we’re going to see a mushroom that’s taller than you,” Kirishima replied with a terrible grin.

Chuuya scowled, but a new voice interrupted before he could rip into his ‘friend’.

“A five foot mushroom would be a spectacular find.”

It was Tokoyami, amusem*nt a ripple in his voice, as he and some of the others meandered towards the pair. Mina and Kaminari heading up the front with Bakugou at the rear. He had assumed that nonchalant posture of his, somehow both leant back and hunched over. Still, to anyone who knew him, an air of disinterest translated to anything but.

“I resent the implication that five foot is taller than me.”

Kirishima grinned. “But you can’t deny it.”

With a long suffering sigh, Chuuya let the conservation continue on around him. Not quite able to muster up the specific brand and volume of energy that everyone else seemed to have a surplus of. He couldn’t stop his gaze from wondering a little. From the teachers attempting final head-counts to the students conversing in groups. Iida, a class president by nature, was already ushering those nearest him onto the first coach.

(Dazai was standing just removed from the group, speaking with Eraserhead in hushed tones. Anyone else would have observed Dazai’s easy smile and glossed over the pair without a hitch. Chuuya knew better. Though he supposed it wasn’t his place to).

“Now who do we have here?”

An almost acidic tone snapped him back to the present- God, he hadn’t even realised he’d been distracted by Dazai- and Chuuya turned sharply to look. Immediately, he came face to face with the annoyingly smug, painfully blonde Monoma Neito. The reminder that he would be spending the next week with the likes of Monoma was a genuine punch to the gut.

Chuuya glanced around as the silence stretched on, but Monoma’s gaze was frigid and fixed upon him. See, the question had sounded rhetorical, but he seemed to be expecting an answer. Chuuya honestly wasn’t sure how to make this encounter less awkward.

“Umm, I’m Nakahara Chuuya,” he ventured, turning to meet the gazes of his equally confused classmates. “We’ve already met at the Sports Festival, if you remember. This is-”

“A bunch of losers!” Monoma yelled, suddenly and without any obvious prompting. He looked slight unhinged, Chuuya had to admit. With his uniform ruffled, and tie slightly askew at his throat.

“Four- that’s right- four members of class 1A have to take remedial lessons.”

A chorus of groans echoed at the reminder. Having failed the practical or written tests, a good portion of Chuuya’s friendship group had been promised copious makeup work. These took the form of lessons during the evenings of the training camp while everyone else was having a break. Bakugou, a somewhat shockingly diligent student, was equal parts mocking and furious behind them. Mocking because he had passed all the exams. Furious because of Monoma’s very presence, Chuuya imagined.

“Thanks for the reminder, Monoma-kun,” Kaminari deadpanned.

“But only one of class 1B have to take them. Who’s the superior class now?” Monoma charged onwards like he hadn’t heard the response.

“Who’s taking them in your class?” Chuuya asked, curious.

That was when the conversation, thankfully, came to an end. From out of the blue, a huge fist bashed into Monoma, knocking him to the side. It was his more mature classmate. An intelligent red-head who apologised profusely for the nut case she was stuck with. Two artfully packed bags hung from her arms, one likely Monoma’s.

“For the record,” Kendo stage whispered as she dragged a maniacal Monoma towards the coaches, “he’s the ones who’s taking the remedial lessons. He failed the written exam.”

And then they were gone, Monoma muttering about class secrets all the way.

After a moment of baffled silence, Kirishima shook his head. His red spikes remained firmly in place.

“We should get going too.”

One by one, they gathered together their belongings and boarded the coach. The driver hurried them on, seeming even more anxious to leave his illegal parking spot. Chuuya shuffled past the entrance with a cursory glance around. Dazai must have already gotten on.

Time passed. Quickly, on the coach. Aizawa had maintained the need to stay focused and treat every part of the trip as a training exercise. His advice had gone largely ignored.

The familiar rumbling of the engine and glide of rubber on tarmac faded as they drove further. First to a bumpy, stone-covered path. Shops and traffic gradually became more and more infrequent, as the city gave way to suburbs. The absent noises of civilisation had all but disappeared when they reached a winding, hilly region. Chuuya gazed out the window as they climbed higher and higher. A forest spanned out before his eyes, its deep green canopy stretching across to the horizon. The sky was a sickly sweet blue, and Chuuya couldn’t bring himself to feel impressed.

The coach came to a lurching stop, causing a spike of excitement and then one of confusion.

“Sensei,” Uraraka called out. “Is this…?”

She trailed off, but their weary teacher seemed to have guessed her question.

“No, this is not the location of the training lodge, but it’s our first stop. Everyone off.” Reading Eraserhead’s face was always a difficult game. His features seemed stuck in a perpetual mask of tired neutrality. Now though, a subtle twist of tension laced through them as well. It had done since they had set off that morning, the weight of responsibility always a heavy load.

It didn’t appear dangerous outside, however. Just that same extensive eyeful of forest and blue and fine pebbles catching in the grooves of his shoes.

He found himself loitering around Bakugou as class 1A dismounted the coach amongst whispered conversation. The sun was high in the sky, suggesting that it was approaching midday. And, like a trick of the light, class 1B’s coach had vanished from behind them. Probably taking a different turn at an earlier junction.

“Welcome!”

Any dregs of discussion abruptly settled. Chuuya, like the others, found himself craning his neck as a figure hiked up the path to meet them. Four, in fact. And four very distinct ones, at that.

Three of them were clearly women- slender though curved in different places. Their hair gleamed in the sun. Blonde, brown and green in an odd variation on the holy trinity. The fourth was a man. A huge hulk of a man. Sporting the kind of muscles that, even with all of Chuuya’s training and control, he was not certain he could face up against. A pair of cat ears perched atop each of their heads- perhaps due to their quirks.

It was one of the woman who had spoken. Thirty odd eyes were on her in a flash.

“Nice to meet you all, class 1A.” The first woman spoke up again. Her voice silvery. Kind of like a human glockenspiel. Or how Chuuya imagined a pixie might sound. “Some of you might recognise us, but for those of you who don’t, we’re-”

“The Wild, Wild puss*cats.” Midoriya, naturally. Wide eyed and overwhelmed.

“That’s the one,” she agreed.

Midoriya was babbling before she could get another word in. “The hero team who specialise in mountain rescue, made up of Mandalay, Pixie-Bob, Ragdoll and Tiger. You guys have been at the top of the hero scene for decades!”

The blonde woman grimaced at that, coming to a stop with her hands on her hips. “We’re experienced, but young at heart.”

As she- Pixie-Bob- stood in the sunlight, the students got a clearer view of her. Everything was brightly lit from the cutesy outfit to the… kitten paws? It was then that Chuuya realised something absolutely horrific: the cat ears weren’t quirk-induced. They were headbands. f*cking typical. Not a single sane hero in the country.

Instinctually, Chuuya turned to find Dazai’s gaze, a smirk on his lips. Their shared distaste for the ridiculous intricacies of hero culture too deeply ingrained to ignore. He caught it after a moment. Dazai must have been thinking the same thing, momentarily forgetting their feud. When the present caught up to them, they both turned away. Chuuya couldn’t help the dusting of red that rose to his cheeks.

At the centre of their makeshift semi circle, the woman with the brown hair, Mandalay, turned to where the mountain sloped into trees. The shifting of rock to bark was a gradual thing, eventually leading the clueless but unlucky hiker into a woodland so dense that they would hardly be able to make out the dirt floor below, roots tangling over every spare inch of land.

Still, Mandalay looked over it with something between boredom and fondness. It was clear to see that she was the leader. Her tone was authoritative without encroaching onto dictatorial. Not even the trademark cat ears or espionage-prohibiting bell jingling around her neck robbed her of that.

“Over there,” she narrated, pointing to a small, cabin like structure at the foot of another mountain, “is where the training camp will take place.” She smirked. A thing more fitting of a villain than a hero. “If you make it by noon, we might even make you lunch.”

A lull descended, effectively snuffing out the spark of excitement that had once burnt within each of Chuuya’s classmates. A couple of curious glances were exchanged. Before finally, the truth behind Mandalay’s words dawned on them. A walk. No, a run through the treacherously packed woodland spreading out before them. To a destination that looked more like a pinpoint on a map than a genuine building for its distance.

“f*cking hell,” he heard someone breath from nearby. It wasn’t one of his friends, which marked one of the few times he had heard anyone else in the class swear. He supposed it demonstrated the gravity of the situation nicely.

For a second or two, no one moved. Even the breeze seemed to still.

Then, pandemonium. A couple of stragglers standing close to the coach scrambled back towards its sidling door. The frame rattled, but didn’t open for them. Maybe they should have heeded Eraserhead’s warning after all.

Mandalay, a pinnacle at the centre of the chaos, made an unceremonious ‘tsk’ sound. Then, with an almost imperceptibly small flick of her wrist, she levelled the earth.

It was always a little disconcerting. That reminder of the true power of a pro hero. The power to cause an avalanche at the mere lift of a finger. Chuuya wouldn’t say that the skills of the pro heroes were above his own, just that they were worthy enough adversaries to warrant his interest. Although whether ‘adversaries’ was the right word to describe them was a whole other question.

As it was, Chuuya was falling. Not an unfamiliar feeling, but unexpected all the same. He called upon his quirk immediately, slowing his rapidly accelerating hurtle to an easy drift downwards. Not unlike a feather floating on the wind. He would have used his ability to catch his classmates as well, but he was acutely aware of Dazai’s presence within the mass of people. Expanding his reach would only have rendered his gravity control ineffective for everyone. Plus, Mandalay’s controlled avalanche wasn’t sent to harm. Just to drop the class into the forest for the first training exercise of the week. As expected, when Chuuya reached the bottom of the cliff, no one was injured. Although some people had landed more artfully than others.

“Is everyone alright?” Yaoyorozu called, untangling herself from the parachute she had created midair.

A couple of noises of assent could be heard in response.

“I’m not alright. I’m starving.” And some of dissent, too.

Dusting herself off, Yaoyorozu moved to the front of their makeshift pack.

“Well then, we should start moving towards-”

And then a gasp. Because something was emerging from a thicket of leaves nearby. Something huge and snarling with a vengeance. Yaoyorozu’s breath caught in her throat. Her weight shifted backwards ever so slightly; an unconscious manifestation of her fear. Chuuya only leant forwards, squinting.

It was animalistic, the thing prowling out from the bushes. But somehow, not animal. It was more like a rough approximation of one. Predatory in all the ways it should be, but lacking the necessary soul.

Only when it stepped out into full view could Chuuya comprehend what he was seeing. A beast of some sort, but not a real one. Skin made of mud and blood of earth. Pits in the place of eyeballs. It was a monster.

“This must be the work of Pixie-Bob,” Midoriya said, almost to himself. “A ferocious earth monster- large but not as a strong or quick witted as a real animal.”

“I don’t give a sh*t whether it’s alive or not. I can still kill it.”

Nonsensical though his words were, Bakugou leapt forwards. Always one for action over speech anyway. With a flashy explosion that very almost lit the whole forest on fire, Bakugou pounded a fist against the creature’s body, a blackened crater forming in its wake. Several others were quick to follow up with more attacks, and their combined strength easily destroyed the monster. The class watched as its remnants sunk back into the earth, as if it were being sucked up through protruding tree roots and low hanging branches.

“That… wasn’t too hard,” Hagakure said. Hesitant, as if her saying so might jinx it, but with a tinge of hopefulness.

“If we all work together, they’ll have no chance against us,” Sero shot out, beaming. “Before noon? Hell we’ll making it to the camp by eleven!”

Responsible as ever, Iida waved his arms in an authoritative manner. Already voicing his opinion against the flippant confidence of his classmates. Even so, he was clearly pleased by the sudden influx in morale.

“Please do remain realistic in your expectations, and do not use your classmates’ strength as an excuse to remain dormant.“

Then, it was a case of arrangement. Ultimately, the students decided to travel in small teams, taking down any monsters that they came across, in a narrow spearhead through the forest. When those at the front needed time to fight, the group in second place would replace them and so on. Chuuya watched his peers form groups with a vague interest; many of the pairs from the practical exam had replicated themselves now. Perhaps Nedzu’s assignment of partners had led to a high chance of victory after all.

Bakugou, Todoroki and Midoriya were heading up the front. The pacemakers, who could handle taking the brunt of Pixie-Bob’s monsters. Chuuya had found himself all but trapped with Kaminari and Mina, a terrible group if ever he knew it. He could only resign himself to his fate with a tired sigh.

(And Dazai, for your information, was in the gaggle of classmates behind them. Not that Chuuya could feel the prickling imprint of a stare on his back or anything. He certainly didn’t care that Dazai had all but thrown himself at Atsushi once the need for teamwork had made itself known).

“Move out!” Iida again, from the second group up. One by one, the teams began running through the forest. Already at a punishing pace that left even Chuuya’s breath heavy. That was what happened when you stationed a sad*st, his rival and a pushover in first, he supposed.

It took a little while before Chuuya saw any action. Most of the beasts so far had been taken care of by those nearer the front. It frustrated Chuuya to be left out of the action, but it was plain to see what his job was. Caretaker of two unruly five year olds. They chatted and giggled to each other even as they ran (the speed had been getting progressively less consistent as more teams stopped to fight).

There were still a couple of groups ahead of them when a monster approached. From the side, this time. A crude, lumbering thing that seemed a far cry from the graceful beast they had initially battled. Perhaps as the use of Pixie-Bob’s quirk increased, the quality of her creations became sloppier. He tucked the knowledge away into the back of his mind.

His companions finally sobered as they squatted into stances. He took a a deep breath.

A fun fact about Chuuya: before Dazai, he had never fought with a partner.

The thought came to him mid battle. Both mocking and unavoidably true as he was slammed onto the dirt below them. In the Sheep he had run solo. As their leader, it was only natural. Then Dazai had come along. No halfway or in between. This truth became painfully obvious as he fought with his classmates rather than against them for a change.

It was a mess. Even as he fought, immersed in flashes of lightning and acid downpours, he could tell. Sometimes, he expected something from someone that simply never came. With Dazai, the relevant reaction would have been instantaneous. Sometimes, someone expected something from him that he couldn’t or didn’t give. He was hardwired to function with Dazai. The feelings and movements too deeply ingrained to be overwritten.

Eventually, with no help from Chuuya, the team scraped a win. Battered and bruised though it was.

Kaminari was cowardly enough not to mention his failures. Mina, however, turned on him in an instant. Her features crumpled more with confusion than anger, sweat dripping off the top of her nose.

“What the hell was that, Chuuya-kun?” She asked stiffly, between heaved breaths. “You were totally out of synch with us.”

“I know,” he said, quickly. Embarrassment and shame coursed through him. Unfamiliar. “I know. I’m sorry. That won’t happen again.”

He hoped that was the truth, but in all honesty, he couldn’t be sure.

“No,” Mina replied, “it won’t.” Then, a grin cracked through her serious facade. Her features twisted coyly, glinting against the darkness of the forest. The sun blocked out by a ceiling of leaves.

“I think that Kaminari-kun and I would be more efficient without you dragging us down.”

Kaminari looked momentarily horrified. “Mina-”

She silenced him with a look. Then, to Chuuya, pointed back in the direction from which they came. He peered along the line of her finger, stunned by her sudden coldness. Until it all clicked into place. Standing in a small clearing: Dazai’s group. Seemingly as unimpressed by his teamwork as Mina was with Chuuya.

“Wait. Please don’t do this right now.” Chuuya tried to interject as much as desperation as possible into his words. Appealing to her kinder side. She paid it no mind.

With a skip and a hand on Kaminari’s wrist, she was already bounding deeper into the forest.

“No can do. See you at the camp!”

Kaminari only sent him an apologetic glance as he let himself be tugged away.

Somehow utterly drained, Chuuya scraped his hair back from his forehead. Without even looking over, he was certain that Dazai’s team had subjected him to the same treatment. And while Chuuya could definitely handle any beasts thrown at him without breaking a sweat, Dazai’s quirk wasn’t exactly suited to the task.

Maybe he was pissed off with Dazai right now, but leaving him to struggle just seemed cruel. Call it the heroic side of him.

It was nice to know that interpersonal relationships didn’t impair their professional lives.

They worked like they always did. Well oiled and alarmingly efficient. Synched like two entangled particles. Two parallel waves rippling towards shore. The fact that they were doing so in silence was neither here nor there.

The soles of Chuuya’s shoes were caked in mud, but the cabin was practically a beacon of light in the distance. There couldn’t be more than a few hundred metres left, now. And thank f*ck for that. Much longer in the stuffy air of the forest with the weight of silence on his shoulders could’ve driven a man to the brink.

A particularly weak monster hobbled out of the shadows towards them. More like a child’s arts and crafts project than a fully formed being. Cobbled together from sticks and stones rather than the substantial dirt they were used to. Pixie-Bob must have felt even more exhausted than they did.

With an unceremonious huff, Dazai knocked it to the ground. He didn’t have to look back to know that Chuuya would finish the job without issue. At some point over the course of the whole tedious venture, sounds of victory had dissipated into tired sighs. Everyone was running on persistence alone. Chuuya couldn’t see the sun through the thick layer of green above them, but he was certain that noon had long passed. A shame about that lunch.

After a minute or so, he found himself wondering alongside Dazai. The two of them alone together in an unnatural twist on the familiar. The will to jog had been purged from the class hours ago.

Just to pass the time, Chuuya looked around the forest. Swivelling this way and that to take it all in. Having been previously occupied, he hadn’t really considered his surroundings. Doing so now was a shock to the system. No matter how busy he might have been, he still couldn’t believe that he had missed the downright strangeness of the woodland.

At first glance, of course, everything appeared normal. Sharply protruding roots piercing a flattened bed of soil. Barks rising, firm and sure, from wherever they could with no regards for personal space. Leaves and twigs littered the ground and bird calls cut through the air like evolution prodded them to.

But look again, and things took on a different sort of glow. The tress danced as if they had muscles and tendons of their own. Not just a puppet to any gust of wind. Animal noises sounded closer to conversational than territorial. It was as if a little bit of magic had been deposited throughout the entire area. The quirks of earth attuned heroes leaving that pinch of fairy dust on everything they touched.

It was pretty special, Chuuya decided.

Until his gaze caught on a stalk. It wasn’t bark, though the colour and thickness were similar. Chuuya followed it up with his eyes until it took on a kind of domed, umbrella-like shape, and-

“Jesus f*ck that mushroom is taller than me.”

A second of silence. Then Dazai laughed. Cackled. A giddy thing in the surrounding quiet. Honestly, the nerve.

“That’s not exactly breaking news.”

Chuuya rolled his eyes. “My growth spurt is minutes away, asshole. I can feel it.”

This was it. This was a sigh of relief and an ‘out of order’ sign off the door. This was the first time in a week that time had felt less like the patchy, imperfect thing it truly is and more like the constant stream of existence that we need it to be. That keeps us sane. Good things don’t last, though.

Silence again. But this time, Chuuya wouldn’t let the infection spread.

“What are we doing, Dazai?”

He stopped walking. Dazai shortly after.

“I ask myself that everyday,” he replied, with a laugh that was as empty as his smile. An attempt to inject humour that Chuuya snuffed out like a flickering candle.

“No. This needs to stop, now,” Chuuya tried again. More forceful, this time. The sounds of heavy footsteps and mumbled conversation had faded into the distance. It was truly just them. “It’s time we got over this stupid fight.”

“Alright,” Dazai acquiesced. Then nodded, more firmly.

No one spoke for a second. It became clear to Chuuya that he would need to be the one driving this reconciliation. Which was annoying, but came as no surprise.

“So,” he began, voice a little taut. “Maybe you should start off by apologising?”

It was a question and a statement. On one hand, he was entirely unfamiliar with the concept of reconciliation. And he knew Dazai was, too. Their arguments usually faded away into nothing more than a joke within a day. A formal apology was so far out of their comfort zones that it was completely alien. And it showed.

“I already apologised.”

He said it with such unfaltering confidence that Chuuya wondered if he had missed something. He hadn’t.

“You mean the one from a few days ago?”

Dazai nodded. Like he didn’t see what was wrong with that. Like Chuuya was the issue. But Dazai was people smart- even if he was immature- and he had to understand how ridiculous such a concept was. How insincere and fresh and meaningless it had all been back then.

“You’re f*cking with me.”

Dazai shook his head. Chuuya mirrored the gesture a beat later. Then he turned away, and started walking again. One foot in front of the other. Keeping him steady and grounded and away from the anger and the hurt. It was unbelievable. Dazai was unbelievable.

“Hey. Where are you going?” After a moment of hesitation, Dazai followed him through the trees. A scowl of displeasure stained his features as the fabric of his gym clothes caught on jutting branches. He was frustrated, now. Dazai was usually a master of deceit, but anger was one emotion that always seemed to spill out from beneath his careful hold. Rare though it was.

Chuuya didn’t answer.

“Why is this such a big thing anyway? Why this time?” Dazai tried again. He was wilfully ignorant, Chuuya knew. Because letting this die like any other argument was easier than acknowledging a kiss that might have meant something. It was easier, but it would drive Chuuya to murder or insanity or something in between. He couldn’t let this disappear with a halfhearted apology and a sweep under the rug.

“You know why.”

To his credit, Dazai did wince, a little. He stopped walking- watched Chuuya do the same several paces ahead. Then, he steeled himself, eyes hardening, and took a deep breath.

“You’re serious about this, aren’t you?”

His tone was hooked on the edges of regretful and anticipating. Like fabric hooked on a particularly inconvenient twig. Just on the brink of tearing.

Chuuya nodded. They stood for a moment, face to face.

“So,” Dazai started, a little hesitant. Breaking their shared silence. “Do you like me?”

And of course he was hesitant. Dazai and Chuuya didn’t do ‘like’. They did ‘trust me’ and ‘fight for me’ and all sorts of other promises that were a million times more telling than ‘like’ could ever be.

Yet somehow, ‘like’ held more potential for destruction than any other phrase Chuuya could think of. It meant change. It meant abandoning the well-worn attire of Double Black and shifting and adapting to the sensation of a new texture against the skin.

“Do I like you,” Chuuya almost breathed out in response. His voice was lost to the wind, but Dazai had this distinct way of discerning it anyway.

Did Chuuya like Dazai? The answer had to have been yes. If only through logical deductions; surely Chuuya wouldn’t have reacted to the kiss so poorly if it all meant nothing to him. So yes, he liked Dazai.

But what were the implications of such a statement? ‘Like’ suggested picnic dates in the Summer and movies in the Winter. Meeting parents and buying coffees and texting all night. ‘Like’ was sweet and cute and teen drama innocent and Dazai and Chuuya were not these things.

(Even Dazai without Chuuya clashed with the term. He seemed to be on another plane of existence, sometimes. So far removed from the ‘likes’ and ‘dislikes’ of it all).

It would have been a step back- or at least a step away from each other- to feel ‘like’.

“I don’t like you,” Chuuya admitted. He was passively surprised to see the crease forming between Dazai’s brows at the words. He hurried to fill up the void that was falling like forest leaves between them. “I’d give my life for you. How could I like you?”

Dazai’s frown cleared like a cloudless sky. He had understood, Chuuya supposed, through his own graceless description and inadequate hand gestures.

Maybe nothing would change. Maybe they had gotten past ‘like’ lifetimes ago.

“Dazai Osamu, you’re the most important person in the world to me.” He didn’t know where he was going with this. His cheeks were burning- and f*ck he thought he was past ‘like’. “I’m not going to translate that into casual first crush speak for you.”

Dazai actually laughed at that, the ungrateful bastard. Head tilted back into a patch of sunlight, lips open without a care.

“I never wanted you to,” he said, simply. Chuuya could almost believe that he meant it, considering his unembellished use of language. Almost. It was in Dazai’s nature to keep the full truth concealed.

Letting a flutter of wings constitute the background noise, Chuuya spoke up again.

“Do you like me?” He almost winced at his own word choice. But how else could he ask what he wanted to ask? The nuance wasn’t there, but it got across what he needed it to. And Dazai would understand.

“How am I supposed to know?” Dazai half-laughed into the wind. Maybe he should have felt disappointed, but he didn’t really feel much at all. Just an impartial sort of acceptance. It wasn’t really an agreement or rejection in its own right.

“My closest companions are a sociopathic old man and Kyouka-chan, an emotionally stunted twelve year old. My feelings are a mystery to me.” He laughed, though it was tinged with sadness. Chuuya knew because he felt the same way.

Nothing was resolved, but nothing was left unsaid, either. The silence felt lighter for it.

When they finally arrived at the camp, all eyes were on them. For about two seconds, anyway. Then, Bakugou said ‘thank f*ck that sh*t show’s over’ and everyone went back to their late lunch.

Dazai Osamu’s Choice (Part 3)

D azai-kun.”

Eraserhead’s voice was unaffected as it spilt down the hall of the lodge. Absorbed slightly into a grey carpet and gathered into the gaps between walls of vertical logs. Clear nonetheless.

“Aizawa-sensei,” Dazai replied. He watched as his teacher walked towards him, gait quick but relaxed. The sounds of living radiated from each room along the corridor, and the occasional student passed by in pyjamas. The atmosphere was healthily excitable for the first year heroes’ very first night of the excursion.

With a tilt of his head, Eraserhead led him down a couple of corridors (the lodge was deceptively larger than it had seemed from the forest that morning) and onto a quieter, emptier stretch. It was where the teachers were staying, he figured, and was proved right when Eraserhead ushered him into one of the rooms.

While the students were sharing one large room between each gender, the adults enjoyed a more luxurious setup. A room to themselves boasting a wooden double bed and an ornate wardrobe in one corner. At least the natural brown that coloured the rest of the campsite remained.

Only when he had firmly shut the door did Eraserhead explain himself. Though Dazai already knew what the situation was about.

“You said that you wanted to talk with me privately.”

Eraserhead took a seat on the bed (though he spared a longing glance towards his trademark yellow sleeping back) and muttered that Dazai should make himself comfortable. He did so, settling on a wicker chair near the door.

“Yes.” Dazai paused. He was stalling for time, in a way. If Eraserhead noticed his hesitance, he didn’t show it. The only thing that was creeping through his eerily blank poker face was a hint of anticipation. Dazai almost felt a little bad.

“Did you have something to tell me, perhaps,” the hero smoothly prompted when Dazai had waited a beat too long. There was a sort of gleam in his eye that he couldn’t quite conceal; the gleam of expectation.

The expectation that Dazai was about to tell him something- give him something- instrumental. The document in its envelope was practically burning through the thin pocket of his coat. Really, it was far too hot for any sort of jacket, but Dazai refused to take it off while such an important treasure was tucked inside.

“Yes, I did.”

This was the moment. The moment he had planned. Perfect and private in every way. He had decided that he would hand the document to the heroes about a week ago. With Ango and Oda, the last time he had felt comfortable. Set the whole thing up this morning with a vague request to Eraserhead before getting on the coach.

(Something about the hand over felt safer when they were away from the prying eyes of the city. Maybe it was just an illusion, though).

It was a shame, he mused, that he couldn’t go through with it.

“I was thinking about how we might progress with my quirk training over the next week, and I came up with an idea.” Even Eraserhead couldn’t hide his bemusem*nt. “Maybe I could explore the ability to turn my quirk off?”

He wasn’t entirely sure why that was the first story he came up with, but was happy enough to roll with it anyway. Dazai liked to think that he had come to accept the nature of his quirk and the effects it had on his life. Perhaps that nagging corner of his mind that longed for an existence a little closer to humanity had expanded recently.

“Alright,” Eraserhead agreed, although he didn’t seem to be entirely focused. He fixed Dazai with a searching look. “We can do that.”

Then, he rose. “Was that everything?”

Dazai nodded, politely, rising as well.

“Are you sure?” Eraserhead put as much emphasis into his words as possible, but Dazai wasn’t going to be swayed by anticipation or expectation or anything else at all. The document hammered at his chest all the way back to the boys’ room. He could feel Eraserhead’s stare digging into him long after he’d retreated from the room. Perhaps an aftereffect of the man’s quirk, perhaps something else.

It was all Chuuya’s fault, in what was a laughable turn of the tables.

On their way to the lodge after Chuuya’s acknowledgment akin to a confession, other topics had been unavoidable.

Dazai had, of course, explained his plans. How he had been convinced to hand the heroes the final record of the quirk transference experiment. (By the unlikeliest candidate in the cemetery that day).

Dazai had expected Chuuya to be pleased with his decision. He was, after all, the one who had pushed for such an outcome since they had first come into possession of the paper. The unworthy product of Oda’s sacrifice. So imagine his surprise when Chuuya had stopped him, a hand on his arm. When, in a low but unfaltering voice, he had asked him to wait a little longer. Chuuya then narrated his meeting with Shigaraki at the mall. How the seeds of doubt were planted in his brain. Of the Hero Commission’s possible involvement in Rimbaud’s death. How they were latching onto the good name of hero society like deadly vines.

Dazai couldn’t very well give away the documents after that, could he? Not to anyone, but especially not to a ‘side’. Not to villains and not to heroes.

Really, no one should ever trust a side. The words of one just can’t be replicated in the hearts of so many.

Notes:

Hi everyone, been a while!!

I don’t know how many people are patient enough to have waited for this, but to those who are here, thank you very much and sorry for the long delay. Got kind of caught up in applying to unis and entrance exams and all that. But it’s done for now :D

Planning to get back to my usual update schedule of once every 2 weeks ish from now on. We’re on the home stretch, everyone. My guess is there’ll be about 30 chapters in total.

Hope everyone enjoyed that and is having a great ~spooky season~

Chapter 25: The Forest Training Camp (Part Two)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Takami Keigo and the Vangaurd Action Squad

T akami Keigo was not the kind of man who people missed. Hell, neither was Hawks. Hero persona or otherwise, he was undoubtedly disconnected from the world around him. There was nothing tying him down. That’s why he was a perfect fit for deep cover. For disappearing into the night without so much as a goodbye. Or infiltrating the base of the League of Villains, say.

Which definitely contributed to why he found himself in this position now.

‘This position’ being simultaneously comfortable and perilous. He was splayed out on a sofa in the bar, the television blaring the evening news at him like a klaxon. Surreptitiously pressed against his ear was a single feather. Twitching with vibrations, not unlike an earphone or speaker. It was attached, Hawks liked to imagine, by an intangible thread to its pair. That one was hovering outside the door to one of the further meeting rooms. Picking up the unpredictable ups and downs of Shigaraki’s voice as he briefed the new ‘Vanguard Action Squad’ on their mission.

And it was a terrifying mission, especially with the target being a group of school kids. Heroes or not. (And some kids that Hawks had become rather fond of once upon a time). It was a plan that would contort the features of any upstanding member of society in outrage. That felt like playing dirty, in many ways.

If it was up to him, he would’ve broken cover and put a stop to the whole situation then and there. He had rather explicit orders from the Hero Commission, however. If you think it’s time to break cover, wait three more months.

He had never been one to disobey. Even when shame crept down his spine at the thought of simply ignoring what he was hearing.

That’s how it had been when he’d first integrated himself into the league, anyway. A quiet disappearance. Always so much smoother than a noisy one.

It had started that day during the work study. Or maybe it had started long before then, but Hawks himself had only gotten involved at that point. He supposed it was natural to consider the beginning of something being in relation to your own entrance.

So for him, it had started during the work study. He and his two charges had been investigating the Rimbaud case and they’d finally, finally hit gold.

A man walking away from Rimbaud’s location of death, just a little too something to be natural. They’d looked into it- dug deeper. They’d found the earpiece the man had worn.

It had been a shock, that’s for sure. Hawks could feel the phantom of the cool plastic against his skin. Expensive, leader of the industry, but still lacking accuracy and comfort in comparison to his feathers.

He’d rifled through his desk, uncaring of the papers he misplaced and the two expectant gazes watching him. He’d pulled out his own earpiece. An identical copy. It wasn’t some rare specimen, after all. Everyone working for the Hero Commission owned one.

Everything had happened very quickly after that. He’d made some calls. Squeezed the last drops of juice out of his sources. Naturally, the Commission had been doing the same. He was off the Rimbaud case and undercover by morning. Which only really confirmed his suspicions: the Hero Commission had played a part in the murder of Arthur Rimbaud.

A thought equal parts damning and unavoidable. The situation he’d found himself in was impossible to navigate. A treacherous ocean and a water damaged map. He’d have to be cautious and patient if he wanted to come out on top. Wherever ‘on top’ may end up as power revolved like a steering wheel.

A shift and the creek of long un-oiled hinges snapped Hawks back to the present. He immediately hid the eves-dropping feather behind a picture frame on the wall. Just in time as the meeting room door opened, and a disgruntled stream of villains trudged out. Listening to Shigaraki and Akutagawa argue for half an hour would do that to you. He pulled the feather by his ear under golden tresses of hair, safely out of sight.

Eventually the sound of footsteps faded from the transmission and picked up nearby. Hawks was expecting it when the door flung open. He contained a smile. Dabi.

It could’ve- should’ve- been harder to fit in at a criminal organisation. And don’t get Hawks wrong, Shigaraki’s mistrust of him was still plain to see. But the likes of Dabi made the whole experience minutely more tolerable. A chat while he internally debated how to report on Shigaraki’s new task force to the Commission later that night would be a welcome distraction.

Dabi flopped down onto the armchair across from him, its black leather worn down to scraps.

“What’s up, newbie.”

Somehow, he always managed to sound this commanding mixture of dismissive and amused.

“You’re still pretty new yourself.” Hawks shuffled in his seat. He tried to steady his voice, acutely aware of the feather-turned-listening device concealed in his hair.

Dabi shrugged.

“Toddlers are still superior to babies.” He said, as if that explained anything. Hawks fixed him with a look.

“Please don’t compare a human flame thrower and a top ten hero to toddlers.”

“I’m not. I’m comparing a human flame thrower to toddlers and a top ten hero to babies.”

Hawks shook his head with a huff. It was hard, sometimes, to remember that this man was a murderer. Not to mention, days away from enacting a plan that would likely see the death and capture of an I’ll prepared gaggle of high school students. He supposed he should have expected the odd juxtaposition, though. Outside, they were villains, but lounging in their base on a slow weekday, they were no different to anybody else.

And it was hard to tell, now. Who the true villains were, considering all that he’d learnt about both sides.

“How was the meeting? Did someone set Shigaraki-san off again?”

Despite himself, Hawks grabbed at the chance to distract himself from what was quickly becoming a dangerous train of thought. One that might just run off the rails, if he wasn’t careful.

“God, it was boring.” Dabi waved his hands aggressively. “Blah blah blah documents blah blah blah kidnapping. The guy’s like a broken record.” Believe him, Hawks had heard. His feather twitched in its hiding spot. Hawks let out a breath of laughter in reply.

Even with as much deep cover experience under his belt as Hawks had, it never got easier. Disguising oneself like that. Covering up a boisterous laugh with a collected huff. He wasn’t made for it.

As suddenly as he had arrived, Dabi was standing to leave.

“Although you already knew that, didn’t you?”

With a devilish grin and a distinct air of superiority, Dabi tapped his ear twice, and exited stage right.

A feeling of nausea swept over Hawks like a harsh upwards wind.

Thoughts on No Longer Human

D ay two started without hesitation.

Class 1A had assembled in a small clearing outside the lodge. Woodland just infringed upon the edges of it; leaves and twigs scattered on the outskirts fading into forest. Eraserhead stood at the front, casting a discerning eye over his students. Dazai found himself lingering beside Chuuya. Whether that was a conscious action or just how the push and pull of the crowd had transpired was entirely unknown to him.

“Bakugou-kun.” Their teacher’s voice rung out, ricocheting between the trees and effectively attracting the attention of dozens of rowdy kids. The aforementioned only raised an eyebrow in reply. “I’d like you to throw this as far as you can. You may use your quirk.”

Eraserhead produced a cricket ball from his pocket, handing it over without giving anything away. Dazai recognised it quickly: it was the same ball that they had used for their initial quirk assessments on the first day. The one that reported the distance thrown instantly. For his part, Bakugou only appeared slightly baffled, and was largely pleased to comply when it came to exercising his quirk. The other students gathered behind him as he catapulted the ball into the sky, a plume of smoke forming a trail behind it. A nearby bird fluttered away with an indignant squawk.

Checking the number, Eraserhead turned back to the class.

“Bakugou-kun threw the ball four metres further than he did on day one of your time at UA.”

There were some noises of surprise, at that. Dazai concurred. It felt rather like they’d all gone through a little more than four metres worth of betterment.

“This is clearly not indicative of the amount you’ve all improved, but the point is, your quirks are the one area we haven’t worked on strengthening. As such, this trip will be devoted to ability training.”

He went on to explain how the operation would work. They’d join up with class 1B and each be assigned to a relevant session with a member of the Wild, Wild puss*cats. For example, Midoriya would join Tiger with his strength enhancement quirk, whereas Hagakure’s invisibility might be more suited to the logistical Ragdoll.

After a while, Chuuya was sent off to join Mandalay’s group. Dazai wasn’t surprised- gravitational control was as much a force of nature as the earth itself. Her telepathy always gave her an edge over villains with the power of teamwork, as well.

“Careful,” Chuuya muttered to him before heading off. “From what you’ve said, it sounds like Eraserhead will try and pry something out of you if you’re one on one.”

Well duh. Still, Dazai would allow Chuuya this one moment to feel knowledgeable and forward thinking. It was true, at least, that Eraserhead likely wasn’t finished with their conversation from last night.

“Playing dumb is a hobby of mine,” he said, titling his head slightly. “Isn’t it funny how quickly the heroes can become the villains?”

Chuuya left him with a pained smile.

Turning around, Dazai found himself almost alone in the clearing. Eraserhead was walking up to him, expression clear. His intention was only to help, Dazai knew, yet in this lighting, he appeared closer to a grim reaper than any Good Samaritan.

“Detroit Smash!”

Green sparks flew up from the point of impact, briefly a halo of light. Midoriya himself rebounded, skidding back with heels digging into the dirt. He wiped a hand across his forehead, grimacing when it came back slick with sweat.

After a few basic warmup exercises, the strength quirk group under Tiger’s lead had been participating in a series of battle scenarios. With Tiger himself posing as the ferocious villain. ‘For quirks like ours’- he had all but declared- ‘hard work and persistence are the only remedies’. The man could be strangely poetic when he wanted to be.

Tiger was amazing, of course, but he was no All Might. Midoriya found that his attacks seemed at least semi-effective. A notable rise in success rate compared to the damage they had dealt during the practical exam. Plus, he was coordinating his attacks with Atsushi. A more agreeable partner than Kacchan might be considered. Four fists were better than two, after all.

And maybe the pro hero had a slight soft spot for Atsushi. Probably due to their shared ‘tiger’ nature. Well, Midoriya couldn’t complain. He’d experienced his fair share of nepotism thus far.

He rocked back on his heels as Atsushi launched his own front. Except, it seemed different than usual. Less like the wild, unpredictable slash of the tiger that Midoriya had observed countless times, and more like a strategic hit. The human mind combined with the beast’s brute force. Even Tiger seemed a little stunned after the hit.

“Nice, Atsushi-kun. When did you learn to do that?”

Atsushi sent him a beam as they regrouped.

“I’ve been practicing it lately. I used to let the tiger take control whenever I fought. Recently, someone has been expecting more from me, and it made me think of ways to improve. What if rather than the tiger, I was the one calling the shots?”

From a patch of grass nearby, Tiger must have heard his words. For a man with the chiselled muscles of a Greek God, he had a remarkably sentimental expression on his face.

“We all change for the ones we love,” he intoned, solemnly.

Atsushi blushed bright red.

“You’ve completely misunderstood!”

Midoriya laughed at his friend’s panicked denial. The fight seemed to be experiencing a natural pause as Tiger headed away to focus on his other students, and Midoriya took it as an opportunity to survey the surrounding groups.

Pixie-Bob was nearest, swarmed by a horde of the students with heteromorphic or otherwise naturally inclined quirks. Whatever demonstration she was giving must have been thrilling, because even the most absentminded pupils were watching with rapt attention. Ragdoll and the espionage-suited ability users had ventured inside the cabin, secretive smiles gracing their lips.

(Midoriya had been trying not to look over at Dazai and Eraserhead’s training for two reasons. One: it seemed to be a very private affair. Somehow somber, both parties appearing strangely determined in the odd patches of light that illuminated them. Two: Midoriya couldn’t help but feel a little jealous. Of the individual training, that is. And he shouldn’t, because Dazai was his friend so Midoriya should be happy for him. With the jealousy came a crushing wave of guilt and shame and all he could really do to avoid it was avert his eyes).

While many of the groups were darting amongst trees and doing best to work within the terrain, Mandalay’s lot were practising on a slightly raised piece of land. They were almost on a pedestal. This idea was only more deeply rooted by the collection of students who were gathered there. A powerful entourage from both classes had formed, causing all sorts of debris and smoke to fill the air around them. It was such a fascinating collection of quirks. Midoriya would’ve liked to study them more closely, if he’d had time, but his own battle was already rumbling back to life like an old engine.

Most notable in the fray were Kacchan and Todoroki. Their quirks in particular had always been rather humbling. Fire and ice. The two great forces of nature, as written by poets and scholars alike. Their skill- whether demonstrated through elegance or displays of raw power- was admirable. Even if Midoriya’s relationships with the boys themselves were less simple.

Focus. The fight was starting again.

He threw a distracted uppercut in a valiant attempt to centre himself. To draw his mind away from the chaos that seemed to follow his two classmates wherever they roamed. It connected with a satisfying crunch.

Suddenly, Tiger stilled.

“That. That was it.”

Midoriya slowed to a bemused stop as well. He was vaguely aware of other action dissipating in his peripherals.

“I’m sorry?”

“Your quirk. It changed. Did you not notice?”

A wave of shame bled colour into his cheeks. To think that he hadn’t even paid attention to his own attack. His strength probably vanished like a gust of wind into the bushes, leaving him as weak and pathetic as-

“Usually,” Tiger began, reacting to his blank look. “Your flicks and punches are strong in the same way those of a bodybuilder might be. Huge, enhanced muscle power creating a huge, enhanced effect. And you’re fast, but in a similar if more pronounced way as a sprinter who has trained their calf muscles for years. These are good characteristics and sometimes the furthest a quirk will extend.”

Prowling to and fro, Tiger punctuated his words with excitable gesticulations.

“But something was different there. You didn’t punch with the support of your quirk- your quirk punched . We need to figure out what enabled you to do that, and train it.”

Midoriya couldn’t help it; his gaze darted back to Todoroki and Bakugou, quick as a bolt of lightning. They were completely unaware, of course. Serene in their elements.

Tiger must have caught the look, though, because he let out a huffing breath.

“We really do change for the ones we love.”

With limited success, Midoriya tried to rearrange his grimace into a wobbly smile. If only it were so simple.

The heat of the afternoon was closer to a physical pressure than anything else. Of course, such a feeling of confinement could also have been attributed to the weight of Eraserhead’s attention.

He had made a mistake, Dazai could admit, when he let slip his ownership of certain ‘secrets’. During his unmasking to the staff of UA- Eraserhead in particular. It had been a moment of panic and honesty tangled up into a half truth that had seemed convincingly prudent in the moment. But the moment had passed, and now he was left with the situation before him. Eraserhead knew that he knew something (he likely had an inkling as to what that ‘something’ entailed) and his patience for Dazai to spill it by himself was rapidly waning.

Why did it always have to be such a dance? People have a disturbing reluctance to voice their most pressing thoughts.

Take now, for example. The two of them isolated from other students and teachers, in amongst the trees where shield-like trunks were commonplace. A location ideal for defence rather than attack, for either party. The sun’s rays were nothing short of claws across his skin, tearing through bandages to bone. Dazai was sure that his teacher felt equally uncomfortable, but he maintained his collected front.

“So you want to temporarily nullify No Longer Human.”

Dazai nodded, even though it wasn’t really a question. He’d already begun this charade to appease Chuuya’s sudden change of heart and throw Eraserhead off the scent. He couldn’t exactly abandon the whole idea.

(Part of him yearned to know, as well. Whether No Longer Human was as terribly permanent as he had come to accept. Naturally, one might question the limits of their own quirk- especially one as unique and inescapable as his. Was it so rare to wonder what one was without the hastily connected appendages that a quirk accounted for?)

“Hypothetically speaking, there’s no obvious reason why your quirk should be permanently activated. But similarly, there’s none that suggest it shouldn’t. Quirks are a very individual part of our genetic makeup. We can’t apply the same assumptions to everyone, like we might be able to with the development of hereditary diseases or likelihood of random gene mutations. Whether or not you can train to establish a certain level of control over your ability depends on your body and mind.”

At this point, he fixed Dazai with a hard look.

“To simplify that, this whole exercise may be doomed from the start. Are you still interested?”

Honestly, it wouldn’t have been a bad time to wheedle his way out. One on one lessons were a terrible idea for a variety of reasons: the sustained contact with his number one anti, the possibility of wasting huge portions of his time. But he nodded anyway.

You’d imagine he’d have had the fantasies beaten out of him years ago. The what ifs. The Port Mafia didn’t have room for you to bring your fairytales along. Such frivolity was disposed of at the door. His sudden investment in a life without the constant companionship of distance was disturbing rather than surprising. Since when had Dazai Osamu given in to hope? Most grievous of all the sins, he knew.

“Alright,” Eraserhead said, apparently satisfied with his words of warning. He adopted a gentler tone; one that Dazai could almost mistake for that of a teacher with no ulterior motives.

“As you know, my erasure quirk requires a trigger to be activated. It’s difficult to explain exactly what that trigger is when it’s so intrinsic, but put physically, it seems to be the dispelling of the erasure ability inside of me to my surroundings. Usually I make the conscious decision to use my quirk, but when I’m surprised- for example- my subconscious mind may do it for me.”

As a demonstration, Eraserhead activated his quirk, his eyes taking on a reddish sheen, hair drifting upwards as if pushed away by clouds of invisible expulsions.

“The way I understand it, my body emits some sort of nullifying aura when I use my quirk. I’d imagine that you’re emitting that aura all the time. Rather than pushing it outwards like I do, maybe you need to pull it inwards.”

Dazai nodded ponderously. He supposed the idea made sense, although it was difficult to envision his quirk pertaining to any sort of conscious effort when it was so naturally occurring. Not unlike the instinctual dragging in of a breath every few seconds.

“Scientific enough for me,” he agreed, with a shrug. On the surface, he hoped he appeared calm. Nonplussed, if possible. Underneath, though, he couldn’t deny that something was trembling. Jittery, as if spiked with a strong dose of caffeine.

Eraserhead snorted. “Logic isn’t what it once was.”

It was rather a strange thing to say for a man who was governed by rationality.

Motioning him forwards, Eraserhead held out an arm in front of him. Dazai understood the invitation quickly, and only hesitated momentarily to reach out his own arm in response. He rested against more than gripped Eraserhead’s wrist- the ghost of a touch but still plenty of contact for No Longer Human. The sheer edges of his bandages were stark against the rough lines of scars that encircled his teacher’s forearm. Remnants from the USJ incident.

Instantly, bathed in a blue glow, Erasheread’s quirk was forcibly nullified, leaving his hair to drop back across his shoulders in scraggly waves.

“Now,” Eraserhead said when his fluttering cape had settled back into equilibrium. “Experiment a little. Listen to your own body and quirk and its individual requirements. Close your eyes if that will help, or don’t if it won’t.”

He didn’t. Close his eyes, that is. Instead, he frowned, eyes wandering down to the point of contact. Maybe it was a side effect of his quirk, but everyone else always seemed to be warmer than him. As if he was less like a human and more like some sort of cold blooded animal. Scratch that: an apparition. Spectre indeed.

Dazai Osamu blamed his quirk for a number of his personal attributes.

Not in an accusatory sense, mind you. Just in the way that a manager might delegate tasks to their employees. ‘I’m a heroics student because of circ*mstances, a Mafia member because of fate, an asshole because of my quirk’. Or something like that.

Such an explanation was most likely wishful thinking. To imagine that without the looming threat of No Longer Human melded into his skin, other people might get closer to him. Physically and metaphorically. His quirk was unique. It was strong, too. Came out on top even against other nullification abilities, like Eraserhead’s. Great power can bring one of two things. Adoration. Obsession and admiration to the point of All Might’s status. Or fear. Disgust. The intrinsic desire to keep this greater life form at arm’s length.

Dazai had nothing against that particular instinct. It was useful, clearly. Otherwise, it would have evolved out of the human race long ago. Still, it felt a little unjustified, at times.

Not now- certainly not now- but when Dazai was younger and kinder and he had cared about these things, No Longer Human had been the greatest blessing turned curse. Its almost otherworldly rarity had raked in compliments and praise like fallen leaves in autumn. It hadn’t taken him long, though, to discover that those same people who fawned over his power were sure to keep their distance. Probably unconsciously, in fairness to them. Acting on the urge to keep their own abilities unhindered and ready to use at any moment.

So yes, once Dazai had wanted to turn off No Longer Human. A long time ago. He hadn’t appreciated the power it gave him. He had wanted to pull it in. Suck all of that too-bright blue from the air around him like Thirteen’s black hole. Leave the familiar sweetness of air- nitrogen, oxygen, carbon, argon- in its wake. To grab every spark of involuntary nothing out of the air like little particles of dust; to inhale them all in with one gulp and swallow them down into the pit of his stomach.

It was okay now, though. He had moved on and-

“Dazai-kun.” Urgent not panicked.

Dazai snapped his eyes open (they must have closed at some point). The Forest came back into view, his musings fading to obscurity. Receding like the tide with the orbit of the moon.

He was greeted by an expression of shock. More than that, though. More than the rounded eyes and hanging jaw, was a flash of something. A burst of movement lapping at Eraserhead’s hair and a brief red glimmer.

It was gone before he could make sense of it.

“That,” Eraserhead almost stuttered out, confusion replacing the suspicion he had once flaunted, “that was my quirk.”

For a moment, for the briefest surge, the person Dazai had always known himself to be had dissipated into the soil below. He felt his lips curling treacherously upwards.

“Again.”

Days passed in that funny sort of limbo. Uncomfortable at the time, but full of fond memories, if one thought to look back on them.

Watching his classmates grow like that was a memory he’d always cherish, quietly. Atsushi, turning to him instinctively with a wide smile whenever he meshed with the tiger particularly well. Hagakure, sneaking up on him. Learning how to turn a lifelong ailment into an advantage. Chuuya, just letting loose and using his quirk in ways that Dazai knew he had been deprived of since leaving the freedom of the Sheep for the tight reigns of the Port Mafia.

He himself didn’t make much progress since his initial burst, but even that sliver of possibility had been enough to wet his imagination.

On the third day, Eraserhead finally broke. All but begged Dazai to reveal the ‘the most dangerous secrets in the universe’ that he had alluded to at that first catastrophic unmasking. Heart racing and anger flooding a usually calm river. Dazai had felt a little bad as he denied and denied with a tight jaw and tighter lips. It tasted kind of like the wrong decision, but the worst kind of evil had always thrived in deception. Documents and secrets stayed firmly in his chest pocket.

It was quite possible that those days of vigorous training were the final memories Dazai had of class 1A together like that, as a whole.

Because on the penultimate night, the first domino toppled, so to speak. What with the crumbling foundations and precariously balanced layers, Dazai supposed it was only a matter of time before it all fell apart.

Nakahara Chuuya and the Test of Courage

I t had been Mandalay’s idea, apparently. A group activity to create some good memories and air out any tension before the final day of the training camp. And it was a nice one, in theory.

The puss*cats had planned something of a mini game for the first year hero course. The students had trooped out into the forest after dinner, pointing at the stars twinkling above them, bright against an unpolluted sky. The temperature had dropped a few degrees since the scorching daytime heat, leaving only the comforting residue of warmth in the air.

“What’s that?” Uraraka asked, tone hushed, as she tore her eyes away from the dazzling night sky to the clearing before them. There was a small object perched on a table, just illuminated by the dim light pouring out from the cabin behind them.

Of course, the lodge hadn’t been completely abandoned. Eraserhead had taken Kaminari, Mina, Kirishima, Sato and Monoma to a small room on the ground floor. Its layout was rather reminiscent of a classroom- the cold, white walls especially. The perfect location for the remedial lessons he was conducting.

“I think it’s a bowl, kero,” Tsuyu answered, eyeing the glass dish suspiciously.

One of the 1B students marched forwards for a look, unaffected by the hesitancy that seemed to plague everyone else. Naturally, this set Bakugou off. He jogged ahead, reaching the table with a snarl.

“It’s just a bowl with some pieces of paper in it.”

Plunging a hand in, Bakugou grabbed a couple of the notes. They were folded neatly in the middle, ink barely seeping through the grain. He unfolded one, frowned, then did the same with the other.

“What are they?” Some of the others were gaining courage, now. Sero had stepped forwards, inquisitive eyes squinting at the pieces. As he reached his friend, however, the latter snapped them shut. The corners of his lips were tensed and downturned. Before Bakugou could reply, a familiar voice chimed through the darkness.

“Tonight, young heroes,” Pixie-Bob stepped out of the shadows of the trees, an ominous grin dripping across her face, “we challenge you to a test of courage.”

“Of course they do,” Chuuya muttered from his slouch. He had exerted himself all day long, pushing his quirk to the max. How did anyone still have the energy for these things? Dazai chuckled beside him. Clearly not sympathetic at all. He tugged his coat closer to himself as a gust of wind passed through the forest. A bad omen. Still, it was nice to wear his favourite jacket because he needed to rather than simply because he had hidden some world altering secrets in the breast pocket. (Although that was always a factor too).

“We’ve set up a walk around the forest. Students from one class will walk around it in pairs, while the others are stationed around the course to scare them. Of course, this is supposed to be a fun activity, but do remember that the purpose of this camp is ultimately to train and exercise your quirk usage,” Ragdoll explained. She twirled a green lock of hair between her fingers, casting a calculative gaze over the students before her.

“Seeing as Bakugou-kun has already taken the initiative and picked his partners, why don’t class 1A start by walking around?”

Immediately, Bakugou began to protest, even amongst general contentment with the proposed plan. He was doing that thing of his- Chuuya noticed- where he kind of tilted his head away from the person he was talking to. Possibly in an attempt to look dismissive, but in a way that largely came across as embarrassed. Or in this case, considering the gruff undercurrent to his words, slightly flustered.

“I was just checking what it was. I didn’t mean to start sh*t or anything.”

Mandalay smirked, more used to Bakugou’s rough mannerisms having trained him over the week.

“Oh, it’s not a problem. Let me just…”

She plucked the now scrunched up pieces of paper from his grasp, pointed fingernails delicately pinching the edges.

“Hey-” Bakugou struggled to retrieve them. His simmering anger went ignored as Mandalay stepped a few paces away, smoothing over the notes.

“Alright. Bakugou-kun will go first with Todoroki-kun and Midoriya-kun.” She discarded the names on the table, oblivious to the trembling expression of distress Bakugou was trying his very best to hide. “Now shoo.”

‘Shoo’ apparently translated to ‘wait while class 1B prepare themselves’. There was a visible divide in energy as the classes headed to their various stations. Chuuya’s counterparts seemed delighted as they all but rushed into the forest. He supposed they were looking forward to knocking their more famous colleagues down a few pegs.

“Shame Monoma-kun isn’t here,” Ojiro muttered. “He would’ve loved this.”

“We probably got luck in that respect,” Chuuya solemnly agreed. He wasn’t whispering, exactly, but he spoke in a low tone. Anything else would have seemed somehow insensitive towards his three mourning classmates. The air enveloping his class was heavy and damp with humidity. Even the glow of the lodge became more an invitation for the congregation of moths than a comforting break from darkness.

“You alright?” Someone asked from beside Midoriya. Quietly, but still over the rustles of the trees and snippets of hesitant conversation. He must have nodded, although he appeared anything but. Washed out, as if the rich hues of the forest had drawn all the colour out of him with the watery trail of a brush.

Todoroki had, at the beginning of the school year, seemed the most impenetrable of them all. A fortress with deliberately barred windows and a furious moat and cannons situated on the turrets. Ironically, he had become the most readable of all of them. Perhaps he always had been, the fortress only the product of miscommunication and an overactive imagination. Usually, he was somewhat oblivious to interpersonal issues like this one. Now, though, he was painfully aware of whatever it was that plagued the three of them. A furrow in his brow just confirmed it, causing uneven creases in his scar tissue.

Only then did Chuuya realise that he had been so wrapped up in his own drama that his friends’ had escaped him completely. Oh well. He could catch up.

Not unlike a gargoyle employed to scare them on their test of courage, Bakugou had yet to move from his position at the table. Chuuya couldn’t see his face, and he couldn’t imagine it, either. Probably carved with a visage akin to that of a gargoyle, though.

It wasn’t until Tiger emerged from the woodland to usher the three in- stiff and silent- that the class breathed a collective sigh of relief.

“What’s up with them?” Chuuya asked Jirou, who was in the process of zipping up her leather jacket nearby.

“God, you’re out of the loop,” she laughed, eyes fixed on the metal. “What isn’t up with them?”

“Bakugou-kun’s hackles are raised because he’s confused by feelings like friendship,” Yaoyorozu stepped in. “Especially when it’s towards those he holds some rather complex grudges against. As usual for a repressed adolescent male, this confusion manifests as anger.” She finished with a sigh, leaning in to help Jirou with the zipper.

(If this was a relationship, it made Chuuya want to throw up a little. He’d much rather watch Dazai struggle with the buttons on his stupid coat for ten minutes than offer his help. That’s some quality entertainment for no cost).

“We should form an orderly line and begin selecting names,” Iida called from where he was inspecting the bowl. Those nearby- like Tokoyami and Tsuyu- had already started picking. Rummaging around as if any folded piece was more desirable than another.

“I hope I pick Ojiro-kun. With his face, we might scare those class B losers right back.”

Dazai had ambled up beside him, mean spirited humour glorious in the ambient light. A little pep to his walk that Chuuya hadn’t seen, really, since Oda’s death. Only a buzz of pleasant chatter and the gentle rustling of leaves could be heard, soft but compelling over the increasingly muted sounds of Arahabaki’s ragged breaths.

“A cruel and largely unwarranted insult? You’re in a good mood.”

Dazai just shrugged. He was in a good mood, but if he acknowledged it, he was certain it would slip away. After all, they had a series of rather important decisions to make. What to do, who to tell. When Mori was back in close range, this peaceful limbo of theirs would surely blow away like an illusion.

By the table, Yaoyorozu called Jirou’s name with a voice of pleasant surprise, and the two headed off towards the forest.

“I’m starting to think there are external forces at play here.” At some point, Atsushi had wondered over to join them. A smile that expressed equal amusem*nt and worry twitched on his lips. Dazai welcomed his appearance; Chuuya did not.

“Are you suggesting that the class ‘it’ couple being paired together is unnatural? Or was it the most toxic love triangle that tipped you off?”

Lounging around as more and more of his classmates left the clearing, Chuuya couldn’t help but agree with the insinuations.

“Do you think Hagakure-san is messing with the draw?” Atsushi offered, meekly. Dazai waved the idea away.

“No, I think Shouji-kun is.”

Chuuya had to admit, the announcement surprised him. He had never known Shouji to be anything but respectful, and generally disinterested in the business of others. Looking over towards the boy, though, he quickly caught on to Dazai’s deductions. He was stationed near the table, seemingly occupied in conversation, but if one looked closely, they would realise that not all of his arms were accounted for. One must have slithered into the bowl to rig the pairs before each selection. Great. It took all of Chuuya’s will power to resist rolling his eyes.

Deliberately raising his voice, Chuuya sent his most murderous glare in Shouji’s direction. “If I get stuck with a bastard like you, Dazai, alone in these woods for the next hour, I’ll kill whoever’s responsible and then myself.”

Ignoring Dazai’s indignant squeals, Chuuya made prolonged and meaningful eye contact with the cheater himself. He must have made himself clear, because Uraraka picked Dazai next. They skipped off into the thick woodland, probably to talk sh*t about him.

It wasn’t that he didn’t want to spend time with Dazai as such, Chuuya told himself as he finally headed towards the bowl. More that he didn’t like the idea of his classmates nosing into his life in places they weren’t welcome. He ended up with Atsushi. And it could have been worse, probably, so he shuffled off into the undergrowth without too many complaints.

Looking back, he only wishes that Shouji had succeeded in his meddling. Maybe then, he and Dazai would have been together when it all went to sh*t.

Midoriya Izuku and the Test of Courage

N ever had three people been so fatefully bought together and so fatally far apart.

Honestly, Midoriya couldn’t have pinpointed the exact date, time and rotation of the earth at which it had gone wrong for them. An odd realisation considering his usually flawless analytical prowess. But at some point over the past week, their easy stalemate had become more and more heated, until the whole situation was at boiling point.

It was a shame, actually. They had been getting better, he’d thought. Him and Kacchan finally coming together at the end of the practical exam. His growing friendship with Todoroki. And Midoriya had witnessed the two of them training their quirks together throughout the camp. Maybe it was his fault. Maybe he should have been happy with peaceful coexistence, but no. He had pushed and pushed in the hopes of something more. Of course, this kind of greed only ever ended in ruin.

“We haven’t seen anyone from the other class in a while now,” Todoroki mused into the crunching of leaves underfoot. A valiant attempt at conversation that Midoriya wouldn’t let go unrewarded.

“Do you think they’re planning something? Maybe they’re lulling us into a false sense of security, and they’re all going to jump out and scare us as a group.”

Bakugou huffed out a laugh from a couple of paces ahead. “Don’t overestimate those A-class wannabes. They probably got distracted by a squirrel or some sh*t and missed their cues.” He didn’t turn around, hands remaining firmly in their pockets and voice missing that softer tinge that it had taken on in recent weeks.

“Squirrels are pretty neat,” Todoroki agreed.

Suddenly inspired by the discharge of the atmosphere, Midoriya ran with the stream of thoughts spilling through his brain.

“The grey squirrels around here are an invasive species, actually. They displaced the original red squirrels with brute force, so now they’re super common, but the red ones have become rare.”

Todoroki was watching him with interest- features shadowed in the dim moonlight. An ugly sound passed through Bakugou’s lips, however.

“Shut the f*ck up, nerd,” he said with as much hostility as Midoriya had heard from him since… well, since joining UA. He’d honestly thought they’d gotten past that.

“Don’t talk to him like that.”

Todoroki’s sharp defence came as a surprise. His blue eye was dangerous like an icy road in the night. And Midoriya appreciated the backup. It was easy to start doubting one’s self worth in the face of such inexplicable renewed resentment. Midoriya rested a hand on Todoroki’s shoulder in thanks. He received a small smile that triggered his own with knee jerk inevitability. Todoroki Shouto was really quite a vision at night.

“None of your business,” Bakugou all but threw into the air.

“It kind of is though, isn’t it.”

And it was. That may have been the worst part. Todoroki had, at some point, become irreversibly involved in their affairs. Unshakeably fixed into place in the confines of their malformed trio. Not by choice. More by a strange, premeditated twist of fate.

“You’re acting like a child who’s throwing a tantrum because they have to move house. Except the new house is actually way bigger and better and has cool features like a tap that can do boiling water. But rather than letting themselves enjoy the new tap, they’ve spent the whole day complaining about all the things they’re going to miss.”

“Oddly specific,” Midoriya mumbled.

“You two are probably my closest friends here,” Todoroki confessed after a second or two. He got like this when he was passionate, Midoriya had noticed. Almost animated by sparks and momentary frost. Like a statue bought to life by some curse or enchantment, only to learn that they had an intrinsic life force all along.

“I’m not your friend,” Bakugou huffed, but it fell on deaf ears.

“You need to pull yourself together. Both of you. The longer you draw out this weird grudge, the more we’re all missing out on.”

There was something quite moving about hearing such a thing from someone both so deeply involved and removed from the situation. It was nice, in a way, to be told what to do so plainly. A much needed reprieve from the constant weighing up of options.

Finally turning to look at them, Bakugou opened his mouth to respond. His expression was unusually blank; he must have taken the time to cool off while Todoroki was talking. Maybe he was about to say something profound- a catalyst for change or the final straw for their relationship. Most likely, he was going to say something disappointingly average. Midoriya never found out.

As Bakugou looked back in their direction, his eyes narrowed ever so slightly. Confusion and suspicion sullied his features in equal measure, and he came to a stop. Midoriya and Todoroki followed suit, sharing a bemused glance. After a deliberate wrinkle of his nose, Bakugou spoke:

“The f*ck is that?”

Then, three things registered in Midoriya’s mind simultaneously. One was a strange smell sweeping over him. Unfamiliar and dreadfully unnatural amongst the crisp aromas of the forest. Another came in the form of an almost misty quality in the air. The moonlight (or was it moonlight? It seemed too bright to be chalked up to the moon alone) illuminated swirling configurations. Was it gas of some sort? What was it doing leaking into the forest?

The third was a scream. Far off but undeniable. It was high-pitched- female- but more resonant than that of school girl.

“sh*t.”

And it snapped Midoriya out of his too-long daze. It had taken him a shockingly long time to figure out what was going on. But something wasn’t right here. An enemy had breached their ranks. He was about to throw himself into motion when Todoroki silently outstretched an arm. His finger was pointing, crookedly into the distance. Midoriya followed the line with his eyes until he reached the end.

‘The end’ being a far away patch of trees nearer the lodge.

They were completely ablaze.

Vivid blue flames climbed every available surface, ripping and burning any matter in its path like something created solely for destruction. Midoriya had wondered where the extra light had been coming from earlier- now he supposed he knew.

“The hell is going on?” Bakugou yelled, head whipping around to observe each new spectacle.

“I think-”

“UA students.” Suddenly, a familiar voice blared through Midoriya’s head. Intangible but clear and present anyway. It was one of the Wild, Wild puss*cats, he knew logically. One of the member’s telepathic quirks was finally coming in handy. “This is not a drill. Two villains, presumably with more to come, have been spotted on the premises. We are currently under attack.”

Notes:

Not gonna lie I did get a bit confused by Mandalay’s quirk at some point. It seems my memory is not as high quality as I thought it would be :) oh well guess we’re free styling lads.

Chapter 26: The Forest Training Camp (Part Three)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Aizawa Shouta and the Vanguard Action Squad

U A students , this is not a drill. Two villains, presumably with more to come, have been spotted on the premises. We are currently under attack.”

Aizawa Shouta was not- in the most basic meaning of the words- a good teacher.

He didn’t stick to the syllabus, set copious tests, punished harshly and rewarded once in a blue moon. He slept in class, and he had never once considered how he could make a lesson more fun. God, the list goes on.

More recently, he’s isolated and nurtured a relationship of mistrust with one of his students. The unshakable front that he had vowed to always uphold (felt he had a duty to uphold) had wavered in the face of the lightest breeze of opposition.

Quite frankly, he was disappointed in himself. He had gotten caught up in all of the big players and concepts and sides. In doing so, he’d all but forgotten the very human element that stained the whole situation its unique colour.

He couldn’t quite sweep away that undercurrent of dejection all through the lesson that night. His own words sounded stale and repetitive. Though whether that was the product of his mood or the nature of ‘remedial’ classes, he was unsure.

“We’ve seen that the graph is above the x-axis, so we’re only expecting imaginary roots here.”

The chalk scraping against the blackboard had taken on a rather grating quality. Shrill against his monotonous tone. They were going over a tricky question that had been on the maths exam paper in the hopes of achieving clarity when it happened. (Although Eraserhead sometimes wondered whether ‘going over’ could ever equate to ‘understanding’).

It started both suddenly and quietly. Like a spark in the peripheral vision that draws attention, but is over too quickly to be identifiable.

“Sensei, was that lightning?”

Mina- sitting closest to the window- was easily distracted, and Eraserhead had to fight to regain her wavering attention.

“Possibly. Eyes back on the board now.”

Although he had done his best not to lose focus himself, he understood Mina’s curiosity, to an extent. The flash that had suddenly lit the outside could be compared to a spark rather accurately, bright and white. Hotter, Eraserhead knew, than the stereotypical plights of the likes of red and orange.

Casting his gaze back to the mathematics in front of him, he continued steadily.

“We can confirm the nature of the roots using the discriminant. Can anyone tell me its formula?”

Silence.

When Eraserhead turned back to the compact group, he was slightly surprised to see them all staring at the sealed windows. Usually, boredom in lessons manifested in much more subtle ways. Pen twirling or doodling.

The lazy part of him hoped to simply issue some punishments to revive their enthusiasm. The diligent side could sense something amiss like the faintest hint of carbon monoxide amongst air molecules.

“What is it?” He asked, placing the half-depleted stick of chalk onto his desk.

“I think,” Kirishima started after a moment, “they’re doing some sort of light show out there.” His tone, though, suggested that he believed nothing of the sort. It was rather difficult to truly accept the rational explanation when your instincts were screaming at you to reconsider.

“Of course they’d bring out the fun stuff while we’re stuck in here studying,” Monoma huffed, a twinge of doubt biting at his usually petulant delivery.

“That doesn’t really look like a game though,” Kaminari muttered, tilting his head for a clearer view.

Finally, Eraserhead gave into the mounting pressure. Uneasy steps led him to the window. At his age, he shouldn’t be so attracted to the bliss of ignorance, but something about the knowledge of what was beyond the window seemed irreversibly disastrous. The ticking of the wall clock was deafening and the window was a pace away.

Slightly obscured by a thin layer of dust- to be expected in a forest- the window pane looked out upon rows of trees spiralling deeper into the woods as well as the empty clearing right outside the cabin. The view was usually a rather static affair, unchanging day by day and lit only by the dim glow of the moon or whatever sunlight could make it through an expansive leafy canopy. Now, however, it was dazzling.

A vivid blue light seemed to illuminate the forest from some far away point. Giving it an almost unearthly glow. Misshapen shadows crept along the ground, bending and twisting and flickering in the most arbitrary of ways.

His first, hopeful thought was that perhaps it truly was a light show. Some pre-planned event set up by the puss*cats to celebrate the end of the week. But of course, he was all too aware that no such activity was scheduled.

The appearance of a figure, bathed in blue light, only cemented his fears.

“Who the hell is that?” Monoma screeched, championing a wave of questions from the class.

Clenching his teeth, Eraserhead raised a hand. The cacophony died immediately. He almost missed the noise when the second hand of the clock became painfully audible again.

Glancing outside, Eraserhead saw that the figure hadn’t moved. Right in his line of sight. Almost as if they were posing a challenge. Damn. Considering the fragility of the situation, he was in no place to leave such a challenge unanswered.

Slowly, he turned back to the five students before him. He made eye contact with each one, as if he was about to endow them with some life or death mission. He supposed he was.

“All of you, wait here.”

He left after that. Broke into a run as soon as the classroom door slid closed behind him. He immediately spotted them gathered at the window when he arrived in the clearing. At least they had stayed inside.

Stepping out of the cabin, he was instantly hit by a barrage of sensations. That same electric blue light, even more erratic than it had been previously. The ominous sounds of crackling and the frenzied squawking of ravens. The distinctive scent of burning wood, tinted with something crueler. He could feel adrenaline thrumming through his veins, dumped in by the vat.

It had become very clear very quickly that something had gone horribly wrong. Searing blue flames were ripping through the forest like a warning issued seconds too late.

The figure hadn’t moved from their previous position. Visible to the students at the window. Visible to Eraserhead. He only had the glow of the fire as torchlight, but it was enough to confirm that this man shouldn’t be here.

He was tall and lanky, shrouded in a black coat with similarly dark hair. His lips were pulled into an eerie grin- or at least, the skin of his face that remained was. A wobbly row of staples seemed to be the only thing holding the gruesome plates of his jaw together. Burn marks marred every surface, and barely left his features untouched.

“Evening, Eraserhead.”

With a subtle tug, Eraserhead tightened the capture weapon around his neck. He had to be on his guard. The man’s obvious brush with fire (the remnants of which scarred his face) made him a strong candidate for the blue flame user. He seemed to know Eraserhead somehow. No matter how much he racked his brain, the hero couldn’t figure out where from. He was usually successful at recollecting previous foes. Coupled with the stranger’s memorable face, he found the prospect of him being a forgotten enemy unlikely.

For the man to know him, he must have put in some research. Or someone else must have done it for him. Either way, it spelled trouble. Something more targeted than a random attack.

“Unless you can prove that you are permitted to access this property, I’m going to have to ask you to leave immediately.”

He took on a measured tone, mind split between a million different duties, all requiring attention. The students, the flames, the bigger picture. He’d just have to take things one step at a time and prioritise the immediate situation.

“Permits can’t stand in the way of justice.”

And- well- Eraserhead supposed he technically wasn’t wrong.

“And neither will you!”

The man darted forwards. Quicker than his uncoordinated limbs could have been built for. Eraserhead’s earlier musings must have been correct, because that same, nightmare blue flame had all but enveloped his closed fist. Heat radiated off from the blaze with such intensity that it hit Eraserhead like a wall, even as he leapt backwards with matching agility. The man then opened his hand, and fire ripped out like a damn flame thrower. Easily taking to the nearby trees. It would have been beautiful if it wasn’t so terrible.

Utilising a technique he had learnt long ago, Eraserhead flung his capture weapon towards the new candles, putting them out with a careful gust of wind. He scowled when the fires had each been smothered.

The strength of this quirk was amazing. Had it been recorded on the national database, Eraserhead would have expected it to be flagged. He couldn’t imagine how such an insanely powerful ability had managed to slip under the radar.

Even as the man recovered his balance, straightening up for another go, Eraserhead knew the battle was all but over. With the element of surprise gone, the most powerful quirk user and an average civilian were all the same under his gaze. That distinct sensation of empty rushing through him, Eraserhead focused his gaze upon the intruder. He watched with a dull satisfaction as those ghastly flames were extinguished in a second, the prickling heat they emitted replaced with a cool waft of air.

(A nagging voice at the back of Eraserhead’s mind asked if it could really be so simple. For a villain who clearly knew of him to be defeated immediately was almost laughable).

Extending his capture weapon with a practised flick of the wrist, Eraserhead remained focused on the man as the white fabric shot out towards its target. The stranger only made a few half hearted attempts to evade it; he dodged this way and that before ultimately becoming tangled in its loops. Tightening the haphazard knot, Eraserhead pulled the unbothered villain towards him, his heels kicking up a cloud of dust as he skidded along the ground.

“Who are you associated with, and what’s your business here?”

Alarm bells were ringing. Blaring, even. Their volume raising and blurring into something entirely consuming.

Eraserhead was acutely aware of the villain’s nonplussed outlook on the situation. And he had worn his fair share of neutral masks. No, this one was the real deal. For some reason, the man couldn’t quite comprehend the perilous state he had wound up in. Or perhaps he just didn’t view it as perilous.

“Who am I associated with? Well I have a Costa loyalty card, if that counts for anything.”

A sharp flash of anger ripped through him. He pulled the capture weapon again, uncomfortably tight. Cutting into charred skin. Brushing the bone beneath.

This was all too sudden. The suspicious man and his flames that were gathering momentum in the forest. The eyes of his students burning into him from the window. If he were to look up and check on their condition, the villain in his hold would no doubt put up a struggle.

Should he try and alert the Wild, Wild puss*cats or his fellow teacher Vlad King? Should he find a more secure environment for questioning? Or maybe intelligence could wait for after he understood the basic situation. The safety of his students came first.

Then, a familiar voice echoed within his mind. Or rather than echoed, more vibrated. It was Mandalay’s telepathy.

“UA students, this is not a drill. Two villains, presumably with more to come, have been spotted on the premises. We are currently under attack.”

sh*t.

Although he appreciated the communication, the confirmation that this was a large scale, organised offensive was by no means good news. And really, left one obvious culprit.

The League of Villains.

“Aizawa-Sensei!”

Eraserhead’s unseeing gaze snapped up from the man in his grasp. A group of students were rushing out from the tapering edges of the woods, relief and fear channeled in their words with refined clarity. Looking closer, though, he could see that more was amiss than mere fright. Iida, Ojiro and two class B students stumbled out from a hindrance of bushes, each with their shirt pulled over their nose and mouth into a raggedy kind of mask. Even Iida, whose forte lay in long distance running, was out of breath and coughing.

A moment later, Eraserhead realised why.

Wafting out of the dense forest after them was a drifting, misty substance. Barely visible in the glow of the fire. Gas. Released into the woods. And toxic, most likely. It was a truly despicable thing to do.

Eraserhead only had a second to worry for his other pupils before the villain was twisting out of his grasp again. A blast of blue flame- no longer nullified- had Erasherad retreating backwards. The flames still singed the tips of his hair into a brittle ash.

“As always, the weak are the greatest hindrance of the strong,” the man drawled, shaking his head. His eyes gleamed as blue as his ghoulish inferno. “The name’s Dabi, by the way. We’ll meet again very soon.”

He was worried, initially, that the man might try something with the kids in such close range. But he seemed to have no interest in them, neither moving nor looking towards them.

A scowl darkening his features, Erashead flung his capture weapon once more. It connected. And then passed through.

The man’s- Dabi’s- form seemed to melt into a viscous sort of wax. What had once been black hair and purple stained skin softened into thick goblets of some vile mixture. Slowly collecting into a puddle on the floor. Eraserhead stared at the liquid in disbelief. The caster had vanished, but the blue flames still remained in the vicinity. Or perhaps he had never been there at all.

Perhaps he was an illusion. A body double or a clone. That explained, at least, why he was so undeterred by his own capture. But what purpose did his presence serve? To test Eraserhead’s abilities? Or… or to distract him.

Abruptly, he turned. Hurried over to where the four students were bent over, catching their breath.

“Are you all alright? What’s going on out there?”

Taking a moment to prepare himself, Iida straightened up dutifully. His glasses slightly askew.

“We are all unharmed, Sensei. As Mandalay reported, villains are attacking. They have gassed the woods, although from my deductions, the gas seems to be more like a catalyst for panic than any major health concern.” He finished with a weak cough.

Taking his most trustworthy student’s words at face value, Eraserhead nodded, already turning again.

Aizawa Shouta had never been a good teacher. But he was a good hero, and he knew what he needed to do.

“Go and join the others in the classroom while you recover your breath. I’m going to find Mandalay.”

“This is Dabi, reporting in. The students are cornered and our hiding place is concealed by the fire and gas.”

“Understood. Stage one is completed. How about stage two?”

“You always get straight to the point, Shigaraki-san. Eraserhead is back on the move.”

“f*ck. You couldn’t even stall him for five more minutes?”

“Not my fault Twice made the most pathetic clone known to man.”

“Well get him to make another one. You’re not finished yet.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Vanguard Action Squad

UA students, it has been confirmed that we are under a large-scale, organised attack. Most likely by the League of Villains. I appreciate that you’re all afraid, but you must remain strong and calm in the face of danger. Of course, your top priority right now is your own safety and the safety of your peers. However, I will pass on a message from Eraserhead that I hope you will all take heed of.”

It was almost orchestral, Chuuya thought. The smooth timbre of words in his mind against the grotesque spluttering of an uncontrollable blaze.

“As your teacher and legal guardian while away on this excursion, I ask you all to avoid confrontation with villains and make your way back to the lodge as quickly and carefully as possible.”

A second of hesitance.

“As a pro hero, I give each of you permission to use your quirks in defence of yourself and others. You’ve all improved immensely over the last week. I believe in every single one of you.”

The tangible disappearance of Mandalay’s voice from his head sounded like the loss of a friend.

So it was all happening, then. Just as Chuuya’s worst fears had dictated, the League of Villains had followed them all the way out into the mountains. Sure, they might have simply wanted to cause another stir. Continue promoting villainy in that very unsubtle way that Shigaraki seemed partial to. However, Chuuya found it difficult to put aside the likelihood that they had a second motive.

Ango had pointed his finger and- like a compass- it had guided them right to the infamous documents.

Honestly, Chuuya was getting a bit tired of worrying about these stupid pieces of paper. They should just digitalise and be done with it.

A heavy breath sounded from beside him. Atsushi, a nervous expression painting his face.

“We should head to the cabin, Nakahara-san. While the fire is still far away.”

“Just Chuuya is fine,” he replied, distractedly.

Technically, Atsushi was right. As the pair had entered the path in the woods later than some of the other groups, the fire (and, although Chuuya wasn’t aware of it at the time, the gas) was congregated at a distant point. Just a far off gleam, closer to fiction than fact. Heading back to the lodge was a solid plan in two ways. It followed the instructions issued by Mandalay, and brought them away from the inferno. Sometimes the simplest ideas really were the best.

“You go for it. I can’t.”

But really, practically, there was no way Chuuya could retreat towards safety just yet.

“Why not, Naka- Chuuya-san? I know that Aizawa-sensei said we can fight, but I don’t think we should rush into anything.”

God, Atsushi probably thought he was some sort of danger nut. Desperate to charge into battle and test out his power against a real life villain!

“It’s not that,” he replied, voice kept instinctually low. He pulled his black coat tighter around his shoulders, hyper aware of the possibility of prying eyes.

He must have taken a second too long to reply, shifting on the heels of his boots.

“What is it, then?” Atsushi prompted, timidly. With a rigid posture, his relaxed mood from earlier had been completely thwarted.

“It’s-”

He paused. What was it?

It was something between an entity and its shadow.

He was, however much he loathed to admit it, just one half of a pair. A word that had meaning only in association with another. A sound that- by its very definition- could only incite silence.

There was something deeply, intrinsically wrong with the idea of going through whatever this was without Dazai’s ever unreliable presence at his side. Maybe they were codependent. Chuuya didn’t care. Dazai was his safety blanket. Protection from the painful grip Arahabaki held over him. Protection from himself. A warmth at his side, no matter how many times Dazai claimed his blood was deathly cold.

God, the woods had never been quite so dark. The ominous illumination of the flames in the distance were of no comfort. And the longer he lingered in indecision, the more danger he was putting his classmate in. Dazai was a damn Port Mafia member. Half of the notorious Double Black. Shouldn’t he be able to look after himself? Wouldn’t he survive a couple of hours without Chuuya by his side? He would.

“I can’t. I’m sorry. Go back without me.” His voice came out a little hoarser than he’d expected it to. He awkwardly cleared his throat into the quiet.

Atsushi seemed, momentarily, as if he was about to argue. Then, something like realisation flickered in his eyes. Followed by a weathered understanding.

“I can come with you,” he replied. Fists clenched at his sides.

Pushing down the bout of annoyance than welled up in response, Chuuya just shook his head. There was no need to involve children in their business anymore than they already had. He was just going to grab Dazai. A quick, easy task for one. To protect the documents. Of course, they were first priority.

“No. Thank you,” he forced out. “We’ll part ways here.” He stared down the heavily trodden path as it disappeared into the night. Atsushi would turn back, quickly finding where the cabin’s lamps formed a glittering circle of light and a sanctuary for the weak. His own future looked nowhere near as inviting. It seemed he’d be following Dazai into the dark after all.

“Part ways?”

A voice. Pouring into the air like a rain storm. Equally as thunderous.

“But our acquaintanceship has only just begun.”

Atsushi froze beside him. Jaw dropping in an almost comical manner. Chuuya himself felt a strange sort of recognition as he listened to the concealed stranger speak. Something about the eccentricity of their language seemed vaguely familiar.

“Akutagawa.”

Realisation washed over him with Atsushi’s revelation. Of course, it was none other than the villain who had- for some reason that Chuuya himself had never considered too deeply- assisted them in the fight against Stain. He strolled out of the shadows, chest puffed out and proud. Even on the summer night, his gothic coat hung upon his shoulders. The frilled dress shirt only added to his unique style.

“Were-tiger.” It came out half growl.

And sh*t, Chuuya really didn’t have time for this. Villains were clearly already infesting the area; he had to get a move on.

Atsushi must have noticed him shifting around. He rested a reassuring hand on Chuuya’s shoulder.

“Go, Chuuya-san. I can handle this one.”

Akutagawa released an amused breath at the insinuation. Chuuya ignored it.

“Are you sure?” He tried to inject as much sincerity as possible into the words.

“I am. Go get him.”

Chuuya wasn’t entirely sure why Akutagawa let him escape into the night with no obvious repercussions. He supposed he wasn’t the main character of that story.

“Magne here with the pros. The green one and the blonde one have been neutralised. Spinner is at it with cat boy now.”

“Good. You can join Muscular and Mr. Compress after he’s done.”

“There’s still one left, though. The telepath.”

“Leave her. As long as she’s still around, they’ll imagine that the whole team of psychos are. We can’t let them take any urgent action.”

Nakajima Atsushi and the Vanguard Action Squad

N either of them were quite sure what to do with themselves as the telltale ginger of Chuuya’s hair faded into blackness.

There was a conflict of interest there, after all. Their ideological stances and personal feelings at a a clear disparity. Like a mathematical equation- solve for ‘x’- Atsushi really, truly believed that there was a unique solution out there somewhere. Some ingenious plan that could protect both his principles and his relationship (if what they shared could even be called a relationship) with Akutagawa. Someone like Dazai could probably cobble one together at the drop of a hat. But Atsushi was no strategist. In a poor imitation of the beast within him, he was an instinctual creature.

Well, his instincts couldn’t save him now. They had been rendered all but useless by sheer indecision.

His choice was simple: who should he betray? Should he act as an individual, or a member of a side?

The answer was obvious, though it weighed heavily on his heart. The villain must have come to the same damning realisation, because his coat had already started to emit a devilish red light. Maybe Akutagawa hadn’t faced any moral qualms at all. He was as difficult to read as he had been at their first meeting.

“You’ve changed, Were-tiger.”

“Have I?” Atsushi struggled to keep the notes of surprise from his voice. He had always imagined change to be rather a sudden thing. Palpable. The shift from black to white, shades of grey in between discounted.

“You have. Your ignorance is appalling.”

Atsushi scowled, eyes flashing purple.

“Come, beast.”

The tiger had never been one for obeying instructions, but it seemed to consider the simple statement closer to a challenge.

The transformation was smoother than ever, remoulding each bone and muscle in an instant as he leapt towards the enemy. Others had commented that his tiger boasted an almost luminescent outline. Atsushi himself was entirely unaware of this effect, but imagined that it might be rather ethereal in certain circ*mstances. Now was one of those circ*mstances. The moon and stars unobscured above. The illusion of isolation. Even the ever-burning fire beyond the horizon line.

Having fought Akutagawa before, his weaknesses had become more apparent. He was able to hone in on their surfaces as they reflected moonlight. His jacket was as close to a suit of armour as leather and thread could come. Rather than trying to claw through layers of chain mail, he would fight with the chinks in his defence in mind. He lacked stamina, as well. Wheezing whenever the combat grew more intense. Atsushi had a huge advantage, in that sense.

With a roar, he lashed out with his claws. Forward momentum added strength to the attack. He pierced a coat tail as Akutagawa leapt out of the way. His movements were as graceful as they had been at the USJ. So swift that they felt more animal than human. Atsushi didn’t let the miss deter him. Instead, he pulled on the trailing strap, harshly yanking Akutagawa back towards him.

Spinning in mid air, as if he was as practised up there as on solid ground, Akutagawa directed Rashom*on towards him with an extended arm. The black shrouded demon cut through his skin, soaking white fur in crimson. It was a shallow cut, though. Atsushi pushed forwards again as the villain landed in a crouch. Rashom*on had circled back to envelope him, black mist rising from his coat.

As he charged, Akutagawa sent out Rashom*on’s dragon-like form to meet him. Its body was almost fluid; it flowed towards him like a ribbon. Hyper alert, Atsushi weaved around its intricate pattern of turns. Red electricity a blur in his vision, and the wind deafening to his enhanced hearing. Rashom*on seemed endless. Appearing wherever Atsushi darted with impossible speed. At this rate, Atsushi wouldn’t even be able to touch the flesh beyond the armour.

He was holding up well- wounds quickly sealing up and breath still steady. But adequate defence wasn’t enough. He wouldn’t be living up to the change Akutagawa had seen in him.

Pulling back with a frustrated growl, Atsushi retreated a few steps. He regretted it immediately- leaving time for Akutagawa to recover his breath was entirely counterproductive.

The man in question laughed harshly, hopping back onto his feet. He had taken a decidedly relaxed posture against the trunk of the tree behind him.

“Rather an uninspired display, Were-tiger.”

It was ironic how even on a night so dominated by the moon, the were-tiger couldn’t seem to dominate the battle.

Fuelled by irritation, the tiger propelled itself forwards again. This time, Akutagawa met him head on. Rashom*on’s eerie smile imprinted itself on his mind, vivid in the darkness. Streams of the creature shot out of Akutagawa’s coat, slashing talons sharp enough to rival Atsushi’s own. He could only ram into the villain’s shoulder once before he was forced back. The sparks and smoke that Rashom*on seemed to exude were painful in their own right. He hissed at the charred spots littering his fur.

At least Akutagawa seemed to have tired a little. Sometimes, it was easy to forget that he was only a teenager himself.

“I apologise for presuming your ignorance before. It seems that I only ever imagined signs of growth in the first place,” he said through panted breaths.

Honestly, f*ck Akutagawa. Atsushi had almost believed he’d receive an actual apology there.

He wasn’t convinced, though, that Akutagawa’s harsh insinuations were entirely truthful. Because something had changed recently. His hard work to strengthen his alignment with the tiger had been paying off- even Midoriya and the puss*cats agreed. There was no need to cower in the shadow of someone as stubbornly static as Akutagawa while he was still learning to jump and dance and move.

Shutting his eyes, he envisioned a pitch black room. Even darker than the night around him. Even more secluded. The tiger watched him in that tiny, shared space. And he watched the tiger. It could seem like a savage beast, at times. And a helping hand at others. But the tiger was neither friend nor foe, really. Just an extension of himself. Another limb to treat as his own. He was the tiger, but he also commanded it.

Eyes snapping open, Atsushi charged.

Akutagawa, who had been observing him with a look of mild interest, was by no means taken off guard. He was as adept at controlling Rashom*on’s talons as his own arms. For once, Atsushi felt as if they were in the same league. His own sharpened claws clanged against the attacks in a fast-paced back and fourth. Atsushi could feel the dirt path disintegrate beneath his feet as he scrambled to keep up.

Rashom*on had the deadly precision of a puppet on a string. Dancing at the slightest pull of Akutagawa’s capable fingers. But that rigid behaviour also constituted its greatest weakness.

Something so flawlessly programmed became predictable, after a time.

It all happened very quickly, when it did finally happen. The tiger’s razor sharp instincts had known it was coming before it even began. Rashom*on’s graceful movement at just that time in just that direction. Led only by the sweep of Akutagawa’s right hand. Fingers spread and sleeves bunched at the wrist. Atsushi knew, and he acted.

A tiger’s fangs are not to be trifled with, you know. They were, after all, evolved purely for acts of violence.

It was over as soon as it had started. Akutagawa jerked back with a cry, an ugly mixture of pain and astonishment staining his face. Atsushi skidded back towards the tree line himself.

Silence- for a moment or two- as blood spurted out from Akutagawa’s hand, dying his skin red in a mesmerising stream.

Part of Atsushi felt a surge of pride. He’d finally gotten one over on the villain. And if he could manage one, who’s to say he couldn’t pull off a few more? The other part could only process a jumble of negative emotions. Shame at his immediate pleasure derived from the defeat of another. Guilt. A little worry, even.

It’s not like he had won, anyway. Just instigated the kind of mild cut that Akutagawa had already dealt him multiple times. He needed to keep fighting, then. Had to. In order to achieve true victory. Because that was what he wanted, wasn’t it? That was what he was supposed to do.

This was… this was supposed to feel meaningful.

So he transformed.

“Why are we even fighting right now?”

Akutagawa’s attention came like a rush. He had been staring down at his injured hand in disbelief. Now, he dropped it back to his side, as if disgusted by the mere sight.

“Please, Were-tiger. Do not ask me to explain the duties of heroes and villains to you.”

And there. That was it. There they were, hurting each other, playing roles that had been formulated by a careless director. What did this fight mean in the big scheme of things? Who was he protecting?

“But that’s exactly the problem! We’re just doing whatever people think suits our archetypes without differentiating between circ*mstances and making decisions.” Atsushi huffed out a breath. He wasn’t sure where this was all coming from so suddenly. “It’s like we’re not real people with real f*cking brains and consciences.”

The flames were closer than ever now. Atsushi could actually taste the smoke particles floating amongst the air ones.

“Choice is a privilege of the good alone.”

Atsushi could only shake his head in reply.

“God. It’s too late for you, isn’t it? You can’t even imagine a world beyond your own memories.”

That seemed to anger Akutagawa, temperamental as he was. His coat tails, which had previously calmed back down to equilibrium, shuddered threateningly. Pulsing red.

“It is you, Were-tiger, who cannot see our reality clearly.” His tone was short and clipped and Atsushi wasn’t looking for another fight.

“Maybe.”

Silence again. Perhaps Akutagawa sensed that their confrontation had ended. He seemed ready to return back from whence he came. Sparing an unimpressed glance for his hand before slipping it into a pocket. Again, Atsushi couldn’t begin to guess the kind of thoughts running through his mind.

“Would you have become a hero, if you had the choice?”

Akutagawa paused. His back stiff and straight and barely visible.

“If I had the choice?”

His voice no stronger than the wind.

“I would not have become.”

“Want some good news, Shigaraki-san?”

“Desperately.”

“I’ve got eyes on the target.”

“You f*cking with me?”

“I’m not.”

“Alright. Okay. I’ll notify Compress and the others. We’re moving into the final phase.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Vanguard Action Squad

I t only took a couple of minutes for Chuuya to realise the naivety of his decision.

First of all, leaving Atsushi to die at the hands of a cold blooded killer possibly wasn’t the wisest move. His respect for the kid had skyrocketed, though. If he survived the encounter, Chuuya would definitely try and be more friendly towards him.

Second was the pure stupidity of running headfirst into a forest oozing with enemies in the middle of the night. Not only enemies with human forms, but also the mass of blue fire that was rolling ever closer, ploughing down the abundance of burnable material in its path. He had noticed the gas at some point, too. A subtle thing. Easily mistakable for a waning layer of mist on the forest floor. He’d recognised it immediately, of course, aided by the Port Mafia’s copious training. Unfortunately, there wasn’t much he could do about it other than press an arm against his mouth and keep moving.

His plan to find Dazai had been so loud and potent in his mind that it had drowned out any voices of doubt and the distant cries of battle. Now, he felt rather stupid for mindlessly following the first idea he came up with. Dazai wouldn’t have been impressed. After all, there was the very real possibility that the other had already taken a different route back to the cabin. Chuuya was simply relying upon that same trail through the forest that the puss*cats had marked for their test of courage earlier that evening. (More like a life time ago).

If Dazai had chosen to deviate from the main path, this was practically a suicide mission.

Chuuya kept running anyway. What else was there to do? Turn back? Dazai probably wouldn’t have cared. Chuuya would hate himself forever.

Too deep in his own thoughts, he was unprepared when it happened. Once bright in the sky, the moon disappeared. Or more accurately, was completely engulfed in an expanse of shadowy blackness. A void so dark that it could only be light’s graveyard. He stopped in his tracks.

“The f*ck?”

Even after craning his neck up for a better view, it took him a second and a monstrous shriek to discover the source.

That. That was Dark Shadow. Tokoyami’s quirk. A friend since their joint internship and an ally in battle. Or at least, Chuuya had thought it was. Because with the usual yellow glow of its eyes replaced by a blood stained red, it was diving right towards him.

Almost simultaneously, a strong grip wrapped around his waist. A surge of panic rushed through him as he was jerked violently to the side and away from Dark Shadow’s line of destruction. The rush of pure adrenaline almost activated his quirk instinctively, but he staved it off when he recognised the nature of his saviour. It was Shouji.

Chuuya allowed himself to be reeled into a clump of bushes, rolling to soften the abrupt landing when Shouji retracted his extended arm. Dusting off the twigs and leaves that had caught as debris in his jacket, he turned to survey his classmate.

A couple of strange features stood out. One was the gas mask that he had tied around his nose and mouth, the fabric taking precedence over even the usual mask that he wore.

“Chuuya-kun. Are you alright?”

He almost dismissed the question entirely. Of course he was. But the volume of his shaky breaths in his own ears suggested otherwise.

“I’m fine, thanks to you,” he replied after a moment, running a hand through his hair. “Is that-”

“It’s Dark Shadow,” Shouji confirmed, voice quiet. Barely audible under the howls of the monster as it hurtled through the night sky. Chuuya had been worried that it might continue after the two of them, but the thing seemed to have no such inclination. Directionless and without a target. It would attack any prey that entered its line of sight. Hunting for sport rather than necessity.

“The hell happened to him? And where’s Tokoyami-kun?” He winced at the ferocity of his own whispers. He was confused and angry and really didn’t have time for this, but he shouldn’t take that out on Shouji. Plus, Tokoyami was a friend in immediate danger who had put his trust in Chuuya in the past. He had to help. He should have wanted to.

“Tokoyami-san is fine.”

Without warning, someone emerged from the trees behind them. It was the leader of class 1B, Chuuya recognised. Kendo Itsuka. Her expression sober behind another fitted gas mask.

“He’s with some of my classmates now, although Dark Shadow going rogue is clearly affecting him.”

She crouched down besides them, eyes locking onto Dark Shadow’s form in the air. It would have been regal- like a soaring hawk above- if it was not so clearly feral.

“What happened here?” Chuuya finally asked through the muddle of thoughts in his head. He had to sort through the madness and aim for the core.

Shouji and Kendo exchanged a glance. They both seemed reluctant to speak. Chuuya wasn’t sure why; they were typically both unfailingly efficient in the face of challenge. Shouji must have lost their silent battle, because he took the fall with a sigh.

“Myself and Tokoyami-kun were together when the gas appeared. Thicker, back then. It’s not concentrated enough to be effective anymore. We believe it was only a scare tactic. Some of the class B students hidden nearby came out when it started, and we were all more confused than any thing else. Then we heard Mandalay’s message.”

Chuuya nodded. He really wished that Shouji would get to the point. It wasn’t in his nature to beat around the bush like this.

“We caught up with Yaoyorozu-san, Jirou-san, Kendo-san and Shiozaki-san from class B who were ahead of us. Yaoyorozu-san made us all these masks.” He pointed to his face. “We had planned to use our strength in numbers to keep handing out the masks and joining up with other groups. It seemed airtight at the time.” He gave a small shrug.

Kendo took over, then. “It was a good plan, except for one thing. We massively underestimated the enemy.” She grimaced.

Honestly, Chuuya was surprised by the admission. His classmates were nowhere near professional level. Even the underlings of the Port Mafia could have pummelled them in a one-to-one fight. But in a such a large group, they should have been relatively safe from harm. Something had clearly gone very wrong.

“He, umm,” her breath hitched. “Moonfish found us. He was- is- insane. He had no guilt. No empathy. He fought for a sick love of violence. I had never sparred with a real life villain before,” she let out in a trembling voice. “I can’t believe I was jealous of your class after the USJ. To think I wanted to encounter someone so deeply evil.”

Chuuya gulped. The story sounded less like a recount of actual events and more like the bleak ending of a Brothers Grimm fairytale.

“How did it go?” Chuuya asked, although he knew the answer could only be horrific.

Shouji raised one of his arms. Or, what was once an arm. Now, reduced to a bloodied stump. Chuuya couldn’t suppress a gasp, Shouji’s face remaining firmly set.

“It will grow back,” he threw in dismissively, as if that made any of this acceptable. Even tolerable. These were children for goodness sake.

His stomach twisted, acid thick in his throat.

“Tokoyami-san was especially affected by the sight,” Kendo continued. Chuuya understood why- he couldn’t tear his eyes away. “His grief combined with Dark Shadow’s increased strength and unpredictability at night, so here we are.” She spread her arms in a kind of demonstrative gesture.

Hearing the story, Chuuya knew that his priority absolutely had to be dealing with Dark Shadow, and taking Shouji back to the cabin. Thankfully, the blood on his shoulder seemed dried and old, the leakage stemming from his severed limb already clumping up and sealing. Even so, Chuuya couldn’t imagine the pain.

He noticed, though, that one important part of the story had been left unexplained.

“How did the fight end? With Moonfish?”

Somehow, the expressions on their faces darkened further. Dark Shadow’s feral shrieks were the only noise to be heard. It looked like they had finally reached the crux of the story. The pinnacle of the disappointment and dread and fear that heroism could only ever entail.

Kendo took a measured breath.

“Things were looking bad. Really bad. It was only the ring from Moonfish’s earpiece that saved us.” She shivered, as if reliving the terrifying experience. Bringing her hands up to her neck showed off a litany of cuts and bruises. There was something deeply haunting about witnessing the aftermath of a massacre. Possibly even more so than seeing the battle itself.

“We couldn’t hear what the caller said. But soon it ended, and he-”

“He was mad, Chuuya-kun,” Shouji interrupted. Eyes searching Chuuya’s own for understanding. “Completely gone. You can’t take what he said as a fact.”

Jesus f*cking Christ. Chuuya couldn’t say for sure where this was going, and he wasn’t looking forward to finding out. What could the villain have said to shake his classmates so deeply? A thousand scenarios were ricocheting around his brain. Bullets encased in a metal box. Fated to rebound off dented walls until some panicked resolution was finally, regretfully achieved. Murders, hostage taking, betrayals. The horrors were endless, and Chuuya refused to entertain even a single one of them.

His classmates were overreacting. Of course they were. This was all new to them, where Chuuya was a seasoned professional. Surely, their take on a disaster would be nothing worse than a minor inconvenience.

Chuuya nodded at Kendo to continue. Hope renewed in a marginally delirious manner.

“He asked us ‘the f*ck’s so special about that Dazai kid?’ and left right afterwards.”

He would blame the adrenaline pumping through his veins and Dark Shadow’s incessant screaming for the delay in his reaction, if asked. For the moment of processing before understanding surged through him in an explosion as terribly abrupt and deadly as a volcanic eruption.

They were searching for Dazai. They wanted Dazai. Worse: they had probably already found Dazai.

It wasn’t really a situation Chuuya had considered much before. Dazai being in danger. Or more danger than usual, anyway. The idea that there was an enemy out there that Dazai and Chuuya couldn’t defeat. The idea that it would ever be just Dazai without Chuuya. Alone. They hadn’t seemed realistic enough to ever contemplate, let alone fret over. But here they were, and this was happening. f*ck. Chuuya choked down a fresh wave of bile. He felt sick to his stomach, and he knew that his eyes must have been blown wide in their sockets.

A ringing had, at some point, started up in his ears and refused to silence itself.

Kendo was still talking, although her sentences sounded more like unintelligible strings of sounds. “Yaoyorozu-san was worried about Dazai-san, so she and Jirou-san are tailing Moonfish. Shiozaki-san went back to the lodge to alert Aizawa-sensei and the puss*cats.”

f*ck Tokoyami. f*ck Dark Shadow and his poorly timed mutiny. Chuuya honestly couldn’t care less. He had to go. Now. If his muscles weren’t expanding and contracting so rapidly, and his limbs didn’t feel like dead weight, he was sure he would have been up and running at that very moment.

“Chuuya-kun.”

The ringing cut off abruptly. Suddenly, everything came into a perfect clarity from the haze that Chuuya hadn’t even noticed enveloping him.

“Kendo-san and I are planning to lead Dark Shadow to the cabin where the light should calm him back down. We could use a hand.”

If only Dazai were here, Chuuya thought wryly, this whole situation could be solved in an instant. With a single touch.

“It’s up to you, Chuuya-kun,” Shouji said through a sigh. “You can help us out, or search for Dazai-kun.”

There were some people in this world, Chuuya knew, who could work through these moments like they were born for it. See every eventuality in the back of their minds. Choose the correct decision- or hell- create a new, better option. Chuuya was not one of these people.

He stood, ignoring Kendo’s narrowed eyes and Shouji’s silent judgement. Ignoring the roaring flames and final wisps of gas and even Dark Shadow’s turmoil above.

“I’m sorry,” he forced out, before continuing down the path.

“Akutagawa won’t report in. Have you seen him?”

“Nah, I’ve been busy with Erashead. God, these clones suck.”

“I should have known that little sh*t wouldn’t follow the plan.”

“Oh! They know now, by the way.”

“About what?”

“About the kid.”

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Chapter 27: The Forest Training Camp (Part Four)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“Unleash the Nomu.”

Bakugou Katsuki and the Vanguard Action Squad

U A students, we have just received word that the League have a specific target. We request that students still in the forest aim to bring Dazai Osamu of class 1A to the lodge safely. And Dazai Osamu, please take extra care and stay with a group at all times.”

Muscular had really lived up to his name.

His tissue must have been part titanium, because the man was closer to a moving block of impenetrable metal than a human. It had taken hours to make the tiniest chip in his armour between the three of them. But when they had- like a wall with the smallest fracture in its foundations- everything had crumbled down with it.

Bakugou reached out a hand to Todoroki, who had rolled to the ground after their final attack. Mud caked his hair, making the half and half split practically unidentifiable. It would be a bitch to wash out once it crusted, Bakugou mused. He had to actively suppress a smile when the fingers that grasped his in return were freezing cold, a heavenly sensation after the heat of his own explosions, and tugged Todoroki up.

From a few metres away, Midoriya watched them with an expression that was almost aggressively delighted. Bakugou would have been concerned had he not been so painfully aware of the ‘Kacchan can be friendly’ agenda. He made sure to retort with his meanest scowl. A man has to protect his reputation somehow. And, slightly reluctantly, he released his grip on Todoroki’s cool hand.

“We should go. Dazai-kun might need our help.”

Ever the hero, Midoriya was already moving towards his next goal. Considering who to save next. The coward seemed to grow nerves of steel out of nowhere at times like this. The body on the ground was still warm, for goodness sake. (He was exaggerating; they hadn’t killed Muscular or anything. But the Giant remained splayed out in a bloodied tangle of limbs and tendon. Twitching occasionally. It was hard to stomach. Harder to ignore).

Whatever reply he’d been formulating was instantly silenced when they heard the scream. Shrill and female and nearby.

“Bandages can wait,” was what came out of Bakugou’s lips instead, and the three of them were suddenly dashing through the merciless fangs of the undergrowth. Slipping through apertures between trees with an agility that Bakugou hadn’t known himself to possess. Muscular was all but forgotten as words became more and more coherent in the distance.

“Blood has a lot of super cool properties, you know? It carries oxygen around the body so we can respire. It transfers heat to keep us warm. And it circulates quirk cells, too!”

He didn’t recognise the voice. Not one of his classmates, but still a female teenager. Possibly the screamer, possibly not. From the glance that Todoroki and Midoriya exchanged, he inferred that they weren’t familiar with the tone either. Bouncy and sweet in a superficial way, but slick with a hidden intensity beneath that layer of pink plastic. It was creepy, and not improved by the odd fixation with blood.

A gasp sounded. Bakugou’s pace quickened imperceptibly.

“Now don’t be like that. I just spilled my metaphorical guts to you. All I ask for in return is one teeny, tiny sample of your wonderful blood.”

Another cry. Bakugou could make out figures, now. Two silhouettes clashing against an obstacle course of trunks.

“My blood stays in my body where it’s meant to be, thanks.”

Elbowing his way past a low-hanging branch, Midoriya’s inhale was audible. Because the voice belonged to-

“You’re no fun, Ochako-chan.”

Another scream. The distinctive tearing of skin.

Finally, Bakugou burst out onto the scene. A jumble of twigs and leaves were no doubt a nest in his hair, but he ignored them, bounding immediately to his classmate. The gusts of wind at his sides implied that the others had made similar moves.

The villain- because that’s what she was, even if every instinct Bakugou had told him otherwise- made him hesitate in his step, blasts reverting to simmering heat in his palms. It was one thing to explode a fully grown man with muscles the size of cars and a vendetta to high heaven, but a cute, blonde girl swamped in an oversized school uniform? Bakugou was by no means the sentimental type, but even he could spot the oddities of the picture.

It was a glint that brought him to his senses. Had him running onwards at full throttle again. Something glassy and curved, illuminated by the very flames that the League themselves had set alight. A syringe.

Frankly, it was disgusting. Already endowed with a thin layer of blood. That same sticky, red liquid beaded on the needle point at the end, dropping occasionally to the ground. None of the clinical precision that one might associate a syringe with to be found. And the blood inside. It must have belonged to Uraraka.

“Deku-kun!” Relief flooded her voice, even as she thrashed desperately at the hands that were pinning her to the tree. The high schooler was stronger than she looked, just about keeping a heroics student at bay.

It was with obvious disappointment that the girl turned to look at them. Her eyes were the sharpest portrait of deranged one could hope to capture. Pale skin flecked with blood and grinning a sickening grin.

“Aww, your friends are here, Ochako-chan. I should go before they ruin our fun.” She seemed ominously relaxed for someone fleeing as backup arrived. Bakugou supposed he shouldn’t try to rationalise the emotions of an insanity case. “I look forward to finishing this another time.”

Finally, she eased her hold on Uraraka’s arms, springing back with glee when Uraraka swung at her in return.

“Almost!” The girl squealed with a parting wave. Then darted off into the trees, flimsy skirt flapping beside the bloodied syringe in her hand.

Bakugou was already revving up to chase her when a hand on his shoulder halted him. Todoroki, watching on with a complicated expression as Midoriya comforted a shaky Uraraka.

“We need to prioritise right now,” he said in a hushed tone, voice almost swallowed up by the wind and increasingly volatile crackle of flames. Stopping to think, Bakugou guessed he was talking about Dazai. The more protection they could offer him, the better. And ultimately, couldn’t fault the strategy.

He settled down with a huff, forcibly averting his eyes from the disappearing villain’s back. He turned his attention to where Uraraka had leant back against the tree- previously her prison. Midoriya right beside her. It was a small consolation to realise that Todoroki was just as hesitant to approach the pair as he was.

They would have to eventually.

With a sigh and nod of his head, he made the first move, trudging over a bed of dry soil to reach them. The thud of footsteps behind him was telling.

“I f*cked up, Deku-kun,” Uraraka was saying as he reached hearing range. Her tone was still a little airy- possibly a result of the gash across her cheek. Blood spilled out from the wound in tear-like streams. Her gaze, however, was as alert as Bakugou had seen it. And full of a frustration he had never associated with the carefree weaklings that he had the pleasure of calling his classmates.

“Don’t be so hard on-”

“Not like that.” She took a steadying breath before pushing off from the sturdy trunk. A trail of grime peeled off onto her jacket. “Not just now.”

Bakugou could tell that Midoriya wanted to protest again. He was just too damn good. So desperate to help his friend feel better about herself that he had lost sight of the bigger picture. Shoving Midoriya out of the way, he positioned himself in the space before Uraraka. She probably didn’t need his gracious words- no matter how sincere the intentions- and she certainly didn’t have time for them.

“What did you do?”

He thought he saw a hint of appreciation flash in her eyes.

“I was with Dazai-kun when the villains found us,” she began, pace quick. Bakugou didn’t let his expression waver from the usual sneer. It was best to avoid showing signs of judgement to someone wrestling with guilt. “They separated us; I followed that girl in one direction, and Dazai-kun chased a villain with a cape and top hat back towards the cabin.” Regret clung to her like a wet rag, dampening the air around them. “I didn’t know he was their target at the time, or I never would have left him alone.”

Alone. The word seemed to echo off stray branches and ever rising barks.

The four of them remained silent. It can be rather a shock to find that the glimmer of hope you had taken for granted was an illusion all along.

“This is Mr. Compress. I have arrived on set. Should I begin the final scene?”

“Let me see. The heroes have been neutralised. The students are divided. Some of them are near your position, but the Nomu must have reached them by now.”

“Are they a threat?”

“Not much of one. The Nomu should hold them off for long enough. Longer than enough.”

“Your permission?”

“Be my guest.”

Dazai Osamu and the Vanguard Action Squad (Part 1)

W hat must you think of us all, Dazai-kun?”

It wasn’t Mandalay’s somber announcement that first informed Dazai his time was up. The words ringing in his mind far too late. It wasn’t even when the villain he had been chasing (rather fruitlessly and entirely unwillingly) had come to a graceful stop in a small clearing. Sprigs of grass stretching out around them and the stars above just as plentiful. When he had inspected Dazai through whatever slits were subtly embedded in his mask, gloved hands twirling his cane in an absentminded manner.

“Heroes and villains, battling one another in a rather ostentatious attempt to maintain some sort of God-bidden karmic balance.”

It had been long before then. Years before. He had always known, on some level, that the universe has its limits. All good things come to an end. Everything finishes eventually. Usually with death, occasionally something more beautiful. He had tried for as long as he could to delay his beginning. To delay the arrival of whatever form his good thing took. Because naturally, inevitably and near immediately, that good thing would meet its grisly demise.

The good thing had taken the form of a moment of clarity. The end had taken the form of a man with a feathered hat and lofty ideals.

“Heroes and villains are funny things, you know,” he mused. “The best of us imagine that we’re all just people, and people can change. They think that perhaps, given the right motivation, a villain will look upon the world they’ve created and feel regret. Vow to make up for past blunders and dedicate themselves to that fantasy utopia that heroes are so partial to.”

It did surprise Dazai when the villain kept on talking. The documents were a damn target over his heart, and he felt incredibly bare by himself in a way that he wasn’t familiar with.

“My philosophy states that it is the very purpose of a villain to understand why this can never be the case. And others like me, who have seen through the illusion of a soul, must concur. Others such as yourself.”

The man knew a lot about Dazai, it seemed. Or at least believed he did. Someone must have fed the eccentric villain enough information for him to consider Dazai some strange brand of similar. Ango, maybe? It was possible.

“A chameleon could hide for days in a wooded forest without any discernible difference from the trees around it, according to any passerby. It could become the forest, for all an observer would know. Only the chameleon alone is aware of its true nature under the disguise.”

He shifted in his spot. What was the etiquette here? Should he be escaping? Fighting? He had no confidence in his ability to beat the villain one on one. If he was lucky, the speech would go on for so long that some form of backup would have time to arrive. Hadn’t the League even considered such a thing?

“Villains are rather like chameleons in this way. Without malicious intention, but so often simply ill fitting.” His voice suddenly took on a sharper quality. Pointed. A circle of arrows aimed at Dazai’s heart, metal tips gleaming remorselessly. “Heroes will never understand this one, shared characteristic that could make any ignorant passerby the most resolute of villains.”

Dazai felt a shiver run down his spine.

“We can disguise ourselves as much as we like amongst the masses. Give them every reason to believe that we’re like them- or that we could be. They think they’ve witnessed change before, but they only really know its image. The transition from a villain tarnished by misfortune and circ*mstances to a hero gleaming with polished surfaces.”

Dazai couldn’t help but think of Chuuya. Out of the two of them, he had always been a little brighter. The product of life’s cruelties rather than ineffectual from birth. Like him.

This villain somehow possessed a better grasp on his true nature than the classmates he had spent months with at UA.

It was then that Dazai realised something. That it all started clicking into place. There was only one explanation for the villain’s knowledge: someone else removed from the League of Villains was playing a shadowy part in the whole ordeal.

It couldn’t have been Ango who reported back on Dazai to this villain. Because Ango, on some minute level that not even he was really aware of, still believed in Dazai. In that speck of goodness that plagued almost everyone. The possibility of goodness that people simply assume exists within even the most soulless of evil.

This man was suggesting that no matter what, Dazai could never have been anything better than what he was. Not what he had become, but simply what he was. And he was right. It was rare but it was terribly honest and it wasn’t Ango.

So who was it?

“The true villains, though, could live as heroes ad infinitum. Could deceive everyone around them. But truly and deep down, they will always, always be villains. There will always be that sickening twinge of doubt at the edge of every movement. That heavy weight pinning them down to earth. It would be easy to simply pretend to have changed. Or to have been a hero- tarnished to the point of villainy- the whole time. But if one was to think it through, they’d realise there was no point. They would experience no greater fulfilment as a hero than they would have living authentically.”

Through the man’s unchanging mask, he seemed to look Dazai directly in the eyes.

“Because the only person you can never fool is yourself.”

And then it hit him. A wave of admiration and fear and hatred and understanding all at the same time.

It could never have been any different.

He breathed in a sigh.

“Mori-san. Cowering in the bushes isn’t such a good look for you.”

In the Case of UA High School:

T he meeting table was decidedly bleaker than usual, that morning.

“If I may,” the Principal cleared his throat when everyone had settled. A full staff assembly, with every member present and incurably uncomfortable. “I would like to start by explaining the situation as reported by Eraserhead.”

The aforementioned raised his head at the announcement. It marked the first time he had managed to pull his eyes away from the ground since his arrival. Which would have been momentous, if anyone had the energy to categorise it as such. Dark circles stained the skin under his eyes, his cheeks pallid by contrast or otherwise.

“Following the attack of at least eight villains and one Nomu on the first year hero course excursion, fourteen students have been hospitalised and one has been kidnapped.”

A great feeling of failure was almost tangible in the air. Eraserhead dropped his head back into his hands, the movement unique amongst statue-like colleagues. All Might was looking on, signature grin nowhere to be seen.

“The offensive began at around ten thirty in the evening, and ended with the teleportation quirk user known as Kurogiri removing all of the villains and Nomu from the scene at three in the morning. His appearance and the involvement of the Nomu has enabled us to confirm that the culprits were certainly affiliated with the League of Villains. Their objective was likely to cause chaos and public unrest by kidnapping a student and demonstrating their strength as an adversary. Additional motives are being investigated, considering the student in question.”

Given the urgency of the situation at hand, Nedzu had felt it prudent to reveal the nature of Dazai’s connection to the entire staff. It had only ever been a matter of time, really.

He let silence take hold for a moment. Not an attempt to reinforce the gravity of the situation. No- he was sure that everyone had already comprehended that. Just in order to prepare himself for what came next.

“The safety of our student- no matter his associations- is our first priority and number one responsibility. As such, we will unite with the Hero Commission to stage a retrieval mission.” He took a breath. “Tomorrow.”

As expected, a small outbreak of murmurs spread across the table. Nedzu raised a paw.

“I understand that this is sudden, but we cannot afford to leave a pupil in the hands of villains for any longer than is absolutely necessary.”

“As if he wasn’t in the hands of villains before,” someone mumbled. Nedzu valiantly ignored the interruption.

“Thanks to the quick thinking of a student on the trip, we have been able to triangulate the location of the base to a building in Kamino Ward, Yokohama. Yaoyorozu-san used her quirk to place a tracker on the Nomu present, risking serious injury to protect her classmate. The raid will take place tomorrow before sunrise, and we expect the additional aid of the Hero Commission’s forces as well as their inside agent.”

The Principal glanced at the clock above the door. He couldn’t let the meeting drag on; there was a lot of work to be done and not much time to do it in.

“Simultaneously, we will be participating in a news conference. This events holds two merits. Number one: to restore the public’s faith in hero society, and assure them that we are doing our utmost to protect our students. Number two: to serve as a red herring. On the broadcast, we shall announce our raid for the following day, thus allowing us the leniency of surprise.”

Did it strike Nedzu as strange that the League of Villains’ base was located in Yokohama, a city entirely under the control of the Port Mafia? Absolutely. Did the quirk-utilised kidnapping of Dazai Osamu- a nullification quirk user- seem odd? Very much so. Did he have the ominous feeling that he was walking right into a trap? Unfortunately.

But there wasn’t very much that could be done about it. Sometimes, even the most intelligent of gamblers were forced to rely on a roll of the dice.

In the Case of the Port Mafia:

I t was close enough to taste.

A lesser man might have lost sight of his overarching aims, by now. Ever since Mori had enrolled Double Black in that Godforsaken school, twists and turns had become commonplace in the once smooth road to success. More trouble than it was worth, that school. But finally, finally paying off.

The ever secretive Sensei would lure All Might in with his precious student, and then trap him like a helpless beast in a cage. He would deplete the power of the number one hero, freeing Yokohama from the shackles of hero society entirely.

It was true that there were a few too many vague, misty sections in the plan for Mori’s taste. ‘How’s and ‘what’s and ‘why’s left unanswered. But he supposed that was the price one paid for working with the nation’s most powerful super villain. A distinct air of distrust.

Standing before the expansive window of his office, Mori gazed out on the view of the city. His city. A familiar skyline stretching out into the distance: Ferris wheel creaking to life at the edge of the port. First and foremost, this was the purpose of the Port Mafia. To protect their fine little corner of the earth. And to rule over it.

Mori was as dedicated to his job as any artist in a spell of passion could claim to be.

Sending Dazai off with the League in those woods had been a good decision. A neat tie to secure the package. Deliver the final endgame he had been impatient for over the past few months. He was safe in the hands of Mori’s half-allies, and he’d be safe in the hands of the heroes, should their plans go awry and end up with the triumph of good.

Dazai was a useful agent, after all. Smart, talented, obedient when it came down to it. Not to mention, the witness that had cemented Mori’s control over the Port Mafia not too long ago. He was still necessary.

It helped, Mori mused, strolling towards his chair with unhurried steps, that the boy had reaffirmed his allegiance to the Port Mafia with his decisions in the forest. Chuuya may have been swaying dangerously between the moral boundaries, but Dazai had always been able to see clearly. Had always known his place.

He had been ‘kidnapped’ flawlessly. Really, it had been a wonderfully realistic show. Leaving no room for questioning or doubt. All Might would be on the scene within the next twenty four hours. Mori was certain of it. And that was when the grand finale would finally begin.

In the Case of the Hero Commission:

T he Assistant Manager of Communications had been inundated with calls since the early hours of the morning. It was the same across the whole East Tokyo branch, to be exact. UA had- in the classic manner of an organisation with something to hide- released their statement on the attack at four AM. Rather than lessening coverage of the event, however, this had only spurred the tirade of public outrage against them. And by extension, hero society.

Bent over his desk, the assistant manager wiped a hand across his forehead, mopping up the sweat that had gathered there before it could drip onto his crisp suit jacket. The telephone had been ringing incessantly for hours. At some point, he had given up answering. Every finished conversation was just replaced with another one moments afterwards.

And none of the callers had anything unique to say. Just the same old questions about the safety of the citizens, the strength of the notorious League, angry diatribes about the failure of UA to protect their students, as if he could do anything about it. The sounds all coalesced and gathered in his ears until he could barely stand it.

That same chirpy trill, multiplied across thirty odd telephones. That same increasingly pained greeting, echoing soullessly.

The assistant manger checked his wristwatch. A pretty, silver thing that his wife had bought him before the divorce. He didn’t feel any lingering affection towards her- beautiful though she had been- and only really wore her watch for practical purposes.

Today, however, the sight of the watch bought him no small portion of joy. The hands specifically were what delighted him. They showed five minutes to the hour; it was finally a reasonable time to leave the merciless calamity of the communications department and venture cross-site to the general manager meeting. An occasion that he (a mere assistant manager) had started to sit in on since his superior handed in his two month notice.

Usually, he dreaded these meetings and the frankly insane musings often applauded in them. Musings that the assistant manager had always assumed were only said rather than acted upon. The Rimbaud case had shattered any such assumptions. This time, he all but leapt out of his leather chair in relief, nodding to a couple of jealous coworkers.

He wasn’t the first to arrive. Probably an ode to similarly unpleasant experiences across the other departments. People didn’t often arrive places early, the Assistant Manager had found, unless given suitable incentive or a worse alternative.

“Good afternoon all.”

The room quietened in seconds. Any sound at all was prone to bouncing off the clear, white walls and making private conversations notably less private in the absence of other discussion.

“As all of those valued enough by the Commission to be invited into this room must know, UA have faced another attack by the League of Villains while outside school grounds. Naturally, we must act as a pillar of support, aid and guidance to not only our colleagues at UA, but also wider society. Hero culture has endured a number of big hits in recent months- the likes of which we haven’t seen since the rise of All Might. We must each continue to advocate for the many successes of the world we live in.”

And- in many ways- control. He didn’t say.

“In order to fulfil these roles, the personnel department have already contacted some of our strongest partners. Kamui Woods and Best Jeanist as well as a locally based heroics agency will participate in the offensive raid we plan to stage with UA early tomorrow morning. In addition, we shall provide backup in the form of support equipment and the expertise of one of our undercover agents.”

A sweep of assent passed over the audience. Of course, it all sounded great in theory. But rather a lot of detail had been carefully omitted, the Assistant Manager noticed. It wasn’t his place to comment, though.

“Of course, the attack was a tragedy for our community. However, as every cloud has a silver lining, it also presents us with an opportunity.”

He winced at the lack of subtlety. Surely, a second of the speaker’s time could have been spared for the trauma of children.

But ignoring the final faux pas, the Assistant Manager had largely been able to stomach the meeting up until that point. Rather boring in a logistical sort of way, maybe, but tactful and generally tolerable. It was never going to last.

“Tomorrow, we in the Hero Commission will be fighting for two causes. The protection of civilians and those at war beside us, and the annihilation of evil. Some of you may be thinking that such an ideal is simple enough to achieve, or will happen by itself. But do not let yourself be fooled- this case may not be as cut and dry as you’d imagine.”

The speaker paced to the other side of the room, watching his listeners with passionate eyes. It was hard not to meet his gaze. To do anything other than what was expected of you.

“After some prodding, UA has informed us that the ‘kidnapped’,” he sneered at the word, “student in question and one other classmate are affiliated with the Port Mafia. May I remind you that the League’s base is right in the heart of Yokohama? A location they would never have had access to if not for collaboration with that same anti-hero criminal organisation.”

Finally, his words seemed to stoke some sort of reaction. Perhaps the undercurrent of disagreement penetrating the room just demonstrated how far the speaker had pushed his cause.

“What are you suggesting?”

It was a woman who spoke up. The Assistant Manager applauded her courage, although she did seem to represent the general opinion. She might have been one of the system engineering managers, but he couldn’t say for sure.

“I’m suggesting that this supposed ‘kidnapping’ is a fake,” the speaker replied without hesitation. His tone was clipped- an obvious attempt to conceal his annoyance at being questioned. “Even if it isn’t, it shouldn’t matter.”

He turned to address the room again.

“Tomorrow, the Hero Commission aims to annihilate evil. With both the League of Villains and the Port Mafia gathered in one place, it’s the perfect opportunity. We’ll take them out in one fell swoop. All of them.”

The Assistant Manager couldn’t help but bring a hand to his stomach. To comfort the storm of unease brewing there.

“You can’t be referring to the students in the Port Mafia, can you? They’re just children.”

The woman, again. Bolder.

“They’re villains. Their deaths will serve the greater good.”

In the Case of the Armed Detective Agency:

P retty typical of the Hero Commission.”

When Kunikida glanced behind him, he found Yosano with her arms crossed and her nose wrinkled in distaste.

“Their obsession with broadcasting their achievements to the world, no matter how insignificant and sparse those achievements may be?”

She snorted.

“I was talking about how they refuse to acknowledge us as heroes until they need our help. But that too.”

Kunikida nodded, ponderously, before turning back to the screen before them. The entire agency was crowded around his desk, meticulously laid out as ever. Case files sorted neatly into trays and a pot of refillable pens on one corner. More specifically, they had taken an interest in the monitor on the centre of the table. And even more specifically, the email displayed on it, forwarded from President f*ckuzawa.

It was brief with a longer document attached to explain the details. But what was already visible had made quite an impact, considering the unfamiliar sobriety in the air. God, Kunikida never thought a day would come when he would resent the quiet so intensely.

Dear President f*ckuzawa Yukichi,

I imagine that you have already heard the news regarding the League of Villains’ kidnapping of a UA student. As a licensed heroics agency under the authority of the Hero Commission, the presence of your employees is expected at the retaliatory offensive planned for tomorrow morning.

A full schedule and more information is supplied on the document attached. However, there are several points that I have pulled out to highlight.

The first: we understand that the League of Villains are likely collaborating with the Port Mafia, as suggested by the League’s base being located in central Yokohama. I hope this sheds some light on why the Armed Detective Agency have been individually contacted.

The second: UA have confirmed that the kidnapped student- Dazai Osamu- is a member of the Port Mafia. I will allow you to draw your own conclusions about the nature of this ‘kidnapping’ with your abilities as detectives.

Do not hesitate to reply if you have any questions.

Regards,

Head Manager of the Personnel Department, Hero Commission

“The Port Mafia. A member of the f*cking Port Mafia,” Tanizaki parroted, tone coloured by disbelief. He ran a hand through his hair. “sh*t. He completely deceived us all.”

“Language,” Kunikida replied, distracted. It didn’t sit right with him, somehow. The supposed simplicity of it all. Or maybe that was denial talking. He felt strangely calm, though. Rather than bursting with anger, he was closer to the still surface of a pond.

The President had entered the main office, at some point. For once, no one had moved to greet him.

“But it’s not like we’ve had any trouble with the Port Mafia since he left. Maybe- maybe he didn’t have any bad intentions.”

Naomi had that look in her eye. The one that made Kunikida want to believe in her.

“Don’t be so naive, Naomi! They’re biding their f*cking time!”

“Language.”

It was probably the first time any of them had seen Tanizaki so incensed. Usually wrapped in the calmest of facades, like the falling snow that his quirk so artfully mirrored. Naomi’s eyes were blown wide. She and Tanizaki- as a rule- didn’t fight.

After a second, betrayal radiating off him in waves, Tanizaki stormed out the door. It slammed behind him, swinging back and forth on its hinges. Leaving an awkward silence in his wake.

“Let him cool off,” f*ckuzawa finally spoke. His deep voice always commanded attention.

“In regards to the offensive tomorrow, I feel that the Hero Commission has made their distaste towards Dazai-kun quite clear. Speaking plainly, I do not trust them to stage a simple rescue mission. People from both sides will be caught in the crossfire between the Hero Commission and the League of Villains. I would like to hear your thoughts on the situation before making any decisions.”

Silence. And then a sigh. Yosano took the lead, hesitantly.

“Honestly? I’m pissed. Of course I’m pissed. We had to find out from the Hero Commission of all assholes that the kid we willingly invited into our agency and trusted with sensitive information is our immediate enemy. And that sneaky brat is no better.” She fingered her butterfly clip, the golden sheen bright in the daylight. “But Naomi-san is right. He doesn’t seem to have actually done anything with the information. His target was probably someone within UA rather than us. And for a second there, he was one of us.”

A thought occurred to Kunikida, once Yosano had finished.

“Wasn’t it you who pushed for inviting Dazai-kun to the agency in the first place, Ranpo-san?”

The accused had been fidgeting in his chair since he’d sat on it. If one could call his spread out sprawl of a pose ‘sitting’. He appeared impossibly bored by the whole conversation, transfixed by his attempts to balance one of Kunikida’s pens on its cap, instead.

“What say you?”

Ranpo sighed in a way that suggested this was all very tedious and not remotely important.

“This is it, everyone,” he started, somewhat unenthusiastically. “The Big Bang we’ve all been waiting for. No matter what insignificant players like us choose to do, everything is going to blow up.”

Finally, he gave up on the pen, and raised his eyes. When Kunikida met them, he was startled to find them deadly serious.

“To dumb it down for you, your choice here is meaningless in the grand scheme of things. So just fight in a way you won’t regret.”

In the Case of Nakahara Chuuya:

A rahabaki had been loud, lately.

The kind of loud that would usually have him sneaking out their apartment at three in the morning to Memorial park. The kind of loud that would have him reaching for Dazai just a touch too frequently.

Now, he did neither of these things. He let the beast roar.

Things had been a bit of a blur since the villains dispersed from the forest and a team of rescue heroes arrived to assist the tidy up. Extinguishing ashen trees, charred and twisting but just clinging to life. Handing out gas masks and carting the injured off to hospital. The puss*cats were some of the first in surgery, save for a stunned Mandalay.

Some of his classmates needed a checkup as well- Shouji and Yaoyorozu most notably, but blood and bruises were no rare sight. So all of them were dragged along with the injured while the teachers took stock of the damage. All of them except one.

Chuuya couldn’t f*cking believe it.

That last moment had been something out of a nightmare. No- that would have made it a little better. It was a scenario he’d never once envisioned. Never once considered. And that only made it so much more heart wrenching when it pierced reality like a dagger through the chest. He still couldn’t quite accept it.

Dazai. Cruel, inhuman, untouchable, unearthly Dazai. Tainted by something as natural and mundane as a f*cking quirk. It was like a joke. Chuuya honestly couldn’t explain it and, in the admittedly unintelligible frenzy of his mind, didn’t particularly care to. Maybe it was magic or something. Why f*cking not.

He had been this close. His fingertips bushing the masked bastard’s cape. Its slippery fabric cold against his skin. Dazai enclosed in a marble in his hand. It was a pretty thing, actually. Sea blue and almost radiant, in what appeared to be a crude mockery of No Longer Human.

Now, though, he couldn’t linger on his anger and guilt and frustration. On the empty space by his side. He had a job to do.

It was Jirou who had tipped him off. Possibly in an awkward attempt to console him over something inconsolable. About Yaoyorozu’s plan to track the Nomu back to its base. Chuuya didn’t know if it would work. If it already had. But he’d be dammed before giving up on it.

Because of course he was going after Dazai. That wasn’t even a question; it had been the answer from the beginning. Maybe the heroes were searching for him now, or planning their own rescue mission. It didn’t matter. Simply leaving things in the ever incapable hands of others was the lazy decision of a fool. And that was assuming that incompetence alone would hinder their mission. Considering the unpleasant truths behind the Hero Commission, Chuuya doubted that such an assumption could be made.

Gripping the cold handle, Chuuya cracked open the door to Yaoyorozu’s hospital room. It was a small, private one- courtesy of UA- containing only the bed and an empty rack for the nurses’ usage. The edge of something metallic was digging unpleasantly into his forearm.

“Chuuya-kun,” Yaoyorozu greeted as he walked in. She was sat up under the covers, hair landing in a shadowy black mass across her shoulders. Clearly much healthier after Recovery Girl’s visit. Chuuya was glad, briefly. Then he banished the thought.

With a light click, the door swung closed behind him. A moment of stillness.

Then, in one swift, practised motion, he it- the scalpel- drop from the folds of his sleeve. It slid into his hand, and he immediately brought it to Yaoyorozu’s throat.

(It wasn’t a weapon, really. Just a tool he had swiped from an empty operating room. Wiped the fresh blood off on his trousers before concealing it in his shirt. Who knows, maybe it had been the blood of one of his classmates).

She didn’t speak. Only gawked up at him. Face ashen white- almost as pale as the hospital sheets around her. She was searching his eyes for something, he thought, but didn’t seem to find it.

“You tracked the Nomu, didn’t you?”

He held the scalpel firmly but at a cautious distance. He couldn’t get careless and start raising unnecessary questions.

“Yes.” Her voice was shaky. Her lips barely moved to form the word. Chuuya swallowed the regret.

“Where did it go?”

She was quiet a second too long. Chuuya rotated the scalpel in such a way that it flashed under the bright ceiling lights.

“Kamino Ward. An abandoned bar in Kamino Ward. But Chuuya-kun, you don’t have to-”

A knock on the door. They both froze. Yaoyorozu twisted to look at him uncomfortably, still painfully weary of the sharp object in his grip. Lips set in a hard line and breaths shallow, she said nothing. All but handing the decision over to Chuuya. (He was glad that the heart monitor in one corner of the room was unplugged, because it would have been beeping like a fire alarm).

He wasn’t sure what she expected of him; was she simply scared to speak against his wishes? Or did she hope to show Chuuya her misplaced trust in him? Either way, it didn’t matter. He’d gotten what he came here for.

Whisking the scalpel back up his sleeve, he stepped away from the bed and assumed a more casual lean against the wall. His features weren’t doing what he wanted them to, but it’s not like he was under suspicion or anything.

“Come in,” Yaoyorozu finally said, having taken another moment to steady her voice. It only half worked.

And they did. A line of them practically traipsed in, each displaying a slightly different concoction of surprise, pleasure and worry when they took note of him. It was a sight for sore eyes, and it all felt quite ridiculous given the situation. By the time the five of them had entered, the room was almost too packed to breathe in. Midoriya, followed by Atsushi, Uraraka and Todoroki. Eventually joined by Bakugou, slightly unexpectedly. The latter was eyeing Chuuya in a way that he didn’t recognise. There was no trace of that brash rivalry, nor the sharper, clearer gaze he had started receiving recently.

Midoriya sent him a sheepish smile from his awkward pose between the bed and the door. God, was it really the time for social niceties?

They told him their plan, after that. Some hopeful, vague flurry of ideas about rescuing Dazai from the clutches of the League. Chuuya probably should have been thankful for their suggestion. Clearly, his classmates were competent enough against the League, having survived altercations before. They were aiming to avoid any confrontation as well; their goal was purely to save Dazai. All very noble.

He might have taken them up on their offer, in another universe. In this one, he warned them off it in the strongest way possible that didn’t actually involve taking out the scalpel. He couldn’t entirely justify why. Arahabaki’s presence in his mind was making him delirious.

It didn’t matter. He was retrieving Dazai alone. Tonight.

Dazai Osamu and the Vanguard Action Squad (Part 2)

M ori-san. Cowering in the bushes isn’t such a good look for you.”

He emerged, then. The picture of elegance, stained only by the barest hint of a frown.

“Waiting would be a more appropriate term. Mr. Compress here is rather a fan of dramatic flair.

It was Mori. It had always been Mori. Plucking at the strings of his life from the shadows. Forcing the end upon him even before its natural dawning.

Mr. Compress laughed, his mask unfaltering against the vibrations.

“I believe it’s time we put our plan into action, Mori-san,” he announced, with a delighted flick of his cane. There really was something quite grotesque about the two standing next to each other. Compress, in all his circus-esque glory and Mori, drenched in black.

“I believe it is,” the other replied. They both turned to Dazai.

(He could tell, from the unconcerned tones and the complexity of the fire and the gas. This wasn’t about the documents. This was something else. Something more subtle. Something that needed labyrinths of smoke and mirrors to divert attention before the final, show-stopping number).

“As you know, Dazai-kun, the Port Mafia and the League of Villains have discovered some common ground of late. That common ground being the defeat of hero society. Specifically, the defeat of All Might.”

Dazai nodded, face carefully blank.

“I do not doubt that you already know what I am about to tell you, but to lure out a leader, one must utilise his people.”

And there it was. The final stand, beginning with him. He should probably feel honoured. He actually felt a little sick.

“You want me to act as bait for All Might? Isn’t that going to be a little… on the nose? UA are well aware of my actual identity.”

Mori laughed, almost mockingly. Humouring him.

“It’s unimportant. Hero society has taken enough blows to its reputation lately. The symbol of peace cannot simply abandon a student in their time of need. You’ll be taken to the League’s base in Kamino Ward by Mr. Compress, here.” He took a pause, expression tight. “Chuuya-kun has just happened upon the Nomu keeping the students separated from us, so I imagine their fight will only last another two minutes. He’s rather desperate to get to you, you know. You’ll have to take your leave before then.”

Dazai ignored the mention of Chuuya. It could only have been meant to unsettle him.

Mr. Compress bowed his head, top hat pitching forwards.

“Our base is rather a cosy place. I’m sure you’ll enjoy your stay,” he trilled.

Dazai suppressed a sigh.

There were a couple of options here. And a big picture, of which the final component dangled just out of his grasp. Following Mori was clearly the correct move. The move that planted him easily and smoothly on the triumphant side. He had the documents. He had a damn royal flush. He had the winning hand and Mori was all but calling the game.

“How, exactly, do you plan to defeat the number one hero in combat?”

Mr. Compress dismissed him with an uncaring gesture. His confidence was jarring.

“All in good time.”

It should have been immediate. The decision to join them. The instinct, as an employee, to follow the boss’ orders. And it would have been right. So why did he feel so uneasy? Like he was betraying something sacred? Maybe it was because of Chuuya’s missing presence beside him in what should have been a team decision. He felt rather isolated without him. Being alone had never been so uncomfortable.

He thought for a moment. And then he made up his mind. Ultimately, the idea came to him suddenly, leaving the future sealed. It started like this:

“Understood.” He tilted his head, as if puzzling over something. “In fact, I know a way to make this even more convincing.”

Smirking with that angular contraction of the lips- too unnatural to be spontaneous- Mori shifted in the blue-ish light. A small commotion from Dazai’s classmates only a clearing away almost drowned out his words.

“An enthusiasm befitting my most trusted agent.”

Dazai ignored the comment. Complimentary bordering on a sarcastic jab.

“Recently, I’ve obtained a modicum of control over my quirk. I can pause it. Probably. Just for a second or two. But it should be long enough for Mr. Compress to use his ability on me. I can only nullify it when it’s being channeled, not when it’s taken on a physical form.”

Mori stared at him. A contemplative expression clear across his features.

“How long have you been working on that?”

Dazai only shrugged. They may be on the same side, for now, but he wasn’t going to lay all his cards on the table.

“We’ll wait for the students to return, and then put everything into motion. Stage it like a real kidnapping, with witnesses. There’ll be no doubt about it. Whether or not UA believe in the validity of the situation, the public certainly will. They’ll have to bring their best.”

Toying idly with a marble in his unblemished glove, Mr. Compress’ eyes seemed to glint through his mask. Of course, it may have just been a trick of the light, as these things tended to be.

“Sensei will be pleased. He’s been rather adamant that this all goes off without a hitch.”

So they waited. And waited. And it did.

Only, Dazai felt a twinge of regret when right at the front of a desperate, battle-bruised entourage, running on battered legs for his sake, was a painfully familiar face.

“Dazai!”

A second without No Longer Human. The inexplicable sensation of everything exploding and contracting simultaneously. Then, blackness.

Notes:

Alright I’m ngl I wrote that one in a weird order and changed my mind a lot so please don’t hesitate to comment if something is confusing or unclear.
Also I really need to chill with the italics because nothing confuses the AO3 writing function more.

But yes!! sh*t is going down!! The end is nye. Literally so excited for the ending it’s going to be a wild one.

Chapter 28: Ego

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu and the Secret History

Y okohama had never felt so alien.

Which was an unexpected revelation for several reasons. The first being that to Dazai, practically everywhere was alien. Or at least, nowhere was home. He had lived in Yokohama- even visiting Kamino Ward on occasion- for his whole life, but it had never once been anything more than the backdrop. A setting upon which he could spin characters and stories into a plot of his own devising. Yokohama was establishing the scene. And then tearing it down (tearing down all of hero society). Yokohama was a belief. It was a hatred. Sometimes, when people could stand each other long enough to agree on anything, it was a political movement.

But it was not a home.

Maybe it had been to Chuuya. And others, who saw it as more than somewhere to exist as time flowed by. Who could recognise the rush of wind past the harbour like the voice of an old friend. Who might smile and linger in their spot whenever the shadow of the Ferris wheel brushed against them. But to Dazai, Yokohama was a city like any other. For it to feel particularly uncomfortable at any point was inconceivable because to an extent, it was always uncomfortable.

Somehow, this dark, dingy bar in an unassuming block in Kamino Ward made Yokohama seem more alien than ever.

It could have been any number of things. The ceiling lights hindered by blown bulbs, casting the dimmest of glows. So ineffective that only the vague outlines of furniture could really be made out. Any windows barred up- although Dazai had no idea whether it would even be daytime outside.

The general gloom of the place couldn’t have helped, either. Yokohama was happening by nature. People always in a rush, weaving amongst red brick and traffic lights to reach their destination that little bit quicker. This bar had once been abandoned; the miserable decoration, cold chill and even unattended smell of the place made such a history undeniable. It stood out quite disturbingly against the general buzz of the city. With or without its minimal furnishings. A couple of barstools and a depleted supply of alcohol- half finished spirits, mainly. A scrappy sofa and a television that was more fossil than machine. Even a rat infested hovel was still considered abandoned without the presence of a human, Dazai supposed.

The television was clearly a point of contention in the room. Only a crackling static could be seen on the screen, no image visible beneath the heavy pixelation. A figure was hunched over the console, punching erratically at the controls.

And yes, the largest source of Dazai’s unease was obvious. The villains.

Rather a charged sort of tension had penetrated the room. Spurred on by the silence and the situation all at once. They were existing in a slightly dangerous balance. Just steady enough to resist the pull of gravity, but not to remain perfectly stable. The subtle back and forth shifts could have broken a weaker man. The agitated state of armistice that they had each been forced into. A term too narrow and precise to truly fit the circ*mstances.

Kurogiri was the closest to unaffected. Which seemed to be a rather insistent trait of his. Stood behind the bar counter in his ever spotless suit, mixing what few fluids remained with a practised hand. Dazai could still remember the wispy sensation of that black mist enveloping his fingers back at the USJ. The bartender was anything but a human.

Two patrons were sipping at Kurogiri’s concoctions, the experimental blends ugly in their sophisticated champagne flutes. Dabi grimaced a little as he took another swig, but seemed happy to continue torturing himself anyway. The slam of his glass against the marble counter and Kurogiri’s answering tuts of disapproval was a much needed nod to normality.

“Try extending the antenna. That little bitch is always shrinking over night. I’m on your f*cking case, Meryl.”

Why, exactly, Dabi had decided to name the television antenna ‘Meryl’ was a mystery to Dazai. But the others seemed to find it reasonable enough, and Toga- who was jamming random buttons in an attempt to clear up the static- started work on her instead.

“I think-” she broke off her sentence, tongue between her lips with a more violently clenched jaw than implied concentration, “I think that’s it.”

She backed away a couple of steps, still dressed in her bloodied school uniform from the raid. It was sick, really. Dazai had to suppress a laugh at the thought. The League of Villains was really living up to its name, stupid though that name may be.

And sure enough, that was it. The blotchy shapes joined together in a rather fascinating sort of pattern, groups merging until the entire screen was filled by one big patch. Then, the patch began to sharpen at the edges and morph into something recognisable. A scene opened up. Only the occasional ripple passed over the image, with nothing else to suggest it had ever been anything but perfect.

“Nicely done, Toga Himiko,” Kurogiri supplied from the bar. She sent him a manic smile in return- stretched almost unnaturally at the cheeks. Then, she scurried back to the couch to join an applauding Mr. Compress and an agitated Shigaraki Tomura.

“The UA news conference. Led by first year teachers Eraserhead and Present Mic to reassure the public and maintain the school’s reputation.”

Shigaraki was one of the most immediately insane individuals Dazai had ever met.

Which was saying a lot, because Dazai knew more than his fair share of people with a screw loose. People driven to madness by the burdens of life, too piled up and settled to ever really be dismantled in the way that they needed to. The Port Mafia, for one, was full of lunatics. Many of which were probably further gone than Shigaraki, but none so clearly and unequivocally upon first glance.

Nail marks. Over every bare inch of skin. That was what Dazai noticed first. Before the mottled, lifeless hands clinging to his face and arms in mock desperation. Before the gaunt pallor of his cheeks and splitting ends of his hair. Red rakes tracking across his body like some sort of horrific tattoo. They would have been impermanent, had he not been scratching over them even as he spoke. Claws ripping the flesh of his neck without a care. Dribbles of blood bursting out from the seems. No one said a word about it, and his own tone was perfectly composed.

“It’s pathetic to watch. The public can see clearly, now. The heroes are incompetent, and they will be considered so until they retrieve their lost student- it’s the unavoidable conclusion.”

Shigaraki was a dangerous combination of insane and intelligent. Or at least, that was what Dazai could glean from his comments. No lengths were too far for people like him. A quality that Dazai had always admired. He decided, then, that Shigaraki was someone to be observed closely.

From the bead of sweat dripping down Eraserhead’s forehead to the ever-harsher questions of the reporters, anyone could see that Shigaraki was correct. The public was angry. They felt deceived, now that the facade of a perfect, utopian hero society had been stripped away. The belief that no matter what, good would always triumph. It was the first time Dazai had witnessed such clear resentment towards a hero (underground or otherwise) since his time in Yokohama. And maybe he was a citizen of Yokohama at heart, because something like a sick satisfaction had already crawled up to the corners of his mouth.

“I never thought the public would be so receptive to our actions.”

Quiet but audible. Almost contemplative.

Ango had been staring at him since he had entered the base. Expression perfecy neutral, but somehow unable to tear his gaze away. Dazai didn’t waste time wondering what he was thinking. Ango had pulled through for him, in some ways. Dazai wasn’t sure whether he had told anyone about the documents. Probably not with any certainty, considering the League’s silence on the topic. Dazai wasn’t about to go questioning his motives, whether they be guilt, a misplaced kinship or something else entirely. It didn’t matter.

He’d much prefer to simply ignore the librarian as he stood behind the sofa. And a part of Dazai had never stopped wishing him pain.

It didn’t matter.

He couldn’t hold the confrontation off forever. If he wanted enough time to implement his own plans, he would have to speed things along. So he started slowly. Saying what they wanted to hear. Took an experimental tone. Arrogantly amiable. A partner at the top.

“The public is just another word for the middle ground. Those who have no allegiance to either side. Naturally, the public are always trying to clamber up. Get in with the winners.” Dazai shifted in his seat. All eyes were on him. “It’s no wonder that as the ladder revolves, they’re on the search for the new ‘up’.”

Dazai wasn’t entirely sure what his place was here, but no one told him to stop talking. In fact, Shigaraki let out a breathy laugh.

“It is something of a revolution, isn’t it?”

Strapped tightly into a chair in the centre of the room, Dazai was something between an accomplice and a prisoner. Mori’s alliance held strong here- even without his physical presence- and the League wouldn’t lay a finger on him. In the short term, it held no benefit to them anyway. He was only chained in, Kurogiri had politely explained, to give the illusion of a real kidnapping. The bands around his wrists and ankles were firm but not uncomfortable. Still, Dazai didn’t love the idea of being completely powerless. Although thankfully, no equipment- even quirk restrictors- could nullify his No Longer Human.

Akutagawa slipped into the room in the silence that followed. Lounging by the door. Dazai hadn’t missed the boy’s expressions of interest in him. The strange, often inexplicable fancies of the human mind were by no means something to gloss over. Sometimes, the strongest friendships could be built on intuition alone.

The villains seemed content to bask in the chatter from the conference. Almost as if the stammering of the heroes was a reward in itself.

It gave Dazai a moment to finish his inspection of the base. Ironically calm against the flurry of activity on the television. He didn’t want to seem too obviously analytical when the attention was centred on him.

The final occupant of the room shocked him a little- quiet until then- but he still schooled his lips into a line of indifference.

Hawks.

Chuuya’s missing mentor. Perched at a bar stool. His gaudy wings and hero costume- though more subdued than many other spandex ensembles- comedic in the setting. He was the other recipient of one of Kurogiri’s drinks. Unlike Dabi’s, his remained untouched.

Well, the hero certainly stuck out like a sore thumb. Dazai could only guess at what Shigaraki had been thinking when he invited a clear enemy into his lair. Maybe there was some sort of strategy there. Hawks could become an unwilling double agent if the League played it right. More likely, though, he was just the answer to an audaciously posed challenge.

The Hero Commission had thrown Hawks at Shigaraki like a handicap. A ‘take him if you dare’. To turn him away would have been the wise decision. But Shigaraki was smart, not wise. For all his merits, maturity still alluded him. He had accepted the hindrance like a child might accept a risky dare. Dazai could only wonder whether such an oversight would lead to his downfall.

And with that, the scene was all but set. The location established (Yokohama, more impersonal than ever before) and the characters riveted to their spots around the stage. As if simply waiting for their queues to burst into life and noise. Actors in the wings. It was time for Dazai to finally begin what he’d come here for.

Patience, as ever, would be paramount.

“They’re making a real mess of this.” Appearance was important here. A little incredulous. A lot unimpressed.

Mr. Compress responded, tone as gracious as ever.

“Is that so?”

Shigaraki’s attention on him was heavy. People like him were in or out. The first impression meant everything, and there was no room for error. Really, the kind of perilous game that Dazai had always thrived in. Toeing the line. Playing both sides.

He tilted his head. As if he was thinking while he spoke. As if his fully drafted script was no more than the jotted notes of improvisation.

“The heroes are speaking like they’ve won already. They began the tournament as the seasoned favourites, and now they’ve grown complacent. No matter how much evidence is revealed, bit by bit, to suggest otherwise, they’ll still truly believe that there’s only one ending to all this. The triumph of good.” He shrugged as much as he could while bounded by the straps. “That’s the nature of confirmation bias. They’re so certain that this well established version of society will remain that they’re able to block out all the mounting signs of change. From a psychological standpoint, it’s almost impossible for them to truly fear a revolution.”

He had sparked Shigaraki’s interest. The sudden pause of nails on skin served to prove it. The small victory was a much needed encouragement, and gave Dazai the propellant to ignore Ango’s questioning gaze.

“It’s rather a defining characteristic of hero society. Carelessness born from the vanity of success. Resting on their previous laurels and assuming that no one will ever rise to challenge them,” Shigaraki replied, voice saturated with hatred. “Good’s greatest evil lies in its ego.”

Dazai nodded along. He didn’t need Shigaraki to trust him, or anything so extreme. Just to accept him as player rather than Mori’s obedient little pawn.

“It’s because of this undeserved certainty that the public are losing faith. Rather than thinking of themselves in a position of stability, the heroes should remember just how loose their hold has grown. Passion, strength and change appeal to a fearful public. Not empty words and the casual reassurances of the deceptive leader.”

Mid-swig of his dwindling drink, Dabi coughed out a hoarse laugh. Dazai wasn’t entirely sure whether his throat was as burnt and shrivelled as the rest of his skin or if his plights to speak while swallowing was the issue.

“Calm it with the monologues, kid. Some of us are trying to watch TV.”

“Good’s greatest evil is its ego. I guess evil’s greatest evil is its obsession with monologues.”

Raising his glass, Dabi sent him a slightly deranged half-smile. “I’ll drink to that.”

Shigaraki was still looking at him with that strange edge. As if he was seeing him in a new light. It had started well, certainly, but he would still have to be careful. Becoming over confident now could only ever end in disaster.

It was time- It had been for a while now-to truly get to the bottom of it all. Ever since joining UA, things about himself and things about others that he had been certain of showed themselves to be more volatile than he had initially thought. Duplicitous and without the solid foundations that he had simply assumed the existence of. The whole situation made a deep, intrinsic discomfort curl at the base of his spine. It was Odasaku’s fault, probably. For even planting those seeds of doubt in the first place.

“Do you think people are born evil, Dazai Osamu?”

The question came from Kurogiri, wiping down the bar absentmindedly. Accusations hardly disguised as questions continued pulsing out from the reporters on television, and Dazai could hear the corners of Eraserhead’s voice become gradually rougher. As if the violent words were blunting once clean cut edges.

“I’d imagine some of them are. Born irredeemable. Black to the soul. And some are born good. But most are somewhere in the middle, and some are born outside of the equation entirely.”

For the first time, Ango spoke. Colder than their meeting at the cemetery, warmer than their previous rendezvous at the archives.

“Can anyone be born outside of good and evil?” He pushed his glasses up on his nose. The glow of the television screen casting a ghostly sheen over his face.

“A few can. In the same way that androgynous beauty exists outside of gender. Complete darkness exists outside of colour. Infinity exists outside of numbers. Humans love to categorise things, but these types and groups we devise aren’t real. They have no physical form; they’re unauthentically manufactured based on observed similarities. Social constructs, if you like. Of course they’re going to be imperfect.”

He could hear the rustle of feathers. Hawks turning to look at him. He wondered what kind of moral dilemma the hero could be mulling over.

“Something will always slip through the cracks,” he finished. Confident. Matter of fact. The straps on the chair had started to block his circulation a little. Kurogiri had moved on to rearranging the bottles on the shelf.

“And I suppose you’d consider yourself that ‘something’,” Shigaraki said, voice verging on amusem*nt. He wasn’t breaking skin with each rake of nails down his arm anymore. The movement had evolved to the mere ghost of a touch.

“No,” he replied. “I’d consider you that something.”

It really was like conversing with a small child. Make them feel special. Show them that you can see them how they see themselves. For all his deliciously devious traits, Shigaraki was as simple as anyone else at his core.

“You don’t think Tomura-kun is just wicked at heart? He’ll be upset,” Toga said, beaming. Dazai was glad that at least someone was enjoying their sharp back and fourth.

“Shut up,” Shigaraki snapped. He was their leader, but didn’t seem to be above them, as such. Closer to the designated captain of the team than the coach. Endowed with official responsibilities but without the gravitas of the external supervisor. It made Dazai wonder about their true leader’s attitude. The creator, who ruled over the League from the shadows. Would they be similarly brash? Or would it be their thoughtfulness that stands them apart from any other thug.

“I think that Shigaraki-san is fighting for a cause that extends beyond the boundaries of societally enforced ethics.” Addressing him respectfully would work in Dazai’s favour. Make him feel important. “It’s not about the good and evil of it all. It’s about the balancing of the scales. It’s about justice.”

Well, it was really about vengeance. Inflicting pain onto those he blamed for whatever minimally unfortunate past he must have endured. But Dazai couldn’t exactly say that and expect to keep his head at the end of it.

Hawks whistled, appreciatively. “Seriously, do they teach a class in rousing speeches at UA?”

Dazai could tell that he was trying very hard to act unaffected.

Only a news anchor speaking to the camera could be heard for a few moments. Asking question upon question about the state of the world. Whether it can stand up against a volley of attacks as it is. They were rhetorical, but more in a ‘no one knows’ way than an ‘everyone knows’ way. Eventually, Shigaraki picked the remote up from the side table. A compact, grey thing with only a couple of faded buttons. He pressed one, and the television turned off completely.

Silence. Apart from the faint buzzing of filament bulbs and the background noise of Kurogiri’s work at the bar.

Shigaraki turned towards him in one swift motion.

“Enough about me. Let’s talk about you.”

“My narcissistic personality disorder would be most pleased to comply.”

Dabi huffed a laugh. Shigaraki ignored the comment.

“We noticed you in the Sports Festival. How you played the Calvary battle. Taking that general studies student and selling him as a hero. Why?”

It had been a while. Although the excitement of the past few months probably made it seem longer than it actually was. Dazai could still remember his agenda at the time. An attempt to shine a light on Shinsou’s abilities. His crowd pleasing saga from villain to hero had been a strategy to appeal to Midoriya. A way to worm into his narrative, and prepare to extract the necessary information.

Naturally, Dazai shouldn’t give away too much. He did want to remain as honest as possible, though. If only to avoid getting tangled in his own web of lies later. They say that a half truth is the most convincing form of falsity.

“At the time, I was trying to get ahold of some inside intelligence I suspected a classmate held. I needed to get under their skin somehow. Open them up a crack to pry deeper.” His voice sounded unnaturally monotone to his own ears. Working in some spontaneous fluctuations in pitch would add to the realism of his performance. Cover up the fact that Dazai had been waiting for this confrontation since Mr. Compress had first stood in front of him.

“You Port Mafia types are scary,” Dabi mumbled into his champagne flute. Finally empty. He gazed longingly inside.

“Yeah that’s pretty much the main qualification for being in the Mafia. If there was an entrance test, fear evoking-ness would definitely get a mark out of ten.”

Toga giggled, red eyes narrowing into slits. It wasn’t often that a smile looked so unnatural on someone.

“Then Ango-kun mentioned you, of course.” Shigaraki had no intention of wasting time, a trait that Dazai appreciated. Still, this particular topic was a rather uncomfortable one. He straightened up minutely in the chair. “I’m going to ask you this plainly.”

He fixed Dazai with a steely glare.

“Are you in possession of the records of Sensei’s experiments?”

The documents. It was always the f*cking documents. He supposed it had been inevitable. Tightened his features into a barrier of disinterest. The first line of defence against enemy forces. The rib cage, strong before the heart.

It would have been better if Dazai knew what Shigaraki knew. If Dazai knew what Ango knew. There were too many uncertain variables, and it threw any desperate attempts at calculations into disarray. Logic out of the window.

There was only so much chance one could account for.

Was it safer to deny all knowledge or claim bits for himself? How much could he get away with, and who was on his side? It was like playing a video game; he’d been spending gems and making decisions since the beginning. Now, all of his actions would bring their pre written consequences. Did the in-game characters trust him? Were his skills levelled up enough to beat the final boss? Maybe he was getting his games confused. It didn’t matter. He had no idea whether he’d done enough.

But he was about to find out.

“Aren’t you?”

Remaining casual was difficult, and Dazai couldn’t deny that there had been a slight tension to his voice. Vocal chords stretched and straining like a bow against a sheath of arrows. Still, he quirked his lips into a line and furrowed his brow. As if there was any possibility that it was the League who was in possession of the documents.

Shigaraki was as sober as ever.

“Yes or no.”

And Dazai shook his head. God the weight in his breast pocket suddenly felt like a hundred tonnes. Paper? No. There was the f*cking world in there.

“No. Odasa- he didn’t mentioned them until it was too late. When he finally did, it was panicked and without detail. I searched for them later, but couldn’t find anything. I was certain that you’d already taken them.”

A lie. Clear and smooth. As practised as a line repeated in one’s mind like a recurring dream could ever be. Ango was staring at him with renewed ferocity. And hell, Dazai hated to admit it, but he might just be the only card Dazai held in this ill-fated round.

Right now, it was his own word. Meaningless, in the grand scheme of things. A ripple in a pond. Ango, however, was a member of the League. His support held power.

Ango was guilty. He had never stopped feeling guilty. Dazai could use that.

“Why should I believe you?“ Shigaraki sounded threatening in the quiet. Where his voice was a lone pioneer in the night.

“Why ask if you can’t? I’m telling the truth. Ango-kun knows.”

All eyes, once boring into him, found a new home. Embedded themselves into Ango like laser points trained on a new target. He had probably seen the onslaught coming, but was underprepared nevertheless. Muscles turning rigid beneath tweed sleeves.

“Does he now?”

It was all up to Ango, at that point. Ango, of all people. A large part of Dazai wrestled with the distinct, aching sensation that it was over.

Ango had to have known. He knew Oda. Knew the man’s inherent goodness intimately. Oda would never have left such important documents (ones that could put evil behind bars) unattended to. He cared. And it killed him, in the end.

Ango had a choice, now. He could sell Dazai out. Tell Shigaraki that he was in possession of the records and end Dazai’s plans before they had drawn to their beautiful conclusion. Or, he could hold his tongue. In many ways, neither option was ideal. And both were catalysts for regret.

Craning his neck as far as he could, Dazai finally returned Ango’s gaze. It looked a little broken, now. Dazai wasn’t sure how his own must have appeared in return. Probably resigned.

Then, Ango sighed.

“It’s true. He left empty handed. We all did.”

Maybe it was the guilt that did it. Maybe that misplaced nostalgia of a severed relationship, so in keeping with Ango’s quirk. Or maybe there was something that wanted to save the world in him, too.

Scowling, Shigaraki rose from the sofa. His legs carried him back and fourth in a bout of forceful pacing. Each step slammed into the wood below. Dazai could imagine the heels of his shoes making tiny dents with every movement.

“See now, I’m having trouble believing you. Because I’ve been receiving contradictory f*cking messages from you since that damn mission at the archives. Telling me you suspect the Port Mafia have the evidence one day. Now you’re taking it all back. What am I supposed to f*cking think?” He hissed.

It was a little intriguing to observe Ango’s reaction from this vantage point. Stuck in the purgatory between determined and hesitant. Resolved yet shocked by the words forming on his own lips.

Lying to his leader. Hindering the cause he claimed to live and breathe for. Dazai probably should have been thankful that the other pulled through for him. Instead, he clamped down on a wave of disgust. Ango truly was absolutely spineless.

Well, the two of them weren’t really so different.

“I was wrong. I thought Oda-san had told him where the documents were. We-” he halted, abruptly. Voice airy from constricting lungs and tightening chest. That was the kind of effect that Shigaraki’s watchful observation tended to have. “They were close. But now I realise that such an outcome was entirely impossible.”

He brushed a piece of hair away from his face, revealing deeply set lines and forced composure. Perhaps the only actor on the stage undergoing such turmoil at the hands of his own lines.

“Because Oda-san was good. He wouldn’t have let a villain simply get away with their crime. And Dazai-kun is not good. That’s the truth of the matter. Oda-san knew that. He would never have entrusted the fate of heroism to someone undeserving.”

Clearly distrusting, Shigaraki sized Ango up. Eyes trailing up and down, leaving that filthy residue of being known as they went. Ango’s constant changing of story was by no means helping his case. Betrayal after betrayal resulting in only the illusion of truth rather than any meaningful contribution. It was enough to hold Shigaraki’s wrath off for now, though. For that, Dazai supposed he should be grateful.

(Whether Ango’s justifications had been entirely fabricated or accurate descriptions of his own impressions didn’t matter. Even if the blunt phrasing still stung. The sharp, inevitable cut of an untreated edge. It was surprising, actually. He didn’t think that the story would have any particular effect on him. Perhaps he should have expected it. He always became a little oversensitive when Oda got involved. It wasn’t anything worth dwelling on).

Finally, heaving a disbelieving sigh, Shigaraki dropped back down onto the sofa. Tangled hair and a cold, unfeeling hand masked whatever expression he was wearing. Dazai averted his eyes.

It was then that the end began.

With a noise. The shattering of glass, Dazai imagined. Muffled, but not without that defining crash of shards spilling onto the ground. Several floors below them, he thought, based on how the sound seemed to echo against hollow walls.

Heads jolted up- alert- as the noise met its natural conclusion. Only a faint ringing remained, the uncomfortable aftermath of a sudden intrusion on the silence. As unceremoniously as he had entered, Akutagawa reached for the door again. Barely a smear of black as his back vanished into the unremarkable hall beyond. Easy come easy go, Dazai mused.

From what he understood, the League had some modicum of control over the whole building, although their main lair was clearly the abandoned bar.

Dabi’s eyes were trained on the door. Narrowed slightly. His hands had planted themselves onto the countertop. Trying to make a decision. To stay or not to stay. It probably wouldn’t matter much in the big scheme of things, but everything seemed to feel incredibly important at times like these.

“The f*ck?” He stayed in his seat, in the end. Though only just. Hawks was equally on edge beside him. Mr. Compress seemed mildly amused by the whole thing and Toga couldn’t care less. Dazai didn’t look at Ango.

The room seemed impossibly still at that moment. Even Kurogiri had paused in his mindless polishing of glasses. The flickering smoke that constituted his head obscured the ceiling lights and cast a shuddering shadow over the occupants. It felt like a crime scene. An interrogation. Maybe it was.

Now, onto the cause of the noise. Glass didn’t just shatter by itself, after all. No matter how convenient such a conclusion might have been.

Judging by the perceived carelessness of the intruders (alerting the League to their position in what was clearly a rescue mission couldn’t have been intentional), they were likely his classmates. Nobly charging at the face of danger to assist him. How incredibly typical. Dazai wondered if they were motivated by genuine care for him or some deep rooted hero complex that had only grown more intertwined with their actual personalities since their admissions to UA.

It couldn’t have been the pro heroes. They would never have made such a rookie mistake, likely gunning for the element of surprise.

The other option was Chuuya. Dazai supposed the breaking of a few window panes wouldn’t have been out of character for him. He hadn’t made a mistake; he was simply past caring.

Whether it was his classmates, Chuuya or anyone else, Dazai took the sound as a warning. If he didn’t get to the bottom of the situation now, he probably wouldn’t have another chance.

Chuuya had taken Rimbaud as a point of view through which he could differentiate good and evil. Dazai himself refused to be governed by the musings of another human being. Imperfect and detached as they were. He would rely only on his own deductions.

“So.” It was time to take a leap of faith. “Tell me your plan.”

Dabi spat out his drink. Well, Hawks’ drink, which had been easily relinquished to him since finishing his own.

“You want to hear our plan?” Features contorted in sheer disbelief. Because really, what a ridiculous thing to say.

“We’ve just established that you’re untrustworthy and potentially in possession of intel that could destroy us. Why on earth would we tell you the plan?”

Everyone else remained silent. Hawks’ being the loudest. Dazai imagined that he had been left out of any very vital strategising. He was itching for knowledge just as much as Dazai was.

But Dazai only had eyes for one person. Because at the end of the day, it didn’t matter what Dabi thought. Or how Kurogiri was sending him the most incredulous looks a literal cloud of mist could muster. Or even that Mr. Compress was outright laughing at him.

“Shigaraki-san?”

Only one person in that room really mattered. Held the key to the lock that Dazai had been furiously attempting to broach for months. He only hoped he’d done enough.

Shigaraki Tomura was someone who lived in a fantasy. In no way does Dazai pose this as an insult; it is simply the truth of any great activist. To bring about change, one has to believe in it. Fully and wholeheartedly. To be so certain of a dream, by nature, would leave a man somewhat untethered to reality.

Once someone reaches this phase, their approach to life twists and warps. Distorts itself into a dramatic, almost theatrical take on the previous dull greys. Dazai planned to take advantage of that. Distinguish himself as someone important. Someone to take note of. Someone who, in the clouded eyes of Shigaraki, should be in the know. Like any notable character in a play as the final confrontation dawned.

The other source of Dazai’s confidence lay in Shigaraki’s own, damning flaw. His immaturity. Dazai had extended a dare. A challenge. A ‘can you still triumph without your advantage, on an even playing field?’. Shigaraki wasn’t remotely cautious enough to decline.

He wanted to be seen. Heard. Known. He wanted his precious Sensei to receive the recognition his genius deserved. And really, there was only one way to make that happen.

Was the ego truly good’s greatest evil?

Barely visible red eyes scanned him up and down. Narrowed. And then cleared.

“The Quirk Transference Experiment was an investigation into the possibility of transferring quirks between vessels, led and funded by Sensei a few decades ago.”

A stunned silence spilled over the League. Even the light bulb objected, flickering them into total darkness for a second. Only the muffled thumps of conflict could be heard from several floors below. The impossibly heavy weight of disbelief blanketed the splintering floorboards like fallen snow. Quickly turning sour. Melting into a bleak, muddy swamp.

“You’re f*cking kidding me,” Dabi stated. With an incredulous laugh, he pushed his barstool back. A grating shriek rose from the movement, but he hopped down without a care. Striding to the couch, he tugged Toga up from her perch by the wrist.

“I don’t want to hear another second of this bullsh*t.”

Toga nodded uncertainly (although Dazai got the feeling that she was largely unbothered by the whole situation) and the two exited with a slam of the door. Mr. Compress seemed impossibly amused. Dazai was fairly certain that Shigaraki hadn’t even noticed. Almost stuck in a trance.

“Initially, he’d had the backing of the University of Tokyo’s quirk biology department, but the cowards pulled out when it all got too real. He and his brother, Yoichi, performed the experiment together. They had plans to change the world. To free us from the cruelty and vanity of hero society once and for all! And then the experiment succeeded. It culminated in quirk cells entering Sensei’s bloodstream. Boosting his ability, and leaving him with a powerful, transferable quirk called All For One. For the first time in history, humans had passed on the power of a quirk from a vessel to a body. Sensei performed a miracle.”

There was a gleam in his eyes, then. Pure, unadulterated adoration. Funny how even those who refused to partake in hero society still experienced the need to hero worship another. Perhaps telling of humanity’s intrinsic pull towards religion.

“All For One gave its user the ability to steal and distribute quirks. Naturally, Sensei bestowed a quirk upon his quirkless brother. One For All. It was a simple strength enhancer. But it was powerful. It is powerful. Then Yoichi started getting cold feet. Saying it was unethical. That they were playing God. As if that wasn’t the f*cking genius of it all! Backed out of the whole cause. He tried to convince Sensei that their whole cause was wrong like some sort of pathetic f*cking preacher.” Shigaraki was visibly angered by the story, nails raking down his neck more fervently than ever before.

“The problem was that One For All is centred around the holder’s will. The transference of such a quirk requires the consent of the possessor. It was impossible for Sensei to take One For All back once Yoichi switched sides. Thus, it naturally became the heroes’ greatest weapon against him.”

The ever-louder clash downstairs was becoming difficult to ignore.

“But One For All was too strenuous on Yoichi’s body- quirkless, previously- and he died. Good f*cking riddance if you ask me. Only after passing his artificial quirk on, though. Spreading his ridiculous delusions. Filling his newly created hero with propaganda and self righteousness. It’s all detailed in those documents that we’re so damn obsessed with. As well as the next stage.”

Dazai felt a weary intrigue flood him. It was too early to make judgements, though. Much of what Shigaraki was telling him lined up with the discoveries he and Oda had made in the library all that time ago. Oh the joy of knowledge. A shiver of satisfaction ran through him.

“The next stage?”

“Next came the Nomus. Sensei kept improving his newfound abilities. Merging quirks. Piling them into one body to create something unbeatable. Something that would defeat even the holder of One For All as they became more powerful with each transference. And more full of irrational resentment towards Sensei. All For One. He experimented until he got it right. Until he could produce obedient, genetically superior beings at will.”

Experimented. A flash. A memory soared through Dazai’s mind. His No Longer Human enveloping Kurogiri, only to find that the other’s misty form wasn’t his quirk. But his genetics. This explained exactly why. The thought of it settled, tumultuous, in his stomach. He tried to sneak a glance at Kurogiri, but the bartender seemed entirely unaffected. Exasperated by Shigaraki’s decisions perhaps, but otherwise neutral.

(Were there others, a part of him whispered. Had they also accepted their fates? Or did the demise of their humanity ruin them? Dazai technically knew that Chuuya’s inexplicable connection to Arahabaki was a part of his quirk, but the uncomfortable familiarity still struck a chord).

“Now, we’re into the final phase of Sensei’s plan. To destroy One For All forever. To destroy the heroes and their false utopia for good! This bit is only half recorded in the documents. It was little more than a dream at the time. Incomprehensible to anyone who isn’t in the know. Now it’s finally, finally becoming reality.”

Shigaraki took a deep, grounding breath. Dazai held his. This. This was where he’d finally find his answer.

“The Quirk Extraction Experiment. Sensei transferred One For All to its first holder. Why should he need consent to take it away again? Sever a plant at its roots to kill it fastest. Crush the very quirk cells that generate its power and not even One For All could thrive.”

Something tightened as things clicked into place. The satisfaction stemming from careful alignment of cogs in a machine when the lever was ultimately pulled.

“With his new powers, he’ll suck every ounce of ability from All Might’s crippled f*cking body. He’ll destroy what he so kindly gave away because why shouldn’t he? He’s a f*cking God! And he’ll do the same to anyone who gets in his way.”

Dazai Osamu had long prided himself on his powers of foresight. Unlike many of his peers, he seemed to possess the ability to simply comprehend. To understand how things might transpire before they could fully take root. Which often meant that he lived life with an unusually high degree of certainty. For a boy who can all but see the future, what twists come as a surprise? What decisions are left unmade?

For once, though, he didn’t know how to feel. He had collected every scrap of information. Pieced them all together. Finished the puzzle. Read the script. Every single f*cking analogy, metaphor, simile you could possible think of to describe the situation, Dazai had repeated in his mind several times over. And yet.

He still didn’t know what it really meant.

To him. How it would dictate his actions going forwards. For once, there was no overarching aim to be striving towards. Planning for. Not for the heroes, the villains, the Port Mafia. His future was a mystery. It lay purely and entirely within the realms of his own desires. It should have been wonderful. It was actually terrible.

Dazai Osamu always made his own choices. But he never made choices for himself.

“So, Dazai Osamu. Hawks. I’ve told you our plan. Just try and stop us.”

Nakahara Chuuya and the Window Pane

T he building that Yaoyorozu’s tracker sent him to (she had made him a copy after recovering her strength) was a fitting hideout for a criminal organisation.

A narrow block situated deep in the alleys and passage system of the city. Far enough out of Yokohama’s bustling centre that no unlucky tourists would ever happen upon it. Just shady businessmen on smoke breaks and locals looking for shortcuts. The building itself was tall and thin, much like the others crowded around it. An uninviting, brown exterior left little room for windows. Only small patches of light emanated from the stairwell within.

Comparing the League’s crumby lair to the Port Mafia’s extensive estate seemed almost unfair. Chuuya supposed that even in Yokohama, the blatantly villainous appearance of the League couldn’t be ignored. Witnessing a man decorated in mutilated arms and a monster enveloped in black mist would be an unpleasant surprise in any city.

With the moon still present in the sky and the sun yet to rise, Chuuya made his way to the door guided by street lamps and instinct. Even in the early morning, Yokohama was loud. The scraping of tar against tyres and wind passing by the harbour. For now, it was just immersive enough to grab his attention. Overwhelm the growls of Arahabaki from within. Returning to Yokohama always felt like coming home. Unlike when he had been at the hospital, a wave of serenity washed over him here. Now he felt good. Focused.

(God, he could barely recall what had gone on at the hospital. The strength of his own emotions had shaken him to the core).

The door was wooden with a knob and a letterbox and something impossibly ominous about it. Chuuya had decidedly not come prepared with a clever plan. Neither did he have the inclination to do anything about this failure. But his not plan had been more of a ‘figure something out in the moment’ not plan than a ‘just walk through the front door’ not plan.

So he backed away from the entrance again, staring up at the unassuming block which was apparently hiding the nation’s most notorious villains.

A window. A window would do.

Surveying the side of the building, Chuuya came to a realisation that lay somewhere between unfortunate and thrilling. It didn’t really matter where he broke in. Ultimately, when he reached their precise location, he’d have to fight no matter how careful he was up until then. Maybe he should just get it over with sooner rather than later. And a part of him looked forward to dishing out some revenge, too. f*ck stealth.

With a vigorous swing, Chuuya forced his elbow through the ground floor window. Of course, the pane shattered immediately, shards tinkling down in a poetic display. He dusted off the sleeve of his leather jacket before clearing away any remaining hazards. Then, with a gloved hand grasping the frame, he sprung into the building.

The room remained silent as he entered. A space that might once have been a lobby, now consisting only of a worn brown carpet and several stacks of boxes. The air was pungent with gloom and dust, only the distant glow filtering in from the stairwell allowing any visibility at all.

In all honesty, Chuuya was pretty pumped for a fight. He hadn’t gotten to do much actual beating people up at the training camp, and he didn’t want his skills getting rusty. He huffed in disappointment as the room remained entirely undisturbed- not even footsteps broached the silence.

He could wait for someone to arrive. Or start up the stairs in search of Dazai. But an absentminded curiosity got the best of him.

Slinking over to one of the boxes, he pulled open the flaps. Immediately, the stench of damp cardboard leaked out. The kind that must have been ruminating in there for some time, but not so much time that it had managed to diffuse through the occasional gap in the packaging and spread throughout the room.

He was letting the flap swing back when he noticed the contents of the box. Stopped the downwards trajectory in its tracks. Once more, he peered inside.

Syringes. Dozens of them. Each filled with a dark liquid that Chuuya couldn’t quite make out. Did he really need to? He picked one out, gripping it with only the tips of his fingers; he didn’t want to make more contact than was necessary.

“What the f*ck?”

Looking closer, he could see that the blood inside was different, somehow. More viscous and coagulated. Almost chemically altered. He drew it closer to inspect it properly.

“There was a perfectly good door, you know.”

Chuuya whipped around, only to find a figure blocking the arch of light coming from the stairwell. Stepping closer with a familiar swish of his coat. Akutagawa.

Notes:

Alright so this chapter holds a number of records.
First: we’ve reached over 2k kudos!! Thank you so much to everyone reading, whether you’ve left some or not.
Second: this chapter brings us to over 200k words. Literally wtf.
Third: this will be the last update before the 1 year anniversary of publishing (Christmas Eve 2022).
The point is, this is a very special day because it marks how much time we’ve all wasted on fictional tales!! Anyway, thanks to everyone for reading and hopefully enjoying this fic until now.

Merry Christmas and happy New Year xx (Next update should be at the beginning of January. I’m now certain that this fic will have 31 chapters).

Chapter 29: Liberation

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Nakahara Chuuya on Priorities (Part 1)

A kutagawa really hadn’t changed in the weeks since they’d become acquainted. Still boasting that same dreadful haircut and an equally fierce scowl. Chuuya was a little surprised to note that he hadn’t even obtained any new battle wounds to speak of. None that Chuuya could see, anyway. His consistency was astounding.

To some extent, Chuuya was pleased to see him. He was, after all, itching for a good fight. The inevitable torture session afterwards would be a joy as well. (He tried not to think of Dazai, the Port Mafia’s star torturer, because it would only distract him. Then tried not to think of how f*cking weird it was that a phrase like ‘star torturer’ existed in his vocabulary at all).

He pounded the toe of his boot against the crate of syringes, sending it skidding across the floor away from them. A good old fashioned brawl was one thing, but he had no interest in whatever crazy sh*t was incubating in that blood getting anywhere near him. Biological warfare was by no means his area of expertise.

“I’m here for Dazai.” His words echoed in the desolate space. Surged off unwavering surfaces with a crisp clarity. One only realised the harshness of the world in a room stripped of even its carpet.

For a moment, Chuuya thought he detected a hint of confusion on his opponent’s face. The smallest twist of the eyebrow speaking untold volumes. Seconds passed.

“Why?”

Chuuya growled. He wasn’t going to explain the concept of teamwork to some emo loser with no friends.

He charged forwards before the air had a chance to settle. Akutagawa’s reactionary dodge was equally impressive, swiftly evading his offensive. There goes the element of surprise.

It was just colours, for a bit after that. Colours and instincts. Akutagawa was a veil of darkness. Merging with the shadows. Becoming them. It was hard to accept that someone so deeply attuned to his surroundings while he fought was a mere mortal. Not some fluid, elusive creature. As powerful and raging as the ocean. A stormy sea. Chuuya was an inferno of red around him. The sun bleeding into the horizon. Deforming any clear boundary or separation between sky and earth. The entire floor was awash with light. The fact that the building didn’t shake to its very foundations was a miracle.

(Arahabaki was close- so close- to the surface. To coming up for air; a monster languishing in the dark depths of a flourishing ecosystem.)

They fought hard and fast as the night lingered beyond the broken window for longer than anyone wanted it to. Chuuya could feel the tugs and jerks of his body, surely derived from commands of the brain, more than he could control them. Which suited him just fine. Some dances require one to see past the next step. He countered a firm push to his chest with a twisting grip on the wrist. Hooked a leg around Akutagawa’s ankle. Darted away as Rashom*on surged out towards him.

It was good to fight again. Rejuvenating. Freedom was one of the main reasons he had agreed to join the mafia. It was a privilege promised only to the very strongest, Mori had told him all those years ago. ‘Stick with me, and you’ll be one of the privileged few’. Perhaps fighting was one of the purest forms of freedom to exist.

But now wasn’t the time. He had a mission to complete. He had a cause, and he wasn’t about to abandon it.

That thought spurred him on through round after round of tedious give and take- start finish. Battle was an exchange, really. And required much more generosity than anyone gave it credit for. Chuuya dealt the finishing blow with a clearer mind than he had possessed for far too long. And maybe a little bit of patience. To surrender ground first always led to repayment when it was most necessary. Life was perfectly unfair in that respect.

It might have been hours or minutes. It was probably somewhere in between. But Akutagawa was pinned to the floor, the force of gravity suddenly too heavy for one man to withstand. Chuuya peered over him, shadow dark and long in the eerie glow. They hadn’t exactly been quiet; he was sure more villains would make an appearance soon. He had to make this quick. Get Dazai and get out or die f*cking trying. The sentence had become something of a mantra to him, and he wouldn’t let anyone screw it up. Neither heroes nor villains.

An idea slithered into his mind. Cruel and a little sickening. No better than a parasite. But tempting enough anyway.

Paying no mind to Akutagawa’s frustrated struggles, Chuuya walked over to where the crate of syringes had slid over to earlier. Thankfully unperturbed by their fight, even if splintering floorboards and the destroyed banister outside weren’t so lucky. Slowly, deliberately, he crouched down beside the box. Picked out a bloodied syringe near the top. His actions had the desired effect as Akutagawa instantly stilled.

“What are you doing?” he forced out. Vocal cords straining against some invisible hand that crushed them.

Chuuya shrugged. He stood again with a sigh. Twirled the syringe between nimble fingers.

“I’m grabbing Dazai and I’m getting out of this sh*t hole.” A predator approaching his helpless prey. Eyes a little too hungry. Gait unwavering. “Tell me where you f*cking psychopaths took him. If you don’t want to talk, I’ll have to entertain myself some other way.”

Roughly grabbing Akutagawa’s chin, nails digging into flesh, Chuuya jerked it up. He needed the villain to see him. See his eyes. To show him how deadly serious he was. How his threats were so much more than empty promises.

Akutagawa was wonderfully calm, even as he lay there, limply. Even as a little pool of blood was starting to collect on his cheek- beads merging into a puddle- and his gaze was painfully manoeuvred to meet the cold, unfeeling eyes of a man at the end of his tether.

“We didn’t take him.”

Chuuya shoved him back against the floor. Let out an incredulous laugh. Smiled to the ceiling.

“You think I’m f*cking joking.”

He positioned the syringe like a scalpel to the throat.

“No,” Akutagawa bit out. “I don’t. I’m saying that we didn’t take Dazai-san. He came of his own accord. Your boss was there. It was all-”

Leaving him bereft of even a second to process the onslaught of information, their confrontation was interrupted by a foreign presence. Two, in fact. Drawing back from Akutagawa (but by no means lifting the weight of his quirk), Chuuya eyed each new addition to the room. Once spacious and bare, it was becoming rather unpleasantly fraught with dangers.

“Sleeping on the job?”

Dabi. Looking down at Akutagawa with an unbothered smirk. Chuuya had only ever received a verbal description of the man, but the phrase ‘know it when you see it’ was practically made for him. Toga trailed behind him, entirely unsurprised by the scene unfolding before her.

Akutagawa’s eyes flared in anger. Which, unfortunately, only spurred Dabi on. He took a provocative step forwards; a revolting combination of his burn marks and the darkness made him appear as some long dead ghost in the doorway.

Something akin to panic was building within Chuuya, now. Three on one weren’t such great odds. And yeah, maybe the fact that the villains were completely ignoring him didn’t sit right either. First and foremost, he was working on a strict time limit. He needed to retrieve Dazai before the heroes showed up and inevitably got in his way. Or even worse, his stupidly noble classmates did.

Determination seeping from his core, Chuuya plunged the needle into the most defined artery of Akutagawa’s neck. It made a horrible squelching noise as it burrowed into the bundle of tissue and capillaries. A lone enemy amongst swarms of defenceless civilians, primed to attack as Chuuya’s finger hovered dangerously over the pump. Akutagawa hissed at the intrusion, gaze rapidly focusing in on the well of unfamiliar red gurgling in the tube.

“Stand the f*ck back,” Chuuya commanded.

And Dabi did, throwing his hands up in a way that Chuuya didn’t entirely consider serious.

“Alright, calm your horses. There’s no need to go injecting people with sh*t, we can converse like adults.”

Akutagawa coughed. In a tight, restrained manner that seemed to be an attempt not to embed the needle any deeper into his skin. Chuuya would have laughed if he considered the whole situation anything more than an inconvenience.

“I’ll only ask this one more time. Where’s Dazai?”

A giggle echoed around the room. So thoroughly out of place that Chuuya momentarily stilled in his position.

“You’re throwing this whole tantrum over your boyfriend? If I’m lucky, maybe someone will love me that much one day,” Toga chirped. Even Dabi looked vaguely amused.

“You don’t need luck, you need to be reincarnated,” he deadpanned. He lowered his arms, any trace of hesitance dissipating. Any modicum of control that Chuuya had grasped over the room was immediately shattered. What the f*ck? “If that’s all, then we’re on the same side here,” he said, turning back to Chuuya. Although a slightly maniacal gleam remained in his eyes. “But you know I’m always down for a fight.”

Holding a weapon should have been holding control. Commanding the room. But it wasn’t. He wasn’t. He was barely even a notable occupant as Dabi and Toga chatted about romance and Akutagawa grew increasingly bold beneath him. Quite aware of the fact that if Chuuya was going to stab him, he probably would have done so already. Honestly, Chuuya’s control had dissolved for a couple of reasons. He supposed that even if he did kill Akutagawa, the boy’s alleged allies wouldn’t have been too mournful. All the heroics had gotten to his head. Left him overestimating the price of human life. Playing the hostage card was a mere gimmick amongst true villains.

(And how was he supposed to hold anything when he could barely hold his own head together? The same side? Had Dazai f*cking converted? What was that about his boss? What did it mean? These villains had kidnapped his partner. What else even existed apart from his resentment and fear and this endless damn growling?)

Time blurred, after that. Chuuya spent it trying to piece together some sort of game plan. Needless to say, it was not time well spent.

The five silhouettes at the window weren’t as subtle as they thought they were. When his classmates eventually swung through its shattered remains, Chuuya repressed a sigh. He hadn’t thought it could get any worse.

He was still holding that ridiculous syringe. It felt more like a clown’s harmless balloon than a lethal weapon, now. Even Akutagawa was only laying still as a formality. Chuuya’s hand was shaking. There was this red haze at the corner of his vision. A peculiar thing. And a slight stinging sensation. As if the blood vessels at the corners of his eyes were bursting, one by one. Releasing a misty crimson as they shrivelled and resealed and popped again. He wasn’t feeling much of anything else, really. Just this low, buzzing kind of frustration that always seemed to stem from the germinating seed of doubt.

“Chuuya-kun!”

Midoriya was shouting. Always shouting and never listening. Hadn’t he told them? Hadn’t he warned them? There was no place for children here. No place for mustered courage and naïve hope.

Dabi was having a right old laugh pretending to be surprised by their entrance. Chuuya had seen him eyeing them through the hole in the wall since their arrival. His supposed shock was by no means genuine.

Everyone seemed to have their own agenda of some sort, in fact. Bakugou was staring at him like he didn’t know him at all. Without a hint of that piercing recognition. Atsushi was intently focused on Akutagawa. Uraraka looked all too shaken by Toga’s presence. Even Todoroki was fixated on Dabi’s gleeful smile.

It was all so… fake. When he looked a little closer. Past the surface level glamour of principles and honour. Past the glory of battle. Past black and white. There was always something deeper. Uglier. Hidden. Some driving motive. Chuuya wasn’t any better, of course. He wasn’t here to beat the villains- he was here for Dazai.

Maybe it was the same for everyone. Maybe it wasn’t. How could Chuuya know? He had been deceiving these people since the very first day of the year- what’s to say they hadn’t been doing the same?

It felt like a realisation. He wondered, briefly, if Arthur Rimbaud had ever felt this way. So completely, totally isolated. It was probably better- simpler- to follow the crowd. Pick a side. But some things were horribly irreversible.

“Chuuya-kun?” It was Uraraka this time. More hesitant. Probably wondering why Chuuya hadn’t turned to greet them with a brilliant smile and a ‘thank you for your kindness’. “What are you doing?”

When Toga explained that he was pinning Akutagawa to the ground with a syringe, the reaction wasn’t great. When she suggested that said syringe may well have carried Uraraka’s own blood- messed with by Sensei, apparently- the fighting began.

Chuuya just sat in the midst of it all. Who would he have fought with, anyway?

“T minus two minutes. Is everyone in position?”

“Group Alpha are ready to go on your signal.”

“Group Beta as well.”

“Delta have secured the perimeter.”

“Group Gamma have reached checkpoint two.”

“Understood. We begin Operation Domino in forty seconds. Everyone synch your watches.”

An Overview of Operation Domino as Reported by The Assistant Manager of Communications

04:00-04:18: A Group Alpha (comprised of Hero Commission employees) agent entered the base of the League of Villains disguised as a pizza deliveryman. In the resulting confusion, Group Beta (comprised of All Might, Gran Torino and Kamui Woods) smashed through the exterior wall of the lair. The three, prompting the assistance of undercover agent Hawks, restrained the villains. Shigaraki Tomura, Kurogiri, Mr. Compress and Sakaguchi Ango were the only members accounted for. Hostage Dazai Osamu was immediately located by members of both present groups.

Simultaneously, Group Gamma (comprised of Best Jeanist, Mount Lady and several sidekicks) infiltrated the nearby Nomu factory and defeated its population.

04:18-04:22: Group Beta attempted interrogative conversation with Shigaraki. This ultimately failed. They ensured the safety of the hostage, who was physically unharmed.

Simultaneously, contact with Group Gamma was severed.

04:22-04:34: In the main hideout, a black portal produced by an unknown quirk appeared, transporting four Nomu into the base. All League members excluding Hawks were also ‘warped’ away. Agents from teams Alpha and Beta led the Nomu outside to Group Delta (headed by Endeavour).

A similar portal opened in the town square several streets away from the League’s base. All For One emerged.

04:34-04:35: Groups Beta and Delta moved out towards the square, leaving the hostage situation to Group Alpha and Hawks.

Nakahara Chuuya on Priorities (Part 2)

I t came as a shock to Chuuya when his classmates won.

Sure they outnumbered the villains, but it still felt almost miraculous. He remembered the sorry state of their combat skills back in the entrance exam all too clearly. Any sort of victory against experienced fighters had been nothing more than a pipe dream just a short time ago. (It was pride taking root in his chest, Chuuya thought. Weak tendrils of it churning within him. He couldn’t say for certain, though. Ultimately, those tendrils just constituted one more emotion in the conflict. Difficult to really separate from everything else languishing in the same darkness.)

The heroes had defeated the villains. A sentence one may have studied in primary school whilst initially getting to grips with the English language, and a sentence that was so relevant now.

Midoriya and Uraraka had restrained a struggling Dabi. Toga was unconscious on the floor. Akutagawa was absolutely furious in Atsushi’s grip. Chuuya wondered if this could be considered a victory. No one looked especially pleased by the success of their first truly heroic endeavour. Naturally, the attention had pinned itself onto him.

“I know that you asked us not to come-”

“I told you not to come,” Chuuya corrected Midoriya, ever the spokesperson. Fury barely concealed in clipped vowels and forceful emphasis.

“But we decided that we had to help you. We’re worried about you, Chuuya-kun.” And seething though he was, Chuuya couldn’t deny the sincerity behind Midoriya’s words. It was as if each one dripped with care and compassion. Like some natural antidote to the malice that Mori was prone to spewing like venom. “Your best friend was kidnapped. Of course you’re looking for revenge. But you don’t have to do this alone!”

“He’s my partner.”

Dabi snorted. Surprisingly, Bakugou took over.

“Look, there’s a whole lot of sh*t you haven’t told us-”

But he was quickly interrupted. By what could only be described as an atomic detonation.

The kind of force that seemed to be a feeling and a noise and a flash of light all combined into one. Chuuya could feel his very bones rumble- the pressure passing through each limb like a tsunami. A plume of smoke had surged into the room from the stairwell, ash and shrapnel unpleasantly frequent within.

Chuuya plugged his hands over his ears, attempting to muffle the thunderous beating of wood and metal raining down around him.

No one asked what it was. They had all heard that telltale call of ‘Detroit Smash’ like a bomb siren in the night. The heroes had finally arrived. His time was up. Someone coughed, though, and Chuuya could make out the blurry shapes of the others. Shielding themselves from the aftermath of the explosion with scrapes and wounds and shredded hero costumes.

“What do you want from me, Bakugou-kun?” Chuuya finally said, when the dust had largely settled and the walls had stopped rattling. “A confession? Reassurance? What?”

It really wasn’t the time for this. The blinding flash of All Might’s entrance made the dim illumination of the room seem comparably non existent. He could barely make out the people he was talking to. Obscured by smoke and mirrors, just like he and Dazai had been. Karma’s really a bitch, huh?

“I want you to get your f*cking act together,” Bakugou yelled over the almost orchestral soundtrack spilling in from outside. Chuuya had fired guns, set off explosives and run from burning buildings as they crumbled around him. But the sound of war was quite different from any of these things. Something so uncontrollable- so devastating- had its own blend of horrors. Screeches so jarring that they could barely be considered notes and tremors more resonant than the lowest key of a grand piano. “I don’t know who you’re working for or what your aim is. And right in this moment, I don’t care. Bottom line is you’re here for the same reason we are. So get your head out of your ass and do the job you set out to do.”

God, if only it were so simple.

Chuuya’s been out of the loop for a while now, to tell you the truth. He would admit as much under the right kind of pressure.

Obviously since Dazai’s kidnapping, the situation has twisted into an entirely new shape. An alphabet that Chuuya can’t begin to read with any sort of fluency. The villains told him that they were on the same side. The same side.

The problem with ‘sides’ is that they only really account for two ideologies. Sides are all fine and dandy when there are heroes and there are villains and there are nothing else. But what about when there are villains and more villains with no sympathy for the initial set? And heroes who define justice with different parameters? With even the simplest deviation, the whole concept of sides falls apart. So no, he’s not on the same side as the League of Villains. He’s not on the same side as UA. He doesn’t even know if he’s on the same side as Mori.

It’s been a struggle, really. To see himself and his views in the context of the world. Especially lately.

Rimbaud’s death had rocked things. Significantly. Shaken him so badly that when Dazai had first obtained those documents, he had advocated for handing them over to the heroes of all people. Although Shigaraki and Stain’s words had beat that unintended bout of idealism out of him. He was shuttled back to square one.

Maybe it was a good thing. That’s the purpose of school, isn’t it? The point of UA. To teach all of these principles and lessons and theories and prepare its students to apply them to reality. To take the words of all those who have acted as lecturers and cobble them into some coherent list of values. Chuuya’s trying. He’s really, truly trying.

“Real f*cking motivational. What would I do without you?” He choked out.

There had definitely been a point to all of this, once. Some higher goal. Delegated to him by Mori as if it were just another menial task. Now, Chuuya couldn’t really see an ending. He couldn’t see one clear aim. All he could see- as the mist cleared and only bloodied, broken figures remained- was red. If Chuuya had ever lacked anything, it was balance. He just wanted to find his counterweight. Someone to stop this f*cking spiral. The endless spin of a boat with paddles on only one side.

He only noticed what was happening mid-process.

“This…”

In the quiet remaining following his reply, Akutagawa spoke up. Chuuya had all but forgotten the League members were still there, to be honest. It was hard not to stare at them now, though. A horror stained fascination kept his gaze pinned on the villains. Something thick and black was wrapping around them. Submerging them like a tank of oil, spilling from the depths of hell.

“He’s here,” Dabi hissed, burns and features twisting together into a cauldron of poison. “He’s finally f*cking here.”

And with that, Dabi, Toga and Akutagawa vanished. Receding with the black warp gate that seemed a thousand times more menacing than even Kurogiri’s ever had. Leaving the students alone with the explosions and the chaos and the flickering, red-tinted glow from outside. It felt as though they were in a space suspended between safety and danger. The unsteady enclave of a war. These things were never meant to last.

“What did he mean?” Atsushi asked, quietly. Still staring down at his hands. Perhaps in disbelief that not even a speck of oily black residue remained on his finger tips. Akutagawa had been right there.

“He’s here,” Uraraka parroted. A crease forming between her eyebrows, marred by the dust clinging to her sweat.

If Chuuya hadn’t been watching Midoriya like a hawk, he wouldn’t have seen it. The gasp. The flash of realisation in widened eyes. The almost silenced parting of the mouth. Chuuya had been lip reading for years; it was a skill Mori had always claimed was beneficial, though Chuuya had never found a use for it until now.

All For One.

When Midoriya raised his voice, however, he didn’t share his thoughts with the group. Unease hung tense on his shoulders, but his voice was unwavering as he spoke. Midoriya really was born for this life.

“Clearly the heroes have arrived, so Dazai-kun will have been rescued. We should focus on getting out of the building and assisting the efforts outside.”

“We’re just going to ignore the mysterious black goo?” Todoroki intoned.

“I think,” Midoriya replied through bitten lips and a shaky smile, “that we should leave some things to the professionals.”

The mood was bleak as the students collected themselves. Even though they had bested several villains in combat, the ending had been rather unsatisfying to them. Uraraka repressed a tremor as she pushed the crate of syringes away into the far corner of the room. She wondered, briefly, what they were used for, before ridding her mind of the thought. Sometimes, it’s best not to know.

That was all it was, to them. An unsatisfactory result. Chuuya supposed that he was being unfair. That everyone was overwhelmed. Everyone deserved some semblance of empathy. But he was far too exhausted to pump any out from those long untraveled corners of his heart. Too exhausted to stave off the roars from within that really, only served as clarity. That for once, seemed to align with his own intentions.

“You can leave. I’m going to find Dazai.”

As if Chuuya would abandon him with the f*cking heroes. Who knows what kind of schemes the Commission had already laid out in their insane battle for domination.

“Chuuya-kun please-”

“Just f*ck off with the begging and pleading would you? I’m not doing this for the League or in some noble attempt to help the heroes. I’m doing this for myself and for Dazai. In what world do you have the right to comment? This is what I want.” He took a breath. “This is my priority.”

He didn’t listen to the calls that surely followed after him. Couldn’t really hear them. Couldn’t really hear anything in particular. Everything was deep and dark and red as he leapt up the stairs. Traversed floor after floor until the beast inside of him- unconfined- reared towards a particular door. Animal instinct pulling him inwards with magnetic attraction. With the most natural of instincts.

A man was standing there, suited in a clean black suit and entirely unrecognisable. He seemed to recognise Chuuya, though. Or at least his hostile intentions, because his gun was out of its holster in moments. Really, it only served to prove what Chuuya had known all along. The Hero Commission held no compassion for criminals- he and Dazai were no exception. He smirked.

Arahabaki wasn’t usually an ally. It desired only destruction where Chuuya often hoped for some form of resolution. But here and now, there were only two possible outcomes. Succeed or fail. Get Dazai and get out or die f*cking trying. What else was left? What else was left for him? The limit to Arahabki’s control over him was similar. The nullifying touch of No Longer Human or a complete takeover. Again, the resolutions lay in Dazai or death.

Perhaps for the first and final time in Chuuya’s life, Arahabaki had become more than an unwanted houseguest.

So it was a relief to let go.

Dazai Osamu and his Decision

S ecure the kid.”

That’s what an agent had shouted when the heroes left, chasing after their somewhat delusional nemesis like angry villagers after the town witch.

Secure the kid. Secure the kid indeed.

The Hero Commission couldn’t have made their agenda much more obvious, really. They by no means considered him a victim in this whole scenario. Now, with the pros swooping off after All For One and the cast of Men In Black surrounding him, Dazai felt admittedly uncomfortable.

Secure the kid. Well, he was pretty damn secured. (Literally, as well. The straps tying him to the chair were growing more and more inconvenient by the second).

One of them was on the phone, Dazai found with a cursory glance around. Talking quickly and professionally in a manner that was too fraught with code for Dazai to fully understand. From behind his sunglasses- the black tinted lenses making his exact expression imperceptible- Dazai could feel the weight of his stare.

Dazai almost longed for the League back. At least they were humans and not lifeless puppets. There was always some unpolished edge with humans. A ridge to take hold of and hone and craft into some form of shelter. Puppets were all straight lines and discipline. No amount of poking or prodding could disarm them- only a snip at the strings. Guns, barrels glinting like a mockery of the comparatively harmless bottles at the bar, sat at the hip of each agent. Clear against those crisp blazers.

The noises outside were still raging. Forces of nature that could sounded less like conflict and more like the world collapsing in on itself. Of course, Chuuya- or maybe Arahabaki, by now- was amongst this cacophony. Naturally, Dazai had noticed him upon his footsteps encroaching an audible radius. The clinking of those trademark platform boots wasn’t a sound he’d soon forget. Hawks must have caught on when Dazai couldn’t completely suppress his smile, if the way the hero seemed to perk up was any indication.

Now, Chuuya and whatever minion he was sparring had moved away. Dazai couldn’t hear his partner anymore. Only Arahabaki. As loud as a natural disaster, and tearing away at Chuuya’s soul with the same overwhelming intensity. Dangerously close to the core that they shared unwillingly.

Dazai could feel his own heart pounding like a metronome. As rhythmic as ticking hands and an instrumental countdown.

He had always believed that Chuuya should be able to handle himself. They were partners but they were also individuals, and in an organisation like the Port Mafia, the incompetency of one of them could lead to their joint demise. Right now, though, Chuuya needed him. He’d only be able to hold Arahabaki at bay for so long. And that was where Dazai came in. Where he always came in. From the other end of the world, if he had to. Dazai wasn’t a man who kept promises, nor was he one who considered human life some irreplaceable treasure.

Perhaps Chuuya was an exception.

Either way, he had resolved to reach Chuuya as quickly as possible. No matter what it took. f*ck the sides. f*ck his decision. Maybe he was simply asking the wrong questions.

Finally, the agent on the phone hung up with a brief farewell. A grim line was permanently fixed on his lips.

“We’re escorting the kid back to base. Someone untie him and we’ll depart,” he announced. Tone authoritative and primed for efficiency. His accent held a hint of foreign pronunciation, the vowels awkward in his mouth. Like that of someone who had lived away from home just long enough to chip at their perfect muscle memory.

Immediately, two of the nearest agents moved to untie him, their strides fascinatingly mechanical.

“Wait!” Hawks. Pacing towards him as well. A friendly, faux-harmless smile was playing on his lips, though the tense line of his shoulders spoke volumes about his true discomfort. “Sorry,” he said, sheepishly. “It’s just that I watched the League tie him up initially, so it’ll probably be faster if I handle it.”

Not sparing a glance at Hawks, the two men turned to the leader, who simply shrugged in reply. Pacified, they returned to their original positions. Their inescapable formation reconstructed and as intimidating as ever.

Hawks sidled up to him, hands already reaching out and smile masking a decidedly nervous twitch of the lips. Dazai was briefly thankful for the racket the heroes were making outside; it provided an adequate shield for the conversation that had seemed inevitable for hours.

Kneeling in front of him, perhaps deliberately clumsy fingers tugging at knots, Hawks spoke in a hushed tone. Not once did his eyes raise from his work.

“Once I’ve untied you, I’m going to fly you out of here. The Hero Commission-” he paused, thoughtful, “they can’t be trusted.”

Dazai huffed out a laugh. Quietly, so as not to warrant unwanted attention from his captors. The wonderful release of pressure from round his ankles made him almost giddy with relief.

“Really? What tipped you off, Rimbaud’s setup or the whole Fort Knox they’ve got going in here?”

He was being unfair. He knew he was, and the look of guilt that Hawks sent him was only confirmation. There was no need to remind the ignorant soldier of their war crimes. No one remembers one’s own failures quite like oneself.

“Where exactly do you plan to fly me out to, then?”

It was a trick he’d picked up from Mori, actually. That tone. A kind of amused disbelief. The voice you’d use to humour a child’s flights of fancy. Quietly patronising.

“I don’t know. Your parents? Teachers? Surely UA will protect you.”

“Yeah they’ve proven themselves very capable of handling villains recently.”

Hawks sighed. Paused his work to rake a hand over his face. The agents were still ignoring them. Taking greater pleasure in beginning a search of the League’s meagre possessions.

“Look, kid.” He sounded firm. And, finally looking up, the deep set lines of his face held similar gravity. “I can help you. But you’ve got to let me help you.”

Dazai took a look at him, then. A good, long look.

The world can be pretty scary when you stop for a second to really take it in.

There, in that five odd second span. Gone was the glitz and glamour of billboards and television advertisem*nts. The enchanting flash of red wings worshipped by starry eyed civilians. Even the image that Chuuya had painted of a talented young man doing good, hard work.

Left cowering in front of Dazai was nothing more than a cavity. Hollowed out by the crushing knowledge of its own mistakes.

Takami Keigo had been a pawn of the Hero Commission for far too long to ever recover autonomy. Was this one final push towards freedom? A big ‘f*ck you’ to those who manipulated him? Or was he just fruitlessly noble enough put his status on the line for the sake of one kid?

Dazai had been asking these questions a lot, recently. Questions about heroes and villains. About sides. Questions that he himself could answer but couldn’t truly understand.

All For One had a plan to destroy hero society. Dazai had a way to stop him. His choice should be obvious. His side should be. After all this time in a school for heroes, shouldn’t he have picked up some essence of goodness? Shouldn’t he have wanted to save people?

But maybe it wasn’t about that. Maybe it wasn’t about sides. Like how everything is about sides, until it isn’t. Until it comes down to one person or one situation, and that person or situation causes something else to be called into question. Puts their own insignificant, meaningless agenda before the shared belief of half a population.

Maybe it could be about him.

Dazai stared at Hawks.

He had the number three hero practically begging him for the representative forgiveness of a thousand souls, a kid who damn near worshipped him fighting for the safety of others and an enemy who was convinced they’d done enough. Not to mention a partner out there killing themselves slowly without him and the words of the dead exerting a constant pressure on his mind.

His left hand had just been freed. As his first act of liberation, he bought his fingers up to his coat.

Then tapped his chest pocket, twice.

“I don’t need help; I need a delivery man. What do you know about the Armed Detective Agency?”

The main reason, though, that he relinquished the documents to the heroes, was to piss off Mori.

They had been partners for three months when Thursday evenings went from an occasion to a tradition.

Just Dazai and Chuuya, on the wall by the only convenience store that sold multipacks of Capri-Suns. Chuuya was obsessed with the things- practically an addict. He only ever indulged in multipacks, though. Because they were the best value for money. A certain weariness about spending was still apparent in Chuuya’s lifestyle. A habit left over from his time on the streets that he couldn’t quite shake.

Dazai didn’t particularly care for juice, but he liked to watch the shopkeeper panic as two mafiosos casually browsed his products. They were yet to blatantly steal anything, but never say never.

“Hey Dazai,” Chuuya started, words slightly slurred by the straw between his lips. “If you weren’t from Yokohama, do you think you’d have become a hero or a villain?”

Only on a Thursday evening, Dazai thought. He swung his legs until the heel of a boot met the brick wall they were perched on. Then hummed to himself.

“It’s hard to say. Circ*mstances can have a pretty big impact on these things.”

Chuuya nodded. He was sipping from a blackcurrant pouch, at the moment. Looking out onto the street. Not that the view was so beautiful or anything, just a quiet road and a row of uninspiring shopfronts. Signs glowing faintly in an endeavour to attract attention, but only succeeding in obscuring any glimpse of the surely magnificent sunset to the West.

The sky was nice, at least.

“The most normal circ*mstances you can imagine, then. Two parents and a house with a garden.”

Dazai laughed. It was his Thursday evening laugh.

“Your ‘normal circ*mstances’ sound like a parallel universe.”

Huffing, Chuuya shifted back on his hand. He drained the final dregs of his drink noisily before replying.

“That isn’t surprising when your ‘normal circ*mstances’ involve murder and fraud.”

Dazai flicked a wrist, dismissively. “Touché.” He paused to watch a car zoom right through a red traffic light. “I’d probably get bored and try my hand at villainy,” he eventually decided. “I don’t really care either way, and villains have better outfits.”

“You’re not wrong,” Chuuya agreed. Spandex didn’t really work on anyone. Leather was much more becoming.

The sun must have completely set, by then, because only the glow of a nearby streetlight illuminated their little patch of wall. Frowning, Chuuya held a Capri-Sun up in its circle of light to try and make out the flavour printed on the front.

“Tropical,” Dazai commented, and Chuuya made a kind of ‘ah’ of understanding.

“For the record though,” Chuuya said, perhaps too long after the moment had passed, “I don’t think you’d be a villain.”

Raising an eyebrow, Dazai turned to inspect his partner’s expression. Deadly serious.

“Don’t you?”

“I think you’d be a hero. I’m not sure why. It’s just this weird effect you have on things. Nothing you touch ever does what I think it will.”

Notes:

Sorry that took a while to publish. I’m finding it pretty hard to write all this intensity ngl. I long for the simpler days of the past. Please let me know if something doesn’t make sense xx And of course Happy New Year guys!!

Chapter 30: Red Sky in the Morning

Notes:

Been a while!! Please accept this lengthy finale.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Dazai Osamu is the Main Character

T he terms ‘optimist’ and ‘pessimist’ had never really applied to Dazai Osamu. If only because they seemed unnecessary. Ornamental. Luxuries that no one living the kind of life that Dazai lived could afford.

He was a realist, at best. And at his realist, nothing.

The world was never stained by sepia or filtered through a vibrant, pick-n-mix lens. The glass was never half full or half empty; though it tended not to be completely full or empty, either. He had grown used to analysing the harsh truth behind the sickly sweet, airbrushed visage. Observing and comprehending and then finally crafting an appropriate reaction. It was all very logical. All so far removed from the plastic terms of optimist and pessimist, that collected dust like statues on a mantle piece.

So it was abnormal- hopelessness.

Dazai Osamu wasn’t a pessimist, after all. He was never struck by some irrational bout of distress. The unshakable impression of failure that forced so many others to their knees. It came more like building blocks. Individual bricks, one on top of another, cemented together until they formed a towering barricade. Something so soul crushingly tall and dense that even the thought of ever passing through was outrageous.

That was Dazai’s hopelessness.

The silent strength of the Hero Commission dissolved into the anger that often accompanies shock as Hawks leapt from the window. There was nothing they could do, really. Not against the number three hero. Before any of them had a chance to move, he was no more than a blur in the distance. The records still clutched close to his chest as he soared towards the Armed Detective Agency. Or their greatest detective, Ranpo, more specifically.

Handing the documents over to Ranpo was the obvious solution to an endlessly intricate problem. He was trustworthy, first and foremost. A little bit eccentric and not exactly friendly, but trustworthy. The ADA were by no means villains, but weren’t perfectly aligned with hero society, either. They wouldn’t blindly pass over important evidence to any suspicious third party. And well- perhaps this was just wishful thinking- but Ranpo was intelligent. More than anyone else Dazai had ever met. Maybe he could formulate some sort of plan. Some sort of victory from the disjointed pieces Dazai had provided him with. Figure out what victory even alluded to, in this context.

There was only one obstacle in this race, though. Dazai already knew what it was. Who it was. And, in compliance with that fact, how unwaveringly resolute they were in their decision to hinder rather than help. He only hoped Ranpo would possess the adaptability to swerve around them, rather than attempt to vainly plough through.

Back to the situation at hand, however. Leaving such a dire state unattended for too long tends to make fate suggestible to a certain degree of misfortune.

The agents were in panic. That much was clear, even from his awkward vantage point, still partially confined to the chair. Some of them swarmed him. Vultures. Or something more desperate. Something all too aware that its prey was still alive and squirming and worryingly able to reanimate. Any chance of escaping the clutches of the Hero Commission had been flattened in an instant. Any path that he could have taken blocked by bodies and weapons far beyond the control of his quirk. It was probably hopelessness- that emotion in that moment. Or regret. All but sacrificing his escape route for the greater good.

Whatever it was, he didn’t experience it long enough to find out.

Hands were hauling him up out of the chair. On some level, Dazai was relieved to be free of the restrictive straps and the rough back pressing uncomfortably against his spine. Mainly, he felt a flare of annoyance. The sensation of hands on skin was unfamiliar to Dazai- with a body that radiated the promise of powerlessness as freely as rolling ocean waves, this should come as no surprise. The few occasions in which he had been willingly touched were orchestrated by friends (and, way back when, family). Dazai decided that the intimacy of a hand folded neatly within his own and the obstruction of one there uninvited were two very different things. He hadn’t experienced such a disparity before. Now, he couldn’t eject the thought from his mind.

Of course, barring all of that, what the tight grip on his shoulders really meant was obvious. A blatant message, unsaid but completely understood. We’re not afraid of you. No Longer Human was as much a deterrent as fruitless yelling when his captors flaunted guns like they were children’s toys.

“Prepare to return to base,” someone said, although Dazai couldn’t pinpoint exactly who. Their voices had all been muffled under the same emotionless shield. Probably some fundamental operations protocol taught by the Commission.

“The cars should be approaching the side door,” an agent called in reply. Unrelenting hands marched Dazai over to the heavily guarded centre of the procession. He snorted.

“Good luck reaching your cars when there’s a literal war outside. I’ll be surprised if they haven’t been crushed by falling supervillains before they get here.”

Dazai wasn’t entirely sure what he was saying. Some half-hearted attempt to buy time for a rescue that wasn’t in the making.

The man flanking his right shoulder shot him an uninterested glare. Which displeased Dazai greatly; weren’t his wind-ups worth more than a single look?

“I wonder what the weather forecast has to say about today,” he continued, tone pinched into that airy region. The vacuum above rising water. “Cloudy with a chance of human precipitation?”

While the agent didn’t react outwardly, Dazai felt a painful sensation emanating from his upper arm. The tug and twist of a momentarily tightened grip. Satisfaction sparked like embers.

There was little he could do, really, as the Commission slowly regained their previous composure. Simply waiting for their vehicles to come around. Pristine and black against the bursts of crimson and burning blue that must have mottled the outside like bruises. What stung more was that Dazai wasn’t even sure where that single speck of cleanliness would take him when he inevitably got in. To some interrogation room? Straight to a windowless cell? And what was waiting for him when he arrived? The Commission might be interested in securing the kidnapped UA student. They were more likely interested in capturing a trusted Port Mafia conspirator.

It had all slipped away from him, at some point.

Entertaining himself was difficult when all he could think of was the end. And all the end appeared to be was darkness. Whether that be the darkness of an unlit room or the darkness that followed life was hard to know. Dazai had never considered death a bad thing- for years, it had been his deepest desire- but it didn’t feel quite so fortuitous in that moment. It felt like a failure. If Dazai was going to die, shouldn’t it be on his own terms? He had never wanted to be killed, as such. No matter what flippant comments he’d make in the line of fire. What he’d wanted was to reach that state of clarity through his own methods. Connect with that flickering, dying candlelight called humanity that could only ever be reignited by the most profoundly human act of all. Death.

If the Hero Commission killed him, it would be meaningless. They could murder him like a fly on the wall. A leaf pulled from a branch. He’d be no more human than anything that could convert oxygen to glucose. The will to die is an intrinsically human desire. Every other living thing survives entirely due to its own instincts. Its own natural pull towards feeding and resting to welcome another bleak day of repeating the same. Suicide is perhaps the only act unique to humans. And Dazai wanted to understand it. So, so desperately.

He couldn’t let himself be taken here. But really, what choice did he have? Perhaps the pessimism of the situation was weighing him down, but his carefully dug escape tunnels had collapsed around him in an ugly array of dirt and debris. Not unlike the skyscrapers that had once filled Yokohama’s horizon as explosion after explosion sounded from outside.

Briefly, he wondered how Chuuya was. If Chuuya still was at all. After pulling the guard at the door away for a battle in a passionate attempt to reach him. Arahabaki affected its vessel deeply and viscerally. Tearing it apart from the inside with a power that simply could not be tamed. He may well become nothing more than the God inside him, at this rate. The thought felt like a strange superposition between a hammer brought down against his skull and the numbing tingle of anaesthesia.

Chuuya had never truly made sense to Dazai. In many ways, he was more monster than human. Some faulty, broken half blood. Something familiar. A boy and a God. Outcasted by his parents and the heroes and then even society in that unavoidable fate of the different. But simultaneously, he was tethered to humanity with a more unyielding connection than Dazai had ever witnessed before. Every day, he battled to retain his control as a human. Defeating the yearnings of an immortal fight after fight. Earning his rightful place amongst the citizens of the world and using it to its fullest.

Chuuya was the closest and furthest thing from humanity that Dazai had ever encountered. At first, he had been jealous. Then intrigued. Now, all that was left was a certain awe. He couldn’t help but crane his neck up. Cover his eyes. As if to hide away from the Godly splendour of humanity at its most potent.

(Maybe he admired Chuuya at his core, as well. Quick to anger, quicker to forgive. Easy and brash and uncaring about the small things while caring all too much about the big things. Hating him. Loving him. A co*cktail of emotions and opinions that Dazai could get drunk on without pouring a second glass).

If Dazai died here, he hoped that Arahabaki did too. He couldn’t quite bear the thought of Chuuya’s soul being trapped in the blackened cage of a monster. Existence within the body of a monster had brought only pain to Dazai, after all.

“The cars have arrived.”

Amongst the screams and the calamity that could only have been All Might’s roars outside, a knock sounded against the door. Three quick bursts. Professional. Dazai’s very own funeral bell. Shouldn’t he feel sadder at the end? In an almost Pavlovian response, the agents turned. Pairs of visor-covered eyes whipped towards the entrance.

“State your faction and purpose.” The man who had first announced the approach of the cars shouted. You could never be too careful in such situations, he knew. Whether the cars had arrived or not, he couldn’t relax his guard. His hand inched towards the gun on his waist band; if this was a movie, the cameras would have zoomed in faster than the pull of the trigger.

“Group Epsilon, Sir. Here to escort the detainee.”

This was it. Not the end he’d wanted, sure, but a relief all the same. Failure came with its own silver lining. Maybe he was an optimist after all.

A slight frown contorting his brow, their self proclaimed leader loosened his grip on his weapon. The slightest flick of his wrist had an agent near the door swinging it open.

The first thing Dazai thought when a man was revealed was that he had a stupid haircut. Clothed in a full black suit, visor and surgical face mask, not much of the speaker’s skin or face could be seen. His hair, though, was visible; it gathered in a golden brown fringe before trailing off into an unsubstantial ponytail. A fashion statement rather unbefitting of a Hero Commission agent, Dazai imagined. He was about to say so when it clicked.

Two things clicked, in fact. Dazai’s understanding and the new agent’s gun.

A second of silence before the beginning. Than the lone vigilante against a torrent of foes. Or should he say, the lone detective.

“Drop your weapon!” It was the man who had been speaking thus far, his shout holding a hint of smugness. Mockery. Something in the twist of his lips said: ‘as if one man alone could surpass the might of the Hero Commission’.

And Kunikida did. It clattered to the ground with an anticlimactic thump. Both hands raised slowly towards his neck.

Was that… was that it? Had Dazai hoped for a second? Had he believed for that sh*t show?

The men at his sides loosened their grip as the threat was neutralised. The leader took careful steps towards Kunikida.

A gust of wind passed through the open door.

“Good afternoon!” A drawn out yell as a short blonde boy barrelled through the opening. Followed by an almost demonic woman with a monstrous cleaver. Even a somewhat reluctant ginger teen slipping through the cover of falling snow.

It was without bravado that the gunfire began.

Usually, in Dazai’s experience, people are prone to a little hesitation at times like this. Just a second where they let reality wash over them. Truly take in the harm they are about to inflict upon another. Or perhaps it’s simply to suggest such a feeling. To show to the world or whichever heavenly figure they believe is watching them that they’re not some evil monster. That they hold empathy, just like everyone else. Sometimes it’s a lie.

The agents notably do not require this second. Dazai respects them all the more because of it.

Unfortunately for them, the raw power of the Armed Detective Agency trumped any shower of bullets. No matter how furious.

Tanizaki was like a ghost amongst the masses. Here one moment, there the next. Only leaving the most delicate residue behind as he flitted between the attackers. Yosano was his polar opposite. She swung hard and cut deep, grunts torn from her throat in a startling contrast to her modest, ankle-length skirt and charming hair clip. Dazai supposed he should have known better. At the entrance, Kunikida’s notebook had long been called to hand. His own gun- handled with a grace that signalled years of training- providing backup for his teammates. Bespectacled eyes absorbed the situation at irreproducible speed, sniping the most threatening targets with a sophisticated patience.

“Yosano-san, can you make your way to the back?” Kunikida sounded completely composed, even as he kept firing round after round. Of course, the desirable thing at the back of the room was Dazai. The two men at his sides seemed to push closer at the revelation. Dazai could feel the recoil from each outstretched shot reverberate down his spine. The men’s insistence seemed to induce no fear in Yosano, though. If anything, a look of rampant glee lit up her face.

“It would be my pleasure.”

But it was Kenji who impressed the most. Not someone that Dazai had found much to do with during his time at the agency, any attempt to overpower him was thwarted by deceptive strength. He didn’t disarm the agents with complex twists of the wrist like Tanizaki, or even the assistance of a deadly weapon. With a single tug, guns were wrenched from iron grips and hurtled across the room. Several of them made impact with the walls, shattering Kurogiri’s neatly lined bottles and denting plaster. The little farmer boy was quite a sight to behold.

“I’m really sorry about this,” he yelled as he wiped out another agent with a punch to the face. Dazai did not want to get on the wrong side of him. Although considering the circ*mstances, it may have been too late.

“I’m not sorry about this!”

It took another second for Yosano to enter his field of vision. Lacking the fluidity of the others, but infinitely more vicious. The two men at his shoulders were off in an instant, ducking away from her cleaver with expressions that finally cracked in fear.

“Maybe you should be? Sympathy is an attractive quality,” Dazai said, escaping from the agents’ loosened holds and squirming back.

Yosano sent him a deadly glare.

“You- don’t say anything.”

Yeah, they were definitely pissed about the whole ‘working for the Port Mafia’ thing. Dazai grimaced; explaining himself would most certainly be an inconvenience. Ignorant to his internal strife, the Hero Commission had clearly gotten tired of the massacre. There was only so long they could allow a quartet of youths to destroy them for. It was a shocking flash of red that was the first warning sign: the Commission were finally ready to bring out their quirks.

Dazai wondered, vaguely, why they hadn’t earlier. Maybe this was supposed to be some secretive, last resort kind of thing. Paying respect to the very public image of the Hero Commission, which was widely considered a merely administrative body. By no means should they have hired agents specifically for their offensive quirks or combat skills.

The Armed Detective Agency had no interest in some half-hearted test of strength, though. Yosano was tugging him forwards with her, a blue glow emanating from their connection, as Kunikida pulled a small, metal object from the suddenly radiant pages of his notebook. A smoke bomb.

Rapidly, the room filled up with a murky blackness. Billows of smoke that were closer to some horrible, sludgy solid than the elusive gas molecules that they really comprised of. Dazai and Yosano darted past disoriented agents, joining Kenji and Tanizaki as they barrelled towards the door.

“sh*t-”

Whipping around, Dazai was immediately confronted by the sinister lack of a ginger head. Squinting to make out anything more meaningful than shadows in the haze, Dazai scanned the room. Yosano was forcefully dragged to a stop as well.

“What are you doing?” she scowled. Dazai ignored her easily.

It didn’t take him long to spot Tanizaki in the chaos. He was making no attempt at subtlety as he struggled in the grip of an elemental quirk user. Tree roots crept along his limbs and ensnared him in a wooden cage. With a quick sidestep (an entirely learnt reaction from Chuuya’s patented elbow to the side), Dazai reached out towards the attacker, No Longer Human burst out of him- flickers of light within the smoke. A firework. Tanizaki was immediately freed.

Shaking off the clinging roots, Tanizaki allowed himself to be tugged away from the stunned agent. A tight, conflicted twist blemishing the corner of his mouth. He grunted something that sounded a little like ‘thanks’ as the five of them fled the room.

(Dazai suddenly appreciated Chuuya’s impulsive engagement in battle with the guard who had stood outside. He would have to return the favour).

Shigaraki Tomura’s Parting Words

H e had always enjoyed watching from above.

Looking on as the scene played out- just as he had envisioned. Simply observing the characters say their lines and act their parts, no deeper motivation than deception and thrill apparent on their tongues.

This is how Gods feel as they cast their gazes down from the clouds. He was sure of it.

Shigaraki Tomura didn’t ask for much. Justice. Victory. A hero, once. So this moment was well deserved and long awaited. This moment, where he stood, staring out of the expanse of glass before him. The flames colouring the sky red and surely reflecting as a deep bloody hue in his eyes. He wasn’t entirely certain why Sensei had transported him to Mori Ougai’s office upon his arrival on the battlefield. Most likely because it resided in the tallest skyscraper of Yokohama, presenting him with the most bewitching view of a society falling to ruin. Of Sensei finally taking back the power that was stolen from him as he battered All Might into the ground below. Although at that point, it was more crater than concrete.

Mori, for his part, hadn’t seemed surprised to see him. Nor did he appear nervous about the safety of his territory, their high-rise towering above the rest of the crumbling skyline. He must have endeared himself with Sensei earlier- struck some sort of deal. It was both cowardly and masterful enough for Shigaraki to accept the situation without complaint.

So that’s how the two of them stood as a city became a wreckage. As good and evil clashed in what could only be described as a finale. An ending, on some level. For better or for worse.

Shigaraki wasn’t entirely sure where Sensei had deposited the rest of the League. Perhaps in the battlefield, taking a last stand for their commander. He found it difficult to care in the moment. It was all too magnificent. Resplendent in a twinkling, burning kind of glory.

“The end accompanies a rare sort of beauty.”

Mori spoke with the flippant, appreciative tone of someone who had expected this all along. Whatever ‘this’ was. Revolution or simply rebellion. It was a difficult tone to do anything but just agree with. For once, however, Shigaraki didn’t feel the need to push. It was as though some long persistent itch had finally been scratched. In whichever way the end chose to conclude itself, Shigaraki will have witnessed the dawning of a new era.

In many ways, that was the closest thing to justice he could have hoped for.

The Ironic Consequences of No Longer Human

I t was as good a place to stop as any: the aisle of overflowing dumpsters that lined one exterior wall of the lair. Bin bags littered cracking tarmac like spilt droplets. The whole setup promised an ugly sight and an uglier smell.

Unlike the concealed, windowless bar he had been locked away in, this location provided a rather harrowing view of the sky (if slightly restricted by the office building in front). Plumes of smoke covered the starlight like a thinly spread pall. What little luminescence could penetrate the bog was tinted orange. Warlike orange. End of the world orange. And of course, the sounds weren’t just sounds anymore. One couldn’t file them away in the back of their mind. Delude themselves- perhaps even successfully- that they were no more than the nonsensical clamours of another world. Here, the noises translated into feelings. Shocks and vibrations that not even the most talented storyteller could suggest were anything but authentic.

Put simply, it was a battleground. One more distinctly extensive than any Dazai had witnessed (or even participated in) before. He couldn’t place exactly how he felt about it all, so he turned his attention to the others instead.

They seemed in various states of disgruntled. Each silent, but in a horrific myriad of different manners. Kunikida was best put together. His eyes sharp and clear behind steamed up spectacles. Assessing the situation with a frightening intellect. Yosano and Kenji were both shaken, he thought. Providing a rather jarring contrast to the latter’s usual happy go lucky charm. And as much as Yosano hoped to hide it, she must not have expected that the final confrontation would ever be this bloody. This disarmingly final. Tanizaki was a mystery in his silence. Eyes never once shifting from Dazai himself, holding neither approval nor the opposite. Betrayal was tough to overlook, after all. Especially such an acute one. Infiltrating the agency as quite literally their mortal enemy- even if Ranpo knew about it.

(Dazai felt sickened by the idea in a way he never had before. To be someone else’s Ango seemed cruel beyond belief).

“Right.” Kunikida slammed his hand down on a metal lid, quickly attracting everyone’s wayward attention. “Let’s go.”

He cast a furtive glance towards the entrance, worried about the prospect of the Commission recollecting themselves and giving chase. Dazai thought he needn’t have been, but entertained the idea anyway.

He had to. Because this was his ending.

“Where to?” He tried to keep his tone level and appropriate. Embodying the confusion and breathlessness that often followed an adrenaline rush.

This part was crucial, after all. The part where he disregarded all of the agency’s carefully laid plans like they were rubbish on the pavement. Where- entirely due to his own selfish motives- he forged his own path into the inferno. Blazing an ugly, heartless black for his efforts. He’d stand in the way of Ranpo’s ingenious attempt to save hero society for no reason other than his own personal desires. His flippancy for good and evil alike imploding. Leaving a painful uncertainty in its wake. He supposed he was playing the villain again. Although this time, it wasn’t for Mori. It wasn’t for anyone except himself and his partner.

“Don’t play dumb, please, Dazai-kun,” Kunikida murmured. Running a hand over his eyebrow in impatience. “Hawks provided us with all the details as well as the documents. You’ve read the contents and Shigaraki kindly professed the context to you in one of many lapses in judgement. I’m absolutely certain that you’ve arrived at the same conclusion as Ranpo-san did before he sent us to retrieve you.”

Of course, they wanted him to follow them back to the agency. So that they could properly prepare for the plan that he was instrumental to. They wanted him to abandon Chuuya to the fire and help save the rest of the world.

Dazai leant back against irregular brick, looking as much a permanent fixture of the scenery as anything else. The heat of the night was oppressive. Summer’s natural tedium enhanced by the hellish pandemonium surrounding them. He shook his coat down from around his shoulders.

“You’re overestimating me.”

“I’m not.”

He wasn’t. Dazai had, in fact, reached an understanding of the ideal course of action in a heartbeat.

No Longer Human.

In a ridiculous, insane, laughable turn of events, No Longer Human could save the world.

All Might was having trouble defeating All For One in battle. That was the mortifying truth being revealed to terrified spectators everywhere. Why? Because of the immense bank of quirks All For One had stolen over the years. Best one and another would be equipped in seconds. Even some of pro hero strength. It was no wonder than All Might, in his weakened state, was struggling to keep up. Let alone triumph. All For One’s ability was special- there was no doubt about it. But it did adhere to one significant rule: each quirk that he utilised was identical to the original stolen version. All of its benefits and all of its weaknesses.

It wasn’t a stretch to say that every quirk Dazai had ever encountered held one, uniting weakness. No Longer Human.

Dazai’s quirk erasure. Ranpo’s almost prophetic foresight. Tanizaki’s cloaking capabilities. Kunikida as support and Yosano as a fallback. The Armed Detective Agency had everything necessary for a counter right at their fingertips. They’d shuttle him up to the main fight and pause All For One in his merciless quirk volley. Delay him for just long enough for All Might to come in for the kill. Only a second of hesitance was required. They could do it. Dazai was sure of it. Together, as one mechanical unit, they could save hero society. And in some cruel twist of fate, he himself was the irreplaceable cog.

It was their best chance. Possibly their only chance. He had figured it out and Ranpo had as well. The agency were sent after him as more than a rescue team.

There was something rather humorous about how the Hero Commission’s desperation to capture him- destroy all villainy instead of focusing on the League- had very almost caused their demise. With Dazai locked up, who knows whether Ranpo would ever have gotten his hands on the information pivotal to taking down All For One in the first place. Let alone formulated this plan.

It didn’t matter, though. Dazai had already long since decided. He wasn’t playing their games.

“Say you’re not,” he finally replied. Languid into the tension. “Say I know everything that I’m sure Ranpo-san has had an exhausting time breaking down for all of you. Why exactly do you think I’m going to slot into the role you’ve determined is right for me.”

He knows. He knows he’s being an asshole. He knows he’s being cruel and evil. He powered through anyway.

“You’re kidding.” It was a statement. Yosano looked appalled, features contorted by a resentful shock. “I don’t care whether you’re Port Mafia or UA or f*cking civilian. It’s clear as hell why the heroes need to win this battle. Say what you want, you won’t convince me that you don’t agree.”

No one reprimanded her language.

He shrugged. The judgement of others had never weighed on him before. He decided that he didn’t appreciate its burden.

“I do agree, though.” And then, too quiet to be heard over the surrounding roars. “I just don’t care.”

“If you agree then why won’t you come with us? You’re integral to the success of this plan. What’s keeping you from cooperating? Do you want some sort of compensation?”

Tanizaki turned to Kunikida, aghast.

“Are you offering him f*cking money right now?”

“What else would you have me do? Allow All For One to lead us to our demise? The Hero Commission are far from perfect but at least they’re a damn elected body!”

It didn’t feel good to watch the despair he was sowing. To watch Kunikida turn to bribes in a desperate attempt to save the world. To watch Kenji retreat into himself. It also hurt a little to hear that Kunikida genuinely thought he was hoping for a bribe. That material greed was his limiting factor.

“Just stop.”

He’d had enough. They all had. The battleground in the square mere streets away was only growing more fierce. If he didn’t go soon, he’d have no chance of finding Chuuya amongst the wreckage. Pushing off the wall with a sigh, Dazai took a step towards the head of the alley. Kunikida followed with an instinctual urgency. A high pitched scream from somewhere in the distance made his skin crawl.

“I’m sorry. I really am. But you have your priorities and I have mine. Yours are for the good of the people, I know. For the good of everyone. And mine are selfish and undesirable. I couldn’t understand these facts any more deeply than I already do. There’s no way for you to change my mind.”

When no one else spoke, Dazai took a final glance at each of them. For some reason, it was the memory of Tanizaki’s gaze that lingered longest in his mind. Angry, hurt, betrayed. Yet with the faintest glint of understanding, not quite eclipsed by the flickering reflections of smoke.

“Thank you for saving me from the Hero Commission. Thank you for the time we spent together at the agency. As a token of good will, I’ll suggest that rather than follow me now, you spend your time more wisely and come up with a new strategy.”

He couldn’t hear any footsteps behind him as he reached the end of the alley. Where blood stained the sky in all its vast glory, revealed by the levelling of a once mighty skyline.

“I’m sorry.”

“Dazai-san!”

Decimation. That was what it was. Complete and utter decimation.

Dazai had walked through this particular square a hundred times. Driven by it a dozen. Gazed at its familiar outline from the glorious expanse of Mori’s window only once. He supposed he never would again. Not that particular reproduction of it, anyway. Not the glistening, tiled plaza, boasting a fountain at its centre and lined by flourishing vegetation. Or maybe it had never been quite so utopian. Things tended to appear more beautiful in memories, after all.

That’s all it was now- memories.

What remained were ruins. As far as the eye could see. Debris in its most despairing form. Metal, wood, stone, even. Mangled beyond recognition. Charred beyond the spectrum of colour. There was just so much of it. More than could ever be imagined. More than could ever be forgotten.

What had happened to the fountain? To the trees? To the shops and offices that surrounded the square? Had they ever even existed?

Standing at the threshold of it all. It was a religious experience. If Dazai had been a better man, he surely would have experienced some sort of revelation. Divine or otherwise. Sprinted back towards the alley and the agency and his God given duties like the hero everyone wanted him to be. Eraserhead. Oda. Chuuya. He would never live up to their expectations. But maybe he could live up to his own.

Apart from the silhouetted figures manoeuvring against a rapidly dawning twilight, nothing in the vicinity noticeably protruded above ground level. Nothing remained untouched by the havoc, and nothing that had been touched had lived to tell the tale.

There was a fire raging on the east side of the plaza, a precious way away from Dazai’s location, and the half obscured shapes of those trying to put it out. It just seemed like adding insult to injury, really. All the flames could do was continue beating the dead carcass of a once thriving city. No matter how treacherous they were.

As well as the firefighters and various relief efforts digging through the rubble in search of survivors, only heroes and villains remained at the scene. Any other civilians had long since evacuated, though a number of courageous press helicopters still circled overhead. (No Chuuya though. Not even a wisp of his presence).

It was somewhat reassuring to spot familiar faces amongst the pandemonium. Endeavour, Kamui Woods, Midnight, to name a few. And a hoard of determined sidekicks. Of course, they had their hands more than full with the sheer abundance of villains around them. Expendable thugs, streams of Nomu. Hell, even members of the League. Dazai could swear that was Dabi out to the side there. He wondered if Ango was nearby, as well.

Still, only half the square was visible from his vantage point. The rest obscured by remorseless clouds of smoke and dust. All Might and All For One included. He knew they were there, though. The noise resonating from that hidden area was all-encompassing. Crashes and booms and yells of a volume that surpassed anything Dazai had heard before. He supposed it demonstrated the power behind every attack by two fighters that existed on an entirely different plane. (Part of him hoped that maybe Chuuya, Arahabaki, whoever, was contributing to that immense sound as well).

Dazai had been pacing the perimeter of the square for a short while, debating on a course of action, when he heard the call.

“Dazai-san! You’re okay!”

He could barely contain the bout of giddy excitement that sparked in his veins at the voice. So wonderfully familiar. Strained and hoarse from smoke inhalation, but safe. Here.

Whipping around, Dazai saw him beckoning from behind a large piece of rubble. Something that had once been the framework of a stairway, perhaps. It provided as good a shelter as any, though. Dazai ran to join him.

Seeing Atsushi again bought a sense of honey sweet nostalgia. Squatting beside the were tiger, he allowed shaky hands to latch onto his clothes. Feel the heat of his skin. Verify his own reality.

“What are you doing here, Atsushi-kun?” He pulled back from the other’s grip, reshuffling to look directly into his eyes. Relieved. Terrified. On edge. He looked alright physically, picture book of bruises and scars not withstanding. But free from gaping, movie-esque wounds at least.

“Right,” he hummed more than voiced. “It’s been a lifetime since this all started.”

Dazai couldn’t help but agree.

“We- myself and Midoriya-san and the others- we came to rescue you after the League kidnapped you. I’m so glad you’re safe, by the way. And I’m sorry we couldn’t help. By the time we arrived, this-“ he gestured around vaguely, “had already begun. And then with what happened to Chuuya-san…”

Atsushi’s words, blurred into a ramble, snapped into sudden focus.

“What happened to Chuuya?”

Suppressing a wince, Atsushi glanced out to the battlefield behind them. Only for a moment, but Dazai felt a spark of hope ignite at the gesture. Following his gaze, though, Dazai couldn’t make out anything more than shadows.

“He was with us. He was determined to save you, you know. Watching him then, I knew he would have walked through fire to get to you. He would have killed to get to you. But he didn’t seem entirely there when he split off. It was like he was…”

“Possessed?” Dazai volunteered, a bitter taste poisonous on his tongue.

Atsushi nodded. Then startled as a huge crash echoed from somewhere nearby. Neither commented on it.

“Now the others are helping out with the relief efforts and evacuation. I came over here when I saw you, though.” He sniffed, crafting a watery smile. The destructive light around them refracted beautifully in his tears. “I’m so glad you’re okay.”

Atsushi spoke with this wonderful tone of voice that made you feel inclined to believe him. He’d make a great liar. Dazai didn’t want to break up such a lovely reunion, but time was a luxury they couldn’t afford.

“I am. And I’m glad you are too. But I need you to tell me where Chuuya is.”

Silence dawned tentatively between them. Not in its most familiar sense, though. Not a silence heavy with guilt or apologies. It was more loaded than that. More fragile. The sky around them had broken into an uneasy dawn, the shards of nighttime spilling back into whichever recesses from which they had come.

“Atsushi-kun.” He manoeuvred the other with firm hands on his shoulders. Forcing them into a prolonged eye contact that showed Dazai more than he had the courage to scrutinise. “Where’s Chuuya?”

Sunrises in Yokohama had never been magnificent. Japan is known as the land of the rising sun, but this little sector of it took joy in distancing itself from the rest of the nation. While other cities were bathed in an unforgettable golden glow, much of Yokohama only witnessed the dregs of the ascendency. High rise buildings and unforgiving architecture conspiring to conceal as much of the spectacle as they could. Only destruction made this sight possible, Dazai mused, having torn his gaze away from Atsushi as the first ray of light penetrated the square.

Atsushi turned to look as well, squinting into the delightful stream. Finally, with a resigned sigh, he gestured into the mist. Following the line of his pointed finger, Dazai abandoned the sun immediately. He was right- Chuuya was somewhere beyond that dangerous epicentre where the smoke coverage turned opaque.

There was nothing left to do but venture in himself. The crashes and explosions doing nothing to deter him, he stood up from his squat, readjusting the lapels of his coat. Pushing the curls of his fringe away from his eyes.

Atsushi scrambled to join him. At once both apprehensive and reconciled.

“Wait. Please. I-” He reached for Dazai with shaking hands, stopping just short of contact. Then, rolling out on a breathy laugh: “sh*t.”

Dazai stilled.

“What do I do, Dazai-san?”

Atsushi’s voice was weak to his own ears. Trembling. Nothing against the screaming and the fighting and the death encircling them like a noose. He was trapped. He was trapped in this war that had never been his- not really.

“I want to fight for good. I want to fight on the good side. But I don’t know who that is anymore.”

Once upon a time, it was so black and white. So simple. The heroes were good, and the villains were bad. There wasn’t anything in between. Nothing lay in that unthinkable purgatory that caressed both sides.

When the doctor at the orphanage had hurt him, that was bad. His best friend had snuck him half of her rations when he was locked in solitary confinement; that was good. The orphanage had forced him out, and that was bad, and the list went on. He was thinking and speaking. The two streams intermingled and ran together, the barrier separating them lost to the debris around him.

He felt angry suddenly. Deeply, intrinsically angry. The type of poisonous resentment that had covered Akutagawa like a rash upon their first meeting. Had spread from so many carriers before him. He felt bitter, and lied to. Deceived by the world and deceived by himself. Like the last one to catch on. The last one to realise that all the beautiful things- all the clean cuts and sharp edges- had just been concoctions of his own mind.

The anger faded quickly though. Replaced by… well. Who knows what replaced it. There was nothing, he supposed. Nothing at all.

“Tell me, Dazai-san, please.”

Here was this boy- this man- who existed only in the sky. Who lived and breathed the sweet air above the city, the air at the top of the pedestal that Atsushi had built for him. Had constructed with his own two, aching hands and ten, blistering fingers. Here was this man who seemed to know all the answers while Atsushi was still desperately scrabbling around in the dirt, searching for a missing puzzle piece.

Silence reigned between them. Or something close to silence. With the battle raging on around their enclave, true quiet was an impossibility. The fires still crackled, menacingly. Curling tendrils of smoke still licked the corpses of what had once been proud buildings. Consumed what little remained. The sun still rose with scorching heat like it had a vendetta against the very land they stood on.

Then, Dazai moved. He pushed off from his momentary halt, steps suddenly heavy. Sluggish, at first. Slow. Tangled locks covered his eyes again.

“Don’t you get it, Atsushi-kun?”

His voice was faint, but as solemn as Atsushi had ever heard it. It shocked him a little, and he pursed his lips together, uncaring as cracked skin burned.

Gradually, Dazai raised his head. Kept raising it, until not the blackened rubble, nor the distant explosions, but only the sky seemed to be above him. Only the sky encompassed his entire world, for a few seconds.

His face was stained a shocking golden, but still the sun didn’t back down. Neither did Dazai. Instead, he closed his eyes.

The morning was red around them. Thick like sap, and unforgiving. Not a single star lit the sky. The moon had hidden her light, leaving them all to wallow in the sun’s lonesome. Illuminating Dazai’s face, tilted just so.

Ash was falling in a rain amongst the sun rays; the two indistinguishable from each other in a glorious show of trust. They painted his skin like it was a decorative mask, swirling and interlocking in outlandish patterns.

“There are no sides,” Dazai said.

Atsushi stiffened.

“What?”

It came out as barely a breath. Barely a whisper.

“There are no sides,” he repeated, louder. He let out something twisted, then. Something that resembled a laugh, but got caught in the oesophagus, and contorted into a choking noise.

“This world is full of people, Atsushi-kun, and so it’s full of views. Different standpoints, ideas and values. Every single person has their own take on the world- a take that will never quite match that of anyone else. A take that’s completely unique to them.”

The words were coming faster. Slurring together. Atsushi entirely devoted himself to them. Pushed everything else out, as the sun continued to soak him.

It felt like the end of something. A wash clean.

“It’s so much bigger than us, Atsushi-kun. It’s all so much bigger!”

Dazai flung his arms out. Opened them up to the sky, still staring into that same bloody abyss. He welcomed the sensations as they trickled over him. He let them mix with water and run down his arms, tracking red onto his coat.

“These sides you’re so obsessed with don’t care about you, Atsushi-kun. You can care about them, you can give them everything, but they will never feel towards you what you do towards them. That’s the truth behind the ‘sides’. Behind the good and the evil.”

He cut himself off, abruptly. Walked two steps forwards- towards the weeping battlefield- but stumbled a little. Atsushi felt himself jerk to help, but he was brushed away like a cobweb in the attic.

“Don’t you see, Atsushi-kun?”

He was smiling.

“There’s nothing there. There’s nothing f*cking there. The only side that exists, that matters, is your own side. Fighting for your own meaning- or not fighting at all.”

Mori Ougai on Yokohama

I t was bitter sweet. Sweet to witness his months of careful planning blossom into fruition. Bitter to acknowledge that he’d likely spend a small fortune trying to repair the damage to his city. Or maybe a big fortune.

He tried to focus on the sweet of it all for now, though. As he stood back in the safety of his fortress and watched the destruction of hero society through his window- so perfectly polished that the pane seemed more vacant than transparent.

Objectively, it was a beautiful panorama. Smoke resembling dry ice as it swept the stage in a climatic finale. The rumbles and shouts the crescendo of the orchestra and even the tentatively rising sun that flooded the land like some huge, symbolic spotlight.

Subjectively, it was even better. At first, Mori had simply desired All Might’s invincible power. As something to lord over the Hero Commission when they inevitably tried to close in on his territory. To protect Yokohama and himself from the deceitful rule and false promises of the world that these brutes in spandex had built and proliferated. Then, so much more had come into play: the threat turned camaraderie of All For One, the secrets behind One For All, the hidden agenda of the Commission. Now, receiving only All Might’s ability would seem like the smallest of rewards.

He wanted complete victory. He wanted domination. And he hadn’t gotten to where he was now with faltering ambitions.

Really, it all came down to All For One. Whether he could truly get the best of the number one hero. It was fifty fifty, Mori thought. Even he couldn’t call it. Shigaraki seemed to think he could, gleeful to his left, but Mori had never much valued the boy’s opinion anyway.

In fact, there were some other unknown variables cluttering the battlefield that Mori couldn’t help but take an interest in. Arahabaki, for example, had a rather commanding presence. He had never seen Chuuya this far gone. Doubted Dazai had either. Probably why the latter had yet to come to his partner’s aid. He had made the same logical assessment- that it was too late- and moved on to some other agenda of his. Dazai was good like that. A clear thinker, like himself. Even in the face of hardships and chaos.

Round after round of Commission agents were running at Chuuya like black suited flies, immediately swatted away by immense, inhuman power. Not a power Mori had ever been envious of, mind you. The man leading the charge was the most persistent, some sort of shielding quirk keeping the brunt of the attacks at bay. He’d only last so long though. As Arahabaki grew and took total control, his abilities would soon outshine even those of All For One. It would be fascinating to see how long its vessel could withstand the immortal life form within it before both of them were forced into oblivion. Until then, though, Arahabaki was unpredictable. Mori would have to keep a careful eye on it.

That’s all it came down to. Chance. A single spin or a roll of the dice. It was funny and frustrating in equal measures.

A conversation, he decided, would take his mind off it.

“What will you do if your Sensei loses?”

“Loses?” Shigaraki parroted, in a tone that suggested he had never considered the possibility. His faith in his master really was admirable. Almost religious. Incidentally, Mori was sure that Dazai was not only prepared, but also eager for the day that Mori finally faced defeat. It was a rather charming quality.

“I’d kill myself. This is the end, one way or another. There are no second chances.”

He said it with an unflinching indifference that Mori found repulsive. The coward’s way out. Still, he nodded and returned his attention to the square below. Not long now.

“What about you?”

Mori laughed. He had been thinking about that a lot lately. The future. In fact, even All For One’s victory left his next steps unclear. Things were out of hand and it was uniquely exhilarating.

“I expect things would return to how they were before.”

Shigaraki accepted the answer, but Mori couldn’t delude himself into doing the same. Whether it came from the heroes slowly encroaching on the neutral land of Yokohama, villains attempting to usurp his position or even his own allies snatching the power from under him, life would never quite recapture that previous stability.

It would have been boring if it did.

Three Happy Endings

The Armed Detective Agency

F uck!”

A shower of dust fell from the wall as Kunikida’s fist slammed into it. The skin of his knuckles cracked immediately, spilling thick drops of blood down his fingers.

“Hey, calm down,” Yosano snapped, pacing over and wrenching his outstretched arm away with a strength she rarely needed to use on them. “Sulking won’t solve anything.”

“This isn’t sulking,” Kunikida spat, venomously. “This is a perfectly reasonable reaction to witnessing the condemnation of the world.”

No one had much to say to that.

“Alright,” he breathed, stepping away from the wall with a nervous energy. He repositioned his glasses. “Alright. We need to find him, first. We should never have let him leave. We’ll try and convince him one more time, but I’m not holding out hope. If he doesn’t relent, we’ll have to force him. It just has to be done.”

He was rambling- he knew he was. But it was hard to think straight over the raging noises from around them and the searing pain in his hand. It didn’t matter how eloquently he spoke, anyway. For once, such matters could take the back burner. As long as he could communicate the need to find Dazai and find him fast to the others, that was enough. They absolutely had to enact Ranpo’s plan. The fate of the nation depended upon it.

“We can’t make him do something he doesn’t want to. He already said we should come up with a new plan rather than follow him. There has to be another way.” Kenji spoke without his usual unfaltering enthusiasm, but the sentiment remained.

Kunikida knew, rationally, that he was just a child. He didn’t know any better. But this was no time to be spewing earnest nonsense. In this midst of a crisis infinitely more severe than the agency had ever faced before.

“Just because one selfish bastard has his own agenda, it doesn’t mean that the rest of the world should suffer as a result. Sacrifice is perhaps the most significant ideal of all.”

He didn’t like how he was speaking. With a sharp, ugly tone. He didn’t like when he lost control of his emotions like this. Not in the half joking way he often indulged the agency members in when he was the butt of a joke. But in a cruel, genuine manner. No matter how much of what he said was true.

Although she seemed hesitant to spur Kunikida on, Yosano nodded at his words. Then grimaced. “Even if we did manage to drag him where we needed him, I doubt he’d actually play ball. The kid’s petty as anything,” she uttered through gritted teeth.

The statement was accompanied by a horrible silence. That crushing moment where the end of the world suddenly seems devastatingly inevitable.

“Would you listen to yourselves for a second?”

Incredulous, decorated by a delicate edge of fear, Tanizaki’s voice ripped through the air with the force of a lightning bolt. He looked like a nervous wreck, Kunikida observed, fingers tugging at his hair and eyes bloodshot.

“You sound like villains. Forcing some random kid to save the world for you. If he’s not willing, then we have to stop wasting time trying to manipulate him and get back to Ranpo-san to figure something else out.” He breathed in, deeply. “We’re not God. We don’t get to decide who we want to act as sacrifice.”

Kunikida didn’t have long to ponder the words. Another voice was already pouring through the end of the alley. Sluggishly escorted by its owner.

“Very poetically put, Tanizaki-kun.”

The four of them whipped around to divulge the new presences, silhouetted heroically by the climbing rays of the sun.

“Ranpo-san!”

They quickly dropped into a scattering of bows upon seeing the advancing figures by Ranpo’s sides. President f*ckuzawa and Hawks joined him to form an odd yet powerful trio.

“You really thought I’d only have one plan up my sleeve? You underestimate the greatest detective in the world.”

The relief was as painful as the fear had been. A tsunami and a chokehold. In some ways, total despair was a more acceptable prospect. There was no way to be disappointed by certain, unavoidable failure. Nowhere else to go from there. Hope had a rather nasty habit of deserting you at crucial moments.

“What are you talking about?” Yosano asked, though the excitement was a false note in her voice.

Ranpo scoffed in that way that meant ‘I can’t believe I have to explain myself to you simpletons’. He was dwarfed by f*ckuzawa’s dignified posture and imposed upon by Hawks’ incredible wing span, but he still shined like the first ray of light in the darkness.

“I never really expected Dazai-kun to simply adhere to our needs,” Ranpo began, tone heavy with a familiar condescension. “He’s a Port Mafia member, after all. He doesn’t have any long standing allegiance to goodness to uphold. If anything, he has stronger ties to the League than to us. More than that, though, he’s most loyal to an entirely different team.”

Kunikida racked his brain for what that could mean.

“A different team?”

Ranpo seemed displeased to spell it all out, but spoke quickly. “The Port Mafia’s most famous criminal duo? Rumoured to be undefeated by even the strongest quirk users? The aftermath of their battles always look like massacres. The opponents are practically wiped out- their corpses ravaged beyond recognition by some inhuman power.”

Tanizaki cursed, catching on first with mounting horror. “Double Black.”

“Bingo.”

Hawks spoke, then. A little wary and infinitely more uncertain than the television persona Kunikida was familiar with had ever been.

“When I was delivering the documents to you, I flew over the square. There was All Might and All For One and all of that crowd, obviously. But there was also something else. One person, glowing a red so intense that I had to look away, dispensing of round after round of Commission agents.” He trailed off, grimacing as he remembered the scene. War was always horrific in the widest array of ways.

“After Hawks told me this, it all clicked together,” Ranpo took over. “Dazai-kun’s priority right now is his Double Black partner. Who, funnily enough, must have also been searching for him this past day. It’s no wonder he ended up at the centre of the battlefield. And that’s exactly where he needs to be. Once they’ve joined forces, the result will be… explosive.”

Ranpo shared a sly smile with the President, and Kunikida got the impression that they weren’t being told the whole story.

They decided to follow as backup, although Ranpo made short work of letting them know that they weren’t truly needed there. It felt like they should finish the job anyway. They dispersed into the square with a measured caution.

Kunikida could recall the exact moment that Dazai saw Chuuya.

UA High School

B akugou could recall the exact moment that Dazai saw Chuuya.

It was a lot of things at once. Relief and fear and perhaps even a coiled up slither of detachment that spoke of complexities past Bakugou’s limited comprehension of it all. There was the urge to charge forwards, the urge to pull back, the urge to travel backwards to certain times or even forwards to uncertain times because surely, anything would be better than this precise moment. Dazai was glowing an almost ghostly blue against a background of orange tinted smoke and a blood stained sky. And as much as Bakugou was everything but a hero, he couldn’t simply ignore it.

Bakugou himself had been detonating large chunks of debris to allow those trapped among the rubble to escape. He was over with Dazai in a flash, without truly knowing how he’d gotten there. Or even why. He laid a hand around Dazai’s forearm, succumbing easily to the inexplicable feeling of emptiness where power had once been. Hoping to achieve… something.

Glancing around, he noted that any nearby combat was still a short distance away. He thanked the sun for their good fortune.

“Hey, we can’t stay here. It’s dangerous.”

He cringed a little at his own choice of words. It seemed rather insignificant given the circ*mstances, but he’d had to say something.

Turning slowly to look at him, Dazai tugged his arm out of Bakugou’s clammy grip. He only had a second to feel assuaged by the flood of his quirk back into his body before it was replaced by a wave of panic.

For a second, Dazai was unrecognisable. Bakugou wouldn’t claim to know him like he did some of the other hero students, but the difference was astounding. Absurd, even. The veins in his skin ran like the painted tracks of river on the most detailed of maps. Bulging with their gruesome, almost pulsating contents. His jaw was clenched so tightly that every muscle seemed eternally locked in position- closer to a statue than a man. And his eyes. Barely the thinnest ring of iris remained around a dilated pupil. The darkness did nothing to hide an eerily pale face, no stain of colour to be found. The wind swept any loose fabric from his coat behind him, revealing bandaged arms and whitened knuckles.

Bakugou repressed the intrinsic pull to flinch back. To repel himself away from a depth of emotion he had never once been prepared for. It was like witnessing a force of nature. Something impossibly single minded. Something that would bring about the apocalypse for the sake of its own goals.

“Dazai-kun!” Bodies were running towards them. A couple of his classmates, Bakugou’s mind supplied after a moment of confusion. Midoriya leading the charge. “You’re okay! Are you okay? Did the League hurt you?”

It was strange to see the familiar after such an intensely abnormal experience. He felt subtly altered. Like his mindset had shifted almost imperceptibly. But that minor change was impossible to ignore. What was once heroic now seemed trivial. What was once love and care now appeared as a morbid sort of curiosity. Or worse, a horrible self consciousness.

“The League didn’t do anything except reiterate their ethical obligations to villainy and drink,” Dazai bit out.

Bakugou was thankful when his burning gaze was redirected to Midoriya. The other didn’t seem to notice. Or at least, didn’t physically react. That was something they all did a lot, Bakugou found. Ignore things. Delude themselves into believing that the worst horrors were mere insignificant nuisances with such conviction that they couldn’t help but give in. He felt a very sudden surge of hatred. For all of them.

“Thank goodness,” Midoriya sighed.

“We need to take cover. We’ll be in All Might’s way if we get too close,” Uraraka was saying, already moving back towards the outskirts of the square.

All Might should be taking all the help he can get, Bakugou knew, but let it settle as another truth unsaid. He didn’t think any of them could accept the reality of the matter, at the moment. Without a miracle, All Might was going to lose.

“I’m going to get Chuuya.”

All of them jerked to look at him. Perhaps saw him properly for the first time.

“Dazai-kun…” Midoriya started. No one knew what to say. Even being heard was hard enough over the sounds of agony coming from every direction.

“He’s over there. I can just about see him. I’ll meet you all back here later.”

There was a clipped tone to Dazai’s voice that made Bakugou believe his promise was nothing more than an appeasem*nt.

“Dazai-kun,” Midoriya tried again. “He’s- he’s gone. He’s not himself. We don’t know what happened but… anyone can see that’s not him anymore. That’s. That’s something else.”

It was another thing they had all been distinctly not talking about, Bakugou thought with more than a hint of repulsion. Whatever the hell had happened to Chuuya after their fight with the League. A second quirk, maybe? Some sort of possession? The question pounded in his mind like a headache. The fact that it was entirely unanswerable did nothing to improve the situation.

Dazai sighed. Speaking quickly but firmly.

“It doesn’t take a genius to notice that No Longer Human is temperamental. In fact, it’s almost as if it was designed with completely arbitrary functionality. I can stop someone from making a chair leg, but once they’ve made that chair leg, there’s no way for me to get rid of it. My ability still works against quirk handcuffs, as if it functions through an entirely unfamiliar process. It’s constantly in use to the point of inconvenience, and somehow, it trumps every other quirk cancelling ability I’ve ever faced.”

Bakugou wasn’t sure what he was getting at, but his mind was clearly made up.

“Most importantly, No Longer Human has always, always defeated Chuuya’s corruption. Brought him back to himself. No component of the mortal or immortal universe will ever change that.”

He was gone before Bakugou could tell him he thought he understood.

The Hero Commission

C huuya was as far gone as they had all claimed when Dazai finally got a good look at him. Even he had to question the point of it all. Whether there was anything left of Chuuya to salvage by the end. He quickly wiped the morbid thought from his mind.

The Commission agents had all but given up on any actual attack. Any real attempt to defeat Chuuya and vanquish evil. They seemed more hopeful that he’d tire himself out of whatever state he was in, covered in flaming red marks that were as encompassing as a second skin. Eyes entirely whitened. Hurling ball after ball of destruction into the crater riddled ground. The square was unrecognisable, here.

“Young Dazai? What in the world are you doing here?”

Jesus Christ would these meddling heroes just leave him alone already? Even All Might, ducking and diving and looking about as far from a pillar of justice as Dazai had ever seen him, clearly had time to get involved in his business. The moment of distraction cost him, though, as a dark figure Dazai identified as All For One sent a stream of acidic black liquid towards him.

Dazai didn’t care. He didn’t care. He couldn’t afford to hesitate a second longer. Not to save face in front of his teachers or classmates or any of the other heroes and agents and villains peering in from nearby. He soldiered onwards, ignoring the raging heat that engulfed the area and the voices telling him to stop. Part of him hoped that everyone would see. Even Mori. That this could mark some definitive ending for all of them. It may well do so for him and Chuuya, anyway. It was hard to tell. This was uncharted territory.

It wasn’t easy to reach Chuuya. The epicentre. It took some trial and error. But he reached him eventually. Bathed in a brilliant red from blood, sunlight and corruption alike. Looking as close to a human as Dazai had ever felt. There was an insane, inexplicable connection there. When Chuuya finally noticed him, eyes without pupils boring into his own. No spark of recognition. No familiarity. Just two, barely human things.

Dazai hoped, vaguely, that All Might would feel pain because of this. “You’re already a hero, my boy. And no quirk, no scar, no God can change that. What makes you a hero is your actions- it’s you alone.” Those words that he so flippantly uttered to Chuuya so long ago. Words that had come to mean so much. Dazai hoped that he’d remember them, and they’d cause him pain.

He didn’t hesitate before placing a hand on Chuuya’s shoulder. Shirt long since ripped to shreds. His skin was almost burning with heat. Dazai had never felt the sensation of his own quirk as another would, but he imagined it was cooling.

“Three happy endings is a good number,” he mused, to no one in particular. Who could have heard him over the sudden rush of pure energy that pulsated out from his touch?

“I don’t think there’s enough for us, though.”

It was like the very fabric of the world was tearing apart at the seams. A stabbing pain was cursing through his body, its origin their shared point of contact. Dazai refused to move his hand, though, as blinding lights filled the air. Taking up the precious spaces once occupied by oxygen, nitrogen, carbon. Colouring them red and blue and suffocating.

The rest of the square was reduced to nothing. The rest of the world outside of that small patch of contact. Even if all it provided him with was pain, it was all he had. It anchored him as the deafening buzz of power and the enraged roars of a God and a familiar screaming fought for the opportunity to vibrate freely through the trembling molecules.

Maybe, in what felt like the final moments, he should have spared a thought for the people that had changed him. Eraserhead, Midoriya, Atsushi. Hell, Ango. Oda. Chuuya beside him. Nedzu’s unexpected allegiance. Mori’s influence over him.

Needless to say, he didn’t.

Eventually, the assault on his senses became too much to bare. The only real thing left was the feeling of Chuuya’s skin against his own. He wondered, briefly, how the old man who sold tofu at the corner of Memorial Park would keep up his sales without Dazai around. Then, there was silence.

Notes:

See you soon for the epilogue.

Chapter 31: Written Easily

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Midoriya Izuku and the Anonymous Tip

T he apartment was clean. Small, but clean. Midoriya supposed he should be thankful for a clean apartment- small though it was.

It was difficult to feel thankful for anything at this time of year, though. The late summer sun that he had once admired now only a catalyst for aching memories. Reduced from its former golden splendour to a cold, mechanical cycle of repetition. Midoriya missed five years ago, sometimes.

Waking up to silence wasn’t worrying, like it seemed to be in a whole catalogue of thrillers and low budget action films. Both Shouto and Kacchan having already headed off to their respective agencies for the day was no surprise, and the absence of their usual morning clamour was expected. Still, Midoriya always wished- heart full of guilt- that they’d take the week off as well. For some companionship. Or at least allow him to keep busy with his own missions. Small stuff like helping cats down from trees. But it had been unanimously decided that Midoriya’s mental state wasn’t quite up to working order at this time of the year. Taking a short break was for the best. (Especially in his line of work, where every mistake could cost a life).

He knew this, rationally. Often, he tried to delude himself into thinking it could be fun. Or at the very least, productive. He could spend his time filing that paperwork that he never seemed to get around to. Or send back a response to the online interview from that popular hero forum. But every year, the week crept up on him like a bad joke and left him no better off by the end of it. He’d come to accept it, begrudgingly.

He mostly spent his time wondering why he was the one who needed mandatory leave. Why even though Kacchan and Shouto had witnessed the whole affair as well, he was the only one affected by it so deeply and for so long. All Might- Well, just Yagi-san now- always told him that his sensitivity was a strength. The predecessor of an admirable grasp of justice. And he said taking breaks was important, too. Midoriya couldn’t help but think that his words and actions didn’t match up, in that respect.

Moving from the bed to the sofa was a chore. Which was ironic, considering how he began most days with a 10K run or an urgent alert from his radio. He dragged himself down the short hall, one end eclipsed by the front door, as it opened up into a living room-come-kitchen. The whole place was furnished pleasantly enough. Wooden flooring and cream walls. The most effective black out curtains they could find on the market. Even one of those fancy coffee machines and a bean selection that Shouto was absolutely obsessed with but Midoriya wouldn’t touch with a ten foot pole. Mainly for fear of blowing the whole thing up. A scatter of books and glasses and even spare hero equipment covered the round table that Uraraka had bought them as a moving in gift. A mess they were all guilty of making and then leaving.

It was home.

They had been there for almost three years, ever since finishing high school and becoming dysfunctional adults rather than dysfunctional kids. It was close to the centre of town, which was why they had chosen it at all. Other than that, it had two bedrooms, a bathroom, and the rent was reasonable. Which was about all they could ask for. No one really slept in a designated bedroom. One held two singles and the other held a double, and they just kind of crashed wherever there was space at whatever insane time of night they managed to clock out. Evil didn’t sleep, after all. In fact, it seemed to prefer the night.

The sofa was a horrendous, All Might patterned thing that Midoriya secretly loved. He draped himself across it like another blanket, fumbling for the television remote amongst a stack of magazines. Switching it on, he winced at the program. He supposed he should have expected the instant bombardment, but he was an optimist by nature.

“As we approach the five year anniversary of the Battle of Kamino Ward, festivities have already begun to mark the historic triumph of good over evil. I’m here at the scene, where the annual All Might Carnival is being reconstructed for its fourth year running. Attendance is projected to be at its highest yet with special events, including a talk from the retired number one himself, a popular new addition to the agenda.”

With a groan, Midoriya jammed the off button again. The shrill voice of the reporter cut off, leaving a sticky, oppressive quiet. Behind him, the rhythmic ticking of the clock was suddenly very loud. He pressed his head into the swallowing comfort of the seat in protest, but swathes of fabric did nothing to silence the march of time.

After a short moment of indulging in the well of pity that was usually so unfamiliar to him, Midoriya decided that it was time to start the day.

Wondering behind the counter- a functional granite monstrosity that Kacchan had insisted on- he dazedly pulled out ingredients. A couple of eggs, the remainder of their soy sauce. Not for the first time, he thanked Kacchan’s firm stance on healthy eating. If he and Shouto were left to their own devices, Midoriya was sure they’d be ordering in every day, in some sick imitation of their second year dormitory life at UA. Before Kacchan had angrily set them straight, anyway.

He cracked the eggs straight into the pan, grateful for the sizzling sounds that gradually overturned the silence. Steam rose from the kettle he had started boiling in that dreary way of its, swirling into the air in a helix of wispy rings. Their kitchen- like the rest of their apartment- was almost ludicrously cluttered and entirely unpredictable. Dozens of little nicknacks that nobody could really justify the existence of. But it was the stories they held that were the real treasure.

Take the Shouto themed spoon- half white half red- that Midoriya had picked up during a local ice cream shop’s campaign to increase their winter sales (Shouto’s hot and cold concept was apparently the perfect form of advertisem*nt, to his own dismay). It seemed to live perpetually in the sink, washing up a tremendous task for any of them. Or the ‘Deku!’ fridge magnet that was only funny because it was misspelt, so actually read ‘Daku!”. And Midoriya was pretty sure that the Kacchan bobble head bottle opener was in some drawer or another.

Shouto was probably the most widely known of the three. Partly because his missions tended to be dramatic, his quirk a vehicle for spectacles. Mostly because of his recent inheritance of Endeavour’s hero agency. He had been working hard to reshape the ruthless environment into something more to his taste, and the changes to its activities had not gone unnoticed by the public. Even before that, he had been biting at the heels of the top thirty ranked heroes- a mighty impressive feet for such a recent graduate.

Kacchan was rather popular too, although in a way that commanded fearful respect rather than Shouto’s band of adoring fans. He ranked highly due to the sheer quantity of cases he solved. His efficiency was truly unrivalled, and of course, his power as overwhelming as ever. He’d almost broached the top twenty last year, but a lack of general popularity and his current employment at a relatively small agency held him back.

Midoriya himself? Well. It was hard to come to any meaningful conclusion on his popularity, seeing as the Hero Commission point blank refused to include him in their rankings. Which was his fault, really. But he didn’t regret a thing. And so although the top dog was still Hawks, Deku had been dubbed ‘the illegitimate number one’ by forum users. A name that Shouto found hilarious, considering his own musings on Midoriya and the previous number one’s illegitimate familial relations. He was recognised by a sizeable subset of people- real hero fans. Ones who searched out their own sources rather than relying on the censored content from the Commission.

All it really meant was he didn’t receive quite as much reward, fame or glory as other pro heroes did. Rather than one agency, he had ties to a number of them, and a network of trusted informants. It meant that he was more flexible to take on missions that were actually urgent rather than just those that would appeal to the public. Midoriya was thankful, truly, that he had been blacklisted by the Commission. The gratitude of those who did benefit from his efforts made it all worth it. Even if his meagre contributions barely added to the household income, and left them all constantly teetering on the edge of poverty.

When he next managed to anchor his drifting attention back to the eggs, they were fully fried. Perhaps overly so. Struggling to turn the gas off, he went to sift through the shelves in search of their seasonings.

Instead, he came across a photo frame. An old, wooden thing that had belonged to one of them since forever ago. Of no real worth, monetarily nor emotionally. The picture inside, though, was a whole different story. Midoriya brought it down towards him, smiling gently at the image before him. It was their UA graduation photograph. Class 3A, beaming at the camera in an earnest exhilaration. Theirs had been the smallest year group ever to graduate, apparently, at just three quarters of the total capacity. The prestigious course had never been so undesirable before and never would be again. It was just them. The generation that had dropped like flies, entirely deterred by the horrors they’d witnessed as naïve first years.

Midoriya couldn’t fault many of his ex-classmates for dropping out, or converting to general studies. Uraraka, Kaminari, Tokoyami. The Battle of Kamino Ward wasn’t something that could simply be forgotten. Erased from one’s memory.

Midoriya sighed, replacing the picture frame. His time at UA had been bitter sweet, certainly. Now, all he had to confirm its existence were photos and the friends he’d made along the way. He paused. What had he been looking for again?

Eventually, the meal was prepared. Midoriya sat down at the counter to eat, manoeuvring his chopsticks in a restless cycle with one hand, messing about on his phone with the other. Just scrolling through a forum he’d found recently that he liked. An analytical one. The users always looked past surface level into the heart of the matter, and he appreciated their insight.

Today, they were discussing the upcoming All Might Carnival. And of course, the celebration wouldn’t have existed without the legendary battle that preceded it. Cringing, he was about to swipe away when a comment caught his eye. Just one. Posted only a couple of hours ago, but somehow opening a floodgate of memories.

midmight99:

As much as I love the festivities and I’m so grateful to All Might and the other pros for risking their lives against the League, there’s just one thing I can’t wrap my head around. The Hero Commission’s ‘super weapon’. Like I’m sorry?? But are we seriously supposed to believe that they’d been working on this pure energy bomb with a nuclear level power output for years without any information leak? Any testing or even a mention of it in any documentation? And it left absolutely no residue. An insane blast from nowhere completely stuns AFO and gives All Might the chance to flip the fight on its head, of course the Commission are going to take the credit. But it doesn’t read more…

Midoriya did not read more. Instead, he closed his eyes, lowering his chopsticks down on to the cold surface. This was exactly the kind of post that was universally ignored. Labelled as an unfounded conspiracy theory. By most. To Midoriya, it was the key to the door he kept bolted tightly in his mind. The devastating entryway to a bomb shelter. Or a pathetic imitation of one. Closer to a stubborn man’s basem*nt in its true defensive capabilities.

He was reminded, quite forcefully and suddenly, of an explosion. Of such incredible magnitude that it was practically its own source of gravity. Drawing in everything nearby with unfathomable ferocity. It had torn into All Might and All For One alike, turning the tides of their battle only when All Might stood up against the agonising pain, an almost divine smile true on his face. It was probably the most iconic piece of footage to grace the Internet: that closeup shot taken by a daring press helicopter. All Might, rising from the ashes like a phoenix of hope. After his victory, he’d retired immediately. It had been his time, he’d said. But really, Midoriya knew his wound had forced his hand.

As for the UA students, the doctors had told them they were lucky to be alive. An expression only made more severe by the countless victims of the blast. Seven pro heroes and twenty one Hero Commission agents had been killed by the surge of energy released in that explosion. f*ck. Midoriya had no clue how the Commission had convinced everyone that it had been their intention all along.

Then came a stream of threats and pleads alike. They found themselves signing NDAs, swearing to altered witness statements and confirming edited footage. It was repulsive, looking back on it. At the time, though, it had seemed like a necessity if he wanted to secure any semblance of a future (one that he’d screwed up all too quickly). The others had clearly agreed as well. At least, the ones who didn’t quit. So they’d each deluded themselves. Tried their best to bury the truth in the Commission’s falsities. Tried to detach themselves from the horrific reality like everyone else was given the privilege of.

There was only so much you could forget.

Dazai and Chuuya had disappeared by the time the smoke cleared. Only a blackened crater lay where they had once stood, the earth disturbed within. The sky, Midoriya remembered thinking, had been unnaturally red. As if it was clouded by some demonic spirit. Well, red sky in the morning, sailor’s warning and all that. They had searched the scene once they were all patched up and their wounds tended to. Joined the initial rebuilding efforts under the guise of volunteers, desperate in their attempts. But none of them had ever seen Dazai or Chuuya again, and they were pronounced dead after two months.

Midoriya hadn’t returned to Yokohama since. It was his way of coping. Removing himself from his past. Others, he knew, preferred to wallow in it. How long had it been since he’d spoken to Atsushi now, anyway?

He startled when his phone buzzed in his hand, barely avoiding dropping it into his bowl. Without a glance at the flashing contact page, he picked up with trembling fingers. Anything to distract him from the memories and the silence.

“Hello?”

A familiar voice crackled over the speaker.

“Morning, Deku. How are you feeling today?”

Kind. Always so kind at this time of year. Like he was a harsh word away from shattering completely. It frustrated him beyond belief. But he knew it wasn’t his manager’s fault. She was just trying to look out for him, like she had since high school.

“Please, Momo-san, you know I feel like I’m being mauled by several hungry tigers to the delight of a crowd of sous chefs.”

Yaoyorozu laughed, the sound pleasant and deep and probably relieved that he had the energy to joke left in him.

“Very specific,” she noted.

“I’m famous for my self awareness.”

Appetite gone, Midoriya stood with his half empty dish, setting it down by the sink. He felt lighter with a friend to talk to, the tension in the air dissipating.

Yaoyorozu had been Midoriya’s manager for close to a year now. After graduating, she had worked as a sidekick to a rescue hero in Akita for a while, but quickly found it wasn’t for her. It was Shouto who had reminded her of her old talent for leadership back in first year, even when she herself was consumed by doubt. Midoriya had been her first client as a freelance heroics manager, and she had done so much for him that it was sometimes hard to believe. Because of his status as a kind of hero vigilante hybrid, he couldn’t get any agency to reliably employ him. They all had the same reluctant misgivings. Hesitant to turn away such a powerful hero, but unwilling to risk waging war on the Commission’s dense legal resources.

So he didn’t regret that speech he made on live television at graduation as such, but he sometimes found it to have rather limited him.

“As much as I would love for this to be a friend call rather than a business call, I’m afraid it’s the latter.”

Her voice suddenly tightened, and Midoriya couldn’t say that he wasn’t surprised. He tried not to let the shock slip into his words; Yaoyorozu was well aware that he was on his break. She wouldn’t be calling him about work if it wasn’t important.

“What’s going on?”

“Earlier today, I received an anonymous tip through the phone.”

Midoriya leant back against the counter, his eyes narrowing. Anonymous tips weren’t uncommon in the hero industry. Usually the sender tended to be a civilian who didn’t want to endanger themselves, or rival villains hoping to set up the competition. It was odd, however, that Yaoyorozu should receive one. She had an extensive network of contacts and informants spread across the country. But there was no reason for any of them to suddenly conceal their identity, nor was there reason for an outsider to choose her specifically rather than the police or a larger agency.

“I know what you’re thinking,” she agreed, voice level, “and quite honestly, I don’t know why either. They were rather insistent about it being me they contacted. Perhaps they have a distaste for hero society. I’ll admit that part of me thinks this is some sort of prank. That’s really the only reason I’m trying to give you work on your break.”

He nodded, but quickly realised she couldn’t see him, and hummed an affirmative.

“Alright, tell me about this tip then.”

Tendrils of excitement were already starting to claw their way up his oesophagus as he spoke. Sure the break was a necessity, but that didn’t mean he didn’t hate every second. Bounding back over to the bedroom with the big wardrobe where they stored their hero costumes, he focused on Yaoyorozu’s description.

“The general idea is that there’ll be a burglary at the Nissan headquarters tonight. Not for vehicles, funnily enough, but actually targeting the new, high capacity batteries that are in development there. I tried to tell the caller that I don’t have any heroes available right now. I don’t work for an agency, after all, so with Enigma Cannon investigating the bullet train case and Winter on security at a high status event, I’m pretty much shot. I offered to pass the tip along to trusted industry partners, but they were adamant that it went through me.”

It was a strange scenario. That much was definite. Midoriya pulled his (for once) hung up costume from the closet, struggling with only one hand, the second pressing his phone against his ear.

“Do you think you’ve met them before and they trust you now?”

There was a quiet sigh into the phone.

“Maybe.” A pause. “I really hate to force this on you now of all times, but if I had other options, I would’ve taken them. If it’s any consolation, I do believe that this is likely some sort of prank. A teenager who was dared to but didn’t want to get in trouble with the police.”

“It’s really fine, Momo-san. I’m going a little stir crazy cooped up in here anyway.”

She laughed. “I’ll text you the details, Deku.”

“Thanks, Momo-san.”

And the call ended.

He received the text about three minutes later and the shock of it felt like a physical recoil.

I’ve linked the schematics of the building and alerted their security as well. Please arrive with plenty of time in hand.

02:00 at Nissan Headquarters, 1-1, Takashima 1-chōme, Nishi Ward, Yokohama.

A Transcription of the Graduation Speech of the Top Scorer of the UA Heroics Class of 2184:

[Clears throat]

> Good morning everyone, and thank you for attending the UA graduation ceremony of 2184.

[Applause]

> My name is Midoriya Izuku, alias Deku, but- well- you already know that. I had a whole introduction planned out, but Principal Nedzu has already covered that much more eloquently than I could ever hope to.

[Brief laughter]

> It’s an honour and a privilege to be standing here, in front of not only my incredible peers, friends and family, but also a crowd of heroes, reporters and other attendees, as well as all of those watching this broadcast from home. I’d love to say something worth listening to, but as anyone who knows me understands, getting to the heart of a matter has never been my strong suit.

> It would be no exaggeration to suggest that this year group has undergone a transformational and challenging three year period. One that has provided us with loss and growth in equal measure. While many of our peers have found themselves deviating from their original path after the array of hardships that students from every course underwent in first year, we still remain committed to our original mission today. Although whether this is a sign of steadfast determination or stubborn idiocy is hard to quantify.

[Uncertain laughter]

> I’ve made amazing friends here at UA. My classmates as well as other students and teachers have repeatedly supported and propelled me to new heights, which I will be eternally grateful for. I won’t bore you with the details, but it would be an understatement to have called studying at UA a pipe dream for me three years ago. To be graduating under these circ*mstances is more than I could ever have hoped for. And I have the pro heroes at UA to thank for this opportunity.

[Applause]

> I know that myself and many of my heroics course classmates have plans to begin our careers in earnest. A fascinating variety of internships, apprenticeships and sidekick employment offers have been a popular topic of conversation in recent months. It’s been wonderful to feel such a tangible air of excitement amongst my peers for their futures. Futures which will all surely be noble, successful and rewarding.

[Extended pause]

> It is with regret that I admit I cannot share in their excitement.

[Murmurs from the crowd]

> I have adored heroics with a passion since I became old enough to understand it. The idea of helping and saving others with no strings attached or need for repayment is perhaps the most powerful form of art that the human mind has ever conceived. However, it would be a lie to stand here and use this platform I’ve been provided with to tell you that the heroics industry of today aligns with that of my memories. Three years ago, a friend of mine made it very clear to me that heroism has become nothing more than a front for a certain organisation’s deceit and control. It should be of no surprise that after proliferating such a view, this friend is no longer with us.

[Shocked silence]

> Our society loves heroes, and pays them in popularity. The Billboard ranking, practically enforced as law by the Hero Commission, is the most obvious of these facets. We cannot allow these profit making bodies to turn the soul of heroism into another attempt to extort the people. We cannot allow them to use their power and status to gain political affluence or make decisions which should be decided democratically. We cannot-

[Speaker is cut off]

Yokohama had changed, significantly, since his last visit. Even so, the place still agitated his nerves like nothing else.

The rebuilding efforts, almost at completion now, had left the city centre sparkling with modernity. The buildings were sheer and pristine, boasting freedom from even a speck of dirt. The older architecture that had once been eroded by a hostile sea breeze was lost to the past. Midoriya could barely recognise the Kamino Ward square at which the battle had taken place as he rode past on a newly constructed train line. The towering memorial statue and rows of stalls selling All Might memorabilia were telling, though. For such a sight to be witnessed in the Yokohama of five years ago was no more than a fantasy.

He supposed that there were two ways it could have conceivably gone as the train pulled away from Kamino Ward. The citizens could have felt even more resentment towards hero society for bringing destruction and suffering right to their doorstep, or they might have been displeased with the League for tarnishing their neutral territory. As it turned out, the latter was true. A wave of support for pro heroes had risen almost alarmingly quickly after the incident. Ever since, Yokohama’s council had been taking steps to integrate it further into the nation. Hosting the anniversary festivities of the battle was just one of these attempts.

It was a relief to finally pass through into Nishi Ward, which could be easily considered as any other town. By the time he arrived at the address Yaoyorozu had sent him, he had only been approached by about six people. Practically no one compared to the swarms that a sighting of the illegitimate number one attracted in Tokyo.

The HQ was huge, containing a number of blocks, and overlooking a body of water with its own bridge arching above. The buildings must have been home to hundreds of offices each, packed into neat, glass rows. Even at the late hour- approaching midnight- many of the lights were still on, and the structure emitted a yellow glow into the night. It reflected sharply off the river; a bright spot in the darkness.

He went through his usual checklist of arrival jobs, work mode firmly flipped on, and started with a confirmation to Yaoyorozu. Then, he checked in with the security team, who had already been briefed on the possible threat. They led him through rooms showcasing luxury vehicles and expensive equipment to a research laboratory on the sixth floor. Accessible by neither the roof nor the ground floor entry. A scientist explained to him how one might go about stealing an industrial solid state battery- its countless connections to various machines and systems making it difficult to remove. He tried his best to listen, but after mentions of disconnecting cooling pumps and pressure sensors, it was largely lost on him.

By half past one, the building was deserted and Midoriya had been pouring over the building blueprints with the security team. Really, the whole idea of a heist in such a heavily guarded location was a suicide mission. Not helped by the lack of entrance points and escape routes near the target. Midoriya imagined that the thief or thieves- assuming they existed at all- were dependent on the element of surprise. With a whole range of expensive cars and goods ripe for the picking on the ground floor, Midoriya couldn’t help but wonder why the battery was on their radar at all.

“Deku,” the head of security said, approaching him with a small bow. “We’ve just been informed that further assistance has been provided by a local investigative hero agency.” Then, quieter. “They also seem to have received an anonymous tip.”

Strange. Very strange. How was this informer picking his contacts? And why did they feel the need to get in touch with two, rather niche different groups? There was something suspicious going on here. Midoriya vowed to investigate it as soon as this mission ended.

“I see. Thank you for telling me.”

All things considered, it wasn’t a bad thing to have further assistance. Midoriya enjoyed working with other heroes, after all. He just hoped that a small, local detective was strong enough to keep up in a high stakes environment.

Midoriya was floored for the second time that day when his temporary partner slunk sheepishly into the room. The first thing that stood out about him was his posture, in fact. Slightly hunched. Not as falsely confident as that of many pro heroes.

His costume was clever, Midoriya decided upon inspection. Outwardly, it appeared to tailor to the style of a detective or other professional. A formal shirt and tie did the trick there. As an investigative hero, seeming knowledgeable and trustworthy when speaking to victims was paramount. Quite often, the visage of a person was more important than their ability in this regard. However, it was quietly deceptive. Made of flexible material and sporting a utility belt with trailing buckles, the ensemble was clearly engineered with functionality in mind. Entirely white and black with thermoplastic polyurethane lined shoes and a fur hooded coat. It reassured Midoriya that the hero was at least prepared for combat if worst came to worst.

And then, meandering over, he saw the man’s face.

“Atsushi-kun?”

The air funnelled out of the room through one of those over complicated pump systems.

“Midoriya-san?”

Before he could even think, his reflexes took over. It had been years, but Midoriya pulled Atsushi into an embrace. Relief washed over him when the latter gladly reciprocated.

“I can’t believe how long it’s been.”

Atsushi laughed wryly, the sound muffled into Midoriya’s shoulder.

“Me neither. I was completely terrible at keeping in contact with everyone. We were all so busy, and I just couldn’t respond to messages quickly enough.”

Midoriya laughed too, but they both knew the truth of the matter remained unsaid. The best memories of their lives were painfully and irreversibly intertwined with the worst ones.

It was just gone three and Midoriya was beginning to believe Yaoyorozu’s initial assessment. These mysterious thieves may be the simple manifestations of some annoying teenager after all.

When he voiced as much, the others in the room admitted to similar suspicions themselves. Four of them were cooped up in the sixth floor monitoring room, almost yearning for any sort of movement on the rows of screens before them. Disappointingly, each only showed the same barren hallways and darkened showrooms. Twenty four floors worth of multi angular stillness. He and Atsushi were on standby there with the head of security and his assistant, while the usual night guards were stationed at key access points.

Of course, anonymous tip stake outs were always tricky. A balance had to be struck between preparation and subtlety. The main advantage of an anonymous tip was that the perpetrators were often unaware of your awareness, if you see what I mean. Thus, placing too much security around the target area would alert them of your prior knowledge, rendering the tip largely useless. One way around this was by congregating existing security around the point of interest, but even that could go awry. If the villains themselves had sent the tip off, they may have done so to draw defences away from a different target, facilitating their true, hidden intentions with the decoy.

It was all rather complicated.

They were preparing themselves for a rather long, tediously boring night when it started.

It was a rather inconspicuous monitor, first. Just one screen near the top right but not quite the top right itself. Without ceremony, the screen flashed black for a second. Maybe two. But it was enough. The previously orderly room was at once alight with agitation. When the camera came back into action, the hallway it displayed was as sterile and still as it ever had been.

“Atsushi-kun,” Midoriya started as the two Nissan employees frantically tapped away at the keyboards.

“Got it.” He was already darting out of the room, steps silent with skill so carefully honed it was almost art. Midoriya was interested to note that even after two years of estrangement, they were as coordinated as ever. Training in high stakes simulations with someone throughout high school really did wonders for your teamwork.

Turning his attention back to the rows of screens, Midoriya raised a hand to shield his earpiece from the rapid discussion of the security personnel.

“Location?” he asked, eyes scanning for another blackout.

“Approaching 3A now. No signs of movement.”

Atsushi’s confirmation of the culprit’s absence over their communication channel didn’t surprise Midoriya. Even as his eyes darted from monitor to monitor, each as unassuming as the next, it was as if the momentary lapse had been nothing but a dream. He was beginning to believe it really had been a technical issue when it happened again.

“Blackout at 3E.”

It must have been the thief. Messing with the cameras as they passed each corridor to conceal their presence. A strategy that may well have worked had there not been extra security in place- usually, the cameras wouldn’t have been so closely monitored. There was a whole myriad of quirks that could interfere with technology using waves or pulses. Not to mention manual methods like hacking or even simply covering the lens.

Briefly, Midoriya took a second to be thankful that they’d memorised the reference coordinates for hallways and staircases on every floor rather than just the sixth. Without a shared map, this whole experience could have been far more painful. He was interrupted a second later.

“Another one at 3G.”

“Already? I’ve only just cleared 3E,” Atsushi replied, breath steady.

The realisation was a shrieking alarm bell to Midoriya’s alert mind. With a tiger quirk and years of hero training under his belt, Atsushi was an incredibly fast runner. Even in human form, it should be difficult for anyone to keep up with him. Let alone outpace him. Unless they had some sort of speed quirk?

“And one more at 4A. How in the world are they going so fast?”

They were getting more frequent. Two flashes on neighbouring screens. A third without rest. sh*t. What was happening? At this rate, Midoriya would have to leave the monitoring to the security personnel and join Atsushi in the field.

“Skip the fourth floor and head straight up to meet them on the fifth,” he called out urgently. But it felt fruitless. He could only watch as more and more screens started flashing. With new trains of blackouts starting on different rows. Dozens of dysfunctional cameras. A horrific pulsing, squirming flicker darkening each monitor in turn. Why were there so many all of a sudden? Was this theft actually a huge heist? Some organised crime ring surging into the building, relying on strength in sheer number?

But that was impossible. If there were really so many people, then why did every screen without fail return to that same untouched emptiness after its blackout? Why was there never any sign, or hint even, of disruption in any single frame?

Think.

“It’s completely silent here, Deku. They can’t have arrived yet,” Atsushi was saying through the earpiece.

Think. Take a step back and look at the bigger picture.

“With your permission, Deku, we’d like to call in the police to lock down the building.” The security guards were rightfully nervous.

Think. The waves of blackouts, almost drawing paths through the buildings. Tens of them, exploiting different entry points from the basem*nt levels to mid-building fire exits. God, the culprits must have studied this damn building as closely as Midoriya had. Closer. Different groups funnelling in for a massive scale robbery. Or perhaps one elite team using the other flashing monitors as distractions. Concealing their true location behind a barrage of possibilities.

“Deku? I really don’t think they’re on this floor at all.”

Think.

“Your thoughts on a lockdown, Deku?”

But it just didn’t sit right. That stillness. One that Atsushi was clearly witnessing for himself in the wake of each camera flash. The execution was too clean. Almost as if rather than several of the blackouts being distractions, they all were.

f*ck.

Midoriya backed away to get a clearer view, ignoring the inquisitive voices around him. He needed to focus. If he could just focus, then maybe… there. In the corner of 24D. The smallest twitch. A passing shadow. Barely worth a second glance amongst the chaos of the flashing monitors around it. Clearly meant to lead an observer in any number of wrong directions. The real theif meant to sneak through the building in plain sight all along. They must have dropped in through an entry point in the roof.

Midoriya huffed out a relieved sigh, finally able to track the imperfections as they carefully traversed the top floor.

“Were-Tiger, meet me at 6H.”

It was with a strange mix of emotions building in his chest that Midoriya waited beside Atsushi.

It was dark- Midoriya could hardly see the industrial fan system they were crouched behind- and almost eerily silent. Atsushi’s shallow breaths did nothing to break a quickly mounting carpet of tension. A blanket of dread that Midoriya was starting to feel pressing uncomfortably against his abdomen.

More than any mission he’d completed before, something seemed irreparably off here. He told himself that it was just this particular time of year messing with his head.

“I’m impressed that you figured it out, Deku.”

Atsushi wasn’t looking at him as he spoke. Or at least, Midoriya couldn’t feel his gaze within the darkness, so he assumed that was the case. He shrugged.

“Well, I just had to put in a bit of thought, I guess.”

“Don’t brush it off. You’ve always been so… so suited to this. To heroics.”

The bitterness in Atsushi’s voice was all too easy to identify. To pick out and tear apart. That’s what a youth spent side by side could do, Midoriya supposed. Wasn’t it too soon, though? Too intimate in the cold, dark silence of the laboratory.

“When you’ve watched as many All Might videos as I have, you’re kind of forced to assimilate into the lifestyle,” Midoriya laughed, awkwardly. It was weak in any circ*mstance. Tenuous under any meaningful pressure.

“Come on. We both know it’s more than that. You’re strong and smart. You’re analytical. But most of all, you’re brave.”

“Were-Tiger, please.”

It put some distance between them- use of Atsushi’s hero name. A buffer between them, only widened by a physical absence of years.

“How many times did you put your neck on the line for someone in first year? And now as a pro? Not to mention your graduation speech,” he finished, with a bitter chuckle. Midoriya couldn’t help but cringe at the sentiment.

“That one was more like stupidity.”

Atsushi breathed out, quietening suddenly.

“Please don’t call it that. I know that for myself and thousands of others around the world, that speech was a moment of honesty amidst the lies. You’re so, so brave, Midoriya-san.”

And the distance dissipated like a bad dream. Midoriya turned to face Atsushi properly.

“And you’re not? As a pro hero, working to protect and reform a city like this one, you’re not brave, as well?”

Atsushi dropped his head into his hands. Midoriya prayed that the thieves would never arrive.

“God, I can’t even bring myself to contact my high school best friends. I’m not brave.”

He didn’t know how to reply. For all his experience as a hero, all his determination to save the world, he couldn’t think of even a single way to fix any of it. Atsushi kept speaking after a moment of silence.

“I think about it. All the time. I still have all your numbers saved. It just hurts too much. Whenever I see your names, all of the sh*t that went down in first year hits me like a truck. And I can’t do it.”

He hurried to pick up his slack. It was just so hard. To unearth the shocks and stabs of regret that he had spent so long burying. All of the hatred for himself, for this world that they belonged to and protected. Every time he thought of the past, it all came surging back, erupting at the surface. Atsushi, stuck in the past, reminded him of these dormant memories more than anyone else.

“It’s fine if you really can’t, Atsushi-kun, I understand. But no matter what, you’re going to have to live with this weight. You may as well find someone to share the burden.”

Atsushi opened his mouth to reply, but a sound cut him off. Something quick and sharp, like the pressing of a button or the clacking of fingers against a keypad. Both heroes whipped around towards the entrance of the room. Silently, Midoriya signalled a split and they separated in opposite directions. Atsushi taking up his position behind a large canister of pressurised gas and Midoriya wedged between the wall and the door.

They listened as more of the same sound could be heard- more prominent, now. And the occasional curse. Midoriya’s blood curdled in a way that it never had before on a mission. It was the time of year. The city. Any of these superficial imperfections must have been getting to him. Crawling like maggots under his skin.

The door finally swung open and Were-Tiger pounced first. He was half transformed, a skill that he had perfected towards graduation, with his hind legs and claws that of the beast.

The intruder must have been expecting an ambush, because they dodged the first attack with apparent ease. Their movements were smooth, Midoriya observed. But not quite as powerful as Kacchan’s, a born fighter. Whoever this was, they were well trained rather than a natural. A distinction that was closer to intellectual curiosity than being of importance.

The thief, only a faint outline in the dark room, weaved around Were-Tiger’s strikes with an almost elegant boredom. Midoriya imagined that the other hero could see more of them with tiger enhanced eyesight, but even he seemed to be struggling. Not helped, of course, by the fact that he couldn’t exactly go all out against the newcomer, uninvited though they may be. No one was aiming to kill.

Midoriya saw his chance to intervene with the precision of an arrow, or a series of threads snapping one by one. His eyesight had adjusted as much as it ever would. It was now or never.

He barrelled into the fight, fist already pulled back and sparking green. The figure raised a sleeved arm to block, no time to dart away.

“Detroit smash!”

Midoriya thought- just before impact- that he saw the cuff of the coat drop a little, to reveal some sort of fabric beneath. Bandages, perhaps.

The impact itself wasn’t abnormal. He felt his knuckles pound against a solid forearm, the force of the punch growing from mere vibration into a huge expulsion of power. of course, Midoriya had punched with far less than his full strength. Less than was required to fracture bone, even. The figure still stumbled backwards, falling against a powered down conveyor belt. What was abnormal was everything else. Or more accurately, the lack of everything else. No crackle of electricity in the air. No inferno of nerves standing on edge. No thrumming in his bloodstream. No light, no gust of wind.

It had been a punch. Just a punch. A solid punch, mind you. But a regular one. A punch unassisted by his quirk. He pulled back his fist. Stared at it, betrayed.

Then, he refocused on the figure slouched against the machine. He could make them out clearly now. Not because the lighting of the room had changed, but due to an almost ghostly blue glow surrounding them. A faint, shimmery light that felt like a face from a hundred lives ago. It took him a moment to put the pieces together.

It was entirely silent as the intruder righted himself, stepping away from the conveyor belt and dusting off his shoulders. Everything had taken on a slightly blurry quality. Static-filled, like the ending scenes of an old video tape. Just brushing the border between past and present.

When the thief spoke first, it surprised Midoriya, to say the least. He had expected them to all keep up this ruse for as long as possible. This uneasy state of knowing without acting, the balance precarious and liable to tip at the slightest twitch. Wishful thinking.

“Well, that gave me some serious déjà vu.”

He couldn’t believe it. He wouldn’t. There had to be some rational explanation for all this. Sone reasoning and logic. A missing piece of the puzzle.

“What?” He choked out. Atsushi remained silent.

The man exhaled a breathy laugh, entirely too relaxed mid-battle.

“Don’t you remember? It was our first training exercise. I was the villain, protecting the bomb, and you were the hero. You threw a punch; I raised an arm to block. And that’s when you first found out what my quirk is. Ringing any bells?”

It was. It was and that terrified him. He couldn’t think. Couldn’t react. Every muscle had seized up. Every trained habit deserted him. It was a battle to walk the short distance to the light switch. Even harder to lift his fingers to the dull plastic. And to feel that gaze on him the whole time. Torture.

Midoriya didn’t give himself time to second guess who he’d see under the unforgiving luminosity of the lab. Which ghost might await him.

He flipped the switch.

A dozen bulbs flickered to life, as remorseless as he’d anticipated. And there, stood amongst the machinery, draped in a long black coat like a reaper, was Dazai Osamu.

Midoriya liked to think he had become more worldly since high school. Or at least, clamped down on what had once been a harmful level of naïve belief in the good intentions of others.

People- in fact, the universe- had an inexplicable tendency to try and make life as difficult and unpleasant as possible. Staying strong in the face of a bombardment of misfortune was perhaps the only way to survive. And as a hero, Midoriya witnessed misfortune on a painfully regular basis. Death surrounded him. His own adoration for humanity had led him to a constant cycle of self destruction for the sake of the wider society. The greater good. It was all that fuelled him, really. The knowledge that he was giving back. Putting something beautiful into the lives of others, even at the cost of his own.

He was worldly and jaded and he’d seen far too much, but nothing could have prepared him for this.

Two heroes and a deadman- age twenty, or there about- standing in a sort of inverted triangle. The mechanical hum of pumps and fans and monstrous, industrial systems that were as comprehensible to Midoriya as rapidly spoken Portuguese an ugly reminder of the ever less important where and why.

It was with an instinct that had been drummed into him since high school that his body moved. Fast, strong and capable enough to do so without awaiting orders. In one swift motion, he slammed the- well- Dazai around into the wall, listening to the satisfying clunk of quirk suppressant handcuffs binding his wrists. Although he felt anything but the usual relief. A slightly sickening sensation was beginning to spread through his stomach like some slow acting poison. It must have showed like a storm on his face.

“No need to trouble yourself,” Dazai said, tone mocking in a way that flooded Midoriya with memories. “I was planning to stick around anyway. How about a quick chat before you turn me in to the police?”

“We’re not going to-” turn you in to the police. Or at least, that was how Midoriya had planned to finish his aborted sentence. It didn’t take him long to realise that such a comment was almost certainly untrue.

With a wry laugh, Dazai leant back against the wall, sliding down into a casual seated position, elbows resting on knees. It hurt to admit that Dazai looked exactly how Midoriya hadn’t remembered. The years had done nothing to him, and the blurred memories resurfaced as he examined Dazai’s features. Skin pale against dark waves. Cheekbones sharp and eerily gaunt under the harsh white light. Metallic hues from the surroundings draining him of any human warmth.

“I feel like I know all about you already, Midoriya-kun. The press just love you, after all; your relentless positivity has always been fit for a life in the limelight.”

Midoriya reddened despite himself. His graduation speech had largely been an attempt to escape the blatant vanity of heroics. Valiant yet fruitless, in all the ways that mattered. And a small part of him had never quite come to terms with the result. With the loss of his dream future at his own hands. From the smile that spread on Dazai’s lips like a disease, Midoriya was sure that he could see the internal conflict all but written across his face.

“So,” he began, eyes scanning until their next target. “What have you been up to, Atsushi-kun?”

Midoriya had forgotten the other was still in the room. He was completely silent. Unmoving. Perhaps more reminiscent of stone than flesh and blood. It shouldn’t have been surprising. Dazai’s ‘death’ had hit Atsushi the hardest. Some inconsolable mixture of regret, obsession, love and loss were tangled into a truly adamant knot. One that could never really be unraveled- just pushed away into some darkened corner. Midoriya himself had never quite figured out what their convoluted relationship had consisted of. Most pairs, he supposed, had a sort of understanding indecipherable to any outsiders.

Snapping out of his trance at the familiar shape of his name, Atsushi took an almost Pavlovian step forwards.

“I- uh,” he tried, testing out his shaking voice. “I work at the Armed Detective Agency now.”

It was fascinating to watch, from a scientific standpoint. That hint of anxiety on Atsushi’s face. The need, never truly eroded, to be validated by Dazai. To be accepted by his idol.

“Oh really? That was a good decision. They’re good people,” he replied, sincerely.

Midoriya hadn’t been sure before, but this confirmed it. When Dazai had spoken to him, there had been something unpleasant there. A touch of malice hidden in the folds of dialogue. It had been subtle, certainly. So subtle that Midoriya had mistaken it for apprehension. But now, towards Atsushi, the undercurrent of oddness had completely vanished, and its former presence became all the more apparent.

The tentative conversation diminished. It gave MIdoriya a second to wonder what the hell he should do. Question Dazai like he would any other prospective thief? Or pray for the anonymous tip to be a lie? But Dazai had no right to be here anyway, whether he was hoping to steal something or not.

Atsushi considered something for a moment. Then, braver than before:

“What about you, Dazai-san?”

The words screamed with things left unsaid. What. Where. Why and how. Questions about the moment everything changed, left perfectly unanswered. Impossible to bring up.

“What about me,” he reiterated. Then shrugged. “Nothing too crazy. I just went back to the Port Mafia and kept working under Mori-san, initially.”

The room experienced a sudden drop in temperature. For all the tiptoeing they had collectively done around Dazai’s true associations at UA, it seemed terribly taboo to simply say it out loud. The Port Mafia. Atsushi seemed especially affected by it. Perhaps the open secret of the Mafia and ADA’s conflict was bothering him.

“Got promoted a bit later, and get this: Akutagawa-kun from the League rocks up and starts begging me to train him. I guess you’re really willing to do anything when your previous employers become internationally wanted fugitives,” he finished with a laugh. Perhaps purposefully ignoring the knowledge that his own organisation was similarly notorious.

Atsushi found it anything but funny. Face screwing up in an almost nostalgic agony when Akutagawa’s name was mentioned. Contorted muscles unable to relax. It was clear that the conversation- well, the whole situation- was tearing mercilessly into old wounds. Midoriya tried to move it along. For all of their sakes.

“Do you know what happened to the other members of the League? Aizawa-sensei was pretty careful about keeping it from us,” he asked, almost naturally. He had always been curious about the subject, but dared not broach it with teachers or classmates.

Dazai hummed, attention largely focused on the handcuffs as he tugged at the chain experimentally.

“I believe that the majority were arrested at the scene, including All For One. Of course, Akutagawa-kun ran away to the only recruiters that would take him with no ascertainable skill in anything that doesn’t involve violence. I heard a rumour that Ango-kun made some sort of deal with the Commission, so who knows where he ended up.”

Finally, he seemed satisfied with the cuffs, and turned his gaze back to the two of them. Without the clinking sounds, the room sounded unnaturally quiet.

“And then there’s Shigaraki-san.”

Midoriya could feel his limbs convulse at the name. Months and years of terror sparked by that very one couldn’t go ignored, even now. He tried to keep his voice steady as he replied.

“Was he not arrested?”

He didn’t think it worked.

“Shigaraki-san? Not quite. Think bigger.”

Either Dazai was oblivious to the pain his words were causing, or more likely, he enjoyed it. Perhaps he had engineered this path of conversation himself. In some horribly successful way to gain the upper hand as the only one left laughably unaffected. This… it wasn’t how Midoriya remembered him. Then again, he supposed that his own memories were nothing more than fabrications. After it became quite clear that Midoriya wasn’t going to ‘think bigger’, Dazai lost patience.

“He’s long dead now. Threw himself off a roof pretty much right after All For One’s loss. Equally, it’s possible that Mori-san pushed him, but suicide is the official story. Fun, right? The heroes well and truly defeated the villains,” he finished with a sneer.

Was it bad to feel relieved? To thank the Lord that Shigaraki’s torment was well and truly over, never to return? Probably. A stinging self hatred rose in his gut.

“Initially.”

“What?”

“Initially,” Atsushi repeated himself. “You said that you went back to the Port Mafia and worked under Mori-san initially. What about now?”

Dazai made a noise of understanding. “Not much has changed. But I don’t work under Mori-san anymore.” He seemed to ponder for a second. “I don’t really work under anyone.”

Atsushi appeared well and truly astonished. Midoriya agreed with the sentiment.

“You’re the head of the Port Mafia.” It wasn’t a question.

“Yep!” He seemed to find this endlessly amusing.

Atsushi’s shock was completely understandable. Here before him was the shadowy man who headed his greatest enemy. A man he had revered and respected. A man who he had, in his own way, been seeking for years. Only to find right under his nose the whole time. Not to mention, Dazai’s position as literal boss of the Port Mafia suggested that he’d have some breadth of knowledge about pesky heroes nearby like the ADA. His earlier interest in Atsushi’s life couldn’t have told him anything he didn’t already know. Even the conversation up until this point has been one big lie.

Removing his gloves to cool his increasingly clammy hands, Midoriya attempted to steel himself. This wasn’t the Dazai he’d known. That boy existed only in the past. Perhaps only in his mind’s eye. He had to focus on the present. On the future.

(He spared a thought for what might have happened to the previous boss. Then expelled the thought like an ugly truth).

“You’re the head of the organisation, and you sent yourself to pull off a highly dangerous heist for-” he gestured vaguely at a big machine, “some batteries, of all things.”

Raising an eyebrow, Dazai pointed towards an imperceptibly different big machine.

“I feel like you’ve gotten dumber since high school,” he commented with a blunt honesty that Midoriya didn’t appreciate.

He huffed, trying to formulate some meaningful reply that wasn’t a pained agreement, before narrowing his eyes. It may have been his imagination, but it didn’t feel like Dazai was actually looking at him . Rather, just past him. He turned to follow the line of sight, but nothing was there except the wall and what came with it.

Dazai must have taken his silence as judgement. He tried to justify his presence, gaze never quite fixing on the heroes.

“Look, I heard some semi-mutinous underlings question my authority, and thought I’d do something about it. What’s more impressive than being both the king and the soldier?”

It was at that moment that things became even more horrifically inexplicable. Because the voice that spoke next could only have been coming from a mysterious ghostly body. Or God himself. It certainly wasn’t Midoriya, and it didn’t sound like Atsushi or Dazai either. But it did sound almost heart achingly familiar.

“Not getting arrested in the process?” Tone blunt, the words echoed around the room. Only worsened by the unforgiving lack of any softness. Whipping around with expertly trained reflexes, the heroes were immediately on guard. Dazai, however, seemed anything but worried.

“Chuuya!”

This. This couldn’t be real.

“Chuuya?” Midoriya parroted.

“Chuuya?!” Atsushi exclaimed barely a second later, features morphed in disbelief.

On the far wall, a brief flash of movement might as well have been the visual representation of alarm bells. A vent cover- square and entirely inconspicuous against the plaster- shook with a vengeance. It didn’t take long for the top layer to crash down onto the ground, making a tremendous racket as it went. They all watched it rattle to a stop as a figure crawled out from the tunnel.

“Been a while, Deku. Uhh, Atsushi-kun. And for the record, we thought this would be an easy mission. The security guards can barely handle guns let alone their quirks, and the CCTV is about seven operating systems out of date.”

Chuuya was just like Midoriya remembered him, down to the platform boots. It made the encounter all the more distressing.

“No Chuuya, darling,” Dazai replied with a placating smile. “The point is that we’re off the record.”

Atsushi was the first to react, this time.

“Darling?!”

Dazai sent him a look.

“We’re practically dishing out classified Port Mafia information here and that’s what you’re focusing on.”

“Sorry, Dazai-san. It’s just… a shock.”

‘A shock’ was an understatement. It was all too much. Far too much. It was new and old and mind blowing and validating all at once. Dazai and Chuuya were alive. More than that- they were fine. Free. Together. And they held the answers to questions that Midoriya had been agonising over for years. Had, in all honesty, destroyed his career for. It was so much that it was nothing at all.

He couldn’t keep thinking about it. God, it would burn him from the inside out if he did. He tried to refocus. Redirect his attention to tonight. To the heist.

“You were expecting an easy ride,” he narrated, tone deliberate. “Get in, get the batteries, get out. But then…”

Dazai sighed.

“Yes, the anonymous tips.”

The room grew deathly silent. And it was impossibly, ridiculously, inexplicably clear why.

“I never mentioned any anonymous tips,” Midoriya said, slowly.

Somehow, the silence plummeted into a realm that Midoriya believed completely lacked even the concept of sound. The only things in the room were the mischievous gleam in Dazai’s eye and the inferno of fury that was radiating off Chuuya like a tangible wave of in a debris addled ocean.

“You.”

That one word held more malice than Midoriya had thought physically possible. Though clearly, a lot of things he hadn’t thought physically possible were, indeed, occurring. And Chuuya was off. Shouting, pacing. Breaking all known laws of mid-burglary conduct.

“Dazai you f*cking lunatic. You tipped off the heroes. We were in the clear, and then you tipped off the illegitimate number one hero and f*cking-” he gestured flippantly at Atsushi, “wolf boy over there.”

“Hey,” Atsushi protested, weakly. Midoriya covered a red flushed face with his hands. But Chuuya was far from finished, even as his voice cracked with intensity.

“You tipped off the heroes, and then got f*cking caught. You goddamn imbecile. I don’t even want to hear an excuse right now. This is inexcusable.”

Dazai, for his part, was fiddling with the chains on his handcuffs again. Midoriya would probably have been more wary of that if he wasn’t so damn unsettled.

“So dramatic, Chuuya. It’s boring if there’s no challenge,” he drawled.

“That wasn’t a challenge; that was suicide.”

“Music to my ears. Anyway, Midoriya-kun and Atsushi-kun are my very best friends, they wouldn’t turn me in to the mean Hero Commission.”

Chuuya snorted, anger quickly phasing into a more passive sort of frustration. Midoriya felt like he wasn’t even in the room.

“Your ‘very best friends’ from five years and a cover story ago, sure.”

“No need to bring me into your lover’s spat,” he mumbled. He by no means expected two unamused heads to snap towards him.

“I don’t want any romance talk from you, mister my-boyfriends-and-I-sleep-in-separate-beds,” Dazai mocked.

Wringing his hands, Midoriya tried to keep the bite out of his tone. “First of all, we’re not boyfriends. Second, we’re considering bunk beds, actually. That way, we can downsize to a cheaper apartment.” He sounded petulant. Childish. He couldn’t believe this was happening right now.

Chuuya sent him a considering look.

“I guess there’s no money in saving the world after you give a speech on terrestrial television that gets you banned from profiting out of the Billboard rankings.”

“I don’t regret a thing,” Midoriya vowed, although his cheeks were furiously red and the look in his eyes was deeply regretful. “Those who do good, do good without expecting a reward.”

“Maybe, but how much good can a do-gooder do on a diet of instant ramen and cut price vegetables?”

This was too much.

“Go on. Ask.”

It was four in the morning and the police were on their way. Dazai was still handcuffed. Chuuya had bolted out the door a while ago- ‘catch me if you can’ practically dripping from his lips. Atsushi had followed him, eyes hardened with resolve. In a clearer state of mind, Midoriya might have questioned Chuuya’s decision to all but abandon his partner. As it was, he didn’t want to think about it.

Instead, he relented to that omnipotent haze that had always shrouded Dazai like some sort of spiritual entity. Like a lie. Shoulders dropped. Sliding down the wall next to his prisoner.

“Why? What’s the point of all this? You wouldn’t have put yourself in this position just for the sake of some high school reunion.”

Dazai smiled.

“Wouldn’t I?”

The simple question stopped Midoriya in his tracks. Because wouldn’t he? Wasn’t it perfectly in character? What did he really know about Dazai’s desires, anyway? They had been enough of a mystery in high school, let alone after years of estrangement. Dazai seemed pleased by his silence.

“See. Not sure, are you. Maybe I simply wanted to reconnect with old friends. Maybe I was curious about what had changed. Maybe I have ulterior motives. Maybe I’m documenting your every move as we speak. Searching for weak points in preparation for one final strike.”

His voice sounded like everything amongst the buzzing silence.

“You wouldn’t.”

“Again, wouldn’t I? How much do you know about me? How much have you ever known about me? The me that you knew all those years ago has always been a lie. You’re projecting your ideals onto a mirror and fondly imagining that the resulting image is someone else’s reflection.”

Perhaps Dazai was right. Perhaps that’s all Midoriya had been doing. All any of them had. It was hard to avoid it, in his defence. It’s impossible to truly know anything so distinctly inhuman.

“Who exactly are you, then?” Didn’t he owe Dazai this much? The chance to answer at least this question for himself? It felt like a piece of him was dying every second.

Dazai scoffed.

“The f*ck should I know. I can be the person you never knew you wanted me to be.”

He didn’t doubt it. A moment passed.

“It’s funny. Sometimes, I wonder what might have happened if things had gone differently. If Chuuya had been swayed by the tempting apple of heroism. Or if I had. If Arthur Rimbaud had lived. If Odasaku had. Where would we all have ended up?”

Midoriya didn’t like where the conversation was headed. To some sort of road block. A natural ending. Surely this couldn’t finish until he’d gotten his answers. What happened at the conclusion of the Battle of Kamino Ward? Where were Dazai and Chuuya all this time? Surely, nothing could finish until at least that had been revealed to him.

Glancing over, Midoriya could tell in an instant that Dazai knew exactly what he wanted. What he craved and desired with all his heart, but was too deeply beaten and bruised and terrified to ask. Dazai could give it to him, if he decided to. As easily as knowledge was ever spilled once it was attained. Dazai could quench that thirst, now that he knew of its existence.

Of course, it was no longer all that surprising to Midoriya when no information was forthcoming.

He mustered up his own strength, choking out some sort of reply. “You can decide your own fate, Dazai-kun. No matter what the circ*mstances.” Somewhere between the truth and a cheap imitation of a speech he’d heard long ago.

“Oh, Deku-kun. That’s just one of those little lies we tell ourselves to squeeze some meaning out of this purposeless existence we find ourselves in.”

A warning bell was ringing at the back of Midoriya’s mind. High in frequency and quiet, at first.

“The point is, I’m not doing this for any one, particular reason. More like a superposition of every reason you can think of. You may or may not see me again, and if you do, we may be allies or adversaries. It doesn’t matter.”

It took a second for the words to register. A second too long. Suddenly, the lights flashed, leaving them in pitch blackness. Midoriya surged up from his seated position- reaching blindly out for the man beside him. His hands remained flailing in the thin air. Passing through what was once solid, like the yearning touch of a spectre. Briefly, he wondered if he had been the ghost all along. He was almost relieved when a tinkling sound echoed around the room. Handcuffs dropping to the floor.

His eyes adjusted enough to make out a silhouette.

“It’s a beautiful night out there.”

And a moment later, Midoriya Izuku was alone.

Notes:

Congratulations and happy Spring. You’ve reached the end of The Sky is What We Leave Behind.

I’ll begin by thanking everyone who has read this far with all my heart. I’m sincerely grateful that you’ve joined me on this journey that has been over a year long and comprised of more than 200k words. I really, truly hope that you’ve enjoyed reading this monster as much as I’ve enjoyed writing it.
Of course, special thanks to those of you who have left kudos and comments. Comments! The amount of support and encouragement I’ve received from your comments is incredible. Thank you so much! Especially the readers who leave comments every chapter (you know who you are. I couldn’t be more appreciative). Not to mention my wonderful, illiterate friend who, in a rare lapse of judgement, I revealed the existence of this fic to, and has been half following my updates since.

I’m so proud of myself for finishing this project. At the beginning, I had no idea how damn long it would end up being. So the fact that it’s over now is deeply fulfilling and also a little saddening. I’ll miss this fic and universe a lot.

Anyway, let me thank you all once again for reaching the end. I’ll just answer some questions that someone out there may or may not have below if you’re interested at all.

- Will there be more to this fic/ universe?
Nope is the short answer. I have no plans to make any major changes to this fic nor create a sequel. However, I’ll likely go back and edit any mistakes/ plot holes/ retag in the near future. As much as I’ve enjoyed writing this, I think I’ve said everything I have to say!

- Will there be more from me?
Yes absolutely. I have no idea when or whether it’ll be either of these fandoms, but please look out for my works in the future.

If you have any questions or just want to chat, please feel free to drop a comment. Again, thank you so much for reading. It’s been a ride.

The Sky is What We Leave Behind - CapriStar (OneDer) - 文豪ストレイドッグス (2024)

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